#daily life update

[futurewriter2000]

Daily life update

Haven't done these in a while and well... hahahahaha

Gonna start easy and say that I am consistent with my gym attendance, however now that I'm working, it's a bit hard to workout after 10 hours of suffering.

Losing my mind due to college. I actually am losing my mind. Uni is killing me slowly.

My schoolmates that we used to hang out with every day last year, didn't invite me to go with them on this conference, even though I told them to tell me, if they choose to go. It really upset me because I've never done anything to them and they choose to treat me like shit. So, I just decided to stop being friends with them because they aren't worth it.

I am still struggling with who I can and can't trust right now.

My driver's license still isn't complete. I have to apply for the final exam which is my last chance or I have to re-do the first exams again. Which sucks because I know how to drive but I'm just nervous on the final exam and can't think with them looking under my fingers.

Okay, now Dani, if you're reading this, I am so sorry and you intimidate me but my ex started texting me again and well.... just yesterday we went out and hooked up again... but it was fun and nice and I missed him. I am not emotionally invested though, like I was last time but I just missed having somebody to laugh with and good around with. It's just been a difficult period for me and he is one of the bright spots rignt now.

Also there are two more men around me... well, more but a few days ago I decided I am not looking for love right now because I have to focus on uni and my finances. But oh well, a lot has happened yes.

[nicxxx5]

Y'ALL I HAVE THREE JOB INTERVIEWS AKSDJLSKD

LET'S FUCKING GO!!!

[wolfclan-gen]

WOLFCLAN: MOON 7

Terracotta has a long conversation with Shimmerstar.

terracotta is 22 years old. shimmerstar is only 12. this is a PSA to keep your cats indoors.

<< read from the beginning

[nicodrawings]

Ok so I’m incredibly nervous about this but uh…

In the new year I’ll be starting the first part of my DC comic story called The Daily Life of Damian Wayne.

Just a synopsis, this is a story I had planned out a few years ago about damian being in high school. After another near death experience, Bruce would really like for Damian to have some normalcy in his life, especially since Bruce himself has to do the same due to him having to be home more to take care of Alfred who’s age is catching up with him. But Damian believes he’s above school and the trivial drama of high school life and much rather be doing more important things, like solving an ongoing missing persons case that has been puzzling the Batfamily over the past couple of months. But who knows, maybe High School isn’t so bad, especially when you have some old friends to help you out.

This will definitely be more of a character driven story, exploring Damian’s relationship with his family and friends and knowing more of Damian as a person and not so much as Robin. So if that sounds interesting to you I hope you’ll enjoy it as I work on it.

The first part (issue 1) will be about 20 pages. They’ll probably be uploaded to Tumblr as I usually put my comics on here.

[jmdbjk]

Looking back and forward.

2023 was one for the books.

It is Thursday, Dec. 7 where I am... Friday, Dec. 8 in Korea.

It is the last Friday for Namjoon, Taehyung, Jimin and Jungkook to be civilians. This is their last weekend to spend in their homes, at the company to work, running along the river, doing boxing workouts, ordering delivery food, loving on their dogs, doing the things they've been doing the last over ten years. It will be about 100 days until they get time off and can maybe spend some time back at home.

They are tying up loose ends, getting their shit together, preparing to put their lives on hold.

They will return to us in mid-June 2025.

I've watched their last group live several times after the english subs were up. There were a lot of things I saw and I have a lot of mixed emotions about it all.

None of us know these men, we are observers and all we know is what they choose to show us. Unfortunately, they can't control every single thing and people and the media insist on prying and publishing images and things about them that lead to unconfirmed rumors and misinformation.

In the approximately 38 minutes they shared with us, they conveyed that they are getting ready to go, they seemed in positive spirits. They conveyed that they were still working on things for us (except Jungkook).

They said there was A LOT of content coming, so much... they've NEVER ever reassured us like this before.

They asked fans to NOT show up at the induction site out of respect for the other men and their families also entering the military those days. They explicitly said "we are their face and to do them proud."

During this live, I saw Tae being the fantastically funny guy that he is. Tae was alight with excitement. He was anxious to learn from his fellow soldiers. He is a flower waiting to bloom. And seeing his friendship with Jimin maturing, flourishing, same age friends forever was wonderful.

And Namjoon trying to keep up with the crazy shenanigans of the maknae line. Trying to be the voice of reason: "it'll go by quick, we've left a lot of content. Jin will be back soon. We'll all get strong." But there seemed to be a bit of push and pull between he and Jimin... it was interesting. But he was lighthearted, positive, going into with an open mind. Get in, get out, get back to work.

Jimin, Jimin, Jimin... There was a bit of resignation wrapped up in Jimin's positivity. He wouldn't agree that it would go by fast and he didn't want to show himself with the buzz cut. I wanted to reach through the screen and hold his hand and reassure him we'd be here waiting and that we know it's hard to leave everything right now to do this. This man lives to do work on his passion. He's already had to stop once. Now he has to do it again. I think he is going into his MS kicking and screaming because he does not want to leave his youth behind. It is unfinished.

He said he had been sick. He coughed, sneezed and sniffled the entire live. I hope all of these symptoms have disappeared by Monday/Tuesday. I remember his friend Sungwoon had to delay his enlistment date because he tested positive for covid. Please don't let that happen to any of our four.

During this last group live, I saw a Jungkook that I'd never seen before. His vibe was so in tune to Jimin. I know he's been that way since... 2017? 2018? But this was so in your face I was dumbfounded. Jungkook constantly soothing Jiminie. The things they probably talked about while they were in Japan a few weeks ago, man, to be a fly on the wall.

ALL of those lives he did this past year flashed through my head, how unhinged he was the first few months, falling asleep drunk with the candle, calling out stalkers. ALL those times WE said he was missing Jimin because he was begging him to come eat chicken and drink beer, or come do a boxing workout, or better yet, "let me come over and we can shower together..." No... I meant to say: he can go over to Jimin's and wash up and do a live together. Yes, that's what he said. Beggged him. Tried to use Army as leverage. And all we got was Jimin saying he "can handle it" and "you know how my personality is"...

Jungkook watching all that Jimin content... something happened, some decision was made early in the year. Jungkook embraced it and ran with it.

And to know they are going into the service together, it still has me astonished but it all makes sense now. Y'all... they knew they were going to do this wayyyyyy back, not just in August or September when they applied. Jungkook said back in February (before someone lit a fire under his butt in March to start working on music) that he had to take care of his body for the next year. This has been the plan and Jungkook said "no worries, I got this."

2023 was A LOT.

Jimin, Face: the melodies poured out (as they seem to be free-flowing from him at any given moment) but he had to pry those lyrics out of himself. Jimin achieved a #1 BBHot100. And yes, it appears there were not just one, but TWO of those blasted cakes. I didn't know much about PDogg before Jimin's documentary but now I know how much he supported Jimin during this process.

Yoongi, D-Day: I got to see Yoongi in real life. That weekend flew by for me. One of the best weekends ever. As soon as the concert was over I said out loud, I need to see all seven on that stage. His concert tour filled a void for us. We needed that so bad after last year's gut-wrenching news that there would be no tour. And now he's fulfilling his social service. Let him serve quietly with dignity.

Hobi, Military: after tearfully sending him off, what we hear now is he's cracking the whip, though ever-so empathetically (not to be confused with emphatically) over those new enlistees every day. I need to see his boom chakalaka marching drills. Jimin said when he visited Hobi, he wasn't greeted with his ebullient "Jaman!" but more of a lowkey "oh, you're here."

Jungkook, his solo songs and album: Jungkookie chose to go the route of choosing songs that resonated with him. Over the course of years, Kookie has always shared songs with us. We used to love his song recs and his covers of very poignant songs. He KILLED those songs with his vocals. He did what HE wanted to do. And look how well he did with it, also a #1 BBHot100.

Taehyung, Layover: again, Taehyung did what he wanted to do. Not on his album, but Taehyung singing along with Karen Carpenter was never on my bingo card, ever! (a clip on his Instagram stories where he was singing along to "Close to You")

RM, we kept wondering: why isn't he enlisted yet? Someone had to wrangle the maknae. Not that he ever did that this past year. He cut himself over his left eye and had to get stitches... that's gonna leave a scar. Good thing there are 40 bajillion plastic surgeons in Seoul...

Jin is coming. The Head of Ministry of the Military making the decision that no celeb will be doing anything special, instead they will serve just like regular civilians. Sergeant Kim Seokjin will become civilian Jin of BTS on June 12, 2024.

Their constant looking forward to 2025

Skipping over 2024 for the moment...

BTS has to evolve. They must evolve. They are not going to be a 30 something year old K-pop boy band. Some groups might be stuck but BTS will not stay stagnant, they never have. They have to step forward out of that niche and they have been trying to do that incrementally for a while now. They’ve taken us in baby steps already through chapter 2, and Joon said the REAL chapter 2 will begin when they are back from fulfilling their service.

What will they be like? Will they reinvent themselves? Perhaps, but not overnight. I don’t see any sort of extreme makeover for BTS once they come back together. I do see them addressing more mature topics (as we’ve seen), I do hope we see songwriting from all members.

They don't need to abandon their Korean-ness in order to accomplish this. There is nothing stopping them from being a mainstream artist who just happens to be from Korea and who release songs that are in Korean.

I think the accomplishments that Jungkook achieved will continue to pull BTS out of the K-pop realm and into the main stream Pop music realm. They worked that western market. They got pushback, especially western industry institutions: Billboard and the Grammys. And they learned.

Progress is slow but progress nevertheless. They will cross over to general pop one way or the other. They are not going to stay in the kpop box in the future. Straddle both at the same time. They can do it.

For 2024:

I think comeback/HYYH 10th anniversary reboot is already in the works and has been.

I think PDogg will be working on the songs over the next year. I think they have recorded all this year.

I think when Jin and Hobi get back, they might record their parts. I also am pretty sure we'll see a full-bodied solo effort from Jin and more from Hobi. I think we'll get a ramp up to his discharge with some Hope on the Street content that he recorded before he enlisted.

I think we'll slowly see wheels start turning to get the machine going again much sooner than we imagined.

I think what we see next year will all be primed to pre-promote and whip up the excitement for 2025.

I just feel strongly that Bang PD would NOT have mentioned that specific thing and we would not be hearing the members constantly saying 2025. And especially saying 2025 is not that far in the future and that they are looking forward to the incredible synergy the group will have when they get back together. They've got a lot of work done already. They know already.

They said there is A LOT coming to us.

In about two weeks BTS: Beyond the Star docu-series will begin.

We know we're getting some sort of Jimin and Jungkook traveling content, whether a series or not...I'm leaning toward it being a multi-episode series. Camping? Drinking? Breweries? Beaches? Boating or sailing or both but separate? Fishing? Snow sports? They said it was fun.

We will see activity around all the solo album anniversaries. We still have an RM documentary, a Taehyung documentary and a Jungkook documentary. I bet the latter two will come out towards the end of 2024.

We might have Tae acting, we know he'll be in an IU MV soon.

About aging bangtan ...

Remember when we said this is Bangtan in 20 years?

I joke about it but seriously they are aware that things will be different as they evolve and age as people and as artists.

There are new groups debuting all the time and BTS is aging out of a certain demographic (as they should).

Yoongi saying "cruise with BTS" would be the best case scenario for their future.

I would love to be on that cruise if it ever happens.

[one-bunny-a-day]

19/12/2023

[studyblri]

🐈‍⬛️༉‧˚｡🎓𖤐₊˖°. a lil update ₊ෆ🍙⋆🫧‹𝟹🎧⋆˚✧˖

⊹ I'm done with my last internship!! which means im no longer a student, but now unemployed :DD

⊹ I went to a wedding for the first time in about 7 or 8 years, i think. it was lively! (I took the middle-left picture there.)

⊹ I (unintentionally) lost weight. Around 7-8 kilos since may. i mean, i needed to lose weight and I still do, but the fact that it happened without dieting makes me happy :)

⊹ I’m visiting Germany in September!! I’m sooo excited because the only time i’ve been abroad was for just 4 days, but this time i’ll be there for almost a month!! i’m trying to stay calm, but i’m seriously so excited!!!

⊹ I need a series to binge!! i officially don’t have school starting tomorrow!! it’s impossible to believe lol. i need some dramas to watch… please suggest some ;)) (i also love true crime docuseries!)

⊹ i still have some things to do, though—like graduation and internship paperwork. It’s just paperwork, but the deadlines are important, and there’s a lot of it. So, I still need to focus and get things done. (boo hoo)

⊹ College is over, but I still need to study for language proficiency and master's exams in November. I'll be updating this blog more frequently from now on!!

⊹ I'm starting therapy this month, and this time I'm determined to go through with it. i know it's a bit ironic, being a psychology grad and being scared of therapy :) But i never knew where to start or how to openly face the challenges. Sharing everything with a stranger also feels uneasy :) I still don't feel fully ready for it, but I've decided to cross that bridge when I come to it. I just need to take that first step,,

TL;DR

I’ve closed a chapter in my life now, and I’m already excited for the next phase—my master’s journey. For this summer, I had so many plans, but I couldn’t find the time for most of them :( Now, I’ll focus on relaxing while also staying productive over the next two months. I don’t want to push myself too hard, though, because I haven’t had a vacation longer than one month since 2020!

╰┈➤‎ ‧ ₊ ˚ ✧ [ ♡٭* 🎧💿༘ ⋆๋࣭ ] ✧ ˚ ₊ ‧

For the past two weeks, I’ve been listening to just this album. Thanks to Google’s algorithm, the moment I started listening, my YouTube recommendations were flooded with analysis videos about Tyler, the Creator and IGOR :) He’s truly an amazing artist, and although I don’t have enough knowledge to praise him thoroughly, I can definitely appreciate how impressive this masterpiece is. You’ve probably heard it before, but I hope you’ll click and listen to it from start to finish again when you see this post!

bye!

[royalelo]

I saved him, he needs me.

He needs me to love him.

I can fulfil that.

i can love him.

Post fugo was looking at under tha cut!! (light mode jumpscare 😰😰)

[chu-diaries]

140 days of productivity: day 21/140

damn how can someone be productive and still drink the recommended amount of water per day? i'm struggling a lot with this. today i was very productive, very creative and very hardworking, but i drank maybe 1 L of water and thought about work during my entire outdoor walk (which was supposed to be a break to recharge). i'm surprised that even with little sleep, i haven't felt sleepy during the day. i'm in a good mood and happy most of the time. today I basically worked until my eyes hurt (I forgot to turn on the light) and also packed some candle orders.

needless to say i'm absolutely obsessed with baekhyun (sorry sehun... maybe i have a new utt? my inner teenager is screaming) and that i'll only be cured when he releases hello, world. sorry moots, you'll still see me talking about baekhyun — aka king of kpop — for a while...

💥: day 15/29 (probably ovulating since I'm feeling so energetic and alive 👀)

💧: 1 L (which is nothing since it was 36 degrees today)

🏋🏻‍♀️: 🚫

🏃🏻‍♀️: walking (2,35 km)

🕯️: collected customer feedbacks + prepared content for social media + long meeting with my team to validate our strategies + packed orders (8 h)

🪘: 🚫

🇰🇷: I did my best to translate a bubble update from Baekhyun but I only understood a few words and had to resort to Google Translate 🥲

📚: 🚫

🎧: stronger - exo

📺: all baekhyun MVs

🛑: 1 day pick free (face is still recovering)

💊: vitamin c, omega 3 and iron supplements

[syrupsyche]

my boys are coming home

[futurewriter2000]

Daily life updates

22. feb. 2024

Today I was thinking about my self-value, as well as other people's value. I guess it comes to these kind of breaking points, where you realise that you're not valued somewhere, when elsewhere your value is much more increased. At work, I saw that some of my coworkers valued me to a point where they gave me a jacket because it's cold outside. Bless that woman. It means she cares. And other times, there are work people where they don't include you in important decision making and other work things.

Also, when it comes to value but deserves another paragraph, my friends from uni want to celebrate the end of semester tomorrow night. I can't because I work until 10 pm and I don't have any transportation connection to a town thats an hour away from me. They're all from there and they all have a car but I don't have my driver's license yet and to be honest, even if I would have it, I don't have a car and I wouldn't drive drunk. For a moment I thought, hey, maybe somebody can pick me up on the way there but that thought was quickly erased because... well, because they really aren't real friends. They don't care enough about me or value me. They always make fun of me because I don't have a driver's license (which I couldn't get a few years ago because of personal reasons but they don't know that) and I expected that too now. They did not disappoint in that era. One sent the message and the other laughed and I realised, since all day I have been thinking about value of other people and mine, is that I don't want to be somewhere where I'm not valued. Somewhere where people don't even care enough to ask why or say something good about me. They all drain my energy when I'm at school anyway. And they make me extremely sad. So they aren't friends. Not really, because friends don't treat each other like shit.

So I deleted my public instagram account because I can't- I just cannot deal with fake people right now. I need a break from all this fakeness and I want to be here, with real people, with people who see my value for who I really am. I do have another spam account. I have a few of people from that same friend group but I can just... remove them and they don't bother me much.

God, I am just so tired of not taking care of myself. I finally want to take care of myself.

[nicxxx5]

HI! I'VE BEEN SO DEAD!

BECAUSE I GRADUATED COLLEGE!!! AND IT WAS A LOT!

AND THEN I HAD TO GO HOME FOR A CONCERT! AND THEN TRAVEL BACK!

AND I'M SO TIRED!

BUT EXPECT MORE OF ME NOW I PROMISE!!!

[jay-wasreblogging]

Dharma (pt 2)

[vampir3-jack]

When waiters or waitresses refer to me as “baby,” “sweetheart,” “dear,” “love,” or “darling” … I just melt.

[dailypearldoodles]

[day 317] posca test with everyone’s FAVORITE final girl! manifesting a back to back pearl life series win for real

[academic-vampire]

𝙶𝚘𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚏𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚝𝚘𝚍𝚊𝚢