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misty-moth · 11 months

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There’s more to read, but I started getting eepy an hour before posting time 😭 future me shall resume ~later~… which will either be in a couple hours or 8+ hours, I really have no choice in the matter 🤷‍♀️

#god idk why I’m this tired #~7 hours should theoretically be enough #I am part cat tho so I really should be aiming for 16 hours a day #rambling before sleepy times

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sunglassesmish · 2 months

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BUCK IN 4x12 - TREASURE HUNT

#my gifs #911 #911 abc #911 4x12 #evan buckley #god i am so so tired #idk why i decided to do two from each scene… i’m also stupid #(these are not in order)

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myokk · 4 months

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fast sketch for today💓💓

#god these two are so cute will I ever stop drawing them ????#NO😤😤#anyways I am so tired today😭🙏#woke up at 5am & I’ve drank so much coffee!!#I have a lot of work this afternoon so I wanted to take advantage of my morning #deep cleaned/ran errands/walked the goblins #I’m about to exercise and idk why but I decided I’ve been too lazy about things lately #and I’m pushing myself so much with lifting these days I am SO SORE #(but like the good type of sore)#I just want my thighs to be more muscular 😭😭😭😭😭 lots of squats deadlift bulgarians hip thrust etc etc etc #at least I know by next week I will already see the results 🙏🙏 then I’ll be lazy again until they fade 😭#I have never managed to be obsessive about exercise or really enjoy it I just do the bare minimum to stay healthy #and hopefully my body will thank me as I get older #bc my job is so physical that I really need to take care of things or I could really mess things up for the future #tbh I’ve always noticed that tattoo artists always lift a lot🤝🤝#hogwarts legacy #hogwarts legacy fanart #hphl #imelda reyes #poppy sweeting #imelda reyes x poppy sweeting

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read-write-thrive · 10 days

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platonic and romantic are not some sort of binary that relationships have to be divided into. they’re not even two ends of a linear spectrum. they’re fully just abstract concepts made up of culturally-dependant social behaviour and expectations that are continually forced upon people to reinforce religious, legal, and broader societal/cultural norms, often and repeatedly to the detriment of non-normative groups including, but not limited to, the queer community. and I am sick and tired of those norms being replicated in fucking fandom discourse, of all places

#this is coming from an aroace person #who is not only v autistic which is undoubtedly a contributing factor to this #but I also literally study queerness for a living #idk I saw a post trying to put some superiority onto emphasising platonic relationships over romantic ones #and that’s great!#it definitely counteracts the alloromantic norm!#but god I wish we could move past the concepts entirely #I understand all abstract terms and what have you are literally there to communicate these things #but idk idk #as someone who has to navigate this bs every time I have a close relationship with a non-relative I’m so tired of it #like even in self defined qprs sometimes romance and sex happen!!!! that does not mean it isn’t a qpr/ isn’t platonic !!!!!#why is it if you’re best friends with your romantic partner you have to refer to them using the romantic terms of not alloromanticism #on the same vein expecting aromantic ppl to never want or enjoy any acts or behaviour called “romantic is such bs #like what is romance ? what actions are romantic that cannot also be platonic?#why differentiate relationships so strictly if not for religious/legal/etc regulations and norms #is this perspective called something #there’s no way I’m the only person to have this pov #like is this relationship anarchy ? idek if that’s a term but it’s what comes to mind #aromantism #aroace #aro pride #arospec #qpr #qpr concepts #relationship anarchy

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shima-draws · 2 months

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Just got back from seeing Deadpool & Wolverine!! I enjoyed it a lot but the humor was a biiiiit overdone lol

#It was a joke like once every minute and eventually I just got tired of it jfnsnfndn #My roommates saw it with me and they were offended I didn’t like it as much as them lmao #But they just recycled the same three jokes like over and over and over 😭#Also spoiler alert but god PLEASE stop with the multiverse shit I’m so over it #They poked fun at it ofc but the fact that they did it at all!!#I think the thing that bugged me the most was the fact that there were so many references I didn’t get #Bc I didn’t watch the 5000000 other Marvel movies and shows and side series and whatever else #I’d like to walk into a movie with just basic knowledge and be able to get what’s going on #GRANTED it’s Marvel. Idk why I expected anything else.#Anyway it was still good and I still enjoyed it a lot!!#They just laid the jokes on a bit too thick for my tastes #And the multiverse stuff 😔#Shima speaks #Deadpool #Deadpool & Wolverine

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chaosinstigator · 7 months

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if you look for a reason to hate someone you’re always going to find it, please for the love of god choose to use your energy on better things

#daniel ricciardo #f1 #im so god damn #tired!!!#got home from work wanted to come here immediately hit in the face with discourse / drama FUCKS SAKE #if you hate him so damn much what the fuck ever but don’t fill his tag with your bullshit #and don’t attack people who don’t god #im so over this I love tumblr but its just bringing me down rn its my one sm I actually use and now - idk #joey rambles #why on earth are you using all that effort on hating someone who doesn’t know you exist #WHY?! why are you doing the Most to harass people who DO like him?? ‘I’m allowed my opinion #you are but so is everyone else?????#🫠🫠🫠

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aina-otsuki · 6 months

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just had an idea. So if anyone has read this fanfic . then I want you to hold onto that thought and what if just yk what if it was Aeon and Nico.

Now this would be how I see Nico in a Mortal high school AU. He’d be this stupidly smart kid that musically talented and would like usually be seen with Reyna, Jason, Apollo, and Leo or someone else. That would be the friend group. Um… I’m like so tired I have a final tomorrow so I can’t think right now. My Spanish brain is on and right now everything looks like mush. I be a native English speaker but Spanish is so much easier than English. I’m sorry I realized I’m just speaking BS. Uh, add any ideas you have! :)

Now for a long needed rest. I think :|

Edit 04/11/24 - @avaetin seeing as this is your Au I would like to ask what you think

#au #pjo #nico di angelo #primordial god! chronos x ananke! nico #idk what im doing #i’m fucking tired #Why am I doing this instead of sleeping?#Actually I think it’s because I was trying to write in my fic. Idk :/

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alwaysneedyforsir · 6 months

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back to bad habits (staying absurdly late at practice)

#like ok yes it was productive!#but it’s also almost ten pm and i’m only leaving now #ya girl’s still got to get home and finish her homework and try to get to bed at a reasonable hour #who knows tho i may stay up n bake cookies #honestly who needs sleep bffr #i am *killing* it rn on no sleep #promise!!#tired n hungry n fuckin beat up #the bruises i have on my body rn are ridiculous #plus somehow fuckin scratches??#anyway my body’s fallin tf apart rn hehe oops #who wants to kiss my bruises better??#taking applications rn #apply within w your qualifications n an essay of why you should be considered as an applicant #perks of the job include hugs n kisses whenever you want n probably when you don’t want #you also get a free use fuck toy who needs your attention on her all the fuckin time or she withers away n dies #n lots of flowers n books n chocolate too!!#honestly what’s a girl gotta do to get some flowers #good god idk how to shut tf up #whatever it’s not like i know how to shut up in real life anyway so #honestly if anyone’s read this far lmk bc that deserves a fuckin prize #(we can negotiate details of said prize if you don’t like my initial offer hehe)#me #my thoughts

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supernovasimplicity · 5 days

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want to share my random cr thoughts (mostly bitching about the fandom being LAME about interesting character choices as usual) but I deleted twitter from my phone 😭

#cool mutual who hates cr don’t look at this #idk man it’s been interesting coming back to watching it without the investment I had in earlier campaigns #and given this seems like the last hurrah of exandria it seems worth watching just for the sake of it #as long as my focus holds lol #idk! it’s nice! I’m not expecting much so it’s kinda fun again #plus it’s a lot of nostalgia bait at this pint which for me is great!#but yeah it’s frustrating to see matt put forward genuine questions that don’t have right or wrong answers (I think anyway I’m not totally #totally caught up)#and the fandom’s reaction being BUT WHY ARENT THEY MAKING THE RIGHT DECISIONS????#like good god live a little #aaaaanyways I’ll probably delete this #big reminder that the main reason I got tired during cr2 was the fandom not the actual story!

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mars-ipan · 29 days

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this post is not going to be very well planned out so i’d like you all to be niceys to me if i bungle the wording but i feel like the moment people understand that certain forms of bigotry stem from hatred for certain groups but can affect people not belonging to those groups and hurt them just the same is the moment a lot of our conversations about diversity, oppression, and how to combat marginalization stop going so hard in circles and start being productive

#marzi speaks #marzirants #i do think ppl are making progress #but like. with idk misogyny for example. that’s a form of bigotry i know well enough to ramble abt #there are plenty of specific types of bigotry that stem from misogyny. like… the fundamentalist idea of the power heirarchy of a household #yanno the umbrella one. god -> husband -> wife -> kids #this power dynamic leads to a lot of abuse of power which is why so many fundamentalist homes have abusive fathers #the dynamic exists primarily to elevate the man above all others- especially the woman #(children are an oppressed class too but that is a diff conversation from rn)#but it still causes suffering to the children despite it being this way primarily to diminish the woman #hell it can even cause suffering to the man if he ‘fails’ to fulfill that social role of provider #misogyny will be leveled against him and he will have his manhood called into question by his community #and this misogyny is not ‘misdirected’ in this case. it’s working exactly as intended #and once we can start to understand concepts like this esp in the contexts of intersectionality #and how different types of bigotry may look very similar but occur for very different reasons #i think we’ll be able to have much more meaningful conversations about where this bigotry stems from and what pushes it forward #and therefore the best things we can do to combat it #PLEASE REMEMBER I AM IN A WEIRD STATE RN DON’T YELL AT ME IF I GOOFED PLS. LIFE BIG AND I’M TIRED AND SCARED OF EVERYTHING COOL

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drivemysoul · 2 months

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sorry just. jesus christ.

#taylor.txt #me: you’re on my case about me needing to communicate with you and i do my best to do that so i need you to communicate with me too #her: i don’t like talking about it when im upset #me: okay but we need to talk about it because i need to know what happened and how i can help and support you if i can #her: but if i talk about it i stop being aloof and mysterious. you can figure it out #????????? no i can’t that’s why i need to talk about it with you #like oh my god. god forbid i say something too deadpan and accidentally convince her im mad at her and then have to spend days soothing her #when like. in reality i’m just tired and feeling sick and focusing on not passing out #but she often laughs about the fact she probably has bipolar or bpd or some kind of personality disorder that she doesn’t want to get #doesn’t want to get diagnosed with.* because she thinks that it makes her more mysterious and quirky #you are not ramona. you are not quirky and cool and stoic. you are stressing me out and demanding i communicate with a brick wall #like idk i do my best to be open and communicate!! doing my best to not run at the first sign of trouble!!#but it just frustrates me that she’s always demanding that i do more of that when she won’t communicate and gets upset for me asking her to

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thefortysecondolive · 4 months

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hit a rough patch processing my gender in the past few days & have been feeling down about not being able to talk about pretty much any aspect of my identity without tacking on seven disclaimers and a vocab quiz 😮‍💨 wish I could just put the identity crisis on hold until I finish my finals

#personal #a classmate asked me if I had a lover and I said fuck no I’m ace as hell and immediately felt like a Bad Ace™️ even though it was true #can’t just talk about being ace bc that’s aroallo and sex-favorable erasure #can’t just talk about being aro because I also don’t want to fuck #can’t talk about being aroace without explaining the SAM even though I can’t split my own identity bc that’s aroallo AND alloace erasure #can’t talk about sex- or romance-repulsion without clarifying that I’m not judging my friends for having/wanting relationships #can’t pin down my gender with one label so I feel like a fraud using all of them #can’t talk about being socialized female without distancing myself from the first 22 years of my life #can’t be annoyed about being parsed as a butch lesbian because god it was a compliment and it’s not like I’m actually a man right?#but also can’t explain why it’s weird to think of women (or anyone) being attracted to me because that’s? basically homophobic I guess?#idk man I’m just tired #I’ve got so much other stuff on my plate rn it’d be great if This One Thing was easier

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muirneach · 6 months

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its kind of astounding to me how i attend school full time and somehow also manage to ride an entire half marathon in the same day. its not even 5pm yet

#i got home and was like christ why am i so tired #like gee idk could be the 23km riding you did today + normal school + gruelling sewing college #i sat down to study for my math test tomorrow but oughhhhhhhhh #and despite it all im so out of shape. what a ripoff #thank god i’m unemployed!! cause remember when i had to ride 14km daily AND attend school and work for a total of a 13 hour day??

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vampirebutterflies · 2 years

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actually I’m gonna bitch here for a sec like WHY is being disabled so expensive like I have very good healthcare and thank fuck for rebates but !!! still!!!!

main bullshittery bugging me rn though is the absolutely unrelenting fatphobia (and so many layers of ableism) in anything to do with hashimotos

like it is FUCKING infuriating to have this constant rhetoric of “you have hashimotos?? here’s how to stop being so FAT and UGLY! (:” “here’s how to LOSE WEIGHT with hashimotos!!” “15 tips to drop 15 kilos!!!” “got hashimotos? comment HELP ME or dm to get access to my private HASHI WEIGHT LOSS group!!!” “best diets to lose weight with hashimotos!!”

even the ones that sneak this shit into otherwise decent resources you’ll have a good run of beneficial info punctuated by “oh you’re probably balding and ugly and fat but that’s okay!!! we EMBRACE body positivity here!! by bullying you into being skinny and fitting our beauty standards so you can finally love yourself!!!!” “link in bio for my best selling book HASHI HELL TO HEALED HEAVEN: HOW I SAVED MYSELF FROM BEING FAT AND BALDING AND UGLY AND TURNED INTO THE PERFECT THIN BEACHY BABE!” Violence violence violence murder maiming killing arson destruction FUCK

#it’s midnight thirty I’m tired I have a headache I’m gonna kill every single diet n beauty industry exec #I have mroe to say but I’m too low words now #like it’s fucking horrible and I’m on the OVERactive side of it all where I struggle gaining weight at all!! cannot even #begin to imagine just how unendingly torturous this all is for. yk. actual fat people #like it’s so hard to actually try and find any resources for myself bc all this is triggering the hell out of my dysmorphia and shit like #hence why I’m lookin at a potential specialist at 600$ per fuckin appointment even tho I’ve been told there’s not much even a specialist #could do in my case #the absolute BULLSHIT y’all are subjected to everywhere everyday. oh my god.#reblog if u want idc doubt it’s got much sense or relevnate to anyone other than me atm but #I need tobbed #fatphobia #medical neglect #hashimotos #disability #ask if u need this tagged idk what to put it under #vent #diet mention #ed tw #biting biting biting biting bitign #goodnoot

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ilostyou · 1 year

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guys if i start feeling weird today can someone remind me i’m just spiraling bc i didn’t get enough sleep not bc there’s something to actually spiral about 😐

#this is me documenting it for myself too #idk why but lately i’m so quick to highkey spiral when i’m just. tired. like one thing sets me off and i’m DONE. but. kind of badly lol #and i slept awfully last night did not get enough sleep so. if i feel fucking terrible later. this is literally why #like unless there’s an actual reason and something legit happens (god please no lol) i am just TIRED and should go to bed #end of story dhkdkdkfl #rambling

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satoruxx · 11 months

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how did i avoid friend drama for so many years and now it’s being thrown in my face at age 20??

#it’s so tiring oh my god #girls can be so mean sometimes tho #why do we need to make other people feel like shit #and then fight about it #and if you have a problem at least be mature and talk about it straight up #idk i’m so over this #[𐐪— rheya talks. 𐑂]

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