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q!phil will be in eggile till friday! Q^Q
#o/ bye bye crow father#cries violently#CRIES EVEN HARDER#qsmp#qsmp liveblog#qsmp philza#qsmp spoilers
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something ive noticed is that you dont pick a favorite dungeon lord. one of them picks you and youre just stuck forever and will constantly have them on your mind and itll make you so unbelievably sad
#char speaking#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#thistle#marcille donato#mithrun#were all sad all the dungeon lord fans are sad#were sentenced to months and months of pondering and sadness. they all just wanted to be happy and have everyone around them be happy too#sobs falls on the floor trips while trying to get up and cries even harder
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“take my hand.” from nahida
@onskningar
The Dendro Archon must be kept from this battle, Tsaritsa thinks.
The young child (compared to you, isn't it?) was captured by humanity and even used by one of your Harbingers. Are you not ashamed? Are you not guilty? Are you not the Goddess of Love? No, you've abandoned that title to become the raging storm that would do anything to burn this current world and bring a new one forth. For all who had been lost, for all sacrifices, for all who had suffered already. If you stop, it will insult their deaths and your sins.
Buer must not be harmed, Miroslava notes at the words spoken by the younger Archon. She knows the other is a God of Wisdom, the previous Dendro Archon... what was her name? Why can she not remember? Why is memory so vague and so cloudy? She wonders if it was an alteration of the Irminsul. She wonders if the Traveler has done something else. And yet, it's not what concerns her the most.
Such bright green eyes, such a small statue, such a big heart. Nahida could easily take over as the most loving Archon as of now. The ones who had lived for centuries and thousands of years were arrogant in their own way. Tired of Celestia's rule, knowing the disasters it brought alongside what happened in Khaenri'ah.
Tsaritsa is silent at that moment, staring at the small hand extended to her. Her gaze is silver and cold, frigid in its showcase as her heart was put behind hundreds of closed frigid doors with ice protecting her past, her love, and her wish for a better future. This world will be burned to its core, but the seeds of humanity and hope will bloom again. Sumeru proved to be strong enough to walk forth as did Liyue and her own land. They will be alright.
"I refuse," she speaks plainly, lifting her gaze up from the hand extended to the one holding it out. It's cold, but Miroslava is... she cannot accept it. She cannot accept this warmth, and she cannot let it melt her resolve. No, it won't. Tsaritsa knows it, and it makes the whole gesture feel like she will insult Buer for even thinking of accepting it. Nahida must not forgive the Fatui, the ones who walk forth in her name. It would be better if Nahida doesn't wish to reach out her hand to her.
They aren't friends, they aren't comrades, and Nahida will not be asked to fight against Heavenly Principles and Celestia. Thus, she mustn't try to understand Miroslava. Her path was chosen. She will not move away from it. Nor will wish for Nahida to forgive her or her Harbingers. Their path is laced with vile atrocities, all to reach the heights that will bring Celestia crashing down.
"You must not extend your hand towards me like this, Buer. I am the leader of Fatui, the Archon who rules over Harbingers. Do not extend your hand to the one who harmed you and your nation. My Harbingers' sins are also my sins; do not let it be forgotten." Her speech was not always like that, Morax would be able to tell, and so would Barbatos as well. Before, she was a true goddess of love. Her dances were bright, her smiles were cheerful, and her competitive nature would blossom like the prettiest snowflower of Snezhnaya. It was too long ago, she thinks. "You do not have the luxury to show me your kindness. I am only here to ensure you are aware of my plans as was Morax notified as well. As a fellow Archon, I owe you that much. Now, you may lower your hand for I shall not take it. You have the right to wish for my demise, Buer, I know that much."
#cries#cries harder#cries even harder#⁽ ❅ ⁾ ‣ in character. ― ❛ snowstorm’s pained voice rings within your head as snowflakes melt. ❜#onskningar
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Nothing will ever top the moment when I made my friends watch LOTR for the first time and one of them said:
"Imagine if instead of being saved Gandalf just jumps down and kills himself"
And this fucking happens 10 seconds later
#let me tell you i cried#i knew it was gonna happen so it was even harder to hold my laughter in#all 6 of us erupted in so much laughter#lotr#lord of the rings#the lord of the rings#autistooks midnight thoughts#fotr
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I finally understand how to make ai voice and daaaamn this is hell lol
And yes, i was too tired to color it _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):_
#twisted wonderland#twst#jade leech#twst jade#ai voice#simpingseafood#I need to sleep#gosh make a ai voice for Floyd and Idia will be even harder#*cries*#and I only now noticed how i made Jade's hair too fluffy#but I was too tired blagh
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how ctechno tries to court cdream? Like what methods he uses?
well, he tries a lot of things from a wide variety of cultures because, again, he's not entirely sure what culture dream is from.
first, he tries other nether customs because he may not know what dream is, but he's pretty sure dream grew up with sapnap who was raised by bad... or something.
the thing is, though, techno is trying to show that he's very serious about respecting the merging of their two cultures. so, he decides to add some piglin flair to everything. how does he do that? by making it all a competition. because competitiveness is a love language, especially in piglin culture where by engaging in competition, you're showing that you're on equal footing and will make a good match.
this means that with everything techno tries, dream just assumes it's a part of their rivalry.
"hey dream. I bet I can loot this fortress before you." "okay so we both walk into a fortess, get ourselves withered, and see who cracks first and drinks milk." "we both have to raise and defend these turtle eggs. whoever's turtles are healthiest, wins."
that... doesn't work. dream is really into it, of course, and takes all the opportunities he can get to try and rack up his wins against techno, but he doesn't show signs of taking the courting to the next step.
so, techno is kinda in this limbo where he's engaged to the guy, but he can't seem to figure out what he needs to do to get the guy to actually marry him.
phil is... equally baffled. listen. listen. phil is married to the goddess of death. that is... not a normal relationship, so he doesn't really have a good basis for giving relationship advice. he just thinks dream is testing techno, seeing if he's really the best suited partner, but they can't figure out what dream wants techno to do.
it doesn't help that dream is also oblivious to the more obvious human customs. the dates techno takes them on? dream thinks it's another level of their rivalry. baking date? okay, so they're seeing who can bake the best cake. going for a nice evening stroll around the server? dream will be sure to kill more mobs than techno.
it just... doesn't occur to dream that techno's essentially flirting with him. dream's mind is so jumbled with everything happening on the server that he never even stops to consider it.
but, well, his rivalry with techno is the one thing that hasn't changed during all of this, so he'll keep it for as long as he's able to.
#bonus: techno makes dream a ring? obviously dream needs to make him an even better ring with even harder to get materials#when techno gets the ring from dream he almost cries showing it to phil cause making jewelry for each other#is such a big part of piglin culture and dream did it perfectly#c!rivals duo#rivalsblr#dreblr#accidental courtship au#stella answers#anon
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Kanako deserved sm better dawg, fym ur mom just injects u with some Mystery Possibly Corrupt Liquid cuz u were having confidence issues and u instantly die uughh, , beats Ceroba up ,,,/lh
anyways now she's slop in Alphys' basement forever, how we feeling gang (i cried)
#art#digital art#whiteboard fox#kanako ketsukane#undertale#undertale fanart#undertale yellow#uty#uty fanart#utdr#uty spoilers#undertale yellow spoilers#fex's artcade#might draw more of her cuz she needs more screen time#can't believe we didn't even get to see what happened to her#actually maybe thats for the better???#i think i wouldve cried even harder dude#not even a body horror obsessed loser like me could go yippee .#SHES JUST A LIL BABY!!!#DAMN U CEROBA!!#WHY DIDN'T U LISTEN TO UR NERD HUSBAND .
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aww you know, i actually really do like the idea of double boy dad bakugou 🥺
your first son being a little angel and you and katsuki are both perfectly satisfied, and then maybe another bug comes as a surprise a few years later and he turns out to be a heinous little menace — and katsuki didn't think he'd love having a brat of a child so much 🥺
#bc he's so nervous to be a dad the first time right#and his first boy comes out and he's a little doll doesn’t cry so much teaches katsuki some patience and how to be soft and gentle#for a lil babey#and it's the perfect scenario for him to grow being into a father#and he's happy !! doesn't think it could get better !! feels like yall really lucked out !!#and then you find out you're having another and then he gets worried bc he's not sure how it could get better than it is#and he has a goddamn BRAT of a son#screams his head off and cries and fights and doesn't listen to a THING#and he had the first few years to grasp fatherhood#to get a handle on it#and he thought it would be harder with a feisty second son — and it *is*#but he also loves it LOL#it adds like. just the right amount of chaos and drama he grew up with ?? if that makes sense ???#bc he had to calm down a lot for his first boy#and maybe even you#but he and his little hellion are too much alike and it's almost like a breath of fresh air#cw children#✿ thoughts: bakugou#✿ theme: dad bakugou
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FFXIV Vanilla Gpose Challenge
Day 2: Landscape/Location 🪦 Grave of a Dear Friend
“…It doesn’t get any easier, does it?” ~ Lord Francel de Haillenarte
#ffxivvanilla24#vanillagpose24#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv spoilers#heavensward spoilers#female wol#female lalafell#hali aloke#oc: drops of jupiter#this is obviously a very important location for many of us#and I cried all over again once I figured out where Haurchefant’s grave was and found it#then Francel showed up and I cried even harder#so I had to choose this location#sorry for any tears shed
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finished episodes 22-28 of Malevolent today (which I think concludes season 3? Im not confident in that tho) and when I tell you I was and never am prepared for how much this podcast is actually going to hurt me
I thought episode 20 was bad. then so much throughout episodes 21-28 just gutted me so much more and I wasn’t READY
Not sure how far Ill get tomorrow but boy oh boy am I terrified!
Im also never prepared for whatever horrific noises/things Im gonna be faced with each episode but those are less important
#everytime I think it can’t possibly hit me harder it does#I have almost cried over this podcast at work two days in a row now#it might become three tomorrow#who knows#malevolent#malevolent podcast#also at this point arthur has to be immortal or some shit#cause wdym hes cheated death I dont even know how many times now#I know he has John there but absolutely no way thats enough
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Despite everything, nothing could replace her for me.
Vicious by Daniel Hart, feat. Damir Orascanin
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#this track feels so cathartic for me the moment i listened to it#i cried to it a lot before Ep 5 came#after that i cry even harder#interview with the vampire#iwtv#daniel hart#moi.txt#Youtube#i love the detail of the conductor watching the pre-SFX version of the scene
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One day Will enters the kitchen holding a trash bag and he is like "the amount of mold in the basement was insane". And Hannibal goes "Mold?" And Will is like "It looked like mold. And also a lot of weird things that looked like mushrooms. But now it's all gone, don't worry" And Hannibal looks at Will and sighs deeply "Did you just dispose of the mushrooms I was growing? Last week you freed my snails outside, Will. This week you ruin my mushrooms. What do I have to do to keep my food safe from you?" And Will is basically throwing hands "I have seen murder scenes that looked better than your mushrooms-"
#hannibal cries afterwards and wants to divorce#will promises him that they can grow mold together again#hannibal sobs even harder#hannibal#hannigram#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannibal nbc#hannibal series#hannibal fanfiction
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guess who just finished Hannibal……….
(I binged watched half of season 2 and season 3 from yesterday to earlier today with 3 hours of sleep in between)
#hannibal#hannibal series#hannibal lecter#will graham#murder husbands#what the FUCK was that ending??????#I’m emotionally damaged#Dude I literally cried myself to sleep basically#And then woke up 3 hours later#To to watch season 3#And then now I’m crying even harder#THAT FUCKING SONG DUDE#………..#*sigh* time to look at fanart and fanfiction now
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For the boys who cry. (Me).
I'M A REAL BOY BOY AND I CRY
I LOVE MYSELF AND I WANT TO TRY
(Lyrics from Samaritans by Idles)
Background with no text cuz i'm way proud of it
#forcemasc#eh im hesitant to even put it in tags cuz my hearts rlly not in it today but#my positive masculine affirmations i usually categorise alongside my more forceful forcemasc#so its ok i think. enjoy. and know its ok to cry and be emotional. shits rough sometimes#be a better man than our dads were eh? im always striving for that#this song very much is one i relate to as someone who bought into toxic ideals to try and be me#and then am slowly having to relearn what being a man can be to me without buying into the toxicity that poisons the male role models in my#life. cuz i dont wanna be my dad or step dad lol. n theyre the types who've said this shit to me bout manning up growing balls#and it feels even more rebellious masculine and powerful to me to spit in that and go no fuck you. im a real man and i cry#and it doesnt make me any less of a man or less tough or hard#or less able to partake in hard masculine spaces and aesthetics#i can be a man who cries AND a man who can leave a bootprint on your face to remind you where you belong hah#thats part of whats nice abt forcemasc is a kink space where you CAN delve into harder more brutal things while compartmentalising#that thought process seperately from yr non-kink worldview of emotional regulation and emotional health! or whatever idk lol
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( @dewdrops-whammy-bar )
Swiss knows every pack member’s favorite snacks and has an uncanny ability to tell when someone’s hungry. He makes sure the den kitchen is always fully stocked and he’s been known to throw bags of chips at Dew when he forgets to eat. Oddly enough, he’s terrible at cooking. Managed to set a pot of boiling water on fire once, he’s still not completely sure how he did that.
Swiss is an awful cook I’m so glad you agree. He’s not allowed in the kitchen when others are cooking because things just seem to “happen”
But he’s very keen on getting the others to eat. Ghouls get busy and forget to take care of themselves often!! Mountain, dew and cirrus are the worst offenders, and Swiss keeps an extra eye on them. I think dew especially gets defensive so Swiss knows to just start eating first and offer dew some to trick him into a snack when he’s being bitchy.
(He cares so much about all of them ): )
#sobs even harder#yall know damn well what soft Swiss does to me#I’m destroyed#he destroys me#he just#???? he!!!!’#Swiss!!!#cries#loudly
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“Even if other people don’t forgive you, you need to learn to forgive yourself.” - Team’s mother
But Team can’t forgive himself. He doesn’t know how, and so he goes to Ton’s grave to look for forgiveness from someone who can’t give it to him. (I’m crying.) Not to mention the way he runs away when he hears someone else coming to visit Ton’s grave, like he doesn’t have a right to be there, grieve there. (I’m still crying.)
Then he’s crying behind that bush as he looks at the gold medal that should have belonged to Ton. He feels like he’s stolen everything from Ton from his life to this gold medal. He doesn’t feel like he deserves anything, or has earned anything for himself. It’s all a debt that he’s desperately trying to repay, because he survived and Ton didn’t. It’s all so overwhelming, and he wishes that he had died instead.
But in this dark place, he calls Win. Which is a big deal because Team avoids burdening others with his problems. Sure, he'll beg Pharm for snacks, and ask Win to treat him to a meal. But he doesn’t tell anyone about his insomnia and anxiety. He doesn’t tell anyone that he almost drowned recently. Win discovered these things by accident and because he cared about Team, not because Team told him about them. So just the fact that these two have cultivated a relationship where Team is able to call Win, asking for someone to hold him together while he falls apart, is just so immensely beautiful to me. Because whether Team realizes it or not, he already believes that Win will be there for him no matter what, that Win will catch him.
And here is a person who desperately wants Team to stay alive. Win doesn’t know exactly what happened in Team’s past, and he can’t make Team forgive himself. All he can do is tell him how much he means to him, and that’s just really lovely. Because what Team needs right now isn’t someone who will tell him, “it’s not your fault”. He’s not in the mindset to be able to process and accept that. He needs someone to tell him that his life matters, that if he were to die there’s someone who might be just as devastated as Ton’s mother is. He might not be able to forgive himself yet, but he can start to see that he is valued.
TLDR: I love these two with my whole heart. I love seeing Team reach out for help when he's in the depths of his self-loathing. And I love how Win's love and care have melted away the walls that have been keeping Team isolated in his own pain.
#between us#between us the series#between us ep9#prem warut#I was crying when Team was talking to Ton at his grave#then I cried harder when Ton's mother was there grieving#then I cried even harder when the shot went back to Team behind the bush.#And I still love this whole scene#does that make me a masochist?#Also - sometimes there are things you can't tell your parents because you don't want to worry them#because you feel like your problems are going to disrupt their happiness#and you don't want to do that to them because you feel that their happiness is more important than your suffering.#I love moments in stories where characters reveal their vulnerabilities and someone else is there to embrace them.#reasons why I love this story#precipitating thts
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