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Bingqiu AU where SY and LBH grow up as childhood friends (idk maybe they're both at QJP but Shen Jiu is less of an asshole, or maybe SY transmigrates into Random Village Bully Child No.3 when Binghe's mom is still alive -- or both) and there's none of the tension of the idea of "one day Luo Binghe is going to rip my limbs off" for Shen Yuan.
So he and LBH can just be bros! Fantastic! Shen Yuan has never had a little brother before but he's had a little sister, he knows how to do this. Just spoil the cute kid rotten!
It's only fair compensation for how many terrible things LBH is gonna have to endure on the road to ruling the world, after all. SY also feels more freedom to change minor aspects of the plot around, too, like maybe he'll stop Liu Qingge from dying, definitely he can help LBH get a better start to his cultivation journey, and maybe the abyss and xin mo thing doesn't really need to happen...?
The list of things SY considers meddling with ends up including wives.
Like really, come on now, Luo Binghe may be a stallion protagonist but there's no need for that many women. Especially when at least half of them are just increasingly cheap copies of the other half, and that's being generous about it. Some of PIDW Binghe's wives were, frankly, horrible people. And if he's being honest about it, it wasn't fair of Binghe himself to take on that many either. Even if anyone would naturally give their left arm to be the protagonist's wife, after a certain point Binghe just can't spend that much time actually with them! And then he can't form the kinds of deep and meaningful bonds which might actually help heal his trauma!
SY's not looking to interfere too much, of course. Ning Yingying is not his favorite wife, but she's fine. She causes trouble but it isn't on purpose, and she's genuinely sweet and willing to befriend Binghe before he's anything special (although even now, it's obvious Binghe is special). Ning Yingying can stay.
And of course, so can Best Wife Liu Mingyan.
But Sha Hualing? Well, she offers some political advantages, and as the demon wives go she's not the worst. She's kind of iconic and was very popular, but Shen Yuan thinks the harem could do without her scheming and malicious attitude towards the other wives. The cost of harmony was too high for the political bonuses offered, especially when Binghe might as well just take her ancestral lands by force and be done with it. He's going to advise against that match.
And the Qin sisters. Sure there's the legendary threesome, but Wanrong's dead weight and it never struck SY quite right how Qin Wanyue pressured Luo Binghe into sex. The threesome wasn't even good anyway.
Better Qin Wanyue than the Little Palace Mistress on that front, though. But aish, that's complicated, the Palace Mistress is even more politically vital to securing HHP than Sha Hualing is for her father's kingdom, and almost as bad for the peace and harmony of the harem. Ultimately SY will leave it up to Binghe, but if Binghe asks, he's going to advise against the Huan Hua wives too.
With thoughts like this in mind, SY starts talking to Binghe about how to establish a household, what to look for in a spouse (or twenty), and other topics of that nature. What sort of household Luo Binghe ought to strive to have, and what sorts of standards he should himself to. Also while of course assuring him that Shen Yuan isn't interested in women. Lest he worry that Shen Yuan might be trying to steal any of the wives from him, at any point. He's not competition!
SY: I am helping to pave the way for Binghe to have better marital relationships! I am the best big brother slash best buddy ever! don't worry, no matter what happens to Binghe, this gege will be your no.1 cheerleader forever!
LBH: is he saying I should get a palace if I want to marry him? well... that sounds reasonable. ok, I will do it! (•̀ ω •́)✧
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Hey it's me again
Spoiler for this event's story
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Remember your previous idea of Longan turning anon to a stone to find a way to make them a dragon?
This relam work the same as it keeps cookies's age the same as the moment they entered it!
Like Longan can keep anon there without worry as they can keep watch over them (unless they have a dragon scale)
ALRIGHT so I went through the event story again>:P Now with the existence of the Spirit Realm as one of Longan's spells, Anon may be able to escape being petrified! 🤔
Things we know about how this works: - It's one of, if not the strongest spell Longan knows. By the way the other dragons talk about it, this is not something they use lightly. Nor have they ever used it on the other dragons. It is considered inside of Longan Dragon's mind. - The Spirit Realm holds the Dark Realm, a endless, foggy void, and the Pale Expanse, a white, sandy(?) place. It's possible there are other pocket dimensions that we don't know about. - By default, any cookie or creature who enters the Spirit Realm will get absorbed by Longan. - However, wearing the lotus armor or one of Longan's dragon scales can prevent this from happening. Whatever Dark Choco's got going on is also able to help someone survive the trip inside too. :P - Anything living inside the Spirit Realm do not age. I believe time might be still passing, since Chocolate Bark acts older than he appears. - Despite the scales' power, Longan is able to 'detect' the cookies inside their mind, as per becoming aware of Chocolate Bark being alive in the realm. This might be because of the dragons themselves talking out loud about it, I'm unsure. Going off all this, let's just say, best case scenario, Anon is able to go the Spirit Realm unscathed and Longan Dragon, with their mastery over this spell, is able to create a small pocket dimension for them to live in. :> Anon is bound to get lonely, even if they are living comfortably inside Longan's mind. Even if they know that Longan is always with them, they will want to see their beloved companion. So, I thought, Longan would create an illusion of themselves to hang out with Anon from time to time. I think it would make Longan's heart ache more if Anon was able to feel Longan when they hug but not vice versa. (。・ω・。)
#bonsi talks#If Warlord! Longan is looking off into the distance; they're not looking into the future#they're playing house with Anon in their head SDFGHJK
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Hear me out
Dandy x a porcelain doll toon, like the reader is a sorta a toon sized porcelain doll and so cracks easily, but, they’re really clumsy
(Romantic preferred but if you don’t want to can be platonic)
Love your writing, remember to drink water!
Note: Hey! Thank you for liking my writing skills(*`ω´*) This made my day knowing that you enjoy it! I'll try to improve to deliver more goodies work!💙And no worries, I can always do romantic! If you aren't pleased with these, just tell me and I'll fix it!(* >ω<)
I post this one first since I wanna let some know that I'm still alive...JUST BUSY WITH EXAMS.
Dandy x gn!reader
Dandy...isn't particularly fond of your clumsiness. Well now, don't go and call him out simply because he views you as fragile and easy to break! He gets panicked when he sees your face break into little pieces, as he carries you to your Handler to fix you up. But do bear with the little lecture, he just wants you to start being careful and paying attention to your surroundings more. Often asks Astro to look after you in case he's busy, or just anyone that he trusts. Guess what? This guy gets happy if you allow him to do your makeup, albeit not as perfect as he wants it to be, but it's fine to you or ya like it! He's very gentle, of course. Dandy couldn't resist but to give your silly nose a light tap with a giddy laugh after he's done. Well, the shopkeeper likes to make the tension as light and comfy for you as possible. Starts zoning out whenever he's thinking about you. Imagine the guy sitting still with a smile and you somehow come across him, waving as you ask him if he's alright. Well, not really, he's just thinking about how to stop making you break easily. Porcelain dolls are known for their fragility and require careful handling to prevent damage, after all... Ask out of the blue that is he that annoying, since others tend to find being pampered very irritating. He heard that some said that he should stop worrying so much and let you breathe once in a while. Although Dandy rarely does so, he wants to ask you to confirm his little worries.
Has glue. Well, yea and imagine the guy tending your crack by gluing the little pieces back. It's...so futile yet questionable...But it's the efforts that count!
(sorry if it's short)
#dandys world#dandy's world x reader#dandys world x reader#dandys world fandom#x reader#dandy x reader#dandy dandys world#x gn reader
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Some JPN Twitter reactions to Ch 425 (Todofam things)
So I read through the Toya, Dabi, Shoto, Todofam tags, and the Japanese fandom is as divided as the Western. Many are gearing up for more pain, but also many are happy that Touya is alive and want a conclusion for the family. Shouto's expression at the end tends to be read as there being some hope.
A random selection of comments under the cut.
The Todoroki family… Endepappa's back is so painful... But right now, I'm just glad that Dabi-kun is alive... It was really good There's still hell ahead, but when I see Shoto-kun's face at the end, I think it'll be okay The Todoroki Family's Hope
Is this where the real hell begins for the Todoroki family? Judging by Shoto's expression, there's no need to worry... I'm afraid to read...
[My Hero Academia Magazine] Todoroki, with his bag on his shoulder, is remembering the time when he was going to the hospital to see Rei after the sports festival. Even though it's just one panel, he looks confident and reliable...! I can believe that when he told Deku, "It's okay," he wasn't lying. He has the confidence and moderate tension of a club competition
Endeavor in the visiting room facing a device that seems to contain Dabi is powerfully negative! His back view makes it seem as if Endeavor is on the side of the prisoners! It's a perfect composition of a criminal confessing to a strange god! Even though it's his own fault, it's still brutal to see his own sins taking such an obvious form right before his eyes...!
I'm so happy that Touya-kun is alive..Next time, I wonder if it'll be Hell's Todoroki Family 3
I don't follow the magazine so I only have fragmentary information from tweets, but is there a chance that Touya-kun will make a comeback? But no memory loss or childhood regression, okay? Even if he does resurrect, I hope he comes back to life as a cremated Touya (´・ω・`)
By the way, a spoiler from the magazine revealed that Shoto-kun is still alive...!! It seems that the hellish Todoroki family's problems have not yet been resolved, but I'm glad that everyone, including my favorite, is alive...
I wonder what will happen to the Todoroki family. No matter how hard they try, I don't think there's a happy future for them.
My Hero Academia has had a lot of bitter developments that can't be called salvation, so I'm worried about the end of Dabi and the Todoroki family...
The crime doesn't go away, and I don't want to see a story of a child forgiving an abusive parent and a wife forgiving domestic violence portrayed as a heroic tale. I think the Todoroki family would prefer an ending where they get divorced after some degree of repair to their relationship, and just keep sending alimony and child support...
The story of the Todoroki family seems like it's going to get pretty gruesome, so I'm really looking forward to seeing
In the Hiroka manga, I wish the Todoroki family wouldn't involve their son any more while Dabi is still alive... It's the father's sole responsibility, so it would have been fine if they'd just commit suicide together.
While the conversation was going on in a fun atmosphere, the Todoroki family suddenly threw me into hell.
I'm grateful that My Hero Academia doesn't end with winning the battle, but also depicts the chaos that occurs after a big battle. First of all, I'll be watching the outcome of the Todoroki family, which has been portrayed as the "Hellish Todoroki Family." It'll be tough, but I'll be watching it through.
The fact that Shoto-kun showed a determined and happy face is my only hope. You are the light of the Todoroki family.
I love the Todoroki boys too and I'm rooting for you (´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`
And Todoroki-kun's final "It'll be okay" makes me feel like he's made up his mind again, or rather, he's determined... He looks really cool and has a great expression, but he really has a lot to carry on his shoulders.
Things suddenly got ominous at the end. Even though there was that kind of atmosphere from last week, Todoroki's face has changed a little, or rather, he looks more determined... In contrast to that, his father's back... The Todoroki family story isn't over yet.
Many people are feeling psychologically damaged by the latest episodes... [Book fans] Touya-kun is alive → Should I be happy or sad that it couldn't end? Maybe he and Endeavor will talk about it now → What's the point of talking about it now? I'm scared of the book coming out... I'm scared of finding out the details.
If Touya-kun (Dabi) ○ dies, I'll seriously cry. Absolutely.
To be honest, time cannot be turned back and Touya will never be the person he and his family originally wanted to be, and since he committed a grave sin as an adult and was forced to live longer despite not having much time left, it would be terrible if he were to be forced to take part in a game of atonement with his family, who still have the time, future and lifespan to start over again.
No, can't you just wait for Shoto-kun to come? First, let Touya-kun and Enji be the two of them... Stop asking your kids for a push until the very end when you can't face it yourself, seriously...
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Things Vivian has texted Kai ( @gloryundimmed ) Part 1:
I'm honestly so glad I happen to be born in the twenty first century, because if I had to write you letters while you're off fighting some pointless war during an age where there was no internet, I'd probably be losing my damn mind. (」°ロ°)」
You better not stand me up! (ง •̀_•́)ง ...Otherwise, I'll show up at your place at 2 in the morning, ready to fist fight you.
I got bored during class, so I decided to sketch you._〆(。。) ( Sends him an attachment of a picture she drew, where he's depicted in Riyoko Ikeda's artstyle, but it honestly seems more like a cursed shitpost than genuine fanart )
So I ordered your favourite drink today. ( Sends him an attachment of her hand holding what appears to be a half empty glass filled with scotch on the rocks ) And honestly, it's pretty mid. ╮( ˘_˘ )╭ In fact, I would really rather be drinking matcha milk tea than whatever this garbage is. ( Spoiler alert: she is lying and actually manages to finish it all )
...I really should not have searched Piccolo on rule34, 'cause hoo boy, can that green boy bend. (.·⊙ ﹏⊙·. ) Seriously, I feel like I now desperately need bleach... and a time machine, so I could go back to a time where I didn't know what 'auto fellatio' was. .・゚゚・(/ω\)・゚゚・.
Don't worry. In the unlikely event you happen to die from my cooking, I'll write on your grave, 'Here lies Kai. He will be remembered for his meat being huge'. (。•̀ᴗ-)✧
Today, I saw this lady getting her butt slapped... but instead of being all, 'Kyaaaa! Pervert ( ˶°ㅁ°) !!' on him, she immediately held out her hand and said, 'That would be $7, sir'. Then when the creep proceeded to actually hand her $10, she pockets it and says he can slap her butt again for another $10. (·•᷄ࡇ•᷅ ) ...Three dimensional women these days sure are pretty strange, I tell you. Do you think she was lowkey flirting with him?
( 。 •̀ ⤙ •́ 。 ) ...I swear, Kai, you are such a man. Why is it always tits and butts with you and never a girl's beautiful smile or wonderful personality you happen to fixate on?
If I ever message you without a kaomoji, you can assume the one corresponding with you is not me... or it happens to be an emergency, where being cute while texting you is just not an option. ∠( ᐛ 」∠)_
(╭ರ_•́) Is my laptop over at your place by any chance?
「(゚ペ) Say... if I were to make you mapo tofu for dinner, would you eat it?
Try not to die on me, okay? ( •̯́ ^ •̯̀) I don't want you kicking the bucket yet before I could even beat you at anything.
Do you agree with the notion 'A beautiful woman doesn't need a wallet'? ╭( •̀ - • )
...That feeling when the air conditioning at the GCE building is broken and the small fan your mom gave you is barely managing to keep you alive. :(´ཀ`」 ∠): Like, I'm so damn cooked at this rate, not even 50 hot Brazillian strippers will bring me back to life.
#gloryundimmed#║▌ ⧼ ⸢ ʚɞ ⸣︳h̲e̲a̲d̲c̲a̲n̲o̲n̲s̲. ⧽ ― LET’S PRETEND I AM A FICTIONAL CHARACTER.#⸾ ❖︎ ⸾ ( KAI / i never understood desire until i felt your hands around my throat ) ⤹ •• 𝕥𝕒𝕘.#⸾ ❖︎ ⸾ ( ABOUT ) ⤹ •• 𝕧𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕒𝕟 𝕚𝕤𝕞𝕤.#⸾ ❖︎ ⸾ ( QUEUED ) ⤹ •• 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕓𝕣𝕒𝕣𝕪.#[ since it's established vivian constantly texts him i figured i should spout examples of what texts kai would be unfortunate enough ]#[ to receive from her... but when i was writing the one where she ended up trying his 'favourite drink' i somehow couldn't shake away ]#[ the mental image of the bartender later calling him on her phone and being all 'EY YO please come pick up your plastered af girlfriend' ]#[ 'she ended up having one too many drinks and we don't want to send her home in a cab...' ]
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Author's Notes: Hello!! I am here to just post this little drabble I wrote while just listening to music and letting my mood take control of the keyboard. It's been SO LONG! So forgive me if it's not up to par with my late works. (;ω;)
Word count: 824.
Genre: Started out as a Fluff, but now it's an Angst. (  ̄▽ ̄)
Trigger Warnings: Mild blood, slight gore, hinted kidnapping, I guess.
ON THE RUN - Port Mafia Dazai Osamu

“Hey. Hey, I think I know who you are.”
His voice was easily overtaken by the pitter patter of rain. A steady rainfall coming down just enough to make puddles. Enough to drown out someone's voice from afar. He continued to speak while taking small strides— the last thing he wanted was to frighten you.
You walk aimlessly. Your steps are lazy and lack direction. Something weighed heavy on your mind. It wasn't a good day, you reminded yourself while you stepped deep into a puddle of water harshly. Your shoes are soaked.
“Wait! W-wai—”
He stopped. A sudden wall was in his way of catching up to you.
“How irritating..”
His first instinct was to slowly pull out his gun. That alone would send people screaming and running. But not them. And when he loaded his gun and took his aim with one hand, something stopped him. His blood suddenly turned to ice. His dark brown eyes slightly widened.
“You haven't changed. You said you would leave this place.”
He scowled at the man before him. Someone who he once had called a partner. His friend.
“Shut up. It doesn't concern you whether or not I decided to leave.”
The man smiled painfully. His eyes held sorrow and pity on the man he so often viewed as a damaged child.
“I told you it didn't matter in the end… to be good. Why.. did you go back on your word?”
A warning shot was fired just past his ear. His face hot, cheek stinging in pain from such a small, superficial wound.
“I made my decision. You're in my way. I suggest moving aside.”
“It's not too late.”
He held both arms up with open palms facing Dazai.
There was another gunshot. Just one. Then the only sound that remained was the light drizzle of rain hitting the pavement.
“Bullshit. I was damned before you even met me.”
He pressed on. A heavy weight now on his back as he picked up the pace to catch up once more. There you were. Waiting at a bus stop that was clearly long out of service for the night.
“Finally.. there you are.”
He caught his breath and gave a weak smile before it quickly faded to dismay.
You held onto both crutches tightly through the rain making it troublesome. Your left leg in a boot that was soaked from the rain. Left wrist bandaged and you had two stitches above your left eyebrow.
“..What are you doing here? How did you find me?”
It wasn't out of fear. Not anger. It was a concern. Worried. You noticed blood on him but you knew better than to think he got injured.
“Who—”
“No one.”
He quickly cut you off. It didn't matter how many times you asked anyway. Dazai hardly ever told you who he got involved with let alone who he killed.
His hand reached out to cup your cheek. Cold rough hands caressed you and oddly enough it was warmer than the sun. But his eyes were cruel, bloodthirsty. Searching for something, someone to blame for your current state.
“It was—”
“I know. Don't say another word. I don't want to ruin the moment.”
You both went quiet. And as he continued to stroke your cheeks, you couldn't help but feel at peace. The deadliest man alive was right in front of you, and you didn't flinch whatsoever.
He towered over you, his face leaned in to hover above your shoulder as he spoke in a low voice.
“No one can stop me. You know that already. It doesn't matter who or how many.”
Dazai exhaled heavily. This was clearly something he had been waiting for a long time to say. His breath is warm and tickling your ear.
“ This game of cat and mouse is over. I won. I always win. And now, I'm going to claim what's rightfully mine.”
You swallowed hard. It was bound to happen. The inevitable. How stupid you were to think you could beat Dazai. You should've seen it from a mile away when he gave you such a big head start. But you tried to take him for a fool.
“The best way to trick a fool is to let the fool think he's tricking you.”
He said with snark, grinning. Dazai pushed you to sit down on the bench. It didn't take much to make you fall. Your heart was racing but you refused to break your poker face.
“You don't react like the others. That's interesting.”
Dazai reached out to pull up strands of your hair, letting it fall through his fingers, strand by strand. Like playing with a doll.
All you could do was watch as a small smile formed when he played with your hair.
“It's too bad you're in such bad condition. But, I suppose it's a good change of pace. I've hardly had the chance to keep one alive before.”

#fluff angst#angst drabble#angst writing#bungou stray dogs dazai#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#bsd#bsd dazai#port mafia#dazai port mafia#zai writes#holy shit zai is writing?
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I think wally is upset!.. everyone keeps telling him he looks all to familiar to another silly puppet boy! Oh well look alive fokes eddies got it handled!!..or does he...frank get the apple's!! X]
Frank is on it don't worry now fokes!!
( ノ^ω^)ノ🖍 this stranger offers you a crayon there favorite!!
#i wonder if wally likes crayons 🖍 ヽ(´∀`)ノ#welcomeh#eddie and frank#eddie dear#frank frankly#wally darling#partycoffin#yellow guy#dhmis#silly puppets
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Eek, you really are pretty scary! Those all sound like pretty awful ways to go!
Oh, don't worry, we'll keep him alive for as long as possible. Who knows, maybe the 006 and everything else will get to him and we'll be able to do a little confrontation, see if he'll attack that soggy little creature he claims to love so much (๑ ̄ω ̄๑)
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Well well well… guess who got emotional today?

The new page of the comic was amazing like always!
I love how Alive smashed to mercy button.
Like come on gaster stfu XD
I’m ready to see this story end… maybe not Error!Terria but oh well… it happens
(Yes when she cries she makes more string soo… don’t make her cry and angry at the same time 🥴)
NOOOOO uuuh the poor she T﹏T) Don't worry Error!Terria! He'll live in our hearts (no he won't).
And thank you, I'm glad you liked it!! ≧ω≦)♥
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This is my ask game revenge, Hest. I want two characters.
For Uruha: 3, 12, 13, 15, 26
For Bandana: 7, 12, 23, 25, 27
OK I earned it for bombing you with the whole list for Hakuri. May these answers and the BanUru WIP fic be my penance. URUHA
3. Least favorite canon thing about this character?
HE'S DEAD. Or being withheld for no good reason (dramatic tension whatever, GIVE ME THE SILLY GROWN-ASS MAN).
I also wish the English translation brought over his funny speech style, but that's not a problem with Uruha himself.
12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?
I believe he was another traumatised youth until he met Kunishige, the man who showed him the joys of being silly. Samura taught him how to fight but Kunishige was his inspiration to live. (Non-romantic sense, just to be clear.)
13. What's an emoji, an emoticon and/or any symbol that reminds you of this character or you think the character would use a lot?
( •̀ ω •́ )y I think it suits him and he'd use it often!
15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)
SamUr- [shot dead]
I like the platonic ship he had with Hakuri. They were so good with each other especially with the potential for both of them to bounce off of Chihiro. What could have been, man, what could have been...
26. What's something the character has done you can't get over? Be it something funny, bad, good, serious, whatever?
This clash with Samura in chapter 56! It was a great character moment for him, ballsy as hell, but also a sign of how well he knew his instructor. It's proof of how strong his convictions about the Bearers needing to live was- he was willing to risk his life and trick Samura into getting warped out so the Masumi could delay the enemy for their escape.
BANDANA
7. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you like?
I like him being run ragged trying to care for Uruha. He worries a lot about his charge.
12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?
I think he was the one to pull Uruha out of whatever funk he was in after learning about Kunishige's death. They're clearly close and Bandana cares for Uruha a great deal even in the JP translation. I want to believe that he was instrumental in giving Uruha a new reason to live even if I don't ship them romantically.
23. Favorite picture of this character?
I love how confident he is, and he earned it! He'd still be alive and well and waiting to greet Uruha at the train station if not for a certain detestable pink frog.
25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?
Cool, like the bandana. Hope we get to see more of him.
GIVE HIM BACK. OR GIVE HIS NAME AT LEAST.
27. What is a color or colors that you think of when you think of this character, be it their canon color(s) or not?
Blonde, since I think that's his hair colour. A pale blonde would go nicely with Uruha's dark green.
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heyoooo!, I don't know how to ask for a one shot so as not to seem rude... if you want, could you make an ithaqua x reader(survivor)?.
Survivor, she met Ithaqua when they were younger, because she almost froze to death in the storm in the snow and Ithaqua as a teenager helped her and took her to her mother to help her, after helping her for a few months the tragedy passed, Ithaqua sent the survivor away but she didn't Ithaqua knew that he was in love with him and Ithaqua never knew until,He arrives at the mansion with a letter saying at the end that he will find a person he left a long time ago, and at this point the survivor was still in love with him although a few years had passed, since Ithaqua sent her away to protect her from her deceased twin brother. Maybe Ithaqua will stop seeing her as a younger sister now as something different... I don't know how this is fluff or anguish...If you want you can do it? I'm sorry if I use the feminine a lot, I'm used to it but if you want to make it gender fluid, have a good day!
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hey, anon! no worries, it's not rude to request for a one-shot at all (。・ω・。) i tried to incorporate the things you mentioned to some extent but i hope i didn't misunderstand anything,, hope you enjoy nonetheless though!
request; yes, by anon! requests are open (with a bit of a queue), so feel free to send in your ideas 💕
wc; 1 113.
tags; gn! survivor! reader, pre-manor flashbacks, canon-typical vibes, ithaqua & reader sibling relationship, a bit of violence, some angst.
summary; the past is much like a dream in this cold and lonely place. by the time you can finally meet him again, it is under the circumstances you wanted the least.
everything feels like a dream.
yet, even now you can recall with striking vividness the feeling of the cold snow against your skin along with warmth from the company of others close to your heart.
nothing from that time was a dream.
yet, in this point in time when the coldness is a hodgepodge of pain and loneliness, everything feels like one.
the only proof you have despite your blurry memory is an amulet, left behind by your foster mother, who had raised you with a certain boy whose name you have forgotten.
gripping the amulet, you think back to the moment when your life was engulfed in a sea of orange flames.
screams made the flames waver back and forth, and seeing the woman who was allegedly deemed a “witch” by a cult led by someone whose face was identical to his, your breathing grew more uneven by the minute.
“this woman, a widow, is hereby a witch as declared by our god who bestows us with his wisdom,” he declared, a sick expression plastered on his face, “and thus here she shall now atone for her sins - may they burn to ashes.”
his words were like an order; with a flick of his wrist, a large group came in with torches and threw them inside. your foster mother was chained with nowhere to run.
meanwhile, your brother ran toward you. he stumbled a few steps, but then he crouched down before you, his hands lightly gripping your shoulders, perhaps in an attempt to comfort you amid the chaos.
“listen to me,” he said with a hushed voice, his wide blue eyes tinted with a slightly orange hue, “you have to get out of here, alright?”
“but what about you?”
“i’ll stay behind and save mother and get her out of this. but for now, you have to get out.” he almost sounded desperate at this point. “please, i can’t afford to lose you too.”
something tugged on your heart when you saw his expression and heard his voice, almost begging you to run away so he could at least be comforted by the idea that you were alive, somewhere he didn’t know.
but alive nonetheless.
tears started to stain your eyes and cheeks from the smoke and a mountain of emotions, but you found the strength, albeit barely, to stand up and run out of the house.
you took your amulet and ran, only daring to look back when the sea of fire looked like a faint warm glow.
the fire threatening to burn you is almost apparent, even now, sitting within this cold manor.
you look down at the amulet in your hands, gripping it tightly before loosening your hold, and then enveloping it in the warmth of your hands once again, desperate to keep the memories close to your heart.
right now, it’s your only way to cope.
you always dread that knock on your door with an invitation to another “game”. you know whoever is chasing you will don a distorted appearance meant to scare you. and the manor owner wants that. you have seen it all: a girl forcibly bound to a wheelchair carrying a chisel, a man with long sharp claws, spirits who reside within a cursed umbrella…
just who is going to be next?
that is the only thought running through your mind as you run through the dark woods. trees and bushes obstruct your vision, and eventually, you slip into a small body of water that looks unnaturally green, like some man-made light is illuminating from below.
you try getting out, but the water slows you down, enough that the hunter could find and catch you.
the encounter is brief - you can make out a mask, an axe, a lantern, but he is nimble and swings without hesitation. when your mind is yelling at you to dodge but your legs don’t move, you have to hit them before they finally fight against the water.
the axe lands beside you with a splash, and panting, you look up at that white mask.
for a moment, time seems to slow down.
everything in your surroundings seem to slow to a stop and lose its color as you look at the hunter before you.
your chest tightens; it’s as if someone had reached into your heart and slowly started stretching it from both sides. you are wide-eyed, unable to blink at this boy, who looked like a stranger out for blood yet so, so familiar.
that’s right… his name is-
the blade stops just short of your face. seeing it so close to you makes your heart hammer out of your chest - the hunter looking so tall with the stilts don’t help your nerves either.
“(y/n)?”
hearing your name once again coming from the person you miss the most, tears are beyond your control, your chest laden with pain.
yet, you didn’t want to meet him again here, not under these circumstances.
you wanted to meet him while viewing the first snow, or fall asleep together while mother sang a lullaby.
why did it have to be now, after mother was long gone? after happiness has long been broken?
you can’t bring yourself to stun him the entire match. you can only run away, avoiding that lantern’s flicker, until you find yourself back in your cold room.
lying on the bed, you look over with heavy eyes. to the side on a plain mahogany desk is the amulet.
next to that is a single vase, filled with pink carnations.
ithaqua, now alone in the room with no prying eyes, slowly takes off his mask.
beneath the mask is a perplexed expression, light blue eyes seeming to waver slightly.
he walks to the desk where a letter lays, the red flower-shaped seal ripped but the letter still folded neatly within. with nimble motions, he takes out the folded piece of paper and unfolds it, reading the invitation.
dear ithaqua,
i hope this letter finds you well. i’m writing on behalf of the owner of oletus manor to ask for your help with a rather large-scale experiment.
after some consideration, we have determined you to be a perfect fit for what we are looking for, so we would like to formally invite you to participate in a series of games for us.
of course, we will not ask you to do this for free. we will compensate you handsomely with any reward you wish for should you adequately complete what is asked of you.
if this offer strikes your fancy, we hope to see you at oletus manor, where a certain reunion may await you.
sincerely,
miss nightingale.
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Ariel, plz plz give me Soukoku and Shin Soukoku (everyone separate) with a s/o who doesn't have an ability and is normal citizen?? Its annoying to find a x reader where you don't have an ability and you are a normal citizen!! cuz I know if I'm ever in bsd I won't have an ability and I will be a normal citizen, a background character!

Pfft hello Rown~ I hope you don't mind but I just did some headcanons for each of them :) Ngl same though, I would purposefully try to be a bartender that works here the Port Mafia though 👀
Genre: Fluff
Characters: Osamu Dazai, Chuuya Nakahara, Ryunosuke Akutagawa, and Atsushi Nakajima

Osamu Dazai:
Dazai sort of likes that you don't have an ability
Honestly, not that it would have mattered if you did-
His own ability would have just canceled yours out as well
But he likes how "human" you make him feel :)
There are no expectations to be an ability-user or be incredibly smart around you
He just gets to enjoy your company in your mundane, everyday life
Dazai just enjoys the normalcy of your life
It's quaint and quiet
You talk about things that he never once had knowledge of despite it being so common
"Ack- I have to finish up my taxes by next week..." _φ( ̄ー ̄ )
"What are taxes?" (´⊙ω⊙`)
"..."
"..."
"Dazai... please tell me you do your taxes."
The man probably has Kunikida do them-
Actually wait I take that back
He already has a shit ton of crimes on his back so tax evasion is probably the least of the man's worries (´ω`)
He tells you about work a lot of the time, but not always what specifically he does
"I annoyed Kunikida again today~"
"What did you do this time?"
"Hid his glasses behind the plant pot at the office!"
Honestly, I'm not sure he would tell you about his past if you didn't have anything to do with ability-users or the Mafia
He would probably be ashamed of it and scared to tell you
What if you thought of him as a monster?
What if you left him?
It wouldn't be easy to find out that your boyfriend was actually a mass murder and could be easily convicted at any second
But he would probably tell you eventually
He shows you Oda's grave as well
Occasionally, you two will go out and have a picnic out there as well
When you're out working and he's skipping, he'll go out to Odasaku's gravesite and talk about you non-stop
He just adores how alive you make his life feel
Chuuya Nakahara:
Personally, it would likely be hard for Chuuya to successfully meet someone outside of the Port Mafia
Ngl, it probably took him ages to ask you out too-
I mean, you were normal and charming and not involved with all that black market, shady business bullshit he deals with everyday
The idea of dragging you into it just because you were dating him felt terrible
But he asked you out anyway and suddenly he had someone new to be head-over-heels loyal to
He tries to take more breaks off from missions at the beginning of your relationship
You have a regular 9-5 job and his schedule can go from 2-hour assassinations to overnight business in England
But he always makes sure to have breakfast with you in the mornings ∩^ω^∩
If he can't make it back for dinner or runs late, he'll make sure to wake up and either drop off something for you in the mornings or make you something himself
He's strangely into shopping with you 🤔
But not like frivolous spending on clothing or other material pleasures
Think grocery shopping ・:*+.\(( °ω° ))/.:+
Haggles with old ladies over vegetables and has a coupon book
The man is a sucker for a good sale
Put "Buy 1 Get One Free" in front of him and he's sold 💳💥💳💳💥
Refuses to talk about work with you at first
"Ugh, I can't believe I forgot my paperwork at the house today! My boss looked like she was going to kill me. So how was your day, Chuuya?"
*furiously sweating* "Oh you know... just tortured an enemy organization- Nothing special." ʕʘ‿ʘʔ
There are times he's worried about how you'll handle the truth of his past and Arahabaki
He'll tell you eventually, but it's hard for him to explain everything without growing worried you'll think of him as inhuman.
But he enjoys that you don't expect him to be the supposed Mafia Executive that everyone else knows him as
When he's around you, he's simply Chuuya and that's the best part of talking with you every day
Ryunosuke Akutagawa:
Honestly, not sure how you started dating ngl
He just sorta spawned into your life and you hooked in like a flopping fish (╹◡╹)♡
Now you're stuck with an emo Rabid Dog of the Port Mafia
Excellent work! Now go hug him and tell him he's doing good
Unlike Chuuya and Dazai, he just says the most random things about his job to you
"Could you take out the trash after that?"
"Hm... yes it should be easier than taking out a mere battalion of men."
Aku, go sit down and drink some tea cause wtf-
You probably vibe with that shit though since who wouldn't enjoy hearing his strange comments on things
He's strangely delicate with you
He knows that you can handle yourself and you can deal with things on your own
But could you fight off an assassin?
No, I didn't think so >:T
Therefore, you must be at his side at all times whenever you go out with him
I swear, he's so soft when the two of your are alone though
He'll hold your hand and trace patterns on your knuckles
Randomly fixes your collar or hair before you go out
It's strangely a routine now but he enjoys it immensely
You bring stability into his life and it's more calming than the most herbal tea
Speaking of which, you always seem to know the best medicines that will assist his cough
Not that you're a medical genius, but the drug store employees sure know how to give some damn good recommendations
Has no qualms using Rashoumon for common housework or to help you carry the groceries or any shopping bags ( ̄^ ̄)
You do have to literally drag him into the shower though
Please help him wash his hair because the poor boy would literally melt in your hand if you did
But honestly, ability or not, he likes the routine of being a normal person
You are enough for him and he wants to believe that he is enough for you as well
Atsushi Nakajima
Out of all the characters here, I think Atsushi is the most likely to date a civilian
Show him how to be a person again
I REPEAT
SHOW THE BOY HOW TO BE A PERSON (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`)
He deserves nothing but the most mundane life
because listen, all he wanted was some money for chazuke and now he's been entrusted with saving the entirety of Yokohama
And he has a wack-ass mentor that used to be the mentor of the man that wants to current skin him for a rug
I wanna believe that Atsushi loves giving you flowers
But not like the fancy-ass bouquets from that premium flower shop down the stree-
NO
Like those little yellow flowers sprouting out from the concrete
"I saw these today and thought you would like them!"
"Aw, thank you, Atsushi! But aren't these weeds?"
(°▽°)
Okay, but in his defense, once Kyouka teaches him how to make flower crowns outta those bitches, it's over for you
Honestly, he'd be confused about many things in this world
Like how to do the laundry, how to properly iron a white collared shirt, how to cut his bangs-
Gonna be honest though, I feel like he would try not to tell you about stuff going on at the Agency (if it's government-fancy stuff)
But somehow, someway he just tells it to you anyway
"Are you busy tomorrow by the way?"
"No, I'm supposed to be escorting a Prince to one of the islands nearby with Kunikida."
(°▽°)
But at the end of the day, he's a little worried about how his existence affects your life
He doesn't want to burden you or accidentally hurt you by forgetting something
At times, it's hard to relate with him on certain levels because of how different his background is in comparison to yours
But he's always prepared to be at your side
He can finally have someone that will accept all of his troubles and doubts

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Hello luna! it's my first time requesting on tumblr. I hope you're not gonna eat a piece of bread for dinner again.😣 pls do eat something more healthy and take care of yourself😉(was really worried when I read the note on the last post. I just thought maybe you could do a 2nd part of the your child have a nightmare but this time reader wakes up seeing their child in bed with them in the morning? You don't have to do if you don't want to😅 its just a random thought that I think it's cute. But once again your health matters the most.💓
Hello there!!!welcome to my blog!
(。・ω・。)ノ♡
Im happy u r requesting!
Omgs haha!no dont worry,i actually ate for lunch!thank u for worrying tho,u r so cute i swear!!!i have such cute friends here!
And ofc it'll be my pleasure to write a second part!!have fun reading,and thank u again for ur concern!stay safe!
Love,Luna
You can read the first part here
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William
•When you snuggle closer in your husband's arms,and feel a pair of smaller ones wrapped tightly around you
•you could've sworn you'd gone to bed with only one pair of them
•so slowly,you open you eyes to the light of the morning coming from the window
•and upon seeing the sight in front of you,your heart melts completely
•you child,is sleeping in between you and your husband
•and your heart absolutely clenches from how adorable this looks
•how you child is so alike your husband;with their soft blonde locks,and his scarlet eyes now closed
•William's arms are around both of you,and you cant help but to lean over to kiss him on the forehead,
•then lean down to kiss you child on the cheek,careful not to wake them up
• " asked me to sleep here last night,had a nightmare."
•William's voice is still low with sleep
•but his one single eye shines brightly
•and when he leans over to kiss you softly on the lips,you cant help but to sigh
•you feel like the luckiest person alive
Louis
•When you wake up from your sleep,
•you immediately feel the extra weight upon yourself,and its not from your husband's wrapped arm around you
•with much difficulty,you flutter your eyes open,only to be met by two pair of scarlet eyes staring at you
• "good morning!!!"
•the twin, excited voice of your husband and your child greet you
•you have only a moment to blink,before your child is kissing you cheeks sloppily,
•Louis pulling you closer to kiss your forehead
•and when you start laughing so loud,you sides begin to hurt
•you dont even care about starting the day late
•not with the comforting warmth of your family surrouding you
Mycroft
•today was supposed to be your day off,and you'd planned to sleep the better half of it with your husband
•you knew how much Mycroft lacked sleep,so you were planning to not let him out of the bed at least until noon
•so when something snuggles closer into your stomach,you immediately know its not your husband
•when you open your eyes and stare blearily down,the familiar raven hair is all you see before sighing softly
• "you awake? it's still early."
•a soothing voice in your ear says
•you sigh, leaning back against the comforting presence of your husband,feeling Mycroft wrapping his arm tighter around your waist
•and when he kisses you neck,and tells you to go back to sleep
•you only nod,and wrap your own arms around your child
•needless to say all three of you will sleep until noon,only to wake up from hunger to eat lunch
Sherlock
•lately you've been working harder than usual,torn between the housework and your job
•so when the weekend finally comes,you had declared that you will sleep until noon,and nobody is allowed to wake you up
•Sherlock,had of course agreed, knowing how much you needed sleep
•he had promised that he would take care of things that day,and that you dont even need to move a muscle
•but you should've known better,as you had two little kid around (one being your husband),sleep wouldn't be an easy thing
•so when a tiny finger pokes you in the cheek,you cant help but to groan slightly
• "hey!cut it out,let her sleep."
• "but im hungry!"
• "i dont care! I'll make you something,so let your mama sleep."
•there's a pause
• "dont be a brat,tsk."
•and you know if your husband enter the kitchen,no one will survive after that
•so when you open your eyes with a grin
•Sherlock only huffs,annoyed with how your child didnt let you sleep
•and your kid cheers loudly,their long raven hair bouncing up and down as he jumps down from the bed and rushes toward the kitchen
•Sherlock leans in and presses a sweet kiss to your lips,and your can't help but to snort at his apology
• "Nice job,Mr.Holmes. you still owe me something."
(p.s : can i just say i love the idea that Sherly banters with his kid?!)
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• Ten promises •
Pairing: Albedo x GN! Reader •
Warnings: Major Character Death,, angst angst angst •
Notes: Ehe.. 。・゜・(。´ノω・`)
Our ten promises.
From the day both of you started dating, Albedo asked you to keep those simple promises. His gaze fixated onto your face as the answer to his previous question quickly left your mouth, declaring - "I promise."
With that, he smiled.
"One. Please be with me whenever it's possible."
Albedo often wandered to Dragonspine - Away from citizens, away from the city. While being in Mondstadt, days and nights spent in his office wasn't anything special. He didn't like others company. In fact, the only company he enjoyed was yours. The day he noticed his need to stay close to you was the day of change.
You were..
That one company he needed.
"Albedo!" Your cheerful voice rang across the place as you opened the door to his office. Along with you - sweet scent of freshly baked pastries filled the room. Albedo looked up from his desk, soft smile spreading across his lips as he noticed that once again, his lover came all the way to the headquarters only to bring him sweets from the bakery.
"What is it this time?"
"Bread rolls! Sounds simple, right? But I added sweet flowers!" Your face once again lit up as you walked up to the desk in the middle of the room. "Sucrose gave me the idea.. I decided to give it a try!"
Looking at the pastries you were holding, Albedo's smile widened ever so slightly as he put the documents about his research aside.
"Let's try it."
"Two. Remember to take care of yourself.. while I'm away from the city."
While away, Albedo often wondered if you're safe by yourself. Even though he knew that you're able to protect yourself, it wasn't anything unusual to worry.
Sometimes he'd ask Kaeya to check up on you from time to time. Sucrose often kept your company as both of you discussed new ideas and results of the experiments.
Albedo made sure to never leave you all by your own.. knowing you're safe made him calm and collected.
"Three. Please, trust me. It would make me really happy."
Some people found Albedo rather suspicious. Especially Rosaria, always reminded you to keep aware around him.
Trust was one of the fundamental pieces of relationship and both of you knew that. There wasn't any secrets between you.
"Four. Let's keep moving forward."
Future with you was something Albedo looked up to everyday. Through good and bad times, your relationship may stay unchanged.
"Five. Stay alive for me."
Albedo can't even think of the possibility of you dying before him. Even after, he wants you to keep on living - happily and without regrets.
"Six. Sometimes we may argue, but don't let that tear us apart."
Alchemy is quite sensitive topic. There's just as many opinions as people in Teyvat - everyone has their own thoughts.
Albedo's glad that rather than agreeing with him on every topic you're confidently stating your own opinion. Even when most of the time he's the one being right, you keep on trying.
"Seven. Please treat me like a human. I'm not going to take it if you become the one to judge me because of my origin."
Most of people really close to Albedo knows about his past and most secrets. He's glad you're not scared of him - It honestly makes him the happiest.
"Eight. If I ever lose control and try to destroy Mondstadt, please be the one to stop me."
His breath on your skin. His arms wrapped around you into one final embrace.
Sword which previously was used by Albedo, next to your bodies. Hands stained. Head empty.
"Nine."
"Please.. don't.. blame yourself..." His whispear - even though quiet, mercilessly ringing all over your head.
Your shaky hands cupped his cheeks while you let yourself take a glimpse into his still living eyes.
"Ten. During my last moments.. Please hold me.
And I beg of you,
Don't forget..
How much I love you."
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What kind of dynamic do you think a Naegirihina (Makoto X Kyoko X Aoi) three way relationship would be like? You could base this off of either their Hope Peak Academy days or post Danganronpa 3 anime.
Honestly, canon doesn't do much for Naehina. At least compared to Naegiri, which doesn't get much development, imo. Kyoko takes time to warm up, and even when she does, she's still about solving the case no matter what. XD ... As such, Kyoko would be away from home a lot, while Aoi gets most of the love from Makoto at first, and Makoto worries about/misses Kyoko a bit. You might even see Kyoko willingly give up her time with Makoto when she's at home, 'cause she feels Aoi is there for Makoto more than she is.
I suppose after a while, maybe Kyoko accepts the harem situation. Maybe she still just goes with the flow, not really being an intimate person. It might help if Yui-chan was still alive, but then it wouldn't be a threesome anymore... (人◕ω◕) Kyoko's the overly mature "mommy" of the trio, while Aoi's the hyperactive kid, and Makoto's somewhere in-between because he wants there to be fun, but he also wants calm, chill, mature moments. I don't really think about this trio a lot, 'cause it's mainstream. But Naegiri/NaeHina isn't awful. .... I've seen awful ships. (人◕ω◕)***

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Hi hi hello!
May I request 11❤️ with Chuuya?
Thank you so much!
A/N: Kris~ thank you so much for requesting & I greatly appreciate your patience!! This may be a bit triggering and very emotional (depending on you I suppose), so take caution~ (*´ω`*)
Warnings: Self-Harm implied, depression triggers, emotional breakdowns
Word count: 872.
Prompt 11: “Don't talk about yourself like that!” — Chuuya x Reader + Lovers

Useless. Worthless. Ugly piece of shit. You don't deserve to breathe the same air as he does. He's so out of your league. He probably dated you out of pity and he's stuck with you because he's in too deep. You should break up with him to save him the trouble of dealing with you.
Those nasty thoughts bounced off the walls of your head and it made things difficult between you and your lover. You wonder why he's been with someone as depressed as yourself. Always putting a dent in the mood and feeling the need to distance yourself. Out of respect and love for you, he would leave you alone but going on three weeks of not seeing you was making him anxious.
Was he not enough for you? Is someone else involved? Were you in some kind of trouble—
It made him worry that he texted you that evening.
“Could I come by for dinner? I miss you so much. — text via My Love ♡”
You felt your heart drop. He sounded genuinely concerned and yearning for your company. But then your anxiety kicked in.
He will see your bruises. He will think you're ugly for letting yourself get a little fat since he last saw you. Dump him before you drag him down further.
Your phone shaking in your hands as you hesitantly reply,
“Sure. Six o’clock? I missed—”
You backspace on the words then type,
“Sure. I'll see you at six o’clock. — text via My Lovely ♡”
Sending… Sent!
***
You answered the door and let your boyfriend inside. He was dressed in that sweetheart red button up shirt you bought him for Valentine's day. The lingering scent of his cologne you gifted him for Christmas lingered in the air as he opened his arms to embrace you.
“Still beautiful as ever.”
He whispered gently as you winced in discomfort, not from his hug but the fact he was adding pressure on your bruised shoulders that were concealed by a long sleeve.
Chuuya pulled away and you quickly averted his gaze to lead him into the dining room.
“I have dinner ready so you can sit while I grab the wine.”
You felt his gaze burn through you as your feet wobbled with each step you took. He didn't question it and tried to let you talk at your own pace.
He settled himself at his seat and you came by to pour wine into his glass. You set the bottle in front of him in case he wanted more, then sat down to eat quietly.
“Thank you, my lovely,”
He paused before taking a sip from his wine.
“You know.. if something is on your mind, you can talk to me. Right?”
You swallowed hard and gave a meek shrug.
“Sure, but then I'd just weigh you down.”
The sound of your words slipping up like that made your eyes widen. Why didn't you keep your mouth shut?
“Haaah?! Is that how you really feel?”
Chuuya set his glass down, staring at you with now stunned sapphire eyes.
“Well.. it's.. true. Look at me, Chuuya I've become fat and ugly since I distanced myself from you! I'm not even that pretty compared to other women. And I… I don't deserve someone so handsome like you! I keep asking myself why you even settled for someone so plain like me! Someone who lacks so much self confidence that they might as well be—”
His angered gaze cut you off before you finished.
“Don't—”
“Don't what?! Don't say I might as well be dead?! I should just die! I shouldn't be alive!”
You let out a small whimper and jumped a bit in your seat when Chuuya slammed his hands on the table, causing his wine glass to spill over.
“Don't talk about yourself like that!”
It was silent for a few seconds before Chuuya composed himself and let out a sigh.
“Sweetheart, I chose to be with you because I already admire you the way you are. I don't want you to think that you have to look or act a certain way for me because you deem it as standards that need to be met. No matter how you change on the outside, you're still my darling whom I would do anything for.”
His words brought tears to your eyes and you felt a lump get caught in your throat. You felt so foolish and silly for trying to push away someone who's wanted you this whole time. In fact, he gave you space then even reached out on his own accord because he truly missed you.
“C-Chuuya..”
You couldn't speak with the hardened lump in your throat. It felt so heavy, like it was travelling down slowly to crush your heart.
He didn't need to say more, nor did he have to ask. Chuuya walked over to wrap his arms around you and that's when you let your uncontrollable tears spill from your eyes.
“Please.. don't ever say horrible things about yourself. Come talk to me, yeah?”
You nuzzled your face into his chest as a confirmation that you understood. Never again will you leave your lover in the dark about your personal struggles.
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