"Run to Daylight" WIP snippet
“Why do you love sports so much?”
“‘Cos I’m a dumb jock,” Guy laughs, bunting the question away. “Plus there’s beer. And it’s easier than readin’ books and shit.”
“Shut up,” Kyle laughs, shakes his head.
It’s about dinnertime, and he wonders what he has in the fridge or if Kyle might want to get something in a bit except he’s probably not hungry after all the beer and hotdogs.
“I dunno. I guess it’s just. When everything else in my life was shit, sports seemed like the real thing. Like the only real thing in a world of bullshit.”
Kyle hums. “It’s weird, I mean. I always thought the opposite, to be honest. Everyone cared so much about the football team, or how the basketball team was doing, and just seemed like a distraction from…from actual life. From more important things.”
Guy’s heard this spiel a million times. Mostly from chicks.
Kyle clears his throat. “I mean I--I’m not saying I’m right. It just seemed like everyone always acted like winning on Friday night was like, it’d be the end of the world if the guys lost. But I mean…I didn’t get it. It’s just--it’s literally just a game.”
“And paintin’ pictures, what’s that?” Guy almost tries not to sound too dickish.
Kyle sighs, rolls his eyes, looks away. Oh, but there’s an edge there. Something old. “I don’t think you’d understand what…what that gave me. Art. What it still gives me. It’s making something…something meaningful out of,” Kyle gestures in the air. “Out of what was meaningless.”
Guy knows if this was a movie, he’d be the asshole. Well this ain’t a fuckin’ movie.
“And the football team, just a bunch of morons tossin’ a ball back and forth?”
“That’s not what I said!”
“It’s what you meant.”
“No it’s not--”
“Listen, you say it’s only a game. And you’re right but you’re wrong too.”
There’s a long pause. They’ve never really dug into this truth between them. The gulf of difference. The dumb jock and the sensitive artist thing. Kyle tilts his head at Guy, giving him his full attention. “So tell me.”
“You can’t just put it down on a--on like a postcard. It’s…you gotta see it, right?”
“Sure. Like coming to this game? Green grass and red dirt and, and all that.”
Guy shakes his head, it’s not what he means, he hates trying to say what he means.
“It’s more like…it’s Michael Jordan’s jump shot.”
Kyle stares back blankly.
“David Beckham’s corner kick. Joe Montana and Jerry Rice on a Sunday. And it’s--it’s Bob Gibson 1.12 ERA and refusing to shake Joe Torre’s hand ‘cos it’s war and not a picnic. It’s Zizu’s head and Materazzi’s big mouth. It’s Curt Schilling’s bloody sock. It’s Derek Redmond limping to the finish line and Bronko Nagurski crawling to the end zone. It’s a routine ground ball rolling under Bill Buckner’s glove and Steven Gerrard slippin’ on the grass. It’s Barry Bonds’s hat size and Pete Rose’s bookie.”
Guy doesn’t know how else to say it. It’s just all of it. It’s life but boiled down to the stuff you need. Forget tax returns and the DMV. Just good guys and bad guys. Pure love, pure hatred. Grief, agony, pain you wouldn’t believe. Outrageous joy. Selfishness, sacrifice. Blood, sweat, tears. War. Love to last a lifetime.
“It’s everything. All of it. It’s all there. On a pitch, or a diamond, or a gridiron. Just…everything. Waitin’ on a whistle.”
“Wow.”
“Fuck off.”
“No, really!” Kyle laughs, clasping Guy’s forearm. “I mean I don’t know who any of those people are--”
“You fucking know David Beckham--”
Kyle laughs, looking away with his eyebrows raised, his dimples deep, his cheeks a little pinker. He looks so good in the ballpark lights, they should wash him out, but they can’t. “Yeah, I know David Beckham.”
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I’m not sure which Olympic accidental main character I love more - Turkish Cat Dad Hit Man, Clark Kent Pommel Horse Guy, or today’s newest contender French Pole Vaulter Thwarted By His Big Dick.
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