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sky-is-the-limit · 5 months
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I'm going feral. Someone put me down permanently, I can't go on with my life knowing that I will never have this man.
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front-facing-pokemon · 9 months
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petiolata · 1 month
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No kudos email today...that's the first time I've gone a day without getting a kudos in months...
A sign I should write/post more fic?
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lalaballa1977 · 9 months
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Silverscreen
Two-faced Johnny, hotel lobby I won't go up without you Plated boots, lipstick rouge Jack on the edge of champagne fruits Misdemeanor, gossip cleaner Overacting table reader Ego driver, loose-lip liar Driving my head ill [••••]
Surface tension, I won't mention Liar, liar, liar, ha Dancing finger, constant linger Driving my head ill
Coup de grace
Running the circles through, right back to you Finding at the finish line, nothing new The let-down that sticks like glue Slipping through my fingers gripping onto what is left of you
Waiting for lessons learned, taking turns The loudest of them all, left to be unheard My story lacks in the facts That it's so absurd So come on, coupe de grace
Shavambacu
Ghost eyes sleep beside my baby doll
All night when I'm in bed with you
Sunrise never sets on baby doll
Her ghost tears, some call it rain
Well I'm crying for just one name
I can't stand to see another day
I'm not in L.A. to have my way with you
My little darling shavambacu, oh honey I love you
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Killing the joke
Interstellar, dressed in leather, drinking bitter boy You know the plan but you never knew the ploy But I, I live a lonely life Since you been gone I left the TV on Let the milk go sour, let the bills pile up But I, I know I'm a funny guy
[interview with Coup de Main, 25 Sept. 2018]
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fictionadventurer · 8 months
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August: Day 27
Adventures
Went to a parade
Watched a butterfly land unexpectedly on my leg
Went to a church bazaar at my sister's parish
Ate a handmade doughnut fresh from the fryer
Got three books at the book sale
After-dark drive down a country road
Writing
Vague daydreaming about possibilities for original stories
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simgerale · 9 months
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how do we feel about an 1800s (ish) old west story with a vampire still trying to get over losing the one she loved?
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kachimera · 1 month
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Tbh this post and the tag comments keeps making me think because; it truly seems like some fellas don't know how to control their own knee jerk reactions to weird people
And its like- I can be an asshole. I get Asshole thoughts all the time. I see an stranger being a bit weird or awkward in a way i dont like and monke brain goes "lmao we should maul this guy". But what is what one must do? Not just follow the natural instinct, but instead pause and reflect "oh but is this fella doing anything harmful? Are they insulting me or messing with me? Am i strongly disagreeing with an opinion of theirs? Or are they just being themselves and having fun in a way i don't vibe with?" Dont just act based on feelings but instead reflect on them and then figure out a way to react accordingly.
If a person is just living their life then the best thing to do is not to antagonize them but rather just let them do whatever, or communicate directly what the issue is and see how both of you can find a way to solve it and coexist peacefully, all while venting the frustration through a diff outlet that won't harm the other.
And like i know its not that simple- a lot of this branch of thought comes from me having nasty social anxiety, and also the fact that i do can slip and be, well, an asshole. I am absolutely no saint. But the point is that your discomfort with another person isn't a permision into attacking them and there are better solutions than that
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eudikot · 1 year
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I walked into my room and found him like this
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youremyonlyhope · 1 day
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why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up
#i'm overthinking something that i did and was told off for doing by my director#and on my way home i was thinking when was the last time i was even talked to like that during a production#and then i remembered the costume experience from hell of only a couple months ago that i've already began blocking out#but the thing is that that person was someone i knew i'd never have to work with again#i mean at first i thought i would have to work with them more. then they announced they were moving away immediately#so i only had to deal with them face to face for another weekish after that point and anytime they yelled at me#i was like 'cool. i'll do exactly what you say to do. and nothing more.' but then of course me being me#i did some extra stuff and they initially were like 'oh that's pretty' and then days later told me to cut everything i added#and like sure i get that the show was frozen but girl. that costume was unfinished. i was trying to finish it. it was frozen but looked bad#anyway. whenever they yelled at me and had actual malice in their heart i was like whatever. i was hurt. but i didn't care as much.#but this time it's someone i've worked with many many times before and it was about a habit i have that i know isn't great#but at the same time the thing that prompted it wasn't even me doing this habit it was something else#but she interpreted it as that habit and said that i can't do that on a production she's directing#and that if i couldn't stop then i could pull out from the production and there'd be no hard feelings between us#and honestly i think her reassuring that she knows i'm valuable and that she wants me there while also telling me not to do this thing#and the fact that she's someone i like working with and will continue to work with just made it all hurt so much more#especially since she referenced another past production we've done where i didn't even realize she had noticed that i do this.#and i found myself in near tears. and still am kind of in near tears. i can't decide if i need to cry or not.#and i had NO sleep last night so i was looking forward to sleeping tonight but now i'm just overthinking EVERYTHING#and like. i know everything will be fine. if i just stop inserting myself and stick to just my specific tasks. it'll be fine.#but this is one of the ways my ocd manifests. i feel like i have to personally fix something i notice going wrong. or it'll be bad.#because every single time i choose to sit back and not be nosy when i notice something it ends up bad in a way i could have prevented#if i just inserted myself in a situation i technically wasn't part of but knew i could help or fix. so i just need to not do that.#but then i feel guilt if it does go wrong in the ways i immediately assumed it would and in a way i could prevent.#and i've been trying to work on this for like 6 months and aaaahhhh it's hard and being called out on it from her just really really hurt#i still may or may not cry. i don't know. the irony of me telling my therapist THIS MORNING that it's been a while since i last cried.#and the universe being like 'i took that as a challenge' and handing me this situation for me to spiral over.#i need to leave things alone. i need to stare straight ahead. and ignore whatever isn't specifically for me to do. but ahhh i want to help#and then of course my mom has this same habit and it annoys me when she does it yet i do it to other people and ahhhhhhhh#brain please just shut up. i need to sleep. i have to work tomorrow.
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disorderly · 10 months
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Okay, but people going on trips or talking about doing anything that means they may suddenly not be able to contact me for prolonged periods of time triggers my abandonment issues so much. Like, no, you can not go to college, you can not get a job, you can not leave the house and do volunteer work because what if you meet someone else, think they're better, and never talk to me again? What if you forget I exist?
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cripplerage · 5 months
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Pretty sure I have DID or OSDD and like. There's seemingly nothing I can do to get communication going or anything so that's really cool
(sort of vent/rambling in the tags)
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ilikedetectives · 9 months
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confinesofmy · 2 months
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uh-oh <- just realised how easy it would be to go on a road trip to a cool place 2 & 1/2hrs away, spend the day there, then drive 2 & 1/2hrs back
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yuriyuruandyuraart · 10 months
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HOW ARE YOU SO TALENTED
waaa THANK YOU!!! but it's a curse don't get too happy for me yet HHH xD i can't do anything BUT draw JGAJGJSG life is so hard when you can only be good at one thing LMAO
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nygleskas · 5 months
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yeah. well. in successionverse once greg gets his own office i'd occasionally/often stop by just to say hi and make excuses to see him. and once we start dating (btwn s2 - s3) i'd do the same thing and also give him a little kiss
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waterbottle35 · 3 months
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YALL, I JUST DISCOVERED TUMBLR EXIST A WHILE BACK AND SEARCHED FOR THIS FANDOM AND EVEN THOUGH ITS QUITE EMPTY I HONESTLY DIDNT EXPECT THERE TO BE ANY FANDOM AT ALL ON THIS SO WOOHOOOOOO!!!!!
I can't draw too beautifully or write a lot so i can't contribute much but I'VE FOUND THE FANDOM YEY
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