my soul is sweet like honey,
my heart beat like crashing waves.
i am love, light, and beauty.
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I wrote a poems about my resentment for god and his son
That crown of thorns upon your skull
Serving as a constant reminder of your selfless death
Your scripture has ingrained itself in my head
Sometimes I turn to your father when I lye desperate in my bed
I wonder why I even call out when he’s never
Answered
Yet I do it again and again
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౨ৎ ophelia but u can call me ophie 🦌
꒰ა minor
౨ৎ asexual (sex repulsed)
♱ they/she
꒰ა chirstian ꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱
౨ৎ what i adore ʚ♡ɞ
pink, horror, vintage, angels, saniro & fawns, roblox, anime, manga, books, precious moments, church ..etc
꒰ა my interests
art, animals, poetry, books, psychologically,nature,music fashion, angelology, etc..
౨ৎ my fav music artists
lana del rey, hole, the smiths, the cure, car seat headrest, ethel cain, lesley gore, radio head, princess chelsea, marina and the diamonds, chris garneau, the strokes, fiona apple, grimes, mitski, the cardigans, nirvana, queen ..etc
꒰ა my fav movies / shows
the shinning, black swan, requiem of a dream, midsommar, buffalo ‘66, pearl, X, girl interrupted, priscilla, the virgin suicides, hereditary, the exorcist, scream, the mist, dexter, american horror story, scream queens, skins (uk), nana, chobits,death note , “them” , mysterious skin ..etc
I struggle with my mental health often and i am very shy sometimes so i might not answer quick sometimes or at all but i am not igroning you u fawnies ʚ♡ɞ
images aren’t mine unless stated otherwise ʚ♡ɞ
⇩ my socials 🦌🪽⛪️ ♱
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I don’t call it a breakup,
Rather a disappointment.
Was it all in vain?
Surely there is a reason.
I trust you, God.
I trust you know what you’re doing.
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anaís c.
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unafraid
while i still have so much to learn
no matter which books i read
i rest soundly in the understanding
that i follow where You lead
and if my time is cut short
i'm not afraid, no, it’s okay
for i was given the gracious chance
to know You before that day
and to call it my last would be wrong
as i believe it is only the start
of forever beside the glorious one
who created and rescued my heart
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God is a man,
God is a woman,
God is neither,
God is both.
God is your father’s warmth,
God is the kisses you lay on your lovers breast,
God is your mother’s wrath,
God is your friend braiding your hair in the grass.
God is quiet, rapt study,
God is the wine that flows down your throat and leaves an acrid warmth,
God is the storm.
God is the rotting things that lay in the under growth,
God is the wildflowers that bloom from them.
God is a destroyer,
God is a builder,
God is nothing.
“God is Everything” Idris A.
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a poem
I look into the sky
I see the magnificent clouds of the day
or stars of the night
and I know You are in control
You loved me when I did not love you
You loved me when I did not love myself
the hairs on my head are numbered by You
my finger prints, You carved
You are my God
You give me strength to continue the fight.
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A God sent angel
It's one of the most surreal tragedies ever
To meet someone once then never
When the things they say
Change you in the most profound way
And they strike just the chord
That you ignored
In your life's harmony
And honestly
You see things differently
And you almost have to wonder
If they came down in thunder
A God sent angel, a guard
Who'd, while living, been scarred
In just the same way
There to tell you everything will be okay
And you will never see them again
But will remember them when
You need them most
Their words in your ear like that of a ghost
And maybe that's just what they are
God telling you you're going to go far
For every fear and every scar
Every tear becomes a star
And that's why
The night sky
bathes the night
In such an understanding light
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august affirmations ‧₊˚ ⋅* ‧₊
may this month be full of love, opportunities and growth
`✦ ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹
i will continue to carry myself with grace and elegance
speaking sweetly and embracing my feminine energy
eliminating anything that makes me hard and unhappy ˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆
this month will be slow and i will take in every moment and savior in every sunset
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*
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Matthew 9:22
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Winter
Winter is approaching and I need someone to hold.
Baby, please, don’t leave me standing out here in the cold.
With time, I’m getting older; and the nights are getting longer.
You know it too well yourself that you aren’t getting any younger.
If I extend out my hand, will you warm and kiss it?
Will you shelter me from this blizzard, or will you leave me out in it?
Winter is coming and we’ll need someplace to hide.
Darling, it’s getting cold; we better go inside.
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When two moons collide…
I lay beneath the stars at night
Thinking about us
Of what we’ll someday be—
Of our story of love.
When the sun goes down, tell me,
Do you dream of us too?
Do you smile at the promise
Of us saying “I do?”
The day is drawing closer
Though it seems that time has stopped.
In the waiting, sometimes it’s easy
To think that maybe God just forgot.
But He knows what He’s doing
Because He’s faithful and true.
And, finally, we’ll be one
And no longer distant twos.
Our trajectories are meeting
And the tides are rising high.
How beautiful it’ll be
When two moons collide.
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You Are Loved
Sometimes we wander off so far that we cannot see
That You are standing in the distance calling out after
us.
We get so caught up with the world and all of its lusts
That we run after our flesh, but we can’t run away
from your love.
But if we’d quiet down, Lord,
We can hear You saying,
“No matter where you’ve been,”
“No matter what you’ve done,”
“Just come home,”
“My daughter, my son.”
“I welcome you back with open arms.”
“No matter how how far you’ve gone astray,”
“No matter how long you’ve been away.”
“Just turn back around,”
“Because you are loved.”
“Let’s have a feast, let’s celebrate,”
“Because my lost child has been found today.”
“Beloved, give me your shame, regrets, and
mistakes,”
“Because now that you are home, you are here to
stay.”
“You are loved.”
(Read Luke 15:11-32 for the parable of The Prodigal Son)
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I looked in your eyes
before I gave you life,
when I called you to be mine.
And I could see your face
way before time and space,
and I held you tight in my embrace.
And I never let you go—
I will always be your home.
So when the day turns to night,
I will always still love you.
And when you can’t find the light,
I’ll be right there beside you,
always.
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The Warfare Within
When I don’t know which words to say, I’m quick to reach for a pen.
But even then I still struggle to express what’s going on within.
Embedded in the deep layers of defeat and a billion mixed emotions,
I let my thoughts control me though I’m face-to-face with the control switch.
I know that I should be praying but my lips remain locked and sealed.
How foolish can I be to aid the devil in his plans to silently kill.
The bits of joy that were left in me have been snatched up by the joy-bandit.
Only I’ve found that the real threat is myself because I nurture these bad habits.
I’ve got a death grip on my pride and I’m struggling to let it go,
Even though I see the damage that I’m doing to my own soul.
I’m the cause of my own suffering because I’m hungry for control.
Before we can truly let God, we have to be the ones to first let go.
The ugliness of my heart— the pride, the hate, and the envy—
Help me to give it all to you, Lord; and, please, let it be far from me.
Teach me how to love again, to be merciful, meek, and kind.
Teach me how to effectively fight on the battlefield of my mind.
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