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I really want to know, how did Mac and the Prethinker meet? Is there a story there?
They actually first talk on the blogpost for the pre 1.3 update! (also where they're first both officially introduced), but if you're talking face-to-face, I always use the social media comic as a point of reference (because i think its funny).
My interpretation of the lead up to the actual meeting goes something like this
#clemask#clemspaint#sure ill tag the characters who cares anymore#winn dos#mac opsys#professor pete#prethinker#“but clem... the social media comics are not canon” you can pry them from my cold dead hands. you cant take this away from me#do not get between a clem and his mac and winn crumbs#imagine one day youre trying to send important information to the resistance and then some little brain freak interrupts you and insults yo#in the same broadcast. just saying i wouldnt let that slide#some little hcs sprinkled into this hangs my head low and by that i mean like 1 or 2#anyways needlessly to say they returned back with nothing in hand#speaking of social media comics ttcc needs to upload the rest of the mac comics on tumblr so i can reblog them 15 bazillion times#i think like 3 of them are on here...tch whatevr... looks away...tear forms from my eye
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A-!
#my stuff#i decided to be SO BRAVE#and very politely text one of the Not My Ex organizers of the grad student queer group#asking if i could get a head count so i can get an idea if it’s feasible to go and have space from my ex#and i’ve heeeeeard nothing after several hours and i’m freaking out#my anxiety is killing me bc i know this other organizer is Friends with my ex and i don’t want there to be dramaaaaa!!!!#i do not want to talk to my ex i don’t want to be around them but i don’t want to miss out on talking to other ppl and having fun#but if there’s like 10 ppl total going i cannot possibly cold shoulder them without being an ass#i hate this i hate them why do i always have to be the brave one reaching out and thinking abt ppls feelings and debasing myself for nothing#can someone in this mess fucking think about me and how i’m doing for once?#without me having to check on everyone else and how they’re doing before they even think to ask how i am?#be gentle with me or kill me fucking pick damn it
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Starting to think Joongi is just a little freak of nature who's busted no matter what job you give him cause the amounts of damage this man deals is ridiculous. Which is weirdly in-character when you think about it cause I can totally see Ichi going "Oh hey Joongi I got you this job!" and it's just... being a cowboy. And instead of being taken aback, Joongi goes "Aight, bet" cause he's a professional like that and he's not about to half ass anything.
#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza like a dragon#like a dragon infinite wealth#joongi han#made him a breaker once and the damage output + the self buffs were absolutely RIDICULOUS#Hitman is busted bc ofc it is + Head trauma in and off itself is RIDICULOUS#you'd think making him a host and go the magic route would make him more unreliable but NO HE'S STILL RIDICULOUSLY OVERPOWERED#+ He can target EVERY enemy on the field for ridiculously low amounts of MP with the Kiwami skills#+ he can get enemies drunk/charmed/cold/paralized/poisoned/burnt#AND he has a skill that does MORE damage when enemies are affected by those conditions#made him a Desperado cause it would be funny. ended up carrying me thru the Hawaii dungeon even tho he was underleveled#joongi 🤝 tomi = being little overpowered freaks who never once leave my party#anyway I'm gonna go finish LAD just the Millenium Tower left to go#getting ready for depression time by going on Joongi rants
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when they were younger, only Sirius got vaccinated. Regulus, being the “disposable” one, didn’t need to be safe from any illness, as he wasn’t the black heir and didn’t need to be kept alive.
This means that Regulus was often very ill. When they were kids, Sirius would tend to Regulus when he was sick, because their parents wouldn’t.
In his early years at Hogwarts, his friends would look after him when he got unwell. However, when him and James began to date and James found out about Regulus not being vaccinated, he took it upon himself to look after Regulus CONSTANTLY.
It would often go like this:
James: lay down Reg, i’ll go get you some soup.
Regulus: I don’t need your help, James.
James: But you’re getting it anyway :)
#you can’t tell me this isn’t true#this is so cute to me :(#the way james would freak out if regulus even sneezed and would instantly get him some soup and a cold compress for his head#honestly this is so special to me i can’t cope#black brothers#jegulus#james potter#regulus black#sirius black#walburga black being a TERRIBLE MOTHER#orion black not even attempting to be a dad
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😭😭 feeling so fucking awful for the second day in a row now WHEN will this end...
#ive been nauseous and my head is spinning and i cant keep any food in my stomach#drank a cup of tea today and havent thrown up yet so thats... something#and i am in this reality for now... woke up being like who & when & where am i for a solid hour#trying to beat all the really bad thoughts away from my head but urgh#im also like... cold#even tho im wearing a sweater and it should Not be cold here ive been just feeling like that p consistently#i do Not want to google wtf is wrong with me bc that will freak me out even further but also... the fuck is wrong with me#is mixing alcohol w antidepressants really that fucking bad.#been fine on different meds before#this is just fucking awful im never drinking again#shouldve stayed home at least i could cry there lmao
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Single wisdom tooth growing in at 23 despite being told a number of times that I didn't have them and would never develop them. AND I got TMJD so I'm going to be a fascinating little case study
#talk#My TMJD isn't that bad anymore it was REALLY fucked in liek 2021 but now I do stretches and such#Don't clench your jaw every day for years you'll extrude your joint plates from your head and have to get surgery. And when it gets cold ou#It will hurt so freaking bad.
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so tired, so cold, so totally worth the minor hypothermia
[Image ID: a faint photograph of the comet c/2022 E3 (ZTF), which appears as a vague greenish smudge with a slightly brighter central part. /end IF]
#out of context this is an extremely unimpressive picture lol#heck maybe even with context#but HOLY FREAKING MOLY#c/2022 e3 (ztf)#comet ztf#Cheese's personal molasses#THE J O U R N E Y TO GET THIS SMUDGY LITTLE THING PHOTOGRAPHED#the cold broke one of the clasps of the telescope's tripod so we had to shorten it all the way down and just sit on the cold lake deck#looking back and forth between an online simplified star chart the sky and the scope#meanwhile the moon is rising higher and higher and making everything brighter#so we're just taking random cool night pictures because even if we didn't manage to see the comet at least we got to see a cool night sky#then like an hour later my dad texts from 5 hours away asking if this one little tiny smudge in my housemate's picture is The One#then comparing everything we realize that that smudge is exactly where the comet's supposed to be tonight#so THEN we're both using the telescope at the same time trying to find this smudge#him with the tiny viewfinder and me through the main scope#many inadvertent head bumps#so he's telling me to move a little this way and that way to find specific stars#and I am totally guesstimating because his head's in the way of the viewfinder#but then we found it!#solidly smudgy and faintly green exactly where it was said to be#then trying to line up the phone camera with the telescope which is hard on a normalday but on a day with minimal light from the subject#darn near impossible#but by SHEER LUCK happened to snap this photo on the first try#we tried to get longer exposure afterward but couldn't manage it#fingers were frozen and couldn't see a thing and our other friend was freezing inside the car#so we had to bail#but WE SAW ITTTTTTTT#and now that we've found it I think it'll be easier to find in the future#dunno that I'll be able to line it up long enough for a longer exposure picture though#ahhhhh but I'm so satisfied right now you have no idea
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ok i survived yom kippur. but it took every single scrap of strength in my body and i’m not completely better yet
#purrs#food#ask to tag#got my period thursday… bad cramps friday and saturday to the point where i had to go home early saturday (we were working lol 🤪)…. woke up#sunday with a. headache that got worse and worse throughout the day… 5-6 hours into the fast was in agony and felt like i was going to ****#so i… broke the fast and ate something at like 1am. then woke up in agony at 5am and then again at 9am and had a breakdown / fight with my#mom and then spend the whole rest of the fast deathly nauseous and my head hurting worse than ever. broke the fast an hour before everyone#else did (only ate a tiny bit) and then during the fast breaking dinner i started freaking out bc eating wasn’t making my head hurt less so#my grandpa told me to go lie down with a heating pad on my head and i did and slept for like 2 hours and it helped. finally feel better but#my head still hurts faintly and im scared it’ll come back. also i didn’t do my homework and missed class today to fast so im fucked#ive had headaches like this before but this is the worst one in a LONG time. it wasn’t a migraine bc those are in one specific spot iirc but#this was like… my ENTIRE face and the source of the pain migrated from my jaw to my temple to the bridge of my nose to the back of my head#etc etc and it kept moving around and was so sharp i didn’t even have the strength to open my eyes or walk around. and i think it was making#me interpret hunger as nausea. also i took my temperature bc i was flashing hot and cold and was like 2 degrees under normal body temp and#felt so weak and shaky and had body aches too. lol 😍 hpefully the worst of it is over but my head still hurts a little and im so scared itll#happen again. that was by far my worst fasting experience ever#delete later
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#accidentally slept through my only class today#which whoops sorry. (my 9am english)#which kind of killed step 1 of a plan of mine but thats okay#anyways THEN i had to go downtown to pick up this award bc i forgot to show up to the ceremony like a dumb dumb#but the building was like a 25 minute walk and it was COLD (punishment for my dumb dumbness tbh) but anyways i got there early so i walked#around the block and then went inside and picked up my medal#and i was already far downtown so then i popped my head in a couple of stores as i slowly walked back#got a few things from target. new hair clip nail polish m&ms pens and then a mango. very excited to eat that either later today or tomorrow#then i popped in the calligraphy store and then the comic shop and looked around. saw some white ribbon in the calligraphy store which ive#been looking for but didnt get it because it was a bit wide and kind of expensive and i want a lot for my project idea#(want to write out some of my favorite poems on them in sharpie and then use it to accessorize)#and then i went to the comic shop and peeked around. saw a nubia issue and a few gl 2021s in the discount bin but i didnt get them bc#they were all middle issues and i havent read those books yet although i do want to someday bc my guys were in them. one of the gl 21s even#had simon on the cover so i was very !!!!!!!! thats my guy!!!!!#didnt buy anything there but i did ask the guy to make sure to order a copy of the spirit world tpb so ill stop by to get that in a few wks#and then i went to the bookstore cafe and got a cold brew and did a but of English there. they have tables in the stacks its nice. the one i#grabbed was just surrounded by old paperbacks of sci fi and thrillers lol. didnt see anything id read but recognized a few author names like#card (no enders game though) and the pern lady (idk her name i havent read it). anyways did half a blog post thats technically late (ill#backdate though dw) and then packed up and i grabbed a gyro from the halal cart on that block which i just finished back at my dorm <3333#anyways good times. now im gonna try and spam some work and go to freaking trivia team for the first time in a month later. oops#blah#oh and i think the halal cart guy may have given me a free soda. unsure abt that though bc its possible it came with and i was just being#silly again. so anyways i had a ginger ale too
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g-d knew I was too powerful so They gave me weak ass ears,,,
#if its too cold outside : ears hurt#if it's warm outside but even slightly windy: ears hurt#if I take a shower and the water is not scalding : ears hurt#LITERALLY WHAT GIVES???#and then when my ears hurt my head hurts and I get a migraine ?!?!?!?#FOR WHAT REASON BODY HELLO???#I started buying cute hats for this reasons so when ppl look at me when its like 60 outside and be like haha this freak is wearing a -#-wool hat at least it's a cute wool hat </3
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birthdaytuals im in the process of making your gifties but I literally just lost hearing in one of my ears a couple hours ago and im kind of freaking a bit and hoping that it goes away if i sleep it off so I’m sorry for posting tomorrow instead
#idk what’s wrong with me maybe it’s a head cold??? but i physically cannot hear out of my right ear it’s just static#I don’t have it in me to be scared im just freaked out that im gna have to go to the hospital AGAIN if it doesn’t go away on its own and im#sick of hospitals#aweks.txt
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#I have. A shit tonne to say on this song. About how it was one of the last songs in one of my ex's meditation playlists#And generally I get a little freaked out when I hear songs like that that he listened to but like... This one for some reason means so much#to me. It reminds me of sitting there - he'd lie in my body perfectly still not moving at all for like an hour - in the freezing cold room#bc we'd never use the heater and the window would be open 24/7 and the stars were just above our head#and I'm like............. This is........................#This song is...... That recollection shouldn't be so comforting because in any other situation and in any other context those nights#and my ex forcing me to lie still to Try And Astral Project while he would be stopping me#And being stared at by thousands of eyes is horrific#But this song conjures something and means something and#IDK what the full reason is but this feels like connecting to Leviathan in those years. To get to the point.#I'm still not conscious of what he was talking about and I guess that's natural bc I wasn't conscious of it then but I know#what energy he's talking about like. I may not have known he as a Being was there but I remember it and it's this#Despair //#Energy#ramblings //#This feels like him back then. I feel like.... Some fucking part of me saw him there and some fucking part of me knew.... I guess that's#literally true but... Its so.... Blurry.#Actually no I think these are weird fucking astral memories bc I shouldn't have snapshots of Seeing him like what's in my head#blurry cryptid looking ass. Affectionately. Fuck. No that adds up because I already knew these years were me waking up more#and more in the fucking astral jfvzhshsjs holy shit no hold on wtf#What it feels like and looks like would align EXACTLY with brief barely conscious waking up out of my body and seeing him#and then passing out again - just heard him say I've come a long way I'LL TAKE THAT AS A YES#Fucking hell. Yeah it feels exactly how the astral feels goddamn. Just. Hi now I know who you are. Mr Hat Man#Leviathan //#Music#Spotify
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had another fainting spell, but this time i was out cold for at least 3mins instead of just a few seconds bc i managed to sit down before losing consciousness, and no one in a train cabin of at least 20 people had the sense to lower my head so blood could reach it more easily
#apparently i dropped my entire weight on the man next to me and nobody did anything#like my family was next to me desperately getting me to respond and i was cold sweating non stop#but no one on the train figured it might be a bit of an emergency and that maybe my family might need some advice?????#probably wouldve gotten more help if i lowered myself to the ground and was unresponsive on the ground instead smh#next time i have a fainting spell im going to ignore every chair nearby and choose the ground jesus christ people#also i had too little strength to stop my family from insistently pulling my head onto their lap or their shoulder#listen to the fucking sick person!!!!!!!!#jesus christ normally im back to 95% normal after half a day#and can walk after 15mins#nooooo this time i kept getting jostled around and took 1.5hrs before i could work a proper distance#and my brain might not hv had enough oxygen for many many times it would hv had otherwise#who the fuck cares if the stone chair is cold or dirty i feel like i cant breathe let me get myself comfortable so u cant stop freaking out#im scared to sleep now bc that means losing consciousness again
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briefly confided in my mother (mistake i never learn from) about how i am very sad that my ability to have a social life in the world is tied entirely to my sibling, who will be leaving here soon, and how i do not have any other way to get out of the house and how i do not feel i have anything besides work and despite everything that came after, including an apology for saying it, the first thing she said was “well i don’t have anything else either” which is exactly what prevented me from saying anything earlier because i knew that and i know that she is very good at going “it is what it is” about the most miserable of conditions and so would never admit to being unhappy about anything even though there is so much to be unhappy about including having to raise me to begin with, and that she also gets annoyed when others complain or are unhappy about anything because SHE does it and so why can’t everyone do it. and. well. i am pretty nervous about what this means for my life (nonexistent) going forward
#it is a cold thing to say but i feel like i have like. a month to befriend my sibling's friends that will be staying here#enough to want to spend time with me or else i am never going to get out of this fucking household#i dont have many coworkers my age and even fewer that i talk to because i dont like talking to people very much#which is also a massive problem because i want to but i am weird and shy and not always a fan of people and again very strange#but i can barely functionally navigate the world on my own to an upsetting degree. if i dont have someone with me i cant do it.#i am kind of freaked out about all of this. i have today off and work late tomorrow and i wanted to maybe go out tonight#but i. can't. because no one here wants to and im fucking scared to death of calling (and paying for) an uber#and then being out in the world on my own. so i just get to stay here.#not even mentioning i am fairly certain there is a new wave of That Virus going around so what would even happen if i did#which is also fuckinggggg miserable i am the ONLY PERSON who wears a mask to work besides the deli department#drops head in hands im never going to befriend anyone im never going to go anywhere again im never going to touch anyone#i do not want to say this because i am a very repressed person but i am never going to hook up with anyone which is disappointing frankly#i can BARELY text anyone and i am often in too much pain to even walk to the one thing i can do alone which is the library#like. oh my god! my life has no meaning. i trudge along thinking 'maybe it will get better'#and its not all been bad i DO have kind of an almost social life when my sibling takes me to do things with their friends#i got to play dee n dee yesterday and it was cool even though i panicked a few times under attention#ive been able to do things. i have some coworkers i like or at least talk to. im very competent and people like that though they know#nothing else about me besides that im good at my job.#but having those moments of like honest to god Hope makes it feel infinitely worse the rest of the time when im just#staring at the clouds and the clock and thinking oh my god it was all for this and it was not worth it#whatever. classic post of buzz. this doesnt matter and i dont know what the point in talking about it is but i dont have anything else#a job im good at and hate and a blog where i complain and a death wish and thats all. an unbearable early 20s myopia#this is stupid im going to do something else since ive upset myself. AGAIN
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forget me not
#stranger things#stranger things fanart#will byers#will's crayon box#isn't it interesting that forget-me-nots look just like demogorgon heads?#i also decided to add four-leaf clovers#not because will's lucky but rather the opposite#there's just something about him that makes him stick out from everyone else#and not only the 'freak' thing#in the same way that people pick four-leaf clovers because they stick out#the upside down and more specifically the mind flayer targeted will and isolated him from everyone because there was something about him#that just made him stick out#anyway. there's just something about st2 will that's so heartbreaking to me#and i'm not even talking about noah's extraordinary acting. i'm just talking about the way will is depicted#as this is the first time we really get to see him interacting with his friends we not only see how much smaller he is than them#but also how much quieter he is#just demonstrating a kind of vulnerability#and aside from that will in the hospital gown and 'he likes it cold' will (as depicted here) are so haunting to me#not to mention how frequently we see will get injections in st2 which is so horrible for me (in the best way possible)#as i have an extreme fear of needles. like it's so viscerally disturbing to me#and so we get will in a hospital gown#or will without most of his clothes#and he just looks so vulnerable. st2 will is like a bruise#he was already hurt and there's that susceptibility to being hurt again#and especially as i've depicted will here. he's just here bare to a world that wants to poke and prod him until he can't take it anymore#he's a victim he's a punching bag he's a lab rat he's a social experiment he's an open wound being doused in hand sanitizer#will always rolls with the punches#but the world wants to hurt him so badly that he can't anymore#so yeah um. sorry for rambling about william byers#my parents are just watching st for the first time and i'm watching with them and they're up to st2
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