#definitely a real tweet you guys don't worry

[luvmyoui]

six - out

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gp!myoui mina x fem!reader

warnings: cursing

word count: 1,732

a/n: GUYS IM SORRY, I MEANT TO POST THIS EARLIER BUT I LOST TRACK OF TIME PLS FORGIVE ME😞😞

the constant buzzing of your phone roused you from your slumber, you tried to ignore it but the buzzing hadn’t gone away like it usually would. with a huff you sat up and received the call without checking the caller. 

“what?!” you said annoyance clear in your tone.

“check twitter, right now!” camila’s stressed out voice exclaimed from the other end of the phone. 

“okay, okay, gosh what terrible thing happen-” you fell silent when the twitter app loaded on and displayed a linked article stating a question along with a picture. 

SIXTH HARMONY’S Y/N L/N HAS A DAUGHTER? 

the article went on to explain how an anonymous source had sent a picture of the ‘happy birthday isla’ banner that hung behind you, you were squatted on the floor with isla’s cheek squished into yours. seeing the picture you immediately recognized it as one that was definitely taken the day before. you could only curse yourself for letting that man help bring that package into your home and forgetting to close the door. apparently there had been paparazzi waiting outside of your house and took pictures of the decorations while your door was open. 

“y/n? you good?” camila's worried voice pulled you out of your regretful thoughts. 

“y-yeah, just shocked. the thought of this happening never even crossed my mind.” you said, still in disbelief that this could’ve happened. 

“look at the comments though, we can go along with them and lie.” hearing this, with curiosity you scrolled down to see the replies to the tweet. 

REPLIES: 

sixtharmony4ever: why can't you people just mind your own business omg, leave my girls alone!!!

camilasolostan: wtf??? was y/n a teen mom?! iloveyn: so what if she was, its her life not yours.

laurenmll: why are you idiots acting like she can't have nieces😭😭 user872349: are you stupid, she doesn't have any siblings💀💀 laurenmll: are you? you're acting like she cant have any cousins☠️ laursss: girl lets be real, thats 100% y/ns kid camziezz: literally, cuzns arent twins💀💀

sixthharmonizerrr: these paparazzis seriously need to get a life and let celebs live theirs.

twice4lifee: guys why does that baby look exactly like mina😰😰minaluvzme: IM SAYINN once4ever: NEW SHIP???

minariii: *image attached* cannot tell me they are not the same person, literally give that kid a haircut and its mina.

lovey/nnn: why does the baby look like that one girl from that kpop group?!

harmonizeronce: does mina have a secret brother? twcmina: she literally said in multiple interviews she was an only child. harmonizeronce: thats why i said secret smartass.

seeing people defending you brought a smile to your face, you loved your fans. though you couldn't help the anxiety creep up your spine, what if they found out about mina. rather than worrying for yourself, you worried for mina, it might break her career if it's found out that she has a kid. you knew that the kpop industry was much less forgiving when it came to things like this. feeling another buzz in your hand caused you to look at the incoming call from your manager larry. 

“mila, larry’s calling so i’ll hang up now okay?” hearing a ‘kay’ from camila you hung up and accepted the call from your manager. 

“deny having a kid, say it was your cousins or something and that you hang out with her kid alot. I honestly don't care what you say, just make sure no one knows that it's your kid.” he said as soon as you had accepted the call

“and if i don't want to?” 

“that’s not an option.” he stated. 

“I'm not going to deny my kid, can I just stay quiet? i won't ever deny that isla’s my daughter, i'm not and never will be ashamed of her. sure i had her young but i don't regret it at all.” you responded with finality in your voice. maybe this was a stupid decision, but one parent had already left isla and you refused to disown her by saying she wasn't yours.  

letting out a sigh, knowing nothing he said would change your decision, your manager let out a fine and hung up the call. you let yourself fall back into your bed and just laid there hands and legs sprawled out. hearing the creak of your door opening made you lift your head a bit to see isla standing there. she ran over to your bed, when she reached it she proceeded to lift one of her legs up trying to get onto the bed. you smiled down at how cute she looked, stopping her struggles, you sat up and pulled her onto the bed next to you. with her small hands she pushed you down onto your back and jumped onto you, cuddling her face into your neck. 

“when will i get to see mommy, i only see hew in pictuws.” isla said into your neck, she was very clearly distressed, and you could only think of the day before when she had questioned mina’s want to even see her. 

you honestly didn't even think mina wanted to see her, sure she sent gifts but you doubt she’d want to see isla. she always thought of the child as a burden, as something that you were supposed to care for. the thought brought a frown to your face, you wished for mina to see isla and acknowledge her as a daughter. 

chaos had ensued in the twice dorms, although mina only shared a dorm with nayeon, all the girls were currently at the dorms. as soon as they had seen the tweet they rushed over, hoping that it wasn't as they thought. 

“so what, you just left her alone with a kid?!” jeongyeon exclaimed, clearly upset at the mere idea. 

“uh- well it wasn't like that, i wanted to pursue my dream and she was holding me back. also i send them money and gifts and pay for the apartment, i’m fulfilling my role as a parent.” hearing this, all of the girls continued their attack, throwing objects at mina. she tried to dodge but there were too many coming and too fast. 

“god i knew you were a douche judging by the amount of girls you bring home, but this is just unbelievable.” momo said, followed by a shoe being thrown at mina’s head. 

“you guys are unbelievable, i'm your member, not her. plus, are you forgetting the part where i literally send gifts, money, and pay the bills?! also she didn't want me to follow my dream!” mina exclaimed, why couldn't they understand her side?

“yeah, and are you forgetting the part where you got her pregnant. whatever she says doesn't matter, as the person who got her pregnant you should have taken responsibility.” jihyo voiced out, clearly annoyed by her excuses.

“I do take responsibility! how many times do i need to say that i give them money, i spoil them incredibly!” mina cried out in exasperation, how many times did she have to say it for them to understand?

the yelling and throwing of things was stopped the moment the door to the dorm opened, their manager walking in. “mina, there better be a good explanation for this.” their manager said, glaring at mina. 

“uhm- there really isn't one, it’s exactly how it seems.” 

“how do you even know y/n?!” their manager exclaimed, not being able to wrap her mind around this situation.

“we uh- we were high school sweethearts, we dated throughout almost the entirety of highschool.”

“what?!” everyone exclaimed, not knowing that they were in that serious of a relationship. 

“wait, so do you know any other celebrities?” chaeyoung asked in disbelief, she had been a fan of the group's music for a while and couldn't believe mina knew them.

“uh- yeah, shawn mendes, he was my best friend since middle school and camila, but she was y/n’s best friend. and i mean camila never really liked me.” 

“you knew shawn mendes?!” chaeyoung exclaimed, being best friends with shawn mendes was insane to her. 

“yeah, i still talk to him from time to time too.” mina said, scratching the back of her head as she explained. 

“mina, i hope you know that we will be going to the US for the billboard women in music awards. and sixth harmony will for sure be there.” their manager said to mina.

“what!?” mina exclaimed, the thought that she might run into you again was now starting to eat away at her. she didn't want to see you, but at the same time she wanted so desperately to. 

“oh yeah, i was gonna tell you.” jihyo said, everyone surprised that mina didn't know. 

everyone had left by now, and it was only mina, nayeon, and the two beer bottles on the coffee table in front of them. mina usually didn't drink, her intolerance for alcoholic drinks being the reason, but after today she just needed a drink. 

“what do you think? do you agree with everyone else, you think i'm an asshole?” mina asked, not offended but wanting a genuine answer.

“I mean what you did was very assholey, but i mean it’s never too late to change you know? i mean i’ve lived with you for like how long? three, four years? and i mean i think i know you best, and i can say with confidence you’ve had at least a little character development.” nayeon said, taking a swig of her beer. 

“but what do i do? I feel like what me and y/n had is broken by now. I don't think she’d even want me to meet isla.” mina said, she would never dare say her true thoughts. and i mean, could you blame her? 

all she knew about this kid was that she was 3 years old and that it was hers. she didn't even know what isla looked like until she saw the picture on twitter. she felt terrible for even thinking it, but she didn't really care all that much for this kid. you on the other hand, she had known you for a long time, she loved you, she had a kid with you. she didn't regret pursuing her dream but she wished it didn’t include losing you. 

“just talk to her, when we meet her. try to just talk it all out.” 

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[sophieinwonderland]

r/FakeDisorderCringe doesn't know what biblical canon is, atheists are offended by saying God is plural, and other people casually throwing out some blasphemies and ableism!

👎

For uncreative title.

Atheists Pretending To Be Deeply Offended...

So, let me guess, you're not actually Christian are you?

Those guys sure aren't.

So weird how people pretend to be offended over a religion they aren't even a part of.

(Let's be real though, that's most of the tulpa discourse.)

Oh... you considered converting.

That clearly gives you a say in this conversation. /s

Meanwhile, my host actually lived the religion. He was Christian through his teenage years, and as a child helped his mom teach Sunday School and went to sleep every night on a Noah's Ark pillow.

Sorry, I distracted from your point. We're thieves stealing from a religion. 🙄

Okay, let's talk "canon!"

I just... I LOVE this whole conversation! 🤣

THIS is actual cringe.

Does anyone see the issue here?

I'll let u/AdSuccessful3533 spell it out. Possibly the only person with sense in the thread.

It's not just Catholic Canon either, but Biblical Canon! Like, there's a whole Wikipedia article on it!

The sheer self-righteous ignorance of r/Fakerdisordercringe (and r/systemscringe) never ceases to amaze me.

All of these people so bent out of shape over the use of "canon" to describe biblical text as if that's not been in use for hundreds of years!

"Something a middle schooler would say."

The Heresies!

That's correct. This is NOT the modalism heresy.

Modalism suggests God is a single unified being who reveals himself in different forms. God being plural would mean that God is three beings in one. This is completely in-line with the views of Trinitarianism.

An example of the modalism heresy would be more like this...

Comparing God to Optimus Prime, arguing that they're just different forms like Optimus Prime in a truck form vs him in a robot form, is modalism.

But if modalism isn't enough, we've got some tritheism too!

Besides the tritheism... it's really hard to take people who are calling tulpas appropriative seriously when they don't even know basic facts about the most popular religion in the world.

Also, the part about System not being a term for a person with DID is technically correct. System is, rather, the term used for the total collection of all the alters. But it is very much a term used by psychologists and it's accurate to refer to the Trinity as a system in this way.

Also, if the Tritheism bothers you, don't worry! We're going to go right back to modalism.

The H2O metaphor is controversial for the same reason as comparing God to Optimus Prime. It suggests God is simply changing form to become these different things.

Miscellaneous

Can you show me that rabbit hole?

I'm the one who Tweeted that, and have NEVER been on the OSDD sub.

Who do you think I am?

No... it definitely doesn't sound right. Religion shouldn't just be a thing for neurotypicals.

If one believes in God, then surely God made all people, including those of us who have mental illnesses. Why should Christianity and biblical references be kept away from people with mental illness other than ableism?

I mean, if by in peace, you mean without endogenic systems, then no. You can't.

We're here and we aren't going away. Ever.

And we exist in all spaces, including in your churches and your religious communities. And Christian systems shouldn't be expected to hide who they are because our existence bothers bigots like you.

We're going to share this world, and we're going to share spaces. And that includes churches and religious spaces too. Deal with it. 🤷‍♀️

Acknowledgements:

I would like to thank everyone at r/fakedisordercringe for giving me the free material. For a subreddit that's designed to laugh at people for supposed "cringe," you all sure are a goldmine for it! 😜

[seeingivy]

method acting asks!

first of all, you guys ate the style chapter so bad EEK im so glad you guys loved it. more where that's coming from! been having the worst week but watching people react as they read has been super fun and I thank you all for that :')

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMM2wqGJV/ oh bestie...oh you're SO RIGHT. like y/n's nickname is princess but I definitely think as time goes on historia fits more of the princess vibe and y/n as the popstar. also some part of their friendship is loosely based on olivia rodrigo and sabrina carpenter, just like solely as vibes so

https://x.com/erjgrs/status/1765732630643851685?s=46&t=Uk-oZnZapecdEA4wRzncKw real. a picture lana would post and the quote tweet would be y/n.

(this isn't a method acting ask but it's eren and legit the only eren thing i've written since july so it counts)

hi!!!! thank you so much for the love :') i'm so excited to share it with everyone!

the opening and ending songs are the same! I make a shinzo sasageyo joke in the next set of tweets....I agree with you, I do think that they would write all the music that was included in the actual show and that certain songs are for ceertain characters

table scenes twitter reactions coming...your wish is my command...

vampire by olivia rodrigo, ding ding! one of my fav songs that I get to include i'm so excited eek. I def think lana would cover the song but I think the main like song she would write about ricky would be something like would've could've should've by taylor swift/goddess by laufey/ or history of man by maisie peters

I hope you have a lovely day too!!!! thank you so much for supporting me :')

I actually considered going with heavenly bodies as the theme for this met gala in the fic (just bc that was litearlly the best met gala) but I ended up deciding against it. but I totally get what you mean,,, they would serve....

also a slight hint, but I did end up giving lana marilyn monroe kim kardashian controversy dress because that is something that lana would do. also in general, lana/clarkson's are based off of kardashians (if you couldn't tell) so....it fit

HARD AGREE. I think whatever they bond over is something that eren just...can't do. like if they're watching a reality tv show and really invested, he'd sit there being like....it's fake just to get mad glares fro zeke/carla/and i'm adding colt to the mix. eren's cool with the kiddos (falco and gabi) but y/ns cool with the big brothers (zeke and colt)

@najaemism omg I'VE ACTUALLY NEVER HEARD THSI SONG BEFORE but actually you're so right. also very mikasa during jeankasa meltdown.....also historia (more on that later)

@leave-rae-alone HI POOKIE! don't worry...I disappear off the face of my blog like every other week. I hope you're doing well and take time to rest!

am I allowed to say megan thee stallion bc I am in love with megan thee stallion? but actually though, I think her style fits the character, she likes anime and this is an anime fanfic, and her using like stuff from tokyo ghoul as references during the nicki drama is actually something that I think y/n would do. also I just love this outfit i would include it as a red carpet outfit or something

hm. there are a few that @/bsenpai and I mention bc we actually talk about method acting everyday like its an illness. I think y/n and eren would do she's the man (that's the movie they've promised ethan cole btw), eren and y/n also do pride and prejudice 2005, I also think she would act as the daughter as interstellar. those are the ones that come to mind rn!

no comment. you did ask this before I posted the chapter tho but you like manifested that one hard so.

LMFAOOOO. wait can I tell you the funniest thing....is that I actually think young gojo in method acting would be like young justin bieber. like i had this thought the other day when i was listening to somebody to love and i was like....ok chill out gojo damn. like I naturally think he would have that charisma and be one of the first people to pop off on youtube....but he would not flop like current justin bieber.

that's all for today. here are the songs + some hints for the next chapter:

see you again by tyler the creator ft. kali uchis, end game by taylor swift, and vampire by olivia rodrigo

an award wrapped in a ribbon

a red lipstick mark

smashing a crown

sukuna splashing a glass of wine in someone's face...soulmateism if you ask me

there are some of these i think you could technically figure out. but oh well, I will see you then!

[kkami-writes]

HI OP HI KAIA I just finished bingeing literally everything that is out rn in the waiting for us series and. I have to start by saying im so sorry for spamming ur notifs

I HOPE U CAN FORGIVE ME I AM SO SORRY BUT IT'S 1AM RN AND I JUST DISCOVERED THIS SERIES AND I LOVE IT TO DEATH

the premise alone had me so so hooked but I absolutely ADORE the social media format?? like the combination of texts/tweets/writing is actually so genius to me like it is such a creative and engaging way to tell the story and I absolutely fucking love u for it <3

MIO MY HEART ACHES FOR MIO I WANT HER BROTHER (AND PARENTS??) TO DIE A SLOW AND PAINFUL DEATH SO SHE CAN JUST BE HAPPY FOREVER W HER 8 SOULMATES ALREADY :(

the amount of angst in this series I love sm. when seung was texting hyunjin about mio?? broke me. I am so not okay I almost cried real tears at that chapter like how dare u do that to my fragile little heart (/pos !!!) I also noticed u being super considerate with your sh tw for that one chapter, a lot of authors don't rly do that so thank u for that tldr at the end I love u and u deserve a kiss on the forehead

aside from the angst I absolutely adore the crack humor and fluff in this series LMAO <333 I just can't describe it but waiting for us!skz is just. so skz. like it is so them I have no idea how u managed to put their exact entire beings into these texts and tweets but u did and it's incredible and I'm so immersed in the series I love u sm

ANYWAYS I'm so sorry for the entire essay... if u didn't read this and u end up blocking me for spamming ur notifs sm I understand BUT I HOPE U KNOW I LOVE THIS SERIES SOOO MUCH <33 idk how the taglist works bc I think it said 50/50 but? please tag me in future updates if you're still open to adding people!! I can't tell u again how much I adore this series and how invested in it I ammmm thank u for your incredible writing op!!! <333

- heather <3

haha omg. I don’t mind the spam!!! i’m goad you’re loving it. the social media format has definitely been my favorite since I discovered it!! I’ve always enjoyed writing dialogue more than anything so texts are a great way to do that.

I accidentally made seungmin a little too angsty but!! he’s just a lil tsundere who’s kinda afraid of his feelings because he feels them so strongly and so intensely. there’s definitely a little more to his backstory that you guys can look forward to 🤭

of course!! tws are super important to me as someone who is easily triggered by things. I had wrote mio/yn as someone who struggles a lot because as someone who deals with depression and chronic anxiety, writing about it and having someone be comforted by it is really cathartic. I know it’s not for everyone and that’s ok!! I have much more less angst fic ideas too.

AAAAA thank you so much!! as a baby stay I’m really glad people enjoy my characterization of skz! I’ve been binge watching a lot of content and I was worried about writing them in the beginning because I am a baby stay but i’m very happy 🩷

don’t worry!!! I absolutely LOVE your long message and kind words!

right now the taglist is full but i’ll put you on the waitlist! thank you so much for enjoying waiting for us! this fic is my baby tbh.

[solidwater05]

Here's a link: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/GFcyHDkW0AA_SFm?format=jpg&name=900x900

It's from NGL

Mandatory 'don't harass anyone in this story' disclaimer

[ID: An image with the header "send me anonymous messages!" and the text "do you know who this guy keter guy (@solidwater05) on Tumblr is? he's been shit talking you for some reason". /End ID]

Alright so. I talking about this with an acquaintance and she tracked down the tweet (link), so this is real

Now, I don't know this person, and I definitely didn't shit talk him or anyone else for that matter.

I have an idea of what's going on but I'm too tired to explain it. It's not really a big deal, just minor internet drama, so don't worry about it

[baekhvuns]

Omg, sorry Baek I forgot to reply!

Idk what's going on in Munich, I used to visit the city a lot and even went on a student's exchange, but didn't notice anything unusual 🤔 sus, maybe it's in the water. RM vs Liverpool was boring from what I've seen, but at least Madrid won, as usual thanks to Benzema

Ahhh I knew you'd mention VAR lmao. But FUCK VAR ACTUALLY https://en.as.com/soccer/how-many-points-have-real-madrid-and-barcelona-won-or-lost-due-to-var-n/ not so fast Baek, you're not bringing us down woth you. Why is Barca's management such a mess, fraud and poor too??? 😭

Can't expect too much from a guy called Kyle 🔫 embarrassing and pathetic behaviour

Right, Indian food is full of plant based dishes, it's one of my favourite cuisines. Western veganism to me is white fitness people going vegan for health reasons and eating food with no flavour. I actually have a friend who's sensitive to flavours, so she eats pretty bland food, but most vegans don't care about health that much jjshshkakwjsjsjw so we just eat junk, but vegan. If you serve me a simple raw salad I might cry. I don't think I have a fave dish, but I'd say vegan burgers are on another level. Years ago they were just dry bean or chickpea patties with some veggies, no flavour, no texture. Nowadays even meat eaters love them. I also love vegan noodles, be it ramen, pho, pad thai, whatever. If you're a cook or a chef and you're scared of making plant based food idk what to tell you 💀

I recently went to these two places I've never been to https://www.happycow.net/reviews/camouflage-seoul-272416

https://www.happycow.net/reviews/bab-full-ggot-seoul-204380

And one vegan cafe/restaurant called My Sweet Kitten or something like that 😭❤

SM might be free from Hybe, but they need to get their shit together https://twitter.com/allkpop/status/1635527942045331459?t=Vd3fzxk1qrcfuyjGn6MeLA&s=19 🔫 they just won't stop. LSM needs to be banned from life 🔪 And this https://twitter.com/girlinreallifee/status/1636035944171069444?t=nxKYNLJ13X91O2FIPaXUeA&s=19 too fucking funny. When a guy asks a girl out and she rejects him, so he calls her ugly or says it was a bet anyway 🤡

Oh you don't eat raw tomatoes? Literally every European country does that. I'm not a big fan of eating them like strawberries, but Balkans, Slavs, Italians, Spaniards - we all eat raw tomatoes with salt and pepper (and some additional herbs) quite often. Sugar... I can't approve of. Apparently San - another veggie hater taught Hwa this tomato trick

So some Ktiny tweeted screenshots of a fabricated message saying they were sued by KQ for sexual harassment and everyone was like??? Lots of people weren't sure if it was real or not. Then another user tweeted "I-fans don't worry it's a joke between friends, very popular in Korea 😄" bitch?!!?!??!

As much as I wanna see Ateez, I'm just used to missing their concerts at this point. My friend and I came to the same conclusion - it's been years since we last came to Japan and Korea. Tbh I'm tired of Ateez on tour (aka going to the same places every few months, attending KCON - I'm happy they get invited, but ffs calm down). I'd rather if they gave us some interesting content. I know they love performing, but it's too fucking much, such a money grab and it's definitely not good for their health. They don't need to be MIA for months, but I just wanna miss them y'know? The amount of content and schedules is overwhelming. Quality over quantity pls! And they can still do things that would benefit them as a group and individually.

AOS p1>>>AOS p2 is a common opinion in my circle so I thought it was a popular one. I think some people liked s2 more because it was simpler and bigger on romance and cute moments. I haven't seen p1 of The Glory, I have it on my list, but I just haven't been in the mood for it. I finished s4 of YOU though and WTF 😭

This is sending me into oblivion they're too cute and funny https://www.koreaboo.com/news/fans-matchmaker-exo-kai-sf9-yoo-taeyang-bubble-rover-viral-instagram/ literal 15 year old school boys. Btw Kai https://twitter.com/1117FOLDER/status/1635461639481839617?t=2KIZV3VrhBXc5IzlYDaF8Q&s=19

My cats when they get the zoomies and act silly goofy https://twitter.com/sansangbear/status/1635642904914845700?t=QXN7XP-0u1vY-KWLZZcfbg&s=19

Uhmmm okay https://twitter.com/Kpopmap/status/1635117596780511233?t=8up6MouMUAR1Dk-2s_wERA&s=19

Can't stop staring Baeksy https://twitter.com/pseonghwapics/status/1635212406245982212?t=2e-xLBDInzZMMl9B348zRQ&s=19 and wow https://twitter.com/hehetsohvi/status/1636051216932257797?t=n8jDLABWyud-oEDgacoDcw&s=19 the complexion, the side profile (nose), the STARE

MOOOOOOOOODEEEEEEEL I NEED HIS COAT https://twitter.com/nobodylikehwa/status/1636512302957469701?t=xMioCJMB0HsoLnLgqilVEw&s=19

I've been laughing at this for a while WHY DOES THE VIDEO FIT SO WELL it's kinda a niche joke but when you get it 😭 https://twitter.com/youngluvdotcom/status/1635059301785157632?t=JvNWTGu-wTcduSKdEcEFcw&s=19 - DV 💖

hi hello!!

Omg, sorry Baek I forgot to reply! //// Idk what's going on in Munich, I used to visit the city a lot and even went on a student's exchange, but didn't notice anything unusual 🤔 sus, maybe it's in the water. RM vs Liverpool was boring from what I've seen, but at least Madrid won, as usual thanks to Benzema

no worries! have fun on ur trip!! i don’t want u to worry about responding 😭😭 OOOOOO EXCHANGE IN MUNICH??? anon seriously what a cool lifestyle u lived 🤚🏻 maybe u didn’t nOTICE BC UR A WATER HATING PERSON AND DIDN’T TRY THE WATER 🔫🔫🔫 it really was boring! thought they’d keep a 0-0 but benz came in clutch,, for el classico i have no idea what they’ll do, but all i know is the messi back @ barca rumours are FUELLING me

arsenal…is everything ok there anon 😶 and 😭😭

Ahhh I knew you'd mention VAR lmao. But FUCK VAR ACTUALLY https://en.as.com/soccer/how-many-points-have-real-madrid-and-barcelona-won-or-lost-due-to-var-n/ not so fast Baek, you're not bringing us down woth you. Why is Barca's management such a mess, fraud and poor too??? 😭 //// Can't expect too much from a guy called Kyle 🔫 embarrassing and pathetic behaviour

LMFAOOOO NOW NOW NOW DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THOSE UCLS "WINS" AND THE WINNING LA LIGA BY 3PTS U MADRIDISTA 🔫🔫🔫 leaked reports are out and i guess they are innocent as of now,, tho that perez is sussy TEBAS IS A MADRIDISTA FBWNDHSJ as a president idk how this man been ruining la liga and now since they don’t have money he’s trying to butter up to messi to come back,, no literally all kyle’s are like that, bro just fed into the stereotype even more

now 👁 no wonder casemiro never got a straight red in la liga but in pm jdfksjhslhfhkjawf

Right, Indian food is full of plant based dishes, it's one of my favourite cuisines. Western veganism to me is white fitness people going vegan for health reasons and eating food with no flavour. I actually have a friend who's sensitive to flavours, so she eats pretty bland food, but most vegans don't care about health that much jjshshkakwjsjsjw so we just eat junk, but vegan. If you serve me a simple raw salad I might cry. I don't think I have a fave dish, but I'd say vegan burgers are on another level. Years ago they were just dry bean or chickpea patties with some veggies, no flavour, no texture. Nowadays even meat eaters love them. I also love vegan noodles, be it ramen, pho, pad thai, whatever. If you're a cook or a chef and you're scared of making plant based food idk what to tell you 💀

indian food may visually not be appealing but the food hits, always hits 😭😭😭 hUHHHH THATS INTERESTING i think many americans go vegan and think there’s like no flavour or only specially use salt and pepper when there seems to be so many varieties in it! fast food restaurants should ngl cater to vegetarians & vegans, not only will it give them more money but at least we’d have something to eat 😭😭 VEGAN BURGERS YOU ARE SO CORRECT ON THAT !!!!! here, most (literally probably three) restaurants use soya as a substitute and it ngl it tastes better than meat, to the point even meat eaters enjoy it,, question! have u tried the indian manchurian? since ppl mostly eat the chinese one, i tbh find that one bland 🔫 no bc how hard is it to make something plant based food, u can literally not even use plant for it,, u got flour, potatoes, rice, spice?? how much more u want 😭😭

I recently went to these two places I've never been to https://www.happycow.net/reviews/camouflage-seoul-272416  //// https://www.happycow.net/reviews/bab-full-ggot-seoul-204380 /// And one vegan cafe/restaurant called My Sweet Kitten or something like that 😭❤

omg anon thank u for introducing this app to me i need it so bad for travelling im in debt if u bfnshdn THE FIRST PLACE IT LOOKS SO DELICIOUSO AND THE SECOND WITH THAT TOFU THING??? it’s 1 am and i am salivating

SM might be free from Hybe, but they need to get their shit together https://twitter.com/allkpop/status/1635527942045331459?t=Vd3fzxk1qrcfuyjGn6MeLA&s=19 🔫 they just won't stop. LSM needs to be banned from life 🔪 And this https://twitter.com/girlinreallifee/status/1636035944171069444?t=nxKYNLJ13X91O2FIPaXUeA&s=19 too fucking funny. When a guy asks a girl out and she rejects him, so he calls her ugly or says it was a bet anyway 🤡

more money for sm 😭😭😭 but that fee’s for ONE TERM is MAD! RIDICULOUSLY MAD! i wonder if they’ll have diff rates for international students,,, LMFAOOO THAT IS SO FUNNY AS IF THEY WERENT BEGGING TO SM / FANS TO JOIN THEM 😭😭😭 sTOPPPPP U EXPLAINED IT SO PERFECTLY GET OUT SHDJWJDKWHDK

Oh you don't eat raw tomatoes? Literally every European country does that. I'm not a big fan of eating them like strawberries, but Balkans, Slavs, Italians, Spaniards - we all eat raw tomatoes with salt and pepper (and some additional herbs) quite often. Sugar… I can't approve of. Apparently San - another veggie hater taught Hwa this tomato trick

see i don’t bc tomatoes taste like wet bitter cucumber to me but everyone does so here! like cut them up and put salt or pepper on them! BUT MY SHOCK IS LIKE HE EATS LIKE A FULL, RAW, UNCUT TOMATO?? LIKE JUST BITES INTO IT???? sugar and tomato, seonghwa what 😭😭 i realized that there’s quite a lot of similarities between all the ones u mentioned above w indians it’s kinda crazy, but then again a lot of them had colonized/owned a part of it (looking at portugal 🔫) id be interested to know if ur’s also entangles w india somehow, would be eye opening <3 SAN TAUGHT HIM THAT????? i wish u could see my face reading that

So some Ktiny tweeted screenshots of a fabricated message saying they were sued by KQ for sexual harassment and everyone was like??? Lots of people weren't sure if it was real or not. Then another user tweeted "I-fans don't worry it's a joke between friends, very popular in Korea 😄" bitch?!!?!??!

the level ppl drop to... the bar is on the floor yALL JOKE ABT THIS???? no wonder many turn a blind eye to sa literally happening on their street,, damnn that is crazy,, no but rly what the hell

As much as I wanna see Ateez, I'm just used to missing their concerts at this point. My friend and I came to the same conclusion - it's been years since we last came to Japan and Korea. Tbh I'm tired of Ateez on tour (aka going to the same places every few months, attending KCON - I'm happy they get invited, but ffs calm down). I'd rather if they gave us some interesting content. I know they love performing, but it's too fucking much, such a money grab and it's definitely not good for their health. They don't need to be MIA for months, but I just wanna miss them y'know? The amount of content and schedules is overwhelming. Quality over quantity pls! And they can still do things that would benefit them as a group and individually.

u guys did it right! they’ll have so many more concerts with the way they are going so i guess u technically won’t be missing anything fbfbfb everything u said 1000% want to miss them!!! let us have some non-concert vlogs OR NO CONCERTS FOR A WHILE PLS, let us see the daily life vlogs or vacationing in a diff country for testing! it really is overwhelming every time i go on twt they’ve done/filmed or are about to do something 😭😭 REST, GIVE US REST TOO

AOS p1>>>AOS p2 is a common opinion in my circle so I thought it was a popular one. I think some people liked s2 more because it was simpler and bigger on romance and cute moments. I haven't seen p1 of The Glory, I have it on my list, but I just haven't been in the mood for it. I finished s4 of YOU though and WTF 😭

so many ppl i know are saying the s2 is >>> than s1 and they are wrong, disrespectfully. YOU HAVE TO!!!!!! WATCH IT!!!! SERIOUSLY tho same with aos, glory’s s1 is >>>> FHAKDHSK HOW WAS YOU! 😭😭

This is sending me into oblivion they're too cute and funny https://www.koreaboo.com/news/fans-matchmaker-exo-kai-sf9-yoo-taeyang-bubble-rover-viral-instagram/ literal 15 year old school boys. Btw Kai https://twitter.com/1117FOLDER/status/1635461639481839617?t=2KIZV3VrhBXc5IzlYDaF8Q&s=19

NO BC HE WAS GIGGLING LIKE A 12YO 😭😭😭 and now every idol is reacting out to him and he goes to respond to them and then goes on bubble and says that “i died a little after that conversation hahaha!” taeyang is so funny fhbjsbdf STOPPP ALL THE ROVER EDITS ARE SO CRAZY FBWKDHWK AND U JUST HAD TO SEND THIS ONE 😭😭😭 ooooo ur thoughts on the rover album?and the recent jimin release?

My cats when they get the zoomies and act silly goofy https://twitter.com/sansangbear/status/1635642904914845700?t=QXN7XP-0u1vY-KWLZZcfbg&s=19 //// Uhmmm okay https://twitter.com/Kpopmap/status/1635117596780511233?t=8up6MouMUAR1Dk-2s_wERA&s=19

are u sure he’s not ur cat, im thinking it’s the tiny one of urs 🧍🏻‍♀️ YEAH KIM KAI LET ME- oh i didn’t even see seonghwa, my jaw did a lil drop...

Can't stop staring Baeksy https://twitter.com/pseonghwapics/status/1635212406245982212?t=2e-xLBDInzZMMl9B348zRQ&s=19 and wow https://twitter.com/hehetsohvi/status/1636051216932257797?t=n8jDLABWyud-oEDgacoDcw&s=19 the complexion, the side profile (nose), the STARE

anon we’re not getting ambassadorship but WE ARE BEING FED! the melanin and pose, the simplicity 🤌🏻✨✨ the (nose) is so sharp, looks comfy 🫡  

MOOOOOOOOODEEEEEEEL I NEED HIS COAT https://twitter.com/nobodylikehwa/status/1636512302957469701?t=xMioCJMB0HsoLnLgqilVEw&s=19

ANON ISNT THIS THAT TRENCH COAT WHERE THE PERSON WEARING IT FLASHES PPL IN PUBLIC FJSMFJKAJCJCJCK

I've been laughing at this for a while WHY DOES THE VIDEO FIT SO WELL it's kinda a niche joke but when you get it 😭 https://twitter.com/youngluvdotcom/status/1635059301785157632?t=JvNWTGu-wTcduSKdEcEFcw&s=19 - DV 💖

NOT THE NEW JEANS GAG FBWNFJAKFJWK 😭😭😭😭😭😭 HELP WHEN I GOT IT THE WAY I WHEEZED FBNFBJ

now.

we need this as a drama actually

[graaid]

Hey so uh did y’all see this??????? 👀👀👀

April Fools! I wonder how many of y’all I got lol >;)

[sweepingtree]

Hey, I ship sessrin and I want to just say that not all of us are like that. I thought your art was nice and I liked it even though I don't like sesskagu. However, you are very talented and can definitely come up with your own OCs so I don't see why not :) liked the art though. No hate. Wish we could just ship in peace

Ok so here's the thing.

Sure, I could create OCs but I do not want to.

I watched Yashahime. I didn't love it but I didn't hate it. And unlike some others (who are perfectly valid for their opinion), I don't dislike the twins either. Setsuna is babie, and while Towa may be a tad dumb, I just see it as her inheriting it from her stupid dad, who is canonically a massive dumbass with more brawns and looks than brains. I happen to really love Rin too, she's so cute and sweet, and I never agreed with people who said she was boring and all that because she was meant to be a child in the series and was intentionally left to be a largely undeveloped character.

Why the fuck should I make OCs just so you shippers would find it more palatable? I love these characters just fine and you guys are NOT MY TARGET AUDIENCE in the first place anyway. If you don't like my art, my writing, etc, just move on with your own damn lives.

I got a ridiculous amount of quote retweets from sessrin shippers when I posted that first fan art of sesakagu with their kids just OUT OF THE BLUE. Mutuals who know me know that I largely keep out of fandom drama. Sure, I'd whine about it on discord with my other antis, and I block very liberally to keep sessrin out of my dash. I don't even watch anime anymore and this was like a nostalgia trip for me. I didn't care for this. I have a real life outside of fandom and fiction with real worries and stressors. I don't need more of it online. I don't interact with shippers, and shippers don't interact with me for this very reason. THAT'S SUPPOSED TO BE THE CASE.

But y'all had to come into my Twitter mentions, my pixiv comments, my anon asks. I even had people doubting my own fucking ethnicity and I saw tweets of shippers bitching about my sesskagu fics just for including Towa and Setsuna as their babies. All this bullshit even though I've been minding my own damn business despite how disgusted I was with your filthy little ship.

You don't get to come and act all nice now by saying "we're not all like that" and "why can't we ship in peace" because y'all weird self-insert loli-complex fuckers came for me unprovoked first.

Besides, y'all know that making headcanons of characters being the children of other characters is literally what EVERY FANDOM does, right? What makes your Woody Allen ship so damn special that y'all had to come at me on multiple platforms just for drawing the twins as sesskagu babies?

So, sorry not sorry anon, I don't buy your sweet tone. I've had enough interaction with sessrinners for the past two (2) days to know that you're all disgusting gutter trash.

Might post a screenshot of the asks that I got later just for the lulz but this is the last I'll reply on this matter. Just block me, you weirdos.

[emachinescat]

I've decided to watch MacGyver from the beginning (again), and I'm live tweeting the experience with every tweet tagged with #savemacgyver. I thought it would be fun to share my collected thoughts from the episodes on here as well.

My Thoughts on S1E1, "The Rising"

Good old Lake Como.

"How do I look?" Always amazing, Mac, though here you are so bebby. Gosh, tiny Lucas is tiny.

Ugggh, Nikki. My least favorite story arc in the show. Even with her redemption arc, even her face makes me mad.

I am soooo glad this awkward flirting is only in this episode. Mac and Nikki have never vibed with me.

JACK DALTON

"Who loves ya, baby?" We all do, Jack.

I always wished they would have played more into the original Mac's reason for not carrying a weapon - not just so he doesn't get caught but because he doesn't like them. That was actually one reason I used to be so upset at the reboot when it first came out. I still feel like Mac's character was off for this first episode - a little too cocky, not super developed. But still lovable, and with so much potential!

It's so cool to see how much Lucas has grown into this character over the years, really making it his own while still holding on to its essence.

Lol "serious bad-assery" - Nikki thinks she's so cool. (Spoiler: she's not.)

Lololol Nikki is the Walmart brand of Riley.

Mac in glasses. Adorbs.

Man, I'm already so ready for Matty. Patti is the off brand version of her.

I always love watching Mac rifle through stuff to find his improvisation supplies!

First MacSplaining session! Electromagnets!

"Is this George Clooney's house?" I miss Jack so freaking much.

Mac kind of looks like a penguin with that waiter outfit on and I'm living for it.

The second Mac hack is so Hardy Boys/Nancy Drew.

"Why don't you ever flirt with me like that?" Um, Jack, do you want your partner's girlfriend flirting with you, daddy fixation or not?

There are two kinds of oops, accordng to Jack Dalton: Oops - I just stubbed my toe / Ooooooops - Zombie apocalypse initiated.

Mac's hair is so shaggy.

"START THE DAMN BOAT!" Classic.

"Hold this and get out of my way." Dang, Mac.

The bad guy is the dude from Galavant hahaha. I know this guy has been in so many things, but he will always be Gareth to me. (That's his name, right? Gareth?)

W H U M P

I actually love the consistency of Mac always having that scar even seasons into the series (except for the last time, in the river). Overall great attention to detail!

That is a LOT of blood in the water.

Lol I'm pretty sure Grandpa Harry didn't say that in so many words, Mac.

Poor traumatized bebby. What am I saying? I live for this stuff.

Awww, lil Bozer. So smol. So pure. And now I want waffles.

"Eat your waffles." Three words I will never say no to.

"Give me Wang." -Bozer, 2016

Am I the only one who finds these intimate scenes between Mac and Nikki hella awkward?

QUARANTINE, sounds familiar.

Lol "cyberteam." Once Riley Davis comes along, they will be obsolete.

Jack just wants a hug.

I always hated the clinical white room in the pilot. Can't wait for the War Room.

I love the interactions between Jack and Riley.

Mac and Riley EYE CONTACT.

"You two are on timeout from now on." 😂😂😂

THE MOMENT WHERE HE GRABS HER HANDS

Lol, thanks for telling me that's a paperclip. I was so confused.

"Riley has so much hair!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

I love how Riley takes charge. Her confidence is 🔥🔥🔥

"You know what, never mind, I'd be pissed at you too." 🤣

Jack's so proud of his daughter. 💕

"Is that real?" Bless Jack's heart. He's such an old man.

Patti is a square. Pretty, competent, but boring. I miss Matty.

"My man never jokes about tin foil."

Ooooo Nikki is alive. Poor Mac. His whole world keeps getting turned on its head.

Jack can be scary when he wants to be.

Poor, poor, Mac. When he faces Nikki, he looks like a kicked golden retriever. (Also, NEVER kick a dog.)

I'm just eating up all this angst.

Mr. Wizard lololol

Mac hanging from a plane is soooo iconic.

"Don't get cocky. You're the only other one here." Haha, the SASS on this girl.

"Go ahead, you aready had me killed once." Also, oof. Undercover or not, Nikki is cold. I can't stand her.

Excuse me, Patricia, but I would consider running over your neighbor's dog (or any dog) a damn catastrophe, too.

"Sometimes a purge is necessary to fix what's broken." Codex, anyone?

Love this whole chase/fight sequence so much. The music, action, everything... perfect.

The sweat on Mac's forehead when dangling out of the 🚁 - such a great detail!

"YOU GO KABOOM, I GO KABOOM"

Kind of weird to me that Mac seems to be using so much guesswork with this bomb, especially when we know that he's one of the best specialists out there.

That fight scene in the back of the vehicle is one of my all time favorites. The whump is excellent.

Okay, but when does MacGyver ever do anything the way Jack has in mind?

DIY or die. Still so lame, lol. The parachute is awesome, though.

Oof. That landing looks painful and the whumper in me loves it. Even more, I can't get over how worried Jack is as he rushes to Mac's side. ❤️❤️❤️

That break in his voice when he asks if Mac's okay is just... AYSKTUFYIFUYliIIGUOG

Mac burning Nikki's pics like that old Taylor Swift song.

Bozer calling Jack his bestie is so weird and funny to me.

I am so ready for Bozer to get over Riley. They are so much better as friends.

Lol "Those fries won't cook themselves." The crack of a whip, man.

Jack calling Riley a little rascal and then gently asking Mac if he's doing all right there, pal ... taking care of his kids, and I am DYING.

The Three Amigos... come on, Jack. You can do better than that.

Is it bad that I'm actually a little surprised that Jack knows what a Phoenix is? Just seems like something he wouldn't care to learn, especially since he's a sci fi junkie but I never really hear him talk about fantasy.

Oooooooo Nikki's on the loose. Gotta end with suspense, to hook those viewers and make them want more. Well, I want more of this show, but not because of her.

Well, awesome re-watch of episode 1. Definitely not my favorite by a long shot, but so iconic and with some amazing moments! It just makes me that much more excited to get to see the show and the characters grow!

If anyone wants to join me in my re-watching and tweeting adventure, please do! It's my way to take about an hour a day in my busy, busy life to commit to the #savemacgyver movement. (And to enjoy my favorite show yet again!) If you do tweet as you watch, make sure to tag EVERY tweet with ONLY #savemacgyver so we can keep that hashtag trending! :)

Thanks for letting me share my (numerous) thoughts on this episode. This was really fun, and I hope it's something you all enjoy, too. I'll probably go ahead and post episode 2 tonight since I just watched it. I'd love to know what you all think of the episode in the comments! ❤️

[badedramay]

Ok bruh I saw your tweets about JBG this week. I agree there’s definitely bias, but have you ever seen a pakistan-Indian partition drama or movie made by India? Pakistanis are depicted as way more jahil than anything JBG is depicting bengalis as. The revolutionists in bengal are at least consistently given speeches about how mistreated they were.

Yes again there’s totally bias in this drama. You’re absolutely right. But you also have to remember it’s coming straight from the memoirs of colonel Farrukh so as someone who fought for sustained unity of the two pakistans, he’s ofc going to write about it from how he tried to keep peace but war was inevitable. I think some suspension of belief is necessary here :)

Sorry I know you don’t want to talk about it, but the drama is still very good and this episode was excellent overall! The depiction of the death, the cinematography, the acting ….it really is an absolute jewel to watch!

Okay but how does "India depicts Pakistan way worse in their media" in any way shape of form a good excuse? India paints Pakistan bad because they have the power to do so. So, in turn Pakistan will paint Bengalis bad because we have the power to do so??? A bullied child growing up to bully is not the success story one would think it is.

Did I call the drama bad? No way! The episode was very good, albeit shot in way too much darkness than was comfortable for my eyesight. My criticism is for the narrative which btw is not taken JUST from Z.I.Farrukh's memoir. Haissam said the interview that the team had read more than just the memoir before writing the script. So, we cannot put the blame solely on one person who wrote the memoirs and let the team go scot free.

JBG is still a great drama but look, I was ALWAYS worried about the biasedness of the show. I had tweeted about it in the initial weeks as well that the drama's real test would be how it would depict the events that are recorded in history. And maybe this week's episode isn't the episode on which I can pass the final judgement about how the drama has failed to show the brutalities of the Pak Army. The justification was given in the drama itself - pro-Bengalis attacked the pro-Pakistani Biharis living in East Pakistan so the army had to retaliate. Fine. Theek hai. And then what? Then the army did WHAT? It was a 9 month long war that was waged there. 9 months long war where Pak Army committed war crimes! Will the show have the guts to even acknowledge that? Judging from today's episode, I highly HIGHLY doubt.

300,000 to 3,000,000 people were massacred. About 400,000 women were raped by the army. It was a genocide. People who witnessed this hell STILL live. Will the drama have the guts to play a 2 minute black screen write up for that the way it played in today's episode when talking about the Bengalis' brutal actions?

I have a friend who lives in Bangladesh and out of respect for her I don't even utter the name of this show in front of her. We pretend it doesn't exist. So yeah, JBG isn't just a drama for me which I can brush off as "oh propaganda!" like I do with Sinf e Aahan or how I did with Ehd e Wafa. I watch the drama and I think of her. I'll think of her more so when I'll watch the next episode. And why just her? My own mother sneered at the screen when I was watching the drama and commented, "What are they saying? That only the Bengalis were the bad guys?"

JBG right now is walking a very, VERY thin line. And until I know which side it falls on, I want to reserve my judgement on it. But that does not mean I am denouncing the entire show! It has been a greatly entertaining and informative show for me since ep1. I have learned things from it about our history that I didn't know. It encouraged me to give this dark period of our country's history a read. But for the past few weeks, and you'd have to agree with me on it as well, my interest in the show had shrunk to the relationship between Rumi and Sonia only. I talked the most about them because everything else was leaning towards the side of controversial that I didn't want to indulge in. And now the precap shows me Rumi going unhinged and maybe he'll take up arms against the army because he saw Haroon die by bullets fired by the army. Like..I am not here for that, ya know? Sonia and Farrkhu's "epic love in the time of war" bores me and I just don't have the energy to see their angst.

Just the way JBG willingly ignores history, I too shall willingly pretend the canon of the drama doesn't exist :D

[seasurfacefullofclouds1]

Hi Sea :) These lines from Habit always stood out to me -"I took some time 'cause I've ran out of energy/ Of playing someone I heard I'm supposed to be/ But honestly, I don't have to choose anymore". Always wondered what Louis meant, espcially the not choosing anymore part (between who he is and who he's supposed to be I guess?). Do you have any coherent thoughts about it? (my brain's a mess, that's why I'm asking)

Louis loved these lyrics and couldn’t wait to share them— he really was proud of this one! Here he is tweeting out the lyric in February 2018:

Here he is answering a tweet in July 2019. A few songs were on the cusp, but Habit definitely made the album cut.

Louis wanted to be autobiographical on this album. Four months before he tweeted the lyrics, he had just released Just Like You, with these lines:

It's the guy from the one band

Cigarette in my left hand

Whole world in my right hand

Twenty-five and it's all planned

Night out and it's ten grand

Headlines that I can't stand

But you only get half of the story

The cash, and the cars, and the glory

No sleep and we party 'til morning

'Cause nobody cares when you're boring

Louis was intent on presenting himself against the grain of his media image, against the millionaire, hotel-destroying, partying/smoking/drinking boybander of the headlines. Even in MITAM, Louis and Harry co-wrote the “emotionally charged ironic love song” (HJPR press release), Perfect, as the snarky send-off to a fictitious boybander’s life (Perfect was then excellently, lovingly, and wryly paired up with Home as its B side in the Perfect EP).

(The valedictory songs on MITAM are wonderful, bittersweet distillations of 1D’s last year together, but that’s another story for another time!)

In 2019, Louis’ artist’s statement made it clear that he had evaluated his options, and decided to pursue his career by respecting what he loved.

“In fact what I should be doing is forgetting about perception and to a certain degree worry less about being defined by commercial success. [...] I’m here to make music I love and to make my fans proud to say they’re a fan. Turning a page today.”

Only yesterday, on the Happy Hour Podcast, we heard Liam discuss how he is still expected to go on camera and put on a happy face, regardless of how he actually feels. He talked about both rigorously maintaining his physical shape (for the first and more revealing Hugo photo shoot) and mental health issues, about being “the loud, drunken one, “the narc,” trying to be the diplomat between the boys and management and fans. It put him in a vulnerable spot, a position that Louis— the band’s spokesman for business and musical concerns— has also shared. Someone had to do these things. These two men were thorns to their bosses and got hate from some fans.

This position of being “the bad guy” so the band could succeed, but being hated by some fans, has caused real, lasting psychological damage. The seeds sow self-doubt and defensiveness, and they continue to grow, years afterward. You don’t see the same doubt in Harry, who was never put in this position.

(Sony protected Harry Styles so he could be an unproblematic, perfect, untarnished “frontman.” And Harry himself plays along with the blame-those-other-guys game of “I never did drugs in the band so I wouldn’t bring it down,” even in 2020.)

I think this insecurity is why Louis comes across as (as a friend said) “shy, reserved, and tentative” on live television, even with a familiar person like James Corden, when in actuality he is a quicker, better storyteller than Harry— wittier, smarter, warmer, funnier, the lifeblood of a 1D interview. Louis has a type of Impostor Syndrome, a sense of not being “The Famous One” from 1D whom people want to see— without Niall’s happy confidence, Liam’s ability to smile through it all, Zayn’s flawless voice, Harry’s industry support.

Despite his occasional swagger, Louis has anxiety about almost every aspect of his career, from fame, to privacy, to his natural talent & ability. In his own words, “And then there’s me.” It has been worsened by the active sabotage against Louis during his solo career, by a label (Sony Music) intent on building on his “working class-messy life” image, and by his own fans dismissing his musical ambitions and concentrating on drama.

Finally, let’s talk a little about the lyric drop 2 merch for Kill My Mind, which adds intrigue to this discussion of Louis’ “image vs. reality.”

Kill My Mind, like Habit, is a metaphor of addiction (being the A & B sides of each other on Walls), and both songs describe both a romantic relationship and a career choice.

We remember that the inspiration for the lyric drop was the line, “devil in my brain,” with this design:

A cute little skull in a top hat being cooked over a cauldron— finally, Louis gets his own skull merch to go with his general fondness for Jolly Rogers/ ☠️ themed clothing! It’s also another nod to fire and burning that runs throughout the album Walls.

However, when the merch arrived, the lyric that was quoted for the merch drop was actually “prison of a past life”:

I think it’s telling that Louis chose these two lyrics, “the devil in my brain” and “prison of a past life” to represent this little cute/grim skull design, because they’re two sides of the same story.

As in his artist’s statement, part of Louis is stuck in the past (“prison of a past life”), reliving his insecurities and anxieties, chasing something he can’t have (a loving partner, a radio hit). The past voices of 1D media training have become ingrained in his head; they are “the devil in my brain,” dangling possibilities in front of him but then yanking them away, thus “killing his mind.”

The design might be cute, but the damage is real, and overcoming the psychological trauma is an act of rebellion, of therapy and courage. As Louis said after his BBC Breakfast Show interview, “I'm lucky enough to have a creative outlet for me to talk about grief, this doesn't however, give you the right to talk about it for gossip purposes." Music is a way to communicate, but also to express the grief and trauma that may otherwise be publicly inexpressible. The choice to be honest is a choice to not to “play someone I heard I’m supposed to be.” Telling the truth through music is Louis’ sticking to his story. “Honestly, I don’t have to choose anymore.”

[onlyonekenobi]

Hi there 🐝💕 Firstly, thank you so much for your amazing blog.

Secondly, I was a fan of SPN many years ago and fell out of it for a while, only having gotten sucked back in after 15×18 (surprise). Back when I was into it before, there was a lot of discussion about Jensen being potentially homophobic, and now I'm noticing that there's been some..... less than awesome stuff said by Misha, too, in terms of the queerbaiting on the show and having only acted Castiel as in love with Dean this past season.

Obviously the content of the show itself proves this wrong, but it still troubles me, and I couldn't find much about it online other than a few posts by people and one con transcript. Do you have any feedback on this, and would you mind sharing it?

(Thank you so much, and no worries if you don't wanna answer, just keep being awesome!)

Hi!

I’ll do my best here, and I’ll try to track down some sources. also, idk if you sent this question to anyone else as well, but if you did, i’m interested to see what they say. if not, i am flattered to be your Trusted Source.

so, first: jensen re homophobia

I could be wrong, but I don’t remember him ever making any kind of “homophobic” comments OUTSIDE OF things regarding destiel that were construed that way by some fans (if i’m wrong, please let me know). I do remember him shutting down destiel comments, etc, and the infamous “?? no” which has since been debunked by the OP as having been taken out of context. (i can’t find the debunking post on my blog but if anyone has it please link!) with the shutting down destiel comments, he was definitely brash at times! but, I do think it’s also important to note that he and misha were explicitly told not to talk about it. and we know that jensen is (or at least especially used to be) a pretty shy guy, and I think destiel questions/comments being shoved in his face in a public setting- when addressing it could get him in trouble with his job- made him nervous and upset.

however, he took a noticeable shift re: destiel in recent years. for one, we know that he gave his blessing for the canon textual confession (again, I can’t find an og post in my absolute mess of late stage supernatural tags, but if anyone has the receipts, please drop them). I could add more of my own personal spec about how jensen shifted his acting choices in light of this information, but I’ll just move on. we know that he was excited about the confession scene. here’s a second post about that.

and re: general homophobia, here’s a post of jackles with pride flags, as well as a 2019 post from his aunt, who is gay. also, this is largely a shitpost, but I saw it in my jackles tag while looking for the above, and it feels relevant, so i’m including it. a little levity before we move on.

now, misha.

I am aware of misha saying two upsetting things in regards to “the confession wasn’t bury your gays, why are you so angry” Again, if there’s more that i’m forgetting, please let me know. The first was in this panel talk (start at 35:50) from November 22. Here is a relevant post about that moment (I also watched the whole panel live and agree with this post.) The second is this video on twitter, and the following thread, from Nov. 25. However, after several fans replied to him explaining why we were so upset, he issued this apology on Nov. 26. I wanted to give you the original link there, but I’m also including a screenshot with a thoughtful and important addition here. And here is a tweet about Misha finding out about The Castiel Project.

i’ve never heard anything about misha only acting cas as in love for the last season exclusively, so I don’t have any posts to expressly debunk it, but I do firmly believe that to be untrue, just based on things misha has let slip over the years

and for both of them, it’s worth noting that whenever they were asked direct questions about the show, they could only do their best to talk around things like queerbaiting, etc, because they obviously couldn’t actively speak out against the show or the network (like this). for example, we know that misha got a couple phone calls from producers on occasions where he toed the line a little too closely, and he commented how you unfortunately have to listen to the people who have the power to kill off your character (immediately following previous clip)

in conclusion

neither of them are homophobic. to the best of my knowledge, neither of them have ever made an outright homophobic comment. and in cases regarding destiel (again, to the best of my knowledge) they have both either changed course or apologized since making any unsavory comments.

there are also WAY more posts on all this that I didn’t include here. if you search the jensen or misha tags on my blog, or probably the blog of just about anyone i follow, you could look into it more

all that said, it’s also important to note that i am Just Some Guy. i did my best to compile this information in a relevant and meaningful way, but i have oversaturated-sponge-adhd-brain that has been actively following this fandom for a decade, and i’m sure some things got lost in there. so to anyone reading this, if i forgot anything critical, please don’t yell at me, i am but a simple internet jester, just like you.

and while we’re here, I’ll say that- while I do think it’s important to keep a critical eye trained everywhere- if we were going to criticize any spn cast members for unsavory comments, these two are certainly not where i would start

tl;dr, ultimately myself and jensen and misha are all Just Some Guy, and none of us know them, but as far as I can figure, they are both genuinely kind and thoughtful people who care about and respect the lgbt community, including their respective characters’ involvement in it and the real world consequences that has

[codename-mango]

Clarice's Story - Season 2

I recently finished Clarice's canon route in Season 2, and I'm currently replaying Season 3 to give myself a refresher on Seb and nail down the details of Clarice's story in that Season. So this will have a Part 2, but I want to write out the decisions made that ultimately led to The Least Satisfying Ending of Season 2™, and the reasons behind them that are informed by her past and personality. I know I care more about this than literally anyone, but I'm doing it anyway. So let's get started!

Before the Villa

Raised by Ursula, a famous actress with Antisocial Personality Disorder. She was very loving to Clarice, but wanted her to grow a hard shell like she did.

Ursula gets a participation trophy in parenting for trying her best, but alas, Clarice has severe anxiety that she can't properly express.

Didn't have any friends before going on the show.

Clarice applied for the show with the hope of finding someone nice, though she had very low expectations. She expected all the girls (and fans) to hate her because she went in planning to be ruthless. She was very aware that her mother will be watching, and wanted to make her proud.

Day 1

Friendly to Hope right off the bat - No reason not to be, right?

"I need to look after Number 1." - Clarice isn't underhanded. She tries to be as honest as possible, and this is no exception. The girls need to know where she stands.

"I'm more the quiet and mysterious type." - Outside the Villa, Clarice is much more reserved due to her upbringing.

Picked Noah - He's handsome and doesn't try some cheesy line right off the bat.

Objected to Hope picking him immediately - First day and she's already been screwed over. Her pride is hurt, and she's not going to take this lying down.

Thought Bobby was nice, but there was blatantly no sparks there. He didn't even step forward. She gave him no illusions that she's interested, and flirted with Noah and the other boys at every opportunity. Prioritized grafting over making friends.

However, she welcomed Priya and condemned Lottie for being unnecessarily nasty.

Clarice didn't make any outright enemies except Hope for stealing Noah.

Participated in Lottie's celebration of the Moon - Strategically important to be civil with the girls of course

Day 2

Stayed friendly with Priya, and tried to be with Lottie

Confronted Priya for stealing Bobby - Yeah, she didn't like Bobby herself, but this was the second time she'd had her partner stolen. She was angry and embarrassed.

Day 3

Helped Hannah during breakfast and encouraged her to toughen up - This isn't Friend Island.

Told Rocco to pick her - It wasn't enough to steal Bobby back. She didn't even like him. But there was no chance of getting Noah back from Hope. Rocco was her real second choice on Day 1, and taking him helps her save face.

Told Hannah that Gary won't choose her - She thinks Hannah is totally naive, but has been friendly thus far and respected her couple.

Day 4

"If there's no spark, you've got problems."

Insisted Gary apologizes to Marisol

Grinded on Noah during the Slime Challenge - She's not sure if she's actually interested in him yet, or if she's just trying to piss off Hope.

Spoke up for Priya doing the same thing, and ignores Lottie

Tried to keep the peace between Lottie and Priya, and helps them resolve the issue - It's easier to live in the Villa without needless drama. Clarice's anxiety is hiked up enough as it is.

Day 5

Clarice went down to the pool alone to meet Lucas and Henrik - Why wouldn't she?

While she never cheated on Rocco, she did connect with Lucas like she never had with anyone before. She found him charming and kind and admired his humility despite his obviously posh background.

She definitely suspected Marisol and Rocco having a thing, but hoped he would talk to her about it before acting on it.

Day 6

Clarice was furious about Rocco kissing Marisol during the Kiss and Tell challenge.

She confronted Marisol afterwards, but wasn't aggressive about it. Marisol was by far the girl she's closest to in the Villa at that point. Despite feeling hurt, she wasn't about to ruin the start of a genuine friendship over a man.

Day 7

Worked with Lottie to ice out Rocco, but does agree to speak with him privately.

She was honest about why the girls were upset with him, and unleashed a bit of fury upon him.

Helped Noah win Mr. Love Island - She started to genuinely connect with him and found him very sweet, even though she thought his devotion to Hope was over the top and completely irrational.

Day 8

Extremely worried about the Mean Tweets challenge. She's had more than her fair share of Mean Tweets outside the Villa. She was worried how she came across to the public. She was even worried the producers would throw in one of her mother's.

Oh yeah, Ursula livetweets every episode.

If I had to include one of her tweets in the challenge, it would be:

"It's like Bobby isn't even trying"

She hated that Lucas went home. He was the one person besides Noah that she could see herself having feelings for.

Day 9

Confused by why Lottie wants to get with Gary, but doesn't say anything discouraging. Agrees to not pick him at the next recoupling.

Picked Noah to go on the date - They turn out to have great chemistry, and Clarice was even hopeful that she might be able to choose him at the recoupling.

Clarice fell back on picking Henrik after Hope chose Noah. She didn't see herself with any of the other OG guys.

Day 10

Clarice agreed to work with Priya on Operation Nope - She wanted to be with Noah, and this was the perfect opportunity to really crack on with him. Obviously she knew that Priya fancied him too, but may the best woman win, right?

She didn't tell anyone about ON.

She actually related to Hope acting snappy out of fear, but Hope's insistence on focusing on her rubbed Clarice the wrong way. She tried finding a common ground, and Hope ignored the gesture. She used that as (very poor) justification for...

Clarice kissed Noah. She knew they were having a moment, and went for it. She regretted it after he panicked and left.

Clarice dodged Chelsea's first hug - Why would she want a total stranger touching her without asking?? Though she sort of regrets it in hindsight, because of how close they are now.

"So he's just going to pretend he's innocent then?"

Day 11

She downplayed the severity of Lottie's kiss with Gary - "Hannah only knew him for 3 days." Besides, she's not a hypocrite who would condemn someone else for doing the same thing she did.

Said no to helping Bobby and Marisol resolve the conflicts in the Villa - She didn't trust herself to not make things worse. If things get better, then they'll get better on their own.

Brought Hope the hot chocolate - She knew she was one of the biggest reasons Hope was miserable. They didn't get along, but Clarice never did any of it to hurt Hope. That being said...

She refused to apologize - That's not the kind of woman Ursula raised. She needed to remind herself that she is her Number 1 priority.

Clarice barely interacted with Jakub. He was never her type.

She did apologize to Henrik. She had an obligation to communicate her feelings to him, and didn't. So she apologized. She told him that she fancied Noah and wanted to pursue him, and they broke up.

Bobby was the one to come comfort her and start grafting. She shut it down pretty quickly.

After Marisol asked about it, Clarice told the truth and that she wasn't interested in him. Marisol asked who she is interested in, and she told her Ibrahim just to put a stop to the conversation.

Day 12

Clarice eavesdropped on Noah's conversation with Priya. She was so excited that Noah said he had feelings for her, and that it was all worth it.

No secret of Clarice's was exposed during the Down in Dirt challenge. But if Henrik had opened hers despite her insistence not to, it would've read:

"Clarice was once escorted out of her own great-aunt's pub."

Clarice insisted Priya apologize and make peace with Hope, but refused to back down herself after it came out that Noah wanted to pick her.

"Priya stirring the pot and getting away with it. Can't say I disapprove."

Day 13

Clarice ate the whole cake. Canonically. I don't care, it's one of my favorite parts of the game.

Clarice coupled up with Noah at the Disaster Recoupling.

She was so excited to finally be coupled up with him. She savored every kiss and every touch. That was it for her.

Day 14

Said goodbye to Noah before sneaking off to Casa Amor

The only guy who caught her interest was Kassam, but he clearly wasn't interested, so she never acted on it.

Arjun was basically the leftovers from the other girls, and he seemed like he would be respectful of her space, so Clarice ended up with Arjun for the entirety of Casa Amor. (Even though he didn't give her nearly enough space for her liking.)

Day 15

Clarice didn't volunteer for any extra Villa vs. Villa challenges.

Clarice insisted on remaining loyal to Noah throughout CA.

She enjoyed getting closer to the girls, but was otherwise very reserved.

Day 16

Clarice indulged in Lottie's tea reading, but refused to believe it.

Clarice was shocked by the video the girls received, but still refused to believe Noah would go and sleep with another girl. He wouldn't do that to Hope, and he wouldn't do that to her.

She tried to comfort Hope the rest of the time there. Hope was obviously still upset about the Disaster Recoupling, but she appreciated that Clarice had remained loyal during CA.

Day 17

Clarice spent breakfast with Kassam. She really enjoyed it.

Clarice stuck with Noah.

Day 18

Obviously, Clarice was hurt by Noah bringing back Blake.

Ursula had this to say about Blake's "trying so hard" comment:

"The cheek of this one. Good luck with your career after this, babe."

Looking back, she regards it as karma. Something she deserved.

She didn't really know how to handle it. She kept her distance from Blake as much as possible.

Agreed with Shannon that you get what you deserve in the Villa - She thinks about this conversation often, especially after how she finished the season.

Helped the girls figure out what happened while they were away, and sort of regretted it after...

Noah went back to Hope. Clarice's grievances were ignored and criticized. She was frustrated and hurt.

Clarice saved Elijah from the dumping. She thought maybe she could start to move on from Noah with him.

She said goodbye to Priya, and sort of hated Bobby for letting her be sent home.

She had her first anxiety attack at the Villa that night. Gary and Chelsea were the only ones who knew about it, because they were the ones who stayed up with her until she calmed down.

Day 19

Confided in Chelsea and Shannon that she wished she could've been with Noah

Rather than Shannon teaching her how to read body language, Clarice challenged her to another game of 2 Truths 1 Lie, claiming Ursula raised a perfect liar. (She lost. But Shannon said she should try poker.)

Day 20

Scrambled eggs! It was the only kind Ursula could ever make.

Clarice was nervous about the arrival of Elisa and Jo. Although Jo seemed friendly enough, and Elisa was someone she briefly worked with before.

Didn't agree to talk to Ibrahim for Shannon after the double dates - Shannon needed to talk to him herself. And if he lies, why waste your time with him?

Insisted that Jo be given some space; Defended Chelsea while disagreeing with her actions

Day 21

Had to take multiple breaks from the girls day out - Good lord the fighting was exhausting and nerve-wracking

Helped Hope untangle the mess

Laughed out loud when Jo called her a people pleaser - "I might just be adopted then!"

"A people pleaser! Good on you, love!"

Legitimately almost cried when Chelsea called her amazing??? And when Hope praised her for taking the high road??? She might actually be a good person????

Got the girls to all make up

Cooked 🌟creamy garlic pasta🌟 for the group with Elijah

Started thinking she might have a chance with Noah again

Day 22

Asked Elijah to choose her at the Recoupling - Gave no promises that they'd be the next epic love story

Pining for Noah...

Day 23

Agreed to help Rahim ask Jo to be his girlfriend - Mainly for Noah's sake, because they're best friends

Went shopping with Elijah - Got Jo's nachos, chocolate, and blanked Elijah's flirtations

First pillow fort!

Grinded on Noah's lap during the Heartrate Challenge, then went to Elijah

Went to bed early

Day 24

Excited and relieved to have Lucas back!

Hugged Hannah upon her arrival - Overall, she was proud of Hannah for coming back more willing to get what she wanted.

Named the spider Todd

Reassured Lottie about Hannah

Clarice reassured Elijah after her date, but went up to the terrace and kissed Lucas.

Later at the party, she went back and slept with him. - After he came back, she thought maybe she was finally over Noah. She can be with Lucas and finally be happy in a couple. And she definitely rushed it.

Day 25

She told Elijah everything, and she felt horrible that he was more into her than she was into him.

Confessed to the girls after

Obviously bombed the Happily Ever After challenge

Clarice was left to couple up with Lucas.

Day 26

She was noticeably distant from Lucas - She wrote it off as guilt for cheating with him, though she was still happy to be coupled up with him.

Lottie's snide comments about her cheating made her distance herself from Lottie too.

Became Bra Sisters with Chelsea! And made up a handshake!

Lost the Couple Trouble challenge, so she and Lucas didn't go on the date in the Hideaway

Talking to Gary about his body image and therapy inspired her to go to therapy herself once the show was over. She really related to him when he said this:

Helped Marisol pack - Marisol was still one of her closest friends in the Villa. And she honestly thought it should've been her and Lucas going home.

Day 27

Babies? P A N I C M O D E!!

Clarice does want kids in the future, but doesn't trust herself to not fuck them up.

Very irritated by Lucas's refusal to help with the baby. It stressed her out more than it really needed to, so their unsteady relationship took a hit.

The beach break was a relief. And by the end of it, she was really happy to have made actual friends on the show.

Sent Ibrahim and Jo home - Sure, they're a better couple, but Chelsea is her emotional support bra!

Day 28

Finally got to talk to her mother. She "praised" Clarice for not letting "peer pressure" stop her from getting the guy she really wanted. (It was really a reminder that she still doesn't have him, and she should still go for him. However, what Ursula called peer pressure is what most people consider respecting relationship boundaries.)

Felt awkward talking to Lucas's family

Said no to being his girlfriend at the Final Date - They hadn't been together long enough, and his text conversation with Ursula was fine, but cryptic.

Privately relieved that Noah hadn't asked Hope to be his girlfriend yet

Day 29

Dress shopping was... An experience. She's definitely not unfamiliar with formal wear, but she spent a long time deciding who she should dress for. She ultimately chose a dress she knew Lucas would like.

Hopeless at dancing. She never got any of the steps right.

She tried to be as lighthearted with the speech as possible - She has a hard time opening up, and really, there wasn't many deep feelings to express for him.

Jumped in the pool

Sent Hannah and Elijah home - It was a tough decision, and it came down to Lottie and Gary's relationship being stronger.

Went up to the terrace with Noah, but she decided she was done with him leading her on, struggling to make a decision. She ended it once and for all, as opposed to sleeping with him.

Day 30

Still reeling from the night before

Helped Chelsea make breakfast - She told Chelsea that she wasn't feeling confident in her couple and their chance of winning.

Clarice and Lucas made it all the way to the end, but Noah and Hope won Love Island.

Lucas acted happy to be with Clarice until they went back to the Villa for the After Party. Then, he dumped her. - Clarice was furious, but she felt as though she absolutely deserved it.

Noah decided it would be best if they stayed away from each other.

Clarice told Hannah about what Lucas did, and Hannah promised to give him hell. That solidified their friendship for after the show.

Clarice pulled Chelsea aside, Chelsea nicked a bottle of champagne for them, and confessed everything to her. Her thing with Noah, his lingering looks, the terrace, Lucas acting for the cameras, everything.

Clarice went home with her mother. And cried almost the entire way to the airport.

After the Villa

She faced backlash for her actions in the Villa, but the Islanders she befriended came to her defense.

She had a long talk with Hope after everyone had a chance to watch the season back. It was a miracle Hope and Noah won, considering how much of his time with Clarice had been included in episodes. Hope broke up with him shortly after, and she and Clarice started to repair what they could. They agreed that they absolutely would've been friends if Clarice had made different choices. But for now, they're just being civil.

Ursula apologized for all the biting remarks about people in the Villa, except Noah and Lucas.

Clarice managed to keep her from running a full on smear campaign against them.

Clarice started therapy, and even got anti-anxiety medication.

The producers of Love Island offered her a second chance.

[jeyusos-girl]

Let Me Help You

Prologue to ‘Expecting’

Summary: Erik and his girl out on a date and Erik’s being his usual freaky self. *Inspired by this picture*

Warnings: cursing, some touchy feeling freaky shit😙

Word count: 2329

A/N: this is my first ever imagine, feel free to leave comments, things I should maybe work on, I appreciate it😙😙 also i used myself as inspiration for eriks girls so that’s where most of her appearance details came from 😭 Just another note, i edited this and replaced ‘Y/N’ with my name bc i want this to be apart of a series thingy im putting together.

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“Come on girl, damn!” Erik shouted for the umpteenth time. 

“I’m coming, shit! This room is a damn mess, I can’t find my jacket. Jesus!” Samantha yelled from their bedroom.

“Don’t give me attitude, little girl, that’s all your shit in there. I told you to stop buying shit you don't need.” he chided.

“Whatever! Big ass head,” she replied.

“I heard that!” he laughed, shaking his head.

Erik and his girl, Samantha, have been together for a little over 3 years. They met at a local nightclub in downtown Oakland. It was a Friday night, Samantha was out celebrating a friend's birthday while Erik and his boys were celebrating the end of a busy ass week. Erik scanned the bar while sipping on his drink of choice, Hennessy, when his gaze fell upon Samantha. She caught his eye, to say the least, mostly because of her tight, bright red mid-length dress that accentuated every dip and curve her shapely body had to offer. The slit of the dress just high enough to have Erik salivating at the sight of her soft, pillowy thighs.  Her dark, curly shoulder-length hair was fluffed to perfection and bounced with every step she made. 

 He was mesmerized, not wanting to look away. The more he stared the more he noticed about her, the snake eyes piercing that poked out whenever she licked her full lips, the butterfly tattoo on her left foot, her ass jiggling in that tight ass dress. ‘She definitely got no panties on’ he thought, biting his lip. His eyes scanned her body once more, making their way from her legs to her face just in time for them to lock eyes. She looked him up and down and shot him a smirk in which he reciprocated, flashing the golds in his mouth. She shook her head with a slight smile and continued her path to the bar. At that moment he knew, she was gonna be his even if he had to get on his knees and beg. Boy did she make him work for it.

Erik still thinks about it sometimes, how Samantha made him prove he really wanted to be with her and not just fuck her life up. 

“I just wanna know if you're actually for real like you’re not gonna hit it and quit it. I don’t wanna have to go through that again.” Samantha confessed. She and Erik were sitting in his car, parked in the empty parking lot of Samantha’s favorite fast food joint.

“If I wasn't for real I wouldn't be here right now. I told you I'll do whatever to prove it to you. I just want to show you how a real man can take care of you. Don’t let past relationships block your blessings. Let me bless you, girl.” he finished, pinching her cheek. She smiled sweetly and leaned in for a kiss. Their lips crashed, moving in sync against each other. They pulled away, both sporting the cheesiest smiles. “Big ass head.” Erik laughed pushing Samantha’s head away.

“Hey! Rude.” Samantha scolded playfully.

Erik was scrolling through twitter laughing occasionally at some dumb tweets he saw when he heard footsteps descending from the staircase. He snapped his head towards the sound and saw his girl in all her glory. He looked her up and down and groaned internally. She wore black biker shorts that stopped in the middle of her thick thighs, a black spaghetti strap crop top, a jean jacket and a pair of red Jordan 1s. He gave her one more look before speaking, “You’re lucky you look so damn good or else I’d be telling you off ‘bout how long you took getting ready.” His eyes never left her as she walked up to him and put her hands on his chest. He couldn't resist the urge to reach around and grab a handful of her ass, groaning as he did so. “Damn, baby,” he shook his head and started placing sloppy kisses on her neck, “so soft.” He bit her neck, causing a fit of giggles to erupt from his girl. 

“Okay stop, you be doing too much,” she moaned as he continued kissing and sucking on her neck, “we’ll never make it out the house at the rate you're going.” Samantha exclaimed.

“Aight aight, I’ll chill for now. But when we get back home your ass is gonna get it.” he finished giving her ass a hard smack. 

“Ow! Babe!” Samantha yelped rubbing her butt to stop the stinging. 

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A comfortable silence fell over the car as they listened to whatever song was on the radio. The pair were on their way to a new arcade that opened up in their area a few weeks ago. They had everything from pool tables, air hockey, old school arcade games, pinball machines, even TVs with a few different consoles, you name it. Samantha was the one who suggested it, she loved arcades. Erik took her to Dave and Buster’s for their first date, needless to say, that was one of the best dates Samantha’s ever had. 

Samantha looked to the driver’s side admiring the man next to her. She was too lost in thought to notice the glance he threw her way. “What?” he questioned, smiling as Samantha snapped back to reality.

“Hm?” she hummed.

“What you looking at, girl?” he asked, looking at her once more.

“Oh, nothing.”  she grinned.

“Mmhm,” he replied playfully. She giggled and looked out her window.

The last 15 minutes of the car ride went by fast. They pulled up to the place, hearing the music already. Erik hopped out of the car and jogged to Samantha’s side to open her door. She got out and immediately grabbed Erik’s hand before walking the short distance to the arcade entrance. Grabbing the door handle, Erik guided Samantha into the arcade but not before giving her ass a tap. Samantha looked back flashing a sexy smile and a wink, Erik biting his lip in response. 

The pair looked around the establishment in amazement, taking in all the different games scattered throughout the place. The arcade was lit by many bright and colorful neon signs on the wall. “Babe, this is so cool!” Samantha exclaimed as they walked up to the front desk. Erik smiled at her childlike demeanor. Erik’s eyes found the pool tables immediately, he was a pro at pool. Samantha, on the other hand, was not, and Erik couldn’t wait to whoop her ass in a couple of games. “Ooh girl, you ready to get your ass beat in pool?” he asked grabbing the back of Samantha’s neck. She rolled her eyes and muttered a ‘whatever’ as she removed his hand. “What’s up, guys! How are you tonight?” the employee at the front desk asked enthusiastically.

“Good” they both said in unison.

“Alright, guys its gonna be $8.50 per person per hour, and just letting you know we close in about two and a half hours,” she said.

“That’s fine,” Erik started, reaching into his pocket for his wallet, “we’ll pay for the two hours.” he finished handing the employee his card. 

“Alright, you’re all set, have fun guys!” 

“Thank you!” Samantha shouted over the loud music before running off further into the arcade. Erik laughed trying to keep up with his girl. He looked around trying to find games they can play while they wait for an open pool table. “Baby lets play this one,” Erik said pointing in the direction of a two-player shooting game, typical Erik. 

“Its on baby boy.” Samantha smirked giving him a smack on his backside.

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“Damn, why are you so good at every game? That’s not fair.” Samantha pouted looking up at Erik’s smiling face.

“I’m not good at every game, you just suck,” he whispered in her ear. 

“Stop being mean, E.” she whined pushing him away.

“Okay okay I’m sorry, let’s go play a few rounds of pool while we still can.” 

“You know I don’t know how to play pool.” Samantha groaned throwing her head back.

“I’ll teach you, baby girl, don’t worry.” Erik started setting up the game, placing the balls in the triangle. Samantha was busy picking a pool stick when Erik came up behind her and gripped her ass. “Boy back up,” she uttered trying not to let his wandering hands get to her. 

“Oh I’m sorry I was trying to grab a pool stick,” he lied reaching around her and grabbing a stick, “all this ass was in my way, my bad.” 

“Yeah okay, lying ass. Let’s hurry up and get this game over with, you know how you get when we play pool. You don’t ever shut up about how good you are, annoying as hell.” she grimaced in annoyance at Erik’s cocky smirk.

“I can’t help it ma. I’m just too good,” Erik circled around the table, “I’ll break.” He leaned over the edge of the table, pulled the pool stick back and hit the cue ball causing the colored balls to scatter around the table. He already got 2 balls in, “Alright I’ll play stripes, you play solids,” he said before moving to the other side of the table “go ahead ma.”  Samantha moved closer to the table and leaned over, holding the stick in her right hand. She got into position, angling her body so hopefully, she’ll get a ball in. She pulled the pool stick back but when she went to hit the cue ball, she missed. She groaned getting into position again, but she couldn’t get it right. “Ugh, I can’t hit it,” she exclaimed looking up at her man to find him smirking at her failed attempts.

“Let me help you.” he offered walking up to her right side. He showed her the correct way to hold the stick and hit the cue ball. “Alright, you got it?” he asked moving to her opposite side. 

“Yeah, I think so,” Samantha hesitated, “alright let’s see.” she finished getting ready to hit the cue ball. Just as she was about to go for it, she felt a large hand roaming around her backside. She stopped her movements, looking back at the hand then looked up at the culprits face. They locked eyes and she raised a brow, his hands still roaming and gripping her soft flesh. “Wassup?” he questioned as if he was doing nothing wrong.

“Uhmm, do you mind?” she snorted.

“Nah, go ahead ma,” he answered, hands still wandering. She scoffed, shaking her head trying to ignore the man next to her. She aimed the stick once more, took a deep breath, and hit the cue ball. To her surprise, she actually got one of the solid balls in. Samantha’s jaw dropped in surprise and she did a little happy dance. Erik smiled and shook his head, “Look at you, see all you needed was a little motivation.” he said. 

“You call that motivation, you perv?” Samantha asked raising her brows. 

“You know you liked that shit.” Erik pulled Samantha closer to him and assaulted her neck with sloppy wet kisses. 

“Erikkk, ewww my necks all wet,” she whined trying to push his head away.

“Chill girl,” he said in between kisses, “lemme mark my territory.” he started sucking extra hard on her neck.

“Boy, I am not your territory, back up before I put hands on you.” Samantha threatened playfully. Erik looked at her with a fake hurt expression and she smirked. 

“You cold, ma,” he responded, wiping the imaginary tears in his eyes.

Samantha giggled before speaking, “Okay babe cmon, let’s finish before they close. I’m feeling real confident that imma beat you for once.” she smirked moving to the side as Erik got into position. 

“Yeah okay, keep dreaming lil’ one,” he muttered, going his turn. 

                                   ……………………………………...

“Oh em gee, I can’t believe I actually beat you for the first time,” Samantha babbled while Erik followed behind her, both of them walking through the parking lot headed towards Erik’s car. Erik rolled his eyes in annoyance, “You only won because I got the potted the 8 ball, if it wasn’t for that you’d be crying like you always do. You got lucky.” he spoke rolling his eyes.

“Lucky? Nah I didn’t get lucky,” she got on her tippy toes and leaned in close to his ear, “you just suck.” she gave him a quick peck on his cheek and continued her path to the car. She smiled and shook her head as she heard Erik behind her mocking her words. 

“You’re such a baby, E. you can dish it but you can’t take it, shaking my damn head.” they stopped in front of the car and Samantha turned around to face Erik. He had a scowl on his face, his full bottom lip poking out. 

“Aww my baby, come here pooh,” Erik walked into her open arms and she grabbed the sides of his face, “you know I love you, daddy.” 

“You not acting like it.” 

“I’ll make it up to you,” she said kissing on his jaw, her hands making their way down his body. 

“How?” he asked, a slight smirk on his lips,

“Take me home and I’ll show you, baby.” she flashed an innocent smile, batting her eyelashes while rubbing on his dick.

“Get your ass in the car before I take you right here,” Erik warned looking at her with flared nostrils.

“Okay daddy,” she winked walking to the passenger side of the car, swaying her thick hips a little bit just to tease him. She got in, pulling the door closed behind her, Erik threw his head back, “What am I gonna do with this girl?’ he asked himself before smiling and getting in the car.

[destinyc1020]

Playing devil's advocate, it's also possible N dumped Tom. Tom and Z reconnect and N is clearly uncomfortable when it comes to Z plus Tom is in Berlin filming so they're no longer in that covid bubble. Maybe seeing Tom clearly still has strong feelings for Z made her question their relationship and being apart wasn't helping things. Maybe Tom tried to combat that by posting her after he and Z reconnected but it didn't work. It could explain why Tom suddenly stopped liking her pics while N was still liking his. I do think they genuinely liked each other and maybe he/they did want it to work out but maybe she realized it wouldn't so ended it. He may have been upset about it and said fuck it by going back to Z. Of course everyone can see he still wants to be with Z and he eventually saw N just sped up the inevitable. He and N talked later on and now they're cool. Just a theory, please don't attack me lol

LOL don’t worry, I won’t attack you lol 😄

I mean, that’s also a good theory too that Nadia broke up with Tom due to maybe her sensing that Tom wasn’t completely over her ex. 🤷

I’ve honestly analyzed this more than I care to admit lol, so I’ve looked at almost all possible scenarios. For one thing, I’ve always suspected that N kind of picked up on the fact that Tom wasn’t 100% completely over Z, and I believe they fought about it at least ONCE. 👀 (Just my own personal theory....no real proof) And I’ve often wondered if maybe the fight led to Tom breaking it off though....  🤔  Cuz he definitely disengaged at a certain point. I’ve also wondered if maybe they took a “break”, but a break led to a firm breakup.  That too doesn’t make sense cuz her mom unfollowed so QUICKLY..so there wasn’t really any room for a “break” if she was there with him that weekend on Aug 9th when he posted that golf pic lol.  

But re: your theory of Nadia possibly being the “dumper” --- it still seems weird to me that her mom would unfollow Tom days after he posted her on social media. Like WHAT on earth happened for her to do THAT??  🥴  IF I broke up with a guy I don’t think my mom would be so quick to unfollow my bf.  But now if the guy dumped ME, then yea...I can certainly see my mom unfollowing him with a quickness lol. 😂

Also...if she broke up with him, why the “Forget youuuuu” shady post like a while after the supposed breakup? 🤔  Why do you need to do that if you’re the one who did the dumping?

Also, why did  she like that tweet about trying to be happy for your “ex who’s moved on” if SHE was the one who broke up with HIM??  🥴  That just doesn’t make sense to me.  

Why the thirst posts? Seems more like something someone does when they've been dumped and are trying to get their ex's attention. It definitely doesn't seem like something someone who's DUMPED someone else does.

Then there was that weird social media break she went on for months...  🥴   I mean, maybe it was due to the fans hounding her or whatever....   But Idk... 

Also, if she dumped Tom for a VALID REASON (like ummm Tom still being in love with his ex), why did Tom’s friends go on a “break” from liking her posts??  🥴  Most of them didn’t stop liking Zendaya’s posts after Tomdaya split up, and Z dumped Tom.  So why did they stop liking NADIA’S posts? Keep  in mind, this was someone who Haz knew for a LONG time... Someone who actually lived in the HOUSE with them, so they knew her very well.  So....if she broke up with Tom for a valid reason, why would they be acting so weird for so long via social media? 

I think MOST friends would be able to understand if a gf broke up with their guy friend because he’s not over his ex. Like, it would be understandable.  

I’m not sure that’s what happened here...  🤔  BUT... It is a good theory, so I won’t knock it lol. 😂

All I’m saying is that I’ll just be honest... Based on what we SAW, she ended up acting more like the “hurt party” after the breakup than Tom did tbh. 🤷  And usually, the one who seems the most “hurt” is the dumped party.  Tom also seemed like he bounced back a lot quicker than she did.  But again.... it could very well be that she broke up with Tom because he told her he still has feelings for Z.  Either that, or she did (or said) something that caused Tom to get fed up and he broke up w/her.  🤷   

I just feel like IF Tom knew he still had feelings for Z (especially if he realized that recently reconnecting w/her brought up some old feelings), I feel like Tom would be a gentleman about it and would try to break things off amicably with her.  Perhaps maybe he DID try to break things off amicably, but Nadia didn’t take it too well, and said (or did?) some things that hurt Tom’s feelings.... 👀  I can see a guy giving the silent treatment if something like that went down.  I still feel deep down that Z liking the Golf  pic didn’t go over too well w/N. 👀  (Just a feeling I get...Possibly ended up in an argument too 👀)  But again...we really don’t know all the details of what happened, so we’re only speculating.  We can only go by what we know and what we saw.  

I honestly really think the quarantine blinded them a bit, and they didn’t start under normal circumstances.  It was almost bound to fail tbh.  So, whether Z was in the picture or NOT, I think it was going to eventually go south...just looking at Tom’s schedule since July 2020 alone. 

[emma-what-son]

(Echee post) Emma Watson gets drunk and scales a fence naked

Posted on March 20, 2014

In her new interview for Elle Emma admitted something that correlates a tweet from a witness from in July 2011 on location filming Perks of being a Wallflower From snitchseeker.com May 2014, "Among her exploits: She dated a costar Johnny Simmons, and she broke into a swimming pool at 3 A.M. "It was at a hotel," she reports happily. "It had a gate around it. My friends turned around and basically, I was gone. And the next thing they saw was me seven feet up in the air, scaling this fence." This, apparently, is not as out of character as we might suppose. Watson says coyly: "I shouldn’t be able to get away with what I’m getting away with." Here is the tweet from July 2011 and here is a POST I originally posted it in at the time "@_MarieChristine $*MarieChristine; Saw @EmWatson get so drunk that she got naked n climbed the fence to go into the swimming pool at my friend's hotel......http://twitter.com/#!/_MarieChristine." So it was true. I'm not posting the quotes here (I'll link the posts with them below) but to generalize this is a girl that claims to be shy and doesn’t like to party and doesn’t drink to have a good time because it makes her really sleepy and she’s just so boring she says and blah, blah blah. She sucks people in with these statements are herself that makes people like her. It's not just about drinking and getting drunk but everything. Nothing about her is genuine in any shape or form. She is a fraud.

In a recent interview for Wonderland Magazine Emma admitted like she always has which has been one big lie that she's boring and doesn't like being the center of attention.

So in her Wonderland magazine Emma says she shy, socially awkward and a introverted person. For some reason I don't believe her. There are certain things about her that leads me to believe she is not shy or the least bit introverted. The first part of this question asked her straight out as she ever wanted to go off the rails and get drunk and she talked about getting a tattoo but never fully answered that question. The follow up question which is split below in two parts was, "But you’re not as puritanical as that, Emma" So let's look at some thing 1.) From wonderlandmagazine.com Feb 2014, "The truth is that I’m genuinely a shy, socially awkward, introverted person." Posing half naked

For years Emma has said she was shy. From topcelebrityheadlines.com June 2011, "I’m shy." From zimbio.com May 2011, "It's really hard to have a love story for me. I'm a famous actress. And I'm shy." From digitalspy.com October 2010, "Actually, I'm quite shy. I've never liked attention." From iheartwatson.net June 2011 “I still feel shy, but I feel more like I can accept it.” Her come hither looks which I limited for space reasons. There are many and I left out new ones from the Noah premiere. This is not a trait of shy and introverted people.

I doubt a truly shy and introverted people are going to say they'll strip to gain approval for anything. From mtv.com November 2010 (NYC Deathly Hallows) When we caught up with Watson just before she ducked into the theater, we informed her that 90 percent of our viewers had given her wardrobe choice — a specially made Calvin Klein gown — an enthusiastic thumbs-up in an MTV News online poll "Awww, really? Wow, that's such a high percentage!" she exclaimed. "Wow, I aced it, obviously. That's great." While 90 percent is definitely a high number, what might she do in order to get the full 100 percent of viewers' approval? "I don't know, take it off?" she quipped. Then there is her modeling which doesn't strike me as someone that is shy or introverted.

So shy and introverted she can tell a radio host some guy thinks she looks good naked From nudography.com 2008 'Harry Potter' film actress Emma Watson has said she would do a nude scene in a future film or stage role if the script called for it. Watson got on the topic of getting naked on BBC's Live Five radio "I think it's wonderful that Daniel is willing to be so brave for his craft. It's a big risk doing something like this while being so internationally known, but he's a true professional". When asked if she would ever bare all for her art, Watson replied, "Yes, absolutely. I would do it if the script called for it. I guess I would be a little nervous, but I've been told I look good naked, so I guess I've got little to worry about". When Shaffer asked Watson who thinks she looks good naked, she playfully said, "Now, now! I won't say. But I trust his expert opinion." Then there is her attention seeking along with her sultry poses and outfits she sometimes wears. Below is a series of photos from the Cannes for TBR. Everyone is walking up the steps arm and arm but Emma stops to grab the spotlight. Once she takes the arm of a cast mate she can't stop turning around smiling, giggling and waving. Once she gets to the top she hooting and hollering and then blows a series of kisses as her cast mates walk inside. This is not someone that is shy and introverted.

Claiming she wished she did more naughty things is yet another example of what a shy and introverted person would not say. From harrypotterfan.net Nov 2010, "I wished I’d done more naughty things. Three months ago I cut my hair and at that moment I felt I became a woman. I’m ready to start taking risks. I feel less girlish than ever." ... cough ... cough... From emma-watson.net September 2013 (GQ awards), “Given the perilousness in the journey from child star to adult, any award with ‘Woman’ in the title is frankly a relief!” <---- thought she, "I’ve never been in a terrible rush to be seen as a woman.” Then there is the choices of some of her outfits. If you're shy and introverted you're not going to show some flesh and you're certainly not going to show some flesh on TV or at a strip club. The last thing you want to do is draw attention to yourself. You'd be more than happy to dress modestly. There are just a few and I limited them for space reason as well. I left out her recent plunging neckline outfit from the Noah premiere in Madrid and many others like her famed 2009 HBP premiere wardrobe malfunction outfit.

From Elle magazine April 2011 iheartwatson.net, "Does having short hair make you dress differently? ’I think it’s made me bolder in my fashion choices. It’s allowed me to dress more sexily.’” cough ... cough... From omg.yahoo.com W magazine May 2013, “I’ve never wanted to grow up too fast: I wanted to wear a sports bra until I was 22! The allure of being sexy never really held any excitement for me. I’ve never been in a terrible rush to be seen as a woman.” Never heard of a shy and introverted person want o dress more sexually because of a haircut. Then there is her constant blowing of kisses which she does a lot of which all the classic pin ups like Marilyn Monroe ands other used to do. I guess it has nothing to do with shyness but introverted people are not going to go around blowing kisses at people or into the camera.

Then there are moments like this. Who does this? Shy and introverted? I think not. This is begging for attention and just plain weird.

Blowing kisses, posing, giving that sultry look and just enjoying all the attention is not the trait of a shy and introverted person.

Now the only thing I believe her on is the socially awkward part.

Now to the second part of that quote 2.) "At a big party, I’m like Bambie in the headlights. It’s too much stimulation for me, which is why I end up going to the bathroom! I need time outs! You’ve seen me at parties, Derek. I get anxious. I’m terrible at small talk and I have a ridiculously short attention span." I doubt this is true. She loves to be the center of attention on red carpets. She loves the attention. So why would parties be any different? At Coachella (bottom left photo) she was moshing at some points on stage.

This video shows her dancing on stage but there is another I lost of a video shooting down from the stage over Emma's head and you can see she's in plain view of the thousands in attendance. When I find it I'll post it. Shy and introverted people that can't take all the stimulation like she says would not put themselves out there amongst strangers and onlookers. If so, what kind of shy and introverted person is that? To see her drunk/leaving clubs and to read her contradicting quotes about drinking click these links below Emma doesn't like to party Emma never goes clubbing Emma can drink like sailor Emma lied about not drinking at Brown So basically like so much I covered on this blog by exposing her BS this is yet another example One more thing and it's a quote I've posted many times but she keeps on changing her tune In this new interview I started this post off with she also said From snitchseeker.com May 2014, "I was being offered roles that I didn’t feel were very complicated," she says. "Women that were a bit one-dimensional. Roles that required me to be one thing. Real women never are." So, rather than embrace mediocre work, she hid out in Providence, Rhode Island, emerging only for projects that would both stretch her muscles and challenge her public persona." But yet she said something different during her time at Brown From aceshowbiz.com November 2010 She tells U.S. magazine Parade, "I get some amazing offers to act, and sometimes it's hard to say, 'No, I'm going to stay here and do my homework.' People are like, 'What do you mean she's not available?' This college experience is really important to me, and I won't give it up." And yet it was not about roles at all two years ago. It was about her studying From nytimes.com September 2012, “Why hasn’t she done more films before now? “I think at first I didn’t because I was always either studying or filming, I didn’t have time to go off and do other films or other things to sort of show people that, Oh, she is not just Hermione, she is an actress and she can go and do these other parts and roles." So which is the truth and which is the lie?  So Sam in Perks and Nicki in TBR were complicated roles that she ended up leaving two Universities for? How about her small role in MWWM that took her a little over a week to film?