#for people who dont rememeber

[ghostbsuter]

I'm on the writing grind, you can see that I just finished rewatching the Teen Titans (2003).

Edit: Here is some art I did for Titan!Phantom

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(The end is near.)

Gripping the communicator, the bright yellow case with a cartoonish 'T' on top glared back at him.

(The portal was growing.)

He presses the button, the communicator switches on and he calls out.

"Phantom to Titans, do you hear me? Phantom to Titans."

The crackling sound came as a sign of connection, It didn't take any heavy weight off, however.

"Robin here, Phantom? Everything alright?" The soothing voice of Teen Titans leader answers him, and he suppresses a sigh.

"Robin," he bites his lip, the portal only growing.

The ghost zone is eating Amity and all just because fucking Vlad couldn't, for one ancient time, sit still.

"I—" a deep breath. "I'm sorry," he apologises with a wince. "You're gonna be really angry at me when you... find out."

Concern leaks through the voice as Robin speaks. "Phantom? What's going on?"

Thr screen on the communicator switches on and Robins brow knitted expression stares back at him.

It quickly changes, alarmed. "Phantom." The vigilante says. "Is Amity Park okay? Do you need backup?"

Always on the right track, dear leader. Danny shakes his head fondly.

"It's too late for backup," he admits quietly.

"Phan—"

"Just tell new members of me, okay?"

Danny doesn't let the other finish, giving a bitter smile before throwing the communicator on the ground, breaking it.

The familiar yet threatening green of the ghost zone welcomes him.

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"Titans! Emergency call, Phantom got a situation!"

The bright red lights is enough for the rest of the team to flood to the common room.

"Rob?" Cyborg asks. "What's the situation?"

"We don't know!" The bird answers, stressed. He's pulling the audio and video recording of the call up to the monitor, replaying it for the team.

They don't figure it out until they are at Amity, landing with the jet and jumping from their seats.

Raven and Starfire fly ahead, and they all reach the border of Amity.

Or what of Amity remains.

Because–

The entire city is gone—!!

Complete annihilation.

(When robin finds out who did this, he will have words with them.)

"Robin," Raven waves them all over to her side. She's crouching, hand in a sphere of black, her magic. "Amity wasn't destroyed. It was relocated."

Her expression is grim. "Someone abducted a whole city."

All he does is nod, looking at the team before him.

"Someone call Herald, Titans, we got work to do. Our mission is to find Amity Park, Phantom, and save both." With sombre nods, they prepared for take off.

"Titans! Go!"

And they separate.

[riveluart]

Wait September is shikatema month

Happy birthday to me I guess????

So soon after nejiten month tho idk if I'll manage to participate much 😭

[boygirlctommy]

jon using his own rib as an anchor is uh. uhh. uhhhhh. girlie i dont think you have the right idea on what an anchor is supposed to be

[kharatkhake]

What if I talked to everyone I know like I'd never talked to them before? What if I knew them again, loved them anew, breathed their air and thought their thoughts and lived in their world? And in seeking to do that...what if I found the courage to allow them to do the same?

[echosluvr]

rank the gallaghers

debbie - i have a huge bias towards her as i too grew up wanting a relationship with my father yet never getting it. her entire life she wanted to be loved and yet she was constantly abandoned/shunned. a lot of people hate her cause of the way she fought against fiona in the middle seasons, but they refuse to understand why (fi abandoned her just like monica, in debbies eyes). so yea , she's my number one gallagher,

lip & fi - i love them both equally, They both raised their siblings, not in the best way, but they did and i think they deserve their kudos for that. I love lip cause of his downfalls and his growth after that. he was supposed to be frank 2.0 and for a while he was, but he got better and he took the steps he needed to be lip gallagher not frank!!! fiona , she is soooo dear to me especially in the earlier seasons. imo she did get worse through the seasons and there were times were i could not stand her god/victim complex. but she did sacrifice a lot and deserved much much better from the men around her

ian - my literally me character. i cannot state enough how much i love him yet hate him. he is everything to me yet every time i rememeber how he and i are the same i want to scream and bite. he might have gotten his happy ending with mickey but there was so much more he deserved , especially getting therapy for being groomed since he was like 15 and getting closure with monica.

liam - he would be higher up if he had more to give but he is the inly one who never did anything wrong, he is my son and i hope he succeeds forever and ever

carl - i don't hate carl i just find him incredibly overrated and his plotlines never really stuck to me. but he was a great brother and deserves more credit for helping them rather than just being "hot"

monica - oh my god she is just the most tragic character to me, destined for downfall all because of franks obsession with her when she was manic. i think of her lost potential all the time and how if given the chance (meaning no frank) she would've tried to be a decent mom. she would've taken the steps, she would fail a lot but she would try

frank - i hate him, he can be funny, but i hope he is burning in hell forever and is like tantalus in the sense he can never drink alcohol cause evrytime he reaches for it, it disappears.

i dont think i missed anyone else but , i will say for all of them, they never reached their true potential and it hurts to think about it. like woaghhh, they made it but at what cost

[zelenbug]

me and my friends came up with an incredible interpretation of raymesis and glombrox which makes them really good to put into situations LET ME RAMBLE ABOUT THEM AT LENGTH THEYRE LIKE THE FUNNIEST GUYS EVER

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raymesis is a Giant Petty Loser. for reasons unknown to everyone (even to himself) he HATES rayman SO BAD, he believes hes raymans greatest rival, and and he is obsessed with trying to soil his reputation or at least mess with him by pulling things on him

he never succeeds bc hes also the unluckiest person in the glade. he would try to sneak in and try and explode rayman with cartoon dynamite while hes not looking but ends up tripping over the wire and exploding himself. that type of stuff

one particular method he tries to mess with rayman is by pulling various bad things (kicking over a trash can! oh no!) and then trying to convince everyone he IS rayman. it Never Works. everyone can tell hes some other guy

oh yeah also what makes him even more mad is the fact that nobody really even knows who he is. every time he announces to rayman's face hes his greatest rival rayman just goes "wait really? i dont rememeber you" and continues to be nice to him and that makes him Livid

raymesis would actually do this pose and think that makes him super cool. he wears embarassing gamer shirts unironically. hes such a loser that literally god himself calls him ugly

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glombrox was never "a hero" or "possessed by darktoons" he is Just Like That. like a lot characters in my interpretations kept being bullied as a kid but glombrox is the one who Bullied others as a kid. he gets a kick out of messing with everyone, he views everyone basically the same (acceptable targets for kicking) which includes raymesis

he just nonchalantly decides to play basketball with a teensy instead of a ball, he would do the exact same things to lums that lividngstones do. he goes to the docks at sea of serendipity and does this to all red wizards

he doesnt do any elaborate pranks he just shoves people or kicks them around or whatever. that said, you wouldnt be able to tell by looking at him or how he acts, but hes actually surprisingly clever/smart at times

glombrox also has the complete opposite issue from raymesis. being that he literally wont stop being mistaken for globox, having a basically identical shape and voice, and its not helped by the fact that globox and his kids also find it acceptable to slap people for fun (actually for fun with no mean intent)

nobody catches onto the fact that hes so mean and still keep mistaking him for someone whos the complete opposite of mean! they just thank who they THINK is globox but isnt!!! he has a personal vendetta against globox because of it, but not remotely to the same extent as raymesis' whole thing. hes just extra mean to globox when he comes across him but globox is like "hi me : )" and just takes it all as a fun thing which doesnt help matters

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their dynamic is basically wario and waluigi in warios warehouse (raymesis is waluigi) except if they didnt live together and wario had no idea who mario and luigi were beyond getting mistaken for mario one billion times which makes him mad

raymesis mostly just drags glombrox along for his Evil Plans, taking advantage of what everyone keeps thinking he is, and glombrox just goes along mostly because he thinks itd be funny. theyre technically friends but in some messed up way and would gladly insult each other

glombrox himself takes advantage of the fact that raymesis fully believes that glombrox is his great trusty sidekick (which he isnt). also he just comes to raymesises dingy apartment and raids his fridge and occupies literally the entire couch to watch tv

Heres some incorrect quotes (from here) to describe all of these fools further (though rayman would Not swear in the first one he would just be like "huh what??")

also this one but i actually put names in there

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bonus:

murfy counterpart to raymesis and glombrox is the guy who wrote the manual. hes nicer than murfy is he just doesnt appreciate murfys comments about the manual. raymesis thought it was a Great Idea to drag him along with him and glombrox on occacion. but he doesnt actually want to get involved he wants to write for gods sake

teesny counterpart would just be ales honestly but ales doesnt like to associate with these other losers (despite being one himself and also being comically petty about being bullied as a kid) so he usually doesnt

[loorelaigoko]

Hello people.

Im not much of a talker, but with Good omens 2 finally out, I wanted to share some of my thoughts.

Now, I know some of you are not happy with the ending and I know some of you feel saddened by the fact that you waited so long only to see s2 end like this.

But believe me it's not the end. It is only end of the part two, or act 2. We have to go through this to get to events that Terry and Neil plotted all those years ago in "maybe" sequel of season 2. It is classic arc of story telling.

1 ) we get introduced to the characters. They usually have their first problem and solve it .

2) We get to know our characters better, and usually second phase proposes an issue that isnt solved until the third season

3) Third season. We have our ending the true ending, or as Neil put it louder, bigger and final.

Do you know why Neil requested us all to watch Pride and Prejudice? He wanted us to prepare, and All of those who haven't seen it please do. Not only it will make you feel better, but it will make you understand why we are at situation like this. It is basic form of storytelling

Trust me , I understand your pain, your sorrow, but that doesn't justify any and I mean ANY hostility towards Neil or anyone else for that matter. Nothing is solved that way. And If we want our show to continue we must do our best to support their choises, and promote Go2.

In conclusion. You have right to be angry sad or heartbroken, just dont take it on crew of Go2. Discuss it with other fans, watch P&P, Learn about methods of basic storytelling, search for fanwork and most of all rememeber that its not the end, its only beginning to one.

"It will be alright" said Neil Gaiman

[ghosts-station]

Something ive noticed in the timestamped footage

they all look normal. i know this sounds weird but take a look at it. theres no candyland, mandy is just wearing a random pink shirt and has a stand where she sells candy. 8bit is still in the arcade, its an inanimate object, and has both of its guns. rik doesnt know who nita and leon are, he just refers to them as two little deliquents (or something along those lines). both of them also dont have their hoods on,, you cant see anything related to brawling at all?? its just a regular theme park. and dynamike looked at those gems like hes never seen them before

also remember that scene in the investor video?

thats the mine again. if i rememeber correctly an alarm goes off and this guy turns old.

so my theory is that starr park was a normal theme park built next to a mine, and they found the gems (seems like the gems have some kind of ability, maybe makes them invincible to actual death, made animals and plants and inanimate objects humanoid (for example spike, crow, ruffs) and gives them urges to fight i guess) they turned them into brawlers and stuff, maybe even set off a time loop. and starr park tries to cover that up (and hide it from the brawlers too) hence the this is normal and the (new) wkbrl radio. also doesnt let them leave because then other people would notice the gems' impact

[jwarfs2]

I was just randomly thinking back to before i peaked and reflecting on my mindset. I just ramble on here so idk if this is going anywhere but here i think its interesting. It makes me wonder abt how at least the well meaning TRAs think....

I dont think i knew what terf meant. I dont rememeber if i knew if it was an acronym or not, but i remember simply taking it to mean 'someone who is transphobic'

I remember being unsatisfied with the takes id see on feminism online from other people, i wondered if there was anyone willing to critique things like makeup. I thought the eyeliner jokes were stupid and bothered me for reasons i couldnt articulate.

EVERY time i saw a good feminist take, a couple days later a post would go around saying 'sorry guys that post was made by a terf! Make sure u block and delete.' Which i didnt block them but id delete the post.

The previous bullet would happen, but another thing was that some of the people i followed would post one of those femenist takes that seemed really good, like it had some depth to it. But theyd never get a terf callout. I went on the original blogs of those posts, and saw the 'terfy' things they would have on there and be like....so no one is catching this huh. Its worth mentioning that, i could identify which ideas could be clocked as terfy, however it didnt pay it any mind because i didnt truly think the ideas were harmful. I just avoided them.because thats what u were "supposed" 2 do.

This previous 2 points happened one 2 many time and i remember thinking to myself, "how come every time i see a feminist take with some depth or a critique on our current culture that seems to have some nuance or critical thought, its always from one of these 'terfs'? Nah i gotta go see what these terfs are up to cuz this isnt making sense." In my mind i was like, how could the transphobic people be having well thought out feminist takes? Something isnt right here.

Even though probably nodded along with "trans women are women" i didnt take that phrase literally at all. I think in my head i just made up some shit like, oh it just means to acknowledge transwomen as regular people like women, theyre just people. Idk how i jumped there...i think maybe it was because someone taking that phrase literally was so absurd to me i didnt even entertain the thought of that being the meaning.

Now im here. And theyd call me a terf too. Honestly, i think ive always thought this way, but i couldnt really put it into words cuz i didnt have a need to. We werent relegated to arguing abt basic reality.

[generalsmemories]

Hii not a request, more a ramble bevause im insane, but just came from a stressful college day (was asked if i wanted to go home so haha…obv.) and I’m so done and well maybe it seems like a request but I’m fr curious what jingy’d do like when you’re having a panic attack.

Specifically because I don’t want to be touched during one but I feel like the assumption will be that he’d just hug you and (even tho id probs want that but LIKE THATS ME ITS HIM YOU KNOW WHAG I MEAN AAAAA) like you know (do you?)

Okay sorry I’m a mess, so when I have panic attacks I go non-verbal. (I might be autistic) And like all i do is apologise and cry and hyperventilate and id love a hug but hate it at the aame time. And I feel like he’d know yk? That like if youre not into physical touch, he won’t touch. And if you are okay with it he will…. So hed ask and id nod? BUT THEN ALSO NO BECAUSE ID CRY EVEN MORE WHICH SUCKS AAAAA.

Or: i just want him yo be real and exist and hold me because im touch starved but I also dont because then hes real and I cant do anything and i cant talk and then its all fucked up because bad communication and haha mentally ill.

Sorry if this aint your tea i jusy feel its so normal bc all my friends havw this shit so we share the most insane stories and jokes yk?

Anyways much love <333

dear god anon i hope you took a nice rest when you got home from college- rememeber to put your health first before anything else! you can't flourish or give it your all if your body is ready to collapse any second.

I recently graduated earlier this year (around may) so i can totally understand the stress, but treat yourself well and i hope you got the very much needed rest. also don't be sorry, i get you and not wanting to be touched in such a vulnerable situation. well sorta anyway, i can perfectly initiate physical touch with others, but when others try it with me it's always a 50/50 chance that i will not even let them touch me or pull away after a few seconds HAHA (friends and family alike).

but as for how jing yuan would react i'm pretty sure he would notice pretty quick - he has quite a good eye for details after all! he pays close attention to everything around him, so picking up a few habits of some people would be a piece of cake for him. but if he's unsure i'm sure he would be the type to actually test the waters, if you're able to talk under such panic attacks he would softly ask and then just stay by your side as a presence if you were to confirm his suspicions!

if you weren't able to confirm or deny anything, i think he would try first. not go straight for a hug, but place a comforting hand and test the waters ya know? and if you were to first say yes then later say no he wouldn't question it - if anything if it stresses u out more after he would just placate you with the same :3 smile he sports.

BUT REMEMBER ANON FROM ME PERSONALLY!

don't put yourself down like that, battling mental illness is already a struggle in itself. you're already doing plenty enough by getting by each day! and judging by how you can still joke and talk about it with your friends, you already have close people who would probably stay by your side willingly to comfort you. you're not alone, but if you ever want to drop by again in the near future and ramble you're welcome to!

i would gladly chat with you again (و •̀ ᴗ•́ )و

[crochetotterblog]

Our little secret

Chapter 1: The Bare Fucking Minimum

Based off of the first part of "Of all people" @the-cooler-kira

Word count: 2,183 💕

This includes harrasment (boy slaps girl, Jason Carter (being the douchebag he is), slight fluff?

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Dustin and Mike walk through the parking lot in search of a run down white van with no windows. "I don't know man" Mike said with a sigh, "he could be having a bad day. Why do you want to find out so bad?" He asked raising an eyebrow. Dustin kept walking in protest. "You really haven't noticed?" Dustin asked with obvious sass in his tone rolling his eyes. "Eddie, our DM hardly has a bad day, or week, or month. Which this 'bad day' of his you are trying to convince on me has gone on for more than a month" he spat. Mike didn't say anything, just rolled his eyes counting down the days he gets to go to California to see his be loved girlfriend.

The two freshmen continued walking slowly through the parking lot, or at least Dustin was walking slowly. Dustin considered Eddie as another babysitter; on the spectrum like Steve. Though Eddie was the carefree sitter. The one who would actually sit on the kids rather than do what Steve does, which is making sure they are out of trouble. Mike didn't want to leave Dustin in fear that Jason and his goons will come around asking for trouble. "Speak of the devil" Dustin said with a long exhale, that van he was waiting for squealed through the parking lot and parked by the theater building. Dustin isn't 'caught up' on Eddie's music to understand what he was listing to without asking Eddie. He assumed Metallica or Guns n Roses. The watched from a far to see Eddie rush out of the drivers side to the passengers. Opening the door, they couldn't see who came out. Only saw white converses, and white knee high socks. Assuming he had pick up someone or hoked up with them the night before the brushed it off; but still keeping this moment in mind. As they continued to walk they saw Eddie turn his head. Like he gotten slapped? (Eddie got a kiss on the cheek, dont freak out) Dustin scrunched his nose. "That must of hurt" he winced. Mike nodded as they quickly marched into the school meeting up with Lucas and Max. The rest of Hellfire club met up with them as well. Dustin explained what he and Mike just saw. Gareth raise his eyebrow at Dustin, "So you two stalk now?" He asked getting a chuckle out of Jeff. Mike shook his head and denied the allegations. Just on when Dustin was about to as another question Eddie walked through the doors holding his cheek, other than the kids nobody paid Eddie any attention. Walking to his locker, unlocking it to stuff the shit he didn't need only to have a bright bracelet slither from under his sleeve making Gareth laugh aggressively. Eddie closed his locker with a confused look on his face as he walked over. "What's his problem" he question only to have Gareth wheeze trying to explain himself, Max grabbed his wrist to pull up his sleeves and revealed the hot pink bracelet with the name 'Ed Bear' Max cooed at the bracelet. She and Dustin started jumping with join, "Who is the lucky girl" they said in unison. Eddie rolled his eyes and snatched his arm away. "Something my mom gave to me before she left" he said with a snarl making Max and Dustin stop jumping and looking down at the floor. "Oh.." Dustin said. "Is that why you were upset for the passed month?" He asked, Dustin assumed it was because he was rememeber his mother. Eddie thought for a second, opened his mouth to say something when 4 cheerleaders walked through the gym doors in uniform. One of them being you. You'd held your binder close to your chest smiling and laughing. "Y/n, I'm telling you. Jason really has a thing for you" the blonde said. You rolled your eyes; knowing Jason Carter was not your type. "He is a jerk, why would I want to date a jerk" you asked raising your eyebrow. She held her chin thinking about your response. You sighed softly looking up to see Eddie and the Hellfire club watching you. Gareth looked you up and down, not sure what he was thinking but you gave the group a soft smile, acknowledging their presents.

Dustin's cheeks grew red, Y/n L/n, second in head of the cheerleaders was looking and acknowledging them. Eddie shoved his hands in he pocket biting his lip, nodding his head towards the door. You knew that look, he was asking if you wanted to 'skip' but you shook your head slightly chuckling walking with your friends to your first class of the day. Jeff looked over at is DM with a confused face, "What was that about" he asked staring at Eddie watching the group walk down the hall. "H-huh? Nothing" he cleared his throat shaking his head out of his thoughts before walking through the group to his class. Dustin looked at everyone else with a 'I told you so' face. "See, something is up" he said stomping his foot.

—Timeskip to Lunch—

The freshmen sat at their table hoping for a normal day. Noisy as usual in this small ass cafeteria. Eddie plopped down with his bag of pretzels, Eddie normally ate a big breakfast; so he wasn't really hungry till around dinner time. Slipping a pretzel into his mouth looking around the table and around the caferteia looking for you to show up. "Here they come.." Dustin sighed shaking as the jocks and cheerleaders walked into the room. Jason is all over you, trying to get your attention. Ignoring him with a sour face, tempting to ruin his basketball career in two swift movements. After all your boyfriend gave you a pocket knife in case someone like Jason Carter tried something. Walking up to the lunch line to grab whatever you could, in hopes not to hurt someone. When someone slammed their hands on a table "As long as you're into band, or science" the brunette spoke "Or parrrrrties" he hissed. Everyone including you looking over at the 'freak' of Hawkins. "Or a game where you toss BALLS into LAUNDRY BASKETS" walking back to the cheer table with your pathetic school sandwich. Eddie 'the freak' Munson was starring at you with hungry eyes. Jason noticed this and stood up with anger. "Want something freak" he said. Eddie flung his hands to his head making devil horns, sticking his long tongue out making a devilish sound. You giggled to yourself, ready to make the Hellfire club's day a bit better. Jason turned to the rest of the group "Freak" he said, with Eddie's group still watching, you rolled your eyes kicking Jason in his hip to the floor. Everyone knew you were the nicest person in this school. You didn't put up with bullying or anyones bullshit. The room erupted in laugher as Jason got up, you looked at him with a pouty face, pushing your lips out "I'm sorry" you gave him the fakest of fake smile. He huffed at you, when you turned your head to chuckle with the the two friends who were in the hall with you that morning, and looked back in Jason's direction. Jason had fire in his eyes as he raised his hand, slamming it down on your left cheek. The room fell silent, your two friends along with Jason's girlfriend Chrissy covered their mouths as they gasped. Eddie watched as the man he hated with all his might hit, the one person he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. Hellfire looked at Jason and you from across the room then at Eddie, his hands turning into fists. They knew that Eddie didn't take to kindly to women hitters. Especially if they hit his girl.

You held your cheek in utter shock, your vision became blurry; filling with tears as your friends helped you up. Chrissy got up and slapped Jason back. Realizing what he had done, he felt everyone's eyes on him, including Eddie. Jason and Eddie made eye contact, Eddie mouthed the words 'I'm going to fucking kill you'. Jason rolled his eyes at Eddie's stupid comment. Chrissy and the other girls walked you out of the cafeteria to the nearest girls restroom. Once you had sat down away from everyone else's eyes, tears began to fall from your eyes. Chrissy grabbed a paper towel wetting it will cool water then removing your hand to place it gingerly against your cheek. Ryan and Andi hugged you as you friend into their shoulders. After all, you had just gotten slapped by your boyfriends bully, everyone knew what kind of person Jason was. But you were always kind to everyone until they did something like gossip about Eddie or Hellfire. Basic bully stuff you didn't like, which made you angry. No one wants to get to know anyone because of the games they play, or because they look a certain way. It makes you sick knowing that you are the only one in this school to be so close with the one person they tell you to worry about. Chrissy, Ryan and Andi believe you when you say he is nice, and not what others say he is. They don't bring it up knowing what it would cause. But they don't know that you and the schools freak have been seeing each other since the beginning of the school year.

—End of school—

The school day ended, your eyes still red and puffy like the first time you smoked a joint with Eddie, since Hellfire met today, you waited in the janitors closet. Your make out spot during the school day with Eddie. You would always meet there. If you had something to do that day you would tell him the morning of or give him a sign with your small hands. Holding your binder to your chest as you waited in the dark for Eddie. The door opened, what met you was a tall, brunette man. The man you fell in love with. Once he closed the door you ran up to him throwing your arms around his neck, smothering his face with kisses. "I missed you" you said each word with a kiss. He gripped your waist gently, pushing you away from him softly. Cupping your left cheek to feel the damage Jason had done to your lovely face. "I swear to-" you cut him off with a kiss, his softly pushing back against yours. He leaned into your kiss causing you to lean back, his right hand sliding up to the dimple in your back, holding you for support. He smiled into the kiss. He pulled away from your plump lips, a string of saliva following. He pressed his forehead against yours, smiling. "I know you can't really see me, but my place tonight?" He asked, kissed you jawline slowly moving to you neck. "Hm, I don't know" you replied, in response to your reply he bit your neck with a growl making you yelp quietly. You punched him playfully, he continued to leave bite marks on your neck before sealing it with a heart shaped hickey. "Okay okay, but only if I can get a cherry slushie" you said with a smile. "I think I can make it happen" he said into your neck. You bit your bottom lip, chills running up your body. He removed himself from your neck, grabbing your chin in his hand, "I love you" he said before slamming his lips against yours. You let a soft moan escape your lips. He poked your lip with his tongue asking for entry, in response to his plea you opened your mouth and slid your tongue on top of his. Growling in the kiss he pushed you against the wall, grunting into the kiss. Your hands run up into his hair, tangling yourself into his soft curls. His hand moved from your waist to your ass, he started to hike up your skirt, gripping your cheeks.

"Eddie~" you moaned, he bit your lip at the same time he spanked your ass. Gasping in pleasure. Eddie found that doing something semi public just made him want to bust. A mound of cloth growing between his legs, slipping one leg between yours; continuing to grip your ass continued making him twitch. His length throbbing for its warm home. He guided your hand down his chest to feel his heart racing, to his belt. He never ceases to amaze you, gasping softly as you could feel how bad he was twitching in his pants. You felt your face heat up, the tip of your ears became red hot. He snarled slightly, you smirked. An idea popped into your head, it was a nasty one. But it would make tonight even better.

a/n: description are hard for me, sorry if i used the wring words..lol. i speak english but sometimes i can barely speak it, if that makes sense?

[jojo-hut-jrs]

I LOVE ALESSI!!!!!! Have you done what he'd look for in a significant other vs what he needs yet?? I don't know if you're still taking those but I'm curious about your opinion!!

im pretty sure I haven't ??? At least, i dont rememeber doing one for him

I think the kind of thing alessi would go for initally is anything that makes him feel superior, so ideally he wants a prize or shiny toy he can flaunt and rub in over peoples faces. He's not really thinking in terms of personaility or personhood in general, just what he can gain from it and possibly whatever would challenge him. He's such a spineless wimp that the mere suggestion of disagreement is enough to have him running away, and his fear is exactly why he remains single for so long (among other things...)

Techincally what he needs is someone that will stand besides him as an equal, but he will fight against it as much as he can before his cowardliness wins over. He really cant have a partner that will take the reins on what goes on, but he does need to learn how to equalize control. Assuming he's meant to parody that sort of school yard bully trope, he really needs someone who "understands him" and will be patient with him as need be. He doesn't need a mommy though, that most definitely the last thing he wants.

[schizopositivity]

i have occassional bouts of catatonia (akinetic and excited) and i've never really met anyone else with it. would you be interested in talking more about what's it's been like for you?

if not, then i hope you have a good day/night regardless. also i love your blog. it's comforting and informative ^_^

aw thank you! and yay i love hearing about people with lived experience of catatonia cause its so hard to find people talk about what it feels like so im happy to share!

so all but one of my catatonic experiences happened before i was diagnosed or medicated for schizophrenia, and was a teenager, and was living with my immigrant mom who has very little understanding of schizophrenia (besides her horrible father) so she legit didnt know what to do with me at these times. i dont blame her for not knowing but this is just a disclaimer as to why she handled certain things the way she did.

there were a few times (maybe around 10) where i was left alone, saw a bunch of hallucinations and then conciously "woke up" (usually i was hiding under a table) to my mom yelling at me to move. and then i was just stuck. i couldnt move at all even tho i wanted to and was told to. she was usually freaking out herself and super worried about me. she thought i was "faking it" and would demand that i stop. obviously this didnt help my situation at all, all i wanted was to move and show her i could atleast act okay, but i couldnt. i would usually black out what had led up to me hiding under the table so i couldnt even explain this if i wanted to. i dont really remember how all of these situations resolved, just that it was very stressful and i would try to move any lil muscle but couldnt. i dont really know what would help in these situations, just that she probably shouldve gotten me professional help.

another memorable moment of catatonia for me kinda is hard for me to personally destinguish from some sort of dissociation just because i was in and out of conciousness. but what i do remember was me being in the passengers seat while my mom was driving and kinda bashing around and yelling and feeling like i had no control over those actions. my mom, being scared that i would hurt myself or her, couldnt think of anything to help besides forcing sleeping pills down my throat, which eventually knocked me out. in that moment i think i shouldve been taken to a hospital.

the most recent time ive experienced catatonia is the one i remember most clearly because i was already diagnosed at the time and on antipsychotics. i wasnt home alone, but i was alone in the room i was in. i dont rememeber what led up to it but i had a panic attack that left me sitting strangley on the floor. from there my breathing suddenly slowed down and i couldnt move at all. i felt compeltely stuck no matter what i did. i wanted to move so badly, i wanted to yell to the other people in the house to help me, but i couldnt. i felt stiff and uncomfortable, and in the moment it felt like id be stuck like that forever. after some time that felt very long had passed, and i had attempted to move every muscle i had, i was able to bend my elbow. so i did that over and over to try to get someones attention but it didnt work. i probably looked so "out of it" like i had drool and snot hanging down and was bending my elbow and extending it nonstop but i was fully aware of what i was doing and how i looked, i just couldnt do anything about it. after more time had passed i started moving my fingers and toes and everything else came after that. idk what wouldve helped in this situation since it did pass eventually, maybe just someone there to be with me and tell me it was going to be okay.

im no expert on catatonia i just have my experiences. its generally said that you should make sure the persons airways are clear and that they are in a confortable position and not close to any dangerous objects. its also said that you should take the person to the hospital, and for me i dont think thats needed. id just like someone i trust to be there and tell me its okay, to time it to see if it lasts longer than an hour than i should go to a hospital, and maybe try to move my limbs around to see if that would help.

[wulvert]

SCRIPTING!! i love scripting sm every time i do it it looks so deranged/absolutely nonsensical outside the rest of my writing. i end up with results like these and start laughing hysterically for like 5 minutes instead of writing seriously when i go back to my notes/docs later

also yea that last one is related to the paperteeth fanfiction. heres two more from it bc the scripts/VERY rough ideas from it are some of my favorites bc theyre just,,,SO stupid and i need people 2 see them before any official finished work i post.

ur ocs are so fun 2 write they're so silly!! from someone who openly exposes themself as an occasional avery fanwriter she is SO pathetically worm. it rains n u would have to pick her up off the sidewalk n put her back in the dirt. she fights u the entire time. am i making sense sorry im on allergy meds ahain. anyways

FOR SOME REASON I DID NOT PUT TWO N TWO TOGETHER THAT TARA'S EX IS MR. TOAD DESPITE CLEARLY PROCESSING TOAD IS TEX'S DAD ND TARA IS TEX'S MOM. MY BRAIN WAS LIKE "SECRET TRIPTRACK TARA EX?? I DONT REMEMEBER THAT,,,TARA POSSIBLE GIRL KISSER?!?!" this is so funny 2 me now that its clicked. tara got the 2 robot kids in the divorce and toad got the race car bed n' the ability to stick to walls w/ his greasiness like how u slap those little arcade sticky hands against the wall.

thank u for the mental image of avery being soaked muddy and pathetic on the pavement i appreciate that a lot actually, shes so worm. if she was a different kind of creature shed be a worm or a wet cat.

the idea of someone actually writing abt my ocs is wild 2 me... thank u.. im flattered.... im SOO bad at scripting i usually just jump to thumbs but i feel like... it needs 2 be done and i need 2 improve.... most of mine r unintelligible

& YEA NO fair I think my only het ships are divorced girlboss and pathetic slime man in stormy castle. i think i have multiple of those. tara is happily single now 2 focus on work and her robot family and toad is not willingly single and is not focused and he is not over her 20 yrs later

[azantiss]

Week 1: An Album a Day 2024

this week is stuff i listened to months ago so i dont have the best descriptions. starting week 3 i will be actively doing them on schedule, but i specifically wanted to include these first 15 or so even though i listened to them early. descriptions for future albums will be better :)

1. Formless and Void, Philosophy of Music

i would call this album the epitome of what i believe indie is supposed to actually mean, with a lot of guitar and acoustic vocals. this is a really small band i found on youtube with a ton of discography and some really unique structures. most of their songs are 90 seconds or shorter and full of really neat overlayed harmonies and guitar, if i am remembering correctly. A couple highlights from this include 'Fly Me Sophia,' and 'A Picture.'

2. Empire Central, Snarky Puppy

jazz! fusion even! i love snarky puppy. also this album was recorded near where i live and there was a live free listen session and i didnt go cause i would have had to go alone and i didnt go. i regret that daily. some of my highlights on this one are 'Portal' and 'RL's.' I absolutely need to re-listen to this album because i do not remember specifics but i do think it was enjoyable.

3. SET TO STUN and The Desperado Undead, Set to Stun

THIS ALBUM IS KILLER it has so many incredible songs and flip flops genres at all times. heavily a metalcore album but they have some like softer songs. picking highlights is so hard in this one because the album as a whole is such an experience in itself. this is one of the albums that i recommend people go in knowing almost nothing and dont listen to one off tracks but just go in without anything to start. some of my highlights, though, are 'Walk Tall,' 'Brightest Day,' and 'The Necronomicon.'

4. Truth Decay, You Me At Six

the tracks on this album are awesome. this is a rock/alternative album with some incredibly hard hitting emotional bits through the entire thing. one of my favorite albums from the band (do note i havent listened to their discography over and over though so this is subject to change). i know their song crash and have since i was around 14 so having the really emotional ballad-like parts of this album reminds me of that song which is really nice. highlights include 'After Love In The After Hours' and 'Mixed Emotions.'

5. Violet Street, Local Natives

okay heres where my memory goes. i remember very little about this album. it is really pretty and reminds me of the woods if i rememeber correctly. a soft rock album that is also really interesting muscially. this band also reminds me of hippo campus sometimes but that may be because the same person got me into both of them. I don't know it well enough to offer good highlights but i do remember enjoying 'Café Amarillo' and 'Tap Dancer.' i may edit this later but who knows.

6. Nothing But Thieves (Deluxe), Nothing But Thieves

nothing but thieves is one of the most unique bands i know. they were very high on my 2023 of music. they have gorgeous vocals and build incredibly. this is also an alt rock album but i think it is incredibly ballad focused, more so than their other album i know well, moral panic. the tracks are great as an album and as stand alone pieces. my highlights include 'Lover, Please Stay,' 'Neon Brother,' and 'If I Get High.' this is also an album i need to listen to again so these are subject to change but are each incredible regardless.

7. You Too Will Rest, Careful Gaze

THIS ALBUM FUCKING DESTROYED ME. so i found it at a really rough personal time and played various songs from it on repeat. i have them defined on my spreadsheet as post-hardcore emo. i think theyre adjacent to emo and metalcore. it is somehow incredibly hard hitting emotionally and really lets you absorb your own negative or depressive emotions but then somehow ends up kind of hopeful. specifically this is true for the tracks I will list. they are just soul crushing and make me think about emotions i didnt know i needed words for or could put into words at all. this is one of two albums i consider to have fully reshaped my brain connections (i say this lightly) to the extent that i think about them every day and the lyrics have changed how i see the world and the music is gorgeous and the motifs are incredible. my personal highlights are (in album's order) 'Yourself, Or Others,' 'Rainbows,' 'Vacant Chair,' and 'Failing Body 2k.' i beg of all of you to listen to this album if you even slightly can enjoy things that are kind of screaming because man this has some ideas and feelings in the lyrics that i have never found anywhere else.

if anyone wants more specifics on any album or song or anything else, i'd love to answer questions or talk about them! music is so cool im really excited to share this project with people in more detail this year because yay music.

[mxttellion]

*coughs* whens more paul and pat hcs coming.. *cough*

OH I HAVE. I HAVE A LOT OF THEM it's just that I cannot like. Put them in an actual cohesive post so I'll just. Dump whatever I can think of right now. Welcome to the pilots headcanon dump (everything i remember right now)

Now. Let's see if I manage to rememeber all i wanted to write....

actually, let me divide them between Paul and Pat, yeah

- Patryck

He LOVES birds!! He would totally have a little companion for himself, they're just silly creatures like he is! Like a little cockatiel. Despite his uh. infamous nickname. That everyone gives him (chicken wings), he still loves chickens. I honestly have this little idea that maybe his relatives have a bunch of chickens he loves taking care of. You might find him holding them gently in his arms.

He is a complete mess. His room is just straight up impossible to talk into in somedays, he needs to have everything he needs nearby or else he forgets where he even put it in the first place. He definitely eats and drinks in there too. You might even find a few bottles lying in there. Despite his messy behavior, he takes GREAT care of his appearence. Especially in his clothing and hair. Dont touch his hair. Do NOT even try to do so.

I mentioned how he has notebooks where he notes stuff down for his memory. Well, one of his hobbies is writing! He writes. a lot. About pretty much everything: Thoughts of his, opinions on other people he met, little notes about said people and his friends, about his hyperfixations...and speaking of those, he owns a bunch of binders where he writes all the information he could gather about it. He probably has 2 binders just for aviation alone.

He also likes photography! He usually takes pictures of places he has been during his travels, as he loves travelling a lot. However, he usually travelled alone, so photography and writing were his ways to feel less lonely. He hangs the photos he makes on the walls of his room aswell.

He has had an hyperfixation with planes and dreams of becoming a pilot ever since he was a little kid. However those dreams were shut down pretty quickly by his parents, who prefered if he had any other occupation in his life. Or thoughts the schools were too expensive. That never truly stopped Pat from still dreaming to become one someday, though.

I honestly wanna talk about childhood headcanons I have in a separate post, so let me just say that he was just as chaotic as he is as a kid. He didnt have many friends, though. His college years were definitely the loneliest. He was alone in his apartment, with no roomates, and tried a few flings to feel less lonely. That didn't really work out, and he would usually end his relationships within a few weeks.

...He gets flustered pretty easily.....He's touch starved....Just one compliment and he's out of commission. He just lacked a lot of affection in his early life, I suppose. Even though ..

HE IS SOOO CLINGY. Like. This man jumps on you constantly. He attaches to your back like a baby koala. He strong holds your arm and doesn't intend to leave. He launches onto you when he sees you. He is just an incredibly affectionate guy. Oh, he uh. he stims by. slapping. his friends. a lot. Just slaps them across their face. or poked their cheek. or plays with their hair. yea. Also don't forget that he's soooo patethic. He cries over spilled milk. He drops his lunch and starts sobbing. Also that one saga on my blog is all canon to him. He is that kind of guy.

OOOOH He tends to be such a people pleaser. He needs people to like him. And well, if he thinks you're his friend, he doesnt stop staring at you. Or follow you around. Especially follow you. You might just find him behind you all of a sudden.

I've talked about how chaotic he can be, just let me say that this guy shouldn't be trusted around weapons or explosives. at all. You know. Penis Blast. 20 injured. No one knows how he even owns a switchblade, however he's quite good at close combat. He CAN take you down despite looking like a fuckin stick

I have a few more for Pat, but I feel like they deserve their own separated post aswell because. Paul deserves the spotlight too!!

-Paul

I'm so obsessed with the headcanon that he had like. 40 different jobs before the army or even after it. So of course I yoinked it for my own interpretation. Even though I see him as more of a mechanic kind of guy? Like. He works with motors and shit. He knows how to fix those. Truck Freak (/j) (is he into cars..maybe...mayhaps....thinks hard) Like. I just see him as a manual jobs kind of guy

He is REALLY strong physically, if that wasn't obvious. He could quite literally chuck Pat into space if he wants. He probably did it a few times not gonna lie

I also really like the idea that he has a twin, and that twin is Mike. (the moviemakers guy, you know). Like yes it's obvious but I like it nonetheless. I also think he had a single parent aswell. I can't honestly decide who, but probably a single father. Loving father and all, of course. But maybe still left his house early to like. help his family financially. He still wanted to give an hand in the house, probably out of not wanting to be a weight on his parent's shoulders.

I looked at him once and thought. Oh, you have the worst anger issues known to man (/hj). What do you mean he's screaming? that's his normal voice tone. He isn't angry HE IS INCREDIBLY CALM. If only he wasn't paired with a guy who constantly makes him go nuts over the tiniest thing. and takes actual pleasure in doing that too, just making him scream at all times. He is very quick to just grab someone and shake them profoundly. OH, his dead pan look is the default face he has. I mean, you've seen the uno animatic.

His sleep schedule is a complete disaster. He probably sleeps for like, 3 hours at best. Don't worry, he has tried everything he could to help with this. nothing has worked. no wonder he looks 50 despite being barely 28. Single divorced father looking ass

Yes, He still has his smoking habit. It became less with time, if that is something, honestly. He still smokes two packs a day though, which isnt really much better

He's secretely a softie despite his outside personality. Oh he cares a lot about the people close to him, wanting to protect them and stuff. He'd die if something bad was to happen to any of them. But he has also built 40 different emotional fortresses in order to not let that even slip. If you find out about that, your days are numbered. He really doesn't want to be seen as weak or vulnerable because of his feelings.

Yes, he still is the brawn to Pat's uh. uhh. brains. Nevermind. they both exchange roles honestly, they shouldn't be having ideas together constantly. They're both chaotic together. Maybe he also wants to see the world burn and Patryck will help him with that.

This also was taken from a rp I had with a friend, but I like to imagine that he's a coffee addict. Probably even tea. Then he wonders why he doesn't sleep at night. I mean, at least he stays awake enough to do stuff, the daily grind or something, He doesn't want to waste time or anything....

AAND that's all I have for this post, and like I said, I probably forgot some stuff once again, but because I have sooo many of those that unless i write them down, i'll just forget about it. Yeah that's on me this time around, feel free to ask or something if youre interested- wow that sounded weird JDGLKSDGHS plus this post is long enough.