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doublesidedgemini · 1 year

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So I eatied a little bit and drank a bunch of coffee

A storm is going to roll through in about half an hour

I haven’t seen my horse since Tuesday so I’m jetting out to the barn to pick out her feet at least cos it’s been muddy as hell and her feet were thrushy on Tuesday :( I put medicine on them then but I hope it didn’t get too bad over this week…

Anyway then I’m going to come right on home and drinky some wine and MAYBE make myself ramen or something and watched the virgin suicides and girl, interrupted for the 20th time hahaha <3 and if I have the energy I’ll take a bubble bath :)

#fuck I wanted to clean today too #but so sleepy #I can maybe still run a vaccum over the first floor and wipe down the kitchen counters #sigh

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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WIFI IS MINE ONCE AGAIN as i sit on a mattress on the floor

#it feels like ive been without it for so long...#it has been... three and a half days... i am Weak....#nah jk i wouldve been find without it for much longer #but boy howdy am i Glad to be able to use my dear beloved laptop again #i am In The New Place i am Beginning To Settle #tomorrow i begin unpacking my own stuff!!! exciting!!!#i cant wait to admire all of my Things!#ohhhh and i finally have a spot on the wall for my combo whiteboard/corkboard....#im still very stressed and i want to lay in a hole but!!#i am doing slightly better than a few days ago!#the weather has been nice... cool and rainy... i am not used to cool and rainy #its also cold and i am - unfortunately - a desert creature #suffice to say i am wearing hand warmers a hoodie and a blanket #absolutely unprompted #the place's last owner Didnt Fucking Clean though #so there have been many spiders. and cobwebs. and general Grime we will have to scrub #like seriously today i was dusting the ceiling. THE CEILING.#had to dust & vacuum the windowsills... gonna scrub my bathroom tomorrow...#theres a large tear in my bedroom carpet too...#ugh and the cabinets are Small so organizing all the spices and shit has been Rancid #stuff has to go out of place and you cant see it all and MY ORGANIZATIONAL SYSTEMS ARE CRUMBLING #sometimes it feels like my adhd and autism are fistfighting but during a move?#lockstep babeyyyy. they are Streamlined. lots of things and lots of sorting & placing and eeheehee #i have also killed most of the freakishly huge mosquitos in the house so! things are better!#that first night was Rough! its better now! this shell is becoming a House!

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coquelicoq · 3 months

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#i'm so frustrated i've just wanted to come home for several days and now i'm here and it's just one problem after another #i had to leave a window open because of the heatwave that was fully 8 days ago because i wasn't gonna be home in the meantime #and apparently they mulched the yard during that time and it blew in the window and got all over the room. which i haven't cleaned yet #also i discovered today that when i flush the toilet it spurts water all over the floor!#and i'm already so tired and sad and i don't have the bandwidth to deal with anything #this toilet thing is an urgent problem but i'm not going to call the emergency hotline right now because they'll just make me stay #up all night waiting for them and i'm already so tired i'm crying from tiredness #so i'm just gonna try not to flush the toilet anymore but like. i just wanted to be home where it's calm and familiar #and now i have to stress about flushing the toilet and have strangers in here (best case scenario anyway. worst case is they #ignore me and don't fix the problem) and probably still be tired because i'm going to be too anxious to sleep well #i'm just so TIRED i just want to REST #and i was texting my friend about it and LOST SERVICE in the middle which has never happened before in my apartment #that was the final straw and now i'm just sitting here weeping feeling sorry for myself #i hate this fucking property management company why can't they just keep their units habitable

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cryolyst · 2 months

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#they speak!#it's probably just the illness that's making me extra irritable but like.#roommate kept coming up to me this morning going oh did i wake you up? i'm sorry if i did. did i do that or no? i'm really sorry.#and i kept telling him to stop saying sorry because i didn't have the brain power to phrase #'you could've been more considerate of your volume but you also have the right to use the common space so it's whatever'#but he said it to me again before i went to my room just now and it's like. ok. shut up.#if you actually cared that much u would've just been quieter in the first place actually.#anyways. annoyed. there were some annoying customers in the store today but it was whatever.#i feel like my fucks to give had already worn out with all the ppl in my social circle/my parents and the recent ongoings of that #[redacted] was being passive aggressive to me in the group chat and it's like. ok! idk what u want from me.#and i'm grateful for them for coming over and helping me with cleaning last week #and it's those sorts of actions that let me know they care and want good things for me #but like. i haaaate telling them anything because even innocuous non-private things get turned into judgement with them.#also. more and more i can feel how i'm drifting away from h and now with retrospect i can see how we mutually hurt each other :)#i keep coming back to this one period where i really wanted to take them to try dimsum and they kept saying they were too scared to try it #and in their new friend group they regularly go out n get dimsum together. which on the surface is like. why didn't you want to go with /me #i told you i wanted to share what i liked and i would explain what things were and i could do the talking and you still said no #but it's also very much a reflection of how i always rolled over and enabled them. i never challenged them. i was always passive.#i also feel like i'm heavily neglecting e and a recently and i can tell how the physical distance is affecting us and idk. it's weird.#anyways. another post that should've been a journal entry! lol!#when [redacted] helped with cleaning they also buried my journal under my like #300 packets of sesame candies and i can't be bothered to dig it out. also my bandaids are missing now. <3 #ik this also sounds passive aggressive but genuinely appreciate the help i just kinda hate how they think hidin everything in boxes is good #'we need to get you some more storage boxes and containers!!' actually i think that will be the opposite of helpful.#i need everything visible and on open surfaces so i can 1) remember they exist for me to use and 2) not have barriers for me to get to them

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pepperpixel · 1 year

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Hello everyone!!! It is aberration odium art dump time!!! Featuring!! wild tonal shifts! Cuz the first page of art I drew more recently.. but then I also had some tetack n somnix pics I hadn’t posted yet from when I was working on there playlists! So! I’m posting them all together! Even if it does cause emotional whiplash lmao

#aberration odium #homestuck #fantroll #fan troll #fantrolls #xylona #dessie #caiddo #tetack #somnix #Srry the first page is basically just dessie x caiddo. w 1 love xylona lol #they’re fun to draw!!!! give me comfort… lil in love blorbos..#I actually drew some solo caiddos too! cuz I’ve realized. I have not drawn very many nice pics of him on his own.#and I wanted to try and rectify that. but! those are all traditional. and I don’t feel like cleaning them up yet.. eventually!!#eventually I will. just not today #’hey pepper have u watched Fionna and cake yet?’ no I have not….. welcome to my twisted fucking mind… this is my curse #I hate… fucking watching anything lol. like I have to be in the right zone mood for it.. and I just haven’t felt like it yet lol #I WILL THO. I will eventually… just not rn lol #it’s funny. cuz at first I thought it was just a thing I did when other ppl wanted me to watch something #but no!!! IM THE ONE WHOS EXCITED ABOUT AND WANTS TO WATCH THIS SHOW. AND I STILL DONT FEEL LIKE IT.#like wtf is wrong w my brain ghghg. I’m procrastinating watching something that I WANT TO WATCH #I’ll get around to it eventually tho. probably soon. I’m gonna be cat sitting in a few days so I’ll have a lot of free time then #so I’ll def get around to it #until then tho!! pls enjoy this art of me and my friends homestuck ocs lol #doodles #*1 LONE xylona. not love lol… spelling is hard..#blood #death #character death #I rlly should have put those in a diff photoset they r SO TONALLY DIFFERENT. like it’s like ‘wooo chibi fun times!!’ then ‘u killed him..’

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what-the-fuck-khr · 5 months

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GOOD NEWS EVERYBODY IM BACK I HAVE ANSWERS so we looked at my teeth etc and I’m not gonna die of sepsis bc despite all the shit my toothache caused me there’s no infection. so what was it, Bronwyn? good question!

wisdom teeth

#LMFAO #my wisdom teeth are……… so poorly angled. 100% impact on all four #and the left one is tryna make moves so it’s swelling my gums which is raising my molar #and jacking up my bite while the tooth is sensitive in sensitive gums #¯\_(ツ)_/¯#so he suggested just. get rid of them. take the wisdom teeth out. all 4 bc of the possible impact from them #and if I didn’t I’d just periodically have this crazy ass pain come and go and come and go and fuck THAT so. removal it is #👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻#I have no idea what that’s gonna cost lmfao so we’ll…. we’ll see #and today basically the pain hasn’t been nearly as severe. the swelling has gone down significantly. so I think the pain/problem is #subsiding for a bit. I hope. lol. so they’re referring me to the dental hospital teehee #and then we did a clean of my teeth bc I have crazy plaque buildup and thus bacteria and thus making the issue worse. apparently. so #which isn’t a surprise. depression and adhd means I don’t brush my teeth as often as I should. and floss is scary #while doing that he seemed to have no problems with any of my fillings so I assume they’re fine atm too #all those side effects bc my wisdom tooth wants to play up…….. attention seeker #also between that molar and the gums where the wisdom tooth is. there’s a pocket. apparently. and stuff is getting stuck in there apparently #a pocket……. head in hands. and obviously that’s difficult to clean so that’s also bothering my gums and thus my tooth. GOD #ooc #anyways that’s the dentist update. tldr; I’m fucking fine it’s just wisdom teeth fucking it all up

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miharuhebinata · 5 months

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nuggeto

+ original sprite for comparison

#wondering how &/or why i made this? well because i needed to keep myself awake today and also wanted to practice using the sketchbook app on #my phone. as for how: i actually traced the original sprite #then colored in the hair by hand. in the middle of that though the quality suddenly got annihilated and i hadn't saved in a while #so i just decided screw it. i finished the pink highlights by hand then used the color picker/paint bucket tools to fill in the rest of the #coloring (which i was originally planning to do also by hand). then i opened a new sketch & drew the symbol on his shirt and layered that #on top (idk why but i thought that would be easier than trying to trace it and i...think i was right? either way i like how it turned out!)#then i just cleaned it up a bit- retraced some of the lines and such. and *then* right before i went to finally post it i realized i forgot #the red squares on the right side of his jacket. so i just spent the last hour or so adding those #i was also gonna add a bit of shading too but i'm fucking burnt out at this point so screw that lmao #honestly it doesn't really matter i'm very VERY happy with how this turned out :)#nagito komaeda #danganronpa #sdr2 #🖌 tag #🍄 tag #send tweet

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machidielontheway · 9 months

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so i "did nothing" today of what i had planned (groceries, 'mental health walk') but i also : - did the laundry - put away the dry cloth of the previous laundry run - waxed (which i wanted to do yesterday so i'm glad i did it now) - practiced my instrument (twas not great as it was a bit mindless, but i finally found the source of one recent sound problem) - washed my hair - did a little callisthenics - downloaded some songs to begin making a collection - learned that even if i'm not feeling it, putting the right song WILL give me the energy necessary to do the thing. i do not need to want to hear the sound for it to work.

so even if i didn't do a "specific activity" outside i still did things and that's good !

#3615 my life #this post comes from the fact that i always 'ruin / waste' my holidays by doing 'nothing'#when i want to do 'things'#and i'm beginning to see/add nuances to what is things and nothings and what feels like doing or not doing #it was sunny today (as much as it can be lately.) and in general i'm dog holding it's leash about it #and if i don't go out i feel like i shot myself in the foot and is doubly sad #but i thought about it and actually didn't want to go truly it was not uuuh i saw it again lately. it was not demand avoidance #because it's fucking wimdy and i hate the wind and behinf outside in the cold wind #so actually i was much happier home #day did not happen how i planned it but in the end i don't feel like i fucked it up. i did things that made me feel good #and or will help me later #and i shouldn't ask too much of myself. like for cleaning : one thing a day is already great ! all in it's time.#that's how the brain learn it's not a chore and is able to do it more readily and agreeably the next time

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toytulini · 1 month

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