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starfal1 · 6 months

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Quietly runs away.

#everything's gone horribly wrong #what have I done?#TangoTek #silly #art #fanart #my fanart #runs away after posting this

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skunkes · 9 months

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i have soooo much more i cld say abt him, and have explored more thru other doodles, but quick summary of talon's whole deal, which is subject to change still as he's only almost 2 yrs old as an oc

#oc text #obvs sparse description of the events bc i dont mean for it to be gratuitous #even if i decided to explore it further in some medium the focus wouldnt be gratuitous ykwim #not that there werent awful stuff within that but my focus with talon is also more exploration of like #even stuff that isnt a big deal (which it wasnt at first) can effect someone greatly #and then once it does get a bit worse the focus is still more on the effects of how he views himself and the aftermath #AS WELL AS LIKE. well. did i do this to myself? i went back. do i deserve this?#he's a lot like me and the reason i like the self insert dynamic is bc he thinks of cheye as Me If It Didnt All Go Horribly #bc ive not gone thru the Extreme but i have had interactions with ppl who very enthusiastically thought i was ummmm underage!!!#while they were already being creepy toward me and making me nervous abt my safety !#so this isnt ''he's umm 400 but looks 12 bc i want to do weird shit with him 😏'' dude drawing him Fed makes me so sad sometimes...#we're also weird eating buddies <3 #and grief buddies <3 he actually further spawned out of my need to deal with a lot of family members passing away in such a short time #severe death phobia buddies...#i still dont know how he really feels about his Old Wrinkly Form btw all i know is he feels safe in it #as much as id love to sway toward ''he thinks he's hot like that. because he is.'' i also dont want to convey the wrong message wrt this #form being due to....disordered eating caused by Issues. ykwim #though! he can shapeshift quite well when he's fed and maybe he'd choose that form willingly if he ever got. Past everything #he does hate that he never gets to actually age...! he wishes he cld age normally like a mortal...(still scared of dying though)#but we cant knoww for certain yet ykwim. maybe he'll let me know soon.#my issue with talon other than i suck at plots is well he has too many of my issues. and. idk how to solve them.#he's growing with me.#oh and have we noticed he's mean to me when *im* being mean to me...MANY such metaphors #ok goodnite

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forestgreenlesbian · 6 months

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#feel like my relationship with my younger brother is changed completely forever not to be dramatic lol but i am sad #we used to b very close but he has kind of. found his faith again and gone full missionary christian which like. i knew meant the dynamic #was doomed lmao but actually acknowledging it makes me sad i feel like i'm grieving for the friendship we used to have even though #it is literally a me problem i think from his perspective he doesn't think anything has changed. but i feel weird about everything #also his new gf is nineteen and he is. almost 25 and i am the only one who feels weird about it like i know she's over 18 but! idk i can't #tell if i'm being overly cautious or if my gut instinct is right. my sister & her husband have a similar age gap but they met when they wer #both over 30 so like. it didn't feel weird. and i didn't feel comfortable actually seriously talking to him about it apart from the first #time he mentioned her over facetime (he went to another country to do mission stuff & met her there) so like an idiot i've just been #making jokes about the age gap becausee like. thats always been our thing lightly bullying each other lol but he blew up at me and said #i've had nothing positive to say about her since he's been back home and that he thinks i hate her and i'm out of line for constantly #implying he's creepy for dating someone younger. idk i felt like such a freak idiot horrible person about it. it completely blindsided me #bc yes the jokes were coming from a place of idk how i feel about this situation so i'm going to rely on the humour-based communication #we have always fallen back on as a safety thing but i guess i was wrong or the dynamic shifted or something anyway it's all fucked #& everyone is just telling me i feel weird out of some?? misplaced kind of jealousy thing?? because i'm 'losing' my brother to his gf lol #which does not feel right at all he has dated so many other girls and i have never had a problem it is literally the age gap like i haven't #even met this girl i'm sure she's very nice! i just worry about her being nineteen!! jesus. and yes maybe i do feel some resentment around #a brother younger than me who seems to be able to live his life with zero difficulty whilst i'm stuck being this unemployed loser who ruins #literally ever friendship & relationship ive ever had but i think thats ok right like i can't help feeling that. i don't fucking knowwww #am i just projecting all these sad feelings about our friendship dying onto his new relationship or like. am i right to be genuinely #concerned she's six years younger than him and still a fucking teenager!!!!!! i don't know

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caffeinatedopossum · 9 months

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It would be great if I could validate my own pain so that I can stop needing bad things to happen to me in a way that I find both intrinsically reprehensible and morally disgusting

#why do i STILL feel like i havent gone through enough??#why do i always need it to be worse #wtf is wrong with me #genuinely don't think i will feel satisfied until someone kills me (perhaps myself)#the way that i will literally fantasize about horrible things happening to me is just. wtf. what the actual fuck. SEEK HELP #i cannot even sum it up by saying 'i think i deserve it' because its *more* than that #i dont *just* deserve it. it feels *right*. it feels correct. everything that doesnt hurt me feels like something i disagree with #when i get 'what i deserve' (horrible painful things) i generally tend to feel real relief from that #relief that i dont feel from anything else #how are you supposed to tell me i dont deserve it then??

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gentlenotes-moved · 10 months

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Hey y'all. Minor update

So I went to my new gi doc and she is really nice and sweet. I told her everything and turns out the gerd pills I have rn are the strongest they have and it's the stuff they give full grown adults with stomach ulcers??? I told her it doesn't work at all anymore (and neither does my nausea pill) and she said that that's pretty concerning. Along with the fact that (she said) gerd is most common in overweight, older adults and i'm an underweight 18 year old girl. so.

But I haven't eaten a proper meal since Thanksgiving and I've been basically surviving on granola bars (and OTC antacids which don't do shit lmao) bc for some reason it's the only thing I can keep down almost entirely. I usually eat about two a day and that's pretty much it bc my stomach doesn't seem to able to take more than that. If I try to eat anything more or anything different I'll get to the brink of vomiting for hours, if not the entire day. Like one bite can trigger it.

So my doc was like "well that's not fuckin good! that's concerning as hell!" so I have a scheduled upper endoscopy on Thursday morning and y'all have absolutely NO clue how fucking ecstatic i am for it. Like it's goddamn christmas day. Istg Thursday is the day that's keeping me going rn

#mine #personal #also my dad is taking it HORRIBLY unfortunately. like so much worse than i am.#like this mf is verbally refusing to accept the fact that ~maybe~ there's smth wrong with me. Perhaps.#he's gone from dehydration to covid to 'smth I'll grow out of' to my diet (i already proved that one wrong many years ago)#he's a massive die-hard conspiracy theorist btw and he distrusts doctors with a passion #the entire times it's felt like I'VE been the one comforting HIM about this whole thing. god.#like i get it's scary but like #life goes on?? we'll figure it out dude!! chill!!!#my mom is my greatest source of comfort and she is really tired of my dad being so goddamn paranoid about everything #she says not to take everything my dad says to heart (he's yelled at both of us about my current situation) bc he's just scared #for me. and i know he is. it's so hard to be angry at him

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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You know with Mine alive that's three people now who didn't really die in Y3, the other two being Kashiwagi and Lau Ka Long. I honestly don't mind but it is getting kinda funny. Is Kanda going to turn up next? Was Y3 just Daigo's coma dream and none of it actually happened? Would explain how the orphanage was rebuilt so fast.

yakuza 3 hospital scene good ending

#snap chats #'take care of the okinawa deal' they are going to slap joji and tell him to leave what the hell is a black monday #thats so funny tho like Sting Operation Gone Horribly And Catastrophically Wrong #but yes daigo-san's awake now so its ok theres no need to pursue it #'the money....' bby mine's got us covered... the money from the okinawa deal is irrelevant...#kiryu you can keep your lame orphans i guess daigo-san's alive and well they are no longer an issue #it was just.. the most convoluted way to keep daigo in office... to mine at least..#but hes ok see :) now everything can go back to normal :)#anyway unrelated.... this my fave mine scene idc if its heterobait #idc if its straightbait LMAO #he looks so soft.. the rare non-murderous smile... epic...

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ibrithir-was-here · 1 year

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#Welp #looks like the car is most likely gonna be totaled. I only had 500 dollars left to pay on it too.#im just....really feeling done with everything #i mean i wont do anything about it #but everything since 2020 has gone wrong #i have no degree #a ridiculously low paying job for my age #i made a total fool of myself for someone who in the end was 100 ready to throw me away #and now the one adult thing i managed to do getting a car is gone #and i didnt even do anything wrong #i even went that way home to try and avoid getting in an accident #what's...the point in trying any more?#im gonna have to move back in with my mom at 30 and i dont know if I have the energy to get back out again #thats what im really terrified of #i mean its not a horrible situation but #im not at all where or who i thought id be by now #and i dont know how to get there #or if theres even a point trying #cuz there's no guarantee anything will even work out #ill probably delete this later im just really sad and have no way to fix it #i'm sorry for whining i just cant yell at the old man who hit me (i mean i could but that wouldnt actually fix anything)#so im bawling at Tumblr #edit: talked to my dad and feeling a bit better now

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wavesoutbeingtossed · 4 months

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#warning: rant about parent ahead #I’m so so so so so empathetic to mental health struggles #like exceedingly so #but it’s just so exhausting being on the receiving end of someone’s self-loathing #and to be clear I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT ANYONE HERE #you are all my phone besties and I have so much empathy for your struggles and know that i love you all #and wish i could say the right thing to support you all always and you are always welcome to share whatever is going on #and to quote the bard herself i wish i could take the bombs in your head and disarm them #but when my mother gets into these moods she just seems to use it as a way to get a rise out of us #she’s pulling the ‘well maybe you don’t want to do x with me because it’s not fun because I’m a terrible person and you’re scared of me #and i ruin everything so maybe you would just rather i do everything alone’#and i don’t doubt she feels horrible and i know she has intrusive thoughts etc #but that is so manipulative!!!! she then puts the onus on us to reassure her that she is not!!!! But that is not what she wants!!!!#which we then do profusely and remind her that we do love her and we do do things together and whatever the fuck is the problem of the day #but of course she won’t hear it #so yes it makes us scared of her because we are always worried we’re going to say the wrong thing in a given moment!!!!#i just shut the fuck up at all times now #but my dad tries to use reason with her and of course it just ends in her lashing out and projecting all this shit on him #’oh you maybe you actually hate me maybe you want to leave me’ etc #THEY’VE BEEN MARRIED DECADES HE’S THE MOST LOYAL AND KINDEST PERSON IN THE WORLD HE NEVER ONCE HAS #i honestly don’t know how he lets this roll off his back because i am so fed up with it #It’s just so so so so hard because one minute she’s ‘herself’ and the other she’s this inferno #and we just have to ride whatever wave she’s on and it sucks all the air out of the room #it’s like the one and only time i tried to very gently bring up that something she said was hurtful *after she’d brought it up herself*#she went on a ‘oh I’m a terrible person/terrible parent’ rant and it then turned into me reassuring her that she isn’t #i was just trying to show her how the language/behaviour she uses was hurtful to me #so anyway that was lesson learned that even if she invites it i will never speak of it and luckily she hasn’t since and that was years ago #But it’s just… i know bad thoughts can’t be helped and again i feel so much pain on her behalf for what she struggles with #and i wish i could help but there’s absolutely nothing i can do #AND SHE’S GONE OFF ALL HER MEDS SO THE ONE SOURCE SHE DID HAVE ISN’T THERE ANYMORE EITHER

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spellmage · 5 months

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pentiment is so good. i think i did something terribly wrong in act 2

#everything has gone horribly wrong #and i don’t know any spoilers so i’m like #was that meant to happen #or did i manage to mess up THAT badly #we may never know #(until i replay the game)#but first… act 3 #i’m scared

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achilleslyre · 1 year

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haku for the bingo name 💕 and if someone already submitted him then itachi and sasuke

haku is so incredibly good and perfect i wouldn’t change a single thing for the world. land of waves you will always be famous.

#itachi being well written is very questionable #but that boy sure is complex #and arguably well written at times #lulu i got hit hard with itachi hyperfixation while u were gone #it’s scary out here…….. how can i be an itachi lover when all the other lovers out there love him for all the wrong reasons..#he’s so horrible i want everything to do with him……….#asks #sasukeless

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br1ghtestlight · 7 months

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hell hath no fury like an older sibling who thinks they know better than you about everything and who guilt trips you about everything you're doing wrong in your life

#officially reached the age where everybody older than me in my family is ready to tell me about how im horrible and doing everything wrong #like i could know NOTHING after 22 years of being alive. and i don't think i know everything #but i think i have survived on my own for long enough through Quite frankly worse than what a lot of people my age or older have gone thru #ANF IT DOESNT FUCKING MATTER. IF THE BEDFRAMR GOES INTO THE MOVING TRUCK BEFORE OR AFTER THE DISHES FOR THE KITVHEM #txt

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thoughtsofthegirlwiththecurl · 8 months

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The books 👏🏻 aren't 👏🏻 even 👏🏻 all 👏🏻 in 👏🏻 the warehouse 🤣😭

#allison's work life #boxed sets from hell #I'm supposed to drive out there on Thursday #like of course they aren't #everything about them has gone horribly wrong

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rororow · 2 years

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I’ve decided Sparrow is AroAce, Rebecca is AroHet, and Lark is PanPoly and I’m writing them all (+ Nick) into a sitcom/soap opera. In my head.

#sparrow and Rebecca both not realizing they’re aro #the spending time together and being like #wow he/she really gets me #in ways that I feel like no one else does #this must be what romance feels like #instantly makes that relationship make horrible sense to me #sparrow also doesn’t realize he’s ace he just refuses to reflect on himself in any way #dndads #lark oak garcia #sparrow oak garcia #rebecca oak swallows garcia #like if the 3-slash-4 of them just sat down and had an honest conversation #about what they feel and what they want #then I think they could be 10x more effective as a parenting team #instead their house could burn down and sparrow and Rebecca would still be like everything is perfect #nothing has gone wrong or can go wrong #ever #and lark would be like the world is terrible and suffering is inevitable happiness is a fleeting lie #like everything I imagine for nark makes it somehow the healthiest relationship #romantic or platonic #in this whole group #somehow #why is lark panpoly?#because I’m aroace and some of my closest friends are panpoly that’s why #it emphasizes what they could be with real communication #To Me

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burningfestivalpersona · 1 year

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The existence of the torchflower means that I can now make 7th Dragon-inspired maps that are infinitely more accurate.

For top accuracy, maybe the center of each cluster could have a wither rose...

#7th dragon #minecraft #the easiest thing to do would be to take an old map and wreck it #cover the ruins in torchflowers #and maybe add a few ender dragons without ai #hermitcraft season 6 but everything has gone horribly wrong

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upsidedowngrass · 2 years

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what i love SO much abt stones ability to see the future is that the way theyre written implies that there is No One Future, but that there are hundreds and thousands, but only they know what leads to what, so subsequently, they are the only one that can put bunches of diff possibilities into action

#hfjone #hfjone stone #realistically stone can prob see quite literally infinite futures #but i think they prob focus in on more realistic ones #but like. when theyre tryna take amelias notes? they look like they genuinely think theres a possibility that she may let them have them #but infinite possibilities still has to account for the fact that people can do anything anytime #like. when they run between teams? theyre checking for stuff. and 'i know everything' would mean they have to already know #unless! they are weighing options #focusing their foresight on specific possibilities #maybe this is common knowledge and unremarkable #but i LOVE this kind of seeing the future #and it adds a lot of complexity to stone!#yeah they put MANY events into motion with almost 100% precision #but thats prob WHY they had to be so vague. there were so many ways things couldv gone wrong #so they had to center it on options that made rverything less likely to end horribly #(or as horribly)#i dont think they predicted everything exactly when they wrote the notes. but i think they knew #as they were writing the notes #what possibile outcomes their actions could lead to #and they had to lead liam in the most all encompassing way possible #since they knew it was highly likely that theyd be eliminated before theyd ever be able to fully explain #anyway #hfjone spoilers #fun fact liam and amelia are favorites but also i REALLY really like stone #they dont have much screentime but they have SO much personality

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tourettescrusade · 2 years

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Yesterday I was on the bus and there was this girl and idk of she was meowing or if she had a cat but there was some meowing going on.

Then a boy and his granny come on the bus and the boy is clearly Neurodivergent™ and and when the girl meows he starts meowing too.

Now this was too much for my sister's echolalia and she started meowing as well.

So there's these two kids and this other girl meowing on the bus and I'm trying so hard to suppress my tics bc if I start meowing as well I might start ticcing other stuff as well (I was in the middle of psychosis so I was very anxious and I have coprolalia so, bad mix).

So, three people are meowing on the bus and a tourettic person is in the middle of it, sounds like the start of a joke.

#tourette syndrome #tourette's #tics #actually tourettic #tic disorder #yesterday was such a disaster #everything that could have gone wrong went HORRIBLY wrong

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