codenamesazanka · 2 years ago
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sleepydrunkenmisshap · 4 months ago
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Yea definitely, special interests are so cute and always socially acceptable. No yea, I definitely can shut up about them when nessecary.
Anyway watch as I go on a rant for 2 hours about Oscar Wilde, Incel culture, Hikikomoris in the west, Punk philosophy, The Victorian Age, Cannibalism, Fast Fashion, The Barbie movie, Kiki's Delivery Service, The Picture of Dorian Gray and the idea of lost history
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men-iss-vess-ull · 4 months ago
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victorian era hikikomori who spends all day shut in his room playing solitaire and doing tarot readings on himself
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deusvervewrites · 5 months ago
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AU where Izuku has a very overt Mutation Quirk, similar to Tokoyami or Shouji. I've considered one personally where he has a Centaur Quirk but something both very complicated to deal with in day-to-day life and something that causes him problems with anti-mutant bigotry instead of Quirkist bigotry.
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Inko was born before All Might ended the Era of Chaos. Easy to forget fact. So her parents lived right in the thick of it, during the worst times, and thus it's not really that weird that they ended up joining the anti-Mutant cult. However, All Might caused a cultural shift in her generation, leading to her splitting off from her parents.
Hisashi's sister is Setsuna's mother, and Izuku inherited a reptilian Quirk from that branch of the family. While Setsuna got the ability to drop and regenerate limbs, Izuku looks like some kind of horned dinosaur (think raptor or T-Rex, or maybe Fallout Deathclaw).
Of course, there is a large difference between a cultural shift and the end of discrimination. Considering that Spinner's mutations are slightly tamer than Midoriya's and he was canonically discriminated against so hard that he became a hikikomori, I can only imagine Midoriya had a rough time of it.
Setsuna and Izuku may be cousins, but they act more like siblings. After all, Hisashi's side of the family are used to this sort of thing considering that where Izuku got it.
Setsuna actually is not a Recommendation Student in this AU because she stated that she would only accept a referral to UA if Izuku got one as well, and her would-be sponsor refused to recommend someone with a Mutation as expressed as Izuku's. They both took the regular exam and rocked it. Side note, Iida took the other recommendation spot. I don't know if or how that shuffles the classes.
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rin-tezuka · 2 months ago
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hello to the previous anons
i am one of the fabled "ex-4chan tgirls." i spent 15 years on there. oops!
i will not be beating the "loser" or "virgin" or "jobless" allegations. but other than that, i liked to post anonymously. that was it. its more fun to post when someone cannot try to pwn you with something you said three years ago. there used to be a whole slew of sites like this (420chan! ch6! bubblebbs! sushigirl! old saovq!) & i liked most of them for this reason
some time ago you were able to start a thread about whatever weirdo topic you wanted (eg photography or linux windowmanagers or low budget eastern european pc games) & people would see it and reply, provided u were on the right board. no need to spend weeks/months ingratiating yourself in whatever community surrounds it before you "earned" permission to have a little chat. it was Nice, much kinder to my agoraphobia than most pseudonymous websites. then august 2014 happened, then 2016, then 2019, then covid,,,,,, ah well
there are multiple people on /lgbt/. a good number of them are bad people but there are different kinds of bad people. extreme social isolation makes you an asshole. i will not try to disprove this - tumblr alone is evidence of it. but you can be an asshole hikikomori and also read your lenin! or at least listen to audiobooks while playing runescape or whatever... i dont understand why people think these are contradictory.
consider also that 4chan has better word filters than tumblr (full regex support w/ the normal browser extensions). for a long time if u played ur cards right u could spend a whole day on your favorite midtier boards and not see a single racist or *phobe (at least til past few years when some sharty dork found a trove of botched surgery photos & i finally had to leave). vs tumblr or twitter where u always end up seeing someone trying to epically dunk on a screenshotted terf or whatever. ofc this has changed over time and i find it unbearable now - the people i actually wanted to talk to/read posts from have gradually left as the soyjakparty+groyper generations moved in. theres nothing left of interest to me there. also, im old now. but i would like for people to recognize that "ex 4chan" does not mean "uses racism to cope" or whatever, the same way "i use tumblr" doesn't mean "i make homoerotic marvel movie gifsets and/or will kill you if you imply transmisandry isn't the defining issue of our era." conversation websites have multiple people on them. 4chan has multiple boards. each board has multiple people on it.
that said /lgbt/ is an extraordinarily bad board. transphobia from other trans people is laser targeted in ways mumsnet users cannot fathom, as i'm sure you're all aware. i spent less than a year there and im still paying for it psychologically. occasional cute screenshottable post aside it is functionally a proana forum, except your therapist has no chance of understanding what it is. +like proana forums it is almost more accurate to think of the people stuck in it as victims rather than criminals. you cannot understand what that shit does to your psyche until you are the one suffocating in it. only "worth" going there if you are doing shulginesque n=1 research on selfharming with the computer, which is not something you should ever do. but /mu/+/jp/ 10-15 years ago were Not like that. (i miss u /bleep/...) long post sorry thank you for reading death to israel i will get drunk now yay :)
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haine-kleine · 3 months ago
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loser era Shigaraki but instead of his hikikomori pajamas he walks around in one of these
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ateez-himari · 8 months ago
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'D-DAY' THE MOVIE : GUEST APPEARANCES
After their separation following Yoongi's military announcement, netizens will finally get to see more of the Min siblings' beautiful relationship.
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March 13, 2023 (12:15PM)
On March 13, At 12AM KST the trailer for Agust D's upcoming movie was unveiled, stirring quite the excitement throughout social media platforms with short performance clips and deep reflections on the tour itself. It will follow the rapper through the encore of his 2023 'D-Day' tour, featuring performances from fellow BTS members RM, Jimin and Jungkook as well as his younger sister, ATEEZ member Himari.
The young idol in question joined the rapper on stage on June 25, in the midst of her own group promotions, to perform their recently released single 'Pray'. This specific stage remains the topic of many conversations surrounding the 'D-Day' era, showcasing the impact their chemistry had on the audience.
Netizens expressed looking forward to their single's performance as it might be the only time it is seen performed live, with both artists having stated that they likely would never sing these tracks without the other - with the exception of 'Hikikomori' as it was heavily rooted in the vocalist's personal experience. Their setlist also included songs Agust D created in collaboration with other artists, namely; Burn It (ft. MAX), People Pt. 2 (ft. IU) and so far away (ft. SURAN).
Their relationship has been fawned over since the public learned about their adoptive ties in 2019, and although 'Road to D-Day' had quite a few interactions it seems there is still very little content regarding the two together. With the rapper often talking about his younger sister and boasting about her achievements during solo lives, fans have been ecstatic about getting to see more of this loving bond.
The cinematic cut will be available in theaters and IMAX worldwide on April 10 & 13. Ticket sales begin March 12, 11AM (ET). Check your local venues for varying additional screening dates.
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irlriddlergirl · 1 year ago
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im in my clearpilled neet femcel hikikomori era!!! my therapist says i have severe anxiety x3 i hate talking to people a good 70% of the time and just want to stay in my safe space all day (my nest bed set up for ideal isolation)
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velvetvexations · 12 hours ago
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Depression, ideation, fairly heavy, like, I'm genuinely not sure why I'm posting this because I'm weirdly jittery about people reading it and yet here it is.
I may or may not respond to everything that's said about this, if at all.
I've always had a really hard time with conceptualizing my life in a year or two because of politics and not being to make my life materially better to at least try and cope with that by being with the people I love doing things together and having experiences instead of being a hikikomori NEET who's badly touched starved because literally no one I care about is anywhere near me and I have no ability to even do anything on my own lacking money and the ability to drive
I cannot currently picture my life after this weekend.
Worst of all I can't imagine actually going through with harming myself because I am ultimately very cowardly so I feel like either option is completely out of the question, like, both are impossibilities because I lack confidence in my conviction to solve the issue in that way but being around for a second Trump presidency which will have ripple affects for generations is also simply existentially incompatible with me.
I can't think of any positive affirmation about there always being hope and things to be happy that would help. I may never share even a day with my loved ones. I haven't left the house in over a year despite how desperately I want to. The last time I was, it was to get a recommendation for HRT that ended up fizzling because of Sarah fucking Huckabee cutting my aid, which is also why I've been half-starved every day. The time before that was do sign some shit at the bank, and before that, it was my mother's funeral, an era which was a fucking highlight because life with her was immeasurably worse than it is now but in the two or three years since I've stagnated bad and I don't see how I can get out of it because my aunt is not enthusiastic about letting me out of the guardianship because there are some adult things I can't do on my own so I just need to be treated like the family's pet autist forever. I can't even cast a completely useless dark red state vote because of the barriers making it so exhausting to coordinate when I need so much help with that too, so I'm a hypocrite who's going to go down as not having voted in the 2024 election. Like, I don't even have a photo ID card, which is a constant issue in a variety of situations along with not having cell phone.
And then I somehow need to exist...like that...while fascism gradually makes everything worse. But I won't even be sure that's the case until Sunday, so I feel like I'm watching someone hope they're about to cut the right wire.
I don't know how to deal with any of that, I can't begin to conceive what dealing with any of that even looks like.
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luzon-dove · 3 months ago
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in the monkey bars au how do you think light and l’s dynamic would change when one of them moved out and got their own place? i could picture L having less access to light but still figuring out a way to have it work in his benefit
grins at you. so i kinda spitball about this here because the fun part of the lawlight incest au is that, like, L does not let light get his own place. L, of course, is mostly content to wait until light is old enough to move out (he's graduated high school, done some college, he's at an acceptable age to spread his wings blah blah) but he's rolling in dough and he uses that to get them a little apartment. finally, no chances of getting caught by their parents, who were very approving of the brothers moving out (with a tinge of it's about time, ryuzaki, and light, look after your aniki, okay?). L fucks him on every piece of furniture they own.
this is sorta the start of L's housewife era just because he's ostensibly a hikikomori still and light, of course, is busy with university and policework and such and such. the problem is when light starts making friends. are they real friends? of course not. light yagami does not make friends. but he's doing it to flaunt his freedom in his brother's face, especially when they live together and there's absolutely no barriers to L's access to him anymore.
quite frankly it's probable that light tries to save up for his own place and even if he does manage to move out somehow (thank you, misa amane) L will simply turn up on his doorstep and move back in. like. he'd have to fake his death to get ryuzaki off his tail. which he's not above doing but that's way too much work when he can just start putting rat poison in his brother's breakfasts.
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codenamesazanka · 2 years ago
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Spinner used to be a hikikomori and NEET, which means he was a recluse who wasn’t in school or employment (and technically still isn’t) and had withdrawn even from his family to hide out in his room.
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We get two one-panel flashbacks to this era of his life and the imagery prove the label undeniable. As official Viz translator Caleb Cook notes:
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…Book stacks, tied-up garbage bags, general clutter. This is the classic NEET/hikikkomori living space, as portrayed in media like Welcome to the NHK and other series. It screams "young adult whose life is in shambles.” There's huge visual contrast between a NEET apartment and a teen's room in manga/anime. The latter is almost always spick and span. In Japanese media, excessive clutter is often a visual marker for characters who have failed society's expectations of them. Practically a trope.
Going by this imagery, guess who else is a hikikomori/NEET— or, is (supposed to be) read as a hikikomori/NEET?
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Shigaraki Tomura’s room fulfills all the requirements of this trope, down to every tiny bit of filth on the floor. There’s really no difference between his and Spinner’s room.
And Spinner likely recognizes this. While everyone else is watching Shigaraki after they escape from Kamino - minus Mr. Compress and Toga who are talking - Spinner is the only one staring at the dirty floor, lost in his own thoughts.
I’ve seen meta before about how Shigaraki’s living conditions are a direct result of All For One’s lack of proper education - that All For One purposefully wants Shigaraki to have bad hygiene, to wallow in his own filth and just completely neglect any basic upkeep. Just another way to whittle him down. That’s a fair assumption, but I think it’s worth pointing out that in Tenko’s early years living with All For One, his room is neat and clean, even after he starts to accumulate toys and books and general stuff.
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The best time to teach a child to set (or not set) habits is when they’re young, and clearly Tenko knew at least to not toss litter around carelessly, to put things away, and even to make his bed:
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Of course, it could be that the teaching of deterioration started when AFO gave Shigaraki Tomura his name, but the people around Shigaraki the most have always shown to be neat and proper: AFO is always dressed in a suit; the Doctor’s lab is crowded with a lot going on, but not dirty; Kurogiri, who we assume has been babysitting Shigaraki for years, keeps the bar immaculate. AFO’s other wards also live in neat, clean environments:
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That’s not to say AFO didn’t contribute at all to Shigaraki’s hikikomori vibe - simply keeping someone isolated and depressed will bound to make a mess of their mind and that will be reflected in the environment; just that AFO didn’t have to purposefully teach Shigaraki not to clean up after himself - he didn’t need to when Shigaraki does it on his own.
In any case, Shigaraki reads as a hikikomori/NEET from the start, someone alienated from society and wildly off the typical, proper life path expected of him as a young man, and resents the rest of the world for it.
Combining the two observations, I think this is another aspect to why Spinner had so quickly grew attached to Shigaraki after the Doc calls Shigaraki a loser
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Being hikikomori/NEET is just another commonality they both share, in Spinner’s eyes. Before the crumbling, glittery horizon of Deika; even before the revelation of Shigaraki’s grand ‘Destroy Everything’ goal, Spinner was just some depressed 20-something-year-old who saw another depressed 20-something-year-old and recognized their similar pain, then wanting to lift that burden somehow, however he could.
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*Important to note: Often hikikomori/NEETs are seen as failures that can really only blame themselves, lazy parasites on their families and society. Of the three hikikomori the series have shown so far - Shigaraki, Spinner, La Brava - the story have been careful to clearly draw a line between the marginalization they face and why they ended up how they did. Shigaraki was kidnapped by a criminal mastermind; Spinner stayed inside for his own protection because walking outside got him sprayed with pesticides, among other things; and La Brava was bullied and mocked by her peers. Horikoshi have made all three characters incredibly sympathetic and made the root cause of their alienation not from faults of their own but from how society had failed them.
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somewhere-in-a-microwave · 18 days ago
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Random Beat Headcanon but I'm not sure about it (yet...)
I feel like Beat used to be a hikikomori, a person withdrawn from society. I'm not sure how I'd put it in his characteristics since he is such an OVERLY CONFIDENT DIVA in the games and his bio. (Other than the fact that his trait is "Failure")
So maybe the confidence is a facade of who he really is, someone insecure and unable to open up to people. There's probably a few explanations on why he fakes this persona (not the game)
He wants attention.
He doesn't want people to feel down or weirded out by his true nature.
How he managed to come out of his 'Hermit Era' is still being figured out by my thought process behind the whole idea. But I'm pretty sure he wasn't always a pathetic loser (who eventually became a chaotic loser we know and love today). Maybe there was something that made him "isolated"...?
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centrally-unplanned · 2 years ago
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"Fear and the World and People and Me: What was the Phenomenon of 'Evangelion'?" Text & Translation of CB 1997 Essay by Junichi Tomonari
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My first entry into the Comic Box End of Eva Translation Project!
The Comic Box Magazine opens with an introductory essay by Junichi Tomonari, a japanese literary critic and novelist who specialized in horror works (and is big into scuba diving and lives in Bali these days, apparently). His work focuses on bringing an outsider, sociological lens to Eva as a work of media and cultural phenomenon. I will list a few of my ‘interesting takeaways’ from the essay first for those who just want a glimpse, then I will post a link to the full translation on my blog
Tomonari’s interview is a time capsule of the 90’s zeitgeist of treating anime as sociological diagnostic for the times. He, hilariously, repeatedly, states how much he hates Shinji, and yet ‘sees in Shinji the youth of Japan’, a youth passive & hopeless, unable to act for themselves and withdrawing from society. This passivity is seen as dangerous, particularly in men, “...they will not be able to avoid looking at themselves objectively in relation to others. When this happens, they suddenly display a violent temperament.” He is not alone in thinking this - the 1989 “Otaku Killer” Tsutomu Miyazaki, the rise of the hikikomori as a sociological phenomenon, and other stories launched an entire wave of writings concerning the fate & struggles of Japan’s youth in the 90’s, often with the anime subculture as a focal point.
Tomonari sees himself as having moved past anime, loathing Shinji for his weakness, and judgemental of an audience obsessed with Eva. “If I were a junior or senior high school student and there was such a jerk in my class, I would definitely torment him to death.” But he grows to appreciate Shinji - and Eva - as a way to see the struggles of a new generation in a more empathic light than the contemproary wave of hand-wringing normally permits (and of course, the sentiments he expresses are likely literary exagerations to communicate his ideas). This interview adds to the stack of evidence we have of Evangelion being a focal point for this sort of discourse, expanding the parameters of the “otaku as sociological phenomenon” discussion for the wider public.
Something I do find quite revealing is how much Tomonari in 1997 is repeating what western anime fans would themselves embrace in the 2000’s - Shinji as pathetic, as someone who should “grow up and be a real man”. Its a pretty alien perspective today! Hating a protagonist for being anxious and having struggles, that is half of all protagonists, who doesn’t have those traits? The machismo of the male media culture of the 2000’s is pretty dead and buried, or at least morphed, protagonists with anxiety and trauma are relatable and revered. In our modern era we perhaps forget how new it is for traits like these to be so standard, for characters to be so ‘relatable’ in this way. This interview really sells you on how controversial a character Shinji-as-protagonist was in 1995 (and in Japan), something that is much harder to glimpse now.
Other interesting notes:
At one point during the discussion of modern youth’s latent violence, Tomonari comments “Across the world, there are probably very few cases of children committing such murders [and yet we see them in Japan]. Perhaps this will become a unique phenomenon in Japan”. Alas for all of us, this prediction did not age well.
He compares Evangelion to horror manga author Hideshi Hino’s “splatter horror” works and stylistic designs, which is right on the money as his manga “Dokumushi Kozou/Bug Boy” is actually cited in the production documents for Evangelion, such as this End of Evangelion storyboard:
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He does take time to eviscerate Shinji for being a self-insert surrounded by beautiful women who all dote on him in one way or another and it is extremely funny, that trait is both one of Eva’s best parts and also totally true.
The interview is quite long, a bit too much for tumblr but has a lot of interesting facts - I have put my translation & even the OCR'd Japanese text up for anyone to read here on my blog, which I really do need to do a better job of cross-posting things. Hopefully it is of interest to some, and I aspire to continue translating the documents as much as I am able.
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jaysandravens-translations · 3 months ago
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引きこもりロック (Shut-in Rock) [Haze]
JP: 引きこもりロック
ROM: Hikikomori Rock
ENG: Shut-in Rock
Producer: Haze
僕の引きこもりがロックになる
I'll turn my shut-in lifestyle turns into a rock song
気がついた時にはもう家からは出れなくなってた
By the time I realised it, I was already incapable of leaving the house
死に際埼玉 左手咲いた花どっちもよかった
Whether I was on the brink of death somewhere in Saitama, or watching the flower of enlightenment bloom in my left hand*, either way would have been fine by me
終わりワード並べてもみても昨日には意味がある
My final words are all lined up in preparation, but still I cling on to the significance of yesterday
飛んだそんな論破過去だって
I made all kinds of crazy excuses in the past
罠罠罠笑
But I ended up trapped, trapped, trapped all the same - I can only laugh
僕の引きこもりがロックになる
I'll turn my shut-in lifestyle into a rock song
お前にはわからない
I don't expect the likes of you to understand
無条件私情脱ニート
I'm an infinitely self-indulgent neet hooked on escapism
僕の引きこもりがロックになる
I'll turn my shut-in lifestyle into a rock song
僕のゲームに訳をつけてくる馬鹿な奴らが現れる
Here come the idiots intent on trying to explain this game of mine
間違えるたびまた一歩進んではダラダラ5歩下がる
Advancing one step further every time I make a mistake, but I'm not quick enough -- now I'm 5 seconds down
夕方目覚めのアイズ僕の時間が始まる
I open my eyes at sunset, it's time for me to start my day
昭和平成令和次はって
During the Showa, Heisei, Reiwa, and the coming era too*
罠罠罠笑
I'll remained trapped, trapped, trapped, but I can only laugh
僕の引きこもりがロックになる
I'll turn my shut-in lifestyle into a rock song
外野には通じない
I can't get through to anyone out there
異端児希望なるヒーロー
I'll become a hero filled with maverick hope
僕の引きこもりがロックになる
I'll turn my shut-in lifestyle into a rock song
僕の引きこもりがロックになる
I'll turn my shut-in life style into a rock song
お前にはわからない
I don't expect the likes of you to understand
無条件私情脱ニート
I'm an infinitely self-indulgent neet hooked on escapism
僕の引きこもりがロックになる
I'll turn my shut-in life style into a rock song
僕の引きこもりがロックになる
I'll turn my shut-in lifestyle into a rock song
外野には通じない
I can't get through to anyone out there
異端児希望なるヒーロー
I'll become a hero filled with maverick hope
僕の引きこもりがロックになる
I'll turn my shut-in lifestyle into a rock song
Translator's Notes:
*A reference to how in Buddhism, figures are often depicted with a lotus flower in their left hand. Once it is pried open with their right hand, enlightenment about all things is reached
*The last three eras of Japan, from 1989 until present
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iwritenarrativesandstuff · 2 years ago
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I have a question,
Does Dragon Conflict takes place before Storm Bringer?
Cause in Storm Bringer Chuuya's hair is a bit compared to Dragon Conflict
The 2nd I keep getting myself into in
Storm Bringer Dazai only wears the overcoat and no blazer underneath where in Dragon Conflict he wears a blazer
It gets confusing because did Chuuya cut his hair and regrow it or what 💀😭
Hello hello!
Dragon's Head Conflict takes place after Stormbringer! We know this because Chuuya can activate Corruption - which Verlaine unlocked by opening his gate, he has his signature hat - which belonged to Verlaine and allows him to control the opening of the gate, and Dazai is already friends with Odasaku - who meets him in the short light novel Day I Picked Up Dazai where Dazai proceeds to tell him about Chuuya and the fight against Guivre (it's referenced very offhandedly and not by name but... it's there). This heavily implies Dazai met Odasaku after Stormbringer as well.
About Dazai's outfit: he wears it blazer-less in Fifteen and Stormbringer and with a blazer in DHC and Dark Era like you said. I kind of wonder if maybe it's related in any way to him switching his pronoun from boku to watashi in Day I Picked Up Dazai... I'm still very much a beginner in my Japanese language learning so I can't verify this (feel free to factcheck me!) but the translator is popopretty so I trust her.
"TN: Dazai switches his pronoun from “boku” to “watashi” for the first time here. “Boku” is usually used by younger boys while “watashi” is more formal and neutral. It can be considered a sign of growth."
^Above from popopretty's translation of Day I Picked Up Dazai Side A; here's the link -> she/her | fangirl | hikikomori (tumblr.com)
So I wonder if part of the reason for the change in outfits is to look a little more formal and mature on his part? That's just speculation though.
But yeah, it's certain that Dragon's Head Conflict takes place after Stormbringer due to the hat and the use of Corruption alone. They both took place in the same year, when Chuuya and Dazai were both 16. So Chuuya lost two entire groups of friends in the span of less than a year...
That's rough, buddy.
To answer your initial question, yes, it seems that Chuuya cut his hair in between. He is our fashion icon for a reason, I guess! I do wonder about the significance of some of his outfit changes as well... Chuuya undergoes the most outfit changes in the series and it's not just for aesthetic.
I hope this made sense anon!
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angelicyouth · 1 year ago
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Anon era is over guys, rip
Anyways youth omori au stuff im thinking of just because
OMORI SPOILERS‼️‼️ I REPEAT OMORI SPOILERS‼️‼️
Okay so I wanna go deeper into the one where Y/N dies and Craig + Kenny r the ones who pulled the Basil and Sunny, so i'll divide it in four parts
The incident - Alright, sohonestly i have NO idea who would be sunny or basil in this case, both of them fit the idea, but for now I'll go with craig just based on how many tiktok omori au creek videos ive seen where craig takes sunny's role. I'd say the argument could be about Y/N's safety, maybe it could be that she decided to hangout with team stan and they got into like a really dangerous situiation, nobody was hurt but craig is freaking out, so he starts arguing about Y/N's safety and stuff
Eventually, push comes to a shove (heh) and awh shit Y/N gets pushed down the stairs, boom rip. ao ofcourse now xraig is probably like having a mental breakdown because HE JUST PUSHED HER DOWN THE FUCKING STARIS and he keepts panicking. around that time Kenny would come inside whoever's house they were in, because if he was at the scene while they were arguing he wouldve definetly steped in
In all honesty, no idea how they came up with the staged suicide, it probably involved a lot of arguing, screaming and crying, but eventually they agree to do so
Dreamworld - So as I stated before, they would both have their own respective headspace
I feel like in both headspaces, basil would be the other, idk how to phrase it honestly. as in, in kenny's headspace, craig would be basil, and in craigs headspace, kenny would be basil yknow??
Kenny's headspace would be pretty much identical to the one ingame, maybe it'd be a bit more similar to a ghetto? idk just a thouht. while craigs nothing would really happen, id think most of the headspace would be in someone's house or at tweek bros (of course in both of them Y/N would take mari's role)
I don't have a lot to say about headspace honestly
Realworld - After the incident, everybody just shut themselves in someway or another. Obviously, Stan would be the most devastated, going into a deep depression that lasts a while like Hero's. I feel as the group just sort of slip apart after that. As in, they went to their respective teams and just didn't talk as much
After the incident, craig and kenny wouldn't even speak to eachother anymore, they can't even bring to do so knowing what they did. Kenny especially, he feels as if its craig's fault Y/N died since he was the one that pushed her.
Headcanons I have -
Craig would be the most likely to have the hikikomori route
Stan wouldn't dye hia hair anymore nor paint his nails anymore, because of both reminding him of Y/N and not taking as much care for himself
Kenny wouldn't spend as much time in headspace, since he still takes care of Karen
Stan,Kyle,Clyde and Tweek would be the ones that visit Y/N's room most
Shelley came to visit to attend the funeral
Butters shared an animal crossing island with Y/N, but now he can't even think about it without crying
I'll probably write about this at some point
-mango anon
yaaay now everyone knows who’s behind all of these genius ideas ((except for me because i’ve been knowing who my anon bby is haha))!!♡
oh my god this is so well thought out—i literally loved every single second i spent reading this!! (*´◒`*)
⇢ OMORI SPOILERS BELOW
i love how you talk about how the argument is about craig & reader fighting about her safety + well being because that is seriously spot on—despite having a gives-no-fucks attitude i can definitely see craig constantly worried + checking his phone whenever reader is out with her brother & his group of friends because of all the crazy shit that they get up to ((bad things always seem to follow them around & who can blame him? they stole his fucking birthday money + got him stranded in peru haha))
reader eventually has had enough because while craig has his reasons, that’s still her older brother that he’s talking shit about & while they always bicker + fight like no tomorrow, his baby sister’s safety is always stan’s top priority ((has been since they came out of the womb)). so of course, after some time & heated words getting thrown around, she get’s fed up with the conversation & tries to walk away
he quickly grabs onto her wrist because no, you’re not listening Y/N!! we always get into shit about this and i’m so fucking tired of having to worry my ass off whenever you’re with them which leads to them tugging & pulling because she doesn’t want to deal with this right now but craig thinks that they don’t deal with it enough. obviously, he doesn’t want to hurt his baby while he’s blinded by frustration so he loosens his grip. but this unluckily occurs at the same time she does one harsh yank, causing her body to wobble from the force until she loses her footing & suddenly all she can see is craig’s frantic expression + his outstretched arm as she’s falling down the stairs
i love how you added that kenny’s presence would’ve majorly played a role in everything because yes, the overprotective blonde would have definitely stepped in to help mediate the fight if he was at the scene & things would have definitely ended up differently!! you’re absolutely right in the fact that there will be a lot of frantic screaming, disbelieving crying, and frustrated arguing as they try to take in the image of their once lively shared significant lover—her skin ashen + her once expressive eyes looking eerily hollow & empty
i honestly think it would have to be kenny to be the one to come up with the staged suicide because while craig & him aren’t romantically involved, he’s grown to care for the male ravenette during his time with reader and wouldn’t want him to end up in shit with the police. even now, he can’t bring himself to hate the taller teen because while he did ultimately play a hand at accelerating reader’s demise, he’s constantly shown how much he loves & cherishes her in his own way. craig can’t gather his thoughts as he stares at his violently trembling hands because he did this to her while kenny internally panics & curses because someone will come home soon to see what happened
obviously, craig will be violently overcome with guilt that he killed reader whereas kenny’s will be due to the fact that he can’t believe he let everyone believe his wonderful ray of sunshine killed herself. he feels fucking terrible that he disrespected her body by hanging it by the neck at the tree outside of the Marsh’s backyard. the same body he’s gently held in his warm embrace countless of times, the one that has always given him the softest & warmest of affectionate and reassuring kisses
he never gave her a proper closure with her loved ones ((the casket had to be closed due to the hanging)) and in turn, fucked up everyone’s last living image & memory of her
… and he disrespected her like that with a staged suicide in the afterlife, the one he claims to love so much & holds closest to his heart
i love the idea of the other being basil in each of their own headspaces!! the two can’t help but to be scornful towards the other because of obvious reasons which leads to them not talking anymore. and yes, i adore the notion that kenny’s headspace would be like omori’s colorful dreamworld with stan’s group except the surroundings would be more ghetto to reflect his poor upbringing. i firmly stand by the idea that craig’s dreamworld would be similar to omori’s whitespace when he’s just sitting but omori’s blackspace when he’s aimlessly wandering around ((in contrast to kenny getting into all sorts of crazy adventures with the guys)) and he’d drive the knife into his body when he wants to return to whitespace
while reader was the glue that brought craig + kenny together from their nonconventional relationship, she was also the glue holding all of stan’s group & craig’s group together
AND YOUR HEADCANNONS OMG—I HAD SO MANY FEELS WHEN I WAS READING THEM BECAUSE THEY’RE SUCH SMALL DETAILS THAT MAKE THE DIFFERENCE IN THIS TRAGEDY
i love the idea that stan wouldn’t bleach his hair or paint his nails black anymore because those actions remind him of reader—his sister used to do it for him & it was always a source of quality time + getting each other’s undivided attention
i love how kenny wouldn’t be in headspace as much because of karen—he still has all these responsibilities forced onto him because of his parents & he knows how much reader cares for his younger sister. he continues to look out for her in the real world because reader would be so disappointed if he didn’t
yes yes yes!!! stan, kyle, clyde & tweek would definitely be the ones to visit reader’s room the most even when she’s gone ((randy + sharon have left it virtually untouched in memory of their daughter)) and would be the ones to visit her grave the most—to talk to her & update her on things & just to spend time with her even if she can’t reply
but also, butters would be part of the constantly visiting group!!
but then this got me thinking—what if in craig & kenny’s rush, they didn’t properly check reader’s condition + didn’t properly stage the hanging ((they used a jump rope for fuck’s sake))? what if instead, she’s stuck in the hospital and years deep into a coma? then stan, kyle, clyde, butters, & tweek would visit her everyday to replace the flowers in her vase etc.
you literally broke my heart when you said butters doesn’t touch his switch anymore because he cant bring himself to change anything about their shared animal crossing island—it’s the same thing with clyde & reader’s shared minecraft world
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