#don't belong anywhere

[dykrophone]

even spotify is taunting me for my life choices as a disgraceful degenerate who has never lived in my homestate fml

[whosafraidofvirginiawoolf]

I Don't Belong Anywhere: The Cinema of Chantal Akerman (2015) dir. Marianne Lambert

[femmeidiot]

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[greenapplebling]

As someone who loves putting characters in boxes without squeezing them into reductive pockets I love the Houses from twst bc there's a variety and you can find different characters as members of the same House. Bc as long as you have at least one trait that is strong enough that aligns with a core trait of the House you're in

All this to say I have a lot of fun sorting characters from other media into the twst Houses/Dorms

[cardi-c]

this is gonna sound stupid but i really looked forward to giffing the movie and now that i can't actually makes me sad

[fangswbenefits]

I need a way out of my head

[nuclear-angel]

The feeling of not belonging anywhere

[simplepotatofarmer]

loyal you are such an important member of dreblr I remember you were one of the first people I followed in dreblr and I always love seeing your posts on the dash <3

it's been a couple years since i joined dreblr and i think i still have a hard time articulating how i feel about it. <3 <3 i know i belong and that people enjoy my posts.

from my perspective, i was in a really horrible place where i was having a deeply terrible time in fandom. hate and harassment and feeling like i didn't have support or that support was highly conditional on me doing the 'right' things.

but the people in dreblr just flat out accepted me and supported me even though, from my perspective, i wasn't a part of it at the time.

i'm getting emotional because it meant so much to me and sometimes it feels silly to start tearing up because of a sub group on tumblr. but i really did feel like an outcast that dreblr accepted without question and even though it's been like two years and i am, absolutely, a part of dreblr, that still means so much to me.

like it legitimately means a ton to me. especially when things got worse and i truly didn't have anywhere else in this fandom.

anyway. dreblr is the fox and i'm techno.

[thatwasthenightthingschanged]

I feel soo disconnected from the tiktok side of the fandom like I just feel like they're completely different from me & that feels weird considering I always thought I get along well with any person who is a swiftie

[glittergroovy]

Where Do We Belong? Anywhere But Here - frnkiero andthe cellabration

[ihni]

yes! my mother used to roast a whole chicken with a can of beer stuck up its butt for flavour (i think u also used it to baste the bird while it's cooking but i don't remember). called it drunk chicken. apparently cooking meat in alcohol is really common :)

personally, i like to use a shot or two of whiskey when i bake beans. whiskey's also rly good in pecan pie imo

Huh, well the more you know! I have heard about some things - I may have heard about the beer and chicken one, and I know people use wine in cooking - but vodka in tomatoes? Never heard of that. If I wasn't so against going to the alcohol store, I would try it out.

[constellarcreator]

i am so ungodly hopelessly lonely no matter what i do

[flightlaw]

It's a good ending for the MCU. It's a terrible ending for Loki.

I hate it I hate it I hate it.

[holocene-sims]

next // previous

august 1, 2021 1:00 a.m. somewhere over the ocean

great need was my only strength and so we were separated as if we had become slaves, out on the boats lost in the fog to know one another no more

because time moves forever forward and it carries with it this endless sense of being alone 🎵

[wildflowerteas]

extremely embarrassed I am once again coming to you with 3 asks😔😔😔 elli read chapter 4

OH GOD. here we go. i panicked thinking this was about chapter 5 because of the mid-chapter 4 line but from the skim i just did i think I'm going to have to steel my heart or risk cardiac arrest from your reactions to the smut ( which, by the way, was the first smut I've ever written so please go easyonme ). Chapter 4, however, was incredibly fun to write so I'm excited to read through this. ( Sweet Dreams is playing too--i've had the tsp sskk playlist on loop to get in the mindset for part III )

Yes!!!! the PM is also in the tags! i couldn't make a murder mystery AU set in Los Angeles of all places and not have corporations with dirty hands and deep-pocketed old-money types floating around their establishments. Los Angeles doesn't and didn't have a main crime family with a lot of Aura, so inserting the PM without feeling like I was replacing a very real crime syndicate ( like I would if this was NY or Chicago ) was quite nice.

Yeah . . . TSP Atsushi is a whole different thing, on the surface at least. He's older, more experienced ( Yeah. ), and honestly, has bigger problems to deal with than the budding realization that he might like men so he just waltzes into flirtation with Akutagawa like it's nothing. If I were Ryuu I'd have pushed him down the stairwell by now, but he's too smitten for that.

I need to draw Mori in that shirt ( he did step up, after all. The Tsushimas weren't great, even if Dazai thinks of them with that wistfulness seen in Chapter 2 ).

OMG I CANNOT TELL WHATS BEEN BLACKED OUT IN THESE SCREENSHOTS SO I JUST FREAK OUT WHENEVER THERE'S A MASSIVE SPOILER QUOTE TT_TT. My blood goes cold. Poor Elli I bet there are entire conversations that are just a wall of grey rectangles to them.

I'd LOVE to write a bsd au set in a neo-futuristic AU!!!!!! honestly, that would go crazy, I can imagine it already.

I think Dazai is most attractive when he's shutting the fuck up unfortunately

Oh wow I feel like I'm watching a downward spiral into hornyposting in real-time surely this isn't going to go anywhere.

[llois-lane]

in the middle of assessing for adhd/asd and i feel like an idiot. is this normal? lol