#clown rambles

[cotton-stuffed-clown]

I think the worst part of having uncommon kin types is just how hard it is to reach out to others. The objectkin community already gets enough hate as it is, and there aren't even that many of us around. I love talking to the other alterhumans, I love hearing about dragon kintypes, and wolves and fairies and merfolk. But, I wish to meet people with similar experiences to me. I wanna be able to have conversations with toykins, I wanna be friends with other objectkin.

[clownzilla31]

You know often times as a aroace person, I feel like I’m faking. Because I’ve started thinking that maybe kissing somone would be nice. And maybe having a long term relationship would be nice. I’ve fake married multiple friends in the past two years, and found that I love the idea of a life partner, I just can’t find the right person to be with. Because the one person I can see myself actually marrying has stated they want something much different. Being aroace can be very complex. I spent half a year once thinking I had a big crush on who is now one of my best friends, turns out I just wanted to be his friend. It’s weird having this different view on relationships and love. I’ve been told I’m not actually aroace multiple times by people who don’t understand. And yah know what? Those people were wrong. I am aroace, I have a different view on relationships and what we call love. If I want to make out with a clown on a chilly October evening, that doesn’t make me any less aroace. Fuck you aphobes and arophobes.

[gaywatermelonbread]

Fun details I liked from the trailers: There are multiple universes where the Primis crew failed in killing one of the Ultimis crews OR completing their mission.

I also like the idea of Ultimis Takeo being alive, so there's that.

[dahlia-the-nurd]

watching xrd sign's storyline with @godslush and the fuckgin

"Oh yeah he kicks his feet up all the time. He's that guy. Not that man. That guy."

I LAUGHED SO HARD LMFAO

[the-real-aku]

Original Tweet and minor context below :

It was Dick's.

[court-clown]

i don't normally watch scar but i wanna try to watch all of the season finales! already watched mumbo's >:)

[fruit-punch-clown]

I gave up on what I was writing, might do it another time :(

[clownthejester]

WAIT HUH? WHY IS GOTHAM TRENDING??? did something happen or are the riddlebird shippers just more powerful today for whatever reason?

[cl0wnb0yyy]

hello beloved butches, i am working on a personal story project (that realistically won't get shown for a while), but i was wondering if there are any particular themes or things that you wish were portrayed more when it comes to butch characters?

[awholeclxwn]

my silly william,,,,

no bc lemme tell yall am hostin this fnaf rp right right n its so so so silly my william is so strinkly am going feral

[clownsarthouse]

Do you have any codz au you like to ramble about. This is your chance.

I guess Ida and my other cod zombie oc's as an au.

So uh...Big ramble here

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Ida's story revolves around the actual cannon of the story, but does change the ending since I refuse to acknowledge BO4 as cannon.

In the beginning, Richtofen was sent in the orphanage due to his mother completely giving up on him. He wasn't able to connect with any of the kids there, until another boy came in. This boy was Gunther. The two imedditly where pretty much connected to the hip, making their own code names and even making their own secret bases around their small town.

As they grew older, the two decided to live with one another due to them being basically brothers...also so they can save money and move out of their home to expand more of both of their knowledge of the world....That was until Richtofen joined the illuminati. Since he never wanted Gunther to be apart of his secret life, he usually pretended that he was going put of town for his job and all.

Everything was fine until the stupidest and cruelest thing could've happened. As Gunther was at home since he was off of work that day, he was getting laundry done. He was trying to get Richtofen's cloths put away, bit accidently tripped. As he was picking up the cloths, he noticed a letter. He assumed it was a random letter that was addressed wrong...but as he read the letters addressor, he panicked...and the next thing he knew was a knife in his side. It was Richtofen who stabbed him in a panick state of his own.

Richtofen having to lie to the doctors and all, left Gunther alone for a few days. During those days, Gunther was afraid. Why? Well, he believed his brother was apart of the German government during that time and believed that his brother found out about his own secret...Gunther was trans.

After the doctors let Gunther out, Gunther imedditlh hauled it and packed a suitcase. He booked a train ticket to go northwest by the sea, mostly so he can flee from anywhere that Richtofen and the N**i's could find him.

Now, Gunther had fully transitioned(by historical means since he could only change her voice's pitch and dress herself up all cool and all) and is named Ida. She had joined the British army as a spy, to stop the reign of evil that had controlled her beloved brother and country. She gets assigned to spy in Group 935 with America's own spy, Peter McCain

Continuing in a repost...

[cotton-stuffed-clown]

it's that yearly crisis where i question if i'm some kind of sea creature

[clownzilla31]

Everytime I watch or think of Generation Loss, I want to scream and cry because god damn. Ranboo did not have to do that. He did not have to fucking do that. But they did. That finale had me on my knees losing my fucking mind, because it reminds me of how fragile reality really is. Reality can slip away and change at any moment. Life can change so quickly. One moment your just going about your day and the next your begging for the audience to kill you. I understand Genloss Ranboo on such an odd level that it hurts. They are my muse.

[gaywatermelonbread]

Cod Zombie Rant moment! My make this into a series. Oops :>

Personal peez of mine: Primis Nikolai has so much more character than people think he does. Like, my man used to drink until he stopped and try to get better himself! He stopped drinking and he gotten better in time, but then Krovi happened. The final stage of his grief, which is acceptance. That's why the EE cut scene of Krovi is so important, that was completed fucked over in BO4.

Because of BOTD, Nikolai was never truly allowed to confront with his grief and was then thrusted into a position of leadership without going through and accepting his grief. He was put into a position that called for him to kill the people he feels close with, and I feel like ALOT of people forget that.

What alot of people also tend to forget is that, Primis Nikolai isn't Ultimis Nikolai. They are the same person, but led different lives and times. Ultimis Nikolai continued to drink and never thought to confront his wife's untimely passing or thought to try and better himself. It wasn't until Krovi that we learn that the two Nikolai's share that same pain of losing the one good thing that came into their life, that was taken away from them to soon.

They both had to confront what had happened, but Ultimis Nikolai didn't want to accept it yet. He wasn't ready to admit that he lost someone he loved. It was Primis Nikolai who was the one to show that truth to him, and it ultimately had him metaphoriticly(and litterly) kill the version of himself that wanted to stay in his ways do to his own ability to let go.

[thepricklybin-art]

I just finished another rewatch of 3rd life and I actually forgot how painful the end was??? Like I'm not one for fanart because I'm bad at capturing likenesses but,, I might have to draw grian and scar at some point wow

(I watch scar and grians pov btw ajdnnd)

Also none of my irl friends watch hermitcraft or the life series' anyone wanna scream about it w me/hj

[the-real-aku]

Listen...

Do you guys think "essential services" we're open during the attack/take over of Gotham du omg Arkham Knight? Was there several McDonald's and Starbucks open that acted like it was just another day?

You're chilling at the counter waiting for people to come in and the Militia men hobble in and eat while taking a break. Half an hour later Batman and Catwoman come in and get coffee and food. Even the dude taking over the city comes in and takes his food and drink to go.