Sucks to know you’ll always miss a person in particular ways. It’s not at all crumbling. Just a “damn” - one some mornings, or nights. A part of you (even in a deep hibernational slumber, even after years) will yearn to have them close(r) to your heart and enjoy life with them. Happy to say it’s not a constant feeling, fuck, I couldn’t do that. It’s in the small, unexpected, subconscious moments.
Little thunder bolts hitting the floor on a clear day.
I thought it was an exaggeration so for years I called myself an unfair judge. But fuck, energy doesn’t lie. And you wish you didn’t feel this way. I am not one who seeks out these sort of situations, I’m too relaxed to stir the seas of my calm life in these ways. And I can’t put my finger on it what it is. But you gotta make peace with the here and now, with the life that’s yours, before you. And you gotta continue sailing in your own waterway. That’s what I’m doing, it’s a matter of letting what doesn’t belong here go (and keeping what does). Still, my heart misses you sometimes so much it feels like its chambers will cave in on itself realizing there’s not a single person who’ll ever come close. And I’m trying to find ways now to be okay with that for my remaining life.
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Alice Dyer is NOT Tim 2.0. Their humor is completely different. Canon Tim is incredibly different from fanon tim. He is funny sometimes, but when it comes down to it, his humor comes down to “millenial who makes the occasional pop culture reference and is jokingly flirty sometimes”. He knows what a meme is, but his meme knowledge is not that far advanced from “I can haz cheesburger” cat. He is not hip with the memes. Alice is the one who is hip with the memes. Please let this woman be cringe and let Timothy Stoker be free from the chains of comedic relief meme guy.
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Was playing Wii sports and these beauties were born
Wii sports will always be a treasure
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if I had a nickel for every time they said bucky is gonna be the leader, I'd have two nickels. which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.
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Honestly, the line that is really sticking with me from this episode is Imogen’s response to Laudna asking if she still loves her.
“I’ll always love you Laudna. I just don’t know what to do with it.”
Cause holy crap if that isn’t the most heartbreakingly accurate thing I’ve ever heard. I’ve been in situations like that before, and loving someone doesn’t really even begin to make things better when you can’t trust them.
You can love someone who hurts you.
You can love someone who scares you.
Those aren’t conflicting statements, but it’s also not a balancing act. You can’t erase the bad with the good. And just because someone doesn’t want to hurt you doesn’t mean that they aren’t.
So you end up full of love for someone and feeling like it almost doesn’t matter anymore.
Love can’t change anything without accountability and respect.
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Also for the record, I’m not saying this to imply that Laudna is abusing Imogen or something like that, especially since what is scaring Imogen is the lack of control rather than Laudna herself.
I’m still very invested in their relationship and eager to see how/if they can recover from this.
I just think that it marked an important turning point in their current dynamic and Imogen not hiding her conflicted feelings about it is probably the best thing she could do for Laudna in the long run.
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I think at some base level my molecules instinctively recognized yours, as you stood across from me at the noisy karaoke bar, cigarette hanging off your lips. The lights flashed purple, blue and green. Super novas bursting across your features, that smile, the one that makes me forget to breathe already touching the ends of your mouth. The world around us has stopped it’s progress forward to let us mingle once more as old friends. Atoms bouncing from one another in Recognition. Touched as celestial dust once and now as earth bound flesh. I think I knew then that the stars had whispered your name to me every night since the very moment I’d learned I could listen. Here lay the proof… when I reached towards you, hands like kids gloves reaching shoulders in embrace. I saw eternity.
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My tumblr feed back in August:
One very specific fandom
Occasional posts talking about how me and everyone I love are somehow genetically inheritally evil and therefore deserve to die through very specific methods, while denying our culture, language and everyday lives
Refusal of creators to address said posts
Me looking at my tumblr feed now:
Jumblr
Jumblr
ישראבלר
Guinea pigs (thanks @aguineapigcouldntdothis)
Even more Jumblr
LOTS of Anakin content (thanks @multifanderlovesanakin / @multifanderwrites)
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עוד קצת ישראבלר כי למה לא
פאנפיק על אלי קופטר??
MORE JUMBLR!!!!!!!!
Me:
Me:
Me: Yeah. I made the right choice.
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