#cw D/s

[lectric-railcannon]

"There is nowhere you can go where I won't find you, and I'll do whatever I want with you when I get there" Holy FUCK (positive)

[prettilyly]

I see a lot of cnc somno posts about going down on someone or using their cock/pussy while they're asleep but I think we should talk more about using their mouth right away.

For men it's easy, you push the mouth open and slide your dick in there, but for women, we'd have to rub on the person's face. Let them feel the warmth and wetness and wake up confused, seeing us on top of them. They'd look at us still half asleep, try to talk, be shushed by our pussy putting more pressure on their mouth, and realize what we want.

They'd start to lick and suck and once we cum we could just give them a little forehead kiss and put them back to sleep. Wouldn't it be fun to then mess with their head the next day and pretend it never happened and they dreamt about the whole thing? After all, they wouldn't have any proof it did, and licking a pussy while half asleep doesn't require a lot of focus, so they wouldn't have woken up enough to have clear memories. Especially if we ordered them to keep their eyes closed.

Gaslighting them like : "Come on, if I wanted to have my way with you, don't you think I would've done something easier than sit on top of you and wake you up? Don't you think I would've, on the contrary, made sure you stayed a sleep? You just had a naughty dream because you couldn't keep me out of your dirty mind. You're so cute💕"

I don't know, there's just something really tempting about that.

[avoidcrowdraws]

can you imagine a situation in your ds au where chilchuck is jealous of his puppy? (and its definetly not because of feelings right chilchuck????)

It's normal for Doms to feel a little possessive of their subs. That's all this is, right?

[accirax]

What is your opinion on the DRDT time loop theory? If you do have any thoughts on it, what do you think Mai, the Teacher & the past kg/(assumption) the altdrdt kg have to do with it? (Mai and Teacher often exist in proxy to evidence for this theory & the 'past killing game' & the teacher are clearly closely connected.)

Alright, so this one is going to be a bit more of a challenge than usual because, as I confirmed, the “DRDT Time Loop Theory” doesn’t exactly… exist. I mean, it definitely does, because you know what it means, and I know what it means, and I’m willing to bet that many other people who will encounter this post also know what it means. But, everyone’s understanding of it is pretty vague and scattered because no one has ever written it out before. Other than kind of this 3 minute segment of a video by Ocean Unknown (which never even says the words “time loop” directly, it just discusses a major piece of evidence for the theory), as well as this work-around by @/1moreff-creator, there isn’t any document I can read or video I can watch to base my opinion off of.

Therefore, this leaves me in the position of having to establish the original scripture for what the DRDT Time Loop Theory is, and then give my thoughts on how plausible it might be. Naturally, this may result in my answers having some obvious bias to them in one way or another– either that I will misrepresent some evidence because I don’t think the idea is plausible, or that I will become convinced of the theory because it’s tailored to exactly what I think makes the most sense– but, no matter! Somebody had to establish this someday, and I’m honored that you regard my opinion highly enough to task me as the one to do it. Here we go!

I usually like to establish a sort of premise to each of my theories near the beginning, because I think it provides a good structure through which people can pace themselves and know what to expect. For this theory, I think it will make the most sense to create sections based on the basic questions: who, what, when, where, why, and how. Although, not necessarily in that order. Or rather, definitely not in that order, because I know where I’m going to start.

What?

‘Cause, like, what? What is the time loop theory? That’s where we should start.

As far as I’m aware, the time loop theory is mainly based on the combination of two different pieces of evidence. The first hails from DRDT’s About Page. In the same fashion that people found each character’s hidden quotes on their profiles, you can find a long monologue in the code of the text. I’ll copy it here for convenience:

“You don’t understand, do you? I used to be like you. I barely remember, but I used to be like you. I cared so much about people, I cried everytime someone was hurt. I suffered for a long time stuck in here caring about people. I know what you’re going through. You’re going to hold on as long as you have, with hope that you can make it out of here with everyone. Then you’re going to despair. That lasts a while, too. Then you’ll get bored. Like me. And you’ll wish you were still suffering. Anything else is better than boredom. I wish I could feel something, anything else, other than being bored. I’m stuck in here for eternity, and I know everything that could possibly happen. I know how everyone reacts to a murder, what makes people turn to despair, what fills people with hope and make them survive until we all run out of food and starve to death. I wish I could feel terrified, or afraid, or angry. But I can’t anymore. I don’t feel anything at all except boredom. Do you understand, Teacher? This is why I’m letting you suffer as long as possible. Because it’s better than the alternative. I’m sorry. I don’t envy you. You’ll understand eventually.”

Because this quote is found on the About page, we can’t tie it to any one character in particular like we can for the secret quotes. Many people suspect this quote may have come from DRDT’s mastermind, but we obviously don’t know who that is, either. To help us establish the speaker’s character, let’s see what we can infer about them from what they’ve said.

Firstly, we know that this character has been through a lot. They started off caring, then turned to cruelty, yet wound up feeling nothing but boredom in the end. Notably, however, this is only the way that this character sees themself– how kind or how cruel they were is subject to their own perspective. Personally, I don’t think that the speaker is as dead inside as they claim to be. The fact that they wind up relating themselves to “Teacher” and taking actions to minimize Teacher’s suffering proves that they haven’t fully given up on humanity or caring for others.

The speaker also seems to think pretty highly of themself. They begin the passage by assuming that Teacher couldn’t possibly understand what they’ve gone through, and see themself as a tortured Atlas bearing the weight of all knowledge on their shoulder (“I know everything that could possibly happen”). The whole “this is for your own good” mentality also shows them as somewhat patronizing and commandeering.

As for some of the more physical details, while it’s not 100% confirmed, it seems pretty clear that the speaker is or was in a killing game. A murder can occur pretty much anywhere that there are two people, but “how everyone reacts to a murder” really makes it seem like the speaker is in a place where murder is expected. And then, there are the obvious references to hope and despair, which we all know are super killing-game-coded words.

The phrase that I find most interesting in the About Page quote (APQ) is “until we all run out of food and starve to death.” The speaker including themselves in a “we” means that they do identify as part of the group that is stuck in a killing game. Therefore, we can learn that 1) the speaker does not have a secret way to exit the killing game facility and/or time loop, and 2) the speaker is in a physical space, not a metaphysical one. They’re just as vulnerable to starvation (and possibly being killed?) as anyone else. This could be important when it comes to establishing how the time loop came to be and what kind of time loop it is.

And then, of course, there’s Teacher.

Due to the “wants to become the perfect teacher” tagline, many people have come to assume that the Teacher that the APQ refers to is a member of the unnamed fangan (which I call altDRDT) cast. Specifically, that brown-and-red-haired gentleman in the middle. This theory was basically confirmed by the second of the three Christmas 2023 comics DRDTdev posted.

Furthermore, one of the few images we have of him is with a piece of chalk and chalkboard.

We know from the altDRDT FAQ page that Teacher uses he/him pronouns (along with “Soundwave,” “XF,” “Dandelion,” “Scale,” “Bullet,” and “Ice”), which is important in potentially connecting him to the scholarly “him” that Min mentioned in A History of Hope’s Peak.

Therefore, the “Teacher” that the speaker is talking to is very likely to be altDRDT’s Teacher. However, I do want to take a moment to provide a bit of a counterargument. I don’t doubt that our close-eyed compatriot is the Ultimate Teacher. However, I also don’t want to assume that the person who’s trying to become the perfect teacher has to be the same as the Ultimate Teacher, despite the obvious throughline. For example, couldn’t the speaker of the APQ be trying to teach their beliefs to Teacher, searching for the perfect way to get him to understand what needs to be done? I still think that the Teacher that the speaker refers to is probably the altDRDT character, but I wanted us all to reach that conclusion while considering what’s outside the box.

Regardless, there’s clearly a lot to consider here. The people who first discovered this quote thought so as well, and started looking for answers by connecting it to things we’ve already seen in DRDT. The most popular connection comes from the prologue, Veronika’s introduction in particular. Remember when she rants to Teruko and Xander about the (fictional) book Forever Dead? It goes by pretty quick, but her summary is quite interesting:

And thus, the exact phrasing of the “time loop” began. Forever Dead touches upon a lot of the same plot points that the speaker brings up in the APQ. People die, the main character transforms from invested to bored, and straddles the border between relatable and sinister.

We also learn a bit more about the speaker and what happened/will happen to him. He identifies as a boy (who uses he/him pronouns), he’s impaled by metal spikes and left to die at some point, and he manages to apologize for “everything he did,” though apparently only through some level of force. “Everything he did” is interestingly vague– is that implying that the boy was the cause of the time loop, or just that he was apologizing for the terrible things he did as a result of his bored insanity? What forced him into the apology if he was “left alone?” These characteristics may apply to the APQ speaker as well, under the assumption that the boy and the speaker are allegories for the same character.

So, those are the two main pieces of information that I’m aware of that lead people to devise the time loop theory. In case it’s important, I’ve also compiled some of the instances I could remember offhand of DRDT characters bringing up the cyclical nature of humanity and how things never change.

Any of these characters’ ideas about what “always has to happen” could be supported and/or challenged in the future by a time loop.

I also know that some people like to bring up the comments section portion of Literature Girl Insane (conveniently written over the words “the world won’t change!”) as evidence of DRDT being stuck in a time loop. I could explain why I don’t think that’s the case, but FF already did that as part of their giant LGI analysis video (which I will continue to recommend). I don’t think I can really put it any better than they did, so I encourage you to watch that section of the video at least if you’re curious as to why I won’t be including this as evidence.

And now, for a summary of what we’ve learned so far, the basics of the Time Loop Theory. Due to the About Page Quote, the summary of Forever Dead, and references to cyclical behavior, some believe that the characters in the DRDT killing game are experiencing a time loop. The speaker of the APQ, who is possibly the mastermind, is likely the only one of the sixteen students who is aware of this. When the loop began, they put their all into trying to achieve the best ending. However, over time, they became more bitter, first turning to wreaking havoc before succumbing to apathy. They have somehow captured “Teacher,” the protagonist of altDRDT, in an inescapable state of suffering, in order to teach him a lesson about how foolish it is to continue to care about others. They’re a bit of a cynical know-it-all, but their dedication to correcting Teacher’s behavior proves that they haven’t fully given up on humanity.

Basic facts, established! However, this is still pretty vague, and there are plenty more details to sort through. How about we start with…

How?

Because even among people who believe there is a time loop, there are many definitions of what a time loop can mean. In this section, I’ll aim to figure out which I think is the most likely in two broad categorization systems.

Is the time loop meta or non-meta?

A meta time loop would be one that is directly caused by the player/viewer interacting with the property, breaking the fourth wall. For DRDT, this would mean something along the lines of “every time you rewatch an episode of Despair Time, the characters are forced to relive the events of the day in an eternal loop, and they’ve started to wise up about it.” Conversely, a non-meta time loop would exist in the plot regardless of what its audience is doing, and be caused by a force that exists within the story. “After Teruko accidentally broke Eden’s favorite grandfather clock, Teruko was cursed to repeat her worst day over and over again.”

DRDT has made some fourth wall-breaking jokes before, such as when MonoTV directly references YouTube or the narrator tells the viewer to like the video and subscribe to give Teruko power. Because of this, it’s really tempting to think that DRDT is going for a meta time loop. However, given the actual text we have to work with, I think it’s more likely that we’re looking at a non-meta time loop. Remember how we learned that the APQ speaker exists in a physical space and not a metaphysical one? Focusing on the physical space of their environment and living conditions is drawing attention to how the world is real to them, not just a collection of pixels flattened into a video file. The Forever Dead boy also had to “apologize for what he did,” which might imply that the character was responsible for the time loop, not the audience.

Most of all, though, it’s the concept of “surviv[ing] until we all run out of food and starve to death” that makes me think that the time loop is not meta. Why? Because it makes it sound like there are different possible endings out there. If the time loop was caused by me going back and repeatedly rewatching the CharWhit FTE, there’s only one way that that FTE can start, and one way it can end. No matter how many times I make the characters loop that interaction, there’s only one version of that episode posted to YouTube. The APQ speaker makes it clear that they, as a character, attempted multiple things and achieved different results with them until they exhausted all viable possibilities and grew bored. I can only make the characters do one thing, but the characters within the story can, in theory, do whatever they want.

Really, a lot of it boils down to the medium in which DRDT is told. A lot of what I “know” about time loops comes from watching theory videos about Undertale and Deltarune. I won’t spoil either of those games for those who haven’t played them, but in Undertale, the player’s input is directly related to the time travel elements that the characters experience. This connection works really well because Undertale is a video game. Video games are a fantastic medium for meta commentary because player input is required for the game to function. The player can make choices of where to go or who to trust that have an impact on the story, which then makes it easy for the story to turn back towards the player and question the choices they made. DRDT, however, is a video series, not a game like the original Danganronpa. Its formatting would make calling the viewer’s impact into question, because we’ve hardly done anything other than want to watch the show. We have no impact on the direction of the plot.

Of course, I’m not trying to say that it’s impossible for anything other than a video game to tackle meta subjects. DRDTdev should be allowed to tell a meta fangan story without being forced into the life of a programmer. However, with all these elements combined, I think it’s more likely that DRDT’s time loop would be a canonical, non-meta one. Because of this, our follow up questions will be based around how the time loop could have formed in canon.

Is the time loop magical or scientific in origin?

A magical time loop could be something that appears as some sort of spell, legend, or artifact, such as the example with Teruko and the grandfather clock that I provided above. I would also count time loops that just appear out of nowhere in the “magical” category. One of the most famous time loop stories in modern Western cinema, Groundhog Day, could be thought of as a magical time loop, because the main character entered a time loop as a repercussion for his rotten personality seemingly out of nowhere. A scientific time loop would be the consequence of pushing the boundaries of science, whether purposefully (“Veronika, after researching the fourth dimension, put the killing game in a time loop so that she could experience its thrills forever”) or accidentally (“Trying to bring Ellie back to life, Charles’ time machine malfunctioned and trapped him in a time loop”).

Honestly, I’m really torn on this one. That may come as a surprise to some of you– how on earth could DRDT’s time loop be magical? The answer is our lovely protagonist herself, Teruko Tawaki. If Teruko’s luck, a supernatural force, created the time loop, then it’s magical in origin. It’s already been hinted that this could be the case through Teruko’s “you all have the misfortune of being ‘characters’” speech. Does Teruko know how stories like this work out because she’s looped through them before? If Mai is a lucky student, the time loop being a result of her luck or the combination of her and Teruko’s luck would also be magical. Assuming that luck was something that they were born with, that is.

However, it would also be very easy for DRDT’s time loop to be scientific in origin. The mysterious company XF-Ture Tech is clearly being set up for some kind of relevance down the road, which could be a science experiment gone wrong that resulted in a time loop. This could even be the thing that “Unnamed Student” (Mai) asked Xander to dig into.

That might seem like a bit of a leap, given that Mai is asking Xander to look into Hope’s Peak, not XF-Ture Tech. However, we already know that XF Tech had a vested interest in Hope’s Peak through their sponsorship of Min.

Personally, I don’t think that the XF Tech CEO would have had much personal interest in Min outside of her skill/potential, based on how Min describes him as a stranger. That means that the CEO’s goals must have been to sponsor the future Ultimate Student. The entire Ultimate Contest may have existed just because XF Tech wanted to get an insider within the Hope’s Peak system. There’s evidence to show that Hope’s Peak and XF Tech may have been collaborating– Mai asks why Hope’s Peak would even announce an Ultimate Contest, and Min answers from the perspective of the prospective student. But, why would Hope’s Peak want an Ultimate Student obtained through that method/at that time? If Min really did poison the competition to win, the entire Contest may have been rigged from the beginning to get an XF representative into the East Class.

Because of all this, I’m inclined to say that DRDT’s time loop is both magical and scientific in origin. Here’s what I’m thinking: 13-27 years ago, XF-Ture Tech signed some sort of deal with the new Hope’s Peak Academy that would allow them to look into students and their talents, much like how the original Hope’s Peak Academy was studying the origins of luck. HPA agreed for the money, while XF Tech believed that the partnership would help them sell better products/services, either through getting the first scoop on up-and-comers in the field or by scientifically developing talent rather than allowing it to occur naturally. That might sound really similar to what already happened in DRDT’s canon universe with the Kamukura project, but, hey, maybe part of the whole “time loop” motif would be history repeating and man not being able to shake the desire to play God.

Anyways, when they made this deal (or potentially a little while after it), they also decided that it would be good if XF Tech could be directly represented by one of the students in a future class. I can’t say exactly why they wanted this to be the case, but maybe HPA and XF Tech were either looking for a good excuse to go public with their relationship, or they knew that something or someone relevant would come to pass through the school in ~13 years, and wanted a man on the inside. Therefore, HPA put out a pre-rigged Contest searching for the Ultimate Student, which was destined to be won by whoever the XF Tech CEO determined was the best candidate. The CEO chose Min, and spent 13 years coaxing her into the perfect grateful, insecure, and study-focused representative out there.

Whether it was their goal from the start or a new development that caught their eye, XF Tech took particular note of Teruko and her strange luck, and wanted to research it. Teruko, who was desperate for support, let them study her, and eventually came to trust that they had her best interests at heart. But, over time, they pushed it too far. As some sort of reaction to their scientific prodding, Teruko’s luck magically created a time loop in an attempt to prevent XF Tech from bothering her any further.

Cool fanfic, right? While I’m aware that there are a lot of holes and leaps in logic– and we’ll get to those– I do think there’s reason to believe that Teruko is at the epicenter of the time loop for one reason or another. As we were all made aware of at the very beginning of the series…

… ending the killing game is correlated to killing Teruko Tawaki. Therefore, this person at least believes that the end of the killing game is related to the end of Teruko’s life. So, if the time loop is also related to the killing game– which it is, as established by the APQ– then the end of Teruko’s life would also possibly cause the end of the time loop. To quote a wise wizard, it’s maaaagic. The theory that Teruko’s secret is “the killing game is all your fault” also fits here perfectly.

So, it’s not as big of a leap in logic as it might seem like on the surface, even if it’s still basically my audition for being the Ultimate Jumper. However, now that the basics of the theory were mostly established in the “What?” section, I think I have a bit more room to inject my own thoughts and theories in here. I can’t draw any conclusions without making some guesses, and I can’t assess what the hell is going on without any conclusions. Call what follows specifically “Accirax’s Time Loop Theory” if you think I’m starting to veer too far off track from what’s plausible. I promise I’m still going to try to use actual, textual evidence whenever I can, though.

At any rate, there are still a lot of holes. Most notably, why would a time loop that Teruko’s luck created contain a killing game in it? Was she already in a killing game when the time loop began, or did her luck create the killing game? We’ll talk about that a bit more in the next section, along with some other stuff.

When?

Before getting back to the question of why a killing game would happen in this time loop, I think it’s important to establish some of the basic facts that the “When?” section might imply. Such as, “what events occurred before the time loop started?,” and, “what events occurred after the time loop started?” That’s a funny question to ask with regards to time loops specifically, but there are still things we can piece together.

Firstly, we can be pretty confident that the canonical properties Trigger Happy Havoc, Goodbye Despair, Ultra Despair Girls, and End of Hope’s Peak happened before DRDT. (V3 is, as usual, so weird that I have no clue if DRDT will attempt to explain it as part of the canonical timeline or not.) The Tragedy was confirmed as canon to the DRDT universe by Veronika in Chapter 2 Episode 2, and Min/Mai in A History of Hope’s Peak.

If the Tragedy and Hope’s Peak Academy are canon, then I see no reason why those four games, which all relate to the Tragedy, wouldn’t be as well. There’s also the mysterious “Ms. Naegi” that’s listed in the credits of Literature Girl Insane, and Teruko’s reference to “a past killing game.”

Although the event Teruko mentions could be any killing game with Monokuma as its mascot, I would suspect that she is specifically mentioning the Hope’s Peak Academy Killing Game of THH here, as it was the first and the one that was widely broadcast. Notably, although Veronika knows a lot about the Tragedy and by all accounts should be super into the killing games, she doesn’t remember another killing game happening before. That leaves us with two basic options. 1) Teruko had access to secret knowledge about the killing games that the general public didn’t, or, 2) something about the creation of this killing game caused Veronika (and likely the other non-Terukos as well) to forget about the HPA killing game. I would lean towards the second, given that the broadcast of the HPA killing game and Junko’s involvement in it were such major historical events that I would really expect that society wouldn’t forget about them so easily.

Another huge piece of information comes from the Chapter 2 Part 1 Q&A.

From this question, we know that a person who is 80-ish years old was old enough to be alive during the Tragedy itself. In THH, Makoto’s orientation letter is dated to the release year of the game, 2010 (2014 for the English release), which means that the Tragedy probably started in 2011. We can approximate, then, that DRDT takes place sometime around 2090, give or take a few decades depending on how long the Tragedy lasted and at what point with regards to it Duke was born. Not super important to this theory, but it is interesting.

So, the Tragedy probably happened around 80 years before the time loop began. We also know that the school that Min, Mai, and Xander attend, which hosts the East Class, was probably founded ~27 years before the time loop began, because that trio is part of East Class 27. Interestingly, this means that the new American Hope’s Peak was founded ~50 years after the Tragedy. That’s a fairly long amount of time.

As for events that more directly preceded the time loop, I think that both Bonus Episodes would have happened before the killing game, as well as Teruko’s flashback about Mai in Chapter 1. Xander, Min, and Mai attended HPA before encountering the killing game/time loop, despite no one in DRDT remembering ever going to HPA. Rose says in the prologue that it’s been a year or two since the HPA entrance ceremony should have happened, which means that the students probably attended HPA for at least a year before the killing game started. The chalkboard in the classroom that Min and Mai sit in also advertises Spring Break, which, in American schools, is pretty close to the end of the typical school year. That’s more evidence that they spent a considerable amount of time attending HPA.

Now, for events that happened after the inception of the time loop. The only thing I think we know of for sure is the events of the DRDT killing game. That would be part of the time loop, infinitely recurring after the point at which the loop began. I’m also hesitantly going to call altDRDT a sequel instead of a prequel… but, uh, we’ll get more into my overall theories on that later.

Okay, now back to why a loop Teruko’s luck created would have had a killing game in it. I’ve come up with three theories, all of which are… dubious, at best.

Theory #1: The killing game came from Teruko’s subconscious. Teruko’s luck is a part of who she is, and therefore, any effects it may have are based on what Teruko knows and how she feels. Perhaps, just before the time loop began, Teruko learned about the Hope’s Peak Academy Killing Game, whether in class or through shadier sources. When her “magic” snapped and the time loop began, because the killing game was on her mind, it manifested before her. Basically, the time loop would operate much like a dream, where the things you learn in real life come back in surreal ways. I don’t like this one because it leans in really hard to the magic aspect. Although Danganronpa has always been science fiction, letting Teruko’s emotions create an entirely new magical realm seems like jumping the shark.

Theory #2: XF-Ture Tech wanted to test Teruko with a killing game. Their research into her and her luck is quite similar to that of Nagito or the Kamukura project, so why not test their findings in the same ways that Nagito and Hajime were tested? Things amidst this theory that make sense are XF-Ture Tech, a tech company, possibly creating MonoTV, and the prospect of Teruko’s friends dying in a killing game adding an extra kick to why her luck would step in and create a time loop out of desperation. Things that don’t make sense include how the hell XF-Ture Tech would manage to pull this off (especially if constrained by legality/friendship with HPA) and where the hell they would be now. That second question could be answered by, “it was Min,” I suppose, but the first is still off.

Theory #3: The killing game was introduced to contain Teruko. I’m not entirely sure how this would work, but, basically, something else would have triggered Teruko’s luck to start the loop, and then someone (Hope’s Peak, Mai, the Spurlings, who knows) would have introduced a killing game in there in hopes of having something happen. This idea was sort of spurred on by the note that Xander had to kill Teruko Tawaki. Let’s say that Teruko is a huge, powerful problem, much like Junko or Izuru. If you can find a way to breach the time loop she’s created to introduce a killing game, she has to die eventually, right? Victim after victim, blackened after blackened– if Teruko is trapped in an eternal killing game, it seems like at least one of them would have to randomly stumble into her dying. However, I then have to ask how and why the other DRDT characters wound up in this killing game. Them all agreeing to volunteer for this potentially kamikaze plan seems unrealistic given their personalities. So, were they just collateral damage of the original time loop, roped into this last-ditch effort plan? How would a seemingly closed off loop be “breached” to such a drastic extent, anyways?

I once again feel like I’m missing something here, but I also don’t think any of my previous assumptions were wrong. I just can’t understand why the killing game would have come to exist within this time loop. Maybe it has to do with the person who started the killing game?

Who?

Oh yeah, it’s time to talk about the mastermind again, baby. But, obviously, filtering it through the assumption that there is a time loop will change my overall assessments. Now, we have to look for someone with the means, motives, and thematic… fittingness(?) to be involved with Looping the class.

Let’s start with some options that seem so obviously incorrect that I don’t have anything to say. Why would Ace, Hu, Levi, or Nico be the one to have started a killing game within this time loop? Ace’s cowardice already made him seem unlikely, and making the danger zone neverending makes the premise all the more bizarre. You would have to reach pretty far to characterize Hu as the APQ speaker who claims to be incredibly bored and apathetic. Levi wants to change as a person, so inflicting a stagnant time loop seems counter to his goals. Nico… just doesn’t seem to have any aspect of their character line up with the premise of a time loop? Like, if Nico were the character you created to be the mastermind of a time loop killing game, what aspects of how they turned out would reflect that? In my opinion, there are no connections, which makes Nico not it.

Some more less likely options… Arei has some dialogue about people’s behaviors not changing, but especially given her (likely) death, I don’t think it’s enough to call her the mastermind. Given that David is alive, he fares better than Arei under the same scrutiny, but I still feel like the mastermind’s power in this context is more than the desperate, run-ragged David we’ve seen in the second Class Trial. He cares too much, in his own David way. I feel like Rose should be doing better given how highly I ranked her in my main mastermind post, but I’ve been trying to fit the Spurlings into this time loop thing, and I haven’t been able to manage anything. J is much the same, although the whole “TV show” argument still gives her some traction. Although Arturo is generally a smart, scientific kind of guy, being a plastic surgeon doesn’t seem to mesh with whatever science would be needed to make a scientific time loop.

And then there’s Whit. Look. I’m as tired of airing my grievances with Whit mastermind theory as you probably are of reading me air them. However, Whit definitely merits his own section due to one of the main pieces of Whit mastermind scripture (to my knowledge) directly tying the APQ to his candidacy. While I definitely respect and appreciate that aspect of this theory, I don’t buy it myself. By demodraws’ word, this theory is more of a “list of evidence.” The only items on that list that I see directly relate to the APQ are that 1) the Forever Dead character, who may be linked to the speaker, identifies as a boy, and that 2) the speaker expresses grief. Although, that second point is also linked to the belief that the mysterious quote at the beginning of Chapter 1 is said by the same person who said the APQ, which isn’t necessarily the case.

I certainly agree that Whit’s character is the most tied to the concepts of grief and idolizing the dead. However, there are many other characters who do the same. Charles mourns Elliot after remembering his existence, Arturo mourns Felicity whenever he’s confronted with the truth, Xander mourns his family and how he couldn’t do more. (Why do so many DRDT characters have dead family members?) Eden has mourned Min and Arei since their deaths. You can also make the argument that the APQ speaker is more so mourning who they became and how things used to be more than mourning or idolizing any dead compatriots. Rose mourns being shackled to the Spurlings, David mourns the loss of his career once his secret is out, Levi mourns never knowing the right thing to say around Ace. With so many griefheads running around, I don’t find Whit’s connection to the subject compelling enough to label him mastermind.

Then there’s the “boy” aspect. Obviously, Whit isn’t the only boy in DRDT either– as far as we know, Xander, Charles, Ace, Levi, Arturo, and David also identify as boys. However, I also don’t think that the Forever Dead character being a boy is a majorly important piece of evidence. Assuming that Forever Dead is autobiography-flavored fiction as opposed to a genuine biography, the gender of the character it’s describing feels like a detail that DRDTdev could have easily changed to make the parallel less obvious. Although, then you might ask, “why bother including the character’s gender at all, then?” In my opinion, Veronika talks for long enough that it would have been really hard to get through the entire monologue without ever establishing a set of pronouns for the protagonist.  “It’s about a _____'' is also a pretty natural way to introduce a story to someone for the first time. Choosing the fairly inconsequential “boy” is a lot less revealing than if Veronika said something more targeted; such as, “it’s about a marriage counselor.” I can’t deny that Veronika talking about a boy could be an important clue, but hopefully I’ve explained why I’m not hinging my entire theory off of it.

Alright, now we’re on to people who I think could genuinely make sense as a time loop mastermind. I think it’s probably most fitting to start with Eden. Because, you know… clocks… time… making time… you can’t go back no matter how hard you try… it’s not a hard conclusion to draw. DRDT has many underlying mysteries, but as compared to something as mysterious as, say, Mai, the concept of a time loop is even further obscured. Making your mastermind the Ultimate Clockmaker is something that would seem totally harmless on the surface, but be a great twist when the truth of the time loop is revealed. The issue is… other than her talent, I don’t think Eden has much going for her here. I guess you could argue that, if the killing game time loop is meant to help Teruko in some way, Eden has been very dedicated to her goal of supporting others. However, whether that’s the case or not, it’s hard to make an argument that Eden doesn’t care about anything anymore.

Maybe if the APQ quote is said in the future, and this is evidence of Eden undergoing the change that the APQ speaker described…? Eden is a definite possibility, but given all this in addition to my other theories as to where her character is headed, I think it’s an unlikely one.

Next, Veronika. As the one who introduced us to Forever Dead, she definitely has some connection to this time loop nonsense. The question is, how strong can that connection get? The main thing that I like about Veronika being the time loop mastermind is how well her character seems to fit with the APQ speaker’s personality. Both of them face boredom as their greatest enemy, and the APQ listing terror and fear as the top two emotions they wish they could still feel would match really well with a Horror Fanatic. My biggest problem is my main issue with Veronika being the mastermind in general: it just feels too obvious. Having Veronika directly state, “I can’t stand boring things,” and having the APQ speaker directly state, “anything else is better than boredom” is a really, really clear connection between the two. Would DRDTdev really want to drop such a decisive clue so early into the story? I can’t be sure. But my gut leans “no.”

It’s kind of impossible to talk about the possibility of Xander or Min being the time loop mastermind separately, because they share so many of the same points. Under the assumption that XF-Ture Tech is behind the time loop somehow, both of them may have connections to it. Min’s is undeniable– she’s clearly told us that they’ve sponsored her, and she wears their paraphernalia– while Xander may have been interrogating their actions as part of Mai’s scheme and/or in the first scene with the bloody hands over the documents. Both of them would serve similar narrative roles as someone who Teruko once wanted to trust who then betrayed her. And, obviously, both of them would be characters who appeared to die in Chapter 1 who would then return to serve as the mastermind, which could be an out-of-universe parallel or an in-universe reference to how Junko portrayed herself in the Hope’s Peak Academy killing game. Using a time loop to bring your thought-to-be-dead mastermind back for Chapter 6 would be pretty sick, I have to say.

Similarly, both of their greatest flaws lie within the realm of characterization. Neither of them strike me as the particularly apathetic type– Xander still seems to care ferociously about doing what’s right, and Min sounded genuinely desperate as she pleaded for her life. It’s possible that they could have been acting, or some time-loop induced amnesia made them forget their true feelings, but either case would still be a major shift in character. If I had to pick one of them to be more likely, I’d probably go with Min? The speaker’s insistence that they know what’s up could match with Min’s scholarly attitude, and I like her increased connection to XF Tech as well as Teacher. However, I still feel that Xander would have the greater impact upon being brought back– Teruko grew closer to him than she did to Min, and other characters, such as David (if he’s still alive) would also likely have a greater reaction to Xander’s return– so for that reason, I kind of prefer him as well.

Despite the pros and cons of all fifteen other options, this theory is clearly the most straightforward if Teruko is the mastermind. You remove all elements of how someone would have to spring either the killing game or the time loop on Teruko, and allow her to make all of the plans herself. Whether it was fully intentional or not, “the killing game is all your fault” (italicization mine) would make the most sense in this scenario. Furthermore, Teruko definitely fits the attitude of the APQ. I don’t know when she would have said it– between loops, possibly?-- but I can totally imagine her outlining how she used to care, but constant suffering and betrayal caused her to corrode.

The real question here is just why she would have put herself in the killing game to begin with. My first thought was “go through a killing game an infinite number of times and somehow something will finally result in getting Teruko to die,” if Teruko wants to die. But, that sort of contradicts what probably-Xander had to say about “end the killing game or at least kill Teruko.” Because, if the killing game is intended to kill Teruko, then ending the killing game could mean Teruko doesn't die, not satisfying what's framed as the more important of the two goals. Maybe if he was just mistaken as to what the purpose of the game was…? Or, if the time loop leaned more on the magical side, maybe the loop itself is keeping Teruko in the killing game until she can learn to trust others, no matter how dire the consequences. These other Ultimates were looped in for… accuracy to Junko’s original, I suppose? Or, maybe Teruko threw them in as a form of punishment for their misdeeds.

Anyone who isn’t a part of a killing game, such as Elliot or Ryan, raises some questions about how the speaker could be “stuck in here” and communicating with those who are part of the time loop. The most obvious option in this category is Mai, simply due to being the most relevant to the plot. She’s heavily involved with the secrets hidden in the website’s code, just like the APQ, and we know from Teruko’s own quote that “some years ago, [Mai] was searching for someone named ‘Teruko Tawaki.’” We also don’t technically know what her Ultimate talent is (although I think it’s very likely to be Lucky Student), which leaves the door open for her talent to be something useful with regards to setting the time loop up. Even a second Lucky Student could create some sort of weird clash of the titans that resulted in a time loop.

A common argument against Mai being the mastermind is that she is, in all likelihood, dead. However, with a time loop in play, there’s the possibility of resurrection. It could even be the reason why Teruko (or whoever) created the time loop in the first place. However, even if it’s pretty likely that Mai could be involved in the conception of the time loop, I’m not sure if it would be in a way that made her the APQ speaker and/or the mastermind. For the former, it’s that same issue of not being in the killing game, and for the latter, I more so see someone else creating the killing game for her than her making it herself. Probably. I dunno, Mai is a mystery.

Given the criteria of “in a killing game,” it’s also possible that the APQ speaker could be one of the characters in the altDRDT cast, though presumably not Teacher. They would have the easiest path to talk to Teacher, as opposed to the regular DRDT cast, who may have more trouble accessing him. However, there’s basically no shot at anyone in the altDRDT cast being DRDT’s mastermind, other than maybe Teacher. None of those characters have appeared on DRDT’s main hub, its YouTube channel, at all. Suddenly unveiling one of those characters– who even the hardcore fans know very little about– as the mastermind would be pretty out of nowhere. So, to the extent that the mastermind was the one who set up the time loop, I don’t think that any of the altDRDT characters created the time loop.

I think that’s pretty much every viable time loop mastermind option. I don’t know if we really determined anything all too specific, but it’s nice to sort out where all our pieces lie. As I said, I think that Teruko is by far the most logical option under the assumption that the killing game and the time loop are connected in a way where they must have been created by the same person. However, there are definitely other possibilities if you allow yourself to think outside that box.

Why?

On to arguably the most important of the categories: why? It doesn’t matter how much logical sense a time loop would make in DRDT’s world if there’s no narrative reason for it to exist in the first place. How would adding a time loop to DRDT’s story improve its themes and messages?

Well, as I already discussed in the What? and Who? sections, many characters grapple with themes of an unchanging world. What better device to reflect that mentality than one that literally shows the same sequence repeating over and over again? The fantastical concept of a time loop could emphasize and heighten the mistrust that Teruko feels. Using the time loop in that way would assign a concrete obstacle to an internal struggle, much like how the killing game itself is a physical manifestation of the helplessness of despair. Writers often enjoy employing devices like these to have a more tangible end goal for the protagonist to notably vanquish. Knowing exactly what’s going on in Teruko’s mind at any given moment might be difficult, especially given DRDT’s format. But, if Teruko sends the time loop created by her own tragic expectations shattering to pieces, we’ll know she made progress.

Additionally, Danganronpa itself posed the question of why we as fans continue to be interested in the killing game formula after seeing it play out so many times. In v3, they framed the killing game as the 53rd in a series to further emphasize the repetitive nature of this ritual sacrifice. Putting DRDT in a time loop could accomplish a very similar goal. As Veronika theorized in Chapter 2 Episode 7, the killing game will only continue for as long as audiences are entertained by it. In a never ending time loop killing game, will fans always be able to find entertainment? What does that say about them…?

Having a killing game within a time loop is a unique premise, as far as I’m aware. I’ve never before seen a fangan that decided to incorporate that into its plot. (Although, that may be a symptom of fangans tending to fizzle out before the finish line.) Making a fangan stand out can be tricky, and although DRDT already has the advantage of being fully illustrated, partially voice acted, and shown in a video format, having a unique gimmick can be a point of inspiration and a sales pitch. Similarly, Ultimate Lucky Student is a talent often tackled, both by the canon games (twice) and by other fangans. If the time loop is related to Teruko’s luck, that would also be a memorable and creative interpretation of a commonplace talent.

As for how a time loop would actually impact the story as it is, the obstacle it creates would definitely raise the stakes high for a Chapter 6 Trial. Like, how the hell are they supposed to beat that? Reiterating what I said earlier, a time loop could also be a clever way to revive a character (or characters) who previously died. If one of the starting premises of DRDT was “what if I had a mastermind that appeared to die in ch1, only to strikingly return in the finale?”, a time loop could have been the method invented to make that happen.

So, in summary, yes, I think there is sufficient narrative support to justify the inclusion of a time loop in DRDT. Maybe I should’ve cleared this section out of the way earlier in the theory. Oh well, too late now. But, if I had the chance to start it all over again, maybe I could do things differently next time…! Or, maybe I’d wind up writing the same thing every time regardless…

Where?

It’s a little silly of me to co-opt the “Where?” section as basically a summary of how I think the time loop theory would best play out, but I have my reasons. “Where?” seeks to answer where the time loop originated, and who was in it when it started. Thus, with so much focus on how the time loop began, talking about the cause and result alongside that made sense to me. The full Accirax Time Loop Theory will be in blue below, with more discussion afterward to answer whether I believe in it or not. Closing Argument starts… now!

The Tragedy ended nearly 80 years ago, and the new American Hope’s Peak Academy was founded about 50 years after that. Some time between HPA’s founding and 13 years ago, an up-and-coming tech company– XF-Ture Tech– partnered with Hope’s Peak Academy to take a more scientific look at the origins of talent in young students, much like what happened in pre-Tragedy days. XF-Ture Tech already had their eyes on one promising youth, “XF,” who they prepared to send to the West Academy. To place a representative into the East Class, XF Tech encouraged Hope’s Peak Academy to host the Ultimate Contest, with the intention of rigging the exam to get their applicant of choice into the school. This wound up being Min Jeung, who was placed in East Class 27.

Whether because of XF Tech’s request or simply due to respect for the history of the Academy, Hope’s Peak also once again began admitting Ultimate Lucky Students into their program. Their two candidates for Class 27 were Teruko Tawaki, who was sent to the West Academy, and Mai Akasaki, who was sent to the East Academy. XF Tech was quite interested in both of the students, but particularly Teruko. The way that her bad luck affected not only herself, but others as well, was very reminiscent of Nagito Komaeda, a major historical figure in both the start and the end of the Tragedy. XF Tech told both Min and “XF” to look out for Teruko as best they could, making sure nothing would come to harm their new test subject, and prepared to begin experimenting on Teruko’s luck.

Meanwhile, in the East Class, Mai fit in swimmingly. She grew really close with all of her classmates, but particularly with Min and Xander. Mai had already begun searching for Teruko several years before they wound up being recruited at opposite Hope’s Peaks– possibly because of their shared connection to good and/or bad luck– so when she heard a bit more about Teruko from Min, her interest was piqued. Recruiting her favorite Rebel to the cause, Mai asked Xander to sneak around in Hope’s Peak Academy to learn more about what the connection between the Academy, XF-Ture Tech, and Teruko was.

What they learned in the documents was the reality of what was happening in the West Class: XF-Tech was intermittently running physical and mental tests on Teruko to determine exactly what the range and power of her curse-like abilities was. Could her raw Ultimate power rival that of someone like Nagito, or perhaps even Junko Enoshima? Throwing a few mediocre lives at that question would be well worth the answer, wouldn’t it…?

Using their social connections and financial power, XF-Ture Tech arranged for West Class 27 to be taken to a self-contained abandoned mall to begin their most dramatic test yet: seeing if Teruko’s luck would carry her through a killing game against other Ultimates, just as it could have for Nagito or Junko or as it did for Izuru Kamukura. The killing game commenced, and while Teruko might not have been a target from Day 1, at some point in the story, someone attempted to kill her. And… It worked.

What a disappointment. Was Teruko’s luck really so weak when push came to shove?

But then, something truly unexpected happened: the killing game began again. Unable to accept her death, Teruko’s luck engulfed the entire mall into a time loop, running the killing game over and over again until the results were satisfactory. The rest of the world moved forward in linear time as usual, but the mall was stuck in an infinite killing game. XF Tech, amazed and delighted, diverged all of their resources into the study of this phenomenon, protecting it closely.

Mai and Xander were horrified upon learning this, and knew that they had to do something to save West Class 27. Mai, Xander, and potentially some others ran over to the site of the test to see if they could break in, get further intel, change someone’s mind, or anything to get the killing game to stop. However, as they did, they were attacked by XF Tech’s security, resulting in Xander losing an eye… and Mai losing her life. At that moment, Xander vowed that, no matter what it took, he would end the killing game and save the rest of West 27… or, at the very least, kill Teruko to avenge Mai’s life.

Meanwhile, within the time loop, the deja vu (and possibly some comments from the XF Tech-controlled mascot?) began to make Teruko wise up to what was happening. While her original plan was to get along with everyone in the killing game, trusting them and being their hero, she found that every one of those routes led to death and personal tragedy/betrayal. Teruko learned that, if she stopped caring about others, she could at least cut down on the personal tragedy aspect.

Teacher, as a perceptive and intelligent soul, was the next to piece together that something about the killing game was unnatural based on Teruko’s behavior. In one loop, Teruko winds up saying the APQ to him, revealing her new attitude. Either Teruko or Teacher could fit the description of the Forever Dead boy with how their minds began to fracture.

Outside of the time loop, Xander formulated his new plan. When his village was eradicated, it was a case of the rich and powerful obliterating the little guy with their unmatched resources. To fight back, you have to become as big as your attackers. You can only defeat a time loop with a time loop. You can only save Ultimates by putting more Ultimates’ lives at risk.

Thankfully, it wasn’t too hard to motivate the rest of East Class 27 to join Xander in his crusade. Although he himself may have been a love-or-hate figure amidst his classmates, everyone loved Mai, and wanted to help fulfill her dying wish. Plus, in theory, the plan shouldn’t risk any of their lives. Weaponizing the time loop killing game’s unending nature against it, the goal was to repeat the killing game as many times as it takes until Teruko dies as the first victim. Her luck has to fail her at some point– it’s a corrupt system; it can be broken, argues Xander– and at that point, they’ll simply end the killing game with no other casualties. To make it easier on everyone else, Xander even promised to be the one to make the first move against Teruko, every time. He left a note on him when the time loop started to always remind him.

Anyways, using some combination of Xander’s determination, Charles’ science, J and/or David’s money, Whit and/or David’s connections, and remaining vestiges of Mai’s luck (LGI “original” Color Theory pulling through???), East Class 27 managed to break the abandoned mall time loop. They pulled Teruko into their own killing game, “masterminded” by Xander, in which her luck would hopefully be less of an obstacle. The DRDT killing game we’ve seen thus far could be their first attempt or their thousandth, but whatever the case, the plan to get Teruko to die as the first victim hasn’t succeeded thus far. It’s especially hard to get it to work when Teruko has the lingering thought in the back of her mind that she can’t be killed… and when Min still has a vague memory that she’s supposed to keep Teruko out of danger.

Even though the altDRDT cast, West Class 27, escaped the time loop, they aren’t out of the killing game woods just yet. The East Class managed to catch them mid-killing game, after two Trials passed. But, due to the confusion of the time loop, none of them can remember what happened in that particular iteration of the game, or Teruko’s disappearance, which leaves them at only 11 participants. Quite the mysterious circumstance, indeed…

That’s the best I could come up with. Got some points of concern? Me too! Here are the ones I’m thinking of right now:

Would HPA (presumably headed by “Ms. Naegi”) really allow XF-Tech to do anything remotely close to what I described to Teruko?

How would XF-Ture Tech have known enough about Teruko’s luck when Teruko was 5 to recruit Min (and “XF”) to be in the correct classes at the correct time?

Is XF-Ture Tech really that important to the story?

Is Mai actually that close to Min and Xander specifically, or are we just biased because those are the two Bonus Episodes we’ve seen thus far?

Didn't Mai and Teruko have a more extensive connection than what was described? (Matching tattoos, phone charms)

Why would Teruko’s luck create a time loop specifically? Why wouldn't it come up with some other way to save her?

Why would the time loop only be constrained to the mall?

Would Xander ever be willing to come that close to sacrificing innocents’ lives for the plan?

Would the entire DRDT cast really be willing to risk their time, if nothing else, to enter a killing game just to "avenge" Mai?

What could they have actually done against Teruko’s luck to break the mall time loop?

How could they have guaranteed that another time loop would begin if they managed to steal Teruko?

Where did MonoTV come from?

Why would the students have themed the killing game around TV?

Why would they throw the embarrassing secrets motive into their killing game if it was only meant to kill Teruko/that “round” theoretically shouldn’t even happen?

Why would Xander not have written the kill Teruko Tawaki note to himself? (He probably didn’t based on the handwriting)

If not Teruko’s death, what marker would signal the loop point of the DRDT killing game? Whenever the killing game seems to end?

What motive would XF-Ture Tech have to (presumably) continue the altDRDT killing game after the time loop is broken and Teruko is gone?

Why does altDRDT have NG code bracelets?

I could probably come up with more, but these are all the major questions I could think of at the moment. While not a “question,” per se, another point of contention for some would be that this would make Xander the mastermind of DRDT. It’s not a huge point of contention for me, both because 1) an off-the-wall situation like this is exactly what I think Xander would need to properly capitalize off of any narrative setup he may have for being the mastermind, and 2) @/sentinel-kinjo made a really good point in the replies of my DRDT mastermind post that definitely had me questioning whether I should’ve put Xander (and Charles) higher.

Anyways, despite all this effort– or maybe because of it– I think I personally don’t really believe in the theory that DRDT is part of a time loop. Somewhat like the Arei dress-up theory, I feel like there are too many oddities currently left unanswered for the theory to be actually viable. Unlike the Arei dress-up theory, though, I think that this one has far more potential to become correct via us receiving more information that either fills in some of our plot holes or reroutes the plot to avoid some of the biggest grievances.

The only thing I really like from this theory is that the altDRDT cast is West Class 27, AKA Teruko’s class. That’s gonna be my new personal headcanon until proven otherwise.

I’m not the only one who’s noticed that the DRDT fandom has been feeling a little sleepy (Min reference) lately, so thank you, anon, for helping to keep me cooking on the series during this semi-down period. …Even if it took me, like, two months to actually finish. Thank you for your patience, as well.

And thank you to everyone for reading this far! I think my mastermind theory still wound up being longer than this (although it’s hard to tell with the pictures), but this one is still a doozy. Also, if you have anything to add on or argue against, please share your thoughts in the comments or a reblog! I’d love to hear others’ thoughts, especially given how loosely defined the time loop theory was. Whether you do or don’t, I hope you enjoyed. See you at the next inexplicably long analysis!

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Sorry for the long wait, dear anon. I hope you enjoy 💜

SMUT PROMPT REQUEST

PART THREE OF ARGUE

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PAIRING: Noah X OFC (Isabel)

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85. “I thought you said it was a one time thing?” 144. “I want you to keep going, forever"

S: It's the final day before the band heads back to tour and Noah wants to give Isabel something special.

CW: D/s dynamic, body inspection, collaring ceremony, unprotected p in v sex, choking (breath play), mild degradation

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Isabel stares just past Noah at the blossoming flowers behind him. In no time at all the scorching heat of summer will return. She inhales the sweet scent as she turns to the waitress, in the familiar uniform she had worn only months ago, and gives her a friendly smile as Noah orders for both of them. She gets overwhelmed by all of the choices when looking at a menu. Another rule she added to their relationship. Noah knew her favorite foods, how she liked her food prepared, and her unusual allergy to strawberries. 

As the waitress leaves, Noah grabs Isabel’s freshly manicured hands in his manicured hands. One night, Noah accidentally let slip that he loved having his nails painted and ever since then Isabel made it a point that together they got their nails done. Every little bit of time they could spend together. 

“Remember this was where we first met?” Noah asks, gently squeezing her hands. 

“How could I forget?” Isabel laughs. “Nick spilled his milkshake all over me while I was taking your order.” Noah throws his head back and laughs with her. “What a dumbass,” Noah shakes his head. “Jolly chewed him out for being clumsy.” 

Isabel laughs harder, tears pricking her eyes. “Of course he did, what a dad.” 

“I’m going to tell Jolly you called him a dad,” Noah playfully jests. Noah’s eyes flicker something primal and Isabel immediately quiets down. She cocks her eyebrow wanting to toe the invisible line of… jealousy?

“I could call him daddy?” Isabel quips, her lips turning into a satisfied smirk. Noah’s nostrils flare for a heartbeat. To Isabel’s astonishment, Noah swallows the witty remark. He lets her hands go to rummage in his pocket. 

Noah clears his throat. 

“Remember all those months ago when you said ‘I thought you said it was a one-time thing and then it turned into this?” 

Noah grabs Isabel’s hand and places something in it.

“I want us to be something more.” Isabel opens up her hand to find a rose gold necklace with a small “o” pendant on. She gasps out loud and stares at the chain. Her day collar. The one she has been eyeing for weeks now. 

“How did you-” 

“Babe, you aren’t very sneaky,” Noah chuckles. 

“Thank you!” Isabel beams handing the necklace back to Noah. 

He brings the pendant to his lips and kisses it softly before rising from his chair. Standing behind Isabel, he moves her long brunette hair to fall over one shoulder. He locks the discreet lock and presses his lips softly to her neck. 

“You look amazing,” Noah purrs as he sits back down. Isabel beams at his compliment. 

“Thank you,” she grins, her cheeks flushing as their food comes to the table.

Noah and Isabel eat and chat, ending their date with a celebratory glass of champagne. 

Isabel fidgets with the collar on the car ride home.

“I can’t wait for you to see how good you look in it. And only it.” Noah moans into the last word. 

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“Bedroom now,” Noah orders as he shuts the front door to their apartment. 

He can hardly wait to ravish every inch of his girl. He watches as Isabel practically skips to their bedroom, she too, feeling the same way he is; buzzing with anticipation and too much champagne.

When Noah opens the door, he has to lean against the threshold. Swallowing down a groan, he bites his lips as his gaze sweeps over Isabel. Standing completely naked by the end of the bed, her head bowed low, and her hands clasped behind her back. The LEDs glow purple illuminating her perfectly still body, shining bright before him. 

Her legs are spread and her shoulders rise and fall with each steady breath. Isabel is in her element. The hairs on the back of her neck stand straight as she feels Noah’s presence. Her insides tie up in knots as she awaits his inspection. 

“There’s my pretty girl.” Noah’s voice is low when it hits her, crawling up every one of her vertebrae. Isabel tenses her shoulders to stop the shivering in the column of her spine. He takes a few steps closer until he is inches away from her back. Isabel sucks in a breath as calloused fingers gather her hair to one side and then work quickly to unlock her collar. She bites back the question rising in her bones, but she knows better than to speak out of turn. 

“Eyes up.” 

The unusual directive makes Isabel’s stomach flip and her mind begins to wonder but she quickly complies despite her storming thoughts because if she waits any longer Noah will repeat himself and she was having such a good day, she didn’t want to get a punishment. 

When Isabel’s eyes meet his, Noah’s heart skips a beat. He knows she’s in a vulnerable position and is giving her a little grace to comply with unexpected directions. He sees a spark of curiosity in her eyes as she scans his outstretched hands for her collar. 

“May I have your hands?” Isabel blinks a few times before unbinding them from her back and placing them in his hands. 

“This collar represents who you belong to,” Noah starts, his voice a little shaky with nerves and excitement. Isabel has always wanted a collar and he wants to make this special for her. “I promise as your dominant to protect you and guide you with our agreed upon rewards and discipline to help you become the woman you want to be. Every day is a new day for you to offer your submission to me. I will accept it with love and compassion now and forever.”

Noah can’t help but grin when Isabel’s mouth parts slightly as she takes in a breath. Her eyes shimmer in the purple light as tears mist them. 

“Now repeat after me, okay?”

“Okay,” Isabel grins.

“I submit my mind, body and soul to your will. I freely give my life to you and know that you will love and protect me, teach and discipline me as we agreed. I will serve you and please you to the best of my abilities in this journey together. My desire in life is to belong to you. This I promise as your submissive now and forever.”

Isabel repeats every word with an unwavering confidence Noah has never seen before and it sets his core on fire. With the biggest grin on his face he walks over and fastens the collar back around Isabel’s neck. Before walking back to her, he whispers an ‘I love you’ and kisses the base of her neck where the collar rests.

“How are you feeling?” Noah takes her hands in his again. 

“Over the moon!” Isabel squeezes his hands as her big grin crinkles the corners of her eyes. “Can I see it?”

“Yes…” Noah lets go of Isabel’s hands and grasps her face, pulling her to him as he captures her lips with his. She yelps in surprise but it melts into a soft moan when she kisses him back. Noah licks at her bottom lip and she dutifully opens her mouth to him. He slips his tongue into her mouth and devours her. He wants to taste every inch of her. When Noah finally pulls away, he is breathless and so is Isabel. 

“I want you to ride me,” Noah pants as he hurriedly undresses. Isabel’s mouth pops open and her eyebrows furrow. She’s never been on top before, even in past relationships. “I got you, okay?” Noah winks at her as she continues to process his request. He settles onto the large bed and leans against the headboard. 

“Crawl to me,” Noah beckons as he strokes his hardening cock. He sucks in his lower lip as Isabel gets on her hands and knees. Her tits bounce with every sway of her hips. “That’s it, God you are gorgeous.” Isabel sits back on her heels waiting for the next direction. “Turn around and straddle me.” 

Isabel’s cheeks heat as arousal pools in her core. She can’t believe Noah is actually letting her on top. She shifts to sit between Noah’s legs facing away from him and then bends her knees to plant her feet on the bed. She yelps when Noah grips her hips and lifts up. She spreads her legs wider as he slowly lowers her pussy down onto his erect cock. 

“Fuck,” Noah groans while Isabel lowers herself more. Isabel bites her lip as he splits her open. She mewls as he bottoms out in her. “How do you feel?” Noah asks before kissing her shoulder.

“So full, but good.” Her head rolls back against his chest.

“Open your eyes pretty girl and look at yourself,” he whispers into her ear. 

Isabel’s eyes bug wide and her mouth pops open. Noah’s large body envelopes her small frame. A blush spreads over her neck and cheeks as she stares at herself bare and exposed. Overcome with shyness, she quickly looks away and covers herself with her arms. 

“It’s ok, Isabel. Do you want to stop?” Noah asks as he brushes a strand of hair away from her face. She takes in a shaky breath. Isabel has never felt so vulnerable before, yet it excites and terrifies her at the same time. 

“No, I just feel overwhelmed. It’s all so new. No one has ever cared for me like you do,” Isabel slowly uncovers herself and rests her hands on her thighs for support. Noah wraps his arms around her to comfort her. 

“We will take it slow, ok?” Isabel nods, breathing in his scent and relishing in Noah’s soothing body heat. 

“Look how good your collar looks around your neck,” Noah coos as he snakes his hand up between her breasts to play with her collar. Isabel’s cheeks flame to his touch around her neck, and instantly her pussy throbs. Noah chuckles against her ear as he feels her arousal drenching his cock. His dick twitches against her walls and she squirms. 

“You like my hand around your neck, dirty girl.”

“It’s your tattoos, and um… your nail polish,” Isabel confesses. She looks away from the mirror, away from Noah as the revelation weighs heavy in the room. 

“Isabel, look at me.” Noah’s hand slides up her throat, a silent threat if she doesn’t comply. Isabel’s heartbeat pounds in her ears. His hand is warm against her throat. She is not quite sure if it’s a welcome sensation. It’s not a hard limit for her and Noah knows it. They’ve never explored breath play before but with the way it makes her feel now, a frenzy of butterflies in the stomach, she wants him to continue. Her eyes meet Noah’s in the mirror. 

“Good girl, now tell me what you want.” Noah’s eye never leaves hers.

“Choke me.” Isabel’s pussy throbs against his touch. Noah grips her throat lightly and presses against the side not to cut off the airflow and slow the blood flow. Isabel keeps her eyes steady on him while she rocks back into Noah as he slowly thrusts into her.

“Fuck, don’t stop,” Noah grunts through clenched teeth, applying more pressure for a heartbeat longer before letting go completely. Isabel gasps for air but it drives her to bounce up and down Noah’s cock to chase the pleasure. Noah digs his nails into her hips slamming her body down his aching cock. He loves the way her tits bounce in rhythm with her body. It’s mesmerizing. He could watch her do this all day. 

“I need more,” Isabel requests. Her pussy walls claim his cock again this time she grinds circles around his cock. Noah’s head thunks back against the headboard, his mind starting to haze from the pleasure. He swallows down the pressure building in his core to give his girl what she wants. Isabel’s moan becomes muffled when Noah’s two fingers find the wet heat of her mouth. She closes her eyes and swirls her tongue around his fingers as if it were his cock, getting lost in the fantasy of it all.

“Just imagine it’s my cock in your pretty little mouth.” A shiver crawls down Noah’s spine when Isabel sucks him further into her mouth. 

“Eyes open, Isabel.” Isabel’s pupils blow wide when she watches Noah’s fingers slide in and out her mouth. “That’s my filthy slut, so needy.” Isabel whimpers as Noah pops his fingers from her mouth and immediately splits her folds apart. She jumps slightly, rocking against him when his slick fingers make contact with her sensitive clit. Noah circles her clit as Isabel quickens her pace up and down his cock. 

“I want you to keep going, forever,” Noah’s tone is deep and it sends a spark down Isabel’s spine and straight to her overstimulated clit. 

“Fuck,” she bites out. Noah matches each of her thrusts with his own. “Noah,” her voice breaks as the wave of her orgasm crashes through her. Her head rolls back and eyes flutter close. Noah keeps his firm grip on her as he fucks her through her orgasm. “Hold on, Isabel.” Noah’s thrusts become sporadic as his orgasm explodes through his body. “That was amazing,” Noah pants between breaths. He gently moves Isabel’s jelly legs back between his legs so she can rest on his lap. “How are you doing?” 

“Great,” Isabel hums, her eyes remaining closed. “I’m going to miss you.” When she opens her eyes again she looks at Noah in the mirror. Both of them are sticky with sweat yet glowing under the LED lights. 

“I’m going to miss you too,” Noah kisses her cheek, and they remain entangled in each other’s arms for a breath and a heartbeat longer. 

[welcome-tothe-harehotel]

sooo…what would happen if i stole 47 bars of soap?.. :> (HYPOTHETICALLY…)

[nocakesformissedith]

[shouta-edits]

Content warning: fire, b/d/sm mentions, nsft themes.

"Can I request a moodboard themed after a selfship with yandere!Dabi from BNHA where S/I is like. his mindbroken lil' civilian pet? With themes of dominance, fear, control/punishment, and blue fire? Can be nsfw themed as well (bdsm, ropes, shackles) if you want but it's OK if not." -anon requested

[askfordoodles]

"Darkest Timeline Nigel", evil alternate of my OC I felt like making.

Basically what Nigel would become if he finally snapped and killed Cortex and Tropy in the mindscape...

There's a lot more context/story, but tbh it just gets progressively more effed up, so let's leave it at that 🙃

[ladyveronikawrites]

Hi! Can I please have Noah x reader with number 5 from the kink list and number 67 from the prompt list?

Impolite Part Four

Read the story here.

30 Days of Bad Omens "Ethereal" PAIRING: Noah X Female Reader; Jolly x Female Reader KINK: Orgasm denial  SMUT PROMPT: 67. “what if i just leave you here, wet and needy” CW: orgasm denial, orgasm persmission, D/s dynamic, bondage, partner sharing/poly, sex toys, voyeurism/exhibitionism, collaring (submissive bracelet), unprotected p in v sex,

👑Royal Readers

(tag list) @signs-of-ill-portent @throwingmetothelions @the-way-of-words @kingdomof-omens @thebadchic @strawberryruffilo @badhedonist @crimson-calligraphyx

** I couldn't get this out of my head. I wrote it during a family picnic you heathens I love you**

“Good morning.”

A husky voice chips away slowly at the daydream playing in your mind as you stare out into the sunrise. You bring your coffee mug to your lips, reveling in the sweet scent of coffee and the silent serenity for a heartbeat longer. In the corner of your eye, the body fidgets behind you but you pay no mind to them. The hot beverage warms the back of your throat, waking your senses. You turn slightly to set down your mug on the small table beside the lounge chair you are relaxing in. 

As you turn back to face whoever greeted you, your chin is jolted in one direction and before you can process what is happening, warm full lips crash onto yours. You relax into his touch, your back pressed against the back of the chair. Noah deepens to kiss, slotting his body between your legs as he licks at your bottom lip. You moan into him as he captures your pleasure with his mouth and tongue. Threading your fingers through his hair you tug slightly earning you a groan from the tall man. Reluctantly, you break apart the heated kiss. 

“Good morning to you too,” you rasp, voice still full of sleep.

“Hey, I gotta get in my kiss before ‘you know who' wakes up.” You shake your head as Noah mocks Mr. Karlsson. “Don’t act like you don’t like it,” he smirks as he rises from the chair. You casually flip him off because he is right and you aren’t on the clock just yet. This behavior elicits a shit-eating grin from Noah as he makes his way back into the house. 

Your chest tightens when you glance at the time on your watch. Today is the day before the band leaves on tour. A strange mix of sadness and excitement swirls in your stomach.

You’ve learned so much about each of the guys and even more about yourself in the past three months. Tears threaten to spill from the corners of your eyes but you quickly wipe them away as duty calls. 

You find Noah and Mr. Karlsson sitting at the kitchen island, shutting the sliding door quietly behind you, you make your way to the coffee bar to start your morning ritual. As you grab Mr. Karlsson’s favorite mug, unironically with his name on it, you jump slightly as warm hands snake around your waist. Coarse scruff rubs against your cheek before soft lips take their place. 

“Stop,” Mr. Karlsson demands in a raspy whisper. “No rules today, dear.” 

He plants delicate kisses on your cheek and neck. You set down the mug as your mind begins to wander. Mr. Karlsson… Joakim plucks you from your thoughts by spinning you around to face him. Large hands grasp at your face and pull you into a burning kiss. Pulled from hot to cool by the rings on his fingers against your warm cheeks, your head begins to spin.

Relentless, Joakim splits your mouth open with his tongue and devours you. You melt into his touch moaning into his open mouth. A thud rings through the room as Joakim pushes you against the bar. He tilts his head to the side to deepen the filthy kiss. A warm tingle spreads from your scalp to your neck as Joakim tangles and tugs at your hair.

Embolden, you slide your hands up his chest and around his neck. You twirl your fingers through his locks then tug slightly, cautiously. He groans into your mouth as he ruts against your thigh. Heat floods your core and you can’t stop yourself from tugging harder. Your breathing shallows as you both fight for air and dominance. Joakim bites at your lower lip then pulls away.

Your hands instinctually return to your side as he cups your chin, his lust-filled hazel eyes searching yours for any sign of harm. Heat burns your cheeks as he assesses you. Your chest heaves up and down as you calm your breath and your racing mind. 

“Are you okay?” he asks taking a step back. Hazy from the rush of hormones a few heartbeats pass before you can answer. 

“Yes,” you rush out hoarsely. “That was-”

“Hot,” Noah interrupts. Your eyes meet his but you quickly glance at your feet as your cheeks redden even more. Embarrassed, you can’t believe Noah watched everything. Joakim tilts your chin to meet his gaze. 

“Hey, hi,” Joakim smiles and it melts away your insecurities. “Sorry Noah can be a kinky fucker sometimes and ignore boundaries-” Joakim looks over his shoulder and throws Noah daggers. Noah lets out a dramatic huff and gets up from his chair. “Are you sure you are alright?” Joakim returns to you as Noah comes to stand nearby yet still respecting your space.

“Yeah, just surprised that’s all.” You meet Noah’s apologetic gaze.

“Sorry.” Noah leans in and kisses your cheek then nips at your earlobe. “Not sorry.” You shove at his chest and he fakes stumbling backward flashing you a shit-eating grin before turning to leave. 

“Here, I got something for you.” Joakim takes your hand and guides you into the living room. As you sit down on the leather couch, he hands you a small box. When you open it you find a small rose gold chain bracelet with a small circular pendant. On it is a letter J embossed into the metal. Your submissive bracelet, like a collar but more discreet.

Joakim leans over, grabs the delicate chain from the box, and wraps it around your wrist. He locks the bracelet and brushes his lips against your wrist. “Mine,” he growls softly before kissing the same area and letting you go.

Suddenly, Joakim’s phone rings, shattering your intimate moment. 

“You can open the other bag, I’ll be back in a few minutes.” Joakim walks outside onto the patio for privacy. You pull two black velvet bags from the gift bag. In one bag you find a small pink insertable egg vibrator and a purple vibrating wand in the other. All at once it hits you why Joakim gave them to you. 

“Want to test them out?” Noah strolls into the room and plops onto the chair beside you. “I know you are ready for more, you give yourself away so easily,” Noah smirks.

Your mouth pops open ready to defend yourself but no words come out. He’s right though. They all can read your non-verbal cues but you can read theirs too. In the same breath, each one of them has helped you become more comfortable with yourself. 

Folio has helped you connect with your more wild and impulsive side so you can be less rigid. Ruffilo has helped you balance your work and hobbies and Noah gave more reading recs to add to your TBR amongst other shows to watch when you have time. Sadness grips your stomach at the reality of a quiet house. You’ve considered heading back to your apartment, which Joakim has graciously paid for while you stayed here, when the band leaves for tour but this place feels like home.

“What do you think?” Noah cocks an eyebrow in your direction. “Why don’t we show Jolly what he’s missing?” You glance at Joakim outside still on the phone. It is the last day you’ll see him and possibly the one and only chance he will let his guard down and admit his feelings for you. 

“Ok,” you flash Noah a grin as you rise from the couch and he grabs the two bags. 

Noah traps you against Joakim’s bedroom door. You barely catch your breath as Noah captures your lips with his. You tug on the hem of his shirt to pull him in closer. He tangles his hands in your hair just like Joakim did only minutes ago. Heat shoots through your scalp making you moan into Noah’s open mouth. Arching your back, you press into him deeper sliding your hands down his sides to grip his hips. You are positive your fingernails have marked his skin. He pulls away leaving you panting. 

“I wanted so badly to pull you from Jolly and fuck you in the kitchen. Both of us taking turns making you come undone.” Noah flashes a satisfied grin as he watches the blush creep over your cheeks. “Princess, you’re blushing and you can’t look at me. That means that fantasy turns you on.” Noah tilts your chin up to meet his lust-filled gaze. 

“Yes,” you moan breathlessly as you clench your thighs together.

“Yeah?” Noah smirks as he snakes his other hand down your front between your legs and under your leather skirt. “Let’s find out shall we?” He taps your thigh and you obey spreading your legs wide. His eyes roll back as he cups your covered mound. “No coming until Joakim tells you to, okay?” 

“Yes, sir,” you whimper as Noah slides his fingers into your already-damp panties and swipes them against your clit. Your knees bend to his touch and just like that his fingers are gone and working on the zipper of your skirt. All at once, Noah pulls down your panties and skirt as your fingers work quickly at the buttons of your blouse. Heart racing as arousal and excitement bubble in your stomach. 

“Are you okay with restraints?” Noah asks as he approaches the bed taking the toys from each bag. 

“Yes, I prefer them actually.” You climb onto the large bed as Noah adjusts the bed restraints.

“I know Jolly said ‘no rules’ but you know you can say your safeword at any time.”

“You know I know, Noah,” you grin shaking your head as he cuffs your ankle to the bed. “But I appreciate you asking every time. You all do and it's comforting.”

“We just want everyone to feel safe,” Noah replies as he cuffs the other ankle then moves to your wrists. Noah takes a step back and admires your bare beauty.

“You have no idea how badly I want to just take you instead, make you come over and over again on my cock. Have you screaming so loud Jolly will burst into the room.”

You squirm against your restraints as Noah crawls between your legs. The thought of Joakim watching Noah fuck you makes your pussy throb. “I know you love being watched, Ruff told me all about it, every detail from the night you were between both Nicks.” He leans over you his face mere inches from yours. “Do you want Jolly to watch?” All you can muster is a small nod, his proximity making your mind hazy. “Words dear,” Noah pecks a kiss on your lips.

“Yes,” you breathe out. The last syllable barely leaves your mouth as Noah crawls off the bed. He grabs his phone and types away a text, then turns on Joakim's computer which happens to be on the desk in front of the bed. The screen flashes on and you see the profile of Joakim sitting at the desk in the studio. His gaze isn’t on you but on something in front of him. Your jaw drops open as the realization hits you.

“Wait Noah-” Noah adjusts the webcam before turning in the chair. 

“It’s ok, Jolly agreed to it. You are safe, he has his earbuds in, and no one can see or hear you besides him. He has his phone propped up out of frame. The kinky bastard.” Noah moves from the desk so you can see the large screen better just as Joakim glances down and flashes you a small smile. 

“How are you feeling?” Noah asks as he grabs the wand vibrator. You watch mesmerized as Joakim slides a hand from the desk and onto his lap not hearing Noah’s question. Joakim starts to palm at the tent in his sweatpants. 

“Fuck.” You bite your lip as your eyes remain on the screen. 

Noah turns on the vibrating wand to its lowest setting and places it gently on your pebbled nipple. You shriek at the sudden sensation and buck your hips. Noah makes small circles around the hard bud; your clit throbs for the friction. Closing your eyes, you sink deeper into the pillows as the vibration spreads through your other breast. Your eyes spring open when something hot and wet flicks at your nipple. Overwhelmed, your back arches off the bed, and your mouth pops open. Instantly, Noah pulls his mouth and the vibrator from your overstimulated flesh. 

“Fuck you, Noah,” you bite out between shaky breaths. You have gotten to know that Noah secretly loves your filthy mouth, the one you can’t have around Joakim. Your little secret.

Frustrated, you can’t clench around anything and your pussy walls threaten to flutter. Writhing against your restraints you groan hot and desperate. Noah turns off the vibrator and smirks. You follow his gaze to find Joakim has discreetly freed his angry cock from his sweatpants and is stroking himself. Still in his meeting. 

“He’s thinking about you,” Noah declares; a hint of jealousy sparks in his eyes. 

“I can see that.” Shy, your cheeks heat and you look up at the ceiling embarrassed.

“I’m going to get us some water and I’ll be back. Seems like his meeting is taking longer than he anticipated.” 

Noah glances at the computer screen before shutting the bedroom door behind him. You can’t help but look at the screen again. Joakim is stroking himself faster. Precum glistens at the tip of his cock. When his eyes meet yours, he slows his movement, teasing you and himself. Transfixed, you barely acknowledge that Noah has returned with two bottles of water until you jump from the ice-cold sensation on your puckered nipple. You glare at him as he places the cold bottle of water on the bedside table. 

“Hey, I was just trying to cool you off.” Noah chuckles as he unfastens one cuff around your wrist and leg. He helps you sit up and drink, instantly the bed sheets dampen from your arousal. You fidget nervously as Noah sets the bottle down. 

“Are you good?” Concern fills his eyes as he searches yours. 

“Yeah, better now,” you flash him a small smile. 

“Good.” Noah binds your wrist again and kisses your forehead. When he grabs your ankle to bind it again his eyes darken slightly. “I see,” his gaze tracks the wet spot on the sheets then meets yours. “Don’t be embarrassed, it’s totally normal and Jolly loves it.” Noah crawls onto the bed with the vibrator back in his hand. You notice Joakim has tucked himself back into his sweats and his hands grip onto the arms of the chair. 

“You are glowing, an ethereal beauty, darling,” Noah purrs. “Let’s show him what he’s missing.” Noah turns on the vibrator again but this time presses it gently against your clit. You cant against the vibration your clit throbbing at the friction. 

“Breathe,” Noah instructs and you comply sucking in a big breath. “That’s it relax.” Noah circles the wand around your clit then lowers it towards your entrance. Your legs tense as the coil in your core winds up. He circles one more time around your clit before turning it off. Agitated you hiss a curse. Noah revels in your body’s response to his torture. When you look back at the screen, it goes black. Adrenaline courses through your veins. “What if I just leave you here, wet and needy.” Noah turns the vibrator back on but on a higher setting and plunges a finger into your drenched pussy. You throw your head back and shut your eyes tight, fighting your body to not come undone. Just as the wave threatens to crash, Noah gets up and turns the vibrator off. 

“Dammit, Noah.” Your lids flutter open and your jaw drops. Joakim is totally naked and is lining up his angry cock against your throbbing entrance. 

“I love and hate you both.” Joakim plunges in and out of you. He strokes himself a few times and shoos Noah out with a ‘get out of here you creep’ then curses him in his native tongue.

“Fuck you too.” Noah flips Joakim off before leaving. 

“Now where were we?” Joakim leans down and flicks his tongue over your sensitive clit. You buck against his tongue begging for more. Joakim digs his fingernails into your thighs as he laps up your arousal. “I’m going to miss you so much. Not just this-” he looks up at you. “But you. You are the light of my life, a blessing to all of us.” You blush at his compliment. 

“I’m going to miss all of you too, but especially this.” You wiggle to bring yourself closer to him. Joakim chuckles against your center before licking from entrance to clit. He grips your hips and aligns himself with your entrance teasing it with tip. 

“Me too,” he grunts plunging in and out of you, thrust after thrust chipping away at the dam about to burst. "You are close baby. I can feel it. Come for me dear. Come hard on my cock." 

You scream his name as his permission sends you over the edge. Your body tenses and trembles as he fucks you through your mind-blowing orgasm. Joakim grunts, finding his release soon after.  He stills inside you reveling in the moment as you both come down from your highs. With a satisfied sigh, he pulls from you and releases your ankles. Kissing each and rubbing the sore flesh. When he comes to your side he plants a kiss on your forehead and then onto your lips.

"I love you" he mumbles against your lips. Your chest warms and you kiss him back.  "I love you too," you confess as he unbinds your wrists. He kisses each wrist before heading to the en suite bathroom to get a towel to clean up. After you both dress, Joakim pulls you into an embrace. 

“I’m really going to miss you. We will be playing in town in a few weeks and you of course are VIP. “

“Thank you,” your heart overflows with happiness. You will miss seeing him and the guys, but you still get to help Joakim with work while he is away on tour. 

Joakim leans into you to whisper into your ear, “The toys are Bluetooth compatible so we can buzz you any time.” When he pulls back he smirks wide and you just shake your head at him before pulling him into another hug.

[prttygrlsv3kpop]

Size kink w/ Mark

Him loving to fuck you because you’re short n can barely fit him inside, so working you up every time makes him unbelievably horny.

Loving how plump you are n how you look like a little baby when feeling good; eyes screwed shut, mouth agape with your puffy lips dripping drool..

Mark not being able to help it and shoving his fingers in your mouth, listening to you gurgle around them.

Squeezing your neck to watch your eyes roll back, body falling limp.

“My little squishy baby, laying here screaming for me while I fuck you stupid. You’re such a cute little slut.”

Mark loves the way your thighs fly shut when you’re getting close, or when he rubs your puffy little clit..

He always has to pry them opened again but he doesn’t mind..

[hyper-cryptic]

her gender is beyond human comprehension...love this guys gender ngl

[fuckmechanique]

Imagine being made to sleep entirely naked except for a special harness made to keep your aching cunt stuffed full. And of course you're in the arms of a fully clothed dom the entire night so you can't touch yourself without being noticed.

[the-stray-pup]

I need a friend/roommate that casually touches and plays with me

“We should watch this movie.” Turning into them feeling me up while we sit together on the couch

Me cooking dinner for the both of us and them pressing up against my back, squeezing my hips while they tell me how good it smells

Telling me about their day while they caress my legs and occasionally brush over my dick so it’s hard for me to pay attention

Maybe multiple friends playing with me

Or one friend having a partner and both of them casually playing with me while they talk to each other as if I’m not there

[kirk-spock-fics]

master of a nothing place by strzyga

explicit CW: graphic depictions of violence, gore aos, kirk/spock feral!spock, d/s themes, mission fic, mission gone wrong, slash words: 6,643 'spock is stripped of his logic on an away mission gone bad and turns feral, incredibly violent and utterly brutal. when he comes across jim, though, he is possessive, protective, and even affectionate.'

[berryblu-soda]

Anyways update i just didnt bother to post earlier:

fr God is good and the whole car crash my parents got into last week was so incredibly mild in terms of injuries!!!! worst was a bruised knee im pretty sure

ALSO-

*taps mic* HUG YOUR FREAKING LOVED ONES OR SO HELP ME!!!!!!!