He doesn't know i think about him constantly. I take time out of my day just to make up little scenarios in my head about him. I'm so completely and entirely obsessed. He's so sweet and genuine and every time i look at him i swear my heart stops beating for a second. If this keeps up I'm gonna go into cardiac arrest. I wanna tell him, i really do, but I'm terrified. He's so lovely and we're starting to become friends, i don't wanna mess that up. I like him so much. I wish this was easier 😭
because I do frequently and it’s getting out of hand.
Please it’s been over a year Aleksander-
Update: August 30, 2022
Due to the recent information surrounding Ben Barnes as a person, I will be keeping my distance from any characters he portrays as a symbol of my stance against his poor actions. He’s a grown man who should be held responsible for his behavior and I refuse to be blinded by his looks and charm. So this post is virtually redacted but I do still absolutely love book!Aleksander so take this post with a grain of salt.
I love Dream Boyfriend heartbodyandsoul but for the love of god he should lose the intro!!! it's outdated and annoying and I can't tell you the amount of times I've woken up in the middle of the night because of the goddamn intro!!!
Intros/outros should be purely visual and mute you're not producing a pixar movie istg
Oh no I'm tired of being single but I'm not gonna go against my intuition. A health relationship is what I'm manifesting right now after the taylor swift concert worked out. But I'm not gonna sit around and not enjoy life cause I'm single. But as the holidays approach I've been wanting a boyfriend lol.
Awwwwwww... An🫶n, it's okay. You're definitely not the only one 🥹😅
I've also imagined finding my ideal boyfriend and what he'd be like during certain situations. What would he be like if we were on vacation and were allowed to share a bed, how cuddles would work... How he'd handle my book obsession... What he'd do when I need snacks... What romantic Christmas situation can I cook up in my brain😆...
I'm basically making my own fanfiction 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 (someone has to!)
But, don't worry. And don't rush. He'll come, and if he doesn't yet, be your own boyfriend, and treat yourself 😁
Your self deserves a little treat from you, every now and again 😁
If nothing else, unrequited love turns us into victims in a world of villains and heroes, waiting idly by to be thrown from a great height and caught in our fall.