#despurr

[smolselfshippingaxcycat]

i had a nyaightmare...... im still sleepy but i dont wanna go bacc to sleep beclaws what if i have anyather bad dream

i wish i could cuddle with netzach ehehe..

[pride-of-storm]

i have officially been awake for thirty-six hours why am i not fuckin sleepy

[incorrect-hs-quotes]

Nepeta: :33< bubble tea should be fr33 as a pawblic service given to girls who are in despurrate n33d of a little treat

[verm1c1de]

man we need some genetic diversity in here efurryones eifur "would suibait someone ofur handholding" and "despurrately trying to over-sanitize their zadr so they dont get suibaited"

[jadedharleys]

tag masterlist

bc this was requested. they arent links bc there are too many to link in a tumblr post did you know theres a limit

CHARACTERS

beta kids

#☂️ - We will snatch purpose from the jaws of futility.

#⚛️ - there is still something worth fighting for!

#🔨 - we don't have time for this asinine tomfoolery!

#🕶️ - yes sir earth is literally under seige by planet fucking jupiter

alpha kids

#🍰 - the audacity to think I know much of anything about the world we live in

#🪲 - You always go down guns blazing. Thats what a hero does when he loves adventure and has guns.

#🐈‍⬛ - busting out tha MAJYYXXX!

#🕹️ - I have yet to encounter a problem where a sword didn't factor into the solution.

#🔌 - You wish it was bullshit. The last number is 4. Read it and fucking weep.

sprites

#🧃 B33 < guess i just decided to fly away up to the sun like a fucking piece of garbage after all

#🪁 - The bottom line is I'm pretty twisted up inside in all the most beautiful ways and it's wonderful.

#🐺 - and the sun...its way too big and bright and i cant stop seeing it...

#🪶 - fly up away to the sun like a fucknig piece of gargbage

beta trolls

#♈️ - i think i mostly want to see what happens when this whole place breaks apart

#♉️ - lIKE，a FAKE MADE UP FRIEND，yOU KNOW，lIKE，tHE WAY FAIRIES ARE，}:(

#♊️ - you are now offiiciially the liife of the party.

#♋️ - ATTENTION WORTHLESS HUMAN. THIS IS YOUR GOD SPEAKING.

#♌️ :33 < why dont you pretend to be something cute for a change?

#♍️ - To Orbit Those More Reckless And Dangerous Than I And More Daring For It

#♎️ - YOU PROB4BLY JUST S33 M3 4S 4 B1T TR4G1C

#♏️ - And you don’t have to 8e a good person to 8e a hero

#♐️ - I'll be fine. I just need to breathe. And to break something possibly

#♑️ - wHaT iS uUuUuP mY iNvErTeBrOtHeR?

#♒️ - swweet stinkin murder i am truly pathetic

#♓️ - I'm -EXCIT----------------ED!

cherubs

#☤ - by skaias gUiding light yoU may leave behind its tUrning arms of bright coloUrs and mayhem : calliope

#☤ - be who you've become and who i didn't. consume the fruits of an existence i could never understand. live. : alt calliope

#⛎ - I HuGELY INSIST. THAT I WALK THE PATH. NOT OF A VILLAIN. BuT OF AN ARTIST!!! : caliborn

felt + carapacians

#⚪️ - Never mind. I figured it out instantly because of my unfathomable intellect，limitless knowledge，and mind boggling charisma.

#🎱 - What are you waiting for?

#💌 - a promise to the yearning: ''There is hope yet.''

#🗡️ - There is only one cure for boredom befitting a demigod and that is more senseless killing

#🥫 - Mayors are so much better than kings. You hate kings and you think kings are really stupid.

ancestors

#♈️ - by his dread hand i c0me from 0ut behind the pendulum

#♊️ - 73RM1N4L 430N

#♋️ - Your 6l99d d6esn't matter; y9u cann9t change time.

#♌️ - these despurrate lines scrawled on canvas of caves

#♍️ - Nothing Will Ever Be The Same

#♎️ - JUST1C3 R41NS FROM 4BOV3

#♏️ - Fortune's eyeglass; scattered light shoals

#♓️ - BATTERWITC)( ASC-ENDANT

alpha trolls

#♈️ - What the fuck are you talking about? Bitch idiot.

#♊️ - 17H 70 M4N741N7 PR3C4R10U5 8U7 M057HL3Y 5U5741N3D 84L4NC3 0N MY 71GH7 4ZZ F4LLD0WN 5L47

#♋️ - Can't y9u see I'm in the middle 9f a direly imp9rtant w9rd dump?

#♌️ (=ＴωＴ=) < THE F333333333LS!!!!!!!!!

#♏️ - I've 8een known to em8ellish now and then

#♓️ - and thats glubbin that

characters being sad

#🕰️ - candles and clockwork : dave

#💫 - flare : jade

#☁️ - heir of grief : john

#🗝️ - drift into the sun : rose

characters being cool

#🌇 - savior of the dreaming dead : dave

#🌌 - penumbra phantasm : jade

#🌃 - savior of the waking world : john

#🎆 - at the price of oblivion : rose

characters being bonkers

#☢️ - the suckiest jade there is : grimbark

#🔴 - OBEY SUBMIT CONSUME : crockertier

#🔮 - the fabled blackdeath trance of the woegothics : grimdark

#🍭 - OH FUCK YOU MAKE A BUNCH OF ZILLY SANTAS : trickster

characters together

#🌈 - a planet forgotten by time : all trolls or at least a bunch of them

#🟥 - alpha kids

#🟩 - beta kids

kin tags but chill

#📔 - stellarUm salve : callie kin

#✨ - ballad of awakening : jade kin

#🦎 - TH3 L3MONSNOUT TURN4BOUT : terezi kin

other

#🌱 - gardener : gardeny jades

#🏝️ - the beginning of something really excellent : fun jades

#🏳️‍⚧️ - How Do I Live : fave june images

misc

uncategorized

#🌙 - thanks for playing : epic sburb ending stuff

#🏠 - the note desolation plays : themes of emptiness and loneliness

#🍭⌇🥩 : epilogues/postcanon

places

#☄️⚙️ : lohac

#❄️🐸 : lofaf

#🍃🌌 : lowas

#🌅🌦️ : lolar

#💭🗺️ : lotaf

#☀️⛵️ : lomat

#🏮🎈 : locah

#△🎆 : lopan

#🛕🧪 : lotak

#⛰️💡 : lomax

#🌒 - shadow of fate : derse

#🌖 - heart of gold : prospit

#🌥️ - well of creation : skaia

bonus vrisrezis

#🎞️ - 1 M1SS YOU L1K3 4 P4ST L1F3

#🧣 - F1X TH1S

#🪙 - TH3 ONLY TWO VORT1C3S 1 S4W

#🫧 - do you remem8er me?

#🏴‍☠️ - SCOURG3 S1ST3RS

ships

#🐠🐚 : arafef

#🐏🎮 : arasol

#🕸️🔱 : lesbifins

#♟️🖊️ : dirkuu

#🎀🪄 : calliroxy

#🪐⚙️ : davejade

#🔨⏰ : johndave

#⏰🦀 : davekat

#🌋🔫 : dirkjake

#🐱♦️ : meowrails

#🐋🦈 : erifef

#🐟📌 : solfef

#🐺🌤️ : jaderose

#🧁🍸 : janeroxy

#☭ : johnkat

#🐙🐰 : grimdorks

#🐇🐈 : roxygen

#🌧️⚖️ : johnrezi

#🕷️🌬️ : spider8reath

#🥀🪡 : rosemary

#🦋☀️ : vriskan

#🐾💢 : nepkat

#🐝🦀 : solkat

#♥️🖍️ : karezi

#🕷️🔱 : meenvris

#🎱⚖️ : vrisrezi

[fictionkinfessions]

I WANT SO DESPURRATELY TO FIND A PURRLOZ WHO ISNT ABSOLUTELY PAWFUL BUT I DON’T THINK THERE IS ONE -MEULIN LEIJON (FICTIVE) #💎🎤

"I want so desperately to find a Kurloz who isn't absolutely awful but I don’t think there is one -meulin leijon (fictive)"

[roxy-llalonde]

Despurrately trying to make my discord account uninhabitable & radioactive :33

[official-semiramis]

Alright so i was just going to try and ignore this hoping it’ll blow over and that she’d stop harrassing us that’s clearly not happening so

If you’ve ever interacted with a tumblr user going by or that has gone by any of these urls please do block them and possibly warn anyone you might know that she could reach: • elfsona  (current url) • lzayol (also current url) • despurr  • saikah  • amaneh  • ahngieh  • 0sani •anti-shizaya • cupup • saikabot • boostedana • solosa • super-milk-chan • princesszange (these are the more prominent ones, she quickly changes url weekly whenever called out, will update) She goes by Sonia/Osani, is 22 and from Texas (will also usually include being a linguistic major in her bios)  She’s my ex and is known mostly for: being abuser who’s sent numerous death threats before and has sexually harrassed minors, generally just hopping from groups and servers just to start drama and find an easy lay. She’s also the reason why my and @neckhorse ‘s inboxs are closed, as she’s prone to send endless harrassing and threatening asks 

That’s my inbox. Only about 20 of those arent from her. I’ll enclose some of the more striking ones below+context: (the context being me deciding to break our unhealthy relationship)

Trying to feel better about herself by shifting the blame on me:

I must precise our relationship was a ldr. She would get upset if i didnt want to sext her back and guilt trip me into doing it anything. Not wanting to admit that she tried to pin the blame on me somehow.

The context here was me having reblogged two (2) selfies of asian mutuals/blogs.

When i’d call her out her trump card would be calling me cracker or whitey because that gives leverage in arguments that aren’t about racism in the slightest. Also pretty unbecoming considering she’s voted Trump herself

Typing and sending something like this clearly shows superiority and innocence in any kind of argument:

Context here being ?? I deleted all pictures of her upon breaking and never mentioned. Probably trying to get a leverage on me using my phobia i guess. Also sort of hypocritical considering she’s threatened to impersonate me and go send my mutuals compromising pictures.

Just like 90% of her asks, once again completely unprompted My take here is that she’s trying to make me feel jealous despite being utterly disgusted by her The habit of finding new romantic interests monthly seems to be an ongoing thing she does but that’s just tea and not something that should be on a callout :eyes: but yeah she does have a history of approaching people just for intercourse and to try and force them into a toxic relationship just to deny everything and proceed to harrass them to kingdom come so watch out if you’re a friend of hers

context here is: 1-my brothers sexually abused me in the past (because comparing an abuse survivor to their abuser is something totally ok) 2-guilt tripping as usual

Here we can see her having no grasp on how healthy relationships work and how breaking off an almost year long relationship that made my mental health plummet to rock bottom due to daily emotional abuse was just me overreacting

Context is, once again, guilt tripping Also no there is no record of me ever making fun of self harming and never will be

Now these were from an ex mutual of mine The reason for such treatment? Following and reblogging posts from me

Here we can see her smartly admitting how she takes none of what she’s done seriously and is entirely unapologetic about it she’s merely playing the role of the victim trusting knowing her followers will blindly believe her

context: my suicide attempts

more kind asks after i reunited with my best friend after breaking up

more episodes of her approaching me from a freshly made blog unleashing her trump card

her being totally not creepy after our breakup

more of her specialty, guilt tripping

here’s her spam following me after her habitual remake (yes, the grand number of 100 times)

More accusations probably due to projecting

these (along with more) were sent to tumblr user @neckhorse, who’s also been abused by her in the past (and while underage)

Here’s more proof of her being disgusting and ableist towards various other people

This is my current blocked list on discord all people except the two i obscure are her the list will probably increase as she keeps going to the trouble of making new accounts for the sole purpose of harrassing me

Lastly is the reason i wanted to finally make a more or less proper callout post She recently made a post accusing tumblr user @neckhorse of being a sexual predator despite having no proof and that never happening since she was the who abused her The reason she asked her followers to block her is to prevent them from ever interacting with her since they’d end up knowing her true colours

                                                     (update) -i’ve been sent this ask the other day, just to prove how she’s still actively harassing people and especially mentally ill people using that. It’s sickening.

I most definitely forgot things seeing how massive her bad reputation is but if you desire more proof or explanation you can feel free to contact either me or @neckhorse for more details or info about other users she’s harrassed You can also check out @yousei-bitches if you’re curious about her previous history (considering she’s being at the epicenter of various drama in different occasions throught the past 2 years). Here’s also some tags of mine you can check for some of her previous answered asks or posts (mostly vague) about her • /drama • /cupup • /0sani • /snake.ask I sincerely hope no one will buy into her false accusations nor let her close enough to exploit your weaknesses or literally anything personal you’ve ever had the misfortune to disclose to her And that she’ll finally leave us alone Stay safe

[singinbluebird]

On god just watching the colorful stage YouTube channel videos got me feeling exactly the same way I did with proseka was first released. I’m vibrating in my seat. It feels like an entirely different game.

[mudofmankind-blog]

dragonoussenses99 replied to your post “”

// Its okay ^^ I think its awesome you headcanon her that way! Its good to know that too! -shymaru

thank you !! fun fact: the hc was mostly based off that one one-off joke in dr1 where monokuma says bears don’t have genders and has a short existential crisis when naegi says they do.

i decided to roll with it but it does just kinda make sense to me that junko wouldn’t really identify as a woman—

[smolselfshippingaxcycat]

mgnrhgfhgh we're already halfway thru the month and ive only done one artifght attack..

im owrking on another but oh gosh my fatigue is relentless i want cuddles from netzach 3:

[londonbridgefalling]

Yo like how can I have seen Mekakucity actors so many times and yet everytime I heard summertime record I start producing tears like I never thought possible

[verm1c1de]

In response to the Dib's Wonderful Life of Doom post: What do you think Dib would do when he hits that point?

umm,,, idk,, maybe mopiness of doom style depurression,,,, or despurration,,,,,,,,, Making purroblems fur himself to fix,,, that sounds more accurate. going insane basically. well. more thean he already was. like twiiiiliiiiight in lesson 0

[bionicbasil]

Welcome to Cats have Purroblems Too! with Dr Basil

Featuring Today's Despurrate Dilemma ~ **HELP! MY HOOMAN GOT A BOYFRIEND!**

[perrserker33]

:33 < *despurrately

[official-semiramis]

time for some nice anons from You Know Whooo

i gotta say these are all particularly juicy, even coming from her herself! let’s start with this welcoming triple

I’d like to take a moment to just appreciate the one in the middle, personally. You’d think a person wouldn’t be dumb enough to say ‘’im not awful im right’’  and then admit they’re threatening to doxx you right after yet here we are!! I truly am, at this very moment, shitting my pants.

(context required for this one ask: -havoc is my cat -evelyne is my gf) This ask is very vague, in fact, you couldnt have been more vague; it would have maybe been more effective if you actually made a point or two. You’re right about the Havoc part though, this is the face of a disappointed cat 

Now this one is funny because it’s not as extensive as some others but it’s possibly more of a mess. I’ll try to do my best to comment each piece of whatever this is 1-yes i do hate you for being an awful person, yes i’m lazy and occasionally hate myself. death penalty? you’re really grasping at straw here by stating the obvious lmao 2-i think you got this all wrong, i’m not trying to ‘’make you look bad’’, im merely showing people the shit you do/say so really, your actions speak for themselves and i dont even have to try and do that!  3-a certain degree of smugness is due when dealing with someone as ridiculously obsessed with you, honestly. Even if just to lighten the mood 4-im not gonna comment on the just like every man bit because of how out place it is like girl where are you even pulling that from, you’re just trying to get brownie points at this point 5-lastly, there’s a lot more stuff i could do to feed my ego and i sincerely don’t see how any of this how contribute to that, i’m just spreading awareness so that people wont have to deal with you toxic ass, that’s all

Now before i comment this i’d like to give you a tip: when you make an accusation pulled out of your ass like this and use the word ‘’hypocritical’’ it really reeks of projecting, jsyk If by ‘’pressuring you’’ you mean trying to help your hopeless abusive ass to grow out of your own bad manipulative habits and failing, then yeah im guilty Not really sure how you can state so firmly i haven’t made any ‘’progress’’ but you sure sound professional. I still wont pay you for your services though

If we’re dealing with her we couldnt possibly NOT get the topical sexually themed ask. We just Could Not. Frankly i don’t think i even need to personally comment on this, just the fact that you’d try to make a point out of this kind of stuff speaks for itself. All your asks are 100% ad hominem attacks that i guess in your brain are passed as valid points to bring up in an argument somehow. Go you! totally got me with this one! All the accusations about you backed with proof? Pfft that’s not nothing compared to this. This is the strong stuff Also for someone who’s forgetting aspects of me you’ve listed quite a few in these asks :eyes:

As if all of those weren’t strong points already, she has to go a step further! Her only aim? U t t e r victory I really dont need to explicit how all of these are extremely exaggerated and disrespectful claims to make about a person, again, without proof, since there isn’t, since i’m not the person in question but I’d honestly want to know how you could really say to yourself ‘’Damn, look at this stuff, i’m CLEARLY in the right and such a good person honestly’’ as you typed all of these. I really cant capacitate myself of that. Please do tell me. 

I’d now like to end this with the cherry on the top: this. This arguably the second messiest ask of the bunch imo. What she’s referring to is a poor and half assed attempt to end things on ‘’friendly terms’’ despite: A-her not having done or even tried to do anything to make up for the shit she’s done and B-me having repeated to her multiple times i’d rather not be contacted by her. She straight up ignored all that and tried to reach an agreement completely by herself considering how she blocked me right after sending it, not really giving me a saying in any of it. I still wouldnt have replied but that’s just not how you try to reach an agreement, you couldnt be more one sided. I’d post the message she sent if she didnt keep deleting her blogs weekly as per usual. The next point she made here, I dont think she thought it through too much If she did then she’d realize that i’d only respond to that side of hers because it’s her actual true side. If i dont want to listen to your hurried and half assed apologies where you actually seem level-headed just in hopes you can end things in a way that would keep people from knowing about what you did, it ‘s because it’s bullshit and you dont mean any of that. You only ever show that side when you want things to take a better turn for you so that you can keep on running from your past as you’ve been doing for years. That other ‘’less softer side’’ is what you’re actually thinking, and that’s why i only respond to that, because that’s where you show how you really are. I dont need to remind you that  people only say sorry for things they say when their filter stops working: your apologies only serve to try and erase the awful taste you leave when you say the truth, and they dont work I dont know why you decided to end that ask on a more than uncomfortable note but it’s what i’d expect from you, not actual points, just a bunch of vapid shitty insults Im done commenting this, it turned out way longer than i expected but i think i can safely say these asks perfectly encapsulate your persona: you’re disgusting Sonia

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@elfsona

(through one of her many, many sideblogs made for the sole purpose of harrassing me and other people)