#crying to see my otp in their art style

[prototypelq]

A bit late but Lucia for the ask game?

Ohoho, gladly!

Lucia, my underappreciated and beloved!)))

This one's sadly going to be short, cause, well. There is not much we have on Lucia at all.

favourite thing about them:

I admit, I am a sucker for her overall design and style. Of course, I also cherish her bravery, kindness and duty, but. Her visual design is just. So Good. and I am weak for redheads

To add to that, I love how her DT form pioneered the 'angelic' design and vision in DMC! It suits her perfectly, and I definitely love how dmc4 and Nero's DT in dmc5 doubled down on that foundation.

Also, we don't have that much of Lucia, which is good for female characters in Capcom games, they are safer than way.

least favourite thing about them:

We don't have that much of Lucia(((

(tho I am grateful for her small inclusion in the pre-dmc5 novel, it was very welcome and I love the idea of her keeping an eye out for Dante when she can)

favourite line

I'll be honest, besides the obvious 'Dante told me...Devils never cry!" I can't even FIND more quotes from her...this is tragic

bOTP

Her and Trish! I think them interacting might be therapeutic for both - both are afraid of losing themselves to their demonic nature, however their stories are inversed, so they can complementary support each other. I also just genuinely think they could hit it off nicely, and be besties power duo.

Though I can also see their similarities driving them away from each other, cause that's the mature thing every character in this fandom usually does.

Lucia would adore Patty and vice versa)

OTP

Dante/Lucia. They could be like, so unbelievably sweet. That stuff in entirely AU though, while I could envision a way Vergil/Lady might work out post DMC5, I can't see any way of Dante/Lucia happening in canon.

Outside of canon, I think they could be tooth-rottingly sweet. It's all very optional though.

nOTP thankfully she has no relatives to be shipped with, amiright?

random headcanon

She likes wine and trying out different kinds of it. Same as Vergil, for some reason I think she'd enjoy pottery. Also drawing, I think Matier tried her best to make Lucia interested in art and drawing lessons were part of that.

unpopular opinion none

song I associate with them

Like. I know they are very different, but it cannot be just coincidence that we have Two sidesweep redheads with tan skin and accent right???

anyway, they have nothing in common besides that (...or more like we don't have any canon info on either of them to find any similarities), buuuut I do really like Mistral's battle track, and some lines certainly could ring true for Lucia as well, so yeah.

favourite picture of them

Every picture of Lucia is my favourite picture of Lucia, However. This Fanart. It is somehow even more perfect than her original design. Which I never thought was possible.

[somian-audere]

ENTRY XXXII

The part in my life where I get hurt by a book.

Alright, admittedly the title might be an exaggeration. I was given emotional damage by a book, though with the way I’m feeling, it would honestly hurt less if the book was thrown at my head.

Time to rip the band aid off, the book I read was ‘Somewhere in Between’ by Katie Li (2015). It was a short read, just around one hundred thirty-eight pages. I will talk more about the specifics but the way the book made me feel was like I was staring at an art piece in a museum. I kept staring at it for hours because I didn’t understand it and after a few more hours of staring I find that the art piece and the museum never existed in the first place.

It hurt me a lot.

I have an odd fixation on putting the pieces together, there’s this weird sense of satisfaction when you can tell where a story is about to go. It’s clockwork, you read, you put things together, then you understand.

But this story isn’t about understanding it, it’s about how it makes you feel. And I think I was saddened by the end of it because I really like the characters here. Now, if you’ve been following my Tumblr page, you’ve probably figured out by now that my comfort ship is the Murder Drones characters N and Uzi.

When I read this book and found that the characters in the book were like really close to my OTP, I was like, “Fuck.” And I went down the spiral staircase of madness.

The story was really sound, I loved how the author used varying font styles to indicate if the characters were in the real world or the in-between place. The characters were just so…I can’t use words right, but the tension, my shipping radar was off the charts. Another storytelling tool that the author used was the nonlinear timeline storytelling, sometimes the story would take place in the past and the present. Context clues should be able to let the reader figure out when certain story beats take place, save for one chapter that deals with the characters' perspective on time which was kind of ironic, huh, neat.

I’m really not giving the story any justice. So go read it! You know what, I’ll pick some excerpts from the book and list down my reactions.

This’ll be fun. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Who names their kid after an ice cream brand?

It could be a reference to the flower rather than ice cream, idiot.

There are other flower species!

You do realize that flowers have specific meanings, right?

You’re right, I’m an idiot.

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“Well not breaking up exactly, he told her. “But I need a break.”

Ha! Eat shit, Zane! You suck! Girl, Magnolia, you can do better.

A bit of an extreme reaction, but I agree.

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“I liked how it was— I don’t like it when things change.”

Mood.

Relatable.

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“I would never bring someone else here,” he says, “This is our place.”

I’m not going to cry!

Eh, I’ve cried a few times already. It’s pretty wholesome. And it's probably a bad idea to bottle up the way you feel. Please, how bad can it be?

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“Jump,” she said, her voice a whisper in his ear. He didn’t want to, but he did anyway.

It’s so cute! ABWEH ARHLERWG DLASNA!

A-Are you having a stroke?

Just a mini-heart attack, I can take it. *coughs out blood*

Okay…I’m going to ignore that. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

“If he feels lighter when he sees her, the way she does now.”

Oh gosh, this is…this is really hitting all of my romcom weak points.

Yeah, mine too.

*Cries comically* --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

“Don’t you of all people think I should keep this? Treasure it forever?”

“No, not if it’s making you miserable.”

Yeaaaaah! Baby! That’s what I’ve been waiting for! That’s what it’s all about! WHOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Uh…woof, I guess? Nice job Marigold, nice job. Real slick. Best girl FTW. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

“I’d never get sick of you.”

Would you guys kiss already! You are making me lose my mind! AGHLASHLASH HAASBDJGJASGD SGAKJDGASKDGAS

Use your words, not your spit. But yeah, the romantic tension is so thick it’d take a chainsaw to cut through it.

HAVE SEGGS!

You have issues. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

“I don’t want you to forget about me,” she tells him.

That was beautiful, yep that got me in the gut. What the — why is it wet here?!

I held it back too much.

What?

My tears, I held back far too much! AHHHHHHHHHH WAHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHH!

Oh god! Get yourself together!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

“We never officially broke up.”

YOU SUNOVA — *pulls out comically large gun*

Calm down. And how were you even going to use that? Were you planning to shoot a book?!

I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!

And you turned into Anakin Skywalker, fun.

We were so close! The pain! The pain! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

“They didn’t go back to the place after that.”

Hm…I’m surprised you haven’t blown the place to kingdom come yet.

My rage is incomparable. I have reached the point wherein I have become a fire that will burn forevermore.

I liked it better when you didn’t have words to use to describe how angry you were.

Me too. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

“I love you.”

AGHHHHHHHHH! I’M BACK BABY, I’M BACK!

Well, that was a nice one minute of silence.

WHOOOOOOOOOO! YEEAAAAAAAH! MACRO-HEART ATTACK, WHHHHEEEEEEEEE! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

“There’s only one place she could be, right now, if she is real.”

What does…what does that mean?

I don’t know.

I don’t like how it’s making me feel man.

Yeah, me either. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

That— That’s it? I’m…what happened? Was it real? Was it not real?

I— I don’t know, I’m drawing a blank.

But…you can’t be! You’re the smart one, I’m the emotional one! If you don’t know, then what was the point?

I—I think I’m losing my grasp on my identity.

What was it all for?! I got attached only for it to be…Why?! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

And that was the story of how a book hurt me.

That’s all folks?

I’m in a weird chapter of my life, let me have this.

[nightrae13]

This is my first time to upload a RobRae/DickRae fan art and it was so fun doing it. As a kid, I strongly resisted the urge to ship them even if I clearly saw the chemistry already at that age, but now, I could never be more proud I finally listened to my guts and this is my OTP. The amount of trust and respect they have for one another and risking each other's necks (even through hell) for the other is so overwhelming and it makes me cry out of joy every time I see and remember how bonded they were. Everyone deserves to be treated and be loved the same way Dick did for Raven.

She was the reason for him to hope and believe and he continued to believe even if she herself no longer could😭💗.These two will always be soulmates in my heart and no one could stop me to hope that there's at least one universe where they realized their feelings for each other and are happy together. I love this ship with all my heart.

In behalf of all my ships, like always, canon or not, I'm proud I chose a beautiful ship to board in💞.

(Also, the art style was mainly inspired by the Wayne Family Adventures Webtoon because I can’t stop imagining Rae being there. I’m so in love with DickRae x BatFamily fics XD.)

[danpuff-ao3]

a loving retrospective of self

it’s time to love yourselves! choose your 5 (or so) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought to the world in 2021. tag as many creators as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!

Thanks for the tag @sugareey-makes-stuff! 💛

I feel like I talk too much about my works, but it's been a long road for me to be proud and confident in my work. Sharing more openly the things I am happy with and sharing my work with others, and having so many supportive, kind people behind me has made this much easier! So I hope no one minds me chatting about my 2021 works a bit more! 💛

23 posted works in 2021 and over 64k words! Which is pretty dang good all things considered. I dealt with a lot of writer's block. A lot of self-doubt. A lot of personal hardships. 2021 was my first year writing for fests and prompt events. My first time gifting works. I read new ships, wrote new ships. I joined new communities and met new people. I let people read my work fresh for the first time in a long time.

2021 was a hard year and I think because of that, I'm extra proud of what I accomplished!

Now here's a list of 5...trying to incorporate fics I didn't talk about as much, or didn't talk about at all last year. But ones that are very special to me all the same.

Question: (Harry/Snape, 1k)

I was feeling some type of way with this one. 😅 As in: very specific ship feels that needed to come out one way or another. I really love it a lot, even if it is a bit sad and ambiguous.

Close Enough: (Snape/other, Harry/Snape; 1k)

Here I brought to life a very specific headcanon that I'd been dying to let out for ages! It was also fun because I more or less styled that "Snape/other" after Percy Jackson. If you want to plop Percy Jackson into the Harry Potter-universe and imagine Perseus is actually him, please be my guest! (One day I will write a proper Harry Potter & Percy Jackson crossover, mark my words.)

Obsession: (Harry/Snape, 1k.)

Literally just ship feels. The first chapter is Harry's POV about his lover and, as it happened, ended up being exactly 500 words. So often I see Severus waxing poetic about Harry, so I had to flip it around and have Harry being just as obsessed with his man! Of course doing that...my Inner Severus also demanded his time to shine, so I wrote chapter 2 as Severus' POV about Harry. And because chapter 1 was exactly 500 words, I challenged myself to make chapter 2 exactly 500 words -- and succeeded!

And with Snarry being my OTP it was fun to just have a simple work just exploring their feelings for one another with no angst, no drama, just love (and obsession, ofc.)

The Knudhavn Conspiracy (Cho/Luna, 6k)

This was my first ever fest fic! And it happened to be femslash, which I don't write very often. Not only that, but 2 female characters I don't write very often! Not to mention Luna is so beloved and so special, she's a hard one to get just right, with so much pressure to have her be the unique person we all know and love!

I also wanted to do Cho justice, as well. Especially since I don't think Cho had much justice in the books at all. I wanted to give Cho grace, but also allow her humanity. I wanted to let her cry and let her be a mess, but also to give her respect and compassion and kindness.

Then we have the pauraque fic All Roads Lead To, which I loved and it made me want more Cho/Luna in the world!

I was so inspired by the prompt, so inspired by these characters, and so eager to put more of this ship into the world...but it was hard! For one, I don't write many fics over 5k words. For another, I'd never written for a fest before and was putting all sorts of pressure on myself between the approaching deadline and wanting the prompter to like the story. I drove myself batty writing this thing!

And my partner, my sweet beloved partner, stood by me while writing and encouraged me. He kept me going when I was so close to giving up. He even read my alpha draft when I was so sure it was absolute trash and he assured me that, no, it was not. (It was the first of my writing he's ever read, too!)

It hasn't gotten much love or attention, which I sort of expected would happen with such a rare pair, but I'm still really pleased with it all the same and it is very dear to my heart.

Collateral Damage (Ron/Draco, 16k.)

Okay I couldn't not put Collateral Damage on this list!! I am stupendously happy with this fic. It was my second ever fest fic (and I literally did these two fests, and these two stories, back to back. No wonder I was so stressed at the start of 2021!! 😂)

First of all, it was a prompt from a friend, who also loves Dron a lot. Secondly, it was a prompt I felt so gravitated towards right away and knew exactly what I wanted to do with it. Thirdly, Draco's POV comes to me so easily!! And was such a blast to write. Fourthly, well, I just love Dron a lot, okay. Their dynamic is stellar. Once I got this story going (which took a few tries!) it poured out of me. And writing it gave me an even greater love for these two characters individually, as well as the ship, than I already had!

I could not be prouder of what this story came to be and I am still blown away by how much love this story got. The fact that other people have so much love for a story I loved writing and put so much time and work into...Well, it was a pretty great experience.

Anyway, this was fun! I'll actually tag people on this one, though I rarely do 😂 No pressure at all! @sharing-a-room-with-an-open-fire & @vulnerasanenturmyprince. (And anyone else who wants to do it, consider yourself TAGGED.)

And really, I encourage anyone who feels like it to please do this. Please be proud of yourself and your work! Please shout it out so I can shout love back at you! Creators do so much for fandom. The act of creation can be so hard sometimes, and so deeply personal, and I hope you never feel shame or guilt for talking about your passion and joys! Creating is such hard work, and you deserve to brag a bit!

I hope to see lots more of these floating around Tumblr!

[nightklok]

I really can’t thank this fandom enough for the joy it brought me since 2020. I never imagined getting so heavily into this fandom when I really needed something like this. This fandom has not only introduced me to the best possible i could ever meet but I also got to create I never imagined creating before. everyone here is wonderful and thanks so much to everyone that even gave me the time of day. I really could write letters of appreciation forever haha but I’ll try and keep the sappiness to a minimum. Everyone has been wonderful and I can’t thank you guys enough. I tried to include everyone but if I forgot anyone, if you liked any of my posts, I consider you my friend <3 (And also feel free to spam my inbox if you want compliments because i got a lot to give tonight <3)

@dynamesvirtue @lampmeeting @galgalgo (for being my first friends when I came around in this fandom!! Thank you all you guys are so wonderful to me and wonderful people to have around. You guys have been here in this fandom for quite a long time but never made me or any newer fans feel isolated, you are all as welcoming and kind as can be, thank you for being here for me guys when I needed it the most. Rose,I will always adore Bailee (who has a special place in my heart), Kelly, the fanart you drew of one of my fics still lives in my brain, and Gal, I still remember your compliment when I finally published my first MTL fic. Thanks so much guysv❤️❤️❤️)

@little-murmaider @pikaflute (my New Jersey pals and also the content you guys created this year 👀 your love for your OTPs is infectious and I absolutely love how you both write and contribute to the fandom in the best ways possible ❤️ Maryrose, your Cry for Judas fic is honestly one of my favorites and APA was one of the first skwistok fics i read so it holds a special place in my heart. Charles, you’re an amazing writer and that chickles fic still lives rent free in my head )

@getting-sloppy For being there for me the moment we met and being the person I decided to open my heart enough to let you in (now it’s closed and your trapped rip) you already know what I’m probably gonna say and i won’t get sappy on a public post but ❤❤❤❤

@sourbat @metalrat @wumbo-calling 🐀🐀🐀 And also thanks for being my friends-you guys make so much amazing content i am merely lucky to be in your presence- Rye, you have been so kind from day one and you really made your entrance to writing in the MTL fandom with such a bang, you have poured out nothing but wonderful content afterwords!! Razz, your writing and art never ceases to amaze me and I just love your creativity! Feather, I have always admired you from afar and glad we got to talk more often now-you are so talented in everything you do and i appreciate skwismag because of you!! (knubdengail rights)

@thatwritingho  @atmilliways @offdensmith @fishklok @dicksoutformtl  @cloudchaser2000 @coldethyl75 @catrchckern @molcocktease gosh if I could write letters of appreciation for each and every one of you, it would’ve taken me quite as long to write! Whether it’s because met/started talking more because of the discord server, or through other things, i can’t thank you guys enough  ❤️ thank you Kay for making the server and you have been a joy to talk to! Jean you are so helpful and kind and thanks for being such a big help to me! Will, you have always been a writer I admired and I”m so glad we got to talk more-you write magnus so wonderful and i love how unique you write him!, fish, the way you write is just wonderful and your art too!! Your sense of humor honestly is the best(Also knubdengail rights), Len, your letter made me smile and you honestly are a great support in the fandom!! Claire, you have been nothing but kind and open to my ideas (and also your pajamas pants are the warmest pair i have thank u), cat, you were also one of my first friends and i love how you draw (also magnus plush-) Tomie, thank u for making wonderful art especially of my OC and i can’t thank u enough!! (Also the bingus sticker arrived yesterday and thank u for that)

@metaldevil  @ph0enixpers0n @scrambles-the-death-dealer i see you guys reblog my content sometimes or just show up in my activity and your presence i absolutely adore <3

@papabigtoes @gluku-pikron @agaricales  @trin0dinz @robinsnest2111 @deth-of-a-king @autistictoki @rustyisdead @chopsfluffed @grimvee @metalitaph all artists/writers that i have watched from afar and I am honestly fond of your works. Whether because I have seen it since day one or recently seen it, it’s art that always lights up my dash. Whether it’s art that honestly fits my surreal dark humor, art/writing of pairings i never even thought of but adore now, art that I must’ve spent quite a while scrolling through because of the amount of content there is, beautifully handdrawn art that makes everyone so soft and warm and i wanna hug, art that makes nathan big and soft and therefore makes me happy, art having such a unique artstyle i can’t quite describe, art that makes me soft, art that gives characters piercings i wish the show actually gave them, art that gives character an almost realistic/fictional style that i love and breathtaking art-i really adore the art you all make and look forward to seeing more!!

[dddemigirl]

Valentine's Day questions meme

Do you have a crush on anybody?

@lotusofsirius

What's your favorite candy?

Chocolate

Favorite love song?

Hell, how do I choose? I really like this song even though it makes me want to cry

What was your first kiss like?

I was 17 and she was my first non-long distance (met on the internet) partner. We were at this cool art gallery type place in Minneapolis I think. I still think about her sometimes.

What was your last kiss like?

I smooched Wren in the bathroom lol

Sexual/romantic orientation?

I’m a lesbian

Do you prefer poems or love letters?

Love letters

Favorite fanfic trope?

I really like soulmate AUs and romantic shit like that

Have you ever been in love?

Plenty times

Favorite milkshake flavor?

Chocolate, banana, strawberry, mint, Oreo…

Dinner dates or brunch dates?

Either is fine

Favorite flower?

I like tulips

Favorite perfume/cologne?

That one Taylor Swift made years back

Favorite candle scent?

I like many of them but strong scents make me feel sick

What's your ideal first date?

idk, a coffee date maybe since I love coffee

Favorite love story?

I’m soft for all love stories, even cishet ones

What's the most attractive thing a person could wear?

Well I think goth/emo/e-girls are smoking hot

Chocolate, vanilla, or red velvet?

Chocolate

Snow, rain, or sun?

I actually like when it rains as long as I’m not driving in it

Sweetest romantic memory?

Meeting Wren in-person/her spending Christmas with us and then moving in

Favorite dating sim, and favorite character?

I don’t play them

What's your dream wedding like?

Something small

What makes you blush?

I’m not sure

Do you believe in love at first sight?

Well I guess that feeling you get when you see someone that you think is good looking and you get giddy could be called love at first sight, so yeah

Do you believe in soulmates?

Yes even though I’ve thought that every person was my soulmate and it didn’t work out, I’m a sucker for the soulmate thing

Denim jackets, leather jackets, or bomber jackets?

I like all of them

What's your sign?

I’m a libra sun sign

Are you single?

No

Do you prefer to charm or be charmed?

I’m really nervous and bad at flirting/making a move so I prefer to be charmed

Guitar or piano?

Guitar

Favourite romcom or romantic movie?

Titanic made me cry really really hard but I still say Titanic

Valentine's decorations, yay or nay?

I think that they’re cute

Would you prefer to propose or be proposed to?

Definitely, be proposed to

Cloud gazing or stargazing?

I love star gazing

Do you like to dance?

I am super clumsy and I can’t dance

What's your OTP?

Xena and Gabrielle (Xena Warrior Princess)

Kittens or puppies?

I love them both dearly but kittens make me extra emotional

Coffee, hot chocolate, or tea?

Coffee <3

Favorite soda?

Pepsi, Ski, orange soda, root beer

Do you prefer gazing wistfully out the window or lying dramatically over the sofa?

Window gazing

Favorite ABBA song?

Lay All Your Love On Me!

Kiss/Marry/Kill?

I don’t know??

Favorite pajamas?

Tank top and comfy shorts

Do you think about love a lot?

Yes

A walk in the park or a walk on the beach?

Beach

Hand kisses or nose kisses?

Hand kisses are sweet

What's your dream house?

I love Victorian style houses

[juriyuna]

character ask meme: sayaka and mami? <3

Sticking this under a read more, since it's pretty long!

Sayaka:

favorite thing about them: I really love how multifaceted and believable her character is. She's got a good head on her shoulders and always tries to do the right thing, but she still makes bad decisions, and doesn't know how to cope with the fallout. To me, she's a very relatable, normal teenage girl, and I like that a lot.

least favorite thing about them: uuuAAAAAAAGH I KNOW YOU'RE 14 BUT PLEASE LET MADOKA HELP YOU

favorite line: "I was stupid... so stupid." is iconic. This is, like, the Madoka Magica line of all Madoka Magica lines.

brOTP: sayamado is SO cute; i cry ;_; (also I love that Madoka says one of her hobbies is "making bad jokes with Sayaka-chan" lol)

OTP: Kyousaya!! What a good ship..... it's got both the "enemies to friends to lovers" story and "bros being bros" energy.

nOTP: I can't say I like Kyousuke/Sayaka that much :'V

random headcanon: Since she heals so fast, I headcanon that her fighting style is pretty reckless. She does her best to keep her soul gem safe, but she can tank attacks so well that she doesn't worry too much about getting hit. (Poor Madoka and Mami both wish she'd be more careful)

unpopular opinion: I always kinda felt like... part of what made her fall into despair was realizing that she didn't love Kyousuke in the way that she thought she did. There were a bunch of other factors too, of course, but-- if she made a contract partly out of what she thought was a crush, and then realized that what she really wanted was to be seen as a hero, she would've felt so, so guilty about regretting her wish.

Thinking "maybe I shouldn't have made a contract" would make her feel horrible. It's not like she wants Kyousuke to be in the hospital. She wanted him to get better. But the real reason she made her wish was so that people would see her as a hero like how she saw Mami. It was a selfish mistake, but then, if she hadn't made her wish, Kyousuke's arm never would've healed. And so it cycles back in on itself like that and just makes her feel worse and worse...

song i associate with them: "Whisper" - Evanescence

catch me as i fall say you're here and it's all over now speaking to the atmosphere no one's here and i fall into myself this truth drives me into madness i know i can stop the pain if i will it all away if i will it all away

favorite picture of them: I don't know if I can choose! I've seen a lot of really amazing art of Sayaka over the years. ;o;

Mami:

favorite thing about them: I like that even though she seems like the "kind senpai" character (and she is), she also has a bit of a mean streak. She had Mitakihara on lockdown for witch-hunting (Kyubey commented that other girls stayed away because it was Mami's turf), and tried to drive Homura out of her territory. Her passive-aggressiveness is something that I don't see used very often in fanworks.

least favorite thing about them: This isn't Mami's fault, but I'm kinda sad that she gets reduced to head jokes so often in the fandom, even after 10 years...

favorite line: "The round cake goes 'round in circles. Is the cake Akemi-san?" is SUCH a burn, holy shit lol

brOTP: Platonic Kyouko+Mami warms my heart. They both lost their families, and now they've found a new family in each other and all of their friends... ;;

OTP: In canon, homumami is probably my favorite. They hate each other but love each other at the same time, and neither of them is good at being honest... what a perfect disaster. I also like future!AU maminagi where they're both adults, though-- it makes for cute domestic fluff.

nOTP: i get why kyubey/mami exists but i wish i could unsee some of the art i've seen

random headcanon: She has family in Italy. Her aunt heard about what happened to her parents, and sends her money each month to pay for rent, groceries, and things like that. (The apartment used to belong to Mami's parents, but since they died, Mami lives there alone now.)

unpopular opinion: I don't ship her and Kyouko romantically. It seems to be the most popular Mami ship, but for some reason I have a hard time picturing it?

song i associate with them: "Have You Got It In You?" - Imogen Heap

it takes a lot to be always on form; it takes a lot or maybe not, all the time, all i've got maybe not been one of those days safety first, don't push-- what's the hurry? one nerve remaining, waiting on one look have you got it? have you got it in you?

favorite picture of them: Bebe's crayon drawing of Mami fills me with so much joy

[daffodildazaiwrites]

Matchup for @prxblemcyld !

Hello! I state that I love how you write so as soon as I saw this event I decided to give it a try, usually I don't do it out of shyness sjdjdn 👉🏻👈🏻 but! There's always a first time I guess! Then about the match up: I am a straight girl, I'm Italian, twenty one and my MBTI is ISFP. I consider myself very simple although I recognize that I'm not emotionally simple as well. Let's say I'm quite versatile, not to mention moody lmaoo

I hate responsibilities. 🤠 I'm very bad when it comes to fulfilling a duty;; From the emotional point of view it is not very different: I like flirting but I believe that love is the only commitment I would be willing to make. It must be worth it though. I don't have a specific style but I like vintage —my aesthetic would be Dark Academia.

I love philosophy and I share many nihilistic values, but I have too my own view of things which are pretty optimistic; I have some difficulties relating to others, but I am literally a clown in the group of friends- At the same time it's difficult for me to open up one hundred percent, in fact I have few close affections. My feelings are a seesaw and I can't always understand them. I have long curly brown hair as well as eyes; I'm skinny and five feet six inches tall —and I don't mind to be honest ahaha. For the rest I like art in all its forms and I love to write everything from stories to poems.

I have a bit of a melancholy nature and, even if it may be a contradiction, I love to annoy my friends. Like. A lot. C:

Well, I don't think there is more to say. Thank you for reading this even if I'll not get a match-up uwu I just hope I didn't confuse the timing and got this message to you on time and not in advance —if that were to be so sorry, I'm stupidajshnsnsn.

I wish you an happy new year! ♥︎

Thank you for the New Year wishes! I hope this year goes amazing for you and I hope you like the match up! uwu wishing you a happy Valentine’s! 

OTP: Doppo Kunikida 

Honestly, I feel like the two of you would complete each other perfectly. You help out and offer support when Kunikida locks himself in his head and he helps you when you can’t understand yourself. The fact that he can always be logical and somewhat distance himself with his personal emotions you value what he says and what he thinks. He helps you in ways of getting to know yourself better. 

Your flirtiness is something he isn’t used to and easily gets flustered when you give him a compliment or say things that he wouldn’t know how to react to. You enjoy watching his goofy nature take over when you tease him. Kunikida knows he can trust you and deep down, even if it makes his cheeks a bright red, enjoys your flirtatious remarks. Kunikida, loving, order would get slightly agitated when you ran from responsibilities or left them to deal with the last minute. Usually he would end up doing them for you because he would just stress out too much

You both really click when it comes to talking and reading about philosophy. You might differ in some subject but you love having a discussion about it and Kunikida loves to be challenge in an area he actually enjoys to talk about. He loves reading your poems and almost cry when you gifted him one. 

He supports you even if he doesn’t understand certain things. You can count on him to pick you back up and cheer you on and he can count on you to pull him back to reality and remind him that he is, indeed, human and is allowed to feel.

Runner up: Osamu Dazai 

Dazai can somewhat get on your nerves easily since he can read you like a book and instead of handling things with a more sensitive matter he tends to straight up call you out on what’s going on with you. But he’s a quick learner and when he sees how much it upsets you and put you on edge he changes his approach. 

He loves to have fun with you and he’s not shy to flirt back and make you the flustered once instead. The two of you would have flirt battles and tried to make one another more embarrassed then the other, whoever loses buys a book of the winners choosing. 

Dazai adores your vintage style and would go shopping with you so the two of you could pick something similar for him as well. He sees nothing wrong in trying to match his amazing lady’s style. He enjoys spending time with you and  loves to read for you from time to time as well. Dazai’s favorite thing is to place his head on your lap as you both read. 

Brotp: Jun'ichirō Tanizaki

You two would be the best of friends. I can already imagine it. Tanizaki feels comfort that you’re mostly calm and quiet like him. The two of you can talk for hours about many things and as to be expected he’s a very overprotective friend. If someone gives you the side eye they have to face him later on. 

You also feel comfortable with him, the fact that he’s calm and collected helps you out when you feel overwhelmed. Talking with him always helps and you value his opinions greatly. 

Of course this mean you get along with Naomi as well. Even though Naomi can be a bit extra for you, you enjoy her companionship and annoying Tanizaki from time to time can be fun. 

[koreandragon]

2020 CREATOR WRAP: FAVORITE WORKS

Rules: It’s time to love yourselves! Choose your 5 (or so) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome work

i was tagged by @cuddlybitch and @thingskateknows thank you!!!

gu seung jung and seo dan + the one that got away by katy perry: i think we were all devestated when he was killed off and their love was never fulfilled...also i used to listen to this song as a 12 yo and cry even though i had no idea what it was about because i didn’t speak english lmao. this became one of my most popular edits

fist bump in 365 repeat the year:  this show was undoubtedly one of my favorites this year and i titled every gifset i made about it with otp: fist bump buddies. anyway this gifset is special because this is my first gifset i did with my new method when i actually started caring about how my gifs looked. you can see the coloring and the sharpness changed and i was really happy about it

3D gif of namjoon: this gif is just special because i learned how to make 3D gifs and it came out pretty good i think, i lost some braincells in the process too

felix in blueprint:  i just love how the coloring turned out on this, the blues really pop and he looks very good in it so i had this pinned on my blog too, i was really proud of it

where your eyes linger kiss scene: we all know...we all lost our minds...this was such a groundbreaking scene and i was so happy to be able to gif it. they paved the way

eric nam paradise:  my husband  eric nam dropped a new mini album and it slapped, so i had to gif the mv and i used a different coloring style which i quite liked, i also had this pinned to my blog for a while

strangers from hell: this was a kdramaspace challenge i did for villains and i chose moon joo from strangers from hell since that is probably one of my favorite kdramas of all time. this was around the time i started to get into coloring backgrounds so i attempted that here and i think it came out quite well

18 again umbrella scene: i just thought this scene was really pretty and also dong hyun’s face is in it, oh yeah and i really liked how the coloring turned out for this. i did a lot of gifs for this drama and experimented a lot

kingdom: i participated in kdramaween and i think this was the free day so i chose kingdom. i liked all the sets i did for this challenge but i think this turned out especially good, i was really proud of myself for it

stray kids side effects: i bought a ticket for their online concert, that’s when i first saw this performance, then they uploaded it on youtube lmao. anyways i loved the visuals and it’s one of my favorite skz songs. i worked really hard on this, i made a ripped paper effect and tried to figure out how to do the text over it, i really gave it my all and it only has 82 notes, please reblog for the love of god fjkvhekdf

stray kids victory song: this gifset got me a lot of praise and i’m so happy because i worked hard on it. i always try to do something new, effects with the texts and coloring and i think it worked really well here because the stage was mostly red and that could pop really well

kdramas watched in 2020: i was insane for doing this, never let me do this again. i was on this for days. meanwhile i realized i watched 28 dramas this year which just proves how crazy i am. lots of good dramas, lots of bad ones and some just mediocre. but isn’t that just every year

since i’m not strickly a kdrama blog i included kpop sets too, i hope that’s okay heh

tagging @dohyunsoo @hwanginyeop @junghaesin @kojiseok 

[cheseyre]

good news, sluts! my brain's no longer being completely stupid (only mostly), i've seen the new asides and...have some thought-y thot thoughts:

*deep inhale*

Okay, first things first: this art style is soooo fucking cUTE and I'm a jealous, squealing bitch. Anyone who knows who the artist is, could you link me to them, stat? I think Thomas mentioned them at the beginning of the ep, but nYeh, brain hurt, doesn't wanna do wooork-

Okay, I'll admit, I was a little...apprehensive when I first saw the thumbnail and title. Part of it's just me being a bitter Remus Stan, but also...okay, deep breaths, controversial opinion time, get ready:

I don't ship Prinxiety.

Like, at all. 

I can see the appeal, and these dorks were so very, VERY cute in this particular ep, but I was honestly turned off by the ship long ago due to how overwhelmingly popular it is and how some fans characterize these two and treat this relationship as if it's the only valid one, y'know, the works—slight tangent, but that's also why I don't ship Logicality or Remile. I honestly vibe much better with ships like Roceit or Analogical, y'know?

Cutting in for another brief tangent: I'm surprisingly okay with Demus/Dukeceit/Receit/Trashnoodle/Whatever-Their-Ship-Name-Is-Oh-God-Why-Do-They-Have-So-Many-Fucking-Names; maybe it's cause they haven't actually interacted in canon and the fan content gives me such good Gay Disney Villain content, idk man im weird—).

Still, their interactions were both hilarious and sweet and like I said, I see the appeal, it's just not my cup of tea. y'all Prinxiety fans got fucking FED and I'm happy for you nerds. Enjoy ze happy boys!

I guess another factor in my...low-key hesitance when I first saw what the ep was about is that...okay, get ready, another controversial opinion, le gasp: well, I'm not a big Virgil fan. In fact, at times, he swaps places with Patton as my least favorite sides—especially with some of his recent behavior in eps like DWIT (the "prohibit your breathing comment" really triggered me, for example). Sometimes, his attitude, especially around other sides like Roman or Janus, reminds me a little too much of my sister, who I don't have...a very good relationship with. Add to that how the more...intense side of the fandom has a disturbing tendency to turn him into the 'uwu precious woobie emo baby who can do no wrong' while unnecessarily villainizing other CERTAIN sides in the process, and...I think you all see where I'm going with this little rant 😅

However, upon actually watching the ep, he wasn't...that bad? I don't think? I enjoyed watching him be a flustered, disaster-y mess and genuinely excited at the end, his interactions with Roman were nice enough, and him literally pushing Thomas to make a move with Nico despite his obvious panic attack was a nice moment of genuine character development. I like seeing that, that's the good shit right there. And him being all flustered and shit, and smiling so much at the end of the vid was just...well, adorable. This man has no fucking right to be this cute, my god

alsoooo 

pURPLE EYESHADOW

PURPLE EYESHADOW HE LOOKS?? SO GOOD?? WTF?? SLAY EMO, SLAAAAAAAY FUCK, DOES THIS MEAN I HAVE TO CHANGE MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME NOW?

alsoooo 

hAPPY ROMAN

YESSSSS~ MAH BOI MAH SON MAH DUMB BITCH HIMBO PRINCE MAH EXTRA MESSY CINNAMON ROLL

ITS  BEEN SO  LONG

AND HIS LITTLE HEART EYES THROUGHOUT THE VID, OH MY GOD-

IMMA JUST IGNORE THAT "ADDING [MISTAKE] TO THE LIST" COMMENT I AM LOOKING AWAY I DO NOT SEE IT LALALALALA

THOMATHY, SIR, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT MAKING THESE TWO GAY IDIOTS SO BAEBY

Okay, but Virgil not realizing that "cyberstalking in real life" is literally just stalking is both a big ass mood and further proof that, yes, Logan is indeed the only one holding the braincell out of this disaster of a lot. God help them all if he ducks out in the next ep.

👀

And Thomas x Trash Can is my new OTP.  I dub thee ✨ "Trashmas" ✨

we sTAN TRASHMAS

Wait, does that mean Remus actually WAS in the ep? Cause, y'know, trash man?

hmmm

👀 👀 

Okay, okay. 

With how much Virgil and Roman were going off about Thomas constantly lying, I was (understandably) a tad bit disappointed my snek son didn't even make a fucking cameo, but y'know what? In hindsight, I'm okay with this it's fineee~

He was just off playing with shadow puppets and stealing money from us desperate, content-starved peasants with his sheer extra-ness and, honestly? Gotta respect the hustle. 

Get that precious, precious coin, dapper snake! Wring us poor losers dryyyy!

*evil snek laugh*

Also, this is a breather ep and adding Janus in probably would've caused unnecessary drama with the Roceit breakup and the constant antagonism between Virgil and him. It probably would've distracted from the point of the ep (flirting with social anxiety, exactly what it says in the tin)—much like it wasn't really Virgil or Remus's place to show up during POF. Does that make sense? I think it makes sense. Sorry, brain going brr-

Still, I can't believe the "Fuck Janus Sanders" Club is actually canon now 😂

God, first Patton in a skirt and now this. 

Thomas Sanders, you delight in fucking feEDING this gremlin nest of a fanbase, don’t you? You RELISH our screams of joy and pain and suffering, dON’T YOU?

What's next, actual canonical Janus and Remus interaction? Patton saying the fuck word? The Dragon Witch comes back? Janus's bowler hat gains sentience and takes over the world, Doris-style? What do you have planned, Thomas? Joan? WHAT ART THOU PLANNING, I MUST KNOW YOU HEATHENS YOU FIENDS-

And Virgil's little "would it be fair to him" comment, tho.

👀

Like, I get in the context of the ep, he was likely talking about Nico and how it wouldn’t be good for a potential relationship with Tomas to be founded on lies, but still...my anxceit heart aches, man. 

Gimme that sweet, sweet angst with a side of mutual regret and possible future reconciliation and maybe something more wink wink nudge nudge on top, pls

...and fries.

Honestly, tho, that entire bathroom monologue was fucking beautiful, man. And relatable, too—i can't tell you how many times I've talked to myself in public restrooms because I just didn't know how to get the words I wanted to say out. It's...kind of embarrassing, tbh

Speaking of embarrassing, uh, crying stall guy.

Just...

Crying Stall Guy

Like, I was expecting someone to come out the bathroom stall after Thomas stopped talking, but...I honestly wasn't expecting that. God, that whole scene was so cringe worthy and fucking hilarious

Honestly, Thomas in the ep in general was a huge ass mOOD and we collective gay/bi disasters ALL related with him, and if you say you don't, you're either lying to yourself or a demon. 

There is no in between 

sorry I don't make the rules

Like, I get this series is literally a gay disaster talking to himself for thirty minutes or longer, but like- EMPHASIS on the 'disaster' part 😂

Like...Thomas, you're lucky you're such a goddamn bean, because GOD, I cringing so hard when he first started talking to Nico

Although, I too have apologized profusely for genuine mistakes and am a flustered bi mess around my crush sooo

😅

And god, Roman's "thirty = old man" jokes made me feel old...and I literally just turned twenty, like, come on, man!

Maybe that's because I was literally watching this ep after finishing my ACT and had been sitting with a bunch of high schoolers, with their tiny fucking desks and tiny fucking water fountains smeh

*clears throat*

Anyways, uh, we STAN Nico Pintrovert Florés in this house

Like

He gives me such big Carlos from WTNV vibes for some reason and this makes me sooo happy

and YESS, he's a WRITER

And he's??? So sweet?? A pure bean?? Just sits on his laptop at the mall food court all day, like a god-fucking iCON?? A Nightmare Before Christmas fan?? weARS GLASSES??

my hEART

*cries*

The fandom seems torn between "Nicomas" and "Karrot Kings" as a ship name atm—personally speaking, I'm casting my vote for the latter

*crosses fingers* please dont be another janus x remus multiple ship name issue guys, please please please I can't keep track of them all-

*clears throat*

On that note, I'm guess I'm gonna go try and whoo over my crush with carrots now. If THIS disaster can do it and make it actually fucking work, god damnit, so cAN I

Meanwhile, in hell, my brain's just screaming "CANON LOVE INTEREST CANON LOVE INTEREST CANON LOVE INTEREST-"

God, I hope Nico isn't just a one-shot character, he's too pure and Thomas and him are adorable gay Disney fans and I stan

Oh, I wonder how the other sides'll react to him.

Wait.

Oh god.

Oh god.

This ep just unleashed a new fresh hell of potential Nico x Sides ships, hasn't it?

Welp, time to prepare for ze incoming flood of fanfics, I guess. I'll get my umbrella and rain boots.

That last shot of Virgil during the endcard was so fucking ominous oh my god mom im scared can you come pick me up-

Goddammit, Thomas and Joan, I'm NOT fucking ready to be traumatized again, fUCK

I wish I wasn't a broke ass university student so I could contribute to Thomas's gloriously extra Patreon—both so I can support my favorite content creators who make this amazing blessed content and also, to join my boi Janus in fucking  destroying society by giving money to the people who actually deserve it, fuck YOU GOVERNMENT-

Okay. 

Okay. 

New headcanon time as to why Patton, Remus, and Logan weren't in the ep: they were helping Jan film that Patreon promotional video. 

Like

Remus directed it, Logan helped with the lighting and script, and Patton was just there as the cheerleader. 

The reason Janus made a dog with shadow puppets wasn't just to flaunt his deity status and prove how he is truly above us mere wretched mortals 

despite that being the absolute truth and we all know it, don't lie to yourselves

No, it was really him trying to do something cute and silly for Patton, because Moceit rights, daMMIT

*inhales*

noww 

guys, gals, and nonbinary pals

it’s time forr

the most wonderful time of the yearrr

WAITING FOR THE NEXT EPISODE

Step right up, folks! Hear ye, hear ye, my prediction for the next episode: Prinxiety v. Moceit! With special guest stars: Karrot Kings vibing in adorable gay and Intrulogical, bitter at being excluded aGAIN

Who will win? Who will lose? 

here’s a hint: we all will because in this sick twisted game they are no winners only losers-

Place your bets, folks! ✨

Haha im not readyyy~

tl;dr

this episode has cleared my skin, watered my crops, and ended my suffering—an adorable calm before the... angsty fucking shitstorm that’s coming far too soon. Prinxiety stans, enjoy your food. Place an 'F' in the chat for me and my fellow grieving Remus stans. Trashmas is the true OTP, but Karrot Kings is cute too I guess. I've only had Nico Florés for 24 minutes, but if anything happens to him, I'll kill everyone in this room and then myself. Purple eyeshadow Virgil makes me question my sexuality aGAIN, and happy gay disney prince rights y'all. Say a big ole 'fuck you' to capitalism by giving your local dapper snake moneys. Concussion makes brain go brr and imma go buy some carrots and be gay now.

psst hey @quarantinevibes2020​ you wanna join me in being disaster-y? i’ll bring my best gay stare and you bring the wine

Until next time, my lovelies! ~ Ches 🖤

[lavender-lotion]

3, 4, 16 (DON'T say cherik), 22, 28

oh my god i absolutely hate you for asking me these aha you’re my favourite person in the entire world 

3. What is the best fandom you’ve ever been involved in?

to date, it’s been X-Men (alt timeline movies, ofc) despite the rocky beginning I had. in this fandom I’ve learned so much about my own writing, and my writing style has grown SO greatly since I first joined and has taken shape into... well whatever the hell it is now, which is something I really like (most of the time)!

I fairly quickly created a small, tight circle of people I really enjoy being around in this fandom, and have since cultivated my own little fandom space that I really, really enjoy. it’s filled with people I love chatting with, people as open-minded as accepting as I am, and it’s a place that I strive to make feel welcoming for all who join, as well! I run an 18+ X-Men Alternative Timeline Movies focused discord, so if you’re interested, join us here! 

I am trying to branch back out into The Fandom a little more after feeling a type of way for some time, and I’m honestly enjoying that a lot too! it’s been interesting to follow some more folk, and I’m really happy to see my dash start to thicken up after being close to barren for so long. 

currently, I have a small group of close friends I care a great deal for (hi, Mid!) that has absolutely made this fandom into one of the best i’ve been involved in. 

4. Do you regret getting involved in any fandoms?

very very very simplified and slightly unture answer: no. every single bad experience has taught me something that I’ve carried into my other fandom experiences, just like life lmao, but for more of a meaty answer to this question: yes. 

so much yes. 

I have SO MUCH regret around teen wolf, actually, for so many different reasons, but I’ve also learned SO much. seeing a server ran in a way I Did Not Like has helped me better mod my own fandom spaces, and I am very anti-totalitarianism and am VERY against showing abject favouritism to specific members, while I also always try incredibly hard to ensure no one feels ignored. I was reminded of how finicky friendships are, and learned not to be the person who puts in the sole work to keep ‘em going (and how to recognize if I am) because... when you stop the friendship might stop, too. I learned NOT to hit on close friends, no matter how much I might want to, and I learned the importance of open, clear and precise communication in romantic endeavours, which was actually a very good life lesson because I’d never been in a situation that could teach me it before. I’ve learned, or, am LEARNING, not to let personal experiences with one-on-one relationships taint my view of a fandom—this one is hard, and is something I am trying very, very hard to work through as I’ve recently been hit with a very strong and very sudden wave of inspiration for teen wolf.

but like, with that all said, I still absolutely LOVE the teen wolf fandom and have had so many amazing amazing amazing experiences that I wouldn’t change for all the bad, and that the bad experiences are really localized to the ship-focused spaces I was in and the personal relationships that I had, NOT with the fandom as a whole which I am slowly dipping my toes back into! I learned so much about myself and my writing during my time in the fandom, and that is another thing I absolutely wouldn’t change for the world. I am over the moon that I’m writing here again, honestly, and the reception I’ve gotten has been SO insanely amazing. 

starker is another one I regret-but-don’t-totally-regret-because-I-learned-shit. starker taught me the importance of 18+ fan spaces, and showed me what can happen when people... aren’t careful. when mods are minors themselves. I learned that cross-generational nsfw spaces are a RED flag, and that they mean GET OUT, and that anyone who would willingly allow minors and adults to mingle over explicit content are people I Do Not Want To Be Around. I learned a lot about myself there on an interpersonal scale, and I found out a lot about my sexuality and kink preferences, too (which was a wild time). while I do very much enjoy the lessons I learned from being in the space I was in, I could do without some of the more negative things I witnessed, even if they taught me a lot. 

16. Are their any popular ships in your fandom which you dislike?

SINCE I CAN’T SAY CHERIK I’m going to have to dig a little deeper and talk about Sterek, lmao. I was really, really, really into Sterek starting around... 2014? I read... fuck tons. absolutely insane amounts of Sterek fic. and I wanna say... around 2015? maybe? there was a really popular trope in Sterek, wherein Derek would push Stiles away (by being mean, by pretending to date one of the Pack (usually Erica), by bullying him, by telling him the pack didn’t want him, etc, etc) so that he could... keep Stiles safe? it almost always went the same way. there is a threat no one told Stiles about, Derek did “what he had to do” to keep Stiles safe (i.e cutting him off from all his friends and massive, obvious crush) and then when Stiles got hurt, the pack would come to his rescue and save him (only after Stiles got a little beat up), and then Derek would care for him, or not leave his side, or check up on him, and Stiles would wonder why he cared after everything that had happened and... bam. Derek would admit his undying love. And Stiles would just like forgive him and they’d get together and be happily ever after as a pack and...

that was so damaging lmao??? I can’t even tell you how many fics fitting into this trope that I read, to the point where I was like... “wow Derek loves Stiles so much he’s such an amazing person for keeping him safe by pushing him away and making him feel isolated and alone and hated” BUT LIKE WHAT. WHAT. that’s horrible??? so so so horrible??? I am so fucking thankful it isn’t something I really saw too much of when I came back around to the fandom around 2017, but.... oh boy. for a ship that I considered an OTP and read like the entire tag of, I have VERY few sterek fics of substance (when compared to the rest of my teen wolf writing) and this is the reason why. 

this trope and it’s absolutely ludicrous popularity a few years ago really, really turned me off the ship. 

22. Is there anything you regret writing?

content-wise: no. very, very easy no. I don’t regret any of the pairings or kinks I’ve written & I don’t think I ever will (I’m very anti-shame, lmao. if you like it, flaunt it). 

but... I do regret some of the emotional labour I’ve put into works? the emotional attachment I have with certain fics, or genres, or pairings, and how I’ve tied them to a specific person or persons. like, I can’t write ageplay anymore, because of how strong the association of ageplay is to someone I cared for deeply and no longer have in my life (and even if I ever manage to write it in general, I’ll never be able to write Steter ageplay). I have 13k of a fic that was supposed to be a surprise gift to a close friend that I hadn’t heard from in... ages, to the point where I gave up on sending the occasional monthly-message. I have one thing I wrote for a dear friend (who never interacted with it) and now I can’t help but feel like the story is awful, despite not doing horrifically stat-wise.  

I write because I love it. I write for people I care about, because writing is a labour of love, and it’s a way I can show them how much I care for them, but... sometimes that bites me in the ass, I guess. 

I’m working on it, lol. 

28. If someone were to draw a piece of fanart for your story, which story would it be and what would the picture be of?

god okay there is NOTHING better than the idea of this. I’ve had a few mood boards made for me here and there, which are always SO loved and cherished and massively appreciated down to my BONES, but I don’t know if I’ve... ever really gotten fan art? I had someone make some really, really cool like... OG bit-moji type art of a couple of my fics, which is amazing and I have it on my phone still, and @hd-hale once drew me a GORGEOUS sheriff stilinski inspired by Daddies’R’Us, but to get FAN ART i would CRY lmao

right now, I think something from to love and be loved by you would feel really, really extra special because even at 6/17 chapters posted, it’s my longest work ever. what would it be a picture of?? hell if i fucking know but probably something that hasn’t happened yet, lmao

[socksual-innuendos]

OTP Meme

art by @yesjejunus​

Do they fight often? If so, what is their dynamic like?

Sort of, they’ve actually calmed down since first knowing each other. It use to be that they hated each other because ‘fuck you, I want to leave this stupid ass valley why do I need to fetch quest when my survival is maxed’, and ‘goddamnit you made me care about this kid that youre dragging into war I cant live with myself if he dies due to your little game of exterminate the raider tribe’.

I...am indecisive about how Emilia ends Honest Hearts, but even in the worse case scenario they do become at most tolerant of each other. Still, their arguments is mostly Emi poking and prodding for a reaction, and Joshua feeding right into it. These usually end in him being moody, but he rebounds well enough. Their big arguments though are usually over how things should be handled, in which case both do their own shit and then one has to bail the other out. 

Who is the most skeptical of the two?

Joshua, hands down. Emilia is so eccentric compared to anything he’s use to, he almost always has something to say about anything she brings up. Even if its sound to him he still questions it if it comes from her mouth. It isn’t always voiced, but the eyebrow does raise. He’s stopped being amazed at her actually accomplishing what she says she will and has started getting annoyed with it...what a show off.

Who would be most likely to suggest a night of dancing?

Emilia, and she’d dance whether he comes along or not. My Joshua never learned how to dance, but I don’t think its his cup of tea either. He hums while he works, though, and Emilia has honed in on that.

What would they do if the other was injured in battle?

Assess the situation and then adjust. I think both would cover each other, though I think Emi is more likely to haul his ass to safety. That’s her target, damnit! Unless one was really fucking up patching themselves up, I dont think the other would help with wound dressing though.

How do their fighting styles complement each other?

Complement is a very interesting word here. Their entire schtick is that Emilia is adaptive, dynamic, changing to fit the situation and he is....just headstrong and very determined, haha. They work well together in that she forms to fit his methods and is his fall back if things ever go south. It works out well, some of the time. Other times its Emilia stealing his kills and him getting angry at how fast her draw is. 

Do they want children? Does it frighten them? How many do they want?

Together? No. He is particularly someone she would be cautious around. In their canon I don’t think they sleep together, just because Emilia has Thoughts about a man like that being on top of her, or at least having some kind of mindset about having slept with her. 

Still, I think my Graham is old enough to realize that kids wouldn’t have fit well into his life, Legion existing or not. Both grew up with religious and family pressures to marry and have kids, and neither really felt that it was for them. I think my Graham tried to find a greater purpose than starting a family in Legion, and that was his justification for never trying.

What happened when they took them home to their families? If their families aren’t in the picture anymore, how do they feel about it?

Joshua learns about Emilia’s family and past in a round about sort of way. Camila introduced herself to him, which was a heart attack to Emilia, and he’s seen the photos she keeps in her cigarette case. In honesty, he feels a bit envious at how closely she was able to keep her sister. Though I don’t know how I headcanon his blood family situation, I do think that he misses kinship. After Edward, he becomes very lonely, and even reconnecting with New Canaan he feels lost. How does a man his age find another friend that close? It’s part of why he so easily falls in being war chief again in my canon. It’s familiar, and its something he knows he’s good at, and that in itself is its own comfort. 

For Emilia, I think she envies his community. Though she was young when her life started falling apart she still knew what a stable home was, what a loving family was, and what it felt like to feel safe. She knows that even after all the tragedy he’s caused and how much misfortune fell on his tribe that he still has a home to go back to, and that they’d accept him with open arms. She misses being on the receiving end of that type of love, and most of all she hates being so closed off to people about herself. Even her sister she hides things from, and even then her sister doesn’t share her faith. I think if Joshua ever invited her meet his family she’d accept, even if she thought it would go poorly, just to feel things out and see if she could find some community in there.

How does each person show affection towards the other?

Again, its in the small things. When Emilia springs him from NCR custody, it was for entirely selfish, headhunting reasons, but she brought him bandages and his bible, and those were the small comforts that mattered. She’s hard on him in areas that no one else was, like teaching him genuine wilderness survival, or how to be independent. She also tries to get him to slow down and think about what he really cares about. Sure he gets his purpose from being war chief with the Dead Horses, but he truly does miss his tribe. These show themselves in small conversations, but if she didn’t care for him she wouldn’t even bring them up.

For him, its a bit of the same. He entertains her bullshit, but he also cleans and repairs her weapons. During their end game, Emilia has a robotic prosthetic leg, and he learns how to repair and upkeep it on the fly. He becomes receptive to her teaching (if only for a while), and to humble himself enough for that should speak volumes. 

Who cries the most? Who is better at comforting?

Neither really cry, though I think Emilia at least doesn’t feel pressured to keep face around him. Sharing a religious background and a lot of similar-but-different viewpoints, they actually comfort each other well in a passive sort of way. If their problems don’t relate to each other, they can usually talk through their issues. For Emilia, it’s a huge comfort to have someone else religious to talk to. She doesn’t often get this with most people, and even if Joshua isn’t 100% on the same thought train, the core belief is still there. 

For Joshua, it’s nice having someone who is also religious but doesn’t feel like he has to perform for them. Emilia isn’t here to judge him, they’ve both done and do horrible things in their life, and she’s just different enough that if she says something he doesn’t agree with he can dismiss it. Having someone he doesn’t have to keep face around is a breath of relief. Its nice to not have any expectations set on you, and although it annoys him a majority of the time, her laid back personality allows him to let his guard down. 

When it comes down to it though, a lot of what Emilia has already lived through are things that are popping up in Joshua’s life now, and he often finds reassurance in that she’s found ways of coping, and that she is willing to talk with him when he needs it.

Who is the bigger flirt?

Emilia, no contest. Making passes at him is a pass time to her. If he didn’t have his face covered, she’d probably see just how hard she could make him blush. 

[brickme]

Top 5 anime openings?

I’M SO HAPPY YOU ASKED because I’ve been thinking about this for forever.

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Lupin III theme (vocal version) -- I love this so much. The instrumental is amazingly stylish too but the vocal version is such a masterpiece. It has everything about Lupn III which I love -- style, suave sexiness, that anachronistic 70s machismo, all of which makes the Lupin III manga a guilty pleasure for me and which later more cleaned up version of the anime lack.

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City Hunter OP 2 “Angel Night” -- The “Get Wild” ending is obviously a masterpiece, but this is my favorite CH opening. The lyrics are how I see Kaori looks at Ryo (and as you all know, that is one of my biggest OTPs of ALL TIME): “I first fell in love with your voice, then your back, your fingertips, how your heart slips away from me”... AHHHHHHHH!!! But above all, THIS IS A BOP. I linked to the OP because it’s great but go listen to the full version too.

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Cat’s Eye OP “Cat’s Eye” -- Why did Hojo Tsukasa anime get such bops? The bridge starting at 0:33 and ending in that spoken line is a masterpiece unto itself. And that drum machine!!! And of course the animation is so retro cool and sexy, I love every moment of it.

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Onmitsu-hime OP “Koi wa question” -- This is such a catchy song but most of all please go look at this animation -- the Anmitsu-hime anime is an absolutely adorably stylish masterpiece of art direction! The same guy did the Ranma 1/2 OP/ED animations (which are also fantastic).

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Spoon obasan OP “Yume-iro no spoon” -- This makes me cry. That’s all.

I also really wanted to include the Ashinaga-ojisan OP, curses!! Also the “Kumo no yoni kaze no yoni” theme but that’s technically an ED. For some reason my taste in anime OP seems to fluctuate wildly between “sexy” and “wholesome”.

[irisvseyelash]

[Part 1] B-But my thingsss is just either sleep, eat, having existensial crisis while doing nothing (esp during this lockdown), staring at my ceiling for hours, checking any Batarou content for hours too, or making super random hcs. So yeah, I'll do it anyway! It's already halfway done, btw✌ Also good chance to try how that submit button will work I'm honestly curious, too 😗 Lmao the teachers had already fed up for these 2 rascal kids, they're so done with all shoujo love drama between them 😂

[Part 2] I believe Bang will pester Garou by asking anything about Badd EVERYTIME like a nagging father. Bang: "When will you make Badd my son-in-law?", Garou: "I'M NOT EVEN GRADUATED FROM HIGHSCHOOL PLZ CHILL, OLDMAN!!". Zenko: "Ma, bigbro has a new bf. That's why he insisted to make extra lunchbox every morning", Badd: "Zenko NO-", Mom: "WHA-, BADD WHY YOU DIDN'T TELL MA, HUH?! NOW CALL YOUR BF HE MUST GOING TO DINNER WITH US TOMORROW". They adore Garou very much in the end. Good! 😆

[Part 3] It's OK to write our emotion out! Sometimes I also write comfortfic/sickfic when I'm depressed, depended my mood atm. But happy end always there, even it's in "twisted" way, huehehehe~ *suspicious evil laugh* 😈 When I make my OTP die: "oh no poor soul.. let me do it in a quick merciful way 😢😇". When I make my disliked charas die: "YASS SWEET PAINFUL DEATH TASTED SO GOOD, MMHMM.. NO MERCY FOR YOU OHOHOHO-- 💀😈" (and yesss plz talk more about your Batarou Hanahaki!AU 👀✨)

[Part 4] Aww THANK YOU, IRIS! I'm glad that you think I'm one of the best anon or I've provided good Batarou hcs this year, I feel honoured too tysm I LOVE YOU TOO aaaa-- 😭🙏💖💗💘💕💞💝🌸 (wha? I never joined any discord, only lurking around on tumblr as anon or ao3 as Little1993lamb lol 😜). Also, I'm glad that I could meet you in this fandom. Because what? TWOSET GANG!! SOUTH-EAST ASIAN GANG!! FELLOW BATAROU FANS!! YOOO~ WE (and the rest of fandom members) ARE AWESOME!! 🙌🙌

[Part 5] OMG I FORGOT TO MENTION, Temperans-sama made another DemonAngel Monster!Batarou again it's so magnificent I'm fangirling at it rn I'M CRYING I'M MELTIN-- *incoherence babling mess*. Lol sorry for that, but seriously plz checked on her newest art! Despite labeled as nsfw, there's no actual explicit content in it. Only implication, the rest is our imagination.. 😏 Badd's wings in the art, bro.. I can't stop looking at his soft fluffy wings. The lighting made him looked like HOLY BEING 😳✨

Me: Hm... Wonder if Dyan's replied yet

This 5-Part ask: hELLO THERE

Me: *literally startled enough to drop my phone*

Ah yes anyway, your things is indeed a big mood but don't you have like... Work, to do? I mean mine's just a mountain of assignments and schoolwork ( ;- ;)

wEll I guEsS NOt ¯\(°_o)/¯

It's halfway done? 👀👀👀👀👀 can't wait to reaaaad ugghhhdhdhdh and looks like the mystery of a post submission is gonna be solved soon wheeEEEEE

Okay but the teachers being So Done™ with the two of them is a big mood like who wouldn't be if they were probably the type to literally skip class just to escape school and hang out at the arcade or the manga store or sumn (*cough* Date *Corona*)

Also, your little convo of the typical teen and their s/o is PERFECT I CAN SEE IT HAPPENING 😂😂😂😂👌👌👌 Bang's just going "I want to see grandchildren before I die" and Garou just going "dAD NO—" AND BADD'S MOM GOING ALL "LET ME SEE MY FUTURE SON-IN-LAW *SCREECH*" and Badd just looking around at the shopping centre like "Mom.. Mom stop... Mom people are looking sTOP" because they would be at the grocery store looking for the ingredients to buy and his mom dragging him because she wants to know ALL about this charming young man that successfully charmed her hard-head of a son

And when they meet one another they just. CHARMED. CHARRRRMMMMEEDDDDDD YOU HEAR MEEEE

Garou's arrival would be like *steps into Badd's mom's view* *imaginary roses start appearing out of nowhere because he REALLY DRESSED UP for this* and his mom turning to Badd like "If you're not gonna marry him I will" and then Badd just proceeds to choke because this old woman wants to marry an 18 year old like no bro nooooo

And Badd would be just. Baby. He's baby enough that Bang would fuss over him so much that Badd accidentally snaps at him and Bang goes all "Oooooh feisty. You chose a great one, Sonny" and Badd has his back almost folded in half by how hard Bang smacked him and Garou just flusters and stutters amd is just overall Embarassed™ not for himself but for his 'Dad' whose making Badd a little overwhelmed at how he's acting

Idk man my teacher said writing with the ink called emotion's not good. Like the readers can see that you utterly despise or adore that character or situation. Which in my opinion is great, but I guess not

ヽ(｀⌒´)ノ

But yess killing off that one character you hate the most just gives you so much satisfaction that you just... Can't help but grin when you write out their death.

And Imma write up the Hanahaki AU in the reblog of this post... Soon. Cause I needa finish reading Azfa Hanani (my literature book) for tomorrow's quiz D': AND YES DYAN YOU DESERVE ALL THE LOVE FOR WHATEVER YOU'RE DOING RIGHT NOW I LOVE YOUUUUUU

*squints suspiciously* that wink looks very sus and even if you ARE in the discord gang, Fiji is the twosetter there and YES TWOSET GANG (wait a damn minute) ASEAN GANG AND BATAROU GANG WE COOL (EVERYONE TOO)

AND TEMPERANS-SAMA POSTED ANOTHER ART?! HDHDHDGSGGD OH NOOOOOO ITS NSFW I CANT LOOK AT THATTTTTTT I'M 15 (°ﾛ°٥) *snurt* Oh there's no explicit content? Oho okay~ AFTER FINISHING MY BOOK.

And BABBLE ON ALL YOU WANT DYAN

Temperans-sama's art is ✨magnifique✨ and is just simply on a whole other level. SO I TOTALLY GETCHU.

I WAS A WHOLE BABBLING MESS WHEN Y'ALL STARTED TO INTERACT WITH ME TOO MY FIRST WAS CAIN THEN EIR AND THEN YOU AND THEN THE DISCORD GANG AND I LOVE, APPRECIATE AND ADORE ALL OF YOU—

*clears throat* Excuse me. Anyways, since I'm a little restless today, my mind made another au but Azfa Hanani style and I can't wait to finish the story so I can just write a whole AU for my boys :')

So anyways when I've seen the art I will simply simp harder for them I see 👀 I am unprepared but then again just when are we, amirite?

[hua-fei-hua]

Star’s Notes: Don’t Stop at the Barline (Days 1 & 2)

fic available on ao3 and ff.net. please read it ;w;

because barline was a collab btwn star and i, i thought it would be fun to have her do some extra notes too~~~ i meant to ask her long before the posting date but whoops posting kinda crept up on me hahaha

this is gonna be interview style woohoo bc quote @stardust-make-a-wish “no thoughts head empty” 

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hua: i remember you almost did an illustration for chapter one with the earbuds on the bus. why’d you initially vibe with that scene?

star: i like the whole concept of the earbuds thing. it’s so tender, just on another level, because of the nature of the au. 

hua: aaaaaaaa yes but it doesn’t always have to be like, specifically sharing or anything bc. soulmates share music, so another thing that can be very sweet would be one of them listening to something on their own, thinking abt the other and knowing the same thing is playing in the other’s head,, it’s like watching the same moon at night

[both start scream-crying]

star: it’s just so,,,, tender

hua: oh oh oh i remember seeing the first sketch of that scene and being like, “oh,,, they’re sitting on the wrong side of the bus” and we were like, “whoops” and then we talked about switching their sides in post digital just like. flip the image, y’know? any thoughts on that?

star: well, i tried doing that, but there’s just always something off about a flipped image, so i tried doing a redraw, but then i just ended up just falling in love w/the mall scene

hua: ah yes the mall scene. that was fun!!! when i went on tour, i started out in the hot topic just by myself because my friend didn’t want to go in with me, and so i was like flipping through the pins, and i saw the girl who was supposed to be my roommate the night before bc like cabin switching y’know, and this guy who was in my band camp group, and they were like, “yo!!!! hua!!!!!! you’re here too?? we’re gonna buy exploding kittens, wanna come?” and i was lonely so i was like, “sure!!!” and so we ran around the mall like that buying manga and yu-gi-oh cards. and so i ended up making stuff up with the thrift store just based off my fun thrifting with my sister and also because i wanted like, those cheesy 80s makeover montages 

star: yessss the cheesy makeover montagesssss. that’s what i was going for in the scene!!!

hua: yessss bc just the idea of todoroki popping out of like a shitty dressing stall and momo being like “hmmmmm” and shaking her head and so then it fast forwards a bit he comes out in a new one

star: and i also wanted to include their disguises from the rescuing bakugou arc

hua: yeah!! that’s what i was going for with the writing of the scene. EXCEPT with the collar popped up because i wanted him to look Extra™ and i remember i mentioned this to you when describing the scene but then i saw the first sketches and had to remind you

star: y e s the collar needed to be popped up

hua: and i think it’s better for that for sure

hua: so tell me about the color selection process or something. talk about your art and the outfits you chose

star: well whenever i color, i tend to use the same ranges of colors. just as My Own Personal Palette. the one i always use. i don’t own the colors or anything but like they feel special to me. c:

star: i just looked up outfit refs on pintrest. then for that one jacket todoroki’s wearing, i thought it would be really cute if momo wore it too 

hua: aaaa yeah [softly crying] sharing clothes,,,, like dude dude dude i’ve always wanted more of that one trope where one half of the otp just steals clothes from the other one. and i feel like it doesn’t always work for tdmm bc they’re the same height and part of the appeal of stealing clothes is the size difference

star: they can have matching clothes c:

hua: yeah they can be matchy-matchy. i also rlly loved the design of the jacket you put them in bc it looked so 90s in that ugly way

star: i also included the chibis mostly to fill up space 

hua: aaa but i like seeing their reactions!!! it feels so anime

star: yeah it’s just like a mini version of them. also the tape!!! it’s for the vibe of taking pictures. little memories. and also the cat ears on todoroki were like drawing on your photographs? i really like that bit. it’s fun. 

hua: hhhh yes!!! i love like those picture book memories kind of thing. it’s just like. freeze frame. and treasure it forever

star: i just love drawings that are just like piles of photographs... THEY JUST HIT DIFFERENT MANNNN

hua: AAAAAA. are there any other thoughts on the art

star: i definitely went way overboard with the shoujo flowers

hua: but i asked you to do the shoujo flowers so ehhh

star: yeah and it was so fun-- aAAA WE FORGOT TO DO THE GIF THING

hua: CRAP WE FORGOT TO DO THE GIF THING. WE WERE GONNA DO THE THING WHERE TODOROKI SPARKLES AND I WOULD MAKE IT INTO A GIF

star: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

hua: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

star: WE CAN STILL ADD IT LATER

hua: YEAH WHEN WE GET AROUND TO IT

star: JUST EVENTUALLY

hua: (TM) 

hua: so i def talked about this in the extra notes, but this guy who sat behind me, he was our ass DM, and i found out he had a rock collection because he wouldn’t shut the fuck up about rocks

star: i love the way you worded that

hua: yeah. most of my memories of tour come from my tiny notebook where i wrote down stupid things people said, so the rock collection jokes for kirishima are basically just the exact same ones we used on like that guy. “rock stew tonight” was cut tho. ;-; i remember you were really sad about that 

star: i just. rock stew. what a concept!! it’s incredible. i too, would like some rock stew. and like, kirishima having a rock collection?

hua: it is the most kirishima thing we will ever see in our lives. 

hua: [spoils a bit of rhythm for star based off a line abt kiri’s rock collecting]

star: ..................................................................................................

star: i was so caught up in the euphoria of knowing [minor rhythm spoiler that you would know if you read the fic] that it did not occur to me,,,,,

hua: ( ͡• ͜ʖ ͡• )

hua: so i picked “eet” as the song for the tdmm earbuds kind of at random, but the song “eet” also has a bit of history for me in this au. back in the early days of moment, i wanted to pick out songs for their field show bc i wanted them to be a competitive band, and i latched onto “eet” because the opening lines “it’s like forgetting the words to your favorite song” inspired me into recontextualizing it into the au

hua: here it’s in my notes--  “eet speaks of an old soulmate legend of the other half musical piece, and the song is sometimes considered a result of that search to either find one's other half or seek resolution on one's own." 

hua: i just rlly like that for tdmm in this au bc they already found each other. they already have their words and can just be... soft together c:

star: i just love established relationship fluff. it’s so good. being comfortable in each other’s presence; i just vibe with that

hua: and you know what this already two weeks late we’re just gonna call this good :D

[szopenhauer]

If someone has bad breath, do you tell him or her? doubtful, I don’t wanna hurt anyone, it’s awkward and a lot of ppl can’t change how they smell

Do you have an item that comforts you when you are sad/scared? used to have one special object, I still hold it sometimes, I suppose I might again at night from Friday to Saturday 

When are you likely to hide your emotions? when I’m face to face with an authority figure like boss, teacher or doctor, policeman too but I never been in a situation like this with them, I also hide my emotions from abusers at times to not show I’m afraid of them and to not provoke them more as well

Which is scarier: Dying of thirst or of starvation? I guess starvation as it takes longer

Have you ever tried to help someone quit smoking? it’s their decision to smoke, I don’t approve but I won’t get involved, I can only avoid them

Have you ever had to talk anyone out of suicide? self harm more likely, I mean... I was talking with suicidal people about them wanting to kill themselves but never at the moment when they were doing it so I don’t know if that counts

When you think of tomorrow, what feelings come to mind? packing, last day with my parents before I go to the hospital

What is the last thing you complained about? probably health related issues

What was the last curse-word you said? kurwa

When you fake sick to get out of school, what do you say or do to convince your parents that you are sick? I don’t fake sick, I might exaggerate but I won’t lie, I don’t want to worry my parents and because I’m chronicall ill I often was going to school even though I didn’t felt like it

Do you still talk to your very first best friend? no

When was the last time something went terribly wrong? basically everything goes wrong

How do you console someone when he or she is upset? depends

Choose one: Trip to outerspace, or trip underneath the oceans? no thx

How often do you feel overwhelmed? all the damn time

How do you deal with everyday life? poorly 

Who in your family do you act like the most? my dad

What is the most romantically sweet thing someone has done for you? my gf is doing many sweet things 

Have you ever been confronted by a mall cop for your behavior? I’ve never been confronted by the store guard - elseway I would never go back there out of anxiety

Is there someone that makes you feel like you’re walking on eggshells? my mom

Were you ever afraid of one of your past teachers? sorta XD

Have you ever been in a physical fight on school grounds? I was attacked but I didn’t fight back so...

A homeless man asks you for 50 cents; how do you respond? dunno

When was the last time you visited a thrift store? recently

Can you handle constructive criticism? I can’t handle any criticism :(

Who is the most sensitive person that you know? me?...

When was the last time you wrote someone a note? few days ago

Do you tell your parents before you go somewhere, or just leave? I always tell

What was the last thing you tried to get out of doing? not sure what was last hmm...

Which season do you dread the most? winter

Is there a foreign culture you’d like to learn more about? maybe

Have you ever seen a famous painting and thought “I could have done that?” abstract art

What is the scariest thing about attending your school? which one?

Are you a good judge of other people’s intentions? I got better with time 

Shopping: best with friends, parents, bf/gf, or alone? depends

When was the last time someone told you to turn your music down? my mother sometimes asks me to because she has migraines

When you don’t know how to spell a word, do you look it up? not always *ashamed*

Are you one to spend a lot of time in the bathroom? nope but I’m the one that often goes to the bathroom 

Do you ever consider the challenges other races go through? sure

When was the last time you doubted your abilities? I have... abilities? :o

What was the last thing you wished for? health... not gonna happen tho :(

How many times a day, on average, do you look at the time? several, when I wake up then when I eat and between meals and then when I go to sleep and in the middle of the night if I go to pee

Where do you first remember living? I never moved

First fandom? woah I don’t remember 

First otp/ship? neither

How old were you when you first when on a plane? -

What was your first tattoo?  -

Do you remember the last movie you saw while on a date? show - She-ra, movie - A lot like love

Did you lose your virginity before you were sixteen? nooo

How many purses do you own? too many lol Are you bi? am not Who was your prom date? I never had one, I didn’t go to prom

Who was the last person to see you cry? parent[s]

Have you ever been used? yep

Do you like when girl takes you by surprise and kisses you? I like consent but... those were the best kisses ^^’’

Have you ever gone for someone despite knowing they were bad for you? I didn’t think about the future nor that I deserve love What kind of gift can win you over? what do you mean by WIN ME OVER? Are diamonds really a girls best friend? not mine, I don’t care for diamonds 

Have you ever dated someone with a child? no way  Have you ever dated someone shorter than you? Sarah was shorter

Who has made the biggest sacrifice for you? my parents and my current partner

What sound is annoying you right now? it’s quiet :3

What gives you a peaceful feeling? sleep?

Would you rather live in the city, suburbs or the country? country

Are you more of a maker and giver, or a taker and user? taker and user I suppose

Do you buy holiday gifts early or at the last minute? early

If someone else were to describe you what would you hope they would say? the truth

Do you think it is harder for a parent to outlive their child or for the child to outlive their parent? parent to outlive the child because it’s not common

When do you do your best thinking? evening/night

What was a choice that you didn’t want to make but you had to? majority of decisions are smth I’d prefer not to make

What age do you think it is most difficult to be? to each their own

Do you think you could handle a day in jail? who knows

Have you ever been on a trampoline? I have not

Do you pretend to be something you’re not to make friends? I’m being myself and that’s why I’m friendless :P

Are you more of a shy or outgoing person? I’m introverted antisocial and a loner but I’m not shy, I can be loud and talkative

Are you more of an athlete or artist? artist Are you the type to procrastinate? I put PRO in procrastination  Do you believe that you’ll always be a kid at heart? ;) What is something you want to improve on this year? health, I’m trying  How many times a day do you get angry? uh oh... If you could eat any food you want right now, what would it be? personal Can you sleep with your eyes open? I’m no Gandalf

Do you still have any living grandparents? If so, how old are they? I don’t wanna talk about that

What’s your favorite computer game genre? simulations Do you have any exes your parents never liked? pfft Do you ever keep things just because they might be useful someday? we are hoarders

Are you frequently in a bad mood? sorry... Do you ever fill out surveys while in a bad mood? I go through soooo many moods before I finish one survey  Are you a fast or a slow eater? slowest among my friends, fastest in my house  How old were you when you had your first relationship? no idea what I should call a relationship and what not  Do you get dental checkups at least once a year? yup Is there anyone in your family/household whom you frequently argue with? mom, sister before she moved out Have you ever used chewing tobacco? tha hell? that’s disgusting!

Do you play Pokemon Go? If so, what level are you and who’s your buddy? not applicable Do you ever sit indoors and wear sunglasses or a hat? hat Are you putting off doing something right now? If so, what is it? drying my hair, drinking water and going to sleep mostly

Are you like me and hoard notebooks and pens? pens now, I stopped buying notebooks... oh wait... no... I just got one because I wanted to save bees, nvm... Are you sitting in front of or by a window? What can you see out there? by, it’s dark but there’s my neighbor’s house Are there any coasters on your table? If so, do they have text or pictures? flowers Do you have a song playing in your head right now, too? not really Don’t you hate it when people answer to surveys with one word answers? lame *I realized I did that myself *facepalm* Ever watched a cat or a dog sleep and run/twitch in their sleep? adorable <3 What’s something we do every day but they don’t depict in movies? it bothers me that in fantasy/sci-fi movies there are no toilets and meals are rare

Is your style feminine, masculine or somewhere in the middle? in the middle, childish yet of an old person haha Do you usually carry a backpack, a shoulder bag or something else? shoulder bag or tote  Do you wear glasses? If so, have you ever tried to fix them when they’ve broken? helped my dad fix his glasses couple of times Are there a lot of dragonflies around your house? they don’t show up frequently