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Eric's relationship with Fleur always tettered on a line that it never really should have crossed. There is a tension between the two. They had chemistry. You could feel it in any room between the two of them. The source of the chemistry, however, is where the differences lied. Eric knew that she was into him regardless of her engagement. He played off of it. It was his goal to get her to fall for him; he needed to get something from her. This was supposed to be nothing more than a simple con job. Well, it was until a few weeks ago after a drunken kiss. Neither one of them had brought up the moment since. It's almost as if it never happened. The only thing that made him question if she really meant it is the fact that she started asking him questions about her engagement over lunch. ❝ I don't know, princess— I don't think I'm really qualified to give out relationship advice—❞ that's the best way he could put off his rather chaotic relationship history. // a closed starter for @decadentias
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I’ve been thinking about Claudia at the trial: do you believe she clocked, at least in part, the role Armand actually had in her death? I keep going back to Louis telling her that Lestat’s version of her turning was all lies and her telling him that his apology was just empty words and the two of them creating a version of Lestat that in the end is a lot closer to who Armand is as an antagonist than the kind of antagonist Lestat was even back in S1.
(Not that it’s not understandable, to be clear, especially on Claudia’s part. But if at some point we get actual ghost Claudia she’s gonna be furious that the worse consequence Armand ever faced for her and Madeleine’s death was getting dumped)
Oh, that's a really good question, anon. In a lot of ways, you could argue that Claudia does have a clearer sense of Armand's power and how he wields it given she knows him in such a different context to Louis. The way Armand treats her is very much the rule to Louis' exception, so she understands his place in the Coven as both director and maitre in a way that Louis I think probably underestimates, especilly after Louis becomes Armand's dom.
It's actually interesting to consider the context of her role within the Coven too given she's been seemingly drifting away from them for a little while. It's not just a matter of her relationship with Madeleine progressing, but it's explicitly stated that the ruse of Sam's new play had no roles for the women actors, which I'm just now realising was probably intentional on Armand's part as they could justifiably send Claudia out of the theatre on errands while they rehearsed the real play.
It sort of poses the question of how much Claudia understood the extent of the unrest in the Coven - she clearly knew about, and was even a part of some of it herself - but whether or not she thought they were capable of overthrowing Armand and truly keeping him captive off-stage the way that Louis believed for so long is really open to speculation. Hell, not even just in overthrowing Armand - she's worked with these people for years now, does she think any of the others are capable of staging a play like that without Armand? She was briefly enamoured enough with Santiago that she might have believed it of him, but I kind of doubt she would've of the others given the glimpses we saw of those relationships.
The fact that she looks back at Lestat at the end is enough to suggest at least that she thought he was the only person left in that room who could and/or would help her, which could've simply been the desperate look of a daughter at a father, an indication that, at least in the moment, she trusted him more than Armand or anyone else present, or could've gone to say that she felt elements of his recounting were true. She was there for a lot of it after all, and probably has her own feelings about what the truth was. I think it was clear on her face though that she didn't really believe Louis when he said Lestat's recount of her turning was a lie, which makes sense given we're what, days after Louis called her a burden and she's seen time-and-time again how Louis can get in both the heat of the moment and the thick of his depression.
So I guess I'd say that I don't know? It's one of the tragedies of Claudia's story is we know so little of what she really thought and felt outside the brief window of her diaries, but I'd like to think that she probably knew that it was off, even if she didn't know it was Armand orchestrating it all. What do you guys think?
#but yeah god#at least louis murdered the rest of the coven for her but if armand's just been dumped#and sam's gotten to be one-half of daft punk#after donating the script that killed me to what's effectively a bunch of phD candidates#i'd be PISSED haha#need her ghost to take breaks from haunting lestat to go full poltergeist on armand actually#claudia asks#armand asks#lestat asks#iwtv 2.07#iwtv asks
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"ugh i just need to get this off my chest i probably won't even post this video, but first, a word from my sponsor—"
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October 1962. Most paranoid political conspiracy movies pale before this captivatingly off-kilter, blackly comedic 1962 thriller, directed by John Frankenheimer based on a 1959 Richard Condon novel (adapted by George Axelrod), about "not very lovable" Korean War hero Raymond Shaw (Laurence Harvey), a sour, brittle mama's boy whose cold-blooded, Machiavellian mother (Angela Lansbury) is maneuvering to put her dunderheaded second husband (James Gregory), a Red-baiting right-wing senator, in the White House. As Raymond rekindles his youthful relationship with the only girl who's ever really liked him (Leslie Parrish) — whose father (John McGiver) happens to be the political arch-enemy of Raymond's mother and stepfather — Raymond's old Army comrade Ben Marco (Frank Sinatra) suffers disturbing nightmares suggesting that the wartime heroism that earned Raymond the Medal of Honor was really a cover for something far more sinister.
A pointed satire of McCarthyism, THE MANCHURIAN CANDIDATE is tense, bizarre, sometimes tragic, and often surprisingly funny in a pitch-black way (Khigh Dhiegh deserved a Best Supporting Actor Oscar), leading up to a truly nerve-jangling finale that keeps you on edge to the very end even if you've seen it many times before. Arguably the best film of Frankenheimer's long career, with striking B&W photography by Lionel Lindon and extraordinary performances by Harvey, Sinatra, Lansbury, Janet Leigh, and a fine supporting cast, marred chiefly by the casting of Henry Silva as a Korean valet — the film's one really serious flaw, although Silva's role is mercifully small. The heights of the film's achievement are perhaps best demonstrated by the disastrous 2004 remake with Denzel Washington, Liev Schreiber, and Meryl Streep, a catastrophically ill-conceived mess that's inferior to the 1962 version in every single way.
#movies#the manchurian candidate#the manchurian candidate 1962#john frankenheimer#george axelrod#richard condon#laurence harvey#frank sinatra#angela lansbury#janet leigh#henry silva#james gregory#john mcgiver#khigh dhiegh#the axelrod script is actually fairly close to the novel#but restrains some of its excesses to good effect#while playing up the black comedy#hateration holleration
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no one should ever be taking that many takes of one scene, let alone one shot
#its funny to me#idk who wrote and came up w the script but it's very much like 'i want to make a movie about making a movie but ik nothing about making a#movie so let's try anyways'#good for them#it was cute. my candidates for who would be an issue acting wise was very much true#but felix turned out to be not that bad. they're all so lucky that the director was smart enough to make them look wistfully in half the#shots. as skilled and talented idols are blah blah - outside of performing - their jobs is to look wistfully and they do it well
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જ⁀➴ Things To Script: Politics Edition
Yes, this is an American aesthetic. Yes it is because I am American.



Elections are completely fair, not rigged, no scandals, fair.
There are no two of the "lesser evils" all candidates are genuinely good people and they want nothing but the best for the country.
All candidates represent the American people, if the American people find that the elected official is unfit they will be REMOVED (yes this is Trump shade.)
There is separation of church and state.
Americans are more open-minded about candidates from parties other than the Democratic and Republican party
(should I just say script out conservatism in general? I mean this is your reality you can if you want!)
We have no official language and ALL languages, cultures, backgrounds are represented and have the ability to be taught.
DEATH to the electoral college.
Fake news, propaganda, lies, non fact checked information cannot make it's way towards journalism.
News outlets have to report TRUE, unbiased information (I'm looking at you FOX)
No trade wars...
America does not involve itself in colonialism, imperialism, militarism, etc (mainly because those things do NOT exist.)
Supreme Court Justices do not rule for life.
There is an age limit to the presidency (this is subjective but personally I don't want an 80 year old president)
The minimum wage is increased from $7.25 (can you believe it's still that) to $20 (or whatever you prefer)
Free healthcare across ALL fifty states.
Planned Parenthood is in every state, providing safe abortions, sex ed, contraceptives, etc to everyone who is in need.
Abortions can NEVER be banned.
Free childcare across ALL fifty states.
Our politicians are civil, cordial, respectful, kind, intelligent (another dig on...let's just say a few people)
World peace
All oppressed/colonized people are FREE and live without any colonial influence.
Affordable prescription drugs.
Baby formula is affordable (this isn't really political but no formula should cost FIFTY BUCKS?)
Gay marriage is legal across all states and can NOT be revoked.
No fascism, Nazism, white supremacy, zionism, any bigoted idealogy in general does NOT exist.
Books are not banned/ can't be banned.
No fracking.
Free college.
No discrimination against ANYONE no matter their race, ethnicity, nationality, origin, sexuality, gender identity, etc.
Rape, sexual assault, pedophilia does not exist.
Crime in general doesn't exist.
Free therapy across the country.
The government actually WORKS to make this country better.
ICE does NOT exist.
Federal assistance programs can NOT be cut.
No wealth gap (no top 1% and the struggling 99%)
No homelessness.
No poverty.
Maternity leave is LONGER (isn't it like 2-6 weeks? come on now...)
Court rulings that have been passed can NOT be overturned (think roe v. wade)
No pink tax!
First time homeowners receive a grant from the government to help them with payments.
Credit scores isn't an issue, anyone regardless of their wealth can purchase a new car/home/rent an apartment.
Native Americans are seen as the true indigenous people of the Americas an they are incredibly respected, the land is returned back to them.
Follow up: Columbus Day does not exist.
The KKK doesn't exist...or MAGA or TRUMP!
No anti-vaxxers (get vaccinated, no they don't cause autism and no they aren't chipping you or whatever right wingers think)
They are laws put in place to protect our planet, nature reserves, recycling is MANDATORY, wildlife parks, etc.
History is NOT erased and is actively taught/encouraged in schools.
Guns...do I even need to explain at this point...
Immigrants are WELCOME and there is no stigma, discrimination or stereotypes about them either!
This country is extremely diplomatic we are on good terms with all countries, every meeting with them goes well and can only strengthen our allyship.
DEI EVERYWHERE!
everyone is WOKE, I mean unprecedented woke, profoundly woke EVERYONE GET MORE WOKE NOW!!!
No wars.
There is RESEARCH done on women's health (why don't we know anything about endometriosis fr...)
Mount Rushmore doesn't exist
Okay that's all I could come up with for now! Buh bye my loves!
#reality shifting#things to script#desired reality#shiftblr#shifting realities#shifting blog#shifting antis dni#shifters
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you can see that the script originally had ford building an anti-gravity machine for the science fair (which i guess acts as foreshadowing to the portal?), but the sun lightbulb feels like it would've connected to the opening of stanchurian candidate....

#it probably would've made stan's issues in that ep hit even harder but honestly its not very visually... distinct? impressive? idk#the perpetual motion machine kinda looks like a triangle and probably seems more useful and impressive in comparison tho#and yes footbot is literally a football ducttaped to a toaster#ford pines#stanford pines#stan pines#stanley pines#i do kinda like this version of stan goofing off in class#altho them switching glasses wouldn't work as well with the teen stan design we ended up getting#even still i think briefly showing them doing any type of twin switches is kinda important#with some fans ending up doubting that theyre identical twins lol#but i feel like the scene we got of ford letting him cheat is kinda important to show too#he ain't uptight about rules!!! he didn't mind helping his brother!!!#also its fun that stan likes doing shadow puppets too when he said that ford is super good at them#messy hair stan my beloved
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Lando Norris x Y/N
Summary : Lando Norris and his girlfriend invite viewers into their everyday life, sharing candid and funny moments as they go about their day.
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Warnings : swearing, suggestive talk


Lando and Y/N sat on the sofa, waiting for Morgan and Ethan to arrive to film the second part of the "I Ate and Trained Like Lando Norris" Quadrant video. Fans had loved the first one—especially catching glimpses of Y/N in the background, offering a rare peek into their domestic life.
The two exchanged a knowing look as the doorbell rang. Lando got up, heading for the door, only to be immediately greeted by a camera in his face and the two boys standing there with their bags.
"Good morning," Morgan greeted, stepping inside with a smirk. "I'm hoping for a better meal this time, Lando. I’m not having any of that mush for breakfast and that cold-ass salad for lunch again."
Lando laughed, hugging him briefly before turning to Ethan for the same. "We’re supposed to be healthy! You guys are living like me for a day, aren’t you?" he teased, waving at the camera before shutting the door behind them.
"Actually..." Ethan trailed off, making Lando raise a brow.
Morgan smirked. "The concept’s a little different today."
"We’re just gonna do what you do on a regular day off. No training, no ice chamber—just regular little Lando," Ethan added.
Lando scoffed. "I still train on my days off."
"Bullshit," Morgan shot back immediately.
"I do!"
"Oh, stop showing off for the camera, mate," Morgan rolled his eyes. "You probably just lie in bed all day and eat McDonald's."
Ethan burst into laughter as Lando shook his head with an amused grin.
"Right, where’s the missus?" Morgan dropped his bag onto the floor, casually looking around as if he owned the place.
"She was just on the sofa, mate. You probably scared her off," Lando joked, walking further into the apartment.
From a distance, Y/N’s voice called out, "I’m in the kitchen!"
The trio made their way toward the kitchen, where Y/N stood at the stove, containers of food neatly arranged beside her.
"This feels so scripted," Ethan teased. "You guys totally rehearsed this, didn’t you?"
Lando laughed. "No mate, this is all raw footage." He walked over, peering over Y/N’s shoulder to see what she was doing.
"Heard you complaining about having to eat cold meals," Y/N smiled, motioning for the camera to come closer. "So I’m reheating your breakfast."
Morgan stepped forward, relief washing over his face. "Thank fuck we don’t have to eat mush again. You’re an absolute angel," he said, eyeing the food. "You made this?"
She shook her head. "Still part of the meal plan, just reheating it. It’s banana pancakes."
Ethan glanced at his watch before looking between Lando and Y/N. "Are you guys usually up this early? Even on your free days?"
The couple exchanged a smile, shaking their heads.
"Depends," Lando shrugged.
"On?" Ethan prompted.
"On how we’re feeling, I guess," Y/N added.
Morgan smirked. "Depends on how wild they were the night before���dirty bastards."
Lando and Y/N both turned red, bursting into laughter.
Y/N plated the pancakes, topping them with yogurt and fresh fruit, while the three watched in focused anticipation—Lando even helping her place a few berries on each plate.
"Is he usually this helpful in the kitchen?" Ethan asked, eyeing Lando.
Y/N scoffed, immediately shaking her head. "Absolutely not."
Lando gasped, feigning offense. "Excuse me?"
"When I moved in, he barely knew how to use the microwave," she teased.
"Baby, I knew how to use the microwave," Lando defended himself.
Y/N smirked. "He never touched the oven, either. The protective plastic and stickers were still on—"
"Alright, enough from you," Lando cut her off, popping a berry into her mouth before leaning in to plant a quick kiss on her lips.
Morgan groaned. "Ugh, get a room."
Ethan laughed. "I think we are in their room."
Lando just grinned, grabbing his plate. "Well, since you guys wanna be me for the day, you better start eating like me too."
And with that, they all sat down to dig in, ready for whatever the rest of the video had in store.
"This is so much better than last time," Morgan said through a mouthful of food, letting out a satisfied sigh.
Beside him, Ethan nodded in agreement, grunting as he took another bite.
Y/N stood nearby, sipping on a smoothie instead of joining them in eating.
"You're not having some, Y/N?" Ethan asked, glancing over at her.
She shook her head and lifted her smoothie slightly in response.
Lando, ever the gentleman, cut a small piece from his plate and held his fork out toward her. Y/N smiled softly before leaning in to take the bite.
Morgan made a face. "Look at them. So sweet it makes me sick."
"Jealous?" Lando smirked at him.
Morgan scoffed, while Ethan shook his head. "It's all fake anyway. No way you pulled her, mate. Look at her."
Y/N let out a laugh as Lando turned to glare at them playfully.
Morgan leaned against the counter, intrigued. "Alright then, who messaged who first?"
Lando glanced at Y/N before answering. "Uhmm... I technically made the first move, but we were friends for a while before that."
Morgan barely hesitated before dropping his next question. "Is he as good in bed as he is on track, Y/N?"
Y/N choked on her drink, coughing as she tried to recover.
"Mate, try not to kill our host thirty minutes into the video," Ethan laughed, patting her back as Lando groaned, running a hand down his face.
Morgan simply grinned. "What? The people want to know."
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The four of them were now in Lando’s car—Lando at the wheel, Y/N riding shotgun, and Ethan and Morgan lounging in the back.
“So, where are we off to now?” Ethan asked, leaning forward slightly to peek into the camera mounted on the dashboard.
Lando kept his eyes on the road as he navigated through the city. “Since it’s technically our regular day, we’re gonna run some errands.”
“You two actually do your own grocery shopping?” Morgan asked, raising a skeptical eyebrow.
Y/N chuckled, nodding. “Yeah, of course.”
Lando glanced at her with a grin. “What did you think we did?”
Morgan shrugged, looking out the window. “I don’t know… had a personal shopper or something?”
“Nah, we still do normal stuff,” Lando said with a small smile. “Honestly, I kinda like it. Feels… regular.”
Y/N snorted, not looking up from her phone. “He just likes sneaking junk food into the cart while I’m actually trying to buy things we need.”
Ethan laughed. “Don’t you get, like, mobbed when you go out?”
Lando nodded. “Not mobbed… but filmed, yeah. People ask for photos. You just get used to it after a while.”
“Yeah, well, I saw a pap shot of you two making out in your Ferrari the other day,” Morgan teased, shooting Lando a knowing look. “Cheeky bastard—couldn’t even wait ‘til you got home?”
Y/N groaned, covering her face with her hands as Lando laughed. “Oh my god, why does the whole world have to see that?”
Inside the grocery store, Y/N was pushing the cart while the three of them trailed behind her like ducklings. As expected, Lando’s presence earned them a few lingering stares—some people even sneaking their phones up to record.
“I feel like a celebrity,” Ethan whispered dramatically.
Morgan rolled his eyes. “You idiot, you are with a celebrity.”
Lando chuckled at that, but he and Y/N had already drifted ahead, casually chatting as they browsed the shelves, momentarily forgetting about the camera filming them.
Morgan smirked, turning to the lens and zooming in on the couple. “Gotta admit, they’re pretty damn cute.”
A few meters away, Y/N and Lando had paused in front of a shelf, seemingly in the middle of a heated debate.
“Ohhh,” Ethan grinned, watching them from afar. “The parents are fighting.”
Before Morgan could respond, Ethan jogged over to investigate.
"— we already have like sixty of these at home."
"But Lan...this one’s ocean breeze," Y/N insists, shoving the candle under Lando’s nose like it’s the most important purchase of their lives.
Lando sighs dramatically, giving her a look. "And what, the other sixty are not breezy enough for you?"
Y/N bats their lashes innocently. "Nope. This one speaks to my soul."
With a groan that’s more for show than actual protest, Lando grabs the candle and tosses it into the cart. "Fine. But if our house starts smelling like a tropical resort, I’m blaming you."
"I take it the missus is always right?" Ethan teases, watching the exchange with an amused grin.
Lando huffs, but when he looks over at Y/N, who’s beaming like they just won the lottery, he just shakes his head with a smile. "Unfortunately… yes."
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By lunchtime, they were back at the apartment. The boys had gathered around the kitchen, watching as Y/N effortlessly whipped up a quick pasta dish while Lando stood to the side, assisting.
"Mate, you're literally just standing there holding a cheese grater," Morgan chuckled, shaking his head. "You don’t have to keep pretending in front of the cameras."
Y/N let out a laugh, sneaking a glance at Lando, who was hovering near her with all the enthusiasm of a kitchen decoration. "He always does this. He'll ask if I need help and then just stand there like a lost puppy."
"Why am I being targeted?!" Lando exclaimed, throwing his hands up, the cheese grater still in one of them.
Ethan smirked. "Has Lando ever actually cooked for you, Y/N? Considering he doesn't even use the oven"
Y/N paused, thinking for a moment before nodding. "He has, actually."
"Was it edible?"
"Wow," Lando scoffed, scandalized.
Y/N giggled, nudging him with her elbow. "It was! He made that TikTok pasta recipe. It was pretty good, actually." She shot Lando a playful grin before adding, "He did use nearly every single pot and pan we own, though."
Morgan and Ethan burst out laughing as Lando rolled his eyes. Y/N, still grinning, reached up and gave his cheek a gentle teasing pinch before handing out the plates. "But hey, at least he tried."
They sat around the dining table, eating, chatting, and answering a few lighthearted questions—all while playing a passive game of UNO.
"What do you typically do when Lando’s away during race weekends? I take it you don’t attend every race?" Ethan asked, casually dropping a Draw Two card onto the pile.
"Yeah, I only go to a handful of races," Y/N nodded, picking up her new cards. "I usually stay here and work. Try to get stuff done with Quadrant every now and then too."
Morgan smirked. "Does he get needy when he's gone for too long?"
Lando let out a chuckle, shaking his head, but Y/N grinned knowingly. "I wouldn’t say needy… but he does get a bit pouty when he’s tired."
"Pouty?!" Morgan repeated, dramatically scandalized. He turned to Lando, pointing his fork at him in mock disappointment. "At your big age of 26? Lando, mate—really?"
Lando groaned, throwing down an UNO Reverse card aggressively. "Okay, first of all, rude. Second of all, I don’t pout."
"Oh, you definitely do," Y/N countered, nudging him playfully. "FaceTime calls at like 2 AM, all sulky, saying 'I'm so tired' , 'I miss you', 'Wish you were here', in the whiniest voice."
Ethan burst out laughing. "Oh, that’s fantastic. Please tell me you have screenshots."
Y/N smirked. "Oh, I have videos."
Lando's eyes widened as he dropped his fork. "You traitor!"
"It's cute!" Y/N argues, crossing her arms as Lando groans dramatically.
Ethan chuckles before shifting the topic. "And your favorite race on the calendar that you attend?"
"Oh... it depends, really," Y/N muses, twirling her fork in her pasta. "I love Japan—it’s such a beautiful country. But maybe Silverstone is high up there? Since it’s his home race and I get to spend time with his family for pretty much the whole week. And honestly, any race that Cisca attends. She's a sweetheart."
"Lando’s mum, right?" Ethan clarifies.
Y/N nods. "Yep!"
Lando scoffs, leaning back in his chair. "More like her mum now."
Morgan smirks. "Has she taken over your family too?"
"Oh, absolutely," Lando groans. "Whenever I have time off and tell them I’m coming home to visit, they always ask if she’s tagging along."
"They don’t even try to hide it anymore," he continues, shaking his head. "Always catch her on FaceTime with my sisters or my mum, like I'm the guest in my own family."
Y/N grins proudly. "They have good taste."
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A couple more hours had passed, and now it was later in the day. The four of them were back in the car, but this time, the city was bathed in a glow of streetlights, making for a much different vibe compared to earlier. The camera captured them in their seats as they navigated through the illuminated streets, casual conversation filling the car.
It was dinner time, and Lando had officially declared it a cheat day, deciding they’d grab something quick for dinner.
"Please tell me we're getting McDonald's," Morgan groaned from the back seat. "I've been craving those mozzarella sticks since we got here."
The rest of them laughed, and Lando smirked as he kept his eyes on the road. "We actually are."
"Be honest," Morgan pressed, leaning forward slightly. "How often do you just say ‘fuck it’ and grab takeout?"
Lando chuckled, rubbing his jaw. "More than I’d like to admit."
"Cheeky bastard. Bet they know your usual by now."
Lando laughed, shaking his head. "I literally beg Y/N not to tell me when she’s ordering takeout," he admitted. "That McFlurry is just too damn good."
Y/N grinned, glancing at him from the passenger seat. "Yeah, and then the second I get it, he’s suddenly all 'Oh, let me just have a bite.'"
Morgan and Ethan burst out laughing.
"One bite turns into half," Ethan added knowingly.
"EXACTLY!" Y/N exclaimed, pointing at Lando.
Lando huffed, gripping the wheel. "Okay, in my defense, you always order the best stuff. It’s not my fault you have impeccable taste."
Y/N smirked. "Yeah, yeah. Keep sweet-talking me all you want, but you’re still buying your own McFlurry this time."
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"Thank you for today. I’m sure the viewers will love seeing this side of you two," Ethan says, giving both Lando and Y/N a hug as they say their goodbyes.
"Oh, it’s a pleasure having you guys here. Thank you," Y/N replies warmly.
"Don’t miss us too much," Morgan teases, pulling them into a hug as well—only to cheekily pat Lando’s bum on the way out.
Lando gasps, feigning offense. "You wish you could handle all this."
Morgan cackles as he grabs his bag, while Ethan keeps the camera rolling as they head toward the door, still filming.
The lens zooms in on Lando and Y/N, who stand by their doorway, watching their friends leave.
"So, how are you two ending your night?" Ethan asks, turning back toward them.
Lando, with a soft smile, casually wraps an arm around Y/N’s waist and pulls her closer. "Probably a movie night."
Morgan chuckles, shaking his head as he presses the elevator button. "More like sexy time—dirty bastard." He gestures toward Lando with a knowing smirk. "Look at him. Couldn’t be happier to finally get rid of us and have Y/N all to himself."
Lando, completely unbothered, just grins. "And what about it?"
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You Said You Loved Me
drew starkey x costar!secretgf!reader
warnings: emotional whiplash, betrayal, heartbreak, mental health themes, self-harm mention, panic attack, regret, heavy emotions
a/n: tumblr isn’t letting me answer the request like usual but here is this one requested by @kieeslove . this is one is probably one of the most heartbreaking one-shots i’ve written to be honest but i love how it ended up coming out. please please please read the warnings before reading it.
The apartment is quiet. Too quiet.
You’ve had the whole day to yourself—no call time, no script changes, no wardrobe fittings. Just a long, open stretch of silence that you’d usually welcome.
But today, it’s been anything but peaceful.
You’ve barely moved from the couch since noon, wrapped in the hoodie Drew left on the kitchen chair last night, half-watching a show you’ve seen before just to fill the space. Your phone rests in your lap, screen dim, but your mind hasn’t stopped racing for hours.
You saw it this morning.
The story.
Odessa’s.
It popped up right after breakfast, when you were still groggy, sipping coffee on the balcony. You tapped through mindlessly until you froze on a video—shaky, close-up, her voice giggling behind the camera.
Drew.
He was leaning against a trailer, smiling—no, laughing. That wide, rare kind of laugh that crinkles the corners of his eyes. She flipped the camera back to herself, grinning like it was an inside joke between just the two of them.
And maybe it was.
The next slide was a photo. A candid. He had his head thrown back, laughing at something you couldn’t hear, while she stood beside him with only half her face in the frame.
But it was enough.
Enough to make your stomach twist.
Enough to make you stare too long at the caption.
“Set life with this goof 🤍”
The cast knows about you and Drew. Everyone on set does. You’ve stopped pretending around them—stopped hiding the way you slip into his trailer during breaks, how he kisses your temple when he thinks no one’s looking.
But outside of that circle, no one knows. No Instagram posts. No red carpets. Not even soft launches in the comments section.
And you understood why at first.
Keeping it private felt safer. Cleaner. Something just for you two.
Until moments like this.
Moments where he looks like someone else’s.
You scroll back through the texts—between you and Drew, between you and Odessa.
There’s nothing wrong, not really. But there’s a shift. A subtle unraveling.
He doesn’t say “I love you” before bed anymore. Doesn’t kiss your forehead when he leaves for work.
And Odessa—your best friend, the person who once felt like your other half—she’s been on set more and more. Not because she has to be. Just because.
You used to think she came to see you. To hang out between scenes, raid craft services, sit on your trailer floor and gossip about everything and nothing.
But lately, it feels like she’s there for him.
You told yourself not to overthink it. Not to read too much into the way her hand lingers on his arm when she laughs, or the way he seems more awake when she’s around.
But today, alone with your thoughts and too much time, the pit in your stomach hasn’t let up.
You pick up your phone again and scroll to your thread with Odessa.
No new messages.
She didn’t text you today.
Not after she posted those stories. Not after she spent half the afternoon on the same set your boyfriend was working on.
You’d texted her earlier—just a casual “You on set today?”—but it’s still sitting there, unanswered.
You switch to Drew’s messages.
You (9:42am): Miss you today. Hope the scene went okay.
You (12:16pm): Odessa still there?
You (3:03pm): Are you home late tonight?
All read. None replied to.
The front door opens at 1:14 a.m.
You don’t even flinch anymore. You just pull the hoodie tighter around you and pretend the tightness in your chest isn’t there.
Drew walks in with slow, tired steps, jacket slung over his arm, hair tousled from a long shoot.
You look up at him, soft but cautious. “Hey.”
He pauses at the doorway to the kitchen. “Hey. You’re up?”
“Didn’t have any scenes today,” you say, voice quieter than you mean. “Just stayed home.”
He nods, distracted. Opens the fridge. Grabs a bottle of water. Doesn’t ask about your day.
He scrolls his phone, thumbs moving quickly.
“Long shoot?” you ask after a moment.
“Yeah,” he says, cracking open the bottle. “Ran over like an hour. Just wrapped a little while ago.”
You hesitate. “Was Odessa still there?”
He lifts a shoulder in a shrug. “For a bit. She left before we wrapped.”
Another beat of silence.
You want to say more. You want to ask why she’s always there lately, or why he hasn’t said I love you in four nights straight.
But your throat closes around the words, like saying them out loud would make it worse.
Drew glances at you again. “I’m gonna crash. Early call.”
You nod. “Yeah. Okay.”
He disappears down the hall. No kiss. No touch.
And again—no I love you.
You stare at your phone until the screen fades.
Open Odessa’s story one more time.
Watch the way he laughs like he’s weightless. The way she looks at him like she knows something you don’t.
They don’t look like they’re hiding anything.
But you feel like you’re the only one being kept in the dark.
You wake up to an empty apartment again. Drew left early for set, just like he said, but something’s different today. You didn’t have to film any scenes today either, so you stayed home, hoping maybe things would feel normal again. Maybe Drew would come back and the silence wouldn’t stretch so thin between you two.
But that’s not how it goes anymore.
You scroll through your phone, trying to shake the heaviness. You glance at your messages—nothing new from Drew, just the usual short replies.
Your eyes flick to Odessa’s name, the friend you’ve known for years—the one who always seemed like your sister, the person who knew you better than anyone. But lately, even she’s become distant.
You tap her name and open your texts.
“Can’t wait to hang out tomorrow! Dinner and drinks like old times?” you typed a few days ago. No reply. Just like the other texts since then.
The next morning, you woke to a curt text from Odessa: “Had to fly back to LA today. Sorry, last minute. Hope you understand.”
No call. Just a text.
Your stomach dropped. You’d been looking forward to that night all week, but now it was gone—just like her.
You tried not to overthink it, telling yourself she was busy.
She returned, just a few days later but didn’t tell you. You found out the worst way possible.
You were walking past the trailers on set when you saw them.
Drew and Odessa.
Laughing together.
Close.
Too close.
The easy way they leaned into each other—like you used to, all three of you—felt like a punch to the gut.
You stopped, heart hammering in your chest.
They looked up and caught your eyes. Drew smiled, but it didn’t reach his eyes. Odessa’s grin faltered for a moment before she turned back to him.
Your throat tightened.
You blinked, trying to tell yourself you were imagining things. Maybe they were just friends. Maybe you were just overthinking.
But deep down, the pit in your stomach grew.
The distance between you and Drew had been growing too. More than growing—it had widened into a chasm you didn’t know how to cross.
Your conversations were clipped, like you were just two roommates trying to coexist rather than the couple you once were.
You found yourself wondering if maybe you were the problem.
Maybe I’m too much.
Maybe I’m not enough.
You replayed every conversation, every look, every silence between you two.
The way Drew would zone out when you talked about your day.
The way he spent more and more time texting someone you couldn’t see.
The way Odessa—your best friend—pulled away too, her responses short and distracted whenever you tried to ask if she was okay.
One afternoon, you caught her alone near the trailers.
“Hey, you’ve seemed… different lately. Is everything okay?” you asked, voice gentle.
She glanced up at you, eyes guarded.
“Yeah. I’m fine,” she said, but you knew better.
She was closing off, just like Drew.
You wanted to reach through the walls that were building around her, but you didn’t know how.
The days blur together, each one heavier than the last.
You watch the calendar pages turn—slow and unforgiving—but the distance between you and Drew feels like it’s growing faster by the day.
He’s quieter. More distracted. Even when he’s in the room with you, it’s like you’re separate islands sharing the same space.
It’s been over a week since he kissed you.
Not a single brush of lips, not even a quick peck in passing.
You catch yourself waiting, holding your breath for the moment it will happen. But it never does.
You try to convince yourself it’s just stress. Long shoots. Exhaustion.
But when the lights go out and the apartment is still, the silence screams louder than any excuse.
One night, you find yourself standing in the bathroom, warm water streaming over your face, blurring your vision.
You don’t want him to hear the quietness of your tears—so you let them fall only in the shower, behind the locked door.
The water carries the ache away for a little while.
Later, when Drew leaves for set—his phone forgotten on the kitchen counter, screen unlocked—you hesitate.
Curiosity gnaws at you.
You pick it up, fingers trembling.
His messages open to a thread with Odessa.
You scroll through, the words soft but sharp:
“Missed you today.”
“Can’t wait for tomorrow.”
There’s nothing explicit. No promises or declarations.
Just the kind of words that linger in the spaces between.
Your chest tightens.
You close the phone carefully and set it back down.
Staring at the ceiling, you wonder how long this has been going on.
How long you’ve been standing on the outside looking in.
You want to confront him. To demand the truth.
But the words catch in your throat.
The apartment is quiet again.
That terrible, airless quiet that makes you feel like even the walls are watching.
Your phone buzzes.
You almost don’t check. You’ve been trying to be good—trying to stop torturing yourself by scrolling through Instagram, through posts with her name tagged beside his, through photos where his eyes don’t even look like his anymore.
But the name on your screen is one you can’t ignore.
Odessa.
Your pulse jumps. You hesitate. Then you open it.
“I told Drew I’m in love with him. He feels the same. I’m sorry. We didn’t mean to hurt you.”
The air leaves your lungs in one slow, numb exhale.
You reread it once. Twice. A third time, as if the words might change if you look hard enough.
They don’t.
No emoji. No nervous laughter. No gray area.
Just a quiet confession and a knife between your ribs.
But you don’t cry.
You don’t scream.
You don’t even blink.
You just sit there on the couch, arms wrapped around your knees, the message open on your screen, the cursor blinking like it’s daring you to respond.
You don’t.
The front door opens not long after.
You hear it before you see him—his key sliding into the lock, the door creaking open, boots hitting hardwood.
He walks in humming, like he’s had a good day.
Like the world didn’t just drop out from under you.
Then he sees you.
And the humming dies.
“Hey,” Drew says slowly, careful. His voice is soft, uncertain now. “You got her text.”
Your head turns slowly toward him. Your eyes are glassy, unreadable.
So he knows.
Of course he knows.
“She told you she was going to send it?” you ask, voice flat.
He nods once. “She said she felt guilty. She didn’t want to lie anymore.”
You blink. Once. Twice.
“And you let her?”
“I didn’t let her,” he says, stepping closer. “I tried to stop her, but—”
You laugh, but there’s no humor in it. It sounds like something breaking.
“She said you feel the same.”
Drew hesitates. “That’s not what I—look, it’s not black and white, okay? It’s complicated—”
You stare at him. “Complicated,” you repeat, the word like acid in your mouth.
He moves toward you, crouching beside the couch, reaching for your hand.
You flinch before he can touch you.
He freezes.
“I didn’t mean for this to happen,” he says quietly.
Your hands shake as you stand, your voice rising without warning. “Don’t you dare say that to me.”
His eyes go wide. “I—”
“No.” You cut him off, stepping back. “You don’t get to say you didn’t mean to. You chose this.”
“You think I wanted to hurt you?”
“You did hurt me.”
The fury rises in you like a tide—faster than you can stop it.
“I’ve been here,” you whisper. “Every single day. Loving you. Waiting for you to love me back the way you used to.”
You grab the photo from the coffee table—the one from Paris, the one where you look happiest, safest, most certain of him.
You throw it across the room with every ounce of strength you have.
It hits the wall and shatters, glass and memories scattering across the floor.
He flinches.
“You were supposed to love me,” you say, voice cracking now. “Not her. Me.”
Drew steps forward like he’s trying to fix something already broken. “I do love you—”
“No, you don’t,” you snap. “Not really. Because if you did, this wouldn’t have happened.”
He tries to hug you, arms reaching for you like he still has a right to them.
You let him.
But not out of love.
Out of exhaustion.
His chest presses to yours, and for one brief second you remember the comfort that used to live in that space.
Now it feels foreign.
He murmurs, “We can fix this. Please. I’ll cut things off with her. We can go to therapy or—”
You press your hands to his chest and push him back gently.
“No,” you say. “This isn’t something you fix.”
“I didn’t want to lose you.”
“Well, you did.”
You walk to the door. Open it.
His breath catches. “You’re really kicking me out?”
You nod.
“I need space. I need you gone.”
Drew just stands there, stunned.
You look him straight in the eye.
“Come back for your things when I’m not here.”
“Please,” he says again, voice cracking. “Just let me explain—”
“You already did.”
And then you close the door.
Not hard.
Just enough to say this is final.
The click of the lock is the only sound in the apartment now.
The kind of silence that feels like grief.
Weeks pass.
The days don’t feel like days anymore.
Just hours strung together like dim beads on a thread you didn’t ask to hold.
You’re back on set.
Back in makeup chairs and wardrobe trailers. Back in long shooting days and artificial sunsets. Back in scenes where you’re supposed to smile, touch, kiss. Where you’re supposed to cry in the rain, shout until your throat is raw, crumble in someone else’s arms like your heart is breaking.
Pretend.
You move through it all like a ghost.
Quiet. Efficient. Detached.
You say your lines. You hit your marks. You laugh when the script says you’re supposed to. You kiss him when the camera rolls. You sob against his chest on cue, let your voice crack in that way the director loves. You even slap him in one scene—your eyes glassy, your voice trembling as you yell through clenched teeth.
But nothing touches you.
Not really.
You feel like someone’s removed your insides and left only the outline of you behind. Something hollowed out and left on autopilot.
Between takes, you sit by yourself.
No music in your headphones. No books cracked open. Just silence, staring at nothing, like you’re afraid to fill the space with anything real.
You used to light up on set. You used to steal the crew’s snacks, laugh between takes, tease Drew when he flubbed his lines. There was always an energy around you—light, warm, full of spark.
Now, the spark is gone.
And everyone feels it.
They don’t say anything, not directly. But you can feel the stares. The too-gentle hellos. The quiet way people check on you like they’re afraid you might shatter if they speak too loud.
Even Drew notices.
Especially Drew.
You don’t look at him unless the scene requires it.
You don’t answer when he says your name off camera.
You don’t sit near him at lunch, don’t meet his eyes when the director gives you blocking notes, don’t flinch when you’re told you’ll be filming another kiss today.
You just nod.
And do it.
Like it doesn’t hurt.
Like it doesn’t kill you every time his hands touch your waist, every time he looks at you like he remembers what it used to feel like to be loved by you.
The worst part is—he still looks at you like he’s in love.
Like he’s sorry.
But sorry doesn’t undo the wreckage.
You’ve already learned how to carry the debris.
Today, there’s a scene. You’re arguing. The kind that gets rewritten the night before for “heightened emotional stakes.” You scream at him, tears in your eyes, spit flying as you shove him in the chest. Your voice breaks in all the right places. The crew holds their breath.
"Cut."
You step back. Wipe your face. The tears vanish as fast as they came.
You turn away from him without a glance, your expression flat. Cold.
Drew just stands there, stunned. Still catching his breath from a fight that wasn’t real—at least not on paper. Still staring at you like he’s waiting for something soft to return to your face.
But your face is steel now.
Sharp angles. No trace of the vulnerability from a moment ago. Just rage simmering under the surface, quiet and controlled and utterly unreachable.
Like flipping a switch.
And that’s what terrifies him.
The way you can drop the emotion like it never existed. Like he doesn’t exist.
Between takes, you walk off set. You need air. Space. Anything that doesn’t feel like recycled heartbreak.
You step out behind the trailers, where no one’s watching.
Your hands tremble as you pull a cigarette from your jacket pocket. You haven’t smoked since college, since a messy breakup you thought nothing would ever top.
Funny.
You light it with shaking fingers, inhale, exhale, trying to find some kind of calm in the burn.
You don’t hear Rudy approach.
But you feel him.
He walks up slowly, hands in his pockets, eyes kind.
Without a word, he reaches out and gently takes the cigarette from your fingers.
You don’t fight him.
“Hey,” he says softly.
You glance at him, just barely. “Hey.”
“You okay?”
It’s the kind of question that should come with a dozen follow-ups. But he doesn’t push. Just asks it like he’ll believe whatever answer you give him.
You nod once. “Yeah.”
It’s a lie.
He knows it’s a lie.
But he lets you have it anyway.
Rudy looks at you for a long moment before dropping the cigarette to the ground and stomping it out.
Then he slings an arm loosely around your shoulders.
You don’t lean into it. But you don’t pull away, either.
You just stand there.
Side by side.
Quiet.
Because some silences don’t beg to be filled.
Some are just there to be witnessed.
The moon is a sliver above the water—ghostly and thin, like it’s watching but too tired to shine.
Drew finds you sitting at the edge of the dock, legs drawn up, arms locked around your knees like if you let go, you’d come apart completely.
You haven’t moved in what feels like hours.
He stands behind you for a while, saying nothing. Just… watching.
You look so still.
Too still.
So he steps forward, wood groaning beneath his weight, careful not to scare you. Not that you react. Not even a glance. Your eyes are locked on the black water, the surface rippling quietly like it’s holding your secrets.
He settles beside you, close but not touching. The wind brushes through your hair.
For a moment, all he hears is the hush of the waves and the far-off echo of laughter from the house.
He thinks maybe you’re calm.
Then he hears it.
That faint, stuttering breath. The wet sound of someone trying not to fall apart.
He turns to look at you—and sees it.
Your shoulders trembling.
Your jaw clenched so tight it’s trembling.
The soft, broken sound clawing from your throat as your lungs fail you.
You’re crying.
But it’s not just crying.
It’s a full-body unraveling.
He shifts closer, alarm rising in his chest. “Hey. Hey, breathe. Look at me.”
You don’t.
Your body hunches in tighter, shoulders shaking harder as your breath gets faster, shallower—like you’re trapped under something heavy.
“Breathe with me, okay?” Drew tries again, voice soft. “Just… follow me.”
He reaches out carefully, fingers brushing your wrist to anchor you, like he used to do back when things were simpler—back when that touch meant safety.
But this time, the contact makes you flinch.
And still, his hand closes gently around your wrist—and that’s when he feels it.
His fingers still.
Then tighten—just slightly.
Because he knows what he’s touching.
Scars.
Fresh ones.
Fainter than they used to be, maybe. But new. Raw.
His entire body goes cold.
“Please…” His voice breaks, a whisper edged in panic. “Please tell me those are old.”
Your head snaps toward him.
Your eyes—red, wide, furious—are like a slap.
You rip your arm from his grip and clutch it against your chest like a secret.
“I told you I wasn’t doing that anymore,” you snap, voice cracking. “I told you I was okay.”
“I thought you were,” he says, stunned. “You promised—”
“You think I wanted to start again?” you explode. “You think I wanted to go back to that?”
Your voice is all rage and ache and grief. “Do you know what it’s like? To sit in a bathroom with a towel under you and a razor in your hand, and you’re shaking so bad you can’t tell if you want to die or just want it to stop?”
He’s silent.
Paralyzed.
“I stopped for you,” you say, trembling. “I stopped because you made me feel like I was enough.”
Your voice drops to a whisper. “But then you weren’t mine anymore. You were hers. And I couldn’t breathe, Drew. I couldn’t fucking breathe.”
You stand up so fast he can barely react.
You stumble backward a few steps, chest heaving, arms wrapped around yourself like a shield.
“If you were just gonna fall in love with my best friend…” Your voice cracks. “Then you shouldn’t have asked me to be your fucking girlfriend.”
He rises slowly, hands out like he’s approaching a wounded animal.
“I never meant to hurt you like this.”
“But you did!” you scream, backing away. “You knew how fragile I was. You knew. I told you everything. I told you what it felt like to want to hurt myself. I told you what it cost to survive it.”
Tears streak your face, wild and fast.
“And you still chose her.”
He tries to reach for you. “Please—just talk to me.”
You shove his chest with both hands. Hard. Then again. And again.
“You were supposed to love me.”
He doesn’t stop you. He just stands there and takes it.
“You were supposed to be different,” you cry. “I trusted you with everything. I gave you every broken piece and you just—God—Drew, you left me there.”
More footsteps. Fast ones. The house has gone silent behind you, but now someone’s running.
Rudy reaches you just as you collapse forward.
He catches you in his arms, sinking with you to the dock.
Your body shakes with silent sobs, all strength gone, all resistance dissolved.
Madelyn grabs Drew, her expression unreadable—fear and fury clashing behind her eyes.
She pulls him back, away from you, away from the collapse.
“What happened?” she hisses, voice low and sharp.
But Drew can’t answer.
He’s crying too.
Watching the way Rudy holds you like something sacred and shattered.
Your voice, small and hoarse, cuts through the stillness.
“I really loved you,” you whisper, like you’re trying to remind yourself it mattered. “I really did.”
Rudy closes his eyes, jaw tight, hugging you closer.
“And I tried,” you say, your breath hitching again. “I really tried not to hurt myself. I really did.”
The only sound left is your broken breathing and the water moving beneath the dock.
No one knows what to say.
No one knows if anything would help.
And Drew—
He kneels in the shadows, hands shaking, the words I’m sorry caught somewhere between his heart and throat, knowing they’ll never be enough.
Not now.
Maybe not ever.
The room is cold. Fluorescent lights hum overhead, casting pale shadows across the long table that stretches between you and the others.
You sit at one end, fingers curled tightly around the edge of the wood, knuckles blanching with pressure.
Across from you, the cast shifts uncomfortably in their seats—Jonas standing at the head of the table, his hands resting on its surface like an anchor, eyes serious and tired.
Drew sits near the middle, hands folded in his lap, eyes fixed on the scuffs in the floor.
The silence hangs like a storm about to break, thick and unyielding.
Jonas clears his throat.
“We can’t keep filming like this,” he says, voice low but steady.
“This tension, this… distance. It’s hurting the work. And it’s hurting all of you.”
He looks around the room, then back at you.
“We all want to move forward. But that means you and Drew need to talk. You need to clear this, or at least try.”
Your throat tightens, words lodged in your chest like shards.
You stare down at the table, tracing a scratch in the grain with your finger.
Drew finally speaks, voice hesitant, raw.
“I never meant for things to get this messed up. For me to fall for Odessa.”
He looks up, meeting your eyes briefly.
“I wasn’t trying to use you, YN. I swear. You have to believe me.”
You swallow hard.
Bitter words claw at your throat, but they spill out before you can stop them.
“You promised me everything.”
Your voice breaks, trembling like a frayed wire.
“Paris. A house with a garden.”
“Kids. Marley from the pound.”
You close your eyes and press your palms to the table to stop them from shaking.
A cold certainty wraps around your words, unshakable.
The room is still.
Drew’s shoulders slump, a bitter twist in his chest.
“Do you really think I fell for her just to hurt you?”
His voice breaks like glass, fragile and jagged.
You don’t answer.
You don’t want to.
“You think you’re the only one hurting?”
He shakes his head, voice rising with desperate frustration.
“You think this is easy for me?”
The words are raw, ragged.
You lean forward, voice cutting through the thick silence.
“Easy?” you scoff. “You and Odessa? The perfect little couple who ruined me?”
Jonas steps between you with a steadying hand raised.
“Enough.”
You lift your head slowly, voice low and final.
“I can do the scenes. But Drew stays away from me.”
“Odessa stays away, too. If she ever visits, I don’t want to see her.”
The words fall like a decree, clear and unyielding.
You stand abruptly, the chair scraping hard against the floor.
Your breath catches—sharp and uneven.
The door slams behind you.
Leaving behind only silence and the lingering weight of what’s broken.
Time passes in strange ways after everything breaks.
The apartment is quieter now. Not silent—just… softer. Like everyone’s learned to move around the wound without touching it.
You’ve stopped crying in the bathroom.
You still avoid him on set.
But you’re functioning again.
You wake up with the sun instead of dragging yourself out of bed at noon. You drink water. You make your bed. You sit on the balcony in the mornings with a journal in your lap and your knees curled to your chest, scribbling down thoughts you won’t say out loud.
You don’t live in the old apartment anymore.
You couldn’t. Not after everything.
The quiet was too loud there. The walls still held the shape of him—his coffee mug on the counter, his laugh echoing in the hallway, the soft imprint of a life you built and lost all at once.
So you packed it all up and left. New place. New routine. Smaller, lonelier, but yours.
No ghosts.
Just space to breathe.
Sometimes, you paint again. You drag an old easel out to the balcony and lose yourself in blues and golds and soft, wide brushstrokes. Your fingers end up stained for days.
Sometimes, you laugh.
Mostly with Rudy. He’s your shadow now. Always close. Always watching.
He knows when to joke, when to distract you, when to sit in silence and just breathe beside you.
JD brings you coffee every morning from town, no matter what. It started as a quiet gesture. Now it’s a ritual. He doesn’t say much—but you know it’s his way of reminding you you’re seen. Still wanted. Still here.
The cast has adjusted. They don’t talk about what happened. Not in front of you. Not in front of him.
You and Drew still share scenes. Still work together like professionals.
But off-camera? You orbit each other like broken planets.
Not friends.
Not enemies.
Just… nothing.
And maybe that’s worse.
Drew keeps his distance, like you asked. He doesn’t push. Doesn’t try.
But he watches you when he thinks you won’t notice.
From the far side of the room, across the lawn, just past the camera setup.
Always just out of reach.
You caught him once, lingering in the doorway as you laughed too hard at something Rudy said, your head thrown back, hair messy, eyes brighter than they’d been in weeks.
He didn’t smile.
He just stood there, quiet and still, his expression unreadable.
Like he wasn’t sure if he was allowed to feel anything.
Like he wasn’t sure he deserved to.
Some days, you think you might hate him.
Other days, you ache just thinking his name.
But mostly—you’re just tired.
Tired of missing someone who’s still right there.
Tired of feeling haunted by a version of him that doesn’t exist anymore.
And Drew—
He wonders how it got like this.
How a joke at a table, a few lingering glances, a shared hoodie and some stupid, unspoken boundaries turned into something he’d ruin with a single mistake.
How he lost the girl who loved him enough to break for him.
He watches you from afar, regret curling in his chest like smoke.
You’re still beautiful. Still brilliant. Still trying.
But now, when you smile—it’s never at him.
And he doesn’t know if it ever will be again.
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fem reader intended | part two of this
fratboy! gojo who meets up with you after getting your contact info the other night, laptop prepared to explain the important of card trading.
fratboy! gojo who, for once, finds it fun to converse with someone other than his small circle of friends. he can't deny the fact he finds you cute when you get confused- not like he'll tell anyone. (more under cut!)
fratboy! gojo whose friends are starting to notice that he isn't partying as much as he did before, but instead, actually attending his classes. to say that they were surprised is an understatement.
fratboy! gojo who walks with you during breaks only to hear you talk, whether it be about pokémon or whatever. with you, he can escape the frat-party life and settle down into a mellow, drunk-free personality. sure he can do that with his friends, but it comes naturally when with you.
fratboy! gojo who sets up chill hangouts when he realizes you aren't as interested in loud environments as him. from walks in the parks, a 1-hour pottery session, or cafe hopping around town- you find yourself enjoying every second of it.
fratboy! gojo who introduces you to his friends, embarrassed when they mention how he'd turn off dnd just to check if you replied. you laugh, comparing him to a clingy dog (which he is) and he feels himself dying even more.
fratboy! gojo who decides that he wants to properly confess his feelings for you during the night of valentines. take you out like normal and bring out the gift he prepared in his trunk. simple, right?
fratboy! gojo who couldn't stop cheesing anytime you looked away, yet acting flustered whenever you noticed. in his mind, he was the greatest at hiding his emotions- but you knew right away that something was up. considering how he asked to match with you, on valentines day.
fratboy! gojo who brings you to a secluded part of the beach where you could see the stars clearly, and has to calm himself down before making a fool out of himself (like he hasn't already).
fratboy! gojo who starts off by bringing up the first day you met, chuckling at how he found quietude in the midst of a party.
fratboy! gojo who takes your hands in his so gently, smiling at how well yours molded together. with one hand holding yours, he reaches into the back of his car and brings out the small basket he made.
fratboy! gojo who filled the basket up with your favorite snacks, a box of high-quality trading cards, a bracelet, and most importantly, a multipage, hand-crafted letter. stuck onto the back, was a candid polaroid he took of you the first time you hung out. aka, the day he realized he loved you.
fratboy! gojo who stumbles across his words, unable to properly convey the script he had in mind. his worry took over him when you didn't respond to anything he said.
fratboy! gojo who pauses after hearing your laugh, and looks up to see the same eyes he fell in love with staring right at him with such adoration. you're smiling. and soon, he finds himself smiling even harder.
fratboy! gojo who has to stop himself from cheering when you formally accept his confession. going as far as to exit out the car to give you the warmest embrace. melting in your arms, he finally has all the reason to kiss you on the cheek.
boyfriend! gojo who slowly retires from the party-life (and possibly playboy), and while still remaining in his frat- he'd very much rather spend his nights with you in his arms.
restful and content, satoru couldn't have asked for a better way to meet you.
a/n: for that one person who wanted it to be platonic... im sorry [sweat]... NEXT TIME! i really want to write "intimacy with platonic!gojo" or any other jjk character. also ignore how i portrayed gojo as a playboy (kind of) in the first part, i lowk forgot abt that when writing pt 2
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Ever since their split, life had dealt him a hard hand. Sure, the pair weren't necessarily dating, but he had missed Fleur desperately. She hd found out about the arrangement; the only reason for him being in her life was to steal from her family. It didn't mean anything when he intially agreed to it. Eric found himself falling in love with her. But it was too late for him to get away from him. He had gotten lucky when she agreed to meet with him once again. All he hoped is that he didn't ruin her holiday. ❝ Hey... ❞ Unsure of how to even begin the conversation. ❝ All is well? ❞ He'd braced himself for any response he could think of. // a closed starter for @decadentias
#decadentias#❝ — script 》 the m candidate ; eric#❝ — tempered pair 》 eric x fleur#[ figured maybe they get snowed in by a surprise blizzard ]
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cant believe I get to add more to my collection
"Hole Watch", you've got friends!
#pst#txt#yes i did make an entire fake script for a topping makeover kit for an anthropizza influencer#also brb imagining batman opening a western batcave and alfred screening applicants bc hes a stellar butler#'master bruce‚ I've selected an optimal candidate.'
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Drew starkey falling for his castmate, tell me his secret
જ⁀➴ ⠀ׂ SWEETHEART SYNDROME
he has a folder on his phone. locked, of course, buried beneath layers of fake apps and passwords only he knows. it started innocent enough. a few candid photos from set, blurry shots of you laughing in the makeup chair, hair pinned back, face half done, eyes bright with that unmistakable, infectious energy that makes every long, grueling day on set feel a little less like work.
but then he started filming, little clips when you weren’t looking, when you were leaned over a script, lips moving silently as you practiced lines, or dancing around your trailer, earbuds in, eyes closed, completely oblivious to the way his gaze lingered, the way his pulse spiked every time you so much as brushed past him.
and now, it’s a problem. now, he’s got hours of footage, shaky, stolen glimpses of you stretching between takes, rolling your neck, arching your back, the fabric of your shirt riding up just enough to expose a sliver of skin that drives him fucking crazy.
he watches them late at night, phone clutched in one hand, jaw clenched, guilt a heavy, suffocating weight in his chest as he scrolls through video after video, the sound of your laughter playing on a loop in his head.
he knows it’s wrong, knows he should delete the folder, knows he’s crossing a line he can never uncross, but he can’t stop. he doesn’t want to. because it’s you. and he’s too far gone to even pretend to care about the consequences.
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For those who are not following or are simply passing by:
Yin and War are out on the field promoting Jack & Joker and Yin had some words for a few people and this man is out to settle the score:
He firmly denied some 'fans' allegations that he improvised romantic moments on the show — more specifically the head touching seeing in episode 6 — he stated that they are actors, and as such they follow the director and the script.
Not done with this he made it clear: stop projecting your delusions on them, him and War are friends and working partners.
They decided to go independent seeking artistic freedom, wanting to pursue stories without interference from studio and producers.
They actually got indebted making the show, having invested a sum close 40 million baht. They don't expect to see any financial return soon. (Yin actually sold his car to help fund the series).
Yin stated that one reason for going 'rogue' was to protect his relationship with War, neither of them wanted to make a product out of their connection — a stance similar to Daou and Offroad who have said multiple times that their relationship is not for sale.
When it came down to the characters of Jack and Joke they both said that the freedom extended to them as well. They didn't want to put labels or specific traits in them, like which would be the top or the bottom in bed, it could go either way, that fluidity was something they were looking for.
Yin was candid about the way people approached him since he started doing BL shows. His friends asked him what it was like to kiss a man and he understood that as offensive, "they never asked about it when I was acting with girls, why would that matter now?"
You guys can support them by streaming the show on IQIYI — they will need it (I'm not joking they have bills to pay).
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SCREAM FOR ME
( slasher au )

Pairing: Dick Grayson x Reader
divider by: @cafekitsune & @iydiamartinx word count: 1.1k synopsis: The mask was his secret. But you were always his obsession. a/n: Again I know this is more suited for Halloween but I don't care, we're close enough lol
You’d always thought there was something magnetic about Dick Grayson.
People flocked to him wherever he went. He had that kind of pull that didn’t announce itself—just was. It lingered in the soft curl of his smile, the easy tilt of his head when he listened, the way his laugh lit up the room. He moved through the world like nothing could touch him, like he existed half a step above the rest of Gotham’s grime.
And somehow, he made you feel untouched too.
You remembered the first time his eyes found yours: blue as a summer sky, steady as a heartbeat, and so achingly gentle you forgot how to breathe. He made you feel like the only person in his world when his blue eyes found yours.
He was the kind of man who helped old ladies cross the street without waiting for thanks. Who kissed your knuckles like it was instinct, not performance. Who memorized your coffee order down to the syrup pumps and never once had to ask again.
So when the murders started—when Gotham became a hunting ground, and bodies began to turn up staged like something out of a macabre film set—you never once looked at him.
Why would you?
He was Dick. Gotham’s golden boy. The good one of his brothers.
Even when your neighbour turned up dead, blood-soaked and sprawled across their own welcome mat like a grotesque greeting card, you didn’t question him. Not when the news anchors said the killer was still out there. Not even when your friend Celia stopped answering her texts and you found her apartment door kicked in days later.
No. You didn’t connect the dots.
You were too busy clinging to the comfort of his arms, to the way he made you feel safe when the city outside promised only shadows. Too busy drowning in kisses that tasted like promises. Like safety.
Until the drawer.
You hadn’t meant to find it. You were just looking for your charger. But when you tugged open the third drawer in his dresser and felt the bottom shift under your fingers, instinct took over.
A false panel.
Underneath it: a sleek, black hunting knife. A small voice changer. And a stack of photographs bound by a crimson ribbon—Photos of you.
Some were candid—taken while you walked home from work or stood in line for coffee, smiling at strangers who had no idea how close danger lurked.
Others were… different. Intimate. Vulnerable. Through your bedroom window. From the alley across the street. One from inside the stairwell of your building, looking down on you as you unlocked your front door.
Your fingers trembled as you flipped through them.
Your throat tightened. You didn’t want to believe it. You tried to tell yourself it was for protection. That maybe someone else had been stalking you—and he just hadn’t told you yet because he didn’t want to scare you.
But deep down, you knew. And then you saw it.
Scrawled across the back of one—your face blurred slightly in motion, head turned mid-laugh—was a single word. Written in familiar looping script you’d seen a hundred times in birthday cards, notes on the fridge, the labels on your shared spice rack:
Mine.
You turned the photo over again, as if the word might vanish under your gaze. As if staring hard enough might twist its meaning into something else. Something harmless.
But it didn’t.
Because there was no protecting this. no innocent explanation for the hunting knife. No misunderstanding that could explain the surveillance photos. The voice changer. The false drawer. No explanation that made sense—except the one you didn’t want to face.
A dull roaring filled your ears. Your hand trembled. You didn’t even realize you were backing away until your shoulder bumped the wall. You had to get out. You had to—
You turned to run.
And froze.
“I was really hoping you wouldn’t find that.” He drawled.
You swallowed.
Dick stood in the doorway, one hand braced lightly against the frame, the other in the pocket of his jeans. Golden light spilled in behind him, bathing him in the warm glow of early evening. He looked like he always did—relaxed, unbothered, beautiful.
But there was something in his eyes. Something cold. Like ice beneath the surface of a still lake. You wouldn’t notice it at first. Not unless you were already sinking.
He took a step inside, letting the door click shut behind him.
“Is this a joke?” you asked, voice breaking. “Tell me it’s a joke.”
He tilted his head, almost amused. “Why would I joke about something so personal?”
Your heart pounded in your chest like a war drum. “You killed them.”
“I did.” He said it without pause. No stutter. No remorse. “But in my defense…” he began, stepping forward with the easy grace of a man who had no reason to run, “they were getting too close.”
You stepped back instinctively. Your legs hit the edge of the bed. You didn’t sit—you didn’t dare—but your escape was cut off, your breath coming fast now.
“Too close to what?” you whispered.
“To you.”
Your stomach twisted.
His gaze flicked down—just for a moment—as if seeing you now was almost painful. “Do you know how many people looked at you?” he asked, his voice like velvet rage. “How many touched you? Smiled at you like they had a right to?”
He took another step. You didn’t move.
“You think any of them could’ve loved you like I do?”
His smile softened again. Sweet. Unsettling.
“I couldn’t let them have you.”
You couldn’t breathe. “You lied to me.”
“I loved you,” he corrected. “Still do.”
Your lips parted, but no sound came out.
“You lied to me,” you finally managed, and it felt like a betrayal just to say it out loud.
“No.” His voice was gentle now. Almost tender. “I loved you. I still do.”
He was in front of you now. Close enough to touch. Close enough to—
No.
“But now you know,” he murmured. “So what happens next depends on you.”
Your heart thrashed in your chest, adrenaline kicking like it wanted to tear itself free. You stared at him. At the man you’d kissed goodnight. The man who made you laugh until your ribs hurt. The man who—
Slipped something into your hand.
You looked down.
The mask. Smooth. White. Featureless except for the empty, mocking grin.
Ghostface.
“You can scream,” he said, voice soft, almost coaxing. “Run. Tell them what I did.”
Then his smile shifted—just slightly. Enough.
“But then I’d have to kill you.”
You swallowed hard. Your fingers tightened involuntarily around the mask.
He leaned in, eyes never leaving yours.
“Or… you can stay. And never have to be afraid again.”
He loved you like a prayer. But maybe he prayed in blood.
So what would you choose?
To run from the devil in disguise…Or put on the mask—and stand at his side?
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