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quebrntahuesos · 1 year

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#ive been going through it again and idk why every time i try to get help it backfires and makes me feel worse again #finally managed to make a call for my diagnosis again but there's no appointments available this year and #instead of having a waitlist they want me to call again in fall #which great #chances are i will forget because of #the very disability i am trying to get treated #and i'm also so insanely unhappy with uni i don't know how to deal with it #i also miss my friends but i feel bad contacting them because i have been unintentionally ghosting some for years #i'm not good at holding conversations online and idk man i love you all but i keep forgetting and feel bad about it and its a never ending #cycle of dread and anxiety #i don't blame people if they think i'm annoying either but id love to not feel like that about every connection i make #no matter who i talk to i always feel like they hate me now and its tiring #don't mind me crying because i can't tell some of the people i appreciate the most in my life that i miss them #personal #rant #ignore me

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tobyfoxmademeascaly · 5 months

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I adore y’shtola now because every single plan she comes up with is nigh-guaranteed to be the most unhinged idea ever thought up by cat or man. Being pursued by cops? COLLAPSE THE TUNNEL AND TELEPORT DIRECTLY INTO HEAVEN. Need to distract the Children of Everlasting Dark? THROW BEEHIVES INTO THEIR HOUSES. Need to perform a diving save into a bottomless pit? TELEPORT DIRECTLY INTO HEAVEN. AGAIN. Need to get on Mt. Gulg but air travel isn’t feasible? GIANT ROBOT. Need a portal to hell? MAKE A DEMON. That doesn’t work? SHOOT A LASER. AT THE MOON. Banger after banger.

#ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #yshtola rhul #y’shtola #and she’s SO casual and confident in doing these things that its easy to forget that they are bonkers sorts of plans #if she wasn’t so smart with such a good track record she’d be ridiculous #there was a poll going around like ‘if the WoL DID turn evil who has the best chance of stopping them’#and i know now the answer is yshtola because shes the only motherfucker who could come up with a plan like ‘evade death by Disintegrating’

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 9 months

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His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #tulu xuanwu #blood #Vomit on his sweater already; mom's spaghetti #I love drawing teenji because he gets to be a lot more expressive than Older Lan Wangji.#wwx is trying so hard to be supportive and it keeps backfiring for lwj.#“There's no way I would ever want you carnally ^_^” meanwhile the guy who wants him carnally is losing his mind in agony.#Hot tip if you keep finding yourself in Lan Zhan's shoes: consider being more obvious. Give up on trying to be subtle with an ADHDer.#His game is SO BAD. Abysmally bad rizz. I do not think it was possible for these to to have a chance to get together in this life.#He has no plan. He has no healthy outlet for his feelings. He is looking at his half naked crush and losing his shot.#F in the chat for Lan Zhan. He's just been accidently rejected and he is about to be accused of being straight.#Meta commentary moment: I am going to try very hard to be more consistent with outfits and details across comics #I have had some...difficulties in the past with forgetting details (COUGH the vermillion mark COUGH)#New year new goals! Wish my ADHD eyes and brain good luck!

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crabsnpersimmons · 3 months

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"Your heart was in the right place. Don't blame your earnestness and efforts for their lack of understanding—the right people will appreciate your heart."

EDIT: i mention this in the tags already, but please don't copy my vent tags in your reblogs. thanks for understanding.

#fnaf eclipse #fnaf dca #dca fandom #crab art #traditional art #bright colours #self-insert #my OC Esther #nearly didn't colour this because i was really happy with the lines #but i'm glad i did #please don't copy these tags i'm just going to vent a bit #sigh i've been really feeling it lately #just very discouraged when my efforts to help are dismissed #i know i'm a people pleaser and i just want people to like me #but like #sometimes we just don't click #and it's not worth trying to work myself to the bone to convince people to give me a chance #and it's not fair to blame myself for the friendships that never came to be #they're on their own journey and i'm simply not a part of that journey #just as they are not a part of mine #and that's fine #it's easy to forget when we can connect with so many people online #that we have a limit to how many quality relationships we can realistically maintain #what does it matter if you have so many friends who “like” you #but have no one close enough for you to be open and honest with?#so i will save my heart for those who appreciate it #for friends who will celebrate with me as i celebrate their achievements #who i feel comfortable enough with sharing our troubles and sorrows and supporting each other through it #those are the friends who are worth my heart

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nocek · 10 months

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damn, it's growing into longer series so for the sake of organization here are links to previous parts:

[miles finally goes to comicscon] [pavitr and the dogs also want to be included] [unconnected halloween special] [hobie and miles vs capitalism] [pavitr and gayatri in cutest couple costumes]

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proximacalamity · 1 year

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rotating him in my mind like a rotisserie chicken

#the horrors that live in his mind....I wanna see em #and I refuse to believe he's dead #there was no blood #nothing can change my mind #I know the chance of seeing him again are super low #but a girl can dream #of at least a small role in the series finale #a reunion with our finn!! imagine...#ice finn #ice prince finn #farmworld finn #fionna and cake #adventure time #also did not forget pointy teeth this time #and it fits because he's being a menace and not a cute fucked up sadboy here #my art

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allyriadayne · 5 months

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okay most employed people in westeros pre agot

tyland: went from westerlands bureaucrat to master of ships to lord treasurer to getting tortured to hand of a boy king #goals

elaena: first ever pensioner in the history of the iron throne. ran the master of coin office like the navy AND got a boytoy out of it.

aegor: single-handedly created the most successful mercenary company in essos and was probably the architect of the blackfyre rebellions after daemon died (flop).

larys: only person to ever enjoy being a little office guy. loves his job as head torturer so much he doesn't even care they are probably not paying him.

#context: knightsickness list of best to worst hotd hot topic employees #the opposite of jobless behavior iktr and crucially people who liked their jobs #in my heart: jace but he never got the chance to micromanage all of westeros </3 #bloodraven not here because he got sent to the wall a good employee wouldn't get caught. floppppp #tyland lannister #elaena targaryen #larys strong #aegor rivers #vallyrian scrolls #asoiaf #i did not forget elaena seee????

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temptingtortilla · 6 months

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There is something deeply heart wrenching in knowing that only in death will these brothers ever truly reunite. The only way Ace can be with them in the land of the living is through the weight of his memory.

#I was sad over how much this must mean for Sabo #He never had the chance to see Ace face to face #Sabo can only ever remember Ace as the child he was on Dawn Island #not the worldly young man he had become before his death #Sabo is literally haunted by the guilt of forgetting his brother #he has to have Aces fruit to cope #he has to believe that Ace lives on through the fruit because what else will there be #what else will he have left #one piece #revolutionary sabo #portgas d ace #asl brothers #monkey d. luffy #one piece sabo #one piece stampede #mera mera no mi

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fromtheseventhhell · 5 months

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Arya made a face and hugged the wolfling tight. Nymeria licked her ear, and she giggled. (Arya I, AGoT)

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“Girls don’t shave,” Arya said. “Maybe they should. Have you ever seen the septa’s legs?” She giggled at him. “It’s so skinny.” (Jon II, AGoT)

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"Stay away?" Mercy giggled. She was a giggly sort of girl, was Mercy. "No. I've got to get closer." (Mercy, TWoW)

Mercy was a giggly sort of girl...and so was Arya, once upon a time.

#arya stark #canonarya #asoiaf #valyrianscrolls #Arya's supposed to be trying to forget her identity but through her aliases she's actually rediscovering herself in this essay I-#she was so happy and giggly in the first book oh my god 😭 baby she's just a baby #this isn't to say that I think she's /as/ giggly as Mercy is supposed to be but she definitely has that side to her #that hasn't really had the chance to be shown considering everything she's been through #the way she was at her happiest in Winterfell because by her second chapter the Trident incident had already happened...#please let TWOW be the end of her suffering she deserves to be happy 😔#makes me so sad for her but also makes me appreciate the writing cause George has been delivering excellence since the beginning with her #Arya II (AGOT) will always be among my favorite chapters

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notedchampagne · 2 years

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harrow the ninth, gideon pov & seven stages of grief feat. harrowhark nonagesimus

#reposting the harrow page because i finally got the energy to scan it properly #after the main tags ill go over all the small details im excited about bc i want people to have the chance to pick them out themselves so:#the locked tomb #harrow the ninth #gideon nav #harrowhark nonagesimus #harrow the ninth spoilers #griddlehark #dudele #john gaius #okay so details:#the halo around harrow (gideon)s head is the iris of an eye #same with alectos eye and 'first flower of my house'#the shadow of one of the iron railings and the zweihander make IX #i referenced that freak bug description from the actual book lmfao i hid the page number in there #dont forget the 'river is a revenant' theory w the teeth as is described in ntn so i added that in there too #i balanced green on both sides of harrow(gideon) with the bug AND the stray leaves from the planet harrow killed-#- the bright green stands out and is supposed to feel unnatural against the orange #for the harrow piece: obviously i replaced like all stages of grief with denial #but i put some random words in there too in the bg/in different colors #to try and represent her forced changing of the 'stages' so to say #behind harrows head in the top right you can see the first two letters of 'acceptance'#if you look closely at alectos hand her fingers are fused together and are smaller proportioned. that is on purpose. ily barbie #i do NOT have a distinct gold marker so imagine all the orange is gold. now look at that last golden denial eye. hi gideon #i also hid stairs in there. haha <=== homestuck

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agoddamnrayofsunshine · 4 months

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Hilarious to me that any time something goes wrong in a Batman comic or fic they always have to explain that ‘oh the comms are down/oracle isn’t here right now’ because they know that is Babs were here then the issue would be solved before anyone even realised something was wrong

#barabra gordon the woman you are…#real reason tom taylor decided to take oracle away from us is because he knew he couldn’t write around her brilliance #thinking of those fics where one person gets kidnapped/held hostage or something of the sort #is babs were here they’d be saved before they even had the chance to wake up #barbara gordon #batman #batfamily #batfam #oracle #also thinking of those comics that just conveniently forget to mention babs at all #like I know you’re ignoring her because you don’t know how to explain why she hasn’t figured this out #dc #dcu

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 8 months

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The girls are plottinggggg

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wen chao #wang lingjiao #Realizing she was supposed to have an upper lip mole was a cold slap in the face. So sorry ma'am. I won't forget again.#They are evil dumbass 4 evil dumbass and I think we are all missing out on the sheer potential of the comedy between these two.#They have way too much power and are using it for the wrong reasons - which makes them truly great villains.#And when things don't go their way they become piles of whining sludge.#Wang Lingjiao is forever fascinating to me even though we only get crumbs about her.#She's a servant girl who's greatest asset is her beauty and her attractiveness.#Meaning she's had a life being in the gaze of people with significant positions of power over her.#I can't help but read her childishness and petty tantrums as someone who has finally been given the chance to not feel powerless.#If she was a more virtuous type we might 'like' her more but honestly...I don't think she would have survived to this point.#WLJ has only known power hierarchies her whole life. Probably accused of seduction before she even understood what that meant.#I love contrasting her with mianmian because they have similar(ish) backgrounds but different approaches to moving forwards #But WLJ's story is about flying too close to the sun and mianmian's is about going too close to the water.#Like the sea mist dragging her down into complacency - all the sect powerplays are mandatory to 'go along with' if she wants to climb-#-the social ladder. Yet she is the cautionary tale (and a foil to JGY as well) she leaves before sacrificing her own morals.#Mianmian flies away with her wings only slightly plucked while those who sacrificed everything to reach for the top crash and burn.

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serenpedac · 5 months

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I will admit, aside from the whole emotional arc for the polymance, I can't help but have thoughts about.. some other things as well.

nsft below the cut, minors dni

First of all, this fic has been on my mind, no surprise there, I suppose, haha! It's so good!

Apart from that, I'm also thinking about N's exhibitionists tendencies and how pleased they are after, for example, the b3 sexy scene outside. They revel in seeing what they can do to their LI and from there, it's only a small step to thinking about how they might also enjoy someone else seeing how they can unravel their LI.

That led to a WIP:

"You're beautiful like this," Nate whispers into her ear, one arm across her body to hold her to his chest. "Flustered and wanting and wet." The words are followed by a kiss at the hinge of her jaw, and his fingers tease a nipple, sending sparks straight to her core.

It's only when she meets Adam's gaze, wide-eyed and burning, that she realises what Nate is doing: he's showing her off.

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Nate's voice is hoarse and breathless when he says, "Let him see you come."

#serenwrites #yael x nate x adam #scheduling this for later so that i will forget about it and won't delete it before posting #there's a significant chance the fic won't get posted if it's ever finished #since that's what happens with most of my smut #but i wanted to at least share this idea with you all #because i think you'll understand #the way these three have been consuming my brain over the past few days is kind of embarrassing tbh #nsft

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dreamsy990 · 6 months

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