#ft Zach justice

[samandcolbyownme]

Summary: Reader accepts Zach's invitation about coming onto the podcast, despite going through a hard time. 

Warnings: there won't be smut in this (I can always do a part 2), but there will sexual innuendos and other things that make it feel like it belongs in this book, kinda sad beginning, swearing, joking around, reader is good friends with Zach and Jared, reader feeling sad/down, long distance relationship? possible angst? 

I will be using some actual dialogue from their videos, but most of it will be from me. 

Word count: 6.3k | not edited

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It's been a few weeks since you and Sam sat down and had a long discussion about your relationship. 

You both agreed that it was best you "cut things off'' until things start to settle down - but you both didn't know when that was going to happen. 

No matter how hard you tried, your schedules were always packed. You were flying to one state on the other side of the county. 

Sam was flying to the opposite. 

It didn't really make sense, because things really didn't change romantically, you still said I love you. You still FaceTimed when you could. 

It's just, everything was always over the phone. 

Through texts, phone calls, pictures. 

You haven't seen each other since the night Sam left with Colby to do their overseas haunted tour thing that they've been planning for months. 

That was three weeks ago, and it's killing you - both. 

You both agreed that you need to give both of your lives all you got, and that's where it made sense. Putting your careers first, getting ahead so you have time to plan out the future together. 

You hated it. Absolutely despised it, but you truly believed that if your love was real, and you truly believed it was.. 

It will always contain the habit of coming back. 

You hugged Sam tight, not wanting to let him go. His arms stayed around you, chin rested on your head as he basked in the last moments you had together before he had to fly to Romania. 

Then to Spain. 

Then Ireland. 

It was going to be non stop. 

"Hey." Sam whispers, "I love you." You sniffle, mumbling into his chest, "I love you." He slides an arm over your shoulder, tilting your tear soaked face up to look at him. 

He smiles slightly, biting his lip to hold back his own tears, "I don't care how complicated things gets. I still want you." 

You nod, "Always your girl." 

He kisses your forehead, "Always my girl." 

You can tell he nods, meaning Colby has signaled him, and you let out a sigh, "Let me know when you land." 

"You know I'll update you any chance I get." He pulls you into a hug, squeezing tight, "I love you. I love you so much." 

You try your hardest not to cry, but you can't help it and sob into his chest, "I love you." 

He cups your cheek, kissing you deeply before leaning back, "I don't want to, but I gotta go."

"Go." You smile, "But don't have too much fun." You laugh slightly before it quickly turns into crying again and you fight it, "I'm sorry." 

He shakes his head, "Never be sorry." He kisses you one last time, "Wait for me." 

You nod, turning around to see Colby standing behind you, "Safe travels." You reach up, wrapping your arms around Colby's neck and he hugs you tight, "It'll be okay." 

You nod, leaning back, "I know." You wipe your face, watching as Sam and Colby walk towards the gate. 

Sam smiles slightly, giving you one last wave before he walks through. 

Once he's out of your sight, you cover your face, absolutely breaking down and you didn't care that it was in the middle of the airport. 

Your friend walks up, wrapping her arms around you, "You guys are inevitable." 

"I have to go in like ten minutes, we're getting ready to head to our next place." Sam says from the other end of the phone. 

You pout totally forgetting about the time difference, "Okay." 

"Hey " Sam tilts his head, "Don't do that." 

"I'm not doing anything. I've mastered waiting until we hang up." You laugh and he sighs, "Girl. You're going to kill me." 

"If I was going to do that, I would have done it before you left." 

You've been coping with jokes and humor. You were still absolutely dying inside with not being able to lay with him. Kiss him. Hug him. 

It was still eating away at you, but, as said, you've just mastered it with humor. 

"Part of me wishes you did." Sam mumbles with a laugh, "This is hell." 

You sigh quietly, sitting up as you rest your chin in the palm of your hand, "I know." You smile as you think about what your friend said, "But just remember that we're inevitable." 

"Damn right." Sam smiles and you hear Colby yell at him, "Alright, enough with the phone sex. The car's here." 

You laugh as you watch Sam's mouth drop and he pans his phone over his fully clothed in layers body, "Does it look like I have my d-" 

"I don't need to know what nasty shit you guys are in to." Colby laughs and you sigh, "Alright. I love you." 

You see the phone get ripped out of Sam's hand and Colby's face appears suuuper close to the camera, "I love you, too." 

You shake your head, laughing, "oh my god." 

Sam gets his phone back and he smiles, "Talk later?" 

You nod, "You know it. Be safe. Good luck!" 

Sam smiles, "Yes ma'am." He salutes you, "Alright, I love you." You smile, "I love you." 

The call ends and you feel that sudden rush of, once gated, emotions hit you all at once. You fall into the bed, specifically on Sam's side and take a deep shaky breath, "Fuck." 

You lay a pillow over your face and lay there for a second, taking yourself down from crying. 

Your phone dings and you hesitate for a second before you toss the pillow next to you and search for your phone. 

A laugh leaves your lips as you see a message from your friend, Zach Justice, Hey sweet cheeks. Come on the podcast. 

You click on it, typing out, oh now you want me to come on? 

You take a screenshot and send it to Sam. You stare up at the ceiling as you wait for a response from either one, trying to convince yourself that what you're going through, is going to benefit your future with Sam. 

Together. 

You bring your phone up, rolling your eyes at Zach's response, Not so much me, but the people in the comments. Your name is infesting every video I post. 

Infesting? That's a.. weird way of putting it lol. I'll see if I can squeeze you in to fit in my busy, busy schedule. 

Your friendship with Zach has always been playful banter, ever since you met, but he's always there for you. 

You haven't said anything to him, or Jared, about your current situation with Sam, but you know that just going on the podcast would definitely help you get through this easier. 

You bring your phone back up and laugh as what Zach had to say, So kind of you to consider hanging out with me. 

You laugh, I know, I can be sooo nice. I'll come if you buy me a plane ticket. 

And pick me up from the airport, with donuts. 

You see the message change from delivered to read and his face pops up on your screen. You take a deep breath and hit answer, "You couldn't have just texted me?" 

"Donuts you say? You must be really going through it." 

You laugh, "You have no idea." 

"Does this have anything to do with Sam?" He raises his brows when you don't answer him and he hums, "Thought so." 

"We're.. together but we're not together? If that makes any kind of sense. I don't know. We both agreed that our schedules are too much for us to be labeled as a couple right now, so we just, agreed to put more focus on the business of our lives?" You shake your head, "I'm just.. feeling a lot." 

"Yeah, you're totally coming on the podcast." He laughs, "I'll get your plane ticket." You can tell he's focused on something else and you laugh, "I was joking. I can get my-"

"Done." 

"Zach." You laugh, "I don't even know when I'm free." 

"Well, you better be free next Thursday." He smiles, giving you a wink, "See you then." 

"Don't.. wink at me. That's weird." 

"Ugh" he groans dramatically, "Sorry." He smiles, "See you next Thursday, I'll send you the deats." He winks and hangs up before you can yell at him again. 

You see a message from Sam and your attention shifts as you read what he says, You should definitely do it, babe. I think it would be good for you. 

You tap the screen, Zach really didn't give me a choice. He bought my plan ticket for me already so now I have to move stuff around, but I agree. 

Your eyes move up to the time, groaning lowly as you realize just how late it is. You remembered you have a meeting for a brand deal within the next four hours, so you reach over, turning off your lights so you can try and get at least a little bit of sleep. 

Why'd he have to get such an early flight, you think as you zip your suitcase closed. You lift it off the bed and set it upright on the floor before replacing the spot on the bed with your body. 

The last two days, Sam and Colby have been camping in a place they don't have service, so you haven't talked to him. 

Your phone dings and you lift in hopes that it's Sam, but it's Zach, On your way to the airport? 

You laugh quietly, You act like you're exited to see me or something, but soon. Waiting on my friend to get here to take me. 

Your friend texts you, letting you know that she's there and you get a move on, pulling the handle from your case and wheeling it behind you as you walk out to the living room. 

She comes in, "You ready?" 

You look over at her, "Yeah I just have to grab my headphones, they've been charging." She nods, "You doing okay?" 

You shrug, "I mean, yeah. For the most part." You laugh slightly, "As good as I can be." 

"Where did he say they were camping again?" She crosses her arms and you look at her, "Some.. demonic forest? I have no idea. If I don't hear from him by tomorrow I'm sending a search and rescue team." 

She laughs, "No I don't blame you." She walks over, grabbing the handle of your bag as you stuff your headphones into your carry on, "I know how Zach is, and he's a jokester.. are you going to be alright?" 

You nod, "I talked to Zach about everything last week, I told him that joking is my way to cope, so I gave him the green light." 

"I can't wait for this to come out. I just know it's going to be better than the others." She laughs and you nod, "Oh you know it." 

.·:*¨ ✘ ¨*:·.

Walking into the airport was almost like you were reliving that day with Sam all over again. Luckily, you had to go to a different gate in a different part of the building, which really made it a lot easier in the long run. 

"Well. I'll see ya in a day or two." You lean in, hugging your friend, "Thank you." 

She squeezes you, "Don't need to thank me. Have a good flight." 

You nod, "I'll try. I'll text you when I land." 

You turn, walking up to the lady to hand her your ticket. She smiles, "Hi, y/n. I have to tell you, my daughter is a huge fan of yours." 

"Awe." You smile, "You'll have to tell her I said thank you.

The lady nods, "I will." She smiles, "Safe travels, y/n." 

You smile and walk in, turning back to wave to your friend before boarding the plane. 

You sit down in your seat, checking your phone to see if Sam texted - but no message. You sigh, unfolding your headphones and slipping them over your ears. 

You've been on enough planes to know the routine. 

After pressing play for your music to play, you send a quick text to Zach, letting him know that you boarded and should be there in about two to three hours. 

Your flight feels longer than it should be. It felt like time was dragging by as slow as it could possibly go. 

But once you land and are able to exit, you practically bolt to the baggage claim. 

I got my bags, where are you? 

You look around, waiting to either see Zach or hear back from him. 

Moments later, he texts, Standing in front of the Starbucks. Someone didn't send me their gate number so I figured I'd treat myself to cheer myself up. 

You laugh, grabbing your bag as you type with your thumb, you're ridiculous, did you at least get me one? 

Zach replies, No why would I do that? 

You roll your eyes and walk to the Starbucks, smiling as you see him holding two coffees, "You did in fact do that." 

He turns, smiling as he opens his arms to hug you, "Yeah yeah, don't ruin it."

You step back, taking the coffee he hands you, "Ready?" He nods, "right this way, sweet cheeks." 

"You just going to keep coming up with new nicknames each time you talk to me?" You laugh and he stares at you, "Um, yeah. That's what I've been doing? Right?" 

You roll your eyes, "What are you going to do when you run out of nicknames? Recycle the old ones." 

He laughs, "Boy are you funny. Listen here." He stops pointing to his head and you tilt your head as you watch him tap his temple, "This baby can go for miles. Don't ever underestimate me." 

You hold your hand up in defense, "Message received, sweet cheeks." 

He gives you a look, trying not to laugh and he sighs, "Not cool." He laughs, turning to lead you to his car. 

The ride to the house was filled with small talk, mainly catching up and what not since it's been over a year since you've seen him last. 

Once there, you're greeted by Jared and Alyssa with hugs. 

"How was the flight?" Jared asks and you shrug with a laugh, "Long."

"Did you do your hair recently? It's so pretty." Alyssa plays with a stand and you nod, "Yeah I went after a meeting last week. I figured I needed a change or something." 

"You know, I think I seen it on Instagram." She laughs and Zach rolls his eyes, "girl talk, yuck. I'm not doing this." He walks over to sit down and puts his headphones on. 

He motions to the empty chair, "Are we doing this?" 

"I still don't have a choice do I?" You laugh and Zach sighs, "Now you're finally getting it."

You set your stuff down, walking over to sit on the red seat. You put your headphones on and look around as Jared and Alyssa get settled in. 

"We good?" Zach asks and looks at everyone, and you all nod. 

"What's up guys. Welcome to one ninety six of Dropouts." Zach starts in a loud, cheery sing songy tone, "Were here with the guest you've all been waiting for..." 

Jared gives Zach a drum roll and Zach looks at you, "Miss Y/n y/l/n." 

"Hi everybody." You smile, "Just to let everyone know, Zach didn't give me a choice to do this, so everyone should go flood his comments-" 

"No, cut that out. We're cutting that out." Zach tries not to laugh, "Listen. It only took how long for you to finally get here?" 

"She's a very busy girl, Zach." Jared laughs, "Speaking of.. Did I, or did I not, see that you're going to be on the next cover of vogue?" 

"You guys heard about that?" You smile and look at Alyssa and she claps for you, "Powerful woman." 

You smile and look at Zach, "Jealous?" 

Zach raises his brows, "That I'm not a woman? Please. I don't need anymore problems." He takes a deep breath, "Anyway. Besides that, I want to ask you a very serious question." 

You time your head, "That could be anything.." 

Zach fights back a smirk, "You seen, two or three episodes back that we had.. Sam, and Colby on here, right." 

Jared laughs, "Zach, where are you going with this?" 

"No where. Well. I mean." He laughs, "Somewhere, but just, wait. We aren't there yet." 

"Clearly." You and Alyssa say at the same time and you both laugh. 

Zach points between the two of you, "See. This is why I don't like having them both here, they like tag team me and not in the way any man would want to happen, ya feel me?" 

You roll your eyes, "Sam and Colby, your question." You laugh when he looks at you and he smirks, "You and Sam.. getting down and dirty yeah?" 

You laugh, "If you want to put it that way, I mean. Yeah, but not like.. recently." 

"Why's that?" Zach rubs his chin with his fingers and you shrug, "in the words of Jared, she's a very busy girl, Zach." 

"Mm, okay." He raises his brows and shakes his head, "Now another question I have for you.. and don't get mad at me for asking this, because if I'm correct, they confirmed this when they were here." 

You raise your brows, knowing exactly where this is going, "Mhm." 

"Did Sam leave the states to be with Colby officially because, now, this is what I was told, you threatened to turn Colby into a spirit himself?" Zach leans back and you stare at him for a few second before laughing, "Oh my god." 

"That's.." Jared laughs, "Who did you hear that from?" 

Zach makes a face, "Oh so now you're going to sit there and pretend like that isn't what you told me last night?" 

"Whoa, okay. No. Y/n. I didn't-" Jared laughs and Zach cuts in, "Oh, see. He can't deny it. His face is as red as the seats and he's starting to smell because he's so full of it." 

"What the fuck." Jared rolls his eyes and you sigh, leaning in towards the mic, "For the record, I have never threatened to turn Colby into a spirit." 

"But you aren't denying that they're married?" Zach tilts his head, pointing his finger at you, "But even then, you'd have to ward off Colby because I'm sure his spirit will just attach to Sam." 

"No that's little girl spirits." Jared laughs, emphasizing again, "Spirits. We've been over this with them. Please don't take that the wrong way." 

"Anyway." Zach shakes his head, "When's the last time you talked to either one of them?" 

You sigh, "Oh gosh. This will be day three, but I've already said, if I don't hear from him by the end of today I'm sending in a search and rescue team for their asses." 

"Oh gosh, that just.. wow." Zach sighs, "Can I just.. that just brought up something very serious and I need to say it, like right now." 

"Or what you'll explode?" Alyssa asks causing you and Jared to laugh. Zach looks over at her, "Can you just shut up for two seconds, I have something important I need to say." 

Alyssa raises her hands, fighting back her laughter. 

Zach looks at you and he takes a deep breath, "Now this.. might be hard for you to hear, as well for everyone else watching and, or listening.. but.." he looks into the camera, "If you wanna see me go retrieve Sam and Colby from." He pauses and looks at you, "Where are they right now?" 

You fight back laughter, "Camping in some demonic forest." 

He picks right back up, "Camping in a demonic forest, subscribe to the Patreon, you can see all of that plus stuff that's already happened." 

"You're.. insufferable." Jared shakes his head as he looks down and Zach just shrugs, "People like them. And if they know that I'm willing to help them, they'll like me, too. Okay. Moving on."

"So you literally got in today? Like your flight." Zach asks and you just stare at him. He cracks a smile, "What?"

"You're literally the one who picked her up from the airport, Zach." Jared laughs and you gasp, "Oh, and he brought me donuts like I said to last week and a coffee at the airport while he was waiting for me." 

"Hey hey hey." Zach says quickly, "Don't be telling everyone lies. You know I spit in your coffee before I gave it to you." 

"That's atrocious, Dude. What the fuck." Jared closes his eyes and shakes his head. You stare at Zach, "No you didn't." Zach shrugs, "The world may never know." 

"I don't know if I believe him, because I can totally see him doing that, just like to fuck with someone close to him." You laugh, "Oh god, I drank all of that, too. Did you really do that?" 

Zach sighs, nodding his head as he speaks, "No, I didn't." 

"See!" You point to him laughing, "You're a child."

Zach laughs, "Yeah and you're the queen of England." He pretends like he's using a gavel, "Case closed. So. Back to Sam and Colby.. Since you're so close with them, like have you gone on any investigations with them?"  

"I used to. Like right before my channel took off, I would go with them maybe twice a month?" You answer and Zach nods, "Is that why your channel blew up?" 

You can tell he's asking something that does relate to being touched or spoken to by a ghost, "Are you-" 

"Yes." Zach cuts you off and you laugh, "No. I didn't sell my soul. I'm pretty sure it's still there, I mean I don't know how to check but." 

Zach reaches over and feels your wrist, "Still there." 

"Zach." Jared bursts out laughing, "that's her pulse man, not her soul." 

Zach shrugs, "You never know. She may have turned into some sort of succubus demon thing that doesn't have a pulse but she has one. She's good." 

You roll your eyes and you can feel your phone vibrating in the pocket of your sweatpants, "I'm getting a call." 

"That the devil calling, he wants to return your souls." Zach says and you laugh, "That was good." You pull your phone out, not even hiding your happiness when you see Sam's name, "It's Sam." 

You push your one headphone off your ear and bring your phone up, "hey!" 

"We just got to service, are you okay?" Sam asks and you keep smiling, "Yeah I'm actually doing the podcast right now."

"Oh fuck, right now? I'm sorry." Sam says and you shake your head, "No, you're fine, how was it?" 

You look over at Zach and he wiggles his fingers, "Put him on speaker." You hold up one finger and continue to listen to Sam speak, "I'll have to FaceTime you later and show you. It was pretty nuts." 

"Oh god, yeah I'm sure. Zach wants me to put you on speaker so I'm going to do that here in a second." You take the phone away and tap the button, "Okay." 

"Is y/n a succubus?" Zach asks straight away, obviously catching Sam off guard, "What.. the fuck?" He laughs, "Is she a what?" 

"A demon. I mean I checked her pulse and she has one so I think we're good, but I figured I'd check in with the main ghost hunter because you'd know her better than any of us." 

"What kind of things are you talking about on the podcast?" Sam laughs and Zach sighs, "I guess you'll just have to wait and see when the video comes out." 

"Um.. okay." Sam laughs and you take him off speaker, "You're off speaker, now." 

"Yeah so give it to her good, Sammy my boy." Zach yells and you roll your eyes as Sam laughs, "There's something wrong with him." 

"Oh I know. But according to him, his brain can go for miles." 

"Y/n. What did I say about telling my secrets." Zach shakes his head and you shrug, "Sorry, that must have been the devil taking over." 

Zach raises his eyebrows, "Clearly." He nods, "Ask Sam if he got my text, since they now have service and what not." 

You relay the message and Sam takes a second to check, "Oh yeah, I got it." 

You nod to Zach, "Yeah, he got it." Zach nods, fighting back a smirk, "Cool, cool." 

"Why are you acting like that?" Jared asks and Zach tilts his head, "What do you mean?" Jared looks from him to you, "You're being.. more weird than usual." 

"I have my meter for weirdness and it sits right here." Zach holds his hand up, "and I haven't gone above that level since... Mm. Let say. Tuesday?"

"What's going on?" Sam asks and you laugh, "Oh Zach and Jared are arguing. Normal stuff, you know." 

Sam laughs, "Oh yeah. Typical." You hear him sigh and you know what's about to happen so you cut him off before he can say anything, "Talk later?" 

"You know it. I love you." Sam says and you smile, looking down, "I love you." 

The call ends and you look up, "Alright." 

"Alright, now we can get on with other things." Zach claps his hands together, "Are we still going out after this?" 

You raise your brows, "Out?"

Zach furrows his brows and looks from Jared to Alyssa, "Is your guy's stuff acting up?" He motions to his headphones and they both shake their heads no.

"Mines good, why is yours?" Jared asks and Zach shakes his head, "No, I'm just trying to make sure that y/n can hear me alright because out is exactly what I said." 

You roll your eyes, "Oh my god. Shut the fuck up." 

"I didn't know if you could hear me okay or not, was just double checking, jeeze. No need to be so aggressive." Zach tries not to laugh and you shake your head, knowing that no matter how much you try and talk yourself out of it, you'll still be going out. 

So you just sit back and accept your fate. 

.·:*¨ ✘ ¨*:·.

Almost two hours later, the podcast comes to a close and you set your headphones down on the bench, "Is it just me, or did that podcast feel like it went longer than normal?" 

You look between Zach, Jared, and Alyssa. 

"I don't think it felt any different." Jared shakes his head and shrugs. Alyssa nods, "I think it went over just a little bit, but not much." 

You nod and Zach stands up, "That jet lag must be really doing a number on you." 

You shrug, "I don't know, but are we at least getting dinner because I haven't eaten since this morning."

"You are such a cry baby. Let's go." Zach laughs as he walks away and you scoff, following him out the door. 

You all pile into the car and start driving to the restaurant, "So where was Tara?" You ask leaning forward, "I texted her but I haven't gotten any answer from her." 

"She's like, really sick." Zach says, "I called her this morning and it sounded like she swallowed her phone." 

"Oh god, if she sounds that bad then she's probably sleeping it off." You lean back, looking down at your phone, "So what did you and Sam talk about?" 

You look up at Zach and he looks back at you in the rear view, "When did your name change to Nelly because you're awfully nosey." 

You laugh, "Fine then don't tell me. I'm sure he'll tell me anyway." 

"Yeah, he probably will." Zach turns into the parking lot and you roll your eyes, accepting that reverse psychology doesn't work on him. 

As you get out, you check your phone. You let out a sigh and slip it into your pocket before closing the door. 

"I don't know much about the situation.." Alyssa says as she walks over to you, ".. but I know that you and Sam are major endgame if you ask me." 

You smile, "Thanks. I just.. we talked about putting pause on our relationship and it's just so hard because the only thing that really changed was us making time for each other. I mean, it didn't really happen much lately anyway, but the fact that we just cut it all out in one shot.." you sigh, "I hate it." 

She nods, "I'm sure it's rough, but you both have great careers, and I promise that it'll work out in the end. It might not seem like it now, but it will." 

"Thank you." You take a deep breath, "I actually needed that." 

She smiles and rubs your back, "Come on, Zach is probably in there bitching." 

You laugh and roll your eyes, "Probably." 

You walk into the restaurant, making your way to the table that Jared and Zach are sitting at and Zach looks up, "So they didn't get kidnapped." 

"You can't get rid of us that easily." You laugh as you sit down, "So what's good here?" You look over at Alyssa and she explains some of her favorite dishes. 

Throughout dinner, you caught yourself checking your phone and your sadness grew each time you seen zero notifications from Sam. 

At this point, you wanted to go to a hotel and just sleep off your day. 

But that wasn't happening. 

"Why do you look more miserable than normal?" Zach asks and you look up at him, laughing slightly, "I'm just.. getting really tired." 

Wasn't a full lie. 

"Uh huh. Well you better wake up, because where we're going next will get your mind off, being tired." He tilts his head and you roll your eyes, "I hate that you know me." 

"You secretly love it. Now come on." He stands up, along with you and everyone else and you make your way out to the car. 

You're quiet for the most part, except for when they force you to join in on conversation. 

"When did you hear about Vogue?" Alyssa asks and you can't help but smirk, "I found out a few days ago. I kind of just waited, kept it to myself. It really didn't hit until Jared asked me about it." 

"So wait, the post that they made with your picture titled the next face of vogue didn't make it set in?" Jared asks and you shrug, "honestly, no." 

You laugh and sigh, "How much longer?" 

"We're here." Zach replies and you nod, looking out the window at the building, "So is this like a bar scene? I'm not dressed for that." You joke and Alyssa laughs, "You look fine, trust me. Your sweats were the way to go." 

"I am super comfortable." You laugh as you get out, not even bothering to check your phone. 

You follow them in, handing the bouncer your ID, letting him check it before making your way in. 

The music is loud and it's filled with a few faces that you've met before, not anyone you're really willing to sit down and have a conversation with, though. 

You walk up to the bar, ordering your drink as Alyssa does the same. 

"So don't.." she laughs, "Don't tell Zach I told you this, I mean, he'd kill me if he knew you knew this.." she pauses and you nod, smiling, "secret is safe with me." 

She leans in, "Zach is actually worried about you. He's afraid that you're working yourself too much and now he's worried that this whole Sam situation will break you." 

You're actually kind of surprised, but at the same time, you're not, "I kind of thought that when he called me that night instead of just texting me.. but I'm actually really happy to hear that from someone who's close to him each day." 

You take your drink, laying down your money, "keep the change." 

Alyssa does the same and looks to you, "Just let him think that he's doing something you don't know about. I don't want him firing me." 

"I won't let that happen." You laugh, "Thank you." 

She nods and you walk back towards Zach and Jared. Right as you walk up, Zach stands up and walks way, phone pressed to his ear and he doesn't say a word. 

You furrow your brows and point to him, "What was that all about?" 

Jared sighs, "Last minute cancellation for the podcast. He's not taking it good." 

"Oh gosh, who was it?" You sit down and Jared looks to Alyssa before he leans in, "Don't say anything, but it was the triplets." 

"Chris, Nick, and Matt?" You raise your brows, "Why'd they cancel?" 

Jared shrugs, "No idea, that's what Zach is trying to figure out." You pout, "oh gosh, I have Chris' number. I can text him and see-" 

"Alright. We're good to go." Zach comes back and sits down. You look over at him, "So the triplets are coming on? They're not canceling?" 

He looks between Jared and Alyssa before tilting his head, "You're not supposed to know.. so just.." he lowers his hand in reference to you lowering your voice and you nod, "Ahh." You lower your voice, "Gotcha." 

You sip your drink and pull your phone from your pocket as you feel it vibrate, "Oh. It's Tara." 

"What did she say?" Zach says and you read over her text, "Sorry I couldn't make it to the podcast. I was super sick this morning. I just now woke up, but I'm feeling a lot better, are you still in town? Would love to meet up with you before you leave again." 

"What's the name of this place? I'm going to text her where I'm at." You look up and Jared tells you the name before you shoot her back a text. 

"She said she'll be here in an hour." You put your phone back in your pocket and look down at your empty glass, "I'll be right back." 

You get up, walking up to the bar to get another drink.

"Are you okay?" Zach asks and you look over at him, "Yeah? Why wouldn't I be?" He shrugs, "I'm just.. asking. Jeeze. Can't a guy just ask a girl if she's okay?" 

You fight back a smirk, knowing that he really cares, "Yes, Zach. I'm fine, and you.. and Alyssa and Jared have all helped me get through the day without crying." 

"Good, because I really don't think I could handle you crying.." Zach laughs slightly, "Tara said she'll be here in an hour?" 

You nod, "Yeah, she has to get ready first, I guess." 

He nods, "Of course she does." 

.·:*¨ ✘ ¨*:·.

"Mm." You set your glass down, "Tara's here." 

"She is?" Jared asks shocked and you look at him funny, "That's what I just said, isn't it?" 

Jared tilts his head, "You've been around Zach for too long." He laughs and stands up, "I'll go get her." 

"No I will. I haven't seen her in so long." You stand up, but the three follow you out anyway. You glance behind you, laughing slightly as you shake your head. 

You make your way to the door and look around, "Where is she?" 

You get a text from Tara, Patio, sorry I saw someone else I haven't seen in a while. 

You look at Zach, "She's on the patio." 

"To the patio we go." He points, leading you down the side of the building. You round the corner, seeing Tara standing there with a huge smile, "Ahh!" She yells as she runs towards you, "I've missed you!" 

"Hey!" You yell and hug her, "I've missed you!" You lean back, "You look so good!" 

"Same for you miss cover of vogue!" She pushes your shoulder, "How fucking amazing is that?!" 

You nod, "Pretty amazing." 

You feel a hand on your shoulder and you think it's just Zach pulling you away to pick on Tara, but when you turn, your heart falls into your stomach, "No fu-fucking way." 

Sam is standing there, a huge smile on his face, "I couldn't go without seeing you anymore." He pulls you in for a hug, face buried into your neck and the tears you've been holding in all damn day are finally let loose. 

"Hey. Hey, hey." He lays a hand on your head, shushing you quietly, "It's okay." He turns his head, pressing a kiss to your cheek, "I'm here." 

You're glued to him. You want to let go so you can lean back and look at him but your body just wants to hold him. 

"I'm taking time off. I'm traveling with you. I want to be with you." Sam whispers and you lean your head back, just enough to look at him, "Really?" 

He nods, "Really. You're more important than anything in the world. We're making this work. I'm going to make it work." 

.·:*¨ ✘ ¨*:·.

The end feels kind of rushed, and I promised you guys this yesterday, but I've been battling a migraine attack non stop for the last four days, so I just wanted to get something out. 

A part 2 (with smut) is definitely in the brain for this, you know when I can get it to stop working against me. 

But as always, let me know how you liked it. Thanks for reading. I love you all! 🖤

likes and reblogs are majorly appreciated!

[alwayscompletelyforever-blog]

Rebroken Playlist

Love You Anyway- Luke Combs

Broken Coastline- Down Like Silver

I’ll Be Waiting- Cian Ducrot

The Weakness- Ruston Kelly

Beautiful Lies- Tanner Usrey

This Time Tomorrow- Candlebox

heartLESS- You Me At Six

3:59 AM- John Moreland

Wannabe- Dalton Domino

You Don’t Care for Me Enough to Cry- John Moreland

Lies I Chose to Believe- John Moreland

Caroline (Acoustic)- Old Sea Brigade

Dawns (ft Maggie)- Zach Bryan

Scared to Love You- Tristan Bushman

Can’t Help Me Now- Rob Thomas

Never Love You Again- Cheat Codes

Running Up That Hill- TITUS

When was it over?- Sasha Alex Aloan

The Wire- Patrick Droney

On Your Way Home- Patrick Droney

Love Again- The Kid LAROI

Fade Away- Morgan Page

In A Heartbeat- Ryan McMullan

Hope It’s Something Good- The Chicks

BEST FOR ME- The Kid LAROI

What If I Never Get Over You- Ryan Hurd

Breakups- Seaforth

The One I Was Then- William Clark Green

Favorite Ex- Maisie Peters

What Brings Life Also Kills- Kolton Moore & The Clever Few

A Little Bit Yours- JP Saxe

Dancing On My Own- Calum Scott

Hurts like hell- Wrabel

Exile (ft Bon Iver)- Taylor Swift

I miss you, I’m sorry- Gracie Abrams

Say Something- Alex & Sierra

Someone You Loved- Lewis Capaldi

Over You (Acoustic)- Marc Scibilia

Can’t Miss You Anymore- Avery Anna

Falling- Harry Styles

Love Like Ghosts- Lord Huron

Wish You’d Miss Me- Chase Wright

Forget I Exist- Sam MacPherson

Missing Piece (Sofi Tukker Remix)- Vance Joy

Don’t Give Up on Me (with R3HAB)- Andy Grammar

Someone Else- Mason Lively

Love Ain’t Done a Damn Thing-  Mason Lively

Do That Again (demo)- Taylor Acorn

Ghost- Josiah and the Bonnevilles

Another Go- Logan Michael

Leaving- Zach Bryan

Leave Me Alone- Logan Michael

Pick Up Your Phone- Tanner Usrey

Alright- The Lowdown Drifters

Blue- Zach Bryan

Memory to Drown- Bryan Martin

I Loved You Then (And I Love You Still)- Woodlock

Losing You- Kolby Cooper

Wondering- Dylan Wheeler

Crying Over You- The Band CAMINO

better off without me- Matt Hansen

Watch Me Bleed- Scary Kids Scaring Kids

Thinking ‘Bout Love (acoustic)- Wild Rivers

I Found- Amber Run

Mending Song- Ruston Kelly

Pictures- Judah & the Lion, Kacey Musgraves

Wildflower- Ruston Kelly

you’d never know- BLU EYES

Half A Man- Dean Lewis

A Letter To Everyone Who’s Hurt Me- Chandler Leighton

enough for you- Olivia Rodrigo

never knew a heart could break itself- Zach Hood

Like That- JP Saxe

Over For You- Morgan Evans

July- Noah Cyrus

i tried- Camylio

Trying My Best- Anson Seabra

Trying Not To Fall- No Justice

Don’t Walk Away- No Justice

HALF HEARTED- We Three

When You Think of Me- JP Saxe

Let It Rain- David Nail, Sarah Buxton

What Are You Listening To?- Chris Stapleton

Crazyland- Eric Church

break my heart- Matt Hansen

Toxic Heart- Logan Michael

Before You Go- Lewis Capaldi

NIGHTMARES- Jordan Nix

Blue- laye

Self Sabotage- Abe Parker

Backseat (All I Got)- Sam MacPherson

Cold Black Mile- Ruston Kelly

Moving Target- Wild Rivers

Golden- Becca mancari

Part Of Me- Cian Ducrot

[hcppilyneveraxter]

[CISMALE, HE/HIM]. Hey, is that MICHAEL B. JORDAN, no that is just ZACHARIAH AVERY around Turtle Bay. I heard they are 33 years old, and their birthday is JANUARY 15TH, 1990. They rest their heads in the OCEANSIDE but they can mainly be found working as POLICE DETECTIVE. Some say they are CHARMING, HARDWORKING, PERSUASIVE and can be SERIOUS, UNFORGIVING, STUBBORN. If they had a theme song it would be, A SONG FOR DAD BY KEITH URBAN. I hear they are NATIVE, either way Turtle Bay is home and welcomes you!

BASICS:

Full Name: Zachariah Avery

Nicknames: Zach

Age: 33

DOB: January 15th, 1990

Hometown: Turtle Bay, South Carolina

Current location: Turtle Bay, South Carolina

Neighborhood: Oceanside

Occupation: Detective for TBPD

Gender: Male

Pronouns: He/Him

Sexuality: Bisexual

Relationship status: Single

Positive Traits: Charming, Hardworking, Persuasive

Negative Traits: Serious, Unforgiving, Stubborn

Theme song: A Song for Dad by Keith Urban

PHYSICAL APPEARANCE:

Face Claim: Michael B. Jordan

Hair color: Black

Eye color: Dark Brown

Height: 6 ft

Weight: 175 lbs

Build: Athletic

Tattoos: One with his last name, one for the TBPD, and a small one for his daughter Olivia

Piercings: None

FAMILY:

Mother: Destiny Avery

Father: Jerimiah Avery

Siblings: Isaiah Avery, Ashanti Avery

Children: Olivia, 10 (unbeknownst to everyone except Aunt Carrie)

Pet(s): Czechoslovakian Wolfdog named Ghost

BIO:

Growing up Zachariah Avery had everything he could ever wish for. He was surrounded by a warm and loving family, was well liked by his peers, and never wanted for anything. Sure his dad could be strict but Zach knew that they were Avery's and that meant there was a certain image they were expected to uphold. A reputation to protect Not only were they one of the founding families of Turtle Bay they were a black family in a predominately white town which Zachariah learned from a young age came with added scrutiny. As the oldest Zach took it upon himself to take care of his siblings and make sure they knew what was expected of them, often causing some friction particularly between he and Isaiah but Zachariah assured his siblings it was for their own interest. As a result, as they grew older Zach and his sister Ashanti remained close while Zach and his brother Isaiah grew further and further apart. Zay was far too lazy and selfish in Zachariah’s, opinion always putting himself and his desires before the family.

School was easy for Zach. He worked hard and got good grades, had a great group of friends, and played both basketball and soccer. From the time he was little Zachariah always knew he wanted to follow in his family’s footsteps. He respected the men that his father and his uncle Marcus had grown into and hoped that law enforcement would do the same for him. He had planned to join the police force right out of High School but his parents asked him to get a college degree first.

Zach settled on the University of North Carolina. It had a great criminal justice program and was close enough that he could still keep tabs on his family or make it home for family gatherings. It was during his senior year that Zachariah met Nicole Sunitha. She was in his criminal law class and he was immediately taken with her the moment he saw her walk through the door on the first day of class. As luck would have it they were paired together on a group project and Zach quickly fell for her intelligence in addition to her beauty. She was the full package. She challenged Zach for what felt like the first time in his life and it wasn't long before he fell in love.

The pair began dating and spent every moment they could get with each other, often wrapped in each other's arms. They had a beautiful love affair but as Zach's graduation rapidly approached he came to terms with the fact that they would never last. He had to return home to Turtle Bay and she had a couple years of classes left to take. He hadn't been home long when Nicole informed him that she was pregnant.

Zach knew how poorly this would reflect on his family if the word ever got out so he kept the whole thing a secret, only turning to his Aunt Carrie for advice. Zach had seen his daughter a few times over the years but mostly stuck to monetary support sending Nicole money every month and doing his best to support little Olivia from afar. He's managed to keep this quiet so far but in the back of Zach's mind he's always worried that one day his biggest secret could come to light and ruin his families reputation, one he's worked tirelessly to uphold, once and for all.

[mplaylistdiaries]

May 2018 Playlist

Summary: I feel like this playlist got a bit dark again and is still pretty short, but we’re just going to run with it for now. Anyways, this month was sort of weird because I started questioning my sexuality during this period. Now, I already knew that I was gay, or at least pansexual but I started questioning whether or not I really was either of them since I didn’t really feel sexually attracted to men or women. Unless, I built an intimate connection with them, but even then there’s not really a guarantee of that happening either. In addition, I was still technically hiding my sexuality from my parents and in this period I was seriously wondering whether or not I should wait until I graduated and moved out of my parents house to tell them about it or if I should try and do it now. Unfortunately, my sister didn’t really give me a choice on it since she decided to out me when I told my parents about her doing some drugs that made me seriously concerned about her safety. So, I suppose this playlist reflects all of the emotions and feelings I felt in that moment. 

PLAYLIST LINK

When Your An Addams by Addams Family Company

To Be A Princess by Barbie as the Princess and the Pauper

Our Word by Jessie Shelton & 36 Questions

Silent Scream by Anna Blue

Where is the Justice? by Jermey Jordan

My alcoholic friends by Dresden dolls

Say My Name by Alex Brightman, Sophia Anne Caruso, Kerry Butler, and Rob McClure

Radio Friendly Pop Song by Matt Fishel

Alive by Anthony Warlow

Youth by Daughter

First Burn by Julia Harriman, Lexi Lawson, Ari Afsar, Rachelle Ann Go, Shoba Narayan

When He Sees Me by Kimiko Glenn, Jessie Mueller, Keala Settle, and Waitress Ensemble

The Confrontation by Anthony Warlow

Meet Me On The Battlefield by SVRCINA

Blackout by In The Heights OBC

Beautiful by Barrett Wilbert Weed, Katie Ladner, Alice Lee, Jessica Keenan Wynn, Elle McLemore

Meet the Plastics by Grey Henson, Barrett Wilbert Weed, Taylor Louderman, Ashley Park, Kate Rockwell, Erika Henningsen

Anything You Can Do by Bernadette Peters & Tom Wopat

Candy Store by Jessica Keenan Wynn, Alice Lee, and Elle McLemore

There! Right There! by Amber Efe, Kate Shindle, Laura Bell Bunny, Manuel Herrera, Matthew Risch, and Legally Blonde Ensemble

The Smartphone Hour (Rich Set A Fire) by Katie Ladner, Katlyn Carlson, Lauren Marcus, “Be More Chill” Ensemble

Dear parents by Tate McRae

Heart of Stone by Natalie Paris & Six

One Normal Night by Addams Family Company

My Little Reason Why by Lisa Hannigan, aivi & surasshu, and Rebecca Sugar

The Campfire Song by Jonathan Raviv, Rob Rockicki, and Lightning Thief Musical Company

For the Record by Jonathan Groff, Jessie Shelton, and 36 Questions

Derek’s Tune by The Chieftains

It’s Over, Isn’t It? By Deedee Magno Hall & Steven Universe

Escapism by Steven Universe (ft. AJ Michalka, Grace Rolek, Zach Callison) 

Fuyu no hanashi by The Given {The Seasons} (Ft. Yano Shougo)

On My Own by Carrie Hope Fletcher

Waiting in the Wings by Eden Espinosa

My Grand Plan by Kristin Stokes & Rob Rockicki

Seishun Kyousoukyoku by Sambomaster

Running out of time by Vivo

Barbie 12 Dancing Princesses Theme Song by Arnie Roth

One Day by Tate McRae

That Distant Shore by Jennifer Paz & Steven Universe

Hikaru Nara by Goose House

Reasons to Stay by Kate Vogel

Rin by ASCA

Keep Your Head Up Princess by Anson Seabra

Ima made Nandomo by The Massmissle

RUST by ASCA

Ever After High by Keeley Bumford

FICTION by Sumika

Ophelia by The Lumineers

Silhouette by Rain Lee

“Talk to me” by Cavetown

Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story by OBC of Hamilton

[whimsicalmusiccenter]

My Top 100 Most Listened Songs of 2020

Happy 2021, everyone! 2020 was really something else so, like last year, I have put my top 100 songs of the year. I also compared this list to last year’s list. The legend of the list includes:

(=) means the song stayed in the same number as last year

(+) means the song went up in number compared to last year

(-) means the song went up in number compared to last year

(new) means the song entered the list this year

1. Blink cover by Rose Red ft. Yowane Haku, Kagamine Rin, Megurine Luka, GUMI, Kagamine Len, MEIKO, KAITO and Akita Neru (=)

2. Dionysus by BTS (+1)

3. Face My Fears (English Version) by Utada Hikaru (-1)

4. Show Yourself by Idina Menzel and Evan Rachel Wood (new)

5. Into the Unknown by Idina Menzel and AURORA (new)

6. Queen of Mean by Sarah Jeffrey (-1)

7. Rewrite the Stars by Zac Efron and Zendaya (+4)

8. Eternal Eternity by Junko Minagawa and Sayaka Ohara (-4)

9. Ready As I'll Ever Be by Jeremy Jordan, Mandy Moore, Zachary Levi, Clancy Brown and Eden Espinosa (-1) 

10. Nothing Left to Lose by Jeremy Jordan and Eden Espinosa (new)

11. Creation Girl Gretel by mothy ft. Kagamine Rin (+23)

12. Seven Crimes and Punishments by mothy ft. Kagamine Len and Rin, MEIKO, KAITO, Gakupo, GUMI, Hatsune Miku and Megurine Luka (-6)

13. Boy of the End Hansel by mothy ft. Kagamine Len  (+16)

14. Rolling Girl by Wowaka ft. Hatsune Miku (new)

15. Adolescence by Dios/Signal-P ft. Kagamine Len and Rin (-8)

16. Capriccio Farce by mothy ft. Kagamine Len and Rin, MEIKO, KAITO, Gakupo, GUMI, Hatsune Miku and Megurine Luka (-4)

17. Ex Wives by Studio Recording of Six the Musical (new)

18. Blessed Messiah and the Tower of Ai by Hitoshizuku-P x Yama ft. Kagamine Len and Rin, MEIKO, KAITO, Gakupo, GUMI, Hatsune Miku, MAYU, IA and Megurine Luka (new)

19. Alumina by Nightmare (+11)

20. Cinderella and a Poisoned Apple by luz (new)

21. Echo cover by LeeandLie (-11)

22. World Domination How-To by Neru ft. Kagamine Len and Rin (+28)

23. In My World by Rookiez is Punk'd (-10)

24. Kill the Lights by Set It Off (new)

25. A Tale of Six Trillion Years and a Night by kemu ft. IA (-5)

26. Kill This Love by BLACKPINK (+46)

27. LOVELESSxxx by SCL Project and natsuP ft. Kagamine Len, KAITO and Gakupo (=)

28. The Fifth Pierrot by mothy ft. Kagamine Len, GUMI and Megurine Luka (+21)

29. Love Shot by EXO (-14)

30. Monochrome no Kiss by SID (-13)

31. It's You by Henry (-15)

32. Ma Survival by mothy ft. Megurine Luka, Nekomura Iroha, SF-A2 miki, Lily (+11)

33. Jopping by SuperM (new)

34. Prisoner by Miyano Mamoru (-15)

35. Escape of Salmhofer the Witch by mothy ft. MEIKO (+11)

36. Jekyll and Hyde by Fantastic Planets (EruP) ft. Hatsune Miku and IA (+6)

37. Fool by Ken (VIXX) (+14)

38. Fake Love by BTS (-17)

39. Re_Re cover by LeeandLie (-17)

40. Re:birthed by Hitoshizuku-P x Yama ft. Kagamine Len and Rin (+35)

41. Blue Bird by Ikimono-gakari (new)

42. I'm the Bad Guy cover by annapantsu (+5)

43. Lifelight by Abby Trott (-6)

44. The Other Side by Hugh Jackman and Zac Efron (new)

45. The Truth Untold by BTS ft. Steve Aoki (-27)

46. Idol by BTS (-37)

47. CROWN by Z. TAO (-9)

48. El Dorado by EXO (-25)

49. The Lost One's Weeping by Neru ft. Kagamine Rin (+9)

50. A Million Dreams by Hugh Jackman, Michelle Williams and Ziv Zaifman (new)

51. Sarcasm by Get Scared (+16)

52. Unravel by T.K (+7)

53. Corrupted Flower by Hitoshizuku-P x Yama ft. Kagamine Len and Rin (+2)

54. The Lost Memory by SCL Project and natsuP ft. Kagamine Len, KAITO and Gakupo (-30)

55. Guren no Yumiya cover by LeeandLie (+24)

56. Overlap by Kimeru (-8)

57. Servant of Evil by mothy ft. Kagamine Len and Rin (+13)

58. The Song I Heard Somewhere by mothy ft. Nekomura Iroha (+19)

59. With You by AAA (+6)

60. X.U. cover by LeeandLie (+18)

61. Okaasan by Machigerita-P ft. Hatsune Miku (new)

62. Pure Love Restraint by Wakacha ft. Kagamine Len (+19)

63. Haru Haru by Big Bang (-22)

64. The Horror of Our Love by Ludo (-7) 

65. Where is the Justice by Jeremy Jordan and others (new)

66. Confrontation by Anthony Warlow (+14)

67. Daughter of Evil by mothy ft. Kagamine Rin (-28) 

68. Celoso by Lele Pons (-54)

69. Let Me Out by NU'EST W (-38)

70. Spring Day by BTS (-14)

71. Airplane Pt. 2 by BTS (=)

72. Don't Think Twice (English Version) by Utada Hikaru (-10)

73. HELLEVATOR by Stray Kids (-21)

74. Let's Not Fall In Love by Big Bang (new)

75. Night Falls by Dove Cameron, China Anne McClain, Sofia Carson, Booboo Stewart, Cameron Boyce, Thomas Doherty and Dylan Playfair (-12)

76. Sanctuary by Utada Hikaru (-7)

77. Closer cover by LeeandLie ft. PelleK (-44)

78. Shadow Kiss by MeseMoa (-14)

79. Epiphany by Kim Seokjin (-54)  

80. I NEED U by BTS (+7)

81. Madness of Duke Venomania by mothy ft. Gakupo, Hatsune Miku, Megurine Luka, GUMI, MEIKO and KAITO (-37)

82. Simple and Clean by Utada Hikaru (+12)

83. MAMA by EXO (-15)

84. Can You Hear My Heart by Epik High ft. Lee Hi (-58)

85. Crossing Field cover by LeeandLie (-12)

86. Danger by BTS (-51)

87. Familiar by Zach Callison (-4)

88. For You by EXO-CBX (-56)

89. Que Fue Del Amor by RBD (new)

90. Comatose by Skillet (-6)

91. Don't Leave Me by BTS (-46)

92. Lotto by EXO (-56)

93. Not Today by BTS (-40)

94. They're Only Human by Eric Anderson and Carrie Manolakos (new)

95. Skydive by B.A.P. (-67)

96. Glass no Hitomi by SID (-6)

97. Blink by mothy ft. Kagamine Rin (-9)

98. Unravel (Rock Version) cover by LeeandLie (-44)

99. Tempo by EXO (-7)

100. Loser by Big Bang (-24)

[intoafandom]

MASTERLIST2

Edits

Boston Bruins

Joakim Nordstrom, Sean Kuraly, Par Lindholm, Chris Wagner, Noel Acciari: river by bishop briggs

Bruins: don’t worry by madcon

Brad Marchand and Kevan Miller: love runs out by one republic

Patrice Bergeron: tonight by enrique iglesias

Anders Bjork: domino by jessie j

Bruins: better days by one republic

Anders Bjork: symphony by clean bandit ft zara larsson

Bruins: breezeblocks by alt-J (soundcloud edit)

Par Lindholm and Anders Bjork: strange by lp

Bruins: Geronimo by sheppard

Bruins: we are by keke palmer

Zdeno Chara, Torey Krug, Jake Debrusk, Matt Grzelcyk: right now by one direction

Kevan Miller, Joakim Nordstrom, Karson Kuhlman, Brett Ritchie, Zach Senyshyn, Jakub Zboril: through the dark by one direction

Torey Krug: wonder by Shawn Mendes

Jake Debrusk: XO by Beyoncé

Joakim Nordstrom: one more drink by gjan

Brandon Carlo: nobody by james arthur

Colby and Emily Cave: hold on by extreme music

Charlie McAvoy: 21 by Gracie Abrams

Zdeno Chara: mr loverman by ricky montgomery

Matt Grzelcyk: one last time by ariana grande

Bruins: i dont care by ed sheeran ft justin bieber

Sean Kuraly: waka waka by shakira

Trent Frederic: ruin my life by zara larsson

Par Lindholm: before you go by lewis capaldi

Bruins: Barbie Girl by Aqua

Bruins: Not your barbie girl by ava max

Charlie Coyle: wind it up by todrick hall

Brandon Carlo and Trent Frederic: Judas by lady gaga

Tuukka Rask: hey mama by david guetta

Jake DeBrusk: lush life (acoustic version) by zara larsson

Torey Krug: wish u were here by cody simpson

Anders Bjork: till forever falls apart by ashe and finneas

David Krejci, Jeremy Lauzon, and Connor Clifton: 305 by Shawn Mendes

Brad Marchand: can’t stop dancing by becky g

Bruins: handclap by fitz and the tantrums

David Pastrnak: la da dee by cody simpson

Chris Wagner: dynamite by taio cruz

Boston Bruins: line without a hook by ricky montgomery

Zdeno Chara and Charlie McAvoy: only ticket home by gavin james

Trent Frederic: personal by HRVY

David Pastrnak and Rebecca Rohlsson: falling apart by michael schulte

Jake DeBrusk and Charlie Coyle: feel again by onerepublic

Kevan Miller: soldier by gavin degraw

Brandon Carlo: international love by pitbull

Jeremy Lauzon: be together by major lazer (vanic remix)

Patrice Bergeron: lady killers by g-eazy

Sean Kuraly: happier by Olivia Rodrigo

David Krejci: before i go by mimi webb

Anders Bjork: high on life by martin garrix

Brandon Carlo, Chris Wagner, Charlie Coyle, Brad Marchand, Sean Kuraly: freak the freak out by victoria justice

Charlie Coyle and Danielle Hooper: love story by taylor swift

Sean Kuraly and Jake DeBrusk: collide by rachel platten

Connor & Amanda Clifton, Charlie Coyle & Danielle Hooper, Brandon & Wren Carlo + Mayson Corbett, Chris & Kate Wagner, John and Elizabeth Moore + kids, David Pastrnak & Rebecca Rohlsson, Taylor Hall & Rachel Rush, and Torey & Melanie Krug + kids: love somebody by maroon 5

Bruins: the boys are back by dropkick murphys

Bruins: let the games begin by AJR

Karson Kuhlman: boyfriend material by ariana grande

Sophia Jurkztowicz: bind your love by cher lloyd

Charlie McAvoy: live while we’re young by one direction

Bruins: deadwood by really slow motion

Jake DeBrusk: slipping through my fingers by meryl streep

Jeremy Swayman: rock bottom by hailee steinfeld

Bruins: more by usher (RedOne Jimmy Joker remix)

Taylor Hall: groove by jack & jack

John Moore: rather be by clean bandit

Jeremy Swayman: big girls dont cry by fergie

Katrina Marchand: teenage dream by katy perry

Brandon Carlo: birthday by katy perry

Jake DeBrusk: walking in the wind by one direction

Katrina Marchand, Sophia Jurksztowicz, Jordyn DeBrusk, Melanie Krug, Emily Cave, Danielle Hooper, Stephanie Bertrand, and Rebecca Rohlsson: Grace by lewis capaldi

Charlie McAvoy: Make me like you by gwen stefani

Bruins: poker face by lady gaga

Matt Grzelcyk: Blank space by taylor swift

Tuukka Rask: que viva la vida by wisin

David Pastrnak and Torey Krug: so what by pink

Trent Frederic: maniac by conan gray

Tuukka Rask: take on the world by take me at six

Jack Studnicka: new light by john mayer

Marvel

Peter parker: secrets by one republic

Robert Downey Jr: mr brightside by the killers

Tony Stark and Peter Parker: both of us by taylor swift and b. o. b.

Spider Man No Way Home trailer: roaring 20s by panic at the disco

Spider man: no way home: va va voom by nicki minaj

Spider man no way home: spidey bells

Spider-Man No Way Home (spidey trio): missing you by the vamps

Random

Anton Khudobin: part of me by katy perry

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Mac Jones: falling apart by michael schulte

Sean Kuraly: ophelia by the lumineers

Tom Brady: the man by aloe blacc

The mighty Quinn: superheroes by the script

[spacewlkr]

ok SO heres my initial thoughts&feelings after literally just having finished the new bojack season

- ANA IS BACK!!!!! my fav character and ya i wont say she was being the greatest but i lov her and the fact that she was back makes me happy if only because it means supporting chars dont have to be obsolete once theyre not playing an active part in the life of a main character

- speaking of, im glad we saw ralph and stefani again. i liked him and pc and its fine if theyre not back 2gether but i wish they couldve worked it out or at least have gotten closure. him an\d stefani are nice characters and who knows? im jst glad theyre not gone

- im sad abt pb and diane, man. not to sound like some het apologist here but jst like w pc and ralph i liked them! at first i liked that pb wasnt bojack but over the seasons i grew to like them and i knew theyd divorce but im jst sad abt it all and esp that pb proposed to pickles as if that wont be his fourth marriage. i wanna see angry pb, hurt pb, real pb learning from his mistakes and if he cant do that to the point of a fourth marriage .. he said hes an old dog who wont learn new tricks but this aint working for me. i wanna see ‘bojack how could you kiss my girlfriend’ pb, ‘do they know things ft zach braff why dont you like me’ pb, ‘crying over my brothers twisted spleen’ pb. the good thing abt this show is that characters can be archetypes like pb is the foil to bojacks cynic, but they are allowed to be more than that, and im sad that pb didnt get to be more than that. i genuinely feel like theyre wasting him as a character in moments like the proposal

- speaking of wasted potential, todds arc was a boring mess. listen i didnt care abt this arc in the first place but the least you can do is not have it be all over the place! s4 did a better job at the whole ace storyline and this whole thing was a mess. also, the whole meeting yolandas parants thing was rly cringey and i think i like todd at his best in his more serious roles when he interacts w bojack, which he rarely does these days. i liked him living w pc though, it was nice

- pcs arc is amazing and i lov her character every single season! she deserves happiness and her focus episodes and arcs hit every damn time! its never bad! the amelia earhart story was one of my favourite episodes this season, if not my favourite. on a sidenote, the ending credits were amazing. in general i loved the different versions of back in the 90s but that one was my fav

- i also loved the ep w diane going to vietnam and it was a rly nicely paced episode and im glad they do justice to smth serious that people can relate to. ive heard ppl say good things and it was jst. it was good

- free churro was a ride and i think it was a good one but also its. its hard to place obviously. but it didnt bore me which i think was the one thing it needed to avoid being so thats good

- ppl put bojack in this list of chars men look up to that are actually pieces of garbage; rick sanchez, walter white, etc. id say now theres no way to excuse this shit anymore but look at what happened in bb, even walter saying hes the bad guy still had people liking him more than skylar because society hates women lol. but im uncomfortable w what he did. a lot more than i ever was w what happened to penny and sarah lynn. in fact i dont even blame him for what happened to sarah lynn when they were on a mutual bender of destruction! penny obviously was entirely on him. but how can i watch a show w a main character that has such a long ass list of shitty things and still root for him? everyone roots for bojack to be okay as opposed to in bb where you end up rooting against walt and for jesse (and logically skylar but hey. ppl didnt get the memo that abusers shouldnt be picked over female characters) but you root for bojack because the show is abt his mental health issues, substance abuse, etc. his struggle. and you want him to be better not as a farce but because you cant watch someone spiral out of control for ten seasons. and im not sure i can root for someone that chokes a woman. but also i saw it happen like an hr ago so i need to process basically the entire season! its. its a lot

[beautyinsteadofashes]

RULES: Answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better.

tagged by @jeremymichaeljordan Thank you!

GENDER: Female

STAR SIGN: Gemini (although it isn’t always accurate)

HEIGHT: idek actually somewhere between 5.6-5.8

TIME: 8:01pm

FAVORITE BANDS: Thriving Ivory (if they ever stay together) and One Republic OMG HOW COULD I FORGET BEARS DEN

FAVORITE SOLO ARTISTS: Every cover that Jeremy does is gold obviously, James Bay, Sleeping At Last is just one guy right?, Phil Whickman, James Arthur

SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD: Hold Back the River

LAST TV SHOW I WATCHED: I’m about to watch Timeless

WHEN DID I CREATE MY BLOG: June 2011

WHAT DO I POST: Musicals, CW Shows, NBC shows, social justice, Christian Stuff, random ramblings, Lee Pace, Jeremy Jordan, Zach Adkins, Michael Arden and Laura Osnes etc etc etc

LAST THING I GOOGLED: how to convert cms to ft and inches because metric system

DO I HAVE OTHER BLOGS: yes @theenjoninesquad and @delayeddrabbles

DO I GET ASKS: sometimes

FOLLOWING: 2,668 (i’m trash i know)

FOLLOWERS: 1,165

FAVORITE COLOURS: Purple, Green and like a Dark Pink/Red

AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 6-9 I either under sleep or over sleep

LUCKY NUMBERS: 6

INSTRUMENTS: currently guitar, previously flute and keyboard

WHAT AM I WEARING: purple v neck and jeans

HOW MANY BLANKETS I SLEEP WITH: 2 but i kick them off

DREAM JOB: just like save the world honestly i don’t know how. On that note. PLEASE DONATE TO DESTINY RESCUE  - https://www.destinyrescue.org/us/who-we-are/about-us/

DREAM TRIP: i’m weird cause like...Myanmar, Zimbabwe, Uganda, like the real messy places. I kinda want to do South America but it’s scary.

FAVOURITE FOOD: anything with like creamy mushrooms in it

NATIONALITY: Kiwi

FAVOURITE SONG RIGHT NOW: This Is It by Thriving Ivory

Tagging: @zacharyadkins @bodierook (if you want) @whyhasthemadnessoccured @glindatiggular​ @theragamuffininitiative​ @adkinsdmitry​ @obi-wann-cannoli​ @roguetimebot 

And anyone who wants to!

[abhisheksingh098]

Dragon Ball Super Rap Cypher Lyrics - Daddyphatsnaps

Dragon Ball Super Rap Cypher Lyrics - Daddyphatsnaps

Dragon Ball Super Rap Cypher | "Tournament Of Power" | Daddyphatsnaps ft Rustage, Fabvl, NLJ & More! 

[lyrics]:-

Vegeta (Shwabadi):-

Aah! It's the warrior, formerly known as the prince of Saiyans I'm done playing Galick Gun, you gon' really see purple raining I've been training hyperbolic, the muscle mass that I'm gaining It's in no way hyperbolic when I say I'll crush your face in Erasing entire nations, but I joined the crew Kakarot is on my spot, I got a point to prove I put beams to Beans like I destroy Senzu My finger's like a cannon, I just point and shoot yuh Piccolo (Sl!ck):-

They been killing my people, green lives matter Special beam on the cannon I'll blast ya Take one of mines I take one of yours So tell Frieza that I'm coming for frost Never been OK with taking a loss, for Eighteen bet I'm taking a stance Challenge me you end up in the stands, I don't care, you invisible man You ain't invincible man, for my squad I will line up a fade Don't matter who you is I'm not afraid, anyone can get this hellzone grenade Infinite arms for enemies who wage, war on the Z Fighters, I'm a rider And my adopted son I will die for take a bullet to the heart no lie bruh Frieza (Connor Quest):-

Coldest to enter the tournament, temperatures fallen, a death at my order is never ignored Wreck a whole planet as simple as breaking an ornament, take it by force Step to an emperor, that's not a clever thought Got a rebirth like the renaissance, bow to my beck and call I'm a threat to all when I get these balls, like Messi scoring I'm not gunna let no monkey jump me, turn 'um into dust abruptly Burn up when I'm bursting one beam, beat, no Bean can provide you enough recovery Halo but I'm no angel Get disposed treat um like Dyspo I'mma A-hole, make it so painful Get killed, don't tell me chill bro Majin Buu (GameboyJones):-

You can't beat this pink up cause this pink gon' beat up you You can't hit it, I'm committed, so stop calling me your boo Man I slept right through the tournament, they found somebody cooler But if I was in it best believe it would of ended sooner If you messing with my dogs best believe I'm bout to snap Baba Yaga anybody and I mean it, that's no cap Now I really think it's funny that you think that you can hurt me bitch Shit ain't sweet around here, I'll turn you into a Hershey Kiss Dyspo (Zach Boucher):-

I'm not the one they're gonna hit, it's all on you when you miss I follow my wits and you aren't comparing a bit, honestly though, we don't mix You shouldn't exist, I guess that it's coming to this, I don't really feel at risk Talk about twist, throw out all the doubts, so I do it quick, they won't get me out, but I'll keep it swift They couldn't compete, they're a little weak, if up against me, I've won it I ain't ever gonna leave 'til I'm at the peak, you better believe in justice Think you have it, but you see, you're nothing And they wanna challenge me? They're bluffing Made an incredible feat pretty easily Get ready to meet destruction Kefla (Savvy Hyuga):-

Piss me off, I'll take your planet No small moves, we go gigantic Test me and I'll show you manic Fusion got you in a panic Flying around with can't see me speed If you doubting me, bring receipts or heat Two baddies linked with the instinct to feast Legendary treat, so bring me the fresh meat Let's take a look at your mistakes You underestimating plays And as these consequences weigh I'm only seeing you as pray You waste of space ha With attempts so lame You need to learn your place I am the race that can't be tamed Goku (Dreaded Yasuke):-

I'm Goku for most, Kakarot for some I'm a fighting genius, but y'all thinking I'm dumb I'm just having fun beating down all you bums Try defeating me gonna take longer than prince Vegeta's crown to come KameHameHa make ocean waves, enemies gotta role to play When they comes to be target practice in the open plains Cause you facing a god, so who wanna get tossed See no flaws inside of my orange Gi, that's what I call my secret sauce Android 17 (Rustage):-

Blast Ki, I fire them Fast speed, no Cyberman No heartbeat, no vitamins A park keep, in retirement You tussle with terrible bots Trying no trouble to topple the top Guess I'm a god, guns are on lock Doing my duty like Robocop, uh Fighting psychopaths, no Tony Stark I'm Iron Man I blow apart your fibers and exterminate, my final plan This is my reality, grappling with mortality Won't phone it in, this Androids making plays around the galaxy Hit (NonelikeJoshua):-

If you want to fight me, then it's over in a bit I got my hands within my pocket like I never gave a shit Because you'll never see me coming, let me hear it that you quit You know that I'm the kind of purp that's smoking you in one Hit Kill this power tournament, and I'ma do it all with ease Within a second, I'm wrecking my universe's enemies I got a contract for all of you, only doing guarantees You'll be catching these hands like a cold in my time freeze Skipping the time, flipping your mind, but I'm never killing behind Been more alive than any one of you guys, that's why you running like a child Till I appear in front of your eyes then I'll lie to Jiren, saying I'm the reason his parents died And still survive, my skills are high, you will do time, be still inside this little prison of mine You're lucky that I can't assassinate, I know the cost But you know that it's too late whenever my coat comes off Toppo (Divide Music):-

I got an iron fist, justice served to the peoples, evils And I don't miss, immediate leave no sequels, equals Are far from this, no time to reminisce Can you take a KameHameHa without getting blitz'd and calling quits? No Never see it coming, no evil will ever occupy The energy of destruction, I caught em blind with my god Ki It's all about respect, your motives will be checked With the pride of the troopers you'll have nothing to recollect, oh Jiren (Daddyphatsnaps):-

More than just a killer bitch, I'm stealing every aux cord Dropping every horde and that wasn't in my top form Heard you had a couple bars, yea the battle got warm Let me turn this heater up and make these kiddies bop more It has started and I am its incarnate You're the target, there are levels to this mine it isn't charted Ice cold keep it arctic, I'm stone been the hardest Lurking in the shadows til the troopers need a man departed Alex energy, what is Goku, you can never better me And when you fuse together then your life's in double jeopardy Anyone who isn't just, just another enemy Beat Kefla till she's black, what I like my women ebony Call me One Punch Man, swing knocked dead So smooth cause I'm coming off the Toppo the head dude I ain't even shown you half of my ability I'm in a different universe, you Krillins never killing me Zeno (Fabvl):-

Yeah, who would dare summon me? Sick of all the talking, every god bend the knee I'm feeling finished Universe's fail, they're simply meant to be diminished You been breaking limits I created limits Ill tempered, I could change my mind and make you pay Tournament of power? More like gathering of slaves Please appoint the person who's responsible, I gave Everyone a chance it's time existence went away

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[bujo-ie]

21 and 94?

thanks for the ask! i’m gonna assume this is for the ‘massive ask post (+100)’ post because no other ask post i reblogged seems to go this high lmao

21. top 5 songs♩ ♪ ♫ ♬oooooooooooooooooooooooooohh♩ ♪ ♫ ♬

we were friends - in love with a ghost

idk if this is a song?? but it’s beautiful

(let’s go is my favorite album)

drops (ft. tom bailey) - fkj

yosm (ft. woozi from SEVENTEEN) - kanto

is there somewhere - halsey

without you - oh wonder

more recs because i cannot leave these out

like, every apollo justice: ace attorney soundtrack because even though 80% of the cases in this game were not good?? the music was so bomb

also how do i NOT mention the video game franchise that i love so much i made a damn blog over them (check me out at @court-ships even though it’s inactive bc im always on this account LMAO)

this thing i’m currently listening to; dancing on my own - robyn

bloodstream - ed sheeran

EVERY SONG BY SEVENTEEN (esp trauma + without you ok)\

94. history or geography?they really go hand in hand, but i’d say history. i like anecdotes, and i love learning about this little dumb (or amazing!) moments in historyalso PATTERNS. history doesn’t repeat itself, but it often rhymes. (cinnamon bun zach kornfeld said this in an insta post dont kill me)

this post had a lot of my fandom hints lmao

send more asks based on this post! i’d love to answer more :))

ALSO send prompts, colors, words, whatever for moodboards!! i love making those and would love more requests for those!

[kynky]

STRICTLY BASS. AUGUST UPDATE

TRACKLISTING

Aquarius – K Theory

Baba Yaga – Stranguh

Back – Wooli

Back – Katdrop

Back On the Set – Franky Nuts

A Beautiful Mind – Butch Clancy

Blow Chunk – Ecraze

Calibrate – JD. Reid

Chat Culture – Jessica Audiffred, Exile Di Brave

Chosen – Ricky Remedy, Diplo, Tunji Ige

Chupacabra – Carnage, Ape Drums

Circle Pit – PhaseOne, Virus Syndicate

Clap Back – Terravita, p0gman

Clockwork – Chime, Desembra, Tigers

Dead – Drezo

Deja Vu – Caspa

Diluted Brains – Rezz

Dip – Pierce

Dolphin Safe – Dirt Monkey, DMVU

Domino – Borgore, Mad Cobra

Don't Make Sense – Conrank, Son of Kick, Marger

Don't Tell – Pasdat

Don't Waste Time (feat. Tate Kobang) – i-DEE, Shiftee, Tate Kobang

Dynamite – Outrun, Flux Pavilion

The Elks – West1ne

Entering the Future – Figure, Kool Keith

The Fall – Stadiumx, BISHØP

Familiar - Seek N Destroy Remix – Why So Serious, Seek N Destroy

Feel The Rhythm - Ketatonic Remix – Groove Mind, Ketatonic

Follow - Zomboy Remix – Bro Safari, Zomboy

Fortress – Mad Zach, Safire

Fractures (Trivecta Remix) [feat. Nevve] – Illenium, Trivecta, Nevve

Get Wild Go Hard – Wildstylez, Hard Driver

get you back – DE DE MOUSE

Giant Squiddim – Herobust, Monxx

Good News – DJ Shadow

Got Your Love – Dirtyphonics, Riot

Hellfire – Holly, Blaqout

Hench – XaeboR

Here With You – Lost Frequencies, Netsky

In The Pit (feat. Terror Bass) – Lil Jon, Skellism, Terror Bass

Indifferent (feat. Lūx) – Code:Pandorum, Lux

Jump (feat. Nevve) – DROELOE, Nevve

Killem With The Sound – Hi I'm Ghost

Lazr – Zblu

Lets Get It – TWO OWLS

Like This – not sorry, Wild Boyz!

Loco – Konus

Lullaby - Chime Remix – Chime, LoneMoon

Lurk Work – Notixx

Marijade – RayRay

Massive – Jantsen, Dirt Monkey, Notixx

Mo Fire – Gentlemens Club

Moonwalk – Nato Feelz

Movements – Skuls

Needle – Vorso

Nerve Gear – INF1N1TE

No Curve Ft. Mikey Ceaser – Lifecycle, Franky Nuts, Mikey Ceaser

Of Course I Still Love You – Champagne Drip

Over the Edge (feat. AU8UST) – Kayzo, Gammer, AU8UST

Part I - Krayysh Remix – Kill The Noise, Mat Zo, Krayysh

Pity – Oolacile, Code:Pandorum

Police Dem – Goja, KG Man

Pull Up On Me (feat. YAS) – Alizzz, YAS

Pushchair – Kai Whiston

Rage Quit VIP Ft. P Money & Blacks – Megalodon

Rail Breaker (feat. Rico Act) – Riot Ten, Rico Act

Reaction Time – Terravita, Gamble & Burke

Reign – KTRL

Rotten Ft. Bok Nero – Zomboy, Bok Nero

Saint Laurent – DJ Sliink, Skrillex, Wale, Austin Millz

Savages – Borgore

Shibuya – Hugeative, Zetta

Sneakers – Akira Akira

Spaceboss - Protohype Remix – Liquid Stranger, Protohype, Space Jesus

Step by Step – Slushii

Swerve – Point.Blank

Take You Back – Gentlemens Club

Tears Of A Social Justice Warrior – High Rankin

Tetris – Bad Company UK

That Sound – Reach, Slips & Slurs

Thief (INF1N1TE & Konus Remix) – Pavlo, INF1N1TE, Konus

This Moment - Back To The Rave C&S Remix – Chase & Status And Blossoms

Throw Down – SUB-human

Till I Make It (feat. Tima Dee) – Dion Timmer, Tima Dee

Touch Absence – Lanark Artefax

Tweakrrs Revenge – Moody Good

Up Down Center Inside – Jef Miles

Void Piercer – SIXIS

Walk – Jarvis

Walking – Stanton Warriors

Want Me – Lenny, $OViET KiD

We Go – Buku

We Out – SLANDER, Stoltenhoff

Whale Man – Esseks, kLL sMTH

What! – Sound In Noise

Where The Wild Things Are – Zeds Dead, Illenium

Would You Ever – Skrillex, Poo Bear

Wrong Whuchuu – Bommer

Young & Dangerous Ft. Kato – Zomboy, KATO 

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[samandcolbyownme]

Summary: Anon request - "But what about reader and Zach like having Seggs 20 minutes before the podcast so that during the podcast reader is just next to Zach and like holding his hand and kinda just after sex clingy but before the cameras start rolling they have a cute little moment in the studio while everyone's there like Tara Alissa ad jared and they just think it's the cutest sorry if this is stupid" 

Warnings: SMUT18+, strong language, the smut will be right off of the bat so be prepared, hair pulling, unprotected sex, banter from Zach, flirting, post sex clingy-ness, fluff 

Word count: 3.1K | not edited 

This is my first solo Zach one shot. Enjoy! 

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"We got twenty minutes before show time." 

Zach squeezes your shoulders and you turn your head, "Twenty you say?" A smirk grows across your lips as he nods and you turns around to face him, "Lead the way, babe." 

"That's my girl." He smirks, sliding his hand down to meet yours. His fingers interlock with yours before he pulls you with him down the hall and up the steps. 

He pushes open a door, pulling you in. He shuts the door with your body, pinning it against as he reaches down to twist the lock. 

Your lips crash together in a fiery embrace, your hands on either side of his neck. 

He leans down, hooking his hands on the back of your thighs and lifts you up and your legs move to their place around his waist. 

He moves to kiss down your neck, a small moan escapes your lips as your hand moves to slide through his hair, and your head tilts to give him more room. 

"Mm." You whimper, "Not much time." 

"Yeah, yeah. You and your time." He sets you down, a smile on his lips as he shrugs off his black leather jacket. 

You tilt your head, "Did you wear that for me?" 

He shrugs, "Maybe." 

"It's hot." You scrunch up your nose, smirking as you lean down to take off your pants and underwear. He lays his fingers under your chin, "I know." 

He smirks and undoes his belt, pushing his jeans and boxers down just enough for his cock to spring free. 

"You're so full of yourself, you know that?" You wrap your arms around his neck, jumping up for him to catch you. 

He laughs, "Yeah, you're about to be full of me, too." 

You bite down on your lip, resting your head back against the door as you feel him guide his cock into your already soaked entrance. 

You let out a gasp, your fingers grasping the hair at the nape of his neck, "Shit." 

A low groan escapes his lips as rests for a quick moment. He slides his arms under your legs and begins to thrusts. 

You tilt your head down, lips parted, brows furrowed as you stare at him, whimpering and moaning out his name, "Z-Zach.. yesyesyes." 

Your back arches against the door, nails dig into his skin, "Fuck fuck fuck." 

His lip is pulled between his teeth, breath growing faster and faster with each thrusts, "You feel so good." 

He pulls you away from the door, moving you over to lay on the bed. His body over yours as he resumes his thrusts. 

Your arms wrap tightly around his neck, "S-so close. So close." 

His lips kiss your neck, moving up towards your lips, "Cum for me, babe. You can do it." He slides a hand down, gripping your upper thigh, "Cause I'm right there with ya." 

Your back arches off the best, chest pressing against his as your walls tighten around him. His name leaves your lips in a slightly loud tone. 

"S-Shi-" you gasp, clinging to him as you cum. He groans as he feels your walls pulsating around him, urging him to cum next. 

You feel his cock slip out and his cum spills onto your waist with a moan from his lips. 

He tilts his head down, smirking as he admires how you look under him, "We can pick up where we left off after." 

You look at him and he winks, which causes you to giggle, "Sounds good to me." You watch as he moves off of you, bending down to pick up a towel for you to wipe off with. 

Once clean, you stand up and take your pants from him. You slip on your panties and put on your pants and fix your hair. 

"Oh.." you walk over to Zach, "hold on." You reach up, fixing his hair and he smiles at you, "My own personal hairdresser. Gotta love it." 

You roll your eyes, "Uh huh." You smile, "alright. Come on." 

He smiles, taking your hand into his and he unlocks the door and you walk out with him, making your way down the steps to find everyone ready to roll. 

Everyone on the set knew you and Zach were a thing. 

Hell, they called it before you and Zach even thought of it. 

"Ew. I know what you two were doing." Jared points and Zach taps his chin, "Did you know you have something right there?" 

Jared wipes his face, "What? What is it?" 

"Jealousy." Zach laughs and leads you over to your seat. Jared scoffs, "No. that's not at all-" he turns to Alyssa, "Is there really something on my chin?" 

Alyssa laughs, "No, Jared. He's fucking with you." 

"You asshole." Jared laughs and walks to his seat. Tara comes in, "Sorry I'm late, but I'm here." 

"Oh my god, you brought Sugar!" You lean down, holding out your hands for Tara's dog to come over to you, "Hi baby!" 

You pick him up and set him on your lap. 

Tara comes over, sitting down on the other end of the bench, "He got all excited when I said we're going to see you." 

"Oh my god, that's adorable." You smile, leaning down to kiss the top of his head. 

You look up at Zach and his eyes are just glued to you, "Such a cute little puppy." He smirks, "Sugar is cute, too, I guess." 

Your mouth drops but you can't help but laugh, "Rude." 

He shrugs, "I gotta pick on you, you know that." 

"You guys are so cute, it actually kind of hurts." Alyssa says with a laugh and Tara nods, "No I was actually thinking the same thing." 

You can feel your cheeks heating up and you move your hand as Sugar moves towards Tara, "Alright, let's do this." 

You, along with everyone else, puts on their headphones and you look at Zach. He looks at Alyssa and she gives him a thumbs up. 

"Hello everybody, welcome back or welcome to Dropouts!" Zach starts out, "We have a pretty full house today, every mic is taken." 

He looks around, "Did anyone have to do that thing in school where they had to go around and say their name and one thing about themselves because I think that's what we should do." 

"Are you serious?" Jared laughs and Zach gives him a serious, plain look, "Dead, and you can start." 

Jared sighs, "What's up. I'm Jared, I'm nineteen and I never fucking learned how to read." 

You and Tara instantly burst out laughing. 

"That was good!" You point to Jared, "I honestly wasn't expecting that." Tara leans over, laughing, "Oh my god." 

Alyssa laughs, pointing to Zach, "Do you know what he's referencing?" 

"Isn't that a video from the now prehistoric app, Vine?" Zach asks and Jared dies laughing, "Correct." 

Zach raises his brows, "Oh my god, anyway." He tries not to laugh and nods to Tara to go. She takes a deep breath, "I'm Tara and I'm the First Lady of juicy couture." 

You point to her, "You sure are." 

She laughs and motions for you to go, "I'm y/n, and I'm-" 

Zach cuts you off, "Totally in love with Zach Justice." 

Everyone goes silent and you look over at him, "I mean, that's kind of obvious I thought." You laugh reaching your hand out, "But yeah, we can go with that." 

Zach smiles and takes your fingers into his. You move closer to the end of the bench, if it was possible to be right next to him you would. 

You always get clingy after sex, and doing a show right after was rough because you just want to cuddle him, but that isn't an available option right now. 

"So cute it hurts." Jared winces and sighs. 

"Actually, can we talk about that for a second?" Tara leans into her mic, smiling as she points between you and Zach. 

"You mean yap?" Zach rolls his eyes, thumb rubbing over your fingers. 

Tara laughs slightly, "Well yeah, but first we can let Alyssa say her name and the one thing you're forcing us all to say." 

"Do I have a gun to your head?" Zach looks at Alyssa, "Can we make it clear that I am not standing behind you holding something to your head and forcing you to read a script?" 

"I mean, yeah. Zach is totally not standing behind me forcing me to read something that he wrote out on a piece of paper." Alyssa laughs, "I'm Alyssa, and I just love this job so much." 

You smile, looking back at Tara, "What do you wanna talk about?" 

"Yap." Zach corrects you, "It's never just talking with her." 

You squeeze his hand, "Be nice." You smile and Zach nods, "Yes mom. I mean, ma'am." 

"Dude." Jared laughs, shaking his head, "Nice save." 

Zach smirks and looks at Tara and Tara sighs, "Well first off, is it okay that we talk about this? Like I know that you guys kind of were keeping it just between us five." 

You look at Zach and he shrugs, "Bound to get out at some point, might as well come from the Queen yapper herself." 

Tara smirk, "Aw, Zach. You think I'm a Queen?" 

"Oh yapland. Sure." Zach tries not to laugh, but you laugh, "I'm getting you a tiara that says that." 

"Oh my god, please do." Tara laughs, "Okay, so anyway. For the listeners of this podcast, what we're talking about right now is the fact that y/n and Zach are a thing and as Alyssa said, they're so cute it actually hurts." 

Zach gasps, "Me and who!?" He lays a hand on his chest, "This is news to me." 

"Oh my gosh, shut up." You look at him, smiling huge and he smiles back at you, "Kidding. Kidding." 

"Tara, this is like you're telling the world a big government secret." Jared laughs and Alyssa nods, "To some people it probably is." 

You laugh, "I'm sure, but I promise I'll take good care of him." 

You look over and Zach smirks, but before you can say anything it's too late, "Yeah she does." 

"Zach. Ew!" Jared, Tara, and Alyssa all say at the same time and Zach's mouth drops, "You guys need to get your mind out of the gutter because I meant she takes good care of me as in I always have someone to laugh at, I mean laugh with." 

Your mouth drops and you just stare at him, fighting back a smirk, "You know I was thinking the same thing." 

Zach rolls his eyes, "You know what?"

"What?" You tilt your head and he shakes his head, "I'm not saying it because people will take what I say out of context." 

"Don't we always?" Tara furrows her brows and laughs, "Anyway, I figured we could talk about how you and him ended up an official thing." 

"Can I just-" Alyssa raises her hand, "Can I just cut in to say that Tara and I called this a while ago. Like after the second time you were on I think, y/n." 

"Yeah, yeah, Tara told me about that. She actually texted me the one day and was like, you and Zach are totally going to be a thing, and I was like in denial at first but then it just.. I don't know.." you look over at Zach, "Progressed into us flirting until one of us was like look, this is what's happening." 

"So who was it?" Jared asks getting the attention, "Who came onto who to finally move it from the friend zone into the end zone?" 

You laugh and Zach leans in, "y/n." 

"I don't think.." you laugh, "No." You stop laughing, "Was it?" 

Zach stares at you, "I can pull up the texts right now." 

"Do it!" Tara yells, and you tilt your head, "You know what.. I think it was, something about me wanting to sleep in his stupid shirts and hold his stupid hand or something like that." 

Zach smirks, nodding his head, "There ya go, sweetheart. Now you're on the right track." 

You can feel your cheeks forming into a deeper shade of pink, "He's actually going to show you guys the messages." 

"Oh no, babe. I'm reading them out loud." He laughs slightly and holds his phone up as he reaches for your hand again. 

Your hand instantly goes into his and you lean towards him, "What's it say?" 

Zach clears his throat, "So it was just us talking back and forth, mainly us trying to get each other to admit that we liked each other." Zach scrolls down, "And then Y/n just says, I want to sleep in your stupid tshirts and hold your stupid hand, Zach." 

Aw's from the three others in the room emerge and you shake your head, "Yeah, yeah, it's cute or whatever." You lay your hand over your face and Zach laughs, "And I must have been caught off guard because I really didn't expect her to say anything like that, so all I said back was, well damn." 

"Well damn?" Jared laughs, "That's not very romantic, Zach. What did y/n say after that?" 

"She honestly didn't respond for a little bit, so I was actually kind of having an, okay I ruined it, moment, but then she answered with an, that's all you have to say?" Zach laughs and you nod, "Well yeah, I poured my heart out to you and all I get back is a well damn." 

"I mean, I wouldn't have responded right away either." Tara laughs, "But that is such a Zach thing to do." 

You nod, "That's why I gave it a minute because I had to remind myself that that was Zach we're talking about." You laugh, looking over at him, "And yeah. Now we're, what? Seven.. almost eight months into this thing?" 

Zach nods, "Eight months of my life that I don't want back." 

"Who even are you?" Jared looks at him shocked, "Like.. the man that is sitting across from me right now.. is literally.. dare I say.. almost nice?"

"You're pushing it." Zach points to Jared and Jared raises his hands, "No, like I was talking to Alyssa about it a while back and I told her, I think it was before you guys officially told us. I said to her that who ever is bringing out the best in him, needed to stay connected to him." 

"That is true." Alyssa nods, "And I knew it would be y/n, like just the way that they were looking at each other gave it away." 

"Yeah they literally.. I don't even know to explain it, like, it's a connection that can't be explained unless you're with them in person." Tara nods, smiling at you. 

"Yeah, I guess I just fucked around and got attached to you." You smirk, looking over at Zach and he smirks, "Now, I'm going to say this, but it's not like what it sounds, okay?" 

"That.. doesn't sound like a good thing." Jared shakes his head, "But go on, please." 

"You suck sometimes, only because ever since you been around, I've been smiling a lot more than I used to, and that just ruins my mysterious, serious look." Zach laughs slightly, "But I'd still do anything for you." 

You pout, "You're such an asshole." 

"Yeah, yeah, I love you too, princess." Zach laughs slightly and Tara scoffs, "I don't.." she laughs, "I've been seeing this you know, sweeter side of Zach come out over these last few months but it still catches me off guard when something nice follows his, I don't even know, jerkish comments." 

"Yeah but she knows that I don't mean anything in a wrong way." Zach squeezes your hand, "Right? Say that you know." 

He tries not to laugh, but fails when you make a face at him, "She knows." 

You laugh, "If Zach didn't pick on me daily, then I would know that there's something up. But I honestly think that goes for everyone who knows him." 

Alyssa nods, "I always think to myself before coming in, what out of pocket thing is Zach going to say to me today?" 

"I have nightmares about him just being so mean to me." Tara says and Zach looks at her, "Do you really?" 

Tara nods, "Yeah." 

"Tell me what I've said to you." Zach tilts his head and Tara laughs, "No because you'll just write them down and use them against me." 

"Everyone here knows how you are, Zach." Jared laughs and Zach stares at him, "Shut up, you don't even know how to read." 

You all burst out laughing and Zach shakes his head, "And they say I'm mean to them."

.·:*¨ ✘ ¨*:·.

After the podcast ends, you hang your headphones on the mic stand and stand up to stretch. 

Zach pushes his mic out of the way and extends his arms out to you, "C'mere." 

You walk over to him and he pulls you into his lap, arms around your waist as his head rests on your shoulder. 

This is exactly what you wanted to do the whole time. 

"You know there's rooms upstairs right?" Jared teases and Zach gasps, "Really? I didn't know we had an upstairs, that's so cool." 

You laugh, resting your head against Zach's, "You guys kill me." 

Zach lifts his head, moving to lay his head on your chest, "Liar, I can hear that heart thumping away in there." 

You roll your eyes, laying a hand on his head, "I think that was just an excuse for you to be close to my boobs." 

You feel Zach's body move as he laughs, "Maybe." 

Jared scoffs, "Get a room." He walks away and you feel Zach sit up, so you look over at him with a smirk. 

He looks at you, "You know what.." his hand slides down to your thigh, "I think we will." 

.·:*¨ ✘ ¨*:·.

I hope you liked this! I know there isn't really much Zach stuff, so I hope this is good enough! 

As always, let me know how you liked it! Love you all, thank you for reading! 🖤

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[jeff-better]

Smoking With The Jocks

A/N: aloha ferns. this fic is based off of @allthe13reasonswhyheadcannons headcannon that is absolutely amazing. all of their headcannons are just amazing and you should give it a read including all of their others. i have permission to write this so don’t think i’m doing something illegal or something. idk. anyway, i hope you enjoy!

Note to @allthe13reasonswhyheadcannons: i added some small things in here to keep the story flowing and just for my personal preference. i still added in things from the headcannon but i added some othert things too. i hope that’s okay. thanks again for letting me write something based on your headcannon. i hope i did you justice with this writing. i loved writing this and as always, i poured my heart and soul into it. i hope i can partner with you in the future. also, i made her home life extreme just for some plot thickness. hope you enjoy, stay street. and don’t choke. xx p.s. you’re probably gonna think y/n is a little thotty but bc i am myself i kinda made her one. oops. and this took me soo long to write. and it’s like 3K words. so, sorry about that.

SUMMARY: finals suck ass but weed comes in clutch to calm you down. 

WARNINGS: drug usage, 

Song(s) used/mentioned: Location-Khalid, LOVE.-Kendrick Lamar (ft. ZACARI)

finals are just bitches. everyone can agree, even the smartest kids. 

today was day 2 of finals and y/n was already done. she was ready to just give up on high school at this point.

 after taking her math final, she was at lunch drinking her chocolate milkshake that her brother had brought by for her when a bee flew near her table. 

alex said that the bee wasn’t flying remotely near y/n so she continued sipping her drink and minding her business. but, alex wasn’t right and the bee was right beside her. she screamed and dropped the drink when the bee landed on her hand, spilling it all on her. 

she knew alex only meant the best and he didn’t do it on his own, so she forgave him completely. but she was so over school at this point that she burrowed alex’s car and drove herself home where she changed and took a shower. 

y/n had begun to relax and get into a better mode when her mom randomly appeared out of thin air. y/n swore she was at work but apparently she was off for the day. 

her mom started yelling at her about coming home early. she told her to make herself useful and wash her clothes for the week and when y/n started to do that, she yelled at her more. she talked about how she wasn’t washing them right, how she wasn’t using the right product. 

then she talked about how y/n would be better off living at alex’s place or something where people would do things for her. she called y/n names like ‘slut, whore, thot’ and things that weren’t true. she said y/n slept with all her guy friends and that’s the only reason why she goes over to their houses a lot. 

when her mom kept yelling at her, y/n got so done with everything. she packed a bag of clothes and grabbed her phone charger and computer. while her mom was taking a nap, y/n grabbed alex’s car keys and drove over to his house. 

school wasn’t out for the day yet but she was sure alex wouldn’t mind letting her stay over for a short amount of time. peter was home and he let her in, telling her to get comfortable and take a nap if she needed. 

so, y/n did. she went into alex’s room and silently cried herself to sleep. she cried about everything. she cried out of frustration, she cried because of her mother, she cried because she thought she was a whore, and she cried because life sucked. 

y/n woke up and she still felt like complete shit. she felt arms around her waist and a head burrowed into the crook of her neck, light breathing hitting her skin. 

slowly, she turned around in the persons arms and was met with a sleeping alex standall. his face looked so relaxed, his lips a bright pink and his skin pale. his room was mostly dark except from the colored lam in the corner that lit the room into a neon orange. 

y/n carefully analyzed alex’s face, her eyes continuously grazing over his lips. she wanted nothing more than to place her lips onto his. 

y/n and alex are the best of friends. they do everything together. but, for a month now they’ve been a little flirty with each other. cuddling whenever they can, giggling with each other, kissing each others cheeks, hanging with each other the most whenever they’re with their friends, anything like that. 

it all started after a drunk game of suck and blow. y/n was going to get the card from alex whenever he dropped it and instead kissed her. and that night was the beginning of the ‘flirting game’. 

y/n yawned quietly and laid her head onto alex’s chest. listening to his heartbeat for a second before getting interrupted by the ringing of his phone. alex groans loudly and unwraps his arms from around her waist, leaning back and grabbing his phone from his bedside table. 

“hello?” y/n listens to the small conversation between the person on the phone and alex for a few before standing to her feet and stretching, making her way into alex’s kitchen. alex soon follows after her, his hair ruffled in all sorts of ways and his phone tucked in his jeans pocket. 

“who was it?” y/n hopped onto the counter and started swinging her legs like a kid. alex made his way over to her and gripped her legs, spreading them wide enough for him to stand between them. 

“justin. he wanted to know if you wanted for us to meet him at the ‘place’.” the ‘place’ was the guest house of y/n’s dad who happened to become filthy rich after spiting with y/n’s mom. 

after everyone had found out what bryce had done, they stopped meeting at his place and went a few places before settling at the ���place’. y/n’s dad was rarely home but when he was he was always cool with letting them go there. 

“i’m down. i need to let some steam off.” y/n sighed while alex furrowed his eyebrows. 

“are you saying you wanna smoke with us?” y/n had never smoke in her life. the closest she’s ever been to smoking is when she would inhale the smoke from the guys’ blunts. 

whenever the guys would get high and y/n was around she would just watch instead of joining in. it’s not that she was scared or that the guys wouldn’t let her, it was more of the fact that y/n had no interest in smoking. she didn’t see what was the hype about it. 

when the guys explained it to her, she still didn’t understand it. “basically, the weed helps relax you. kinda like meditation or some shit like that. all you gotta do is take a few hits and then you’re in heaven, just like that.” zach explained one night. 

“yeah. i’ve had a stressful day and according to you guys, the weed helps relax you.” y/n shrugged like it was nothing, because that’s what it was to her. nothing but a way to relax. 

“you sure y/n. sometimes weed will fuck you up.” alex smirked slightly and y/n did the same as they thought about times where that statement was shown. 

“i’m sure alex. now, take me to the weed.” alex chuckled and shook his head in amusement. quickly, he pecked y/n on the lips and smiled once he pulled away. 

“i had to do that first.” y/n blushed slightly and lightly pushed alex back so she could hop off of the counter. 

“i’ll meet you in the car.” 

“you wanna smoke? really y/n?” justin stared at y/n in disbelief, a blunt in his left hand and a lighter in his right. 

“yes. why is that so hard to believe?” she crossed her arms and leaned back in the beanbag, crossing her legs and bouncing the one on top in anticipation. 

“because. y/f/n y/l/n is a innocent girl who rarely does anything bad and for her to want to smoke is like donald trump fully apologizing for something. it basically never happens.” zach commented and y/n rolled her eyes. 

“if you see what has happened between alex and i, you would know that i am not that innocent.” oh yeah, i forgot to mention the fact that y/n lost her V-card to alex and some sexual things has happened between them more than once.

“woah, okay. that’s enough. i don’t want that image in my head.” monty looked up from his phone at y/n and then to alex. he raised his eyebrow at the two before shaking his head with a small smirk on his lips. zach just chuckled at y/n who’s cheeks went a dark red.

“come on justin. i just wanna try something new.” y/n began begging. she pouted and put on her best puppy dog face before saying, “please justy?” 

“oh man, she’s giving you the signature y/n puppy dog eyes. how’re you gonna resist this one?” alex teased from beside monty to which justin responded with his middle finger pointed in his direction. “Jesus. he’s watching you.”

“hush, standall.” justin turned back to y/n who hasn’t changed her face one bit. “fine. but i’ll watch you and make sure you don’t go overboard.” y/n clapped her hands in excitement and stood to her feet, walking to justin and jumping into his lap. she wrapped her arms around his neck and hugged him tightly, squealing ‘thank you’ over and over again. 

“alex, get your girl off of me.” justin strained out. 

“i can’t control her man. you’re on your own this time.” alex smirked and shrugged his shoulders when justin glared at him. “you just gotta let time past and hope she’ll get off.” y/n couldn’t help but giggle slightly. 

justin shrugged and brought his arms around y/n body. being careful not to burn her, he lit the blunt and brought it to his lips. once he passes it to alex, y/n pulls back from hugging him and resorts to staying propped up on his lap. while y/n waited for the blunt to be passed to her, she connected her phone to the house surround system and played ‘Location’ by Khalid which was the starting song to her ‘smoke w/ me’’ playlist.

yes, she made a fucking playlist. 

y/n’s leg was bouncing with anticipation as the blunt finally made it’s way back to y/n. she took it from monty and held it in between her pointer finger and thumb like she had seen the guys do before. 

“d’you know what to do?” justin questioned. y/n nodded and brought it up to her lips, inhaling and then blowing the smoke out smoothly. it wasn’t until she was handing it to justin when she started coughing. jamie (a/n: the black jock) started chuckling which earned him a middle finger from y/n. "you'll get used to it later" justin commented before taking a hit.

justin was completely right. after about 5 more hits, y/n stopped coughing and was used to the smoke polluting her lungs. she loved the feeling it was giving her. so much that she even took a few extra hits than the guys took. 

everyone had pretty much forgotten the fact that is was y/n’s first time smoking. they couldn’t care less as they jammed out to her music. they pretty much weren’t aware of anything until about a hour later when they were all gone and legit everything was funny. 

y/n was laid face down, outside by the pool. she was dangerously close to the edge, to the point where if she moved a finger it would be dipped in the heated water. 

some guys were surrounding her and she was so gone she didn’t even remember their names. justin and zach were in the game room playing a game of pool, alex was laid on the couch on his phone while monty was finding food. 

“monty!” y/n yelled, lifting her head to the side so her voice was better heard. when he didn’t respond, she yelled his name again. and when he didn’t respond that time, she groaned and stood to her feet. y/n made her way into the house and into the kitchen where she yelled ‘monty’ once again. this time, the brown haired boy jumped and turned around, dropping the pack of cheese in hand. 

“shit. don’t scare me like that.” he held a hand over his heart as he sighed and picked up the pack of sharp cheddar cheese on the ground. y/n rolled her eyes and chuckled. 

“stop eating plain cheese and make me a grilled cheese sandwich please.” monty rolled his eyes as the girl sweetly smiled and batted her eyes. he nodded and watched y/n skip away to the pantry. 

he listened to the shuffle of y/n grabbing random things as he cooked the desired food for her. as she came back out with random things in hand, he handed her a plate which held the sandwich. 

“here you g-is that a pack of chips?” his full attention was now focused on the blue bag of doritos sat in between the pile of food that y/n held in her arms. “yewhs.” y/n spoke through a mouthful of granola bars. as monty reached for it with his free hand, she turned her body away from him and pouted.

 “mine.” she narrowed her reddened eyes at the brunette boy. “pwease?” monty tried using puppy dog eyes. when it didn’t work, he sighed and sat the plate down.

 as monty rolled his neck out and cracked his knuckles, y/n watched and munched away her munchies until finally, he crashed her down onto the ground. the two wrestled over the bag for a few seconds before zach heard their grunts and wondered his way into the kitchen.

 “are you two having dry sex?” he groaned out and furrowed his eyebrows.

“what?!” alex’s yell was heard from the other room over the music. y/n giggled and sat up straddling montys waist. she looked down at the smirking boy and brought her finger up to her lip and winked. 

“oh my fuck, monty,” she moaned out jokingly. “right there. don’t stop.” (A/n: i need jesus and some monty smut asap. it’s sunday. i could be praising the lord but what am i doing? writing freaking fanfic.) 

“oh my fucking god.” zach pretended to be disgusted. maybe not pretended. he walked out of the kitchen and mumbled something while shaking his head. 

“oh god, y/n.” monty played along and let out some groans along with y/n. the two were holding back their giggles pretty well.

 “montgomery de la cruz. i swear to fucking god. if you even touch her i wil-oh fuck you!” alex walked into the kitchen and when he saw the two were doing nothing but giggling to themselves. 

“calm down standall. i wouldn’t fuck your girl.” y/n got off of montys lap and threw him the bag of chips. 

“she’s not ‘my girl’.” alex put quotations around ‘my girl’ as he slid onto the granite counter top with ease. 

“you sure act like she is,” y/n helped pull monty up and walked back over to her food, biting into the grilled cheese the said boy had made for her. “just make it official already love birds.” he made his way out of the kitchen leaving y/n and alex sitting there blushing.

 “you didn’t really think we were fucking, right?” she smirked as alex blushed more and looked down, smiling wide. 

“would i sound like a idiot if i said yes?” y/n couldn’t help but to stare at the dimples implanted in his pale skin. she wanted nothing more than to walk over and kiss them, so she did just that. 

“you already sound like one, babe.” she replied before pecking alex’s left dimple and strutting out of that kitchen with the food in hand. 

y/n spent some time dancing around justin and zach who were playing a game of pool. they danced some with her, they had to hit the balls around y/n’s body when she laid on the red table. something she called the ‘y/n round’.

 it was only for those who play frequently and who are advanced. but, out of all the things she did, she didn’t share one drop of her food after giving monty that bag of chips. her munchies were crazy and she and monty basically ate everything in the pantry without hesitation. along with her dancing and hunger, she giggled at every single thing. 

zachs voice was funny to her because it didn’t sound ‘asian like she would’ve expected it to’. alex’s bleached hair was hilarious because it just is, and justin’s stripped shirt was pretty much the highlight of her night. 

no one thought anything of it. it was normal ‘high-time’ behavior. but when y/n was laid on the floor on her back, looking up at the ceiling that was spinning and giggling to herself, they began to get a little confused.

 “what’s so funny?” zach took his eyes off of the TV screen where him and alex were playing a game to look at the girl on the floor. 

“i can’t move my legs.” more giggling came from her pink lips. at first, justin was giggling with her until he realized she wasn’t kidding. 

“wait. you said you CAN’T move your legs? like, not at all?” y/n shook her head.

 “i don’t even think i have legs.” alex sighed and paused the game, sitting the remote down as zach did the same. 

“what’s the big deal? sometimes you just get so stoned you can’t move.” jamie shrugged from his spot on the ground where he was sipping on some pickle juice. 

“the ‘big deal’ is the fact that not only is this y/n’s first time getting high, her body is extremely light and the weed probably didn’t sit great with her. if she can’t walk, how’s she gonna get home? her parents are gonna question us which is gonna lead us to getting in trouble with our parents which could get us arrested for drug possession.” justin ranted shortly before inhaling a deep breath. 

“actually, weed is legal in California.” justin snapped his head to the dark skinned boy who raised his hands up in defense. 

“i swear to god jamie. i will snap your head in two if you make another comment.” he put his head down which everyone was pretty thankful for. justin doesn’t play when it comes to y/n and if jamie made another comment he would be dead. 

“maybe we should call jeff.” monty suggested which ended him up with a chorus of ‘NO’s from the guys.

“we could just make up an excuse. here, you call them alex. they love you.” zach threw his phone to the bleached blond who sighed and clicked the home screen, his thumb print being recognized and allowing him access to the phone. he dialed the number and shushed all his friends. this is how the conversation went:

Alex: hello? Mrs. y/l/n? this is alex standall, your daughters friend. 

Y/n’s Mom: oh, alex! hey! have you seen y/n lately? she left the house today and hasn’t returned any of my calls. 

that was because y/n’s phone was being occupied by justin taking selfies on it all night and she was pretty sure she had some nudes on there.

 Alex: oh, she’s actually here with my now.

 Y/n’s Mom: could i speak to her please?

on instant, alex replied with a ‘yes’ because that’s what he would usually do. 

“dude!” justin whisper yelled to the brunette after putting the phone on mute. 

“sorry!” alex whisper yelled back. “i’ll just make up an excuse.” he held up his pointed finger and sighed, hitting the mute button.

Alex: uh. actually, y/n isn’t feeling too good. she can’t speak right now.

 Y/n’s Mom: oh okay. i could come pick her up if you need. 

Alex: no! no. that’s fine. 

Y/n’s Mom: do you know what’s wrong with her?

Alex: yeah. she’s uh. she’s on her period. 

Y/n’s Mom: i could come bring her medicine or tampons or something. 

Alex: it’s fine. i have some for when she uh–when she comes over and ya kno. she just starts bleeding.

 Y/n’s Mom: okay, thanks alex. is uh–is anyone else there with you guys? i know that zach’s there considering you called from his phone. but is anyone else there

Alex: like who? exactly?

Y/n’s Mom: like that justin kid. i get a bad vibe from him. he’s not hanging around my daughter when she’s moody, right? like, zach’s a good kid and all but that foley child i ju-

Justin: hi Mrs. y/l/n. it’s justin foley. 

Y/n’s Mom: oh. hi. 

Alex: anyway. we’ve got to go cater to y/n’s cramps. bye!

and then he hung up.

 they all started laughing at the fact that y/n’s mom didn’t like justin but she liked zach. 

“hey guys?” y/n mumbled from the floor where she was dosing off into a deep sleep.

 “yes?” justin turned his attention back to the girl with the ‘cramps’. 

“you know i can actually move my legs right?” 

“what. no we didn’t know that.” justin stood up.

 ”can you stand?” he questioned which y/n responded with a head shake.

“just because i can use my legs doesn’t mean i want to.” justin rolled his eyes and beckoned zach over to help him lift you up.  they carried y/n over to the couch where alex was laid and she cuddled into his side. 

the two quietly listened to the sound of the guys laughing and playing games as y/n started to go off into a nap. 

“hey, y/n. are you awake?” alex looked down at the sleeping girl who softly nodded her head. “i’ve been thinking about us making this official. and i was wondering if you wanted to–you know. be my girlfriend.” alex felt her smile against his clothed chest. 

“sure. now can i be your sleeping girlfriend?” alex chuckled and lifted her head up with his pointer finger. “of course. want me to take you upstairs?” y/n nodded and let her eyes flutter close as alex pecked her lips repeatedly which ended up with them softly sharing a kiss. 

“hey, love birds. did you finally make things official?” justin questioned as alex carried y/n upstairs. when they didn’t respond, he took that as a yes. “they did!” he yelled out which was followed by some cheers and chants.  

[lcsbianjesus]

THOUGHTS WHILE WATCHING 13RW – TAPE 2, SIDE B

a less confusing start to an episode 

will clay ever stop cycling into cars 

is this episode about stalking?? 

was hannah stalked?? 

oh my god she had a stalker 

who the fuck was it 

i bet it was another male

that heart beat thing is weird and gross

LMAO HE’S EL NINO thats a great costume

she just wanted attention?? SAYS THE FUCKING GUY 

no one in hannah’s situation was looking for attention 

i think now she’s looking for justice

 shit it’s the photo guy 

who is tyler down? i wanna hurt him... ANOTHER MALE TO FUCK WITH HANNAH’S LIFE 

i love his point about zombies, thats all clay and i agree on

what the heck.. a grade a stalker 

hannah??? and girls?? i WAS WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT

i do like clay’s dad

if my mum wanted no closed doors in the house i would honestly die

zach is allergic to strawberries

TONY MY HONEY i still fuck with him

“what on earth is a cum dumpster?” me 

“you really did capture her didn’t you?” YEAH HES A FUCKING STALKER 

ooooooooh CLAY FUCK HIM UP !!! DRAG TYLER !! FINALLY HE’S DOING SOMETHING

tyler you don’t love her what the fuck he’s so gross 

poor marcus i loved his costume 

the stall looks so much better now that they cleaned it 

TONNNYY!!! love of my life

tony and clay’s fight sounded like a marry couple’s fight lmao 

aww mr porter has babies my heart

olivia just wants to be friends with all of hannah’s friends i swear

everyone is hitting up walplex lmao 

CLAY NO 

WHAT THE FUCK MAN 

WHY WOULD YOU PLAY IT TO HER MUM 

oh my god lmao he was just imagining it i honestly choked

“i dare u to take off ur shirt” ITS GETTING A LIL GAY IN HERE 

“this is hannah’s room?” no its her fathers smh clay 

oh my god they never got a note that’s so sad 

i feel so bad for her mum ): 

OH WOW IT GOT SO GAY 

oh thank god she got him with the light

hannah lost another friend )): 

OH IS COURTNEY CLOSETED?? 

he wanted to hang out with her... after stalking her 

this is so messed up what the fuck 

i’m gonna thro w up clay had the photo because he jerked off to it what the fuck rhias sJOIFJ 

also im happy no one figured out that it was them but what the fuck 

now that i know that he did that i hate him more 

lmao he has a whole folder of porn like.. is that a thing?? i never really thought about this before and i am uncomfortable 

clay what the fuck don’t take the tapes to them 

TONY BABY YESSSS HE SAVES CLAY FROM BEING DUMB AGAIN 

oh so if clay doesn’t hand it down then everyone gets exposed 

the baker family is on the run from the walplexes 

protect the bakers ): 

shit tony coming at u with the truth about white privilege in 2 seconds

tony is important but i want to know why 

she had no safe place ): 

oh shit what did bryce do?? why doesn’t he know?? 

finally clay has stopped being a little bitch 

but still its gross what he did to tyler, that doesn’t fix anything 

concluding thoughts: protect olivia baker, run from walplexes, clay is still a bitch, i still fuck with tony and what is even happening ft. why doesn’t bryce know?

[samandcolbyownme]

Summary: anon request - "can you do a zach one where he like exposes him and readers secret relationship and she just goes with it , like " you weren't so quiet last night " and she just has her jaw dropped and says something back and it ends with smut" 

Warnings: this one shot will contain reader having sexual daydreams during the podcast, those dreams will include, oral (m rec), unprotected sex, the rest will contain Zach's usual banter and fluffiness

Word count: 2.1 k | not edited 

Also - I know it might get confusing, but the italics are what happened the night before, but in the form as if it's happening right now, like you're replaying the night in your mind. Hope that made sense, enjoy! 

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"You want to know what I think is crazy?" Zach asks as his fingers drag up and down your arm. 

"Hmm?" You hum quietly as you keep your head on his chest. You feel him laugh slightly, "That no one has figured us out yet." 

You laugh, moving your head to look up at him, "Well now you just jinxed the hell out of that." 

He shrugs, a smirk on his face, "I mean I like us being a secret and all, but it's so hard for me to not say certain things when you're on the pod with us." 

You nod, "Yeah, I know what you mean." You smirk, "So what, is that your way of telling me you're going to out us at tomorrow's show?" 

He raises his brows, "I'm full of surprises babe. Guess you're going to have to wait and see." 

.·:*¨ ✘ ¨*:·.

The next day, you're sitting on the red bench, headphones on and you're getting ready to do the show, but your mind just isn't there. 

Instead it's elsewhere. 

Specifically, replaying the time spent with Zach the previous night. 

The way you felt coming back from the restaurant, you needed him, his hands resting on your hips as you unlock your door made you crave him. 

When you finally got the door open, it was like the energy that craved one another clashed, As soon as you push the door open, he spun you around, lips on yours as he backs you into your apartment. 

"Hey." A hand is woven in front of you, "Earth to y/n." 

You look over at Tara and blink as you take your headphones off, "Yeah, hi. I'm here." 

"Where the fuck did you go. You were like-" she mimics how you were staring, "Zoned out." 

You laugh, "Sorry. I'm tired. I was up all night." Zach and Jared walk onto the set, "Oooh. Up all night doing what?" Zach teases and you roll your eyes, "I was coming up with a list of places that've already been to for Sam and Colby." 

Zach sits down and raises his brows, "Wow that was very specific." Zach sighs, placing his headphones on and you can't help but laugh. 

Friends around friends, lovers when it's just you two. 

You lean back, placing your headphones back on and Tara speaks up, "So I have to ask, how does it feel being better than two of the most liked ghost hunters in the world?" 

You laugh slightly, "What do you mean?" 

"I know you do paranormal investigation stuff too, and just the fact that Sam and Colby are coming to you for stuff.. I don't know that just.." Tara laughs and you tilt your head, "Are you just saying that to make a jab at them?" 

She nods and lean in to your mic, "Well then it feels pretty damn good." 

"Alright, alright. Anymore and we'll be scraping your brain off the walls from your head swelling to the point of exploding." Zach tries not to laugh and you shrug, "Hey, I take it when I can." 

You give him a quick and subtle wink then quickly change the subject, "Cat got Zach's tongue so I'll just go ahead and do the intro for him." You laugh, "What's up guys, we're here with Tara, Alyssa, me, Jared and oh, I guess Zach is here too." 

Zach just stares at you and you can't help but laugh. 

"Okay, but I love the fact that she announced Tara and me first." Alyssa laughs and you point to her. Tara nods, "Yeah, I'm going to have to say that we need to all vote to make y/n the person who announces the show." 

"Like a pre-recorded track because there are days she isn't here." Alyssa points out and you nod, "I agree. All in favor." You raise your hand and instantly say, "Three versus two. Girls win." 

"Youre ridiculous. Who invited you here anyway?" Zach rolls his eyes and you furrow your brows, "Um, you?" 

"Can you just like, zip it." Zach motions at his mouth and you smirk, "Make me. Take my headphones away." 

Zach tries not to laugh, "I mean, I can. But you might moan a little." 

"Oh my god. No. No. No." you close your eyes and look away from him, but in secret, you'd be on your knees in seconds for him. 

Zach places his hands on your shoulders, urging you to your knees. You drop down, complying to his every silent request. 

You stare up at him as he shrugs his black jean jacket off, eyes locked on yours as his jaw is slightly slack from your hand sliding over his throbbing cock that's being held back by his jeans. 

"I don't think.. you should say that to our guests?" Jared says with a nervous laugh, "I'm actually surprised you haven't gotten sued yet." 

"Please." Zach shrugs, nodding to you, "She won't sue me." 

Tara points to you, "I think you should just for his reaction. 

You laugh, "Thinking about it." 

You weren't thinking about that at all, Zach undoes his belt, followed by his jeans. The quick sound of the zipper going down causes your skin to perk up with goosebumps, caused by excitement. 

You rise up from your calves, licking your lips as you work fast to free him from his boxers. 

Zach speaking pulls you back into reality, "So now that we're past that embarrassing ensemble.." 

Zach trails off and so does your mind, You loved hearing Zach's little moans and groans as you held his cock with your lips and tongue. 

The way his fingers gentle drug over your head, slowly pulling your hair as his pleasure grew larger, "Fuck." 

Zach didn't really swear in general, so when he did, and it was because of you. It was even fucking hotter. 

You blink, snapping back into reality. 

"So I thought we could talk about something serious today." Zach says and Jared laughs, "Oh no. Someone's getting fired." 

"Yeah it's you." Zach says, pretending to be serious and Jared laughs, "I'd love to see you try, I'll just tell you no and you'll listen." 

You laugh and nod, "No that's so true." 

"Yeah whatever." Zach rolls his eyes, "No I have an exciting announcement." 

Your heart thumps and your head snaps towards him slightly. 

His eyes move to you and he smiles a little bit, "So, I have some news that may shock a lot of people, but I think everyone should know this, from me." 

"What's the fuck is happening?" Tara asks and Zach sighs, speaking quickly, "We're going to be doing a live dropouts show." 

You let out a breath and keep your stare on him, "Wow, Zach. That's great." 

"Better be, because they want all of us who are here right now." Zach gives a thumbs up, "What a relief it was to get that off my chest." 

You laugh slightly as your eyes trail down his neck to his necklace that's lying comfortably on his chest. 

Your back slams onto the bed, Zach's lips kissing over any skin they can reach. You let out a moan as he sucks a hicky into the skin over your hip. 

He kisses up over your boobs and up your neck. He leans up and you feel his cock slip between the folds of your pussy. 

The shiny necklace dangling from his neck as you feel him slide into you fully. You find it so hot when it swings back and forth with each thrust.

"Hey, I can't lie." Jared laughs and Tara cuts him off with a yell, "Say it!" 

You look over, at Tara, laughing as she keeps pointing to jared. You look over at Zach and he gives you a look that would make your legs go weak if you were standing. 

It wasn't a weird look. It was him just staring at you, knowing why you keep zoning out, and he was just making it worse. 

"I liked y/n's intro." Jared sighs and you look over at Jared with a clap, "Thank you." 

"You definitely thought it was better than Zach's intro, right?" Alyssa asks and Jared laughs, "I'm not answering that." 

You yelling with excitement, "Fuck yeah! Because you know that girls are just better than boys!" You motion between you, Tara and Alyssa. 

"Whoa, whoa!" Zach says waving his hand out in front of him a few times, "Settle down. Settle down, I'm getting flashbacks." 

"War flashbacks." Jared snorts and Tara asks with a laugh, "Flashbacks of what?!" 

You look at Zach, laughing and he shakes his head while furrowing his brows, "I don't know what you're laughing about because these flashbacks are of how loud you were being last night." 

It all happened so fast you blank, "What the fuck." 

"What did he just say?" Jared asks, mouth dropped with surprise. 

"Oh yeah, okay." Tara rolls her eyes and as you're still staring at Zach, he tilts his head slightly, giving his brows a quick flick. 

He outted you at tomorrow's show. 

Might as well roll with it. 

"You gonna tell them or you want me to, princess?" Zach smirks and you shrug, letting out a dramatic sigh, "Whatever helps you sleep at night." 

"Oh, you know exactly what helps me sleep at night." Zach winks as you look at him and you shake your head, looking down to rest it in your hand. 

"I can't tell if they're joking." Alyssa laughs and Tara cuts in, "Yeahhh, I mean, okay. I've actually been extremely suspicions about these two for weeks now."

"Oh please tell us what made you think that, Tara." Jared leans in, super invested into the conversation. 

You look up and look from Tara to Zach and he shrugs, "Hit me." He nods to Tara and she smirks, looking between you and Zach, "Well for starters, he stares at her every time she looks away." 

"I like looking at the back of her head. It makes it so I don't have anything mean to say." Zach shrugs and you  just laugh. 

"What else you got, Tara?" Jared encourages and Tara laughs, "Another thing is, they'll stop answering me at both at the same time. Like I'll be texting both of them and then all of a sudden.. radio silence." 

"I have a very strict bed time, Tara." You and Zach both say, just adding fuel to the fire and you just laugh, knowing that you're caught. 

"See!" Tara tells pointing, "See!" 

"Well.. if you don't know you do now." Zach laughs and Jared eggs him on, "Know what? Zach. Care to enlighten us with a perfect confirmation?" 

"What's my lawyer?" Zach yells looking around as he raises his hand. 

"So isn't true? You and.." Alyssa points from you to Zach and you laugh, nodding your head slowly. 

"Wow." Jared says, "I honestly did not expect this is come out onto the podcast today." 

Zach reaches for his water and takes a sip, "Listen, we played dumb, but we knew what we were doing." Zach scoffs, "Alright. You can't tell me that you weren't fooled."

"I knew my suspicions were there for a reason." Tara laughs, "How long?" 

"Two months." You laugh and they don't believe you.  Zach nods, "No she's serious.  It was after the episode with Jake and Johnnie." 

"Oh shit, yeah I guess that was two months ago." Tara nods, "I'm just like.. having a holy fuck moment." 

"Yeah." Zach laughs, "She came to see if I was as rich as I bragged that I was, and I must have passed inspection because she didn't go home that night." 

"Oh my god." You laugh, "That's not.." you shake your head and Jared laughs, "I just.. that really does shock me, like.. y/n. Why him?" 

You shrug, smiling as you look over at Zach. He glances at you and smirks, "What can I say? I'm full of surprises."

.·:*¨ ✘ ¨*:·.

Thank you for reading! Let me know how you liked it. Love you all! Thank you so much for reading! 

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[samandcolbyownme]

I chose Sam first, BUT… hear me out okay.. I may or may not (I do) have a Johnnie one in progress 👀

I may change this, because Sam’s picture on the left kind of bugs me now that I have it posted… it goes with the idea I want to add in to the story so maybe I’ll keep it🤷🏻‍♀️