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#upon rewatch of all the jess/rory scenes i have realized that the majority of their relationship was decent#it wasnt until the very end that he turns me off completely#not stopping when she told him to stop???#getting mad at her for not wanting to have sex with him???#wanting to check on her but then changing his mind once he saw she was talking to dean and he got jealous???#ghosting her for an entire year???#returning just to avoid her every time he sees her???#suddenly deciding he does want to talk to her and demanding she speaks to him???#asking her to run away with him after a full year of ghosting her???#and then when she says no...coming back a year later and finding out she dropped out of yale and yelling at her???#as if he has any right to have an opinion about her life???#THIS BOY IS AWFUL FDKSJAFLKSD#literally so horrible#i really do love him in s2/most of s3 but he just loses me at some point i am SORRy#i like him in the revival but there's just no way it would ever make sense for them to get back together after all of that#absolutely not !
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been thinking about the sinnohtrio lately......plus misc other stuff
also, casual ko-fi drop!! get something in this sketchy style starting at $10 woop woop
#finally decided to do a commission test run u_u#pokemon#trainer lyra#trainer kris#trainer dawn#trainer lucas#rival barry#rival silver#ayalumi#hisuian zorua#luxio#timeskip tag#rkgk#anyway it's sinnoh time !!!#still figuring out their designs and lore but this works for now#god's specialest little guys & their very normal bestfriend who they would kill/die for. up to interpretation who is killing/dying#dawn is the platinum protag who meets giratina and becomes champion#distortion world affected her way more than compared to cynthia and cyrus since she's still a developing kid. but hey cool ghost hair!#4-5 yrs later lucas gets blasted to hisui..lost his memory for the three years he's there and when arceus sends him back he's just like Man#the entire time barry is CHILLING PLAYING HAVING FUN#and forever worried abt his friends ): dawn & lucas are soo nonchalant about what happened to them it's a bit concerning to everyone else#design comments umm the only thing that matters is that they still have their og scarves 👍#and i guesss these are spring/summer outfits. winter dawn gets leggings and big coat ok. she already has too much yin energy#btw i use the cleanse tag as the direct opposition to the spell tag even tho that's probably not a real thing LOL)#oh yea barry wears the tower master ribbon 24/7. tower tycoon in training and won't shut up about it (i love him)#character dynamics i will talk abt that in another post if i feel like it... these days i just want to go replay pla aughh
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julie e os fantasmas (original julie and the phantoms) was so wild. like, what do you mean the boys were crushed to death by a truck? what do you mean julie has committed more than one crime? what do you mean the main triangle consists of a rockstar with a closet dnd player vs a my chemical romance revenge era rejected song? what do you mean the ghost love interest was a menace to society in life and public enemy number 1 in death? what do you mean he was tortured more than once? what do you mean there was a dude trying to enslave ghosts and this plotline only lasted two episodes????
#julie e os fantasmas#julie and the phantoms#julie and the phantoms og#this show shaped my entire personality#it was my childhood#i didn't realize how wild it was until i watched it as an adult#the one with the creepy teacher is particularly crazy#he actually breaks into julie's house and finds a way to physically torture GHOSTS#i love the remake but the original shaped me y'all don't understand#and i love luke but daniel is just so iconic#i wasn't lying about him being a menace#the dude broke into a hotel (by pushing the lobby guy and running) and caused chaos just to get his idol to listen to his band's music#and somehow got a hamburger out of it#and not only is he (all three of them are#but demetrius targets daniel specifically) being chased by the chief of the ghost police#he also completely throws 500 years of ghost laws out the window by causing a rebellion with just one story#“i never followed the rules when i was alive i'm not gonna follow them now that i'm dead” he took that seriously#also julie thinks cheating at school is wrong but she has no problem with breaking into places or potentially injuring thalita#her pettiness knows no boundaries lmfao#they truly are meant for each other 🤩#too bad he's dead#daniel every two episodes: i could make her worse#while he doesn't know that most of the crimes julie commits are of her own volition#i love my angsty little criminals#juliel#julie x daniel
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"thomas got no character development" maybe. or maybe the moral of his story is that it's irresponsible and unhealthy to attempt to completely deprive yourself of your feelings and much more productive to accept them as part of yourself and move on with your life from there. trying to go cold turkey on alison and then randomly picking another person to have a crush on only for it not to work is something we've seen thomas do before, which for some reason people decide to see as boring repetition rather than consistent characterization. but after that. did you miss the part where he stopped talking when she walked away, realized along with everyone else when fanny said "we're as bad as betty" and voted to go through with the proposal for alison to leave? did you miss the part where he happily waved her and her living family goodbye? did you miss the part where alison, old and gray, came back and mirthfully said "thomas, you flatter me" like. his passion for people and obsession with the idea of love wasn't gonna just go away. but he's learning to treat her with more respect, he didn't throw a tantrum or follow her around or go drown himself in the lake. just because he's not a completely different character doesn't mean there wasn't growth. watch season 1 episode 2 thomas say "divorce him, kill yourself, marry me" and then watch the christmas special again and tell me there was no development. come on now.
#like his 'its you that i love' was completely neutral. he's not making demands he's not badmouthing mike#he knows she is happy with mike and mia and will never feel the same way he does#that doesnt make him love her any less#can you not imagine having an unreciprocated crush?#his infatuation with her has gotten WAYYY less intense and way less overbearing#he's learning to live with his feelings and love her platonically as well#just because he still feels things very passionately doesnt mean he hasn't grown#anyway his short-lived intense fixations on people is like. a trademark of his character.#did you not watch the thomas thorne affair#anyway whatever#i think people need to take a step back and think about time scale before they complain about lack of growth#thomas has been dead for 300 years.#he's not gonna become an entirely different person in 5.#like 5 years SOUNDS like a long time to us. living people.#but you have to remember that it is a FRACTION of their time#bbc ghosts#ghosts spoilers
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decided it's about time to redo my character refs (and also make an actual character lineup sob) so I'm gonna post those and also ramble about my guys just a bit! cause I've been wanting to actually talk about my ocs here for a while :D
honestly feels kinda weird to not start with Ophelia but Jinny's who I wanted to draw today so :Pc
some more in depth info about my favorite ghost girl under the cut!!!!
Jinny's entire life (afterlife?) has been made up of self sacrifice after self sacrifice after self sacrifice. if you asked how she feels about this, she'd grin and say she's happy to help everyone!!! all the time!!!! no matter what!!!!!! don't worry about me why are you worried about me!!!!!!!!!
when Jinny arrived in the underworld, she was immediately slotted into the caretaker role that would define her for so long. she lives at a little ghost orphanage and takes care of her younger siblings there. she's a little bitter she was forced into this role, but if she doesn't take care of the kids then who will?
one of Jinny's biggest grand plans for taking care of everyone is to become a super duper awesome knight!!!! she's pretty convinced that being a knight will fix everyone's problems forever. too bad this dream doesn't seem very likely given how she's constantly underestimated and oversimplified. :(
but that doesn't bother Jinny — that just means it'll be even cooler when she proves everyone wrong!!!!
(oh also transparent Jinny. as a treat :3)
#GOD WHY DIDNT ANYONE TELL ME HOW HARD IT IS TO SUMMARIZE THE ENTIRETY OF YOUR CHARACTER INTO A COUPLE PARAGRAPHS WITHOUT SPOILING THE-#ENTIRE PLOT OF YOUR PROJECT#THOSE 3 PARAGRAPHS TOOK ME AN ENTIRE DAY OF DELIBERATING#anyway#really interesting to me seeing how different Jinny looks in this ref to the ref I made of her last year???????#those little character design and artstyle changes really add up huh :D#I like this Jinny ref so much more than the other one :3#I like her design and also my art for that matter so much more now just in general#squirrel art#ocs#tombmates#jinny#oc ref#ghost
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hanyuu higurashi’s lore is just ‘maybe the real demons were the ones inside of us all along’ but taken extremely literally and unironically
#that feeling when you a ghost alien demon thing fall in love and have a child with the love of your life#but then you have to kill him using your special demon killing sword because he was overtaken by a demon himself#and so you disappear and watch your daughter from the sidelines and then one day she desperately needs medicine#so you make some for her and the rest of the villagers#and they repay your kindness by attempting to your daughter her husband and their daughter#in the suspicion of ‘communing with demons’ which. technically they’re right but still. not cool#and so you get so pissed off by the village’s abhorrent treatment of your beloved daughter you burn the entire village down#and ‘accidentally’ give into your inner demons and ‘accidentally’ kill everyone#forcing your own daughter to kill you using the very demon slaying sword and mantra you used to kill her father years ago#but you’re not really dead ofc you just lost your corporeal form once again#and now you sit and watch your descendants from the shadows like you did once before#until one comes along that looks exactly like your daughter and one thing leads to another and you give her the power to loop endlessly#through time. as one does. naturally#higurashi no naku koro ni#hanyuu furude
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it’s honestly kinda crazy to me that kel & co were literally the first OCs i ever made
#my test subjects if you will#& yet i am still obsessed w them after all these years#idk i just think it’s kinda special bc it’s like we grew up together almost?#the first iteration of kel & co were honestly very wacky. like the deviant art era of my oc making if you know what i mean#but they’ve changed & grown a lot over the years & that’s kinda fun!! they’re very dear to me tbh#sometimes i read through old notes for them & i’m just like. man what was i thinking#i could honestly write an entire essay on all of the scrapped lore for these guys. the kel & co multiverse is Very extensive lol#the original three the story was about were bow kel & a lil ghost i named tragedy (i was 12 lol)#her real name is isobel. she’s not in canon anymore but she IS in monster boyz. i put a lot of the old characters in mbz.#dhes wasn’t in the original story at first either. he was a character i made for an rp lmao#but once that ended i decided i loved him so much & had to put him in my main project#he has changed the most from his original design tbh. personality wise i mean#he went from very minor side character to the literal focus of the story#he’s essentially the main narrator. even more so than kel#idk. i was just randomly thinking about them & how long it’s been.#gives me feelings when i think about it all lol#i did not sleep last night at all btw#rainyrambles
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its important to watch a new movie or read a new book sometimes. largely because 1) its nice to experience all the art this world has to offer but also 2) you might be able to find new scenarios to imagine your OCs in
#it gets the cogs turning if ur imaginary scenarios get stale#wait did anyone else do this. when i was a kid i played with my toys in the very storytelling heavy style#like every toy was a character type thing. ten million large spanning melodramatic stories of epic proportions with my littlest pet shops#like that was the type of play i liked. and i would#sit in front of the TV with whatever playing half watching cartoons#or watching some kids movie on vhs borrowed from the library back when they still had tapes#and the whole time i would be playing with my toys. seeming more engrossed in the story among my toys than the movie i was watching#but i WAS watching the movie i was just using it largely as a. jumping off point. to make up stories about like#my lps cat who can see ghosts and her search for her long lost twin sister or something#Oh god and when i was a little older like 10 years old making ms paint animations age#whenever i was watching a movie with like famiy or in class or whatever and maybe it was a little boring at parts#i would like. start focusing on the score only and just imagine my own sparklewolf OCs to it instead of paying attention#my dad often fondly remembers watching avatar in theatres with the whole family and looking over to me and seeing me mentally GONE hfkjdfhs#mother and older brother were pretty engrossed with the effects and visuals and i was like. eyes glazed over staring into space#imagining blue wolves with anime hair like :) my dad thought it was very funny. he cant judge the reason he was looking around was because#often hes more interested in watching other people react to a movie than the movie itself LOL we are cut from similar cloths..#i still dont remember a thing about that movie. but the score wasnt bad HJKDBJFKLSHJFDs#but yeah i dunno. watch a horror movie. think about putting your ocs through the horrors. thats how ive lived my entire life
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ALL MOVED IN TO MY NEW PLACE!!! took us six hours to drive all my shit to the new place, and about three hours to get the rats settled, play furniture tetris, sit on the ground waiting for pizza, sit on the ground eating pizza, put my bed together, play more furniture tetris, and get the bunnies settled, but now I am cozy wozy in my bed hehe :3c unpacking and decorating will commense tomorrow but for now. rest
#in LOVE with my new room wahhh#and the house obvi#don't think I've lived somewhere w this much charm since the like 100 year old huanted farm house when I was ten#so excited to have a porch 😭😭😭#also shoutout to my best friend for carrying all the heavy stuff down the stairs and being so excited for me wah#after like 9 hours of moving she was like 'I just want to start decorating Now' 😭😭😭😭😭😭#and she might come over Again tomorrow to help decorate because she's so excited about it I love her so much 😭#still have not 100% processed that I have moved to an entirely new house because as previously mentioned#it was a deeply impulsive decision#but I'm very excited hehe#anyway now to read some fanfiction and then fall asleep at 10pm#I was gonna take a shower but I am so tired I don't think I could actually stand there and wash myself AJGSNDJDK#ghost posts#text
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"Uhhh violence never the answer it's childish to start fights" it's also childish to refuse any and all criticism and expect everyone around you to bend over backwards to accommodate your every fucking whim and never do the same in return. If YOU make YOURSELF impossible to have a mature conversation with, people are going to stop trying.
#also again her and grandma's negligence resulted in my dad getting mauled by HER dog but we don’t get to be mad about that? fuck off#your dog is going to be euthanized. this will happen again with the wrong fucking person and they will press charges and your dog will die.#and I know for a FACT if either of our dogs had done anything even close to what hers did she would have flipped her shit#and now because she can't handle the bare minimum responsibilities of a dog owner our dogs are traumatized.#dad got hurt trying to separate her dog from Ghost(our aussie) bc he has no socialization skills and wouldn't leave Ghost tf alone#and then a day after THAT Ghost attacked Elphie (our corgi) bit her head and flipped her on her back. drew blood.#so because my aunt refuses to train her fucking dog now Ghost is triggered by the dog he has lived with his entire life#and has never EVER had issues with her! he has some excitability issues but he has NEVER been aggressive and has always deffered to Elphie#she's always been the one in charge. he's playful and friendly and has never instigated anything all 3 years of his life prior to this.#I am so fucking mad dog training is not just for the owner's convenience it's so your animal and other animals/people can be SAFE#they have a 2 year old and an 8 year old in that house a dog like this is a hazard. And to be clear I am not blaming the animal.#he is being neglected. they refuse to train him so they obviously can't manage his behavior so he just gets locked in his crate#which sucks for any animal but especially a year and a half old puppy who wants to play so he just sits in there and barks for fucking HOURS#it just sucks! I'm mad! He's a sweet dog but he has no self regulation skills so he's way too reactive! hes gonna bite one of the kids or a#stranger or another dog and then he won't have any chance to improve because he will be euthanized.
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Vent in tags because I have nobody to talk to but need to get some feelings out. Sorry. Just ignore please ♡
#i feel like the most unwanted and unloved person on the face of the earth#I've been desperately trying to rekindle a friendship with the person I considered my best friend so I extended one final olive branch and#she just. she took that branch snapped it in half and set it on fire. literally. we were best friends all throughout high school but#at the beginning of this year she replaced me with someone she had just met like I never meant anything to her. and I just#I don't know what I've done wrong. I don't know why I'm so replaceable to people. I don't know I don't know I don't know but it really hurts#I'm nobody's favorite. nobody's first choice. hell probably not even anybody's second third or fourth choice#everybody ALWAYS leaves me eventually and I don't know why. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I don't know how to change it because nobody#ever tells me what I've done wrong. they just suddenly change attitudes or ghost me or abandon me without a care#I've lost literally every single non-familial connection I've ever had. every person I know irl has come and gone for reasons I genuinely#don't know. every online person either leaves me or isn't interested in forming more than a surface level connection. (which. I'm not saying#I'm forcing anyone to. I just crave a deep connection so badly and wish someone was willing to have one with me)#i really should be used to this by now. it's not the first time I've lost someone i thought would be in my life forever. but it really hurts#i need to get used to being alone. i need to stop bearing my entire heart to anyone willing to look at me. but i don't know how to#i just want to be loved#rye's cries#rye rambles
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someone really should be talking about how difficult it is to plan a wedding - a gay wedding - when both of your families fucking suck
#who is talking about this!!!! let me know#idk i have 0 expectations for my family but they still somehow always manage to let me down which#i was anticipating#and i didn’t think i would care because i have never cared before#but liiiiiike.#i wasn’t expecting to feel sad rofl but my family is so fucking flaky. again i KNOW THIS i know i cannot rely on any of them#it’s annoying when i have given them a year and a half to make plans and i have had so many people tell me they would be there#just to back out or ghost or come up with some excuse#like do you know how expensive weddings are 😭 JUST fucking be honest with me and rsvp no#anyway i was very intentional with the few family members i did invite#and specifically invited people i have a rapport with / had a good (ish lol) relationship with growing up#people i have bent over backwards trying to please!!! and dropping everything to help them out#and they can’t even be bothered to communicate with me lol it’s fine. like. i do feel like it’s internalized homophobia at this point#or maybe they have hated me this entire time which is totally plausible#but they KNOW how much ayesha means to me and knows that no one from her family is coming to our wedding#at the end of the day it’s going to be like. 5 people from my family 1 from ayesha’s (her brother) and like 30-40 friends#which i am so grateful for obviously#i sound like such a brat but it’s also like - watching your family continuously choose drugs/alcohol over showing up for you - lol#AGAIN i’m used to this and expected as much but i’m still feeling bad#just rsvp so i can move on with my life please. stop telling me you’re trying to make it work when we both know you aren’t#i have so much more to say but i’m going to sound crazy even though i knooooow it is homophobia like i Know it#i think there are certain people i will finally go no contact with for good after this#which is a freeing thought but i only invited v few family members to begin with. there’s abt to be no one left lmao#probably for the best#ugh whatever#again i can’t help but feel a certain way when they have done more/traveled further for relatives they hardly know#meanwhile i was forced to spend so much of my life living for these people and for them alone#AAAAAAAA i just want to scream#text
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kotaki siblings best sibling pair in prsk. send tweet.
#mine#tragic siblings...........................................do you ever think about how taiga created an entire fake life as an alibi for nag#well he really did have the music career. but the reason it happened was because he was covering for her#like he never really got to process his grief and it completely recontextualises his actions in lutf. like yes it was a total dick move#but if you think about what he went through in the last two years it makes sense#he went abroad to cover for nagi he got a music career in the process but her ghost is kinda just. there. even then it was nagi who wanted#that in the first place. rad weekend left an incredible impact which was intended but it was still her swan song. her ghost is always there#and when he came home he had to pretend it wasn't. that everything was fine and that people weren't trying to get rid of that ghost even if#it's what nagi wanted.#regurgitating shit from my taiga essay. whatever. kotaki siblings ily
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Reintroducing Andrite and Tero’Ra, I present the ‘stuck in development hell’ original character donut steal Kesi, an oc that was made before I turned my ‘thep khufan aren’t an alien species’ Mutants and Magic au as my default Ben 10 ocverse so she stopped being Kesiris.
Have also this ‘rotating in my mind for forever’ triad pondering how to taste a rock that can’t taste featuring fucked up face hugger petrosapien kissing-
#andrite#kesi#tero'ra#oc#ben 10 oc#ben 10#fanart#you have no idea who kesi is because i have not spoken about her#she is a seamstress and has always been conceptualised AS a seamstress#however she was a thep khufan seamstress that had an ectonurite assistance (tero'ra) who would do the heavy lifting#when i both decided i wanted to make even os more mutant and magic (a la au) and then decided to make it an oc verse#(this oc verse including annie and thus the andromeda 5 thus the heavily magic mutant and neurodivergent plagued ra'ad reliant on this au)#i was left with a character i couldn't (in my head) talk about anymore because i had written out her entire backstory#but looking into who were actually mummified (the mummification process including magic being the justification of the os mummy up and out)#commoners could be mummified even if it is exorbantly expensive#so kesi was a seamstress that instead of being on earth as an alien- she is a seamstress from over 5000 years ago in modern era#some fuck head did what some fuck head does and awakens a mummy- kesi wakes up pissed that her work is being stolen#then she realises that her family scrounged up enough coin to afford a mummification for her- someone who died a little bit too soon#and she sets up a business that welcomes aliens (especially for a work seeking ghost and a dysphoric rock) because how human is she#also they are a poly thems the rules i don't know what to tell ya#a trio braincells on their OWN perhaps but when in the same room? defenestration#it's been so long since the last i've [drawn my alien(adjacent) ocs] lost to this monster the [magic and mutants au]
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MOTW NPC Rach Lombardi, Mark's toxic ex who got ripped to shreds by dogman and then whose revenant ghost latched onto someone else who was on their own dogman revenge quest (player character Tatara)
she's fun.
#ragsycon exclusive#ragsymakes#artists on tumblr#oc art#monster of the week#oc rach#she's conniving and self-serving and manipulative#which means she's very fun to play in game. love to rp an absolute garbage person#she and mark dated for awhile in their early to mid twenties#it was all around a really terrible relationship but he didn't really know it until well afterwards.#the entire time what he thought was positive attention was really just her using him to get what she wanted#up to and including using him as leverage to get to his brother stuart who she was seeing behind mark's back for a while#and he found out by complete chance. walked in on them after getting home from work early#and to mark's shock and disgust at this betrayal she just said 'eh that's fine. i was done with you anyway' and kicked him out right there#mark had a fairly significant breakdown over it and just. left town. ghosted everybody and got a job at a watchtower deep in the woods#didnt talk to anyone for years. became an unwitting forest cryptid (different can of worms). let all of his baggage fester for way too long#until stuart managed to get a hold of him and invited him on a Brotherly Reconciliation Camping Trip And Rach Is There Too#and rach did what she's good at which was needling mark's insecurities and insisting he's overreacting when he got upset#but at this point mark was possessed by an evil spirit that turned him into a feral dogman when angry (again. different can of worms)#and the dogman came out and attacked and killed her. total carnage. stuart was away getting firewood when it happened.#mark at this point had no memory of any of this dogman transformations so he woke up covered in blood next to rach's corpse and freaked out#as did stuart#so this Brotherly Reconciliation Camping Trip was kinda the last time they've seen each other since#and later on rach's earthbound ghost finds someone who is on a revenge quest for several other deaths at the hands (paws?) of the dogman#and this other person is already being guided by the spirits of her deceased loved ones#and rach. ever the opportunist. latches onto the other person to maybe get vengeance for her own death#sapping away the strength from the other spirits to make herself strong enough to DO anything#to say 'how fucking dare you' when the other person chooses to offer mark mercy instead of outright killing him#to decide she can finally take matters into her own hands and take over the other person's body and do the dirty work herself
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i mean if we’re talking character dynamics there is literally no beating vrisrezi they’re just soooooooo. yknow. they literally make me feel incomprehensible emotions. [S] Terezi: Remem8er had me in TEARS like. it’s about two kids who were best friends and they hurt each other so much in so many ways but they managed to figure it out!! i just. yeah. they are everything to me <3
THERES NO FUCKING BEATING VRISREZI
#THANK YOUSO MUCH FOR BEING RIGHT. VRISREZI IS SO AUUUUVUVUUUUUGGGFHGSBSBDDJSJJSJK. DYNAMIC OF ALL TIME.#what if YOU killed your ex after an elaborate game of daring and coin flips and chance#thus LEADING YOU TO BE DEPRESSED FOR THREE YEARS and DOOMING YOUR ENTIRE TIMELINE#and then after you die trying to fix your mistakes you end up seeing the ghost of your ex#WHO YOU WERE DATING AND MADE UP WITH IN THE GOOD TIMELINE.#and then THE LAST TIME YOUVE SEEN EACH OTHER WAS WHEN YOU KILLED HER. but you just#SMILE AT EACH OTHER AND HOLD EACH OTHER#**AS THE UNIVERSE FALLS APART AROUND YOU**#AUUGGFGJHFDHGHHHDHDJJDJDK. SORRY IM NORMAL.#asks#morgan
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