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ashtraysystem · 1 year

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I'm writing a massage fic and making myself jealous of the characters. goddammit.

#its just such a good intimate thing for me???#just with my chronic pain and high levels of stress #the idea of having my partner give me a full on massage that works out all of the tension in my back and shoulders???#it just sounds amazing #I'm too much of a coward to ask them for that though #I feel like I'm an inconvenience when I ask them for even a little massage #even though I love it so so so much #and they've told me its okay #Starshine if you see this pleeeasseee pamper me #please please please #even just for a little bit #I know I ask for it a lot #but it really really makes me feel loved and helps me a lot with my pain #if I dont have the courage to straight up tell you;#back shoulders neck and wrists/forearms are the key spots #cole🥾#viktor💠#jeannie🍓

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captainkirkk · 2 years

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I want to see characters being taken care of in an explicit and worshipful way. Home-cooked meals. Hair brushed and braided by gentle hands. Little gifts just because.

I want to read about characters who are not used to kindness being bombarded by acts of service. This trope works romantically and platonically. Give me found family and acts of service - all the ways a character is wrapped up in wordless, explicit care after years of cruelty and having no idea how to handle. I need it.

#fanfiction #this is the 'comfort' part of hurt/comfort #but i want to take it to the extreme honestly #not just comfort immediately after a traumatic event #but consonant daily comfort!#being taken care of because you are loved always and unconditionally #this is the real reason why i sometimes read sugar daddy AUs even though i don't like them #i want to read about characters being SPOILED #this is also why i love the mdzs love interests so much #luo binghe is the ultimate worshipful house husband and i love that #my posts #you can tell i'm irrationally tired when i start getting tear-eyed over someone being cooked a meal

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pangur-and-grim · 16 days

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THE LITTLE FREAKS ARE UP!

enamel pins of anomalocaris, acorn weevil, tardigrade, and Special Vacation Baby can all be pre-ordered at greerstothers.shop

#.......I didn't have the heart to cut eraserhead baby #even though it consistently got the least votes #I just love it so much #hopefully a few people will actually want to buy it 🙏

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machinerot · 9 months

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#my art #you know he was being a little shit #harry du bois #kim kitsuragi #harrykim #disco elysium #disco elysium fanart #this is the first drawing ive managed to finish in over a year (we dont talk about the 3 million wips)#so thank you gay people for getting rid of my art block 🫶 i love you #i didnt use a reference though so apologies if the proportions look a bit wonky but GOD i had so much fun making this #ive missed Enjoying doing art. like actually enjoying the process and not just impatiently rushing for the finished piece #like maybe art IS fun..#crazy. anyways #this sideblog is brand new so i doubt people will even see this but!! if you do then i should have some more DE art on the way :-)

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egophiliac · 7 months

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What do you like about the Diasomnia boys if I may ask?

I always love hearing about the different reasons people enjoy characters.

I mean, c'mon. he has split custody over Sebek okay

also, Lilia in particular has maybe the best timeskip character development of all time

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 chapter 4 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 chapter 4 spoilers #stage in playful land #i hope this is legible whoops #anon i am sorry but you made the fatal mistake of asking me to talk about diasomnia #insert 'i just think they're neat' jpg #i do like the other characters a lot but they are definitely my favorites #they just hit a lot of my favorite things in characters i guess!#yes even you sebek even though you keep shrieking NINGEN at me #(it's okay he gets Character Development™ later)#and their dynamic! it's great! these guys frikking love each other SO much and they WILL have terrible terrible angst about it #ohoho delicious #give me all your emotional hangups baybeeeee #also somewhere in there i went from 'i like them all equally (but lilia is the most fun to draw)'#to 'lilia is absolutely my favorite (and still the most fun to draw) (EVEN MORE fun now thank you swishy ponytail!)'#(it was probably when his candy coating got a little scratched and whoops all the tragedy fell out)#(where's that 'get loved loser' post because i need to staple it to lilia's forehead)#i am extremely bad at putting things into words so please don't ask me to explain it any further #just know that the diafam is everything to me and if we don't get more episode 7 soon i'm going to crumble into dust and blow away #we'll be getting the crowleytimes on monday and maybe there will be. idk. some foreshadowing or something in his groovy #probably not but LOOK i'm desperate

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heavyheavycream · 12 days

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PART 1 of @pokefan-fa 's huuge feederism commission!

#thank you so much for commissioning meeeee!#this was so much fun to do #i love a male weight gain story ^/////^#also thanks for being the coolest commissioner #i tried to plan it as a little book #i hope yall still like the format even though it's not webtoon like #also IT'S NOT FINISHED!#i dunno when part 2 will be finished but it's coming #bigger and better!#heavyheavycream #comic #commission #male gaining #male wg #male feedism

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esmiara · 6 days

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Damn. Is that a new soukoku dump? Might be.

#bsd #skk #soukoku #bungou stray dogs #nakahara chuuya #dazai osamu #dazai x chuuya #it's been a long time but i were (and still am) so busy man #a few of these doodles are even quite old at this point #turns out i'm not as inspired as i was at the start #still love them just as much though

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stained-water · 2 months

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I gave up on adding color :(

I think it turned out okay, I really like the second page,,,,, the rest is meh lol.

#mp100 #art #reigen arataka #mob psycho 100 #serizawa katsuya #my art #serirei #fanart #digital art #sorry for posting cringe even though that is all I draw lol #soft art i love you so much why you make me cringe

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wistfulwatcher · 2 months

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#criminal minds #criminalmindsedit #emily prentiss #emilyprentissedit #cmverse #cmverseedit #criminal minds evolution #cmevolutionedit #jason gideon #mine #edit #*#internal*#1k #paget's delivery on that means a lot was SOOOOO good?? i had an OOF gut reaction to it #emily wanted to be accepted by the team so hard in s2 and gideon left before she thought she was #her getting this validation after twenty years? emily 'i'll do anything to be accepted desperate to be loved' prentiss??#of course it still means so much to her even now even though they never grew close even though the others did accept her

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galactic-rhea · 3 months

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More silly Luke Skysilverfoxwalker doodles

in my mind, almost nothing of the sequels is canon, but Luke is still grumpy and somewhat depressed, his dad tries to help tho

#star wars #luke skywalker #star wars sequel trilogy #anakin skywalker #my art #is a whole different thing in my mind like i gave rey and keylo a whole different personality and arc and #theyre like barely side characters in the background and the main guys are finn poe and rose #i love finn and rose so much #i might ship rose and rey though #ben 'what the hell is a kylo' solo skywalker #ben 'i actually suck so bad at the force i can barely lift a pencil and i couldnt ever be a jedi or even a sith if i tried' solo #rey isnt a palpatine... palpatine definitely is dead because what the fuck #force ghosts #sequel era

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manyrepulsivethoughts · 6 months

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that one post comparing ruin's and LN2 endings altered my brain chemistry so now have this

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bloodsbane · 6 months

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dunmeshi ep 11 W: they ended it on the exact shot i was hoping for - in fact, they made it even better. im living and thriving

unfortunate but necessary dunmeshi ep 11 L: they didn't include this part...

#banebabbles #dungeon meshi #i just reeeeally love him trying to stand up on a leg that isn't there anymore...#even though HE is the one who planned on this and did it very much on purpose #it's just very realistic. not realizing it yet. he's so dazed and worried about everyone else. so focused #laios.....................................#anyway i understand why it wasnt in the ep it's fine i just also like this part a lot!!#dunmeshi spoilers

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endermagpieart · 8 months

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What do you mean I’m a bit late for Janus’ big day? Of course not, how could you say such a thing! I definitely didn’t forget all about it in my absence and only get reminded in the incorrect quotes video live chat; that’s not like me at all ;]

Anyways I decided to dress our sassy snake in some different outfits I think he’d like. He seems like the type to get all dolled up on his birthday and it goes with Thomas posting pics in outfits inspired by the sides on their appreciation days!

@thatsthat24

#sanders sides #janus sanders #ts janus #thomas sanders #sanders sides fanart #my hoard #I’ve returned!#the newest asides came out and I remembered how much I love it #so I’m hyperfixated again and I’ve not now peace since #it is nice to actually finish something again tho #I’ve been pretty busy working lately and now I’m starting to pack to move into my first apartment!#so not much time to really sit down and draw #and when I do have time I can’t get the motivation to actually draw anything #I want to get better about posting stuff on here #(even though it feels like I’m just dreaming into the void a lot)#even just silly little things or rough sketches I’ll never finish #I hope it’ll help me continue to draw and make things again #I forgot how nice it is #anyways if you’ve read this far thanks #have a cookie :] 🍪

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andromeda3116 · 6 months

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one thing that i've noticed and begun to seriously appreciate upon rereading the watch novels is --

sam and sybil are not in love when they get married.

they like each other, but they aren't in love. and i think this is why sybil seems to be kind of in the background of men at arms and feet of clay, like, sure, she's his wife and he appreciates her and cares for her but he doesn't love her -- yet.

and i think it's the knitting moment at the end of jingo when it happens to him. like that john green quote about how you fall in love slowly and then all at once? i think the moment when he comes home and she's been trying to knit him socks but she's no good at knitting and so it ends up being a scarf instead of socks -- i think that's the "all at once".

and then after jingo, suddenly sybil matters more to him, appears more in his thoughts, he's so proud of her in the fifth elephant for everything she does (she is such a badass in the fifth elephant), and it's the cigar case she gave him that is what he longs for amd desperately needs to hold onto in night watch, the memory of her. she's much more important to him and his perspective in the later watch books, and yes the doylist interpretation is that sir terry developed the relationship more as he grew as a writer because he didn't feel like he was very good at writing romance, but i like the watsonian interpretation --

that sam vimes was not in love with sybil ramkin when he married her, but instead fell madly in love with her along the way.

#discworld #gnu terry pratchett #sam vimes #sybil vimes nee ramkin #sam/sybil #i love this relationship so much #i mean. he wears the scarf proudly. no shame or bashfulness about it the way he used to be cringey at her displays of affection #and after that he wears the socks she makes for him even though she's still not very good at making them #because he loves her and she made these socks for him #it's just very sweet #i love them your honor

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r-aindr0p · 13 days

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Been doing silly papercrafts lately and I thought of those ask shitposts w/ pics of real hands I did with the svsss sillies

Live pic of Zhuzhi lang and Tianlang jun

#svsss #svsss shitpost #shen qingqiu #sqq #luo binghe #lbh #zhuzhi lang #zzl #mandatory zzl my beloved I love him so so much #it's fun to craft and then hold the small guys in the palm of your hands #might continue the papercrafts even when I get internet back #lbh hiding in the blueberry bushes (blueberry season ended though 😔)

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hollis-art · 2 months

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is this anything

#gonna be totally honest i dont remember what gul dukat is like #but he feels like the kind of guy to rile you up only to go “but im a little guy! you can't hurt a little guy!” even though he isn't #can uou guys tell i put so much love and care into this? (i did this in like 10 minutes maybe. it came to me in a vision)#gul dukat #benjamin sisko #star trek #star trek deep space 9 #ds9 #star trek fanart #fanart #i cant even tell if this is a coherent drawing i just felt the overwhelming need to make it

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