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Looming Grump Update

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So! Update on Looming Grump, which is the nickname I’ve given the Fallen Dark Angel who lives with one of my patients. 

As you  might imagine after being nearly dragged off and… Imprisoned? By Interrogator-Chaplain Asmo-whoever and his posse, Looming Grump was pretty twitchy and anxious for the rest of my shift with him. On the plus side, he was a bit less openly suspicious of me after I got the Interrogator Chaplain and most of the other Dark Angels he brought with him to leave.

I know that he was fairly distressed by the quiet whining and the way he kept pacing and pacing around his bonded’s home… I think he was probably looking for intruders or watchers. I had genuinely thought that all of the non-Fallen Dark Angels had left, more fool me, I suppose. I hadn’t seen or hard any of them, though I’m guessing that the Fallen knew that the lurker was still there.

It certainly explains the pacing and agitated behavior. Though nearly being dragged away from your loved ones for who the fuck knows what reason is probably incrediblyupsetting as well. I did inform the agency I work for about the near-invasion of the patients’  home and Looming Grump’s reaction to all of that.

The agency is currently speaking with the patient and their family. One of the things that my agency provides is assistance with housing,for those who need it for one reason or another. Being stalked by a group of astartes for mysterious reasons is one such reason. The trick is to move the patient, everything they need and whoever is living with them fast and carefully enough that the watching/stalking Astartes don’t notice.

But part of that involves getting… As you may guess… Even more Astartes involved. Some to distract the watchers, and others to help get everything moved from one place to the other fast enough as Space Marines are much stronger and faster than we humans (normal humans? I’ve heard theories that space marines are human-ish? Though they ddon’t seem to suffer the side effects of Gigantism that we normal humans do, at a similar size to them) do.

Aaand given that this Fallen seems to be a bit of a fugitive - at least among the Dark Angels - makes him incredibly unwilling to work with any other Astartes. I can’t say I blame the man, either. 

Which brings me to what happened after I finished my shift . I was walking back to my car when a huge shadow loomed over me. I’m pretty sure that he did that on purpose - either to further scare me, or to give me a moment of warning.The Dark Angel who stayed behind grabbed me and pinned me against my own car and demanded to know why I got myself involved, why I interceded and who the fuck I thought I was. Among a bunch of other questions.

He scared the absolute fuck out of me, though I made sure that I had my Calm Nursing Face on, as I figured that showing fear would only intensify this situation further. I explained to him what and why I was there - and pointed out that the Fallen in question genuinely cares for the sick and injured human who lived there, and that his removal would make their life objectively worse.

He growled at me before putting me down, told me that he would be watching, and stalked off. I hid in my car and tried not to have an obvious freak out and went home. 

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Pluto’s Sirens 🦂

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“She knew death quite well. She often drowned. But, never in fear. The storm waters of love, pain, and sorrow filled her lungs and from their depths, she rose metamorphosed — a captivating phoenix of the sea.”

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🦂Child of Pluto,

The stunning dark beauty that disappears intermittently, only to reemerge a brand new person.. having lived another full life to it’s completion.

You have walked the Valley of Death and your essence was fortified by means of eternal hellfire. There’s really no wonder why you’re so intimidatingly hot. 🔥

As a water sign, this is similar to the siren-like energy of Neptune. However, a Neptunian might unwittingly lure suitors to their death, but you, Plutonian Goddess are the siren who wants the kill.

🥀You are the siren they fear.

You are a mistress of the deep, a beacon of light through the annals of life’s taboo topics like sex, death, occultism, and mystery.

When considering Plutonian energy, I imagine the scorpion deep within a fierce ocean of emotions, burrowing deeper and deeper into the sand… searching and feeling…

Deep within these depths is where you thrive. The drowned woman… I say this because Scorpio is a fixed sign, meaning its energy can be stagnant.

So, it is literally fixed water or stuck water. Being stuck underwater can symbolically connote to drowning.

This is also where the big misunderstanding of Scorpio comes from because… a scorpion does not belong underwater?? Yup, you’re an anomaly.

But, hence this is literally why you cannot stay under water for too long. You’re meant to dive deep beneath the surface, transform yourself, others, and your surroundings BUT only for a little while.

If you try to resist and stay submerged, life literally pushes you to transform and resurface for fresh air. By the end of your journey, you come out reborn anew, carrying nothing but the wisdom you’ve gained.

At your core, you are here to transform yourself and others.

With this energy, you are always digging and craving depth wherever you go, whether you realize it or not just like the scorpion. This could be for emotions, the truth, or other extremes.

Your plutonic vibrations sometimes does this for you and easily charm souls into revealing their darkest and deepest desires to you.

Pluto has gifted you with a gaze that certainly helps to compel information, while also commanding authority and exuding power. (It’s giving Vampire Diariesss)

🥀A fierce siren, you wish to take hold of your romantic partners, friends, and families and lead them to the deepest depths of human existence.

But, this is only an attempt to free them from the confinement of the human ego and mundanity.

🦂The Misunderstood

The Scorpio/ 8th house slander is endless. But, I feel it’s just misunderstood. I love Plutonian energy. I find it refreshing, possibly because I have Scorpio 11th house & Scorpio Mars lol.

But, I get them. My longest friendship is with a beautiful Scorpio Sun and I have never had to second guess her loyalty.

She has been through more than anyone would guess, but maintains a heart of pure gold. Her shell is hard to crack though.

This is because you guys have seen the other side of life… death. You are aware most people aren’t living their truths or even knowledgeable of the truths of this Earthly realm… and it infuriates you at times.

It’s not easy being the one who sees a liar in a fake smile or an enemy within a friend. You see people without their masks and you call them out when needed… including family.

This can ruffle many feathers, of course. We all know how truth tellers are deemed in society.

And to some, your intense need to dive deep can terrify them and trigger them because in some way they are not living their authentic truth.

But, it’s meant to!

Pluto in the 1st house natives know this reaction well, as they wear the hellfire mark wherever they go. This triggers those who are not comfortable with darkness or their own shadow self.

Significant Lilith placements can resonate with this energy. Your presence and rebel energy triggers those whose identity is based upon a facade.

A Plutonian is a friend with their shadow self. They have seen the likes of all darkness.

You are the wounded warrior with these placements, (and honestly deserve so much more and so many hugs for what you’ve survived🥹) But, you seldom allow anyone to see you sweat or any weakness.

This need to conceal weakness hides your incredibly, loving heart and loyal spirit.

You can come off a bit brash at times. (Think, Jade from Victorious… Marlo from The Wire.. Matthew McConaughey’s character in True Detective) But, Its hard to empathize with those who seem ungrateful for their less challenging life paths or who refuse to make simple life changes out of fear.

You are like a butterfly. You have lived several lives, experiencing completely new things at each stage of life, but ultimately improving yourself each time.

While painful at times, that’s your superpower. ✨

The ironic part is that people see you in your Butterfly phase, ornate wings and beautiful colors, and assume you have not had it hard.

Until you sting. 🦂🩸

Absolutely incredible and yet so misunderstood.

Believe me when I say, it is such a GIFT to be able to transform in a world where Saturn’s energy reigns supreme.

🥀A piece of advice I leave to you all is… while understanding death.. DON’T forget to LIVE. Take a page out of the book of your sister sign, Taurus or Planet Venus… pamper your soul. 💅🏾

You are allowed and capable of just as much happiness and soft living as any other soul. Do not be afraid to open up and love or allow yourself to be loved.

You ARE loved over here! ❤️🫶🏾

🦂La Petite Mort “Little Death”.

To possess significant scorpio or 8th house placements is to live through many small deaths to be born anew.

Ironically, while Pluto rules sex, the French saying for an orgasm is Le Petite Mort … or “Little Death”.

Perfectly fitting.

With these placements, you can transform yourself and others through your sexual encounters.

🥀Your sex is transformative!

The sexual energy exudes from your pores, thanks to Papa Pluto and those around you can smell the fragrance.

When a suitor spots you, perched upon a rock amidst the chaos of the ocean… they can’t look away.

They don’t know what it is about you, but they are drawn… hooked and captivated by your watery siren gaze.

You call to them on the shore… and they approach only to be grasped and delivered to the bottom of the ocean for an unforgettable awakening.

This is why Scorpios/ Plutonians/ 8th housers rule the sack. There is less inhibition, less hesitation, and your goal is sink your prey… to the depths… and transform them. (This gives me chills to think about… very powerful stuff!)

Both men and women of Pluto have this quality. Even if they aren’t perfectly symmetrical or dreamy, you have to admit they are HOT AF & their raw sexual energy caught your eye and made you wonder if you even possess the endurance to swim in their waters…

Keep transforming the world Plutonians! We need you!

Thank you for reading! Wishing you blessings💋

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Fallen Angel by Alexandre Cabanel (1847)

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Fallen Angel, 2011 - Roberto Ferri