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“Normal” test results are not the relief people think they are. When you wake up in pain and continue to be in pain for hours every day and your tests come back normal you don’t stop being in pain.
#chronic pain#I guess#cripplepunk#crip punk#<— correct me if that’s overstepping#what do I tag this with#I obviously didn’t get a diagnosis#personal but I’m also really scared of needles#and having to go through the fear and pain and crying and screaming#for nothing#doesn’t feel good#people tell me it’s not “nothing#but I know exactly what I did before the tests#which is nothing!!#and I didn’t have to go through that pain for that!!!#also å few months ago I genuinely thought it was completely normal#later I realised that spending hours each morning warming up my hands to feel usable might be more pain and stiffness than other people#experienced#I genuinely didn’t expect all of my friends to say they didn’t feel ANY pain at all#and now I’m just hyper aware of how not normal this is#and I’m still in pain#and now I’m not gonna get any help other than a “try heat therapy from the doctor#which is what I was already doing#like no im not crying cause I’m not sick#it would be great if I wasn’t sick#but clearly something’s wrong
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SCREAMING 🥳🎉🎊🍾🏆
I love this
This is also for an army — your team. Encouragement is needed 🪖— I saw a very important military officer in plain clothes and a helmet who was found dead in a heavily armed vehicle. I felt such imaginable grief. This man, whoever he was, was an absolute LEGEND. I want you to know that he wouldn't have wanted to go out any other way — he died doing what he loved and it was defending his country. This person could also have been an officer or an agent. You need to know this.
I watched The Six Triple Eight with my family and babes, this film is a must watch. Tyler Perry in collaboration with Netflix did an amazing job. This has to be Tyler’s best film EVER. Kerry’s acting along with the rest of the cast was SUPERB❗️ I now understand why God said “THANK YOU FOR WHAT YOU'VE DONE IN SERVICE TO YOUR COUNTRY” — Remember that message with the Black AND White 🖤🤍
You will even stand against the PRIESTS aka THE CHURCH for their wrongdoing. Don’t fear them, speak up. They are only “men”, flesh and blood like you 🩸


Recall the LORD showing my eyes like this 👇🏾whenever he knows I am in distress... In Psalms 118, it says in my distress... I can't invent this stuff babes. GEEEZZZZZ





Someone here is Asian and someone else is specifically from Korea. I saw our minister Mary Ng. Recall I was shown her before, as a Saint.
PS. The LORD also said to me
"Zelenskyy"
but he pronounced his name Zoo-lenskyy and I am unsure why. Perhaps that's how it should be pronounced or another nation says the Presidents name that way. I don't know the reason but I do hope someone else does.
I forgot to mention on the back of a jersey I was shown the names
"Matt JJ" Did I say this was going to be epic? lol
Someone may be tapped on the shoulder for a new job
I remembered, I saw a black dragon in the curve (shoe horse) of Niagara Falls swimming. Oh yes babes 👇🏾
Canadians and Americans travel to each others neighbouring towns and cities frequently for shopping and tourism. I believe there is something we should be working together on as we have done in the past and it could be profitable. WORK TOGETHER.
When I think curves I think, WOMEN 😍
You know what's super crazy, my brother showed me on his MetaQuest a scene of a dragon underwater following a boat in the show Rings of Power and it was AFTER I had this vision. I was shown the word "boat" the other day as well. WILD!!!
Tom Brady is referred to as The GOAT 🐐👀 I forgot to say this "All Eyes On You"
Everyone was focused on this man, including me and I mean LASER focused. I was in deep admiration of his grit and tenacity to WIN honourably. I was a secret admirer. There is a certain magnetism that you have, my loves. It reminded me a lot of my experience with future. You have that "it factor" and this is something the LORD gave you. Please also note you have A LOT more support than you think.
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The magnet looks close to a horseshoe eh? and look what I found after saying to myself "Isn't there a Golden Horseshoe in Canada?" LOL -- My high school geography teacher would be so proud of me
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I love how they included the First Nation Territories in this map. My heart smiled.
There is a Junior Hockey Team by that same name 🏒
I also learned Canada is colder than Russia. I'm telling you, Canadians are born with ICE in their veins chileeeee. The Kings of the North.
😂🧊🇨🇦
#Zelenskyy#from nothing to something#a lowly worm#JACOB#Jacob Anderson#Anderson#vampires#THE ARMY#I’m so happy for you#TO HELL & BACK#TEAM RED#MATT#JJ#Teams#HOPE#encouragement#God was right when he said Netflix was up to big things#job#QuarterBACKS#Hockey players#Baseball#gladiators#Buffalo#Atlanta Braves#Tampa Bay#THE COMMANDERS#NFL#dragon#Niagara Falls#Giants
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me age 13: drawing katniss from the hunger games
me age 23: drawing katniss from the hunger games
#halfway through catching fire rn! i remember exactly nothing from this book#also i've finally figured out how to draw a braid. well i knew before but it's always been such a hassle but something clicked today#not sure why that took me a decade but i'm here now!#the hunger games#katniss everdeen#art#fanart#digital art#suzanne collins#thg
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the random intrusive thoughts hit hard





#tw intrusive thoughts#nothing hits more than that ocd and ur inability to say you care about a person so you just tell them to not die#-like THAT would suddenly stop something horrible from happening -_-#dogman#dog man#dogman comic#dog man petey#petey the cat#dogman x petey#detey#dogman jailbreak
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the h in nhl stands for homoerotic
bonus intricate rituals:

#this is my new fave live game :')#chiarot tried to scruff sid and my precious gigantic baby son drew said: NO!!!!!!#also it is my duty as a crazy sid/ek fan to say that after sid was freed from the box and was later back on the bench#ek who was still on ice circled back and skated towards him#and tenderly held him by the chin and said something to him (sweet dirty nothings i'm sure)... sid giggled like a schoolgirl about it#anyway. again a very good game for me sid/ek-wise#ek with his arms open waiting for his victory prize aka sid barrelling into him after the otgwg and keeping his face pressed close...#sidney crosby#pittsburgh penguins#ben chiarot#detroit red wings#again#long post#hockey#nhl#sports#GAY#SO GAY
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By now, there's lots of people have heard about the internal CDC memos for all newly prepared manuscripts (like future scientific papers waiting to be published):
There's so much to comment on, and I'm seeing it all right now. What the state of science is. What this means for the queer community. All of that.
But fuck, I think I might genuinely start crying over this. As a transgender biologist, this feels like a brutally personal blow. I slowly accepted my gender alongside my biology education. The more misinformation that was spewed about "biological sex" by mainstream media, the more my professors, colleagues, and primary sources would casually drop information that proved they have no idea what they're talking about. I'm not an expert on sex determination, gender, or transgender biology specifically by any means. But my worldview has been crafted by my studies in genetics and molecular biology.
Engaging with this research helped me demystify transition. It helped me optimize my transition. It helped me explain how HRT and other steps of trans healthcare work to other people. And it helped me overcome my own internalized transphobia, and finally start transitioning, despite knowing I wanted to since my preteen years.
Who knows how enforceable internal guidelines like this will be. But its certainly going to scare a lot of researchers away from transgender healthcare and science in the coming years, and that breaks my heart.
There's a lot I can say here, but fuck. I just needed to vent for a moment. Fuck.
#before this election#I had a backburner disillusionment with the current state of research and society#particularly in its impotence#climate scientists collecting data on a dying world and sending it to governments who do nothing#lab biologists generating more and more experimental data thats stifled from becoming real medical development by pharma and insurance#the events of the past couple of weeks have escalated that feeling a lot tbh#add it to the pile of reasons im leaving academia#i feel like i need to do SOMETHING with that feeling#but i dont know what#biology#transgender#trans#us politics
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can't believe that skeleman has turned on us, and Halloween Prom is tomorrow.
(what a top-tier UM...we are about to be just totally obliterated in the absolute silliest way. what possible use could this power have outside of bringing us to the brink of utter holiday disaster.)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#unique magic posters#this was so unforseeable!#i hope malleus gets pumpkinified immediately and sebek has to carry him around on a little velvet cushion#i hope jade puts his plant knowledge to good use by being extremely judgy about the firmness of everyone's rind#i hope that everyone is still wearing their silly little hats as pumpkins#(i know they won't. but if we don't have hope we have nothing.)#and i'm still feeling like oogie's gotta show up later and menace jamil just by existing#perhaps we'll have to team up against him with the scullsman or something ���#also just to get it out before being proven entirely wrong#my theory is still that he's from the past and we gotta teach him about the True Meaning of Halloween (aka candy and funtimes)#so he can go back to his own time and become the founder of modern-day candy and funtimes halloween or something#bootstrap paradox be damned#i could be entirely off-base but that's what i'm thinking right now#idk he just has the vibe of an old-timey boy to me#he's had the great misfortune of being born before there were hot topics where he could meet other jack skellington fanatics#too late for the black plague too early for the black parade 😔
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Did this super fast yesterday cause I needed to get the idea out my head
I miss him
Papyrus is many thing but he's not quiet...
#like#the residents of snowdin always talk about how fun the brothers are#how their presence is something super noticeable#here Papyrus just#does nothing#and#it's worrying#BECAUSE IF THING REALLY WERE NORMAL HE COULD JUST BE LIKE METTATON (not showing up but having some dialogue)#OR ALPHYS (not that relevant to the story (as far as we know) but still gets dialogue)#HIDING Papyrus just makes him look weird and draw our attention because akshskdjej#if he was just there and he said nyehehe from time to time I wouldn't be this obsessed with this#okay that's it#deltarune#undertale#papyrus
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Just your average male living space.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen qing#lan wangji#A-Yuan#wei wuxian#(***Content warning for me talking about unhygienic living conditions in the tags today***).#The worst part of drawing this comic is that I've seen so much worse. This is a livable space.#I've helped out friends and family who were struggling and let me just say...I have seen some pretty dysfunctional living spaces.#Hell I've *lived* in some very dysfunctional living spaces.#Hording dishes under the bed was always something that grossed me out but it's unfortunately something I've seen people do way too often.#The horror everyone has upon walking into WWX's 'living' set up is so consistently 'Mate how are you living like this?'#It's honestly so integral to me that WWX's 'just left home for the first time' house/room be a depression/dysfunction pit.#You can learn a lot about someon's state of mind from how they keep their living space...and this guy is oozing 'deep depression'.#I don't think he's eaten anything but foods that classify as a struggle meal in a year.#Everyone is trying to stage an intervention but he just isn't in a good enough place to help himself.#By the way: I want to steer away from shaming people who have messy homes/rooms because life *does* hit hard sometimes.#My love language is coming into your home to do your dishes and do some housework. Don't apologize for the mess king.#Nothing could top some of the places I've had to help my older siblings out of.#I'd be okay with my flatmate having a severed limb and a blood pool at this point.#As long as he lets me take out the dishes from under the bed - We're good! My standards are so low at this point.
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You’d think that omegaverse aus would work really well for SVSSS, what with PIDW being a shitty internet porn series with 10,000 variations of sex pollen, but if you really try to rework the whole universe for abo you’ll find that it would actually crumble the very foundations of the series. This is due to the simple fact that the entire plot is spurred by Su Xiyan’s pregnancy, with her giving birth to Binghe alone while Tianlang-jun is imprisoned, but if the series was omegaverse there is no way in all hell that notorious dom sugar daddy masc Su Xiyan wouldn’t be the alpha to submissive and breedable omega Tianlang-jun. ANY other possibility is OOC on a world-breaking level. In this essay I will
#svsss#svsss shitpost#omegaverse#su xiyan#tianlang jun#tiansu#like there ARE abo aus and they work fine on a smaller level#but if you try to do a series rewrite that covers the whole plot up you’re gonna have to make some Choices#and usually they’re incorrect!!#u ever reread something u wrote and think. oh this must be incomprehensible for normal people#rip all my followers from before but I regret nothing#my post
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"You and me, Ethan. Together we go save Rose, and then we can grind Miranda into paste!"
#ethan winters#karl heisenberg#wintersberg#resident evil#resident evil fanart#rebhfun#resident evil village#resident evil 8#re8#re8 if karl didnt fumble so hard he literally died#anytime i draw wintersberg know that it is under the assumption that karl did not propose to use rosemary as a weapon#it would be incredibly ooc for ethan to agree to something like that and also increidbly immoral 😭#anyone who blames ethan is nuts#why should it have been on ethan to negotiate with the dude who has done nothing to prove himself as trustworthy#karl literally tries to SCARE ethan into taking his deal#thats like a huge sign that its gonna be a horrible partnership#i love karl#hes a great character#but him thinking that ethan would ever accept his deal was just delusional#anyways#ethan was not stupid or wrong for not taking karls deal#anyone who geniunly believes ethan was a idiot for not taking the deal is forgetting that he is in fact his own character#and would rightfully not want to use his baby under a vague deal that doesnt even elaborate on details#a karl and ethan teamup WOULD be cool#but with the deal karl proposed#it was doomed from the start#*rants about why karl and ethan should never teamed up *#*draws wintersberg*#ok rant over whatever
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balor 🥰
#fields of mistria#fom#balor#fanart#art#sir...im so in love w you...#if anyone else like me loved the fuck out of stardew but was disappointed in the romance options...please play this game#the characters/interactions/dialouge is top notch#i knew nothing about this game i found out about it 2 days before release#i thought i was gonna go for march#and immedately met this guy and just#his first line is like (im a traveling merchant) and i went (oh no)#i have such a THING for merchant characters#i can finally live out my dream of romancing volo pkmn#sort of#except not evil#i think#love that the romance options in this game are like... adults with jobs/dreams/aspirations#unlike stardew where everyone is supposedly an adult but is like a teenager??#but in this game everyone is a contributing member of society#love that <3333#the dialouge for real is amazing#anyway. it still in uhh...early access? so you cant do everything youll be able to do one day#but thats good for me bc i tend to blast through these games and do 90% of things within a week#fanart???? from my ass???#only because i love this game and him#im so fucked up for him#not me tracking his ass down everyday to talk to him#also what i love about this game is being able to talk to everyone multiple times a day#like every hour or something
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who is your favorite AA character? 👁️👁️
ziska… I hope capcom brings her back someday
#shes cool as fuck to me bc when I first played jfa I found her really frustrating to deal with#not just as Phoenix but I mean like on a personal level she is challenging because she’s so thorough#and yet I also find it fascinating that she breaks the character she’s built for herself once in a while#i 100% believe that I don’t think she would have caught on to what Phoenix was trying to do while stalling for time with engardes trial#so it’s probably a good thing edgeworth subbed in but she literally busts her ass to bring evidence to court#almost right after having a bullet extracted from her WHICH SHE ALSO PRESENTS AS EVIDENCE. thats metal as fuck ok#especially since she would technically have nothing to do with the case after edgeworth fills in and she still decided to do that anyway#maybe it was blind faith to use that evidence to win since she wasn’t there for most of the trial but still#and even if canon doesn’t give it to me I still firmly believe there’s be at least some chemistry between her and Maya#like especially if you hold it next to wrightworth that works bc there’s already a history there and majority of Phoenix and miles trying#to relearn their relationship is Phoenix coaxing out that side of Miles that he remembers from fourth grade#but with Franmaya it’s something new and they’re basically strangers to each other and one of them almost got the other convicted#and I still think that’s fascinating and it’s a damn shame thay half of the fics I find for them on ao3 is background in wrightworth fic#i did find a good one that touched on Franziska trying to win pearls approval because Pearl does hold a grudge against her#and seeing that trying to live up to perfecting even her personal relationships without getting to know Pearl to even know#why it wasn’t working feels believable when I think abt her as a character yk#myart#my art#doodles#aa#ace attorney#franziska von karma
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#shiguang dailiren#時光代理人#link click#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#aashi doodles#im suffering rn and want to suffer with others so here's my contribution#lu guang stayed pretty composed on the plane but would that always the case after he wakes up from his cxs is dead nightmares...#lu guang...😔#this was inspired by that one comment in an jnterview where someone asked why lg's bed rails were so high#and i think it was producer who said it was to keep a certain someone from sneaking into his bed but i was like get real#nothing can stop cxs when he wants to do something. and if he wanted to be up there he would go no matter what#anyways lets imagine this as a scene from s1. back when we all had theories that one or both of the boys were trapped in a time loop#we have this scene where lg is having a panic attack and not even cxs is sure why exactly this is happening but plot moves on we h#yeah plot moves on and we shelve this for later and bam. s3 yep lg stuck in a time loop with cxs always dying trauma is confirmed#anyways thats enough from me for now. ima go throw up byeeee
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the contrast in lucanis' early game responses to bellara and davrin are sooo funny and also quietly devastating. the vibe is like
BELLARA: heey so... how are you feeling lucanis? generally, I mean. or specifically, if you'd rather talk about something in particular! well, you usually don't, so no worries if not, you know, no pressure, only if you'd think it'd maybe, I don't know, help! I know it doesn't always. but ah, um... are you -- alright? (in the pantry. we should probably stop asking you about this but are you sure you're alright in there? it's where the parsnips live. and you now, too, I suppose! just... you and the onions. and a demon. sorry, didn't mean to remind you! you see I'm only asking because um for a second there I thought the dark circles under your eyes were actually bruises and it jumpscared me a bit)
LUCANIS (tired but soft): I'm fine, Bellara. Really. Don't worry about me.
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DAVRIN: So hey lucanis. just out of interest. what the fuck is your damage anyway. why are you like this
LUCANIS (at his most 'orders one black coffee and drives away' and also honest): Well you see Davrin since you're asking: I am in hell. Also go fuck yourself.
#if nothing else we should forbid 'don't worry about me' from his vocabulary.#nothing has ever worried me more than 'don't worry about me' lucanis. it worries me excessively#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#bellara lutare#lucanis dellamorte#davrin#sooo many thoughts and feelings about the fact that davrin is one of the very few people lucanis is actually honest with#a lot of the time. their relationship is SO interesting even when they're solidly at the butting heads stage still#they've got some of that delicious 'there is something wrong with you (there is something wrong with you that is also wrong with me)' juice#going on. what if you thought your only way of being in the world was as a weapon. and you were both boys etc.
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