#canon dom lmao but he’s not mean he’s full of love :(((

[sundrop-writes]

Tongue Twister

Sub!Gar Logan x (Dom)GN!Reader

I wanna get you in a tongue twister - tied up in a tongue twister.

Summary:

You and Gar run into each other in the dark halls of Wayne Manor one night. He finds that he just can't resist your touch.

Or: You quite literally try to suck Gar's soul out through his cock, and he definitely doesn't stop you.

Sub!Gar Logan x (Dom)Gender Neutral Reader. Friends to Friends with Benefits. Smut. Set (vaguely) during Season 3.

Word Count: 2,000

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Detailed warnings and author's notes below the cut.

Warnings: This is pretty much just straight smut/pwp (there is basically no plot); I say that it's 'loosely' set in Season 3 because there is a mention of the Titans staying at Wayne Manor and I was inspired by S3 Gar, but there's no plot spoilers for S3 and you don't need to have seen Titans for this to make sense (this is just hot smut about my favourite hot guy); there is slight dom/sub dynamics - Gar is somewhat submissive (he likes being manhandled and put in his place), and the reader is somewhat dominant in that they take control of Gar and take what they want; this is a blowjob fic - so, the reader is giving Gar a (very messy) blowjob; the reader's gender is not mentioned or described in any way; the main pronouns used for the reader are you/yours; slight nipple play (Gar receiving); (in terms of the canon, Gar's experience is very debatable, but I don't imagine this to be virgin!Gar, at the very least, this is inexperienced!Gar); slight crying kink - mentions of Gar crying from overstimulation and the reader enjoying it; mentions of deepthroating - the reader takes Gar's dick all the way down with no issues (unrealistic, but that happens in fics sometimes); slight manhandling (from the reader toward Gar) (but nothing to state that the reader has super impressive strength); the reader swallows Gar's cum; multiple orgasms/overstimulation (Gar receiving); I don't think I would call this dubcon, but maybe under-negotiated kink? because they didn't discuss overstimulation beforehand, but Gar still likes it; passing mention of Gar masturbating while thinking about the reader; slight ball play and slight anal play (again, all Gar receiving) and using spit as lube in the process; I think that's it for this fic? Anyway - enjoy!

A/N: I have said this before, but sometimes a tiktok edit just distinctly inspires the vibes of a fic. And I woke up the other day and searched 'Gar Logan edit' because I needed to see my boy, and then I found this amazing edit - and I got the idea stuck in my head that I needed to do a fic of S3 Gar (which is my favourite Gar) - getting the sloppiest head of all time. Cause that is what a Tongue Twister means to me. I later found the full song to listen to it, and for reference it's called Tongue Twister by Cash Cash, so that is the song that this fic is named after. It is just very straightforward pwp smut, because I love writing that about Gar lmao. I love seeing him whining and pathetic (and overstimulated). So, here you go! I hope you guys have fun with this, even if you're reading this as someone who has never seen Titans before.

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Gar had no clue how he ended up in this situation. 

It was a fucking amazing situation to be in. But still, the whole thing puzzled him. (Well, it would if he had any brain power to think about it at this current moment.) 

This whole thing started when he had woken up hungry. Which, wasn’t entirely unusual for him. Doctor Caulder said that his transformations and his ‘condition’ in general caused him to burn more calories than the average person - not nearly as much as someone like Rita, but definitely more than he used to before his genes mutated. Even on a vegetarian diet, he craved a lot of junk food, which he ate. And he didn’t seem to gain a lot of weight because of this part of his condition. And he often found himself woken in the middle of the night by a rumbling stomach. 

On his way back from the kitchen with a stomach full of nutella and banana sandwiches, he noticed a gentle glow coming from the library of Wayne Manor. He was much more awake than he had been when he had first stumbled to the kitchen, so he had decided to investigate it. He wondered who else was awake at this hour. 

It was you. Apparently doing some late night reading. 

A lot happened very quickly then. 

You reached out and thumbed a large glob of nutella off the side of his mouth, and told him that he was adorable, and delicious. And you stared him right in the eyes while you licked it off your finger - mentioning that you loved his choice to go without a shirt as you removed the now spit-soaked digit from your mouth, looking him up and down with undeniable heat in your eyes. 

Gar felt so utterly trapped. (In the best way possible.) 

That spit-wet thumb made its way to touching his bare nipple, and when he let out an uncontrollable, absolutely loud whimper - he was done. 

That was how he ended up like this. 

This wild and wicked situation being that he was currently getting the best blowjob of his life. And he never would have expected that he would ever be on the receiving end of something sexual from you (he could have only hoped) - so finding out that you could give the most mind-blowing head - well fuck, it was really something. 

You had pushed him down to sit in the middle of the couch in front of the warm glow of the fireplace and stripped him of his loose sleep pants. This left him completely naked, pinned down by your demanding touch and the suction of your mouth on his hard cock. 

“Oh, fuck. Oh my god!” 

He remembered protesting at some point. Maybe. 

If he did, it was only on the basis that the two of you might get caught. The library was a well trafficked area of the ridiculously large house. It was a quick route to get to the kitchen from the set of bedrooms that the Titans had been staying in, rather than walking through some decommissioned ‘sitting rooms’ with creepy, dusty old furniture in them. Gar could only imagine how embarrassing it would be if someone like Dick or Dawn (someone he looked up to and admired) caught him with his pants down like this. 

Not that he was even capable of embarrassment with how much lust was currently throbbing through him. But it would definitely be embarrassing when he thought about it later. 

“Please, please! More!” 

But - all those thoughts easily leaked out of his ears, and those half-baked protests died off in his throat when he felt just how perfect your mouth was on his cock. The wet, warm suction of your lips around his shaft and the way you bobbed your head into such an easy rhythm, forming hot-white streaks of pleasure all across his cock. It was all too good to try and stop it. 

When the head of his large, thick cock hit the back of your throat - he choked out a whine, seeing stars split out across his vision for a moment. You were exceedingly talented at this. 

It was partially ‘talent’, and partially the fact that you truly did want to consume him. 

Every single little moan he let out, every pathetic, sweet whimper - it only spurred you on, made you want to see more. More of the way his stomach quaked when he tried to hold it in, more of feeling his thigh muscles desperately shake under your hands when you traced your tongue under the head of his cock. More pretty tears flowing from his big brown eyes as he was pushed closer and closer to the edge. More of him staring down at you in awe as you played his body like an instrument you had mastered in minutes. 

“Oh god! Oh! Oh - mmm,” 

Fueled by lustful hunger and an attraction for Gar that you had since the day you had met him, you continued on, fucking his cock with your mouth in an utterly unforgiving way. You sucked down the length of his cock and didn’t seem to care as the round cockhead hit the back of your throat, bruising it - your desperation only growing as your oxygen was cut off by the thickness of his shaft. In fact, you let out a moan of your own as his thick green pubes brushed against your nose and you inhaled his natural scent. 

The vibrations shook his cock and that only contributed to the insane pleasure he was feeling. 

Gar felt like he was slowly losing his mind. 

His hands were gripping the couch cushions wildly, finding it too rude and imposing to simply reach out and grab your hair or reach for the back of your head. Even while you handled him like he was simply a toy for your enjoyment, he couldn’t bring himself to return the favor. 

So he sat like a good boy, letting you pin him down and suck the life out of his cock. 

(Not that he wasn’t enjoying every single second of it.) 

“Oh, fuck me! Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me!” 

Gar began chanting, begging in a needy voice that he barely recognized as his own. 

You easily picked up to a brutal pace - gulping down his cock so quickly that it made a sloppy noise with each quick movement, taking him from root to tip within seconds. This made your head practically blur, easily coating his dick in spit and making his skin shine with your wicked efforts.

You sucked his cock so roughly, it was like you were trying to suck something out of him. As if you were trying to obtain some source of life that would magically be drained from his balls if you tried hard enough. 

(In your mind, it was something similar to that. You were desperate to taste his cum. And his perfect noises were supplying your life in a way, so you definitely wanted more.) 

You slurped viciously against his skin, bobbing your head up and down, creating an odd juxtaposition between the very slight roughness of your tongue and the slick flood of your spit whenever you would bob back down. His cock soon became sensitive and his thighs shook - when his legs flexed up toward your head upon instinct, his muscles tightening from all of the strain, you dug your nails into the quivering skin of his thighs and shoved him back down, holding him in place. 

“Y/N!” 

He wailed your name, crying out much louder than he had intended to. 

When he looked down, he made eye contact with you, you stared back with nothing but fierceness and commanding in your eyes. You owned him and you knew it. Even from a position on your knees, you knew that you were in charge. 

His entire body shook with dizziness under the force - flooded with endorphins at being handled so roughly by you. 

Gar’s orgasm was pulled from him forcefully, brought on like a slap in the face at the realization that he loved being pinned under your touch.

“Please, please, oh, oh!” 

Gar heard that lilting, whiny voice and barely recognized it as his own. He felt the air being punched out of his stomach before he realized that he was cumming into your mouth. He thought that surely you would be satisfied by this - that you would be done because he had cum. So he simply rode it out as you hallowed your cheeks and sucked even harder on his sensitive cock. Even making the head aching and raw as you traced your tongue around it and pumped him into your mouth while his stomach shook and he practically gargled his own spit. 

But in that fraction of a moment that he thought you might be done - no. You simply continued on. 

With his cum still lingering on your tongue, you dove back down, not giving him a moment to get soft under your touch. You swallowed his length once again, and he let out a wounded cry as his dick hit the back of your throat once again. His thighs flexed and shook and you left large claw marks in him, fighting him, trying to hold him still. 

He felt hot tears streaking down his face and he knew that this was the most perfect kind of torture - the most beautiful purgatory - being here with your perfect, hot mouth around his cock, seemingly attempting to devour him while he had to sit there and take it. 

“Oh god.” 

He let out another cry and all you did was reach over and begin to stroke his balls. The skin there was already slick with spit that had dripped down from your mouth, and the touch spewed fire up through his gut and caused him to wail out crooked breaths as his vision blurred with more tears. You were so perfect between his thighs - like you knew every single thing to do in order to drive him closer to the edge of insanity. 

Whenever he had imagined you before, he imagined you soft - he had thought of making love to you when he snuck a private moment with his hand around his cock. He always imagined candles and romantic music and gentle kisses all over your body. But he never could have imagined you like this. So fucking filthy. But now, he couldn’t imagine you any other way. 

You moved your fingers down from his balls, reaching your spit-soaked fingertips down to kiss against his against his hole - and just the slight threat of those fingertips pressing into him, touching such a sensitive spot, had another orgasm barreling through him like he had been struck by lighting. 

You sucked the cum out of him like you were greedy for it, like it would restore the very life to you - this time, Gar was sure that not a single streak of it even got to touch your tongue. When he felt the harsh pin-pricks of overstimulation coating his cock, he desperately gulped for breath, searching for words. 

“Please, please!” He cried out. “I can’t - ngh - no more!” 

You moved your hands to gently rub across his thighs, and you finally pulled back so that his cock fell from your mouth with a wet pop - falling to sit on his stomach, so spit-slick and red, glistening in the low lighting, entirely sloppy and messy. 

He was the most lovely mess above you. Tear streaks coming from his eyes, wet and messy eyelashes almost obscuring his perfect doe gaze down toward you. His face was entirely flushed, all the way down to his chest, making his skin the prettiest shade of pink - matching his parted, panting lips. His thighs were covered in bright red claw marks from your nails, and you couldn’t be prouder than knowing that he would be wearing those the next day - a reminder of you under his clothes, a little something stinging against the fabric to really drive home what had happened here. 

He was so perfect like this. 

You knew for certain that this wouldn’t be the last time you had him like this. (You would crave him too badly after this.) 

“You’re cute.” You remarked, giving him a smirk with your raw lips. 

Gar would be lying if he said that the slightly condescending comment didn’t make his entirely tired dick jump with interest.

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A/N: Please keep in mind, this is a standalone oneshot, so I will not be writing a sequel or a 'part 2' of it. However, if you liked this fic, definitely check out Stop? (Baby, Don't Stop) - Gar Logan x Fem!Reader or Not A Good Time - Gar Logan x GN!Reader which are similar fics to this one! Or you can check out the entirety of my Titans Masterlist for more fics written by me. And remember, reblogging and commenting is always helpful to support fanfic writers <3

[ohnococo]

thinking about Jjk guys divided into dominat or submissive in the bedroom headcanons? Like not full on bdsm but for example in my mind gojo would be the more active and dominant one most of the time. Choso I just imagine he would be shy and unsure and need leading. Naoya I reckon would 100% be the dominant one but more in a doesn't give a shit about your pleasure he just want to get off kinda way. OK this has turned into just random babbling rather than a request.

JJK Men Dom Vs Sub HCs

Okay so here are my rankings (subject to change depending on whims, requests, and/or fic ideas lol). This is coming from a non-bdsm standpoint because that’s a wholeeeee other vibe analysis for me tbh.

DOM

Toji - You get one of two things from Toji depending on what you mean (or don’t mean) to him and where he’s at in his life. Either rough, rowdy, bordering on too fucking much/inconsiderate sex. Or something much more intense, where he’s insistent that you will be out of your fucking mind on the tip of his cock. Either way? Dominant mostly, though he’s not above you taking the lead, it actually really gets him going to watch you try - but ultimately isn’t his preference.

Geto - It just comes naturally to be that much more active role in the bedroom. Always moving, always taking the lead, always aware of everything your bodies want and need.

SUB

Higuruma - Law Daddy has BIG “boss me around” energy tbh. Push him on the bed, tell him to go harder or slower, straight up tell him “eat my pussy/suck my cock.” and he WILL beg. It doesn’t take much to get him to that point either, give him a certain look and he’ll be getting hard already.

Choso - He loves to please, and wants to be explicitly told what to do. The most forward he’ll be is letting you know he wants it, other than that you need to take the lead.

Ijichi - We already know my thoughts on him, he’s a messssss for you. Would actually struggle a bit to take a more dominant role (for you he’d try) but he’s honestly so happy to get washed away in the wave of whatever your heart desires of him. He gets almost overwhelmed by these feelings so that submissive role comes naturally to him.

BOTH

Ino - Loverboy Ino and will take the lead, but the smallest push and he’s putty in your hands. He’s just having fun either way.

Naoya - He goes into the both/switch category for me (he’s one of the few that I’d HC as being straight up in the bdsm scene). If it’s a one night stand or anyone in any way connected to his real life he’s dominant and if you try to push for anything else at the very best you’ll just get straight kicked out. Outside of that though? This man likes being made to cry.

Nanami - He is very considerate of you to the point that it can easily lead to him allowing you to dictate the direction things go in as well as the intensity of it. Your needs come first. If you need him to be more forward he will be, if you don’t he won’t.

Gojo - It’s kinda complicated for me. My gut is saying at the basest sense of these dynamics he could come across as dominant in a “knows what he wants” kind of way rather than a rough or “put you in your place” way buuuuut overall he’s more of a brat than anything. He wants to tease, he wants to get his way but at the end of the day what he really wants as a result of all of that is you taking the lead because of that. It makes things feel more “firey” so to speak. If you’re one to be more compliant and let him take the lead he will do that but what he really wants is a back and forth.

Sukuna - Another unpopular hc from me I’m sure lmao, but honestly I HC canon Sukuna as a fucking hedonist when it comes to sex. Yes he can be dominant, violent even, but if the whim takes him to lie back in wait while you try your very best to have him dipping into that hazy mind fog of pleasure where he’s at your mercy? He’s going to do it. He doesn’t ascribe any analysis of his character/strength to any of these kinds of acts so submitting sexually doesn’t feel like weakness or vulnerability to him because he always, always has the upper hand in reality. Doesn’t mean he prefers that often though.

[heartbreak-sandwich]

20 Questions For Fic Writers:

Thank you sm for tagging me, @lithium80sblog 💕 I always love doing these!!

1) How many works do you have on AO3? I currently have seven here!

2) What's your total AO3 word count? 29,395

3) What fandoms do you write for? Stranger Things ✨

4) What are your top five fics by kudos? 1. Animal Magnetism 2. He's the Bad Guy 3. Imagine Pleasure Dom Eddie Munson... 4. Echoes of Redemption: Love and Shadows in Hawkins 5. Red Letters to Nowhere

5) Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? YES!!! If I see them, I will absolutely respond. I love receiving feedback on my writing, and it means the world when someone takes their time to leave comments on my fics 💕

6) What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? Hmmm I have quite a few wips, so I think the angstiest ending left up in the air is probably Full Circle Warnings.

7) What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? It's a mild ending to a oneshot because my longer fics are still in progress, but probably He's the Bad Guy.

8) Do you get hate on fics? I have been really fortunate and have never received hate on any of my fics, thankfully.

9) Do you write smut? If so, what kinds? At this point, I might consider it my specialty lmao. I don't limit myself much in the smut department, so I would say most kinds.

10) Do you write crossovers? Sometimes! I have written a Jeniffer's Body AU fic where Billy Hargrove plays the role of Jennifer. It's one of my favorites, and you can find it here ❤️‍🔥

11) Have you ever had a fic stolen? Not to my knowledge.

12) Have you ever had a fic translated? Also not to my knowledge.

13) Have you ever co-written a fic before? I haven't, but I would be willing to try!

14) What's your all time favorite ship? I'm a self shipper, and I'm not sorry. 🤭 Probably Billy Hargrove x Me, if I'm being totally honest.

15) What's a WIP that you want to finish, but doubt you ever will? Sometimes I have doubts about my first baby, Echoes of Redemption, but I keep telling myself I'll get there.

16) What are your writing strengths? This is a good question. I don't really know? I think I try to tie in real canon moments or events with vivid descriptions to keep up the immersion, no matter how small they might be.

17) What are your writing weaknesses? Impatience for sure. I'm too excited to finish the story or the blurb or whatever, and I have had some pretty weak endings and missed some good opportunities for tying things up.

18) Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic? My thoughts are do it if you can! I've never done it, but if I do, I want to make sure to research well and make it as realistic and correct as possible.

19) First fandom you wrote for? Okay...this was a LONG time ago, but the first fandom I ever wrote for was DeGrassi, and it was because The N was having a contest where people would write a short episode for the show and send them in to be featured on TV, and.....I was 9, and I did not win lmao.

20) Favorite fic you've written? This is a hard question. I think I'll have to say it's a toss up between You Made a Fool of Death With Your Beauty and Red Letters to Nowhere (even though that one's still a wip).

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[summerwritesfics]

🔥❄️🥀The Only Thing That I Ask, Love Me Mercilessly

Pairing: Hanzo Hasashi/Kuai Liang Length: 5994 Words Rating: Explicit 🔞 Warnings: Canon Divergence, BDSM, Dom/Sub, Power Bottom/Bottom is the dom, Sharing Clothes, Bondage, Chair Sex, Chair Bondage, Anal Sex, Orgasm Delay/Denial, Hitachi Wand, Rimming, Oral Sex, Rough Sex, Rough Oral Sex, Begging, Punishment, Cock Rings, Aftercare, Dirty Talk, Hair-Pulling, Light Praise Kink, Face-Sitting, Biting, Aka I let Kuai get revenge for all those time I’ve let Hanzo be really mean to him in the bedroom, Hanzo: The risk I took was calculated but man am I bad at math, But he enjoys the miscalculation so it’s fine lmao SubScorp Week Day 2: Clothes Swap

SubScorp Week 2022 Masterlist - Hatefuck Masterlist

Notes: Ngl, when this prompt got in, I had NO idea what I was gonna do for it. And then, out of nowhere, the spirit of the hatefuck universe possessed my body and went “time for some filthy fucking” and it ended up being the first one I finished XD funny how things work sometimes. Title is from “Hatefuck” by The Bravery, and as such we’ve gone full circle with the inspiration for this series in the first place.

This was one of the most embarrassing things Hanzo had ever been subjected to.

It wasn’t the fact he’d lost a fight against Kuai Liang that was humiliating. It wasn’t even that he was currently tied to a chair with his own chains. No, it was the fact that he was currently in Kuai Liang’s uniform. Despite their truce and whatever the fuck this relationship was now, it still made Hanzo feel uneasy being in Lin Kuei clothes. Not to mention Kuai’s quite frankly slutty sense of fashion. With the amour seemingly designed specifically to show as much of his chest as possible, Hanzo felt completely exposed even in the privacy of his own quarters. How no one had stabbed Kuai straight through the chest, he really didn’t know.

It was humiliating, but, somehow in a good way. Hanzo wasn’t sure he could explain it, even if he wanted to.

Besides, that humiliation was absolutely worth it for the sight in front of him right now.

Kuai Liang was stood leaning his weight over to one side, dressed in Hanzo’s uniform. Well, from the waist up he was, his bottom half was without clothes except those damned lace stockings that Kuai knew made Hanzo’s libido go into overdrive. Hanzo’s clothes were a little big on Kuai, but god he looked good in it. For someone who usually only ever wore blue, yellow really suited him.

Kuai had another of Hanzo’s chains and kunai in his hand, twirling it around as he observed his own handy work. His smug look told Hanzo he knew exactly how wound up Hanzo was. Hanzo almost wished that he’d had the idea to shove Kuai in his clothes during one of their previous encounters. They had a deal though, Hanzo lost their fight fair and square, and that meant Kuai was in control. He would honour that, even if he wanted nothing more than to bend Kuai over and fuck him until he was out of breath.

“You look impressed,” Kuai said in a teasing voice, stopping playing with the kunai and putting it down. “Or are you jealous that I look better in your uniform than you do?”

“Fuck you,” Hanzo growled, hating how his tone probably made Kuai think he was right in that assessment.

“Well that is the plan,” Kuai countered, making his way to where he had Hanzo captive. When he was close enough, he grabbed Hanzo’s hair, tangling it between his fingers and yanking his head up. “But you should know by now dear, that I appreciate foreplay.”

Hanzo huffed, he knew what Kuai really meant by foreplay. Teasing. Taking Hanzo to the edge and denying him climax. And given the last few times Hanzo was in control? Yeah, he had a feeling Kuai was going to particularly mean with it this time. Out loud, he would be complaining, but internally? He was interested to see just how far Kuai would push him.

“I can take anything you throw at me,” Hanzo boasted. He always tried his best to goad Kuai while he was in control and it was frustrating how calm and collected he always was. Kuai had gotten pushing Hanzo’s buttons down to an art, while Hanzo was yet to find any of Kuai’s.

He was determined to push his luck this time around. While Kuai was the only person who’d ever been dominant with him, there was always an edge of softness to it. Kuai Liang was never outright sadistic, just a bit bitchy.

Hanzo wanted to see how much of a bitch Kuai Liang could be.

“Oh, I’m sure you can,” Kuai said in a patronising tone. He pulled on Hanzo’s hair again, fairly hard, causing Hanzo to hiss at the sting. Kuai laughed and let go.

Hanzo watched in anticipation as Kuai walked in front of him and settled on his lap facing him. He tangled one hand back into Hanzo’s hair again, while the other trailed down to hover over his crotch. Kuai pushed down, grinding his palm against Hanzo’s clothed cock. Hanzo groaned at the friction, his cock already hard and straining against the fabric.

“Hmm, hard for me already?” Kuai teased, pushing down just a little harder. “You really are a dirty old man, aren’t you?”

“Maybe if you didn’t walk around half naked all the time, I’d have more control over myself,” Hanzo retorted, although he knew this particular subject wasn’t one he’d get the desired reaction from. “Even wearing my clothes you somehow made them slutty.”

“You could make them slutty yourself if you weren’t a coward.” Kuai pushed down harder for a minute forcing another lewd noise from Hanzo’s mouth rather than the sarcastic reply he wanted to make.

He let go of Hanzo’s hair, hands trailing making their way to the belt. Fingers took little time unclipping the buckle, before hooking into the hem. He slowly begun to pull down Hanzo’s pants, just enough to reveal his cock. It was almost embarrassing the way his cock sprung free, like it was so desperate for attention it couldn’t wait.

“So eager,” Kuai chuckled, running his finger along the length. “You like to act like you’re always in complete control, but I’ve trained your body to respond this way from just a looking at me.”

Hanzo opened his mouth to argue but was cut off by Kuai swooping in for a kiss. Hanzo felt Kuai’s hand yank his hair once more, while his other wrapped around Hanzo’s cock. Kuai’s tongue entered his mouth, and Hanzo immediately let his mingle with it. He could feel Kuai’s smile against his lips.

Kuai’s hand began to stroke his cock, slow and light, enough for him to feel it but not enough to get gratification out of it yet. Hanzo wanted to buck up into his hand, but the weight of Kuai in his lap prevented it. Pulling away from the kiss, Kuai licked Hanzo’s lips as he did, twisting his hand and making Hanzo groan.

“Gods, you always act like I’m desperate for it, but look at you, Master Hasashi,” Kuai whispered in his ear, giving a particularly hard tug on his hair. “I’ve barely touched you and your already a moaning mess.”

“It’s just a natural reaction” Hanzo argued, trying to suppress another noise as Kuai’s thumb circled the head of his cock. “Nothing to do with you at all.”

“Oh really?” Kuai purred, once again not rising to Hanzo’s taunts. “That’d be a little more believable, Dear, if you weren’t insistent on having me all to yourself.”

“That’s… different.” He wasn’t sure why he was trying to argue, it was true. Kuai Liang was his and only his. No one else could touch him. “Only I can fuck you like that. Anyone could do what you do to me.”

Kuai giggled at that, and Hanzo was growing frustrated that nothing seemed to phase him.

“I guess that means anyone could do this then?”

Kuai slipped down of Hanzo’s lap, settling on his knees. Hanzo wanted to ask what he was doing, but was cut off when he felt Kuai’s mouth surrounded his cock. Kuai pushed himself down, hitting the back of his throat almost immediately. Okay, Hanzo hated to admit that Kuai probably was the only person he knew who was so skilled with his mouth.

Kuai drew back, trailing his tongue along the underside of Hanzo’s cock, before diving back down. He kept this strange rhythm, pulling away slowly, making sure to lap at Hanzo’s flesh before driving back down quickly. The shift in speeds keeping Hanzo on his toes, but he still began to grow accustomed to it.

He could feel himself gradually building up, but before he could have sweet relief, Kuai released him. Hanzo groaned, he knew that was coming, yet it still annoyed him. What was it about Kuai Liang that got so under his skin?

“Enjoying yourself?” Kuai questioned, licking the tip of Hanzo’s cock but doing nothing more for him.

“You act so smug, but consider this,” Hanzo sneered, “even when your the one in control, your still on your knees before me.”

To Hanzo’s surprise, Kuai’s eyebrows drew together in the first sign of annoyance he’d ever shown. It wasn’t much, and didn’t last long, but something in the statement clearly bothered him. Finally. Who knew that button he’d been searching for was actually so easy to find?

“You don’t seem to understand your position here, Master Hasashi,” Kuai said, clamping his mouth around the head of his cock, swirling his tongue around the slit. He pulled off again, wrapping his hand around instead and slowly began to pump. “You don’t get to cum until I say so, and every time you disobey, I will make you wait just that little bit longer.”

As if to prove the point he began to stroke Hanzo’s cock at a fast pace. Hanzo jerked and strained against the restraints as the fast pace quickly brought him close to climax once again. And suddenly as he started, Kuai stopped. He released Hanzo’s cock, and just watched as Hanzo jerked his hips desperate for some friction or anything to let him finish. A minute went by, and Hanzo’s climax was completely lost to him. He made a whine between his panting.

That damned mouth was back on his cock, Kuai working his length like his life depended on sucking Hanzo off as fast as he could. That feeling began building again, Kuai’s wet mouth gliding along his length, so deep that Hanzo occasionally heard him gag. And once again, Kuai stopped, although this time he kept Hanzo’s cock inside his mouth, for a minute before pulling away.

His cock was desperate for release that Kuai Liang was determined to deny him. Kuai’s hand was on him again, those damned fingers teasing him, bringing him to the bring of oblivion before leaving him high and dry. His mouth was back, this time slow and sensual, like he was taking his time to taste every inch of Hanzo’s flesh. He stopped again, pulling away.

“Do you understand yet?” Kuai questioned, pulling himself up and once more settling himself on Hanzo’s lap. Kuai ground down on his cock, and Hanzo hissed at the thought that he was so very close to the bliss of Kuai’s insides, yet could do nothing to change that. “I asked you a question, Master Hasashi.”

“Gods, yes, just-“ Hanzo exhaled through his teeth. “Just stop teasing me.”

“Impatient as always,” Kuai commented, half closing his eyelids. “It’s always to the point with you. What’s wrong with savouring the moment?”

Still he reached his hand around to find Hanzo’s cock. Holding it in place, Hanzo felt the tip push against Kuai’s hole. Given the wetness he could feel, he could only assume Kuai had prepared himself before hand. That seemed to be happening a lot more recently, but Hanzo supposed it made sense. If there was one inevitable thing that came from their encounters, it was that by the end of the night, Kuai would have Hanzo’s cock in his ass.

Kuai slowly lowered himself onto Hanzo’s cock, moaning as his insides made way for the intrusion. It was amazing just how tight Kuai still was, even after all this time. It truly did feel like he was made for Hanzo’s cock. If he wasn’t so private with his sex life, he’d question the God’s on that one. No way something so perfect was just a coincidence.

Kuai’s ass was flush against his lap, Hanzo buried as deep as he could go. Kuai slowly lifted himself, before letting himself drop down. Hanzo groaned, pulling on the chains again. He wished his hands were free so he could grab hold of Kuai’s hips and force him to go faster. Or he could feel at Kuai’s ass. Or just touch any part of him he could. Kuai knew by now letting Hanzo have free use of his hands invited a power struggle, so he tended to take it away.

Kuai’s movements were slow, but Hanzo would be lying if it wasn’t good. Kuai’s hands were on Hanzo’s chest, gripping the fabric of the armour to help balance him. When Hanzo could feel Kuai’s weight shift off him he would thrust up to meet him.

He needed this to go faster. He recalled the way Kuai looked when Hanzo called his dominance into question. That was the button he wanted to push more, to see what Kuai would do. He just had to wait for an opportunity.

“Faster,” Hanzo demanded, causing Kuai to laugh.

“You really are needy, aren’t you?” Kuai didn’t cave to the demand, in fact if anything he went slower. Hanzo made a frustrated snort. “How about this, call me by my title, and I’ll give you what you want.”

Oh. Kuai Liang had just given him an opportunity on a silver platter.

He was going to have fun with this.

“Why would I do that?” Hanzo hissed, watching the way Kuai’s eyes squinted suspiciously at him. “And entertain your attempt to play the dominant?”

Kuai didn’t reply, his movements slowed but didn’t stop. He was looking at Hanzo like he wanted an explanation. Well, if that’s what he wanted, that’s what Hanzo would give him.

“Please, Kuai Liang, we both know you are naturally the submissive between us,” He said in a smug tone, watching the way Kuai tilted his head. “Even when trying to be the one in control, you know your place is on your knees sucking my dick.” Kuai’s mouth twitched, and Hanzo knew this was working. “And you clearly know this is the truth, given the only way you can even pretend to be in control is by dressing in my clothes.”

It was at this point, Kuai stopped moving completely.

He stared Hanzo in the eyes, thinly veiled contempt somewhat masked by a look of curiosity. Like there was something he was trying to figure out. Hanzo just jerked his chin upwards, wordlessly telling Kuai to “do something about it”. He was ready for it. For Kuai to fuck and use him so hard he couldn’t breath. He dared him to do something about it.

Kuai Liang moved.

He stood up, removing Hanzo from inside him, and then walked off across the room.

Wait. What?

Panic began to overwhelm Hanzo’s mind as he called out “w-wait! What are you doing?”

Kuai didn’t answer, just continued to walk away, and Hanzo was terrified the other man was just going to walk out of the room and leave him high and dry. Thankfully, he approached the desk rather than the door. He picked up the bottle of wine that Hanzo left for later, uncorked it, and poured a glass. Grabbing the chair and with the wine in his other hand, he made his way back to Hanzo, dragging the chair along the floor behind him.

He set the chair in front of Hanzo, placing the wine glass on it, and then walked off to the other side of the room. Hanzo craned his neck trying to see what he was doing. Maybe pushing Kuai without knowing exactly how he’d react was not his smartest idea. At the very least, Kuai was still here and seemed to have a plan. It was now realising he had no idea what that plan would be that made him doubt his own actions.

Kuai opened the set of drawers, routing around for the secret compartment Hanzo kept his intimate belongings in. He could see Kuai pull out some of the goodies within, but couldn’t see what they were. Kuai made his way back over, placing a hitachi wand on the chair. Kuai held up his hand, revealing a small silver ring. A cock ring.

Well, Kuai certainly knew where to strike when he wanted to demand obedience, Hanzo would give him that.

Kuai bent down, slipping the ring over the head of Hanzo’s cock and pushing it all the way down to the base. He wrapped his hand around his cock again, this time jerking him so fast Hanzo was sure he was about to blow right there and then. But nothing came, he got to the edge and then that ring brought everything to a screeching halt.

Satisfied, Kuai got back up, picking the wine glass and hitachi wand up and sitting down on the other chair. He lent back, taking a sip of his wine, and flicking the on switch of the hitachi wand.

“I am going to hold this against your dick, and watch you squirm while I enjoy this glass of wine,” Kuai explained, lifting his leg until he nudged Hanzo’s cock with his foot. “And maybe if you remember how to address your superiors by the time I’m done I’ll show you some mercy.”

Hanzo didn’t have a chance to argue, as the wand was pushed against his cock. The vibrations immediately took hold, and he gasped at the sensation. Kuai sat forward in the chair, watching Hanzo’s cock intently and taking another sip of wine. Hanzo closed his eyes, gritting his teeth and trying to shut off from the sensation. It was difficult however, when Kuai kept moving the damned thing, never letting it sit in one spot for too long. It wasn’t even on it’s highest setting, but Hanzo felt like he would erupt like a volcano at any moment.

That cock ring though. It was stopping him at every turn. Every time his orgasm was stolen from him, every second his cock got more sensitive. He could feel himself started to sweat. Opening his eyes, he looked down at his own cock, red and angry and dripping with precum, desperate for relief. He looked back to Kuai to see he was only half way through his wine.

Fuck.

He let out a frustrated scream as the wand was pushed against the head of his cock. Kuai looked completely passive, almost bored actually. Like he was dealing with a mundane task, rather than administering sexual torture. It wasn’t Kuai’s usual playful smugness, but it wasn’t the frustration and anger Hanzo had wanted to illicit.

He was going to get that anger, no matter how hard he had to push, and no matter how long he had to endure this orgasm denial.

How he withstood Kuai’s painfully slow drinking, he had no idea. That wand was constantly on him until he was a quaking mess. Still, he withstood it. Waiting for his next opportunity to piss Kuai Liang off.

It seemed like an eternity for Kuai to finish his drink. But he did, and as he placed the empty glass on the floor, he finally removed the damned wand.

Kuai looked him in the eye as he asked, “are you ready to behave now, Master Hasashi?”

“Oh, of course,” Hanzo said sarcastically.

“Of course, what?” Kuai prompted, clearly sensing that Hanzo wasn’t sincere but still trying to push it.

Hanzo let his face be consumed by an evil grin as he lent forward, about to say one thing he knew would really twist the knife in.

“Of course, Tundra.”

Kuai bared his teeth, and for a split secondary looked like he was genuinely considering just murdering Hanzo there and then. He let out a very loud sigh, before seemingly repressing the rage again, and returning to his indifference.

“Well, don’t say I didn’t give you chance to comply.”

Kuai stood up and walked around to the back of the chair. Hanzo yelped as he was yanked backwards. He grunted as he hit the floor. Disorientated, he blinked and tried to get baring of what had just happened. He was still tied to the chair, only now he was laying back on the floor. One minute, Kuai was stood over him, the next, he was on his knees, hovering directly over his face. Hanzo opened his mouth, intending to ask what Kuai was doing, only to find that Kuai took the chance to immediately shove his cock down Hanzo’s throat.

Hanzo gave a shocked gasp, muffled by his now occupied mouth. All he could see now was Kuai’s ass, and while that really wasn’t a bad thing, it did mean he couldn’t be prepared for anything else Kuai was about to throw at him.

Kuai began to slowly thrust, Hanzo trying to get used to the rhythm. Despite the speed, there was a roughness to his movements that had never been present before. Hanzo would be pleased to have finally brought this out, if he weren’t trying to focus on actually breathing. Maybe provoking Kuai when he wasn’t accustomed to having his throat fucked raw wasn’t his best idea. Still he definitely had a lot more respect for how easily Kuai handled Hanzo’s rough treatment, it wasn’t as simple as he had assumed it would be.

Just as he was starting to get a handle of what was happening, he felt that damned vibrator being pushed against his cock again. He jerked from the sensation, only to end up gagged seconds later as the movement forced Kuai’s cock deeper into his throat. Kuai pulled out, a line a saliva connecting his cock to Hanzo’s lips. All Hanzo could concentrate on was getting lung fulls of air.

“Call me by my title,” Kuai ordered, rutting against Hanzo’s face, smearing the saliva over.

“Fuck you,” Hanzo growled.

Kuai unceremoniously shoved his cock back into Hanzo’s mouth, and the vibration of the wand got a little stronger. Kuai’s thrusts were a little faster now, and all Hanzo could hope to do was try and ride them out. He felt himself reach another climax that never came, causing him to splutter around Kuai’s dick. This didn’t seem to deter Kuai much.

Kuai once more pulled his cock out, shouting “Submit!”

“Fuck you,” Hanzo snarled again, and despite that he opened his mouth again, allowing Kuai to slide back inside.

It really wasn’t so much the throat fucking that Hanzo wasn’t handling. Sure every time Kuai got a little faster and thrust a little harder he ended up gagging and having to try and regulate his breathing again, but that was nothing compared to how much his cock was starting to ache. The vibration setting went higher with every refusal, and it was beginning to break his resolve. He usually caved before now, this was the longest he’d held out.

Kuai’s cock hit the back of his throat as another failed orgasm hit him, and he’d had fun with the reaction he wanted. It was time to relent, and beg for mercy.

“Submit,” Kuai snarled again as he pulled out of Hanzo.

“P-please,” Hanzo whispered between coughs. “Grandmaster, I’m Sorry.”

“What was that?” Kuai casually asked as he shifted his weight slightly. Hanzo gasped in relief when the wand was removed from his cock.

“Grandmaster,” Hanzo breathed out, knowing that was the word Kuai wanted to hear out of all of them.

“See,” Kuai said as he twisted around, sitting on Hanzo’s chest and leering down at him. “That wasn’t so hard, was it?” He turned the wand off and finally discarded it before patting Hanzo’s cheek a couple of times. “Although you will forgive me for being a little weary of your sudden chance of heart.” Hanzo gulped, as Kuai’s thumb traced his lips. “I may need you to prove your desire to cooperate.”

Kuai pushed himself up on his knees, shuffling forward slightly, before settling on Hanzo’s face. There was no need for a command, Hanzo already knew what was expected of him. His tongue darted out of his mouth, trailing along until he located Kuai’s hole. As he lazily began to trail his tongue around the rim, Kuai reached down to hold Hanzo’s head in place by his hair.

Kuai moaned lightly as Hanzo worked his tongue inside. Hanzo tried to move his arms, until he remembered they were chained down. He wanted to take hold of Kuai’s hips, keep him in place as he pushed him down further. He’d done it before, had Kuai tied in ropes and kept him sat on his face until Kuai was begging to be fucked.

Hanzo concentrated on the movements of his tongue, alternating between penetrating past the ring of muscles and pulling out to lap around the rim. He could hear Kuai’s breathing getting ragged, his fingernails digging into Hanzo’s scalp.

“Yes,” Kuai whispered as Hanzo’s tongue slipped in again. “Shit, yes, ah, like that.” Kuai rolled his hips a little, tilting his head back. “Your tongue has better uses than making cutting remarks.”

Kuai was testing him. Trying to get him to disobey again so he could have an excuse to start edging Hanzo again. Hanzo wasn’t going to fall for it. He just pushed his tongue as far as he could, straining his head to go deeper. Kuai closed his eyes, a small smile appearing on his face.

“How do I taste, Master Hasashi?” Kuai asked, rolling his hips slightly. Hanzo answered the question with a particularly long and slow swipe of his tongue. Kuai’s whole body shuddered. “God, you love this don’t you? Eating me out like it’s second nature.”

He did love this. More specifically he loved the way this simple thing seemed to turn Kuai into a moaning mess. Regardless of who had the power, the reactions Kuai had were perfect. He made note that one day, he would have Kuai tied down somewhere, completely immobilised, and just see how long it would take the Lin Kuei Grandmaster to cum from just being tongue fucked alone.

Today was not that day, emphasised by the way Kuai released his head and stood up.

“Grandmaster,” he groaned, wanting nothing more than for Kuai’s ass to be planted firmly on his face again.

Kuai ignored this, reaching to haul Hanzo back up until the chair was back on it’s legs. Kuai reached down to Hanzo’s straining cock, and finally removed the ring. Things seemed to happen so fast, because next thing he knew Kuai was once more sat in his lap, and without any announcement was pushing himself down on Hanzo’s cock. It took everything Hanzo had to not just cum from how tight it felt.

Kuai bottomed out, sitting still as he reached a hand to clasp Hanzo’s throat. No where near hard enough to cause any issues with breathing, but there was a strange possessiveness that had never been present before.

“I am going to ride you,” Kuai spoke lowly, gently squeezing his hand, “and you are going to cum in my ass, do you understand?”

“Yes, Grandmaster.”

“Good boy,” Kuai purred and Hanzo felt himself flush. Oh, having those words turned back on him felt so strange yet so right. I can see why he likes it so much.

He was surprised when Kuai rocked straight into a brutal pace, the first time he slammed his hips down almost completely took Hanzo’s breath from his lungs. The movements were so powerful Hanzo wondered what would be more bruised in the morning, his pelvis or Kuai’s ass.

Kuai’s hands gripped his armour, using them for more leverage to help keep his pace. Hanzo was almost mesmerised by the sight in front of him. Everything about this was like something from his wet dreams. The way Kuai bounced on his cock like his life depended on it, the moans and whispered curse words spilling from his lips, the way his face was twisted with rage, determination and lust. Was this actually happening? Had he fallen asleep at some point?

A particularly hard roll of hips had Hanzo bucking and confirming this situation was oh so very real.

Fuck he didn’t want this to end.

Kuai pressed his face into Hanzo’s neck, lips ghosting against his skin, as he trailed kisses along. Strangely tender considering the situation. Too tender. Kuai Liang was up to something else and Hanzo couldn’t figure out what.

Well, until it felt Kuai’s teeth graze the flesh of his shoulder.

Is he going to-

His internal question was answered before he could finish asking it, as he felt Kuai’s jaw clamp down, and the pressure of those teeth start to puncture his flesh.

His breathing hitched, his body white hot. Hanzo had a habit of leaving his mark on Kuai, a symbol of his ownership. And now, Kuai Liang had done the same, claiming Hanzo as his own. Kuai bit down harder, the sting intense but pleasant. No. More than pleasant.

He’d never felt so fucking good in his life.

His vision began turning white, and his hips jerked up so fast he heard a very audible smack as his hips collided with Kuai’s ass. He came. Hard. God had he ever cum this hard in his life? And all from a fucking bite? Elder gods what power does this man have over me?

Kuai’s hips rocked slower now, trying to milk Hanzo for all he was worth. He stopped biting, tongue darting to lick at the wound. Hanzo glanced down at the wound, red and raw, and god it looked good on him. He almost cursed Kuai for not doing this sooner.

“Hm, that was fun, I can see why you like biting me so much,” Kuai purred, pressing his lips against Hanzo’s cheek. “You came a lot too, did you enjoy it that much?”

“Yes, Grandmaster,” Hanzo answered absolutely out of breath. He could have denied everything, but why would he? It was plain from the fact he could feel his cum leaking out of Kuai and down his cock.

Kuai pulled himself away, slipping Hanzo’s softening cock out of him. He went to adjust the chains, but instead of undoing them completely like Hanzo expected, he just loosened them enough to let Hanzo free of the chair. As Hanzo tried to stand, he felt his legs give way, feeling completely boneless. Kuai caught him easily, before manhandling him until he was on his knees.

Kuai placed his hand on Hanzo’s chin, tilting it upwards. Hanzo could see where this was going. Kuai’s cock was still hard, dripping with precum. He needed to finish himself.

“As you can no doubt see, I’m not quite finished here yet,” Kuai said, pressing his fingers into Hanzo’s jaw. He followed this command and opened his mouth. “And I quite enjoyed myself when I was fucking your throat earlier, so I think I’m going to do that and then cum over your face, okay?”

“Yes, Grandmaster,” Hanzo replied before letting his mouth hang open again. A switch had really been flipped somewhere in Kuai’s mind, and Hanzo was loving every second of it.

The familiar feeling of Kuai’s fingers wrapping in his hair, and the cold flesh being stuffed into his mouth. Hanzo didn’t dare move, Kuai’s grip was tight and if he had wanted him to do anything he was sure it would have been commanded. Kuai took some mercy on him this time, starting slowly and not pushing too deep. Hanzo sucked and licked at the length inside him.

However as the pace started to pick up he gave that up to focus on breathing instead. As Kuai’s cock slammed into him, he considered how many times the tables had been turned, when Kuai was the one on his knees trying to ride out Hanzo’s desires. Knowing that this was what it felt like? He understood why Kuai was always such a brat now, because god did it feel good being slowly worked down to total submission.

It was like the weirdest and sexiest epiphany he’d ever had in his life.

“What’s it you said me once?” Kuai asked suddenly, thrusting a little harder, “that I was a lot easier to deal with when I’ve got my mouth full and can’t talk back?” The smile was what Hanzo could only describe as pure evil. “I understand what you mean now. You’re a lot more agreeable with a cock in your mouth.”

Hanzo groaned in protest, but it did little more than provide Kuai with extra pleasure from the vibrations.

He could feel his knees start to scuff from the wood below and the bite wound was throbbing. He could feel Kuai’s cock twitch in his mouth, precum spreading around him mouth, but it was clear Kuai was reaching his limit himself.

It was sudden. Kuai pulled out, one hand still gripped Hanzo’s hair while the other went to take hold of his cock. It only took a few strokes for him to cum, aiming directly for Hanzo’s face. Hanzo closed his eyes, scared for the possibility of the cum getting in his eyes. He felt the surprisingly warm fluid splash against his face, dripping down.

When he felt no more being added he opened his eyes again. Kuai was already bending down, undoing the chains and whispering sweet praise at Hanzo. Hanzo didn’t hear it really, his head was still reeling from everything he’d just experienced.

With the chains gone, Kuai pressed a kiss to Hanzo’s cheek and asked “is there anything you need?”

What did he need? He really didn’t know at that moment. He needed to reevaluate his entire life view. He was a dominant man, and he knew he’d always prefer to be the one in complete control. And yet, here he was, absolutely basking in post orgasm clarity from being treated so roughly. Dominant. Submissive. It really didn’t matter anymore, as long as the one he was fucking was Kuai Liang, everything felt so good.

“Earthrealm to Hanzo,” Kuai Liang prompted softly, gently tilting Hanzo’s face towards him. “I haven’t actually fucked your brains out have I?”

Hanzo smirked, before dissolving into a low laugh. “I didn’t think you had that in you.”

“Yes, well,” Kuai started as he threw Hanzo’s arm over his shoulder and began to hoist him up. “I figured you were trying to provoke me.” Hanzo resisted the urge to roll his eyes. Of course Kuai would claim to have known all along and not just let his temper get the better of him. Although, knowing Kuai Liang, it was probably at least partially the truth. There was no denying he was annoyed, but Kuai was far too intelligent for his own good sometimes, there was no way he’d miss that Hanzo was doing it on purpose. “Thought if that was really what you really wanted, that was what I was going to give you.”

“Well, good job on that,” Hanzo said, feeling a strange warmth at the smile on Kuai’s face. He suddenly realised Kuai was guiding him somewhere, and he asked “uh, where are we going?”

“A bath,” Kuai answered, “you didn’t give me an answer so thought it was a good place to start.”

Hanzo hadn’t realised how much he stunk of sweat until that moment. Grimacing as he said “I agree.”

Just before they got to the door of Hanzo’s private bathroom, Kuai looked at him with a questioning look as he said “so, for future reference, is that a side of me you want to see again?”

“Absolutely,” Hanzo answered, his eagerness made Kuai laugh as he went to open to door. Hanzo couldn’t help himself, he reached and gently put a hand around Kuai’s throat and lent into his ear and whispers, “although it’s cute you think you’re ever going to defeat me again.”

Kuai gave him a wry smile, “we shall see about that, Master Hasashi.”

In the end, Hanzo didn’t care which of them won next time. He knew that regardless of who was dominant and who was submissive, he was in for a good time. If he won, he would get back at Kuai for this all tenfold. If Kuai won? Well, he looked forward to seeing how much further he could push the man.

He would be gleefully counting down the days until their next encounter.

[the-iron-orchid]

Nsfw asra head canon: tantric s*x

Any ideas? (If you've got a moment we know you're busy)

Ohohohoho have YOU asked a Real Question! :D Get ready for a longer answer than you probably ever anticipated, lmao

OK, so let me note that I personally practice Tantric Buddhism or Vajrayana (which of course has its roots in Tantric Hinduism). This is very often misunderstood to mean 'sex', but really it encompasses the transformation of any and all desires with the intent of spiritual liberation.

I will also say that the spiritual practices of Tantra would likely be incompatible with an Asra headcanoned to be a fully-practicing Muslim. Islam is very clear that Allah is the only focus of the religion.

My personal interpretation of Asra is a person shaped by a Muslim upbringing, but 'orphaned' before being taught the full practices of an adult Muslim. He has probably explored many sacred/esoteric practices in his travels (he does seem to use yogic breathing practices, after all).

All of this windbagging to say: oh yeah I absolutely hc that Asra has learned Tantric-style yoga techniques for pleasure! But because the actual Tantras are a closed/initiatory practice, I'm going to have to be creative here and spin a simplified fictional version for a fictional world!

This, uh, got really long, so...

(Warnings at the very end for detailed mentions of kink play: edging, 'forced' orgasm, domination/submission in general)

Prakra draws seekers of truth and enlightenment from all over the world. Its ancient culture has birthed many esoteric traditions intended to bring the practitioner closer to the Divine.

One of the most misunderstood paths is that of the yogas of union. In contrast to the ascetic traditions, these practitioners believe that physical love can offer its own path to spiritual enlightenment when properly approached - after all, it is the act from which all human life springs. However, it is not a path for the weak of will, who may find themselves consumed by desires rather than transforming them.

The first aim of these yogas is to be in total presence with one's partner during intimacy, experiencing the duality that becomes oneness and meditating upon it, instead of immediately chasing transitory physical pleasure.

For a tiny split second at the moment of climax, the human mind is full of a clear, empty consciousness, akin to the pure bliss of enlightenment. As such, another aim of these practices is to learn to prolong this experience for as long as possible, in order to be able to perform the secret mental practices of spiritual liberation.

Practitioners of the yogas of union use controlled breathwork, a high level of bodily awareness, and meditative techniques to prolong the act of congress and the moment of bliss as a spiritual practice. Those who also practice the yogas of dreaming can engage in this congress with their consorts - real or imagined - in the dream state as well.

For a nonpracticing partner, it can seem like the practitioner is capable of an almost superhuman stamina and control. However, not every encounter they have needs to be like this! They may just as easily engage in everyday intimacy with a partner; they are simply likely to be more mindful during the act than most, which many find to be a desirable trait.

Asra did not progress to the point of the secret inner practices, but he did learn some of the physical yogas of union. He will readily utilize magic to assist these practices - altering sensation, the equipment he currently has, and adding magical forms of stimulation to the mix. But his temperament is a little too mercurial to want to have a lengthy yogic session regularly; often he's just in the mood for a little fun, rather than a deep spiritual experience of union. Still, he's not above taking advantage of his yogic training for the benefit of his partner and himself - when he feels like it.

Some spicier examples of how Asra might use this knowledge:

When he is the 'active' partner, Asra will use these techniques to delay his own orgasm for the benefit of his partner. He may even use this technique to exhaust his partner with repeated climax as a form of domination.

When he is the 'receptive' partner (regardless of equipment), Asra will sometimes use these techniques to push back against someone domming him during 'forced' orgasm play. (I hc that he does like to be bratty and act up when subbing. 😁 )

Asra knows many curious techniques for reining in a partner who is about to orgasm, and (with permission) will happily use them when edging a partner.

If he finds a partner who also has this training, he is likely to engage in a full yogic session with them at least once, just for the experience of it. However, it isn't something you do on the fly - it is lengthy, and entails certain rituals that ensure the right state of mind for spiritual union.

This is adjacent to but entirely separate from my hcs about sex magic in general... but that's a future post!

[leefi]

any updates on the ORV 16 personality analysis, now that you're this far into the story?

let me go cross-examine with the PDB page because my brain is fried like an egg

ok main trio i wouldn't change from what i initially thought. yoohankim ISTP ENTP and INTJ respectively

KDJ probably my favorite fictional INTJ ever because he's just so well written, look at his big stupid Fi heart that loves his family so much. KDJ I kiss you on the mouth for how well written you are and also everything else about you. even the war crimes. I don't have much to say for him because he's such a strong INTJ that if you asked me what an INTJ was I'd point to him. One more thing I think is interesting is how similarly he and YJH come off at times...I feel like ISTP/INTJ and INFJ/INTP can be easily mistaken for each other based off of first impressions. Their actual functions are SO different I just mean in terms of vibes here

Han Sooyoung is a very strong ENTP as well which is all the explanation you need for her horrible personality /gen - I have no idea why INTJ votes are so high for her because her style of leadership and planning is explicitly pointed out several times to contrast Dokja's (Ne dom vs. Ni dom) - he says almost verbatim in canon how much he admires how she can see the big picture of things (Ne) while he tends to stick to one plan and modify that One Plan if needed as he goes (Ni). And Predictive Plagiarism is such an Ne-Ti skill it hurts. I could see the INTJ votes coming in due to to her 1863rd form but imo that's just an ENTP operating at their best? Also fictional ENTPs who are more ambitious tend to have this kind of "dual persona" when it comes to their goals/leadership styles vs their day-to-day personalities. They're very good at molding to a role

Yoo Jonghyuk ISTP <3 yeah. I would take ISTJ arguments if we were just vibe typing (especially later ORV) and I can SEE Si arguments but also. His Se and Ti are so strong. If you want to compare Ti and Te compare him and KDJ. Also I don't know too much about enneagram but he and HSY both being 8s with different wings is the funniest thing. 8's seek dominance over others (essentially a desire to be the top of the pecking order, whether as a leader or an independent actor, because their biggest fear is being controlled), 9 wing (yjh) looks for security in life and from the others around it, 7 wing (hsy) just wants to have a good fucking time and party. Also tends to hide/conceal its pain

Yoo Sangah ENFJ Yes yes I agree with this because I am in love with her (I had her as ExFJ when i did the post iirc I wasn't sure which). Intuitively good with people, naturally friendly, subtly very keen and discerning and able to not only pick up on but also accept Dokja's internal logic, even when it's a bit ruthless to do so (Ni-aux). She's the group's public figure, a natural diplomat. Doesn't shy away from the paparazzi like JHW or prefer to have her notoriety speak for her like HSY and KDJ. She's also YJH's exact opposite, if you want to compare ISTPs and ENFJs look at them. It means they have the same function stack but reversed. Also she and LHS being the most amicable of the main group is due to their xxFJ typing. naturally tuned in to people, to the point where they may stifle themselves for the sake of others

Lee Jihye I disagree with PDB saying ISTP (I think she's ISFP) but I don't know enough about mbti to dispute it LMFJDHDHD so I'll go with the communal vote of ISTP. they're right and I'm wrong. Either way my jock Se daughter

Lee Gilyoung I initially had him as INTP and PDB has him as INTP but I'm not... SURE? He's so difficult to type because he's the babby of the group. A babby doesn't have their full function stack developed yet. I don't think it's WRONG I'm just not SURE

Shin Yoosung I can see ENFP! She's either an ENFP leaning heavily on her tertiary Te (to appeal to her sponsor/dad's aux-Te) or an ENFJ (seeing herself as the most responsible among the kids, tends to be a little bossy at times).

Jung Heewon ISFP (i have feelings for you. this doesn't have anything to do with mbti just in general), nothing to add from what I said about her initially. Dominant Fi in her strong personal sense of justice.

Lee Hyunsung big ol ISFJ teddy bear. yes. His whole arc is about learning not to lean so heavily on his Si-dominance. He LSH and YJH are the reason why the OG WOS adults are so like. Like. Like. I'm trying to find a more polite way to say "like they have sticks up their asses"

Lee Seolhwa OKAY yes they have her as ISFJ that's what I meant when I said her personality is similar to Tamao's (another ISFJ). Though frankly I could see ISFJ or ISTJ for her, and I'm leaning more towards ISTJ. Either way I'm in love with her a little and I think that as her mega evil villain persona she's tapping into that inferior Ne and running with it, as all ISxJs should be allowed to do it's so fun and sexy

SWK I had as ESTP initially but after we actually meet him at the Constellation Banquet definitely ISTP lmao. Friendly jock that doesn't actually want to socialize. objectively the best constellation

Secretive Plotter ohhh.... Ooooh you'd think ISTP because of Who He Is but 40,000 years in space will change a bitch. Who knows. PDB says INTJ...sure? I dunno I think that vote might be due to vibe typing. I welcome comments on this, I don't think the votes on this on PDB are "complete" yet so to speak I don't trust this one (like LGY I don't think it's wrong I'm just not sure)

Uriel BIG ENFP VIBES but based off actual functions idk. Her ENFP energy is so strong that I'd struggle to see her as anything else. She and JHW both having strong Fi placements tho <333

ABFD I don't remember what PDB put for him but it was probably ESFP or ESTP. I'd say ESFP. Kim Namwoon ESTP.

Yoo Mia being ESTJ IS THE CUTEST THING (and i agree with it completely) when her older brother is an ISTP. Iconic duo

[aragima]

hannibal questions! 🍖🔪

@nietzscheantrout @horrorlesbians and @hanniba1 wanted me to answer these hannibal questions and i wrote too much but oh well! thanks to all 3 of you ilu!!!

favorite episode and why: oh we’re just goin straight to the hard questions huh um OKAY so i think i can only do an ep a season - s1: SORBET SUPREMACY! you get to see the exact moment will looks at hannibal and thinks “.........shit. it’s him isn’t it. he’s The One. SHIT.” and that is so important to me - s2: this one is really hard maybe naka-choko? it’s so fucking gay and sexy. but tome-wan... but mizumono............ yeah idk - s3: torn between digestivo and the wrath of the lamb cuz they both hurt SOOO good much; i love will breaking up with hannibal and hannibal manipulating the situation so will can’t leave asldkjansk it’s so toxic we have to stan..... and for twotl i mean do i really have to give a reason every scene LIVES in my mind and it contains my favorite shot in the whole show:

that is LOVE baby! that is DESIRE! that is being ENTHRALLED!!!!

least favorite episode and why: i feel like they’re all so necessary that it’s kind of impossible to say but probably antipasto. i get sick of hannibal and bedelia’s shenanigans really quickly and as much as i hate to admit it... i miss will. i also think it was an extremely weak season opener and i blame it for getting the show canceled sjshshsgsg the resentment...

favorite side character: chiyoh or jimmy or actually wait— RANDALL TIER 🖤

if you could bring back one character who died, who would it be?: RANDALL FUCKING TIER. i want there to be a weird thing with him and hannibal and will going on. but also i love what his death did for will so idfk, other than him it’s gotta be beverly

dish prepared in the show that you would like to try eating/making: i was supposed to make hannibal’s osso bucco recipe like 3 weeks ago but it completely slipped my mind so i guess i’ll get on that my next grocery trip  

which side character would you kill off?: chilton just because for god’s sake just let the man DIE ALREADY poor guy <- i’m taking ava’s answer because YEAH

was there any scene that you didn’t like to look at?: nah. the skin ripping scenes at the beginning of either kaiseki or sakizuki (idk i don’t remember, i hardly watch s2a) are particularly brutal but i tough it out

biggest ship: i mean do i even have to say

why did you start watching hannibal?: my wife, who was my girlfriend at the time, and her dad were watching it as it was airing and i was like “oh cool hannibal lecter origin story” but due to inconsistent access to the episodes i would just watch it randomly and that is... not the way to watch hannibal. i gave up around the end of s2 but knew hannigram was It regardless. i decided to watch s3 for the first time earlier this year just to have finished it and was like HOLD UP and did an immediate rewatch that left me... well, how i am now

favorite hannibal fic if you’ve read any?:

oh boy. yall ready for this? all of these can be found on ao3 obviously (i’m so sorry this is so long but i guess i’ve been asked to put together a fic rec anyway)

as soft, as wide as air by blackknightsatellite, the ladders series by emungere, blackbird by emungere, consenting to dream series by emungere, taken for rubies by emungere, at first meeting by emungere, protect me from what i want by @alienfuckeronmain, god of the cold, cold wars by highermagic, the abyss smiled back by highermagic, pomegranate seeds by highermagic, absolute zero by highermagic, in the truly gruesome do we trust by sidnihoudini, TKO by sidnihoudini, oh dear by lunarwench, each according to its kind by chapparral_crown, a flood in our hearts by nanoochka, let me sinful be by darlingred, uncomplicated by stratumgermanitivum & youaremydesign, good bones by @damnslippyplanet​, like they do in babylon by @damnslippyplanet​, your obedient servant by kareliasweet, past our satellites by shotgunsinlace, only the tender meat by isagel, the shape of me will always be you by missdisoriental, a white-walled room by rodabonor, spleen et idéal by rodabonor, the paper doll series by rodabonor, a common point of interest by rodabonor [i do NOT like a/b/o stuff but if i did... it’s this fic], just thought you should know by earthsickwithoutyou, the sacrificial lamb by princesskay, transcendent suffering by itsbeautiful, not something polite by moistdrippings, leave your message after the tone by onewhositswithturtles, holes in the floor of the mind by feverdreamblood, crossing caina by feverdreamblood, the archipelago series by melusine10, but seas between us braid hae roar’d by kareliasweet

have you watched any of the hannibal films?: yeah all of them except manhunter! i grew up watching silence of the lambs because my mom loved it and i went thru a big edward norton phase as a teen so i’ve seen red dragon like 10 times

have you read the thomas harris books?: no and i’m not going to lmao #fakefan

favorite murder tableau: if we’re talking just hannibal’s- the judge. if we’re talking Murder Bad But Kinda Pretty like in general probably the mushroom people or the totem

favorite blood spill: will imagining hannibal while he beats randall to death or The Gutting of Will Graham

what’re some of your headcanons?: - will is good at shibari (backed up in canon: his fishing knots, the firefly man’s full body hishi karada harness) - hannibal rarely listens to modern, non-classical music but he’s a björk fan and he saw one of her chapel performances during the vespertine era and was Moved - will listens to classic rock (zeppelin, the doors, pink floyd) with some classic country (patsy, merle, johnny) and blues (billie, muddy, bessie) thrown in. he’s also a sucker for early/mid-90s college rock/alternative/grunge - will plays the piano (because of the piano in his living room) and the harmonica (because he’s country white trash); he’s kind of shit tho - hannibal fell for will somewhere between “my thoughts are often not tasty” and “you won’t like me when i’m psychoanalyzed” (love at first sight! at last sight! at ever and ever sight!!!) - will’s circumcised, hannibal isn’t 🤪 - hannibal’s a gemini!!!! adaptable, creative, intelligent, outgoing, impulsive, etc - will’s an aquarius!!!!! analytical, a loner, temperamental, unique, compassionate, etc - will’s mom was jewish go read my fic about it https://archiveofourown.org/works/26774326 - hannibal is an agender man (tbh i think of this as canon, it’s just unstated/undefined) - hannibal can speak russian, spanish, and a teensy bit of portuguese in addition to the other languages we know he speaks (lithuanian, english, french, italian, japanese) - will speaks limited amounts of french; he learned it as a kid in louisiana - ED TW will sometimes has a Difficult relationship with food due to food instability by the way of poverty as a kid and goes through periods where it’s hard to keep himself fed, but hannibal is so good for him in that way because he keeps him from going hungry 😓 (yes this is me projecting but also it makes SENSE) - hannibal typically bottoms but THEY DEFINITELY ARE BOTH VERS and will never stops being surprised by how much he loves catching a dick. every time is like religious experience. okay? okay - they’re also both very kinky and switches but tbh.... will was made to Dom hannibal like that’s the reason he exists he could drag that old bitch around by a leash and hannibal would be in heaven HANNIBAL WOULD CALL HIM SIR - the first time they have sex hannibal comes like immediately but he isn’t embarrassed because he’s hannibal fucking lecter and hannibal lecter doesn’t get embarrassed - i have a hc for their favorite sex positions but i’m not gonna put that here because i don’t want yall calling me crazy any more than you probably already do but if you wanna know just DM me all i do is think about them fucking it’s a curse - okay no more dirty stuff abigail called hannibal “dad” on more than one occasion and it was half-joking but it also felt comfortable to her; she never thought to call will “dad” because he’s a weirdo and never knew her as much as he knew his idea of her - hannibal taught her to play piano at the cliff house - beverly is pansexual!!! - brian and jimmy kissed one time when they were drunk and they NEVER talk about it EVER - chiyoh is straight probably. i know, i know, everyone says she’s a lesbian and if she’s a lesbian to you that’s awesome! she’s a lesbian! but idk i just think she’s SO fucking straight and tbh i mourn bc that’s my wife. she could MAYBE be bicurious... - chiyoh is non-monogamous and doesn’t do serious relationships, she doesn’t like the idea of being tied to one person ever since she left the lecter castle - she helped hannibal and will escape after The Fall; she told hannibal she would continue to watch over him and i think she did, she got them a boat and got them the fuck out of there - MOLLY IS DOING SO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT WILL. SHE’S SO GLAD SHE GOT OUT OF THAT WHEN SHE DID. she has a good, long talk with alana and finds out all the shit about him and hannibal that will never told her (and it was a lot), gets drunk and burns all his shit, and then washes her hands of the whole thing; moves to a different state, gets a girlfriend, and never thinks about will again

okay i’m capping it there or i’m never gonna stop!! i’m not tagging anyone cuz i think everyone has done this by now lmao but if you’re a mutual who hasn’t and you want to just do it and say i tagged you!! mwah!!!!

[yikesharringrove]

hello!! i was just wondering if there is anything like au’s, kinks etc. that you really don’t vibe with so that myself or anyone else won’t make you uncomfortable by asking you to write about it. much love 💕

Honestly, there’s not a lot I WON’T write. Even if it’s not something I’m into as a human (like kinks and stuff) I’ll still write it, even if it icks me out a little. honestly, my hard lines are like hard lines.

I also want to say who I’ll write. I’m a Harringrove blog, first and fucking FOREMOST, but I love Stommy, Keg Boys, and Buckleway, and would be down as hell to write Stonathan and Stoncy. ( I LOVE Jonathan, but I have trouble writing Nancy. Just can’t find her voice really.)

I’ll put them under the cut bc I’m gonna talk about stuff people may want to avoid, plus she’s LONG

So, I WILL NOT write incest. That includes Billy/Max bc in my brain and how I like to write them is as brother and sister, that they’ve fixed their relationship, so yes. Which leads me to...

I won’t write for any of the kids in a sexual context. Most of the actors are minors, are that makes me feel yucky to think about writing these characters that way. When I’m writing a sex scene between Billy and Steve, in the show, yeah they are teens and that IS underage, but you’re thinking of characters played by ADULTS. Joe Keery is like, almost thirty. He’s a GROWN MAN. That’s why I won’t write the kids like that. This includes writing kid/teen like Billy/Max of Steve/Dustin and aged up, because it just makes me feel weird picturing these real life CHILDREN somehow aged up in sexual situations.

As far as content, I’m okay with most things, including triggering topics. I try my best to give proper tags and warnings, and if it’s something I DON’T have experience with, I do A LOT of research for my fics. I’ve also gone through some serious shit and use writing as an outlet for it, so I don’t mind writing heavy topics. Things that trigger me specifically, are like super weird things (ex: the song Dancing Queen. Yeah. I fucking know. Used to love that song and now I can’t fucking listen to it) so I have the emotional energy to write pretty dark stuff.

I hate Karen Wheeler and fully refuse to write Karen/Billy (outside of like, Karen hit on Billy and it was grsss!) that’s BIG YIKES to me and their scenes made me v uncomfy. I don’t think I could write Billy/Hopper or Steve/Hopper either, they need him as a father, not a daddy.

I won’t write Harringrove as abusive. These two mean the WORLD to me, and tbh they’ve both dealt with enough abuse. Sometimes I’ll see dark fics where one of them is going through something and becomes abusive towards the other in some way, and that’s just not my jam in a pretty big way. I love fluff and softness for these two because they deserve it, and that’s what I write. Most of my angst has happy endings too.

As far as kinks, that’s my hardest line. Like I said, most shit I will write. There’s a lot of kinks I don’t know much about, or would never be interested in trying myself, but I don’t mind researching it to write it. How I actually write kink is to find articles written by people who participate in and enjoy that kink so I can get more of an understanding of it, what it feels like, and why they participate in it/enjoy it, and then usually watch some porn of it. (which is SO FUNNY bc I’m watching like, hardcore kinky porn squinting at the screen with my glasses on figuring out how I’m gonna write and describe stuff lmao) so most kinks I’m fine with putting in the hours. With a lot of kink stuff I feel as long as everyone participating in it is consenting and in a safe environment, then go right ahead! So I’m not weirded or grossed out by much.

HOWEVER. Kinks I won’t write: -Shit. Usually I’m pretty live and let live, scat play is GROSS. Straight up. Full offense meant. Kink shaming is intentional. -Age regression during sex. I’m okay with writing Daddy Kink, and I wouldn’t mind putting in more research to write age regression outside of sex, but I DO NOT want to write something where they are actively pretending one of the participants is a child. That feels kinda questionable to me. Along with this is diapers and things like that in any context. From research I HAVE put into daddy kink, it’s not about actually pretending the dom is your father, it’s more about being taken care of. I am fine with all that, but to have the sub be pretending to be a child just makes something in me feel off when it is in a sexual context. Again, I’d be down to put in the research if you want to request someone who lives as a little or in a state of age regression and have the other person take care of them like a child. It would be pure fluff. I just wanted to make that VERY clear. -Blood in kissing. You’ll see in a lot of Harringrove when Billy has a split lip and they kiss Steve can taste the blood or something, that makes me feel REAL ick. HOWEVER, I’m a big dumb slut for vampires, and am good to write that, or gore, or even some murder boyfriends, it’s just when someone gets blood that’s not there’s in their mouth that’s pretty yikes for me. -Petplay is fine but I don’t want like, actually anthropomorphic

Honestly, I think that’s like, it? I was seriously thinking of kinks that like, personally I would NEVER want to try but like, I would write them. I don’t care. \

One thing you may or may not have noticed is that I don’t use the F-slur. I spent a lot of my life dealing with a lot of internalized homophobia. I identify as queer, (I always write Steve how I feel, where I fall in love with people above being sexually attracted to just like, a gender as a whole and personally, I can’t have sex without emotional intimacy, but that’s more of a trauma thing) I come from a really conservative place and struggled a lot with my sexuality and thought because I do like guys and have feelings for guys, I’m just straight and pushed down all of my other feelings for people of other genders away. It was actually really recently, after I went to college in a liberal city and met all different kinds of queer people I realized that 1. I have had feelings for LOTS of different people throughout my life (I was deeply in love with my best friend in high school in a SUPER gay way and just kept pretending I wasn’t lol) and 2. I don’t have to label myself if I don’t feel comfortable with that. So I call myself queer. Because I considered myself straight, literally until I was like, nineteen, I always thought of the F-slur as the same way I do the N-slur. I believe the word can be reclaimed by people in the groups it was used to dehumanize, but since I felt I WASN’T part of the LGBT+ community, I never used it. Even now that I have accepted that part of myself, the word just still feels very wrong for me to use. I don’t mind reading it, and it’s used really often in Harringrove fics bc Neil LITERALLY says it in canon, but I just can’t bring myself to type it out, so I just don’t. That’s a SUPER weird side note, but that’s why you may see in stuff I’ll skirt around Neil or Billy saying it.

So basically, I’m comfortable writing most things. Sometimes, requests may take longer because I NEED to put more thought into it, or more research or I want to get it right, for example the one I just posted with nb Steve and trans Billy, I did a lot of research and read a lot of things written by trans and nb people about their experiences and feelings, etc. as I’m a cis person and didn’t want it to be insensitive or fetishy or just straight up BAD. But I LOVE writing so FUCKING much, I will put in the time and do research to see your head canons and thoughts come to life.

One thing that takes me FOREVER is historical type prompts. I’m BAD at history, like remembering stuff in general, so while I LOVE to take prompts set in different time periods, please know it’ll take me a thousand years to fill.

If you read all this, thank you, and I’m sorry for going on weird tangents about stuff, I’m kinda weird and my brain doesn’t move in one direction lol. Please keep putting in requests and letting me into your ideas! I love it!

[goldbuiltmoved]

𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑨𝑪𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑺𝑯𝑬𝑬𝑻

repost,  don’t reblog !

𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐢����𝐬 !

FULL NAME.    jonathan christopher herondale MEANING.      gift of jehovah (jonathan), bearer of christ (christopher) NICKNAME.      jace (he never uses jonathan cuz that’s valentine’s biological son's name, and also he didn’t know what his real name was for a long time, so don’t call him jonathan unless u looking for a very angry jace) GENDER.         cis male. HEIGHT.  5′11″ (he a smol) AGE. 21-29 (verse dependent, born 1991) ZODIAC.    capricorn       LANGUAGES. valentine made him learn several so - english, latin, ancient greek, french, romanian, italian, german, portuguese, demon language

𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬 !

HAIR COLOR.       blonde EYE COLOR.       my jace is book-based so technically gold but since i love dom’s eyes i merged the two and made them half-gold half-blue and right eye blue. BODY TYPE.         athletic ACCENT.         born in idris, he had a bit of an accent but its mostly american now. VOICE.       a little husky. DOMINANT HAND.        left POSTURE.         straight. SCARS.        thin silver scars all over his body from continuously burning runes onto his skin. TATTOOS.        none, several runes. MOST NOTICEABLE FEATURE(S).      runes, known to draw attention for the gold in his eyes, a star-shaped birth mark on his shoulder meaning he was touched by the angel ithuriel, clary often describes him as lion-like in the books.

𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 !

PLACE OF BIRTH.        idris (hidden from mundanes, located in central europe between germany, france and switzerland) HOMETOWN.         alicante aka the glass city FIRST WORDS.      dad @ valentine PARENTS.   valentine morgenstern (considers his only father, foster father), stephen herondale (biological father), celine herondale (biological mother), maryse lightwood (adoptive mother), robert lightwood (adoptive father) PARENT INVOLVEMENT.   valentine was the one who raised jace and, despite all the horrible things and abuse he’s suffered, jace often finds himself conflicted between hate and love and even misses valentine after he dies - he’s the only father he’s ever truly had. he has never met stephen and celine, both deceased. robert and jace don’t have much of a relationship, but maryse has always treated him like family.

𝐚𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 !

OCCUPATION.         shadowhunter, co-head of the new york institute alongside clary later on in life. CURRENT RESIDENCE.        new york city CLOSE FRIENDS.        alec lightwood (parabatai), isabelle lightwood, clary fairchild, simon lewis, luke garroway, magnus bane (they annoy each other but there’s love there deep down), maia roberts.  RELATIONSHIP STATUS.          verse dependent.  (eventually engaged to clary fairchild in book canon) CRIMINAL RECORD.         was once arrested by the clave as a traitor for siding with valentine when his father convinced him he had demon blood. VICES.       self-loathing, recklessness.

𝐬𝐞𝐱 & 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 !

SEXUAL ORIENTATION.         bisexual ROMANTIC ORIENTATION.         biromantic PREFERRED EMOTIONAL ROLE.       submissive       |         dominant       |       switch.  PREFERRED SEXUAL ROLE.       submissive       |       dominant       |       switch. LIBIDO.        high LOVE LANGUAGE.     physical touch

𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬 !

CHARACTER’S THEME SONG.       rise - katy perry (lissen i know, but the lyrics really suit him tbh) HOBBIES TO PASS TIME.        killing things, training, fighting, drinking (he doesn’t really know who he is when he’s not fighting tbh) MENTAL ILLNESSES.    depression, suicidal tendencies (both developed on his own, but he also has hereditary tendencies due to his biological mother who was mentally ill and committed suicide) PHYSICAL ILLNESSES.         none. LEFT OR RIGHT BRAINED.        right PHOBIAS.        ducks. SELF CONFIDENCE LEVEL.         displays around 9.5 tbh, but he’s actually at a 4 lmao VULNERABILITIES.        prone to self destruction, believes his “dark” side will eventually overpower his “light” side, will blindly do anything to keep his parabatai safe

tagged by: stole from @forgottenstoriies​ tagging: anyone who wants to do it tbh but @honorwoven​ @haeretik​ @yemaenja​ @griimhilde​ @connectere​

[setsureadsshit]

Lost At Sea: A List of WIP’s I am finally letting go of [ Part 2 ]

[ Part 1 ]

Exactly what it says on the tin.

Very Sincerely Yours by semaphoredrivethru

Summary: Terrified at the prospect of humiliating himself in front of the ton and completely ruining his first season with his crippling shyness, omega Stiles Stilinski does the only thing he can; he invents a sweetheart away at war. A completely fictitious and utterly gorgeous captain, a gentlemanly paragon of romance and adoration, an alpha with whom Stiles spends years "exchanging" letters.Years later, an angry, war-battered Derek Hale shows up at Stiles's door. He's no gentleman, and vehemently denies the existence of anything remotely resembling romance. He's received every last letter and has come to collect on Stiles's promises of home and marriage, no matter what.

Last Updated: 2018

Fandom & Main Pairing: Teen Wolf ; Sterek

Personal Notes: AHHHHH, THERE’S NOTHING I LIKE MORE THAN A GOOD REGENCY BODICE RIPPER AU. HOW UNFORTUNATE THAT THIS ONE NEVER GOT FINISHED. IT WAS SUCH A GOOD START TOO, I AM SO DISAPPOINTED. AHHHHHHH SO SAD.

Sold by onlyastoryteller

Summary: The government has passed two significant acts that eliminate the rights of convicted felons. When Peter Burke learns that Neal Caffrey's Work Contract has been purchased by a private citizen, he springs into action.

Last Update: 2018

Fandom & Main Pairing: White Collar ; Baffery

Personal Notes: While this fic is amazing and it hasn’t been THAT long since it was last updated (trust me, I’ve held on to fics for over 5 years on the hope it’d get updated lmao), this fandom and pairing just doesn’t interest me anymore; mostly because The Bullshit Season really turned me off from the show.

Sypha’s Boys by ShifterCat

Summary: “Back in the tomb under Greşit, Alucard asked you about that prophecy involving him. And… you blushed.”“O-oh.” That brought her up short. “Yes. That.” Sypha glanced away, gathering herself, then looked back decisively. “‘The Hunter, the Scholar, the Sleeping Soldier: they shall travel together. They shall defeat great evil together. They shall… love together.’”Trevor blinked a few times, allowing that to sink in. Then: “Your prophecy says we’re going to fuck?”

Last Update: 2019

Fandom & Main Pairing: Castlevania ; Syvorcard

Personal Notes: I mean, it says what it is on the tin - it’s just a collection of smut vignettes and after the first 5 chapters the sex kinda just gets old and I start to crave actual plot. That isn’t to say it’s not well written and I didn’t enjoy it but..you know *hand waves* 

Partners by wordswehavesaid

Summary: In which Barry Allen is the Starling City Police Department's forensics assistant. Yes, Starling.

Last Update: 2015

Fandom & Main Pairing: The Flash/Arrow ; Flarrow

Personal Notes: I love love love love LOVE this fic. I love it SO MUCH and it physically PAINS ME to let it go but it’s time. Still, at 25 hefty chapters, it’s not really a bad deal to put your time into it.

Take My Body by paraselenewoman

Summary: Derek and Jordan are Alphas. Stiles is their newly obtained omega. Everything is pretty terrifying.If given the chance, though, Stiles probably wouldn't change a thing.

Last Update: 2015

Fandom & Main Pairing: Teen Wolf ; Derek x Stiles x Parish

Personal Notes: ......okay listen. I never said I was proud of all of my fic reading choices okay BUT SOMETIMES. SOMETIMES A BITCH JUST NEEDS SOME GOOD OLD FASHIONED A/B/O Dom/sub DYNAMICS IN THEIR LIFE OKAY. YOU CAN’T SHAME ME - but I am a little embarrassed to admit it so let’s head to the next fic.

That Which Binds Them by Flarrow

Summary: Everyone is born with a mark shared by their soulmate, located somewhere around their shoulder blade. They say the mark burns upon meeting one's soulmate. Oliver knows what his is, but doesn't believe in the system. Barry doesn't know what his looks like, but he wants it to be a surprise.Set in The Flash and Arrow universes, but AU in the sense that I'm not sticking to the storyline laid out in either series, though I may borrow elements when they work for the story. Barry and Oliver are still The Flash and Arrow. Idea of the mark's location was inspired by the brand Oliver received in “The Fallen.”

Last Update: 2016

Fandom & Main Pairing: The Flash/Arrow ; Flarrow

Personal Notes: I read this a while back but I do remember it being a really good story. At 18 chapters, I didn’t feel like giving it the full re-read treatment since I’m currently on a role but I DID take the liberty of reading the very last chapter and I can say you’ll leave this fic satisfied if you do read it, even though it’s unfinished.

Steve Rogers and the Tri-Wizard Tournament by gryffindor17

Summary: There’s not a person who walks the halls of Hogwarts who doesn’t know Steve Rogers: the boy with the righteous streak, hot temper, and massive crush on the Romanian Longhorns’ star Chaser, Bucky Barnes. But Bucky exists to Steve only on the front page of The Daily Prophet. He has long since resigned himself to admiring from afar, catching games when he can or otherwise following Barnes’s crusade against injustice through printed page.Until the man himself walks into the Great Hall on the first night of their Seventh Year.Bucky’s life outside of the spotlight is hardly worthy of a footnote, never mind a headline, but no one wants to read about Bucky Barnes being found face-down and fast asleep between the shelves of Durmstrang’s impressive library. Between his studies and the Quidditch Finals looming around the corner, the last thing Bucky needs is something like the Tri-Wizard Tournament. He knows Headmaster Pierce is expecting him to volunteer, but all Bucky really wants is to pass his N.E.W.T.S. and maybe twist The Minister’s arm into passing the bill about guaranteed pay for House Elves.That is until he spots Merlin’s gift to man sitting at the Gryffindor table.Then things get complicated.

Last Update: 2016

Fandom & Main Pairing: Captain America (MCU) ; Stucky

Personal Notes: It’s rare that I actually enjoy Hogwarts AU’s and I’ve kinda dropped out of the Captain American fandom so, while this IS really well done, I’m just not interested in it anymore.

Part Of Your World by Jenetica

Summary: Derek's a werewolf. Stiles is a merman. They're not supposed to work.Luckily, they're both determined to prove that particular fact false.Sequel to "Sea Foam and Sunshine."

Last Update: 2014

Fandom & Main Pairing: Teen Wolf ; Sterek

Personal Notes: This is the second part in a series and you should def read the first one it’s fucking great. The second one is also good but...you know. Not gonna be finished ever so.

Knot Your Playmate by Halzbarry

Summary: He quickly closed his laptop and laid back on his bed. Somehow he’d convinced himself to not only sign up for an online ABO hookup website, but to also meet up with not one, but two alphas to potentially sleep with and get him through his heat. AU where Stiles is an omega, and has to sign up for an online ABO dating website to find an alpha to bring him through his heat, and possibly be a match so he doesn't flunk out of high school and get sent to remedial school because of Harris. What he doesn't expect is to find two mated alphas looking for an omega, and for feelings to start getting involved. Notice: Fic is on indefinite hiatus and is no longer being worked on.

Last Update: 2015

Fandom & Main Pairing: Teen Wolf ; Derek x Stiles x Parish

Personal Notes: .......LISTEN. IT’s GOOD OKAY????

Last To Know by Never_Says_Die

Summary: Kink meme fill in which every werewolf and shapeshifter in Beacon Hills is aware that Stiles is pregnant before he is. And apparently the first baby!werewolf being born into the pack (their Alpha's, no less) is a big freakin' deal and excuse enough for everyone to lose their damn minds. When Stiles figures out why everyone's been acting so weird around him, he's not amused. 

Last Update: 2013

Fandom & Main Pairing: Teen Wolf ; Sterek

Personal Notes: This one is basically finished, like, it’s 21 of 22 chapters but the 22nd chapter would have mostly been just putting a bow on it, it’s already wrapped you know? It’s a really good fic I really love it, I should honestly just reblog it in it’s own right but I’ve already gone through the trouble of formating it so fuck it.

Lonely Road by CranApplePye

Summary: Stiles is running from things he doesn't want to face. Derek is running from a past he cannot leave behind. Their paths collide on a lonely stretch of road when Stiles' car breaks down and Derek is the only mechanic on hand. An unexpected closeness develops, but both men are harboring secrets and Stiles may have just found the one person whose luck runs worse than his own. When the past catches up with the future, it may be one collision that neither of them can survive, and it may end up pulling everyone they love down with them.As everything begins to unravel, choices must be made. Stiles must decide how far he's able to go to protect the people he cares about, and what he'll do when he hits his breaking point. Derek must decide whether he can overcome a lifetime of betrayal enough to trust in someone again, and what he's willing to sacrifice if he is. And Scott and Allison must decide what it means to stand by your friends, and what price they are each willing to pay to do what is right.

Last Update: 2015

Fandom & Main Pairing: Teen Wolf ; Sterek

Personal Notes: I AM REALLY MAD THIS NEVER GOT FINISHED. SUCH A COMPELLING STORY. SUCH A FRESH TAKE ON WHAT THE CANON COULD HAVE BEEN. AAAAAAAAAAAAH.

Lost In The Flood by Skaboom

Summary: When social services finally barges in and takes Isaac away from his father, granting custody to his aunt, Isaac gets the first good night's sleep he's had since his mother died, but that doesn't mean that everything is easy from there on out. There's a lot of lingering damage, and with everyone gossiping about him at school, it's hard to find someone to turn to, but with the help of a caring Aunt, a great therapist, and an unexpected friendship with Stiles, a kid on his lacrosse team, Isaac might finally be on the right path.

Last Update: 2017

Fandom & Main Pairing: Teen Wolf ; Stisaac

Personal Notes: Another sad goodbye, there has never been enough Stisaac fic in this fandom for me so seeing what few good fics there were go unfinished is particularly bitter to me.

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Anon 1 said:

hey!!! ok so this is SUPER vague but it was a oneshot i read back in 2016/early 2017 and it was something like the avengers travelling through steves memories or something???? I'm not sure if the memories were bucky related because i remember at the end bucky is there????? sorry for how vague this is but it might be post cacw and vision might be involved but if u can't find this no worries!!!!!

orchidsrule sent in Mindstones and Other Malfunctions* by HunterPeverell (complete | 21,025 | E) *rape/noncon, heed the tags

Anon 2 said:

hey where’s that fic where ppl dig up bucky and think he’s steve?

Anon, abarbaricyalp, dragonflybeach and gwydions sent in Seven times Steve Rogers was not what everyone expected him to be (+1 time he really, really wasn't what everyone expected him to be) by StuckySituation (complete | 3,515 | T)

buckysxmetalxarm said:

Hi, sorry, I tried looking through ao3 tags searching a/b/o, omega!steve alpha!bucky, mpreg but I don't remember enough bout the fic to find it :/ I kno it’s a/b/o & Steve‘s an Omega and he’s pregnant, (was since before the ice but didn’t know it) & the Winter Soldier is really attracted to his scent & Steve doesn't know why cause other Alphas shouldn't like the smell of pregnant Omegas that aren't theirs but like it is Bucky's so he likes it? That's all I remember? Sorry & thank you in advance!

Anon 3 said:

Hey a few years ago I read a long ass stucky fic. The author used “real” events from the mcu but added much more detail. Eg they wrote missions w the howling commando etc. back then it wasn’t completed and somehow lost is. In a chapter where Steve was on his first (?) mission (the one where he was looking for buck) and Came back with Bucky. During that time they already made some experiments w Buck and he was starting to feel weird while staying in a tent w Cap?? I was wondering if you know which one I mean and if yes is it still up?? What’s it called??

Anon 4 said:

I'm having a hard time finding this fic- I think it was a pwp where Bucky like accidentally Pavlov'd Steve into getting hard every time he put his hair up? Does anyone know what I'm talking about asdfghjkl

getstucky and Anon sent in Classical Conditioning by johnboyegabombs (oneshot | 424 | M)

Anon sent in knee jerk by mcwho (oneshot | 530 | M)

deep-dark-purple said: (sex work)

Trying to find a College/Dom!Steve/Sub!Bucky/prostitute!Bucky/John!SteveAU that Ive lost & Ive had no luck Bucky is hustling through college(TJ era)and Steve(big/older)is going back & they meet in science class/go to group study sessions I think & then catch feelings Meanwhile theres a lot of rope tying(Steve took classes to do)& a scene I remember vividly is where Bucky comes but Steve purposely makes it so Bucky doesnt get the release of it though Bucky says something like You ruined it & sobs

Anon sent in Ain't No Rest for the Wicked* by Kellyscams (complete | 305,786 | E) */others, sex work, alcohol

Anon 5 said:

Could you help me with this particular fic that happened after Civil War it's basically Steve taking Bucky to an isolated place while getting rid of Bucky's winter soldier activation code-- Steve gets hurt a lot before he finally made it through the entire code without Bucky going violent. Thanks!

Anon sent in après nous le déluge by tomorrowsrain (complete | 9,257 | T )

Anon 6 said:

I’ve been looking for this fic for ages - modern times but canon compliant up until tws. I think the fic is post-tws. Bucky finds a pregnant cat (or cat with kittens?) and keeps it. He then later on gives each kitten to an avenger and, i believe, keeps momma cat. I’m not sure how stucky centric it is

sweet-nightingale-96 said:

Hi, I was wondering if you can help me find a fic. In this fic Bucky has escaped hydra before Steve wakes up. Bucky has no memories of his time in Hydra, but he is there when Steve becomes an Avenger. I believe the story was called The Red Star, or something like that. But I’m not sure. I do remember it retelling the movies from Avengers (2012) and onward with Bucky in it, if that helps?

Anon 7 said:

hi there was this one fix where Steve and Bucky were fwb in the 40s and Steve confessed to Bucky he shot Steve down thinking he was protecting him and fast forward to the present where Bucky doesn't remember what he did to Steve only that they were intimate

princessniitza sent in chapter 10 of Ain’t No Grave (Can Keep My Body Down)* by spitandvinegar  (restricted, complete | 107,076 | M) *past rape/noncon, heed the tags

Anon 8 said:

I'm looking for a fic where bucky moves in with Steve who's a retired captain and the entire fic they're learning how to be roomies while also pining and at one point bucky is in a bathtub full of kittens and i can't remember the title for the life of me. Any thoughts?

bennettmp339, teenagemutantninjamushroom and therandomravenclw sent in Critical Feline Mass by Kryptaria, rayvanfox (complete | 39,533 | T)

Anon 9 said:

Hi! Ive gone deep In my ao3 history and in your post caws tag and I just can’t seem to find this fic I’m looking for. I just can’t recall the fic description. What I remember from it is Bucky sneaking into the avengers tower & only Steve knows for a while and Bucky always gets high on Steve’s Tranquilizer lollipops. At the end Bucky confesses he’s loved Steve the whole time & Steve gets upset & beats up punching bags. This has been a week long search & I hope it’s findable!

bennettmp339, teenagemutantninjamushroom and ice-whisper sent in Sparked Up Like a Book of Matches by Sena (oneshot | 26,734 | M)

tygerblaze said:

It was Stucky, where Tony sees Bucky undergo the chair torture by General Ross. Decides, I’m gonnna break him out, cause no one deserves that. He calls Steve from the road while Bucky is recovering in the car, it becomes a slight road trip and Bucky becomes friends with Tony. Not sure if it’s post civil war or post tws.

Anon, itsagentromanoff, dragonflybeach and getstucky sent in i need a forest fire by tomorrowsrain (complete | 65,815 | T)

Anon 10 said: (sex work)

I'm dying- I can't find this fic and I don't remember a whole lot. I think Steve was a small dom and had Bucky as a client (I think?) and they were trying like binding (?) and Bucky safeworded and left in a panic and it led to Steve dropping. Bucky came back and was like "?? is this top drop are you dropping" and Steve was like "yeah" and I can't remember anything after that lmao I could've sworn one of the tags was topdrop but I couldn't find it and I... need help ty <3

time-lord-no-more, Anon, lesbianhozier and princessniitza sent in we are the things that we do for fun* by Nonymos (complete | 35,585 | E) *sex work

Anon 11 said: (rape/noncon)

Hi, I`m searching for a fic it was from Ao3. Bucky and Steve had a relationship before. The Winter Soldier is brought back to the tower. At some point he is in a room together with Steve. The other looking at them via cameras. The WS has manipulated the look at the door so Steve can´t get out of the room an the others can´t get in. The WS/Bucky forces himself on Steve, who doesn´t fight back, because Steve thinks when Bucky is totally himself again he would be terrified of his actions otherwise.

Anon sent in Even When I Had Nothing* by AnnaFugazzi (complete | 57,457 | unrated) *cw noncon ; extremely dark themes ; extreme angst ; abusive relationship

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SD/R2 OMO HEADCANONS (Pt1)

Decided it was probably time for me to post a list of my omo hcs for this game since I did the THH chars! Like with the other list, I'll be excluding a couple I have no interest in thinking of omo content of (in this case, Hiy/oko and Teru/teru). I'm breaking this one into multiple posts throughout the week as I compile my thoughts (I'll add a link to all of them on the fic masterlist page later so you can find them all) because I feel this is gonna be a lot longer than my THH post haha!

Here we go, the first 3 (or 4) chars! Please stop reading now if you don't want spoilers for the game bc there will be several!!!

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Gun/dham:

* I firmly hc him as vegetarian (not vegan. He will consume byproducts like milk/cheese/eggs/etc, but only harvested himself or from small farms/sources that he has personally vetted/researched where he knows 100% that the creatures are treated ethically.)

* That's actually not omo-related besides milk oops but it relates to my next point, which is that for the most part he prefers Natural food/drink. Water, fruit or vegetable juices/smoothies, etc. He's not really used to strange 'Human' confections like soda or coffee, so the caffeine and diuretics hit him hard and fast and make it difficult for him to estimate how much time he has. It also makes him jittery/hyped as hell which Does Not Help.

* As long as he isn't screwed over by caffeine or a ton of drinks, he has a decently strong bladder and can hold for a long time. He has a lot of practice from hiding/waiting to help certain animals, laying trapped under sleeping cats/dogs, etc. And also avoiding public restrooms like the Plagues they are for most of the day...

* He's bladdershy AF and has been since early childhood. I saw he had signs drawn on the doors/curtain in his room during my playthrough (including the bathroom) and that is definitely his safezone. Can't go outside either bc 1. He's paranoid he'll be seen by other ppl and 2. That feels disrespectful to the nature deities despite the logic that animals do it all the time. He knows that's dumb and he hates himself for it.

* Sometimes I do like to ignore the bladdershy hc just for some variety. Even in that case tho he'd still be a bit of a diva about which public bathrooms he uses. If it's gross or weird he's gonna avoid it/complain/refuse to go even if bursting. He's stubborn af

* We all know he canonically goes commando. Therefore he is in extra danger because any leaks will go straight to his pants RIP Since he usually wears black it isn't that visable (as long as it's just a bit and not a full wetting), but if he ever has to wear smth else u know he's screwed c':

* He's not very vocal when desperate at all. Mostly strangled whines or grunts (only when alone or if so urgent he can't hide it), he's just so easily embarrassed that he can choke most sound.

* He can also hide his body language pretty well. He can manage to keep himself to rigid posture and the occasional shudder or fidget if needed. Only when he's beyond caught and about to wet will he resort to obvious grabs or dances in front of others.

* Even if he wet he wouldn't cry (I don't seem him crying much for anything tbh, barring extreme things like death). He's angry at himself and extremely ashamed. He would get red as a tomato, attempt to slink away and avoid any witnesses for several days. Could get snippy or hide in his shell all pitiful, depending on the person.

* When alone or sure he can't be caught, he'll fidget more once things are dire. Mostly his long-ass legs. Jiggling, crossing, bending at the knees or bouncing up and down, shuffling from foot-to-foot, everything. He doesn't really do much with his hands beyond a quick crotch-squeeze.

* He'd def let Haj/ime or So/nia dom tf out of him as far as making him hold/lose control, he's submissive and enjoys the challenging test of limits. However, I could also see him totally having a thing for 'marking' his partners during the times he doms.

So/nia:

* Lowkey has a bladder of steel tbh, tho you'd never expect it by looking at her. It takes a lot to get her desperate and even more for her to crack enough to show her needs to others.

* She had a lot of long lectures/lessons, meetings, social events, formal balls, etc. growing up, so she just got used to waiting a lot between breaks so as not to interrupt or be rude to her guests. This also makes her wicked good at remaining completely calm on the outside and keeping the quiver out of her tone even when she's absolutely dying.

* Even once people know her problem, she would NEVER grab herself or dance. Literally the most you'll get out of her is legs crossed at the ankles. For the most part the only sign of her desperation is the slight fullbody shivering where she has her muscles and posture strained. If you're very lucky she may wince or her voice will start shaking/get breathy (her breathing gets super fast and shallow when at her absolute limit. Like nearly hyperventilating fast).

* While not shy at all about asking/telling others where she's going, she was raised with manners. She refuses to interrupt while others are busy, and will wait until she feels the time is appropriate to but into convos or leave the room, even if that could take a long time. She will not skip out on a group task if she can help it bc she feels very strongly about doing her part and not coming off as a slacker (so group investigations/new island exploring/building for Us/ami in Island Mode are all LONG tasks she will force herself to stick out without complaint, even if she's about to wet herself).

* Despite being a princess, she definitely doesn't view anything as being 'beneath' her. If someone asks her to just go outside/in a sketchy place/strange receptacle, she'll do it without question as soon as they agree to glance away. In fact, sometimes it's actually a little thrilling.

* If she did wet herself she would certainly be embarrassed, maybe even teary-eyed depending on the situation/who was around. However, it certainly isn't the end of the world for her, and she would be able to brush it off fairly easily once she got cleaned up and had a chance to breathe. Could probably start making jokes about it by the next day, or just wait patiently for everyone to forget about it.

* Probably has a big piss kink (for others. She isn't much on doing holds herself, minus an occasional 'Damsel in Distress' type roleplay). And honestly just a big one for domming others (sometimes sweetly, sometimes cold/cruel like True Royalty). She looks cute but She Nasty (tm). Gun/dham and Haji/me (to a lesser extent, bc his smart-ass take-no-shit attitude makes him a bit of a brat sometimes lol) are her bitches.

M/ikan (I have to split hers in two bc I have polar opposite hcs) :

Non-Despair M/ikan -

* Is every bit as shy uwu ohnoooo~ as you'd imagine. Super blushy and fidgety and teary-eyed but never admits what's wrong even once it's obvious, to the point of potty-dancing in place (but she's Totally Fine she can hang in there and doesn't need to stop what she's doing)! You literally have to drag her away to the bathroom if u don't want her to have an accident. Would rather die than inconvenience anyone by telling them she has to go, will berate herself for the inconvenience when that backfires and she's made a mess of herself, 120% convinced everyone hates her and p much refuses any comfort bc she's so trapped in the spiral. Bawls her eyes out.

* If on a rare occasion she does work up the nerve to speak up and is denied, that's it. She will not dare ask again even if the person didn't realize how badly she had to go. Nope. Clearly her only option is to hold it until she can't anymore, or until she's alone and can run off by herself.

*Also she totally would whimper to herself in The Worst omo video star voice lmao "Oh noooo I'm leaking into my panties~, it's cOmIng OuTtttt~ uwu uwu uwu" (i'm not making fun of those istg but u know Exactly what 'sexy baby' voice I mean. That is Mi/kan. Don't be so fake bitch We Know u didn't fall spread eagle naturally)

* Says 'Potty' unironically. It's the only word she uses for the bathroom.

* Surprisingly not bladdershy at all. She's actually the opposite. Will go Anywhere (but will be embarrassed while doing it).

* She's used to holding a lot bc afraid to leave class/stuck helping patients for hours on end. However while she has a wicked high capacity and stays very hydrated, she has pretty shaky control. Leaks A LOT, be it in general or bc she gets startled/nervous. She's like a chihuahua lmao. She wears medical liners when on duty as a nurse or during school, but for general hangouts she forgoes them (totally bc she forgot and Not bc she wanted to show her wet panties off to strangers/peers when she falls again, that would be Slu/tty and Improper).

* Once held for ages and then ended up wetting herself just bc Hiy/oko told her to. It wasn't actually a request, just a one-off snippy comment that H forgot about like 10 min after she said it and walked away. When she found out Mi/kan took it seriously she absolutely lost it laughing for the next few days

*Her potty dances include lots of thighs rubbing together/hunching over, hands wandering dangerously close only to pause and grip her skirt/dress hem, hopping from leg to leg and shaking at the knees. She's pitiful when desperate and very cute. Pants and whimpers near constantly, nibbles at her knuckles to try and muffle it.

* Knows when she's at risk of actual damage from holding, but it's still a 50/50 shot of whether she'll break down and go or keep trying to hold. She knows it's unwise, but due to her complete lack of self worth she doesn't really care if her own body is damaged.

* That said, she monitors everyone else very closely and will harass them firmly to take breaks if they're at risk.

Despair/True Mik/an -

* MASSIVE PISS KI/NK. Loves to be dommed/told to hold until she wets. LOVES to do the same to others and tell them all the mean things for a change. She will borderline Break You.

* Takes great satisfaction in watching others struggle. If given an opportunity to make others desperate/prevent them from getting to a bathroom without revealing herself, she will definitely take it. She has no sympathy.

* The Queen of lacing things with diuretics, but can also often find that boring/too easy. A bit disdainful of that method tbh.

* Tying ppl down to hold or hooking them to IVs and 'misplacing' the call button is more her style.

* Used to hold for Jun/ko a lot to appease her. Would be willing to hold for Na/gito, but tbh he's just as willing to hold for her so it's a bit of a stalemate and they've yet to work out who does what.

* Will piss on her victim/lover while staring them directly in the eyes. Does not flinch. She toes the line between sexy and just plain creepy lol

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please extrapolate on griffith being a sub and why lmao?

lmao yeah ok i’m in the mood for this

so like, tbh I actually think griffguts would be p vanilla in general, and that post was kind of a joke about how thrilled Griffith was to cede control of his life over to god/fate. BUT if he was into bdsm he would definitely be a sub and not a dom imo

yk some ppl like being responsible for other ppl, like giving orders, like being in control, so they work to be in that position of power in their personal and professional lives, but Griffith is def not one of them lol. for Griffith, being in control is a necessary requirement of his dream, and it’s p much canon that he wants a reprieve from it.

so if god is the one who ends up taking the reins in the tragic version of berserk, in the happy version then obviously Guts is the one who gives Griffith a break from responsibility every night and adds some balance to his life.

also to maintain this pretentious not-actually-meta take lmao, Griffith’s narrative is basically about wanting to be absolved from his feelings of guilt. the tragedy of his narrative is that he could’ve had that through a relationship with Guts, through Guts telling him he isn’t cruel, through Guts seeing all the things he hates about himself and loving him anyway, but instead he got it through fate claiming control over his life and god telling him he’s the chosen one whose whole existence was dictated since before he was even born.

so i’m js, Griffith relinquishing control to Guts some nights + praise kink = ~thematically resonant~ sex lol

but like to actually go at this from a real character standpoint, imo Griffith’s got way too many self loathing issues to want to hurt/dominate anyone when he doesn’t have to, and again like, having power is a burden to him. if he had to dom it would be a chore with a lot of potential to backfire and add to his self loathing, x1000 if it was someone he loved, ie, Guts. like, it’s just canon that he doesn’t want to order Guts around lol.

And he’s insecure about whether Guts sees him as cruel, he wants Guts to want him rather than keeping Guts by force, etc, so I think even just consensually domming Guts would light his self loathing up bc it would be like a reenactment of what he fears/hates about himself. Whereas subbing to Guts (w/ the right atmosphere ofc, ie full of praise and tenderness, not like, sadism and degredation) would reassure him that Guts wants him.

To be more detailed, I think in particular he’d like being tied up and knowing he couldn’t escape - so struggling and testing his restraints. that visceral feeling of control being taken away would be good for getting him in the right head space. Knowing he’s not in control, that he’s ceded control to someone else for a while, would be a huge part of what he likes about it.

(I mean considering how extreme Griffith’s issues w/ guilt and responsibility are I think it’s maybe a little silly to think bondage would be theraputically relaxing for him lol, but yk, it still ~feels right~)

And again, praise kink man. Lots of “you’re so good”s and “I love you like this” etc. Not so much with a focus on looks, but more just existing? And letting Guts see him so vulnerable and open, and being praised for it, etc.

I could see him being into pain. Not like as a punishment thing, but as a way of grounding himself in the physical and distracting himself from his thoughts by focusing on something. Imo that’s why he self harms. But I don’t think it would really be like, a healthy thing lol, considering his self-harming behaviour, and I don’t think Guts would be willing to hurt him anyway. Instead he’d rather try to overwhelm Griffith with pleasure to drown out his thoughts. orgasm control and edging, anyone?

Specifically with Guts, he’d be really, really into being manhandled and rough, fast, desperate sex. The sense that Guts can’t help but fuck him because he wants him so much. Unfortunately for Griffith, Guts would absolutely not be able to do that lol. At least not for a long time.

Actually to focus on Guts for a bit, I think he’d be kind of a terrible dom. Like, i’m ngl, at its core I feel like griffguts is bottom4bottom, sub4sub lmao, but then there’s like a million mitigating factors, like trauma, and canon shifting power dynamics - like eg if Guts has heard the promrose hall speech, he would never in a million years sub to Griffith, while if he hasn’t he’d be more than happy to be ordered to suck his dick or w/e.

buuut I think if we’re going the bdsm route then overall Guts would be more comfortable domming than Griffith would be, and Griffith would want to sub more than Guts would, so there you go.

What Guts would be into, wrt domming Griffith, would be praising him, would be feeling powerful, would be knowing Griffith trusts him, and would be knowing Griffith well enough to be able to drive him wild without being told what to do lol. And ofc the whole power exchange thing with Griffith being a leader/king/whatever in day to day life but Guts knowing Griffith lets him take control when they’re alone would really satisfy Guts on that deep level where he wants Griffith’s attention/regard imo.

Also imo Guts is more service top if anything, so it would take a while for him to get to the point where he feels confident in doing things to Griffith without Griffith’s input and Griffith assuring him he’s into it,  but he’d get there eventually. Which would be important bc if Griffith was telling him what to do the whole time he was tied up it would defeat the purpose.

Ok I think this response is long enough lol.

[rosyandraw]

Ahh I'm so shameless 🙃 I can't believe I'm actually sending you this prompt after asking for so many things and writing so many crazy long ask buut I'm so weak Hahaha but before that I will be helpful and talk about Ancel's university degree 👨‍🎓

I had some old notes for a fic that never happen were Ancel was studying sexology/sex therapist .. other options could be fashion design/fashion consultant .. I always felt like Ancel "luxury suits you" was not just a random thing about him but a importan part of his personality (same with him being a pet) and for some less "canon" degrees Pharmacy and Biochemistry, don't ask me why because this make zero sense outside of my fantasy where Ancel is secretly super smart and nerdy for science and wants to make a lot of money (or at least in my country he would earn very good money with that job) I hope this mess was someway helpful? 😊😊😊

And now my super shameless ass would go and talk about this lil silly prompt you should totally ignore if its not your thing because I'm not here asking you for this kinky fic idea but also I'm here asking you for this kinky fic idea only if it gets you hot hahaha soooo.. what about an age gap fic with older Laurent and youger Damen? Like 15 years gap or something 👉🏼👈🏼 I mean... There's so many possibilities!!! 🤯🤯🤯 Maybe younger Dom Damen and older sub Laurent? They could meet in bdsm club or maybe Laurent decides to rent his other room to some college kid that needs it more 👀👀👀👀

Or it could also be divorce Laurent decides to go alone for some relaxing vacation to ✨the summer place ✨ where he meets Damen and after a looot of hot and cold flirting between them, he surrenders and gets the best fuck of his life because as we know 1) Damen loves to pleasure his partner, Laurent never had someone puting so much effort in his pleasure first 2) Damen is super strong and cocky so he fucks Laurent while holding him up in the air and in other crazy positions that only make Laurent hornier 3) Damen is big and Laurent is the biggest size queen ever he just haven't have the opportunity yet.. and of course 4) Damen is young, energetic and full of stamina making him able to fuck Laurent all night long in every place of their hotel room.

That list could work for both fics actually 🤣🤣🤣 well these were my ideas but if you like the older/youger thing but would like to do anything else I'm here for it... I'm not going to lie I'm here for anything you write 😍

Now I'm definitely closing my mouth for today a week.

Kisses, kisses your Berry anon 🍒

No I love it BE SHAMELESS WITH ME hahaha

The more stuff people send me the more my brain goes into over drive

Ooo I was thinking psychology but I don’t they do a dissertation, do they? I do really like the fashion thing but then, Berenger would NEVER be a lecturer in that department haha, Ancel would sue the uni for slander given how much he hates Berenger's clothes. But something along those lines, anthropology? Sociology? Idk. I’ll have to be vague until we figure it out. I do like the sexology thing, something in those lines? I’ll have a scan through my old uni website and see what lines up haha

So thank you!

See I’m not really into age gaps? But I REALLY love the idea of divorced Laurent being miserable and cold and Damen being all full of energy and sweet (and so hot, can throw him around, blow his back out LITERALLY cos he’s old lmao)

It’s definitely something to think about and a bit out of my comfort zone too which is always fun to play with!

Haha thank you as always my love😘😘

[alo-piss-trancy]

What would be some Grell omorashi headcanons?

Quick Note: I tend to use she/her for Gr/ell and hc her as a tra/ns wo/man, but I also understand between canon sources, non-canon char interviews, author intentions, dif cultural views, The time period the canon takes place in vs. The year the media was published vs. Our current time now changing views/terms, it's ALL a giant clustertruck question mark blob. So feel free to hc Gre/ll differently, be that a very feminine ga/y man or b/i or nonb/inary or whatever, I genuinely don't mind how anyone hcs characters and fan content does not affect my enjoyment of canon in any way. I'm never gonna pick fights and claim somebody's playing with their imaginary Barbie wrong lmao, kindergarteners know better than that

Now to the actual ask:

ANON I LOVE YOU!!! Gr/ell is one of my fav chars EVER but I never get to talk about her hhhhh ❤❤❤

I've had 8 dang years to think about this so enjoy a varied selection 😼 I'm sorry in advance bc half of these are very lemony oops

General:

* Reapers have stronger bladders than humans (in terms of capacity/general strength), but they're still much weaker than a demon's (goes for all bodily functions tbh. Demons don't really have any, the only reason they would need to go is if they chose to partake in occasional food/drink, and could easily hold it for weeks or even months at a time). A reaper can probably hang in there with a full bladder for a day or two if very determined, less if they've had any strong diuretics/alcohol (I imagine the humans' stuff is p weak tho and barely gets them buzzed).

* Gr/ell's bladder is stronger than a newbie like Ro/nald's, but weaker than someone like W/ill's. Mostly bc she's frequently drinking unhealthy stuff and has no problem up and ditching to pee as soon as she's tired of waiting.

* Not bladdershy in the slightest, and not dysp/horic either. (While she wants a womb/too look more womanly, she also seems fairly content with her body and even takes pride in it in several scenes.) The only time I could see her getting nervous/locking up is if she had a really bad day or felt extra self-conscious, and it wouldn't be a very severe condition.

* She doesn't like going in weird/gross places because she is a Beautiful Lady With Standards, thank you very much. If she has absolutely no choice she'll suck it up and pee in an alley like the commoner humans, but she will complain about it for the next few years at every opportunity.

* That being said she's also a huge hypocrite, and if the situation was reversed would immediately snap at someone like W/ill or Ro/nald to just go in the alley already instead of failing to hide their desperation on the job. You bunch of damn babies, grow a pair.

* If she needs to be serious/doesn't want ppl to know, she can hide desperation fairly well (a little clumsy/flushed and sweaty, but that could be mistaken as her normal goofy behavior), masking how bad it really is until she's a minute from wetting herself.

* If she doesn't care and wants to complain though, she's obvious af. Whines and gripes the whole time, full-blown potty dance to garner sympathy, legs crossed and bouncing, everything. By the time she gets to the suspiciously e/rotic moans ppl usually hurry to find her a bathroom/yell at her to leave lol

* There have definitely been times when Gre/ll used going to the bathroom as an excuse to ditch work for a LONG time or took many frequent smaller breaks to do her nails/read magazines/flirt with Seb, etc. Needless to say, this backfires terribly the one time she actually does have to go because W/illiam definitely isn't putting up with her bs no matter how much she begs or squirms. He's even madder at her when he realizes he'll have to clean the floor. If she wasn't so mad/embarrassed herself, she'd have taken joy in his karma and gladly told him to suck her d/ick.

* That's def not the first time W/ill's seen her desperate or piss herself. As young stud reapers in training I guarantee G/rell got shitfaced at company parties on more than one occasion (or just went out drinking the night before work on a weekday lol). Frequently showed up for field work having to pee every other hour and driving him nuts c':

* She and Ma/dame Red definitely fooled around a couple of times (she's the only woman Gr/ell's ever been attracted to) . Maybe Gr/ell already had the kink and brought it up, or maybe Red saw Gr/ell squirming and asked (insisted) she let her watch until she lost control, but either way things got dirty real quick lmao. Red slapped a demon's ass in the same room as her nephew, she's dom AF (and inappropriate lmao). G/rell's a giant masochist/sadist combo. Do the math 👀👌💯

* I personally love the concept of her ending up desperate after inviting herself along and crashing one of C/iel and Seb/astian's missions and just being miserable the whole time trying to hide it. Because she def can't embarrass herself in front of B/assy, but even worse she will NOT prove she has to take a potty break before some human kid. Naturally, C/iel being the complete brat and posessive bitch he is, immediately picks up on her predicament and torments her the whole time/makes a fool of her without letting Seb know the real issue. She can't lay a finger on him because she'd be Dead and she can't whine for B/assy to get him to stop bc that would mean explaining her problem so it just keeps escalating in comedic fashion. (This isn't even an omo hc really sorry lol, I just love any plot with those two bickering like petty babies as rivals for Seb's attention, even better if Ci/el consistently pulls one over on her and is the more mature one. You killed my aunt and then tried to steal my butler, Get Rekt Bitch )

* In any aus where she isn't hooking up with Red or trying to get Seb, I ship her hard with Un/dertaker (they're my otp actually don't judge me). In those he's actually the one with a massive piss kink and she's weirded tf out at first, but I mean if ur bf already eats dog biscuits and sleeps in a coffin u can probs learn to live with it. She indulges him periodically and he spoils her rotten afterwards. (I actually had several fic ideas for those two back in the day. One day maybe I'll finally get around to it).

* No matter what she draws a hard line at drinking it. No thank you. Golden showers are a maybe but they better have some gr8 shampoo to scrub her luxurious hair with afterwards.

* Wetting herself in that too small choir outfit from s1 that basically made short shorts and a crop top? P l e a s e

Dom G/rell:

* Has totally tried to pin Seb down/trap him somewhere and use his increasing desperation as leverage to get what she wants since he's too proper to wet himself. It probably doesn't work bc he's crafty and also could just throw her across the room, but u know. Points for trying.

* When someone lets her dom them willingly she's an absolutely sadistic fiend. W/ill completely torment them until they're begging and broken, and they have to pleasure her first before she'll show any mercy and allow them to let go. That said, she's got an almost sweet tone to anything she says and is very affectionate the whole time. It's a dichotomy that leaves any subs an absolute wreck. Her absolute fav part is watching ppl squirm and start to leak, it's cute.

* She also likes doing the whole fake sympathy play, where everything nice she says makes it 20x worse for the sub. Poor babies ❤

* Making out so they can't say anything no matter how desperate they are, just writhing underneath her with their whimpers muffled in her mouth? Perfection.

* Slowly pressing her boot into someone's abdomen is her signature move.

Sub Gr/ell:

* Loves the whole humiliation aspect and being all squirmy and nervous in front of (S/EBASTIAN) people, struggling to hide her problems and act casual but knowing her face is flushed red.

* When it gets really bad she gets super whiny and submissive, whimpering and moaning and really playing up the vulnerable aspect. Look how pitiful she is, it would be oh so easy for them to have their way with her~ (and then she bats her eyelashes and they just glare ajdkgk stop fucking around G/rell this is a Serious Scene we talked about this before we started)

* Sometimes she does public holds or gets desperate before a mission/visit just so she can see how long she can get away with it before she has to cave/people get suspicious. It's k/inky, exh/ibitionist, and oh so delicious~

* Lives for (S/EBASTIAN) the dom to get mad and disappointed in her, verbally berating her for not being more composed and embarrassing them in public, manhandling her as she's dragged somewhere more secluded to get ahold of herself, being teased and poked and prodded all while they're sneering in her ear. She wants to feel like the dirtiest, most ashamed and nervous person alive for such a simple need, knowing it's going to come out eventually no matter how hard she tries to be Good, having to beg and plead with teary eyes only to be denied access to the bathroom and told to suck it up and hold it.

* She really liked her original disguise/persona from the Ma/dame Red Days for this exact reason. Could be as shy and stuttery as possible and really play it up, got bossed around/teased by everyone, it was great. Totally got desperate once or twice so 'he' could beg Seb/astian to use the manor bathroom and get pitied. If he 'tripped' and just so happened to lose control and start crying, well, that couldn't be helped...