#doces-e--tuga

[sixstepsaway]

alternative idea for an outfit change, cropped dress shirt thats in only change. everything else remains the same smsksksmsm

you-- you mean like this, but in black?

i dont think any of us would survive that and now i want it

[ourflagmeansgayrights]

on ur whole ed and izy weren't friends thing a: I dont think u should be putting it in the ship tag let ppl ship in peace. b: my personal headcannons could go either way but I wouldn't find it hard to believe that they were once closer than canon shows but iver the years maybe the hierarchy or eds growing disinterest in piracy makes them feel more distant. Ed has a habit of being dramatic and is not always truthful (I.e when he says he only ever killed his dad but has 'maimed people' im 100% sure he's killed by proxy). So when he says he doesn't have friends he could very well, in the moment, believe it while it not actually being true. Also when they enter stedes ship Ed tries to show izzy all the things that intrest him, to me thats friend behavior

a: that's totally fair, probably could've kept it to myself, but i put it in the ship tag bc 1. i hyper organize everything on my blog bc im insane so it was gonna get that tag anyway and 2. i kinda WANTED ppl to see the post bc im like, kinda curious to hear why ppl interpret ed and izzy's relationship the way that they do bc it's so far from how i (and everyone i know irl who watched the show) read these characters. my tone probably came across more aggressive than i meant but also like, anyone who's actually bothered is free to ignore the post or block me. i wasn't going at any individual fans specifically, so it didn't really register as me NOT letting ppl ship in peace?? but maybe that was the wrong call on my part, idk. my b i guess

b: i agree that ed and izzy in canon are like, in their divorce era at this point and probably got along better back when ed was more into being a pirate, but i really have a hard time imagining that they were ever like. besties. totally get that ed is being very dramatic in that scene, but like, that's kind of the point? in a way, by exaggerating his feelings in that moment, he's being more truthful. in a less emotionally-charged moment, ed might call izzy his friend, but in that scene he feels scared and alone, and he feels like none of his "friends" would accept him at that moment, crying in a bathtub all wrapped up in a fancy robe

it is friend behavior on ed's part to try and show izzy things that interest him, but like, izzy is. not into it. granted, it is kinda a stressful time, with like. the spanish and everything. and izzy doesn't know that ed apparently has a plan already. but like, at no point in the show do we see izzy respond well to ed trying to reach out to izzy abt some non-pirate activity. izzy didn't want to track stede down, izzy's annoyed by ed talking abt the clouds, izzy is glaring in the shadows any time ed is laughing or talking or telling stories with the crew of the Revenge. there's the cut scene of izzy putting bows in ed's hair, but i can't imagine izzy was like, super jazzed abt doing that (and anyway the scene is cut and we don't know what actually happened in it, so it's hard to use that as evidence either way).

i totally think they were closer in the past, but not in a friend way. they had each other's backs, they came up with plans, helped each other when they were wounded. but did they like, talk abt anything other than piracy? did they talk abt their pasts? did they talk abt their interests? people can interpret this show however they want, but ed saying he doesn't have any friends makes me think that they didn't, or that if ed ever tried to, it wasn't received well (and i don't think that's entirely izzy's fault, ed's language can sometimes be hard to understand. but the point is that izzy didn't understand it, doesn't understand it, doesn't understand ed. not the way ed wants to be understood)

[animalguides-au]

Virgil! I want you to know that your eyes are stunning! Absolutely gorgeous!

Virgil: ...thank you, I appreciate it.

[pwnyta]

bruh im so in love with zhongli I frequently forget that there's a good chunk of fandom that doesnt like him, wildin. I wish those people a speedy recovery tbh

I just found out fairly recently that there are people who hate on Zhongli probably because Ive only posted Zhongli and Zhongli accessories on Twitter so Ive only attracted fellow Zhongli stans...

Quite disheartening to learn so many people have such terrible tastes.

[ihamtmus]

Congrats on ur successful thesis defense, girl boss shit right there!

Aaaaahh thank you so much!!!! Yeah I finished one of my majors and it's great! Thank you <3333

[thekeytotheheart]

Damn Patton Dummy T H I C C 👀

[aziraphales-library]

Lost fic post #13

1.  Hey. I was searching a fic where Aziraphale went to a food convention and here he met Gabriel that said to him that "eating food stuff" wasn't good. He later got home and he felt sick, threw up in the bed and Crowley comforted him. I can't find it! Could you please help me? ~anon

2.  Hey I know you recommend this fic before, but i can't seem to find it. South Downs cottage fic. Crowley starts reading Az's poetry. Which he found when he tried to miracle a safe upstairs but the books were miracle-proofed and stayed behind. Az is away helping Anathema and Newt with the shop. Its full of lovely feels cuz most of the poems are love confessions but Crowley nows hes wasn't supposed to READ them. So he thinks Az is going to kick him out of the new cottage when he finds out. Thx ~ @studymaniac

3.  Hi, like others I've come here in hope of recovering(?) a fic I lost. The fic starts off on a sunny day. Crowley was in the living room or somewhere when he her a loud crash from the kitchen. Aziraphale had accidentally broken his favorite mug and was stupefied. Crowley fixed the mug with a miracle. Then it turned out that Aziraphale was stunned because he had just Fallen. Crowley tried to deal with his own PTSD while helping his angel recover from shock, after ranting at God. (1/2) The next day, London started raining. It was drizzle at first, and our newly Fallen didn't want to go out anyway. Crowley stayed with him in the bookshop. The rain turned into a pour and Aziraphale started wondering, was this somehow related to his Fall? Later he sensed the grief in the rain and found that it's probably the Almighty weeping. Aziraphale decided to pray to the Almighty. Crowley thought that it won't hurt. After Aziraphale finished his prayer, the rain did gradually stop. (2/2) This fic is important to me because, like someone else has commented below that story, it cleansed me somehow. It's gentle and sad but also so full of love. Especially when Aziraphale said "I'm okay. Crowley is taking very good care of me. I forgive you." It's exactly the kind of remedy I'll recommend to others when hoping for a shelter to breathe more freely. Wish all the mods a good day. It's simply wonderful how you provide a platform that allows lost to be found. Thank you so much ~ @claudiafekete

4.  Sorry to bother you but do you know of any fics that feature aziraphale struggling with anxiety? Thank you for your time, your blog is a godsend. ~ @doces-e--tuga

5.  Hello, lovelies! You have been so helpful in the past, I wonder if you could help me find a story? It was a long one-shot (>10K words I think) about Crowley not being able to articulate what he wanted from his and Aziraphale's relationship. He felt like he had to be the top to make Zira happy, but he didn't enjoy it, and the whole thing was about him learning to say what he wanted. I remember an A/N at the end asking commenters to stop asking for more, I thought it had a good ending though. Ta!! ~anon

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[the-ghost-of-pastels]

also also idk if u have plans for their designs but like if u did 👀

I might.......

(yes roman and remus are combined into one persona)

(sorry for disappearing for a day or two im bad at tumblr)

[obstinaterixatrix]

as someone who also uses Word as an image editor if just like to say that word has layers if you count send to back, bring to front etc

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[10yrsyart]

hey hey just wanted to let you know that I love everything ur about! ur art, ur creativity, ur different aus, ur ideas, just everything is *chef kiss* magnifique

thankyou so much, i truly appreciate it ;v;/

hahah oh man, i bet there are a ton of relateable John Mulaney things for him X’D and thanks!

[randomslasher]

I hope this kind of dredging up the past doesn't put u off the excitement of the new episode. as someone who's loved deceit from the beginning I dont hold anyones initial opinions or actions against them (if it helps at all for me to say). Let bygones be bygones. I hope no one else tries to give you flak for what happened some 2 years ago, now. I love your blog and I like the influence you've had in this fandom and the role you play. I hope you have a great day and stay healthy.

Thank you friend, that is comforting to hear. I’m definitely not perfect, and I make mistakes, but I’ve done my best to address and atone for them. And I did like the character from the start too--it was never about not liking the character, just being worried about the ships. So yeah. Definitely hoping to move on because there’s a lot to be excited about! :)

[deostyx]

ur cool as heck and ur art is awesome!

what the heck i never saw this!! thank you!! 

[animalguides-au]

if u were a guardian animal what would u be?

// Me? im not sure :0 i do vibe real hard with frogs though!!

[askazfellandco]

do you guys ever dance together? or are the styles just too incompatible ?

[mieudiary]

oh my goodness you're the one who ran the Prussia blog!!! I'm so glad I found you again!! Love ur art!!!

yes hewwo!!! And thank you!! 

[whenisitenoughtrees]

sorry if it came off as though I was demanding more, ur writing is awesome and I look forward to reading anything u write!

no no you didn’t!! you’re absolutely fine!! 

thank you so much!!