Sure you can monsterfuck and enjoy loving the monster for their otherness, but what about YOUR otherness? YOUR insecurities and idiosyncrasies? Wouldn't you like the monster to find you and see you in a way you couldn't? Wouldn't you like to be loved and feel how much it kills you not to be hated with how long it's been since you've felt something good?
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Aid Request
I am not used to making such posts, and I debated making it, in the first place... But I need help.
I have been laid off work on Dec 31st, 2023, and I wouldn't have been paid enough to pay what I need to, anyway.
I am in what I hope to be my last year of university. I need to take 2 exams and write my thesis. Unfortunately, I'm also over the usual years, which means I didn't get the state aid to pay less on the University Fees. The delay has been caused both my decaying mental health because of my family, that I live with, and other health issues I suffered in the past 2 years.
I wanted to graduate in March (which means not paying the fees), but my thesis professor said it will probably not be possible. This is due to her not answering my many e-mails about the thesis, so much that I had to ask the Uni tutor for help communicating with her... It's a whole damn saga.
Since dropping out isn't an option (I would want to, but I am not allowed to by said family, who think it would be shameful to drop out now and that people would talk, and that it's my fault for being lazy and stupid - I live with them until October, when I'm moving in with @michaelmilligan, and no, they don't have money to help me out), I need to ask for help covering the Fees.
One fee is already overdue, it should have been paid Dec 19, 2023, but I still hoped to graduate in March. It amounts to €1275 and I will also have to pay a fee over it as well, so it's more than that but I'm not sure how much.
The second fee is also €1275, and must be paid by March 15, 2024.
I can show both on my uni website if requested.
My next goal is to graduate by July.
All this said, I need help covering all of this at least...
If you can spare anything at all, please consider donating through my Ko-Fi or through Paypal (my e-mail is
[email protected]). If you'd like to get something out of it, I do have a Redbubble Shop. I don't have many things on it yet, but I hope to add more soon.
So here's what I need so far:
Goal: 0/2550
Thank you,
Dean
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whatever you do, do NOT think about how chimney spent most of his life believing he was unlovable. how he had to lie and pretend to be someone else because he thought people would like him better that way. how he started to loathe himself for lying yet carried on with it anyway since he genuinely thought it was impossible for someone to love the real him. if you think about this you’ll end up in tears like me
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I made this poll on Instagram as well, but might as well do it here too .
I'm considering opening a Ko-fi shop and I've been looking at fine art paper to print my art, which would give it better durability than photographic paper. Now my question is:
Furthermore, I'd like to ask how much you'd consider spending on a piece (without shipping included), just to give me an idea.
Thank you
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My thoughts on: The Golden Compass by Philip Pullman
This book was a re-read for me. I buddy-read it with @michaelmilligan, who had never read it before so that I could try to get back into reading. I managed to finish it, and it gives me confidence that I can go back to reading regularly again! Perhaps not as many books as I used to before, but still, reading!
Golden Compass is truly a classic for me, and I love the world created by Philip Pullman. The characters also also extremely complex and interesting, and I found myself crying or being affected by the story... Even while at work, ops. Lyra is clearly a kid, but very smart, and she tries to do the right thing. The other characters are complex, just like she is, and it's definitely a plus for me when I read a book.
I hope to re-read the second book in the series soon :)
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It's almost midnight and I need sleep but I wanna ask
Thoughts on self-Shipping?
(all asks and answers must be kept respectful towards me and others. This is a Judgment Free zone, a KINTOMATO zone, a don't be an asshole zone, and anyone being rude will be blocked)
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when 911onabc posts content without chimney it’s like the equivalent of walking past me as i bleed out on the sidewalk
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everytime someone writes an optimus/reader fic with him having a holoform of his real self and not a human one im like
bonus points if its bayverse and gender neutral or male reader
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