#gosh i cannot tell you <333

[oinkoink321]

Miles, Gwen, Hobie, Pav, and  Miguel with a cheerleader!Reader. 

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Guys, I cannot stress enough how amazing cheerleading is. Like say what you want whether it’s a sport or not but have you seen those routines?!?!? Literally inhumane!!!! And as a cheerleader I want (need) to see more fics about this 😭

This is an “x reader” Reader is a Flyer/top girl (the person that gets thrown/put up in the air in stunts). Reader will  not be a spider person in this fic (sorry guys). Reader is implied to be on the quieter side or not “look” like a cheerleader(on Hobie’s part). Anyways, if there’s anything I can improve or change please let me know! enjoy! 

Warnings: none but the characters might be ooc

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Miles Morales 

He literally sits through your routine in shock. He’s so caught off guard. Cheerleaders do things like this?!?!

Idk if he had cheerleaders in his school or not but idk if he would really pay attention to them at all. However, when he found out  you’re a cheerleader, he’s like “oh ok”.

Then one day you invite him to watch you perform, he gladly goes to support you but he’s not really sure what to expect. Then when he sees you doing all that tumbling or having enough courage to be tossed in the air like that, he’s in awe. 

He could barely even jump off a small building with spider powers and yet here you are, staying tight and sharp enough to hit all your motions and yell loud. 

He’s just so…..mind blown. His eyes are all on you, his mouth open at all the tumbling and shining you do. Gosh, he’s so taken aback. 

After the routine he’s walking up to you, a bit shy. He’s like “You did amazing! I can’t believe cheerleaders actually do all that! You were awesome flying in the air like that and blah blah blah”. He’d definitely be drawing you in your cheer uniform and doing your skills. He’s the sweetest <333

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Gwen Stacy 

Since she used to do ballet, I think she might know a bit about cheer. Anyways, when she’s watching you perform, she’s in a daze. 

Since you’re not a spider person, she’s quite impressed with all the skills you can pull off. Especially the tumbling, you need incredible strength in order to tumble as fluidly as you do 

Her eyes are literally sparkling watching you. Her eyes are glued to you, your teammates and your performance. She has a soft smile on her face the entire time. She enjoys watching you so much! 

I bet she silently prays that you don’t fall or injure yourself when you’re flying or when you tumble. She knows how dangerous those can be so she can’t help but feel a bit nervous everytime she sees you do those skills 

Nevertheless, she loves watching them either way! She lets out a little sigh of relief when you’re done doing the performance and you’re completely fine.

She walks up to you and gives you a big hug. She whispers in your ear “You did so good”. She’s sooo proud of you after the performance. Also, I think she would stretch with you or work out with you when you exercise for cheer. Anyways I love her so much<3333 

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Hobie Brown 

I feel like he’s pretty chill about you being a cheerleader, but he is a bit surprised. You? A cheerleader? The thought would never cross his mind. 

But when he sees you doing flips and being tossed? He’s on the edge of his seat. Then, he hears you yell out the words of your cheer. Your voice is powerful and your team hypes up the audience. 

He feels proud of you, who’s usually shy and quiet, being confident and getting a crowd to yell your school colors and name. 

He’s mesmerized by your boldness on the mat. If you’re speaking quietly he’d probably tell you to “use your cheer voice.” 

Anyways, he also looovvvesss seeing your dance and thinks you’re incredible. You’re so swift and sharp with your movements. He likes how each motion hits on the exact beat. 

After the performance, he wraps his arm around your shoulder, complimenting you. He’d be cool and level-headed around people but when you guys are alone, he’s all over you. He’d say how cute you look on your cheer uniform and say how amazing you were 

Also, he’s like your biggest supporter. You need help for fundraisers? He’s going to raves selling the items to people. You need help with skills for stunts? He’s willing to learn how to base so he can one-man you. Anyways he’s the best and I love him as well. (Let’s be fr I’m in love with all of them lol) 

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Pavitr Prabhakar

OMGGG WHAT A CUTIE HE IS!!!! He’s going to every single game and performance he can just to watch you! He’s cheer you on and hyping you up! 

He’s so sweet and would yell the words with you and your team. He definitely know all the words and I can imagine him learning the dance with you. He’d also get you to teach him the cheers so he can fully support you <3 

He’s also so entranced when you’re going up in the air being thrown, or just being up there in general. He loved watching you fly, it’s like you’re floating. AND when you’re tumbling he’s literally screaming your name. 

In cheer routines, when they do their jumps, people/the team would scream “hit! Hit!” every single jump. You know for sure he’ll be yelling at you to hit you jumps on beat. 

When you guys have your “ending picture” he’s basically out of his seat. He’s pointing you out to everyone, going “Look! Look at them! I’m their boyfriend!” 

After the performance, he hugs you and spins you around, telling you how proud he is. He’s such a sweet heart and he rambles to you about all the awesome skills you did and begs you to teach them to him. Truth be told, he’s YOUR cheerleader. 

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Miguel O’Hara 

Honestly…..he probably doesn’t care at first. I mean he does, he just kinda looks over it (in the beginning). But when you invite him to a performance, he’s like “okay, I have nothing better to do anyway” 

But when he sees you on that mat, yelling your team name, spelling it out, doing flips and being thrown, his eyes literally light up. He’s fascinated. He feels a bit guilty that he brushed it off to you at first. 

After that, he wants to go to more of your games and performances. He tells you he can record performances for you. He watches them over and over. He always pays attention to you in the video. 

He’d try to help you “point out” your mistakes, of course he doesn’t know much about cheer but he’s willing to learn. He’ll  watch videos about it and send you stretches to do if you were telling him about needing help with a skill. 

Going off of that, if you ever get injured he’ll help with treatment. Of course, you actually should go to a doctor but he will buy athletic tape and ice packs for you. He’d reluctantly massage your sore muscles lol (he loves doing that tho) 

Anyways, after competitions or performances, he’ll treat you to a restaurant or fast food. Or if you’re coming home late from practice he’ll make/order your favorite food. He’s always making sure you’re okay and not overworking yourself (same goes to everyone else) 

[lovelettersforthedamned]

re: “congrats on 200 followers, lovely!! you deserve 100x more! could i request 8 from the angst prompt + hurt/comfort 5 ❄️❄️”

oh my gosh i didn’t even realise i forgot to put a character - suppose that’s what happens when you spend all night on tumblr 😭 tasm Peter or Matt Murdock pls <333

Priorities

--genre: angst :(

--pairing: matt murdock x gn!reader

--word count: 1.1k

--warnings: language, mentions of alcohol, arguing, matt is the king of self sabotage, angst.

i'm a sucker for some good angst omg

“He hasn’t been alright (Y/N),” Karen sighs, “when he’s here he’s on edge. I know he can hear things we can’t, but it’s like…it’s like he’s not really here.”

You’re sitting next to her at Josie’s bartop, the crowd is mellow on this rainy Wednesday night. You can tell Karen is genuinely concerned about Matt, the look in her eye tells you so. You’re running through the possible reasons why your boyfriend could be feeling this way, but you draw a blank. You furrow your eyebrows, frustrated, “He’s been quiet lately, but he never brings it up.” 

The blonde in front of you takes another sip of her drink before she clears her throat, “I don’t know what’s going on, but I have a feeling it has something to do with the devil.”

You can only nod your head. You hate when Matt gets in over his head about his nightly activities, it’s hard when you can’t do anything about it, not like he lets you anyway. “I’ll keep an eye out for him the next few days,” you reach into your wallet for cash, “just keep me updated about how he is at work, okay?”

She stands with you from the seat, giving you a tight hug as you say your goodbyes, and heading home to your apartments. You can’t help but think about Matt the entire walk home, your mind taking you to dark places. It wasn’t hard to worry about him, considering the fact that he loves to push himself past the limit more often than not. 

You would never tell him to stop, right? 

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For the next few days, you start to pay attention to Matt when he’s home. The first thing you notice is that he seems to always be in a rush. He’s quick to get ready for the day, and he’s quick to get ready for the night. You’re not sure where this sudden boost in drive has come from, but what Matt doesn’t realize is that the quicker he riles himself up, the harder he plummets. 

You’ve gotten multiple texts from Karen during the day that Matt is blowing up on Foggy while clients are in the room. You know that something’s wrong, and you don’t know how to fix it, but you have to try. 

Later that day, you caught Matt putting his suit on to go out into the city, the sun draining the light away from your apartment. As he’s about to put his helmet on, your voice interrupts his movements, “Matty, can we talk real quick?”

He sighs, already walking away from you, “I’m about to leave, can we talk later?” 

“How long have you been feeling like you need to do more for the city when you do more than enough?” 

Your question catches him off guard, he stops in his tracks, his back facing you. He can hear that your heart is beating faster than normal, the question making you nervous. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he responds, quickly. 

You cannot help but laugh at his response, “You’re a terrible liar.” 

Shaking his head out of frustration, he takes a deep breath, “You don’t need to worry about anything that I do when I’m out at night, trust me.”

“Another shitty lie, Matty,” you walk towards him. Once you reach his back, you raise your hand to hold his arm, giving it a soft squeeze. Unconsciously, he leans into your touch. You know that he’s been craving this kind of softness since he started to act differently. “You know that I still worry, even though you tell me not to. I can’t help it,” you speak softly. 

And suddenly, it’s like his hard demeanor returned with a flip of a switch, “I need to get out there (Y/N),” he shrugs his arm out of your hold. You’re left there standing like an idiot in the middle of the living room as you watch your boyfriend walk away from you. You can’t help but feel angry, it’s like everything you said went through one ear and spilled out the other. Turning on your heel you walk to the closet, pulling down the suitcase, letting it slam on the floor. You don’t care. 

The obvious slam caught Matt’s attention, his worries now focused on you. He hears more shuffling coming from your shared bedroom, along with sniffles. He calls out to you, before walking to you, “(Y/N)?” 

He’s met with no response, just the sounds of your muffled sobs and the rustling of clothes. As he gets closer to you, he can taste the salt in the air as your tears stream down your face, and suddenly he’s panicking. “I never wanted it to get to this point,” you zip up the suitcase as you rise to your feet, Matt’s sudden appearance scaring you as you see his figure. 

His eyes are darting back and forth as he tries to de-escalate the situation, yet his tone is still sharp,  “What point?” 

You’re still a mess, running your hand across your eyes to wipe your tears, you smear your makeup across your skin. With an uneven breath, you respond, “You’ve reached the point where you stop valuing yourself and the people around you to dig your own grave, Matthew.” You try to make your way around Matt, but he doesn’t make it easy as he holds your shoulders, keeping you in place. 

“Don’t make me do this,” he says quietly, “don’t make me choose.”

You think that you’ve actually gotten through to him, you hope a sense of clarity has finally washed through his senses. Until you see his head twitch, his ear lifting towards the air. You can’t hear anything, but you know that he already has an exact location of whatever commotion is happening in the streets of Hell’s Kitchen. 

With your boyfriend distracted, you shrug his hands off your shoulders, “Looks like I didn’t have to make you choose, you’ve already figured out your answer yourself.” 

As you’re walking out of the bedroom and towards the front door of the apartment, Matt calls for you, “I’ll be back in a few hours, then we can talk, okay? Just–please, don’t go anywhere.”

And just like that, he slips out of the window, not even waiting for your response. Maybe Matt’s heart will never fully belong to you, and you should’ve known that when you first met him. He has always and will always dedicate himself to the city, and you’ll just have to come to terms with not being his priority. That is if you stay. 

--author's note: I KNOW THAT MY 200 FOLLOWER CELEBRATION IS DONE, BUT I HAD A BURNOUT PERIOD SO HERE'S ONE LAST FIC!!! ❄️ anon this is such a good request, thank youuuu! don't forget to like, comment, and reblog to support me and your fav writers! my asks/inbox is open, so send me your juicy ideas baes...ok, bye ily<3333

[vaguely-yandere]

I am in love with the concept of a Rich and Powerful Yandere (A CEO of a Company for example) who always acts all Stoic, Dignified and Proud with everyone, except when they are with their Darling, with they Darling they act like a little puppy, always sticking to their Darling and being willing to do anything that they darling says, no matter how immoral or humiliating it is.

YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!! YOU GET IT!!!! WE???? SHARING AN ENTIRE BRAIN RN!!!!! ive thought this SO MANY TIMES and honestly, the "always stoic and quite frankly mean" stereotype of yandere is kinda overdone (but i love it when ppl manage to pull it off!! and no hate to ppl who like that kinda character!) and just. give me an uber rich stereotypical ceo yandere who, instead of buying ur house and forcing you to work for them, is just like "yes darling??? do you need something??? no?? here, take 100$ in cash just in case!!! love you!!! <333"

and i think their darling can do two ways! either a subordinate who has no fucking clue why the ceo of the fucking company is clinging to them or a high up person on the corporate ladder who is so fuckin annoyed with their yandere but can't say anything cause they're the fuckin CEO

with the subordinate darling, i think they'd be kinda stereotypical in a "office romance manga" sense. a shy, well mannered, very polite and kinda clumsy but very hardworking person with a shockingly lively sex life! and gosh, the CEO just eats it right up. you're just so cute and sweet and for the first time, someone is treating them like.. well, not like a monster! or royalty! you stand up to them sometimes and you put them in their place and *god they love it when you put them in their place!*

at first, people thought maybe they were just the doting type but no, they actually are completely submissive towards you and is unashamed of it. telling you to call them by their first name is public, giving you gifts and money, having their secretary bring you flowers and such (right before firing them and making you their secretary so they can look at you all day) (and then hiring a secret second secretary when they realize you have zero experience in that field)

and goodness, the day you get mad at them... the entire building can feel it. to you, they just look like they're moping but to everyone else they're having a complete rage fit. they snap at everyone, they yell at any tiny mistake, they'll take any opportunity to make one of their subordinates cry but the second they see you, they go back to looking like a kicked puppy, begging you to tell them what they can do to fix this and when you sarcastically tell them to punch themselves in the face... you turn around and find them with a broken nose and blood getting all over their expensive suit but with the happiest expression because you're *looking* at them.

with the second one, it's 100% more kinky but also comedic, I just know it.

you're fairly dominating and you have to be! you're in the cut throat business world and you are always fighting for your place at the table so it's only natural you're a bit suspicious when the CEO suddenly moves to your office building and follows you around all day and it's. well, it's fucking annoying. the yan isn't stupid (stupid in love, yes) so they notice how apprehensive you are about yelling at or scolding them in public areas so they bring you aside and are like "here's a contract that says i legally cannot fire you if you insult me in private" so. you let loose! and god, they fucking love it. they love it so so much, it makes them fall more and more in love with you every time they see that hateful look in your eyes, i just KNOW the ceo is a masochist with a HEAVY DOSE of servitude!!!! and if anyone is rude to you? you're venting about your day, you talk about all the people that called you a bitch, whatever? fired the next day. left to rot on the street. some you were grateful for but others, well, they were probably just having a bad day that day! so you ask the yan to rehire them and they do (albeit with a lot of complaints and whining and pouting)

and what happens if you lose your temper and slap them? at first, you're relieved because you finally let your anger out and then *mortified* because you just fucking slapped your boss and then next thing you know, they're on their knees in front of you, begging for forgiveness (while saying you can hit them again if you want to and trying to seem like they don't want it to happen but they really really want you to hit them again)

and i can already imagine, with either darling, the CEO gently reminding them to call them by their first name in a meeting while they have the classic "head on hand, heart eyes, dopey smile" look at you and you blush a bit and then another worker from a different company that's trying to form some sort of ally ship with yours calls them by their first name. immediately, the yanderes look just drops and they glare at them. to make it worse, the worker digs their hole deeper by telling you to "fetch them some water" or something rude like that and the entire room shakes from the yan slamming their hands down on the table

"get out."

"h-huh?"

"i said get out before i make you." and afterwards when you scold them for being rude, they lay whimpering at your feet and begging for forgiveness.

waaaahhh and imagine asking them to do something embarrassing in public! PDA, stepping in a dirty water fountain to fetch something you dropped, maybe you waved your hand at them dismissively and jokingly said "go make me a sandwich/go fix my car" and they just *fucking do it without a second thought*

"GET OUT OF THERE, YOUR SOCKS AND SHOES ARE OVER 500$!!!"

"but you asked me to do it? :("

and sometimes you use this power for evil, like pretending to be the CEO when someone is being rude to you but you also enjoy just messing around with them. your feet hurt? they'll give you a foot massage in the middle of the office. want a kiss in front of an important client? sure darling!!!! you call them dumb for the way they did something? "im so sorry my love, ill fix it right now!!" doesn't even fuckin matter what they're doing or who they're talking to, they'll do it. anyone else joke or even *act* friendly with them will get a stern glare and a disgusted look, meanwhile you call for their name and they bright up like they're seeing the sky for the first time in decades.

they could spend hours yelling at a secretary or worker for not representing their company image properly and when you smack their finger out of your coworkers face and tell them to chill out? on their knees, begging you for forgiveness. hell, if they had things their way, they'd work from home and spend all day attached at your hip. (on the darker side, they've looked into permanent handcuffs multiple times and you bet your ASS they have one of those "infinity collar"s that they gave you the key to)

[heartnosekid]

hello, here are some of my favorite photos of my Bernese mountain dog puppy named Summer <333

also, one thing nice that’s happened to me lately is that I went on a trip to Italy and tried a lot of new foods and drinks!! it may not seem that significant on the surface level, but I’ve been really struggling with food issues lately and I’ve always been terrified of trying new things, so I’m incredibly proud of myself for how brave I’ve been <3 I even found some new things that I actually enjoy, which is incredibly rare for me!!

I truly hope that you feel better soon, and I wish you the best. But more importantly I humbly ask that you take good care of yourself even if you aren’t feeling well, and that you eat well <33 I am manifesting piles of your favorite safe foods on your plate 🙏

oh my gosh…. ;-; i cannot tell you how much this ask means to me.

first of all, LOOK AT THAT BEAUTIFUL BABY!!! summer looks so huggable and soft and sweet, my goodness give them a big ole scritch from me 💕

omg italy!!!! italy is one of the locations i have always wanted to visit so badly! and that is totally significant, i completely understand how it is to struggle with food issues (i currently am having some of the worst food issues i’ve had in my whole life) and i am so happy for you that you had positive food experiences!!! i am also incredibly proud of you 💕

thank you so so much for the well wishes 🥹 this is genuinely so kind and sweet of you to say. i have been super sick the past week and a half now and haven’t been able to eat very much or take care of myself, and it really helps to hear your manifestations for my favorite safe foods, i wish the absolute same to you friend ^^ again thank you so much and i hope you have a lovely day and upcoming weekend 💕

[chanderlona]

soooo i feel like posting a new little edit i did AND one thats been like, months ago lmfaoaoao

if you know me on instagram for a while, i have a headcanon where Captain Ice is actually a Xylitolian !!!! she was basically sent to space (eventually her uhm, pod or something idk, landed on earthbread) when she's 6 yo physically. thus her real name is Xylitol Ice Cookie wooohooo

uhhhhh also after a lot of reconsidering...... where she was created by Xylitol Nova's own hands in his lab... you could consider she's XN's biological daughther!!!!! (considering my notice on Dark Enchantress created Matcha and people seeing them as biologically related :333)

btw btw XN had her living with him for more than a year.... sobs...

the reason she was sent out to space its bcs the whole planet had like uhhh massive political problems in their goverment (XN was only in his 20's and he's afraid he cannot keep Ice safe 😭😭😭😭😭)

uhm btw regardless of the seemingly popular headcannon of XN was the one who created Planet Xylitol.... i have my own headcanons depicting the Nova Cookies as a whole. maybe i'll tell y'all one day on another post cause idk how long itll be alone 💔🙏🏻

AH ANYWAYSSS she was also like, she purposely was made to temporary forgot her life in Planet Xylitol, her origin, basically everything. XN wanted her to live a normal life if she even landed on a liveable place (which she diddd). but once she does starts to remember it via memory triggering or something, she'll eventually fully remembers it all like she used to, as well as having her pupils slightly changed. (and yes, another headcanon. all of the Xylitolian residents have those unique looking pupils—actually, all cookies who live in different Sugar Substitute Planets will have a different pupil one way or another !!! (i really REALLY hope this could be canon somehow... we'll see when the next space update rolls 🙏🏻🙏🏻))

i'm also, upset that the devs didnt decide to give them those cool pupils and give them basic ones instead, like, they're basically ALIEN COOKIES you just gotta give em a little kick..... so these are the edits i made a while back depicting on the headcanon !!!! (Xylitol Grey Cookie's pupils is quite hard to notice in this edit but she has it too!)

gosh they did them awfully in this part besides from the cool story and all 😭😭😭😭😭😭

WAIT WAIT ALSOOOO since both XN and XyL-Q sees eachother as family, i decide SIKEEE XN created XyL-Q because Ice wanted a lil brother robot.... /vvvvpos

once they're reunited they'll do silly sibling shenanigans HEHEHHEHEKEHHEHE

god i love sharing headcanons i WILL do more in the future /vvvvpos ‼️‼️💞💞🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[legolasghosty]

OKAY I KNOW IT'S NEARLY MIDNIGHT BUT LAST EPISODE!!!!

Reggie's little smirk

The promoter lollll!!!

Awww Like and Reggie stepping back to give them a minute!!!

"I'd do anything for you" SOULMATES!!!

WILLEX HUG THIS IS NOT A DRILL!!!!

Willie and Alex both smiling even though their hearts are breaking and it's breaking mine!!!!

Luke: Alex no dancing. Alex: Watch me....

"Tell your friends!"

"your handwriting is better than mine..."

Julie's anxious flood of questions<333

Lollll them all being dorks over the phone call!!!

"I'm swimming!!!"

Carlos the Ghost Toaster!!!

Heh people are starting to recognize the boys....

Why Trevor, you look white as a... sorry, too easy a joke.

Feeling kinda bad for Carrie... kinda.

"You guys are the only family I have." My heart!!!!

Oh babiessss!!!

I love how Julie says When they cross over. Just... I wanna hug her so bad!!!!

Carlos stopping the recording <333

Julie's hands hovering over Alex and Reggie's!!!!

LEGENDS!!!

"Who you calling boy band?"

SIR GET YOUR FANCY GAY SELF OUT!!!!

"...sir." Oh Alex... baby it's gonna be okay.

Julieeeee you look so pretty!!!!!

Rob is lovely!

It's okay, your boys will be there, I promise... they're just a little... tied up at the moment...

Gotta say the suits look pretty good....

"How'd you know our sizes?" "That's your question?"

Dang it I hate Caleb using all of their stuff against themmmm! He's too good!!! He's such a good bad guy!

Nothing to Lose is such a bop, it's not fair!

Ughhh Caleb's magic slowly taking over....

Caleb's jacket is so frigging cool!

This man's voice, I cannot! I have such a voice crush on him.

Julieeeee my babyyyyy it's gonna be okayyyy!!!

"Where do any of us really go?"

"They were my friends, my band... my family." I'm not crying you're crying!!!

Flower!!!! Baby!!!!

"SIGNS!"

Gosh this must be a terrible night to be working at the Orpheum, the setlist is a mess....

My girl!!!! You got this!!!!

ALEX!!!!

REGGIE!!!

Bro the costume changes, I loveeee!!!

Luke my drama queen!!!!!!

Julie and Reggie jamming!!!!

SOLOS!!!!

Ugh I love them all so much!!!!!!!!

Carrie yesss!!!

Awww Molina family loveeee!!!

"Don't ghost me" *WINK*

Julie just falling apart as soon as she gets to the garage, I'm sobbing!!!!

Reggie's You're welcome my beloved!!!

"we had nowhere else to go."

"NO MUSIC IS WORTH MAKING JULIE IF WE'RE NOT MAKING IT WITH YOU!"

HUG!!!!!!!

Lol boy you are literally glowing.

GROUP HUGS HEAL ALL!!!!!

"Hugs are good."

And then... this stupid last scene... I wish they'd just cut it. So we weren't left with this frigging cliffhanger and then dropped into the sea....

AND THAT WRAPS IT UP FOR THE ANNIVERSARY!!!! LOVE YOU FANTOMS!!!!

[inkykeiji]

i have so much love for you clari. your fics hold me together through such a turbulent time of my life, you have no idea how much the words that you write or how sweetly you treat your readers mean to me and everyone else. you are one hundred percent an angel and I’m the happiest to have encountered a soul like yours <3 I’m doing this off anon for the first time so you know there’s people in the distance that root for you and have your back! (i was the anon who talked to you about bonten and tokyorev the first time, i also just send the link to the mikey art and the sukuna-nii fic (＃＞＜), so yeah I’ve been here a couple of times hahaha)

oh my gosh <333 i woke up to this ask this morning, and it made me cry for like thirty minutes straight (in a good way!!!) <3 thank you so, so, so much for taking a moment to tell me all of this; i genuinely cannot express how special this is and how much i cherish your words. it just transcends language. to hear that my writing has helped even one person, to know that it was able to brighten someone’s day or bring a smile to their face, even if only for a little, means the whole entire world to me and makes every single thing (including staying alive) SO fucking worth it.

it was so brave of you to say this off anon, and i am so happy you did, so i can put a face to such a beautiful message!! thank you for reading my work, thank you for interacting with me, thank you for being here in the most general sense. it truly is so special to me, and i appreciate you more than words could ever express <3 i am sending so so soooooo much love and light your way, thank you again for sending me something so touching and heartfelt <3

[strawberrisoulmate]

adoration & valentine from the ask game? :3

ahh thank you, anon!!! i'm gonna answer this one for sam!! 💛🎸

adoration — how would your f/o speak about you to someone else?

once we started dating, you could not get him to shut up about me. talks nonstop about how much he loves me and how cute he thinks i am and about all the dates we go on. mostly to sebastian, since that's his best friend, but also to anyone who will listen. you cannot have a singular conversation with this boy without my name coming up at least once. and honestly, i think it got even worse since we've been married ahah. i feel a little bad for whoever is on the other end of the conversation, but it's super cute and flattering that he's just so in love that he HAS to tell everyone about it.

valentine — gush about your valentine! ^^

oh my gosh, where even do i begin??

first off, sam is just. so cute. absolutely adorable. i just want to cup his face in my hands and give him so many kisses and cuddles until we're both a giggling, laughing mess. he's such a sweetie, too. doesn't really know how to cook very well, but still gets up and tries his best to make breakfast for me. isn't all that knowledgeable about farming life either, but he still gets up and wants to help as best he can. waters my plants (that are already on a sprinkler) and feeds the barn animals (that already get fed through the automatic feeder). he's trying his best to be helpful even if he doesn't know what to do and i just love him so much for it. i'll give him a little pat on the head and a kiss on the cheek for helping out <3

also, his love for music and his dream to become a musician?? i want so badly to support him and help him to realize that dream. the fact that he writes songs for me (and for our little baby, too)?? he's the sweetest ever. ahhhhh.

and on the note of our baby, he's also just... really good with kids?? he never thought he'd end up being such a family man, but after having such a complicated relationship with his own parents and being such a good brother to his little brother... it just warms my heart to see him fall into married + family life so naturally. he's just. such a good husband and a great dad and i can't wait to expand my family with him even further (with baby #2 already on the way! especially after he asked me to have another one the literal day after baby #1 was born lolol). there's honestly just so much i could say about him, but i'll leave it there for now <333

[onlyswan]

HII ART 🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️ IM BAAAAACCK ‼️‼️

i finnished up my finals!! i finally finally have freedom, and happiness 🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️ i cannot tell you how much of a relief it is,, oh my gosh. i have a gorgeous gorgeous long break now, where hopefully ill feel like a person again 💁‍♀️💁‍♀️

im actually going on holiday hehe ^^

i cannot tell you how unbelievably excited i am to read your new work now!! ( and ofc re read my ult favs 🤞🤞) i LOVE HAVING TIIIIME

i hope youve been doing ok <33

ALSO DID U SEEE JUNGKOOK AT TIMES SQUARE?? I WOKE UP AND SUDDENLY I HAVE A YT NOTIF?? AND THEN BANGBANG THERE HE WAS?? our man absolutely ATE GASRRHRHR

ALFI MY LOVIEEEEEE I MISSED YOU 🥹🥹🥹 YAYAYAYAY I’M SO PROUD AND HAPPY FOR YOU please have fun with your break and spoil yourself 💓💞💘

i hope you enjoy reading the new works as well hehehe love youuuu 🥰

OMG YESYESYSISHJDHDHF I WOKE UP TO THE NOTIF TOO THAT WAS THE BEST MORNING GREETING EVER. OUR FUNKY POP STAR 🫶🏼

also thank you for the jungkook 🫶🏼 i needed the serotonin boost today <333

[colgatebluemintygel]

I finally started listening to the offical playlist and the contrast between first two songs made me laugh 😭😭 but also reminded me how much I love the very first chapter and that James is ready to just stop his own engagement party because Sirius is sad. Gossh. (It also makes me very giddy to try to connect the songs and chapters haha, it is a good playlist!!!)

AJAJHAHAHHA oh my gosh i cannot tell you how long i spent trying to find a transition song before just giving up;;;;; and yes!! just as sirius would never ever miss james' engagement party, even after a break up <333 unconditional love. but yes, have fun :-))) if you need pointers i am always happy to provide them xxxxx i'm also thinking of eventually inserting a little note at the start of every chapter that says which songs correspond to it ..... eventually! at some point !!!

[shinakazami1]

Hey shina just saying km currently reading your love letter stanarrator fic and i kid you not

I ran to a wall, punched it, then straight up just fuckin collapsed on the floor to grab a glass of water that was on the ground cuz good golly i need a glass of water so i dont SCREAM good FUCK

FUCKING HELL

When i read. "Stanley held the pink letter" i cannot compose myself

I started HEAVY BREATHING IN EXCITEMENT. I stood up from my bed and got DIZZY i literally had to take a break from reading

And ohhhh my god

Let me tell

You

When i read Stanley's letter i choked on my wayer

I just

I just OOOH I HATE THEM I WANT TO SHAKE THEM LIKE A MARACA LOVINGLY I HATE THEMMM

Also i love Narry's mind poems written by his old cat

After the dumpster scene ngl i felt rlly sad and deflated his cat his his his cat his cat his <//////3

Anyways uh yeah im gonna a aa actually finish reading cuz i needed annother break and decided to gush to u how much ur fucking good at writing bitchass ur so fucking good at writing bitchass ur so fucking good

You can tell when i started repeated the same words means i really mean it and im trying to emphasize it because when my brain is rlly feelin smth it repeats that sentence

Okay have a great day bestie

Ghost you are such a kind soul to write all this to me <3 gosh lemme respond to everything and the other two asks under the cut, btw for everybody else who wants to read Dear Stanley, here is the link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/42118218 (it's based on @douggydraws highschool AU, one of the few fluff stories I wrote)

Ghoust I am so thankful you wrote all this waaah ye s , I really wanted the internal characters to sound un so I'm glad you liked the cat and y e s haha y e s <333 And gosh I myself felt sad writing the dumpster scene but I am so glad you liked it and hehe I like the repetition for the emphasis

IFAOHIAFSHIO I'M GLAD YOU LIKED THAT PART I HAD SO MUCH FUN WRITING THEIR DIALOGUE

Dude yes literally, they are so fricking gayyyyyy oh my gosh, I KNEW Narrator had to say bf first <33 so I'm so glad you liked that

AND HAHAHAHA Y E S DESPISING TONE OH MY GOSH IT DOES FIT

Thank you for the live revier, I really appreciate it waaaah thank youuuu

[kuroosdarling]

what ifff, knight!kuroo one day decides u two have messed around enough n that he can’t keep doing this. In a heated argument, he tells u that he doesn’t want u anymore n u should find someone else but in fact, he’s so deeply in love with u that it hurts. n that is exactly why he lets u go, for u, for the sake of ur kingdom. He turns cold, just does his duty n doesn’t involve himself further in ur life..

it hurts more when he starts calling u "princess" n not by ur name. no more casual chatting, no fun...n u just bear it. ur parents want u to marry the charming prince who had taken a liking to u during the ball...n well, u agree coz how long could u deny them anyways? everyone’s happy but there's one person whose heart absolutely shatters upon hearing the news. he has no right to be heartbroken after all, he wanted this to happen, right? he reminds himself.

u look absolutely stunning on ur wedding day. Tetsu cannot stop looking at u n he constantly has to remind himself that u are not his anymore but if desiring another man's wife is a sin then he's more than willing to be a sinner. coz he still does want u so so bad.

u ask ur trusted handmaidens to come with u to ur husband's kingdom. n unfortunately, ur father suggests Kuroo to go with u too since he's the person he trusts the most to keep u safe n u feel most comfortable with him by ur side. Kuroo wants to say no badly, but he settles for a "as u wish, ur highness".

oh it’s a pain for him. he watches ur new husband give u kisses, he sees u two walking into the same room. it’s when he catches u alone that he expresses how much he hates all of this, how he should be the one to give u kisses n hold u. u catch his lips in an instant, he pulls back slightly but gives up when he sees ur pretty face. that one kiss turns to two, three n more. n those kisses lead to hot, passionate, intimate moments when ur husband’s not around. the sneaking around, subtle touches, longing stares….

he can never be yours fully, n u can never be his. he’s the “other man” who’s breaking a marriage, he feels guilty, but all those thoughts are thrown out of the window when u ask him to meet him in private, when u kiss him so sweetly n when u look so beautiful on his cock.

n u feel bad because ur husband’s not horrible by any means but no one could compare to ur tetsu, the only man who hold ur heart.

whew the knight n a married princess no less?? how scandalous!

gosh im sorry u must be sick of me typing brainless things into ur asks 😭

zuro anon

ZURO MY LOVE ! sorry this took me a second to get to, i wanted to give it my full attention :3 never apologize for sending stuff like this omg i live and breathe for it <333

okay this hurts my heart SM !! but in the absolute best possible away. bc it would b so realistic for him to pull back like that to try and protect his heart. but ultimately breaking it more … oh god 😭 im unwell.

imagining the night before the wedding you go to visit him in the middle of the night in hopes he’ll say he loves you, to tell you not to marry him, something.

but he doesn’t 😔 bc at the end of the day he’s a good knight and he knows that you marrying the prince is what’s best for the kingdom. he holds a certain amount of responsibility and he knows he can’t keep you from doing your duties.

or maybe he does — to an extent. he gives you one last night with him, the ultimate send off. making you come undone over and over again and savoring every time you mewl out his name. he knows it’ll hurt 10x more the next day when he sees you walk down the aisle to your betrothed but he can’t help but be a little selfish, even for a moment.

and then after some time and the two of you reunite?? ur right, there would be so. many. conflicted. feelings. UGH !! but there’s a certain level of nostalgia and familiarity with sneaking around with him, which is the warmest welcome being in a new place. your heart truly does only belong to him, and eventually if it comes down to it and your husband found out, you wouldn’t be that mad.

ur right, the scandal would be delicious >:3

[sparkagrace]

5 and 17 for the ask game? sending all the love your way <333

Bri! You're the sweetest bean in the world and ily so much! 💖 Thank you for asking!

#5: Do you have any writing superstitions? What are they and why are they 100% true?

I always believe that the biggest typos you will find are apt to be in the moment after you post it. I have an awful habit of posting something and then almost immediately re-reading it and then I'll see all the issues I wasn't seeing before. I also think that any piece or writing should end on a 0 or 5 number because it's pleasing to my eye - although I'm trying not to do that too much because I overthink way too much.

#17: Talk to me about the minutiae of your current WIP. Tell me about the lore, the history, the detail, the things that won’t make it in the text.

Oh gosh, so much never makes the main text! Ok, I know you love allie-verse, so I'll give you some hints/lore about what's coming and some that won't make the final cut:

Allie's favorite person is Sam. She spends two weeks in Delacroix every summer running around with his nephews until she graduates high school. Steve and Bucky often take this week to go on a mini-vacation for themselves (but they call every day).

Natasha is the only person who can take Allie to get a haircut because Steve and Bucky don't know what to ask for and the first time she came back looking like she was a 40yo business woman.

Allie cannot draw for shit. She is terrible and it makes Steve a little bit sad, but she loves math and sciences which means that Steve never has to help with homework because that's Bucky's domain.

There is a six-month period of estrangement between Allie and Steve when she's fifteen. It's a very tough time for the whole family, especially with Bucky in the middle (this one will be a fic though).

Allie tries to run away once when she's six. She gets to the front of their street but knows she's not allow to cross without an adult, so she comes back in. The only thing she packed was her favorite space book and treats for Alpine (she left Alpine in charge of her dads).

Thanks so much for asking, lovely! 💘

[weird writing asks]

[hearteiji]

hiiiii

I'm sorry if this is kinda dumb and badly written. English is not my first languaje and I'm a sixteen (seventeen on january!!) year old girl, but I wanted to thank you for everyting that you have done for me without even knowing it. I'm certain that the people in your life must cherish you.

I am also a victim of sa, and during so many years i fell into this pattern of trusting older men (some I shouldn't have trusted) and seeing them as father figures and big brothers. That eventually leaded me to more fucked up things.

I've been doing better for some time now and I'm really proud of myself for that. I think that talking to other victims and reading has helped a lot. I'm also privileged enough to go to therapy (I haven't told my therapist about the sa, though 😭)

Your writing has helped me to uncover unhealthy patterns that I didn't know I still had. This has helped me to gradually get rid of them.

I can't tell you how many (a lot of) times you have unkowingly told me "Hey!!! you don't have to put up with this!!!" or "This may be harmful for yourself!" but I can tell you that you have guided me towards being kinder to myself.

thank you thank you thank you <333

Baby 😭

This is like. The best ask I have ever received. Seriously. Oh my gosh. I can’t thank you enough for sending me this.

I always try to keep my writing positive, and joyous, but also realistic. I never want to send out a nihilistic or painful message, so the fact that I’ve touched your life in a positive way genuinely makes me feel like I’ve completed a goal.

I can relate to you so, so much. I have so many pseudo father figures, some of them have treated me well while others have put me in scary or awful situations. I totally get where you’re coming from and all those feelings. I was 16 years old 3 years ago, and it feels like a lifetime ago.

My birthday is also in January and my family tongue is Spanish:) we have much in common my love.

I am very proud of you. Like I cannot express this enough. The fact that you are doing better is amazing and you deserve to celebrate that. You know why? Because it’s easier to do worse. Doing well is more difficult than struggling, and I am speaking from experience when I say that. I hope you find the courage to tell your therapist about your hurt, because just saying it out loud is life changing. I wasn’t able to tell certain people about my abuse until this year, but when I did, I cried my throat raw on the whole drive home. Relief, anxiety, reopening a wound—it brings out so many things. I always say it was like taking a knife out of my side, all I wanted to do was collapse. Most bittersweet thing I have ever felt.

You deserve to be kind to yourself. It’s hard, and painful but it’s the right thing. You are SO strong and I can tell just from this message alone that you deserve endless love and affections, and you absolutely never deserved any of the fear you were made to feel. I hope you know that none of what happened to you was your fault.

Anyways, my dms are always open (you can have my discord if you would like as well). Thank you SO much for sending me this baby!!!! Im cheering for you!!! You are going to heal and grow and I PROMISE that it gets better.

[crowhyun]

hihi <3 i just wanted to say YOURE DOING SUCH AN AMAZING JOB W LEVEL INFINITY and i cannot wait for the next chaps bae !!!! ☹️☹️ THE WAY I LOVE EVEEY CHARACTER even tho theres quite a lot now,,, still icky on arin but she seems nice and i understand why shes kinda on edge! T-T AND I secretly miss the og trio of mark soob and mc CUZ THEY JUST WORKED SO WELL but i already love tae n yeonjun too <3 despite his very harsh exterior u can tell hes a softie inside and by how desperate he is to find his friends :( i also found it interesting how when u wrote mc was lecturing jun he didnt rlly,,, get mad? he kinda accepted it i thought he’d get pissed at mc SO LIKE DAMN 🤨 ig he has some kind of soft spot for her too or smn 😭 ANYWAYS ANYWAYHSH MY FAVORITE CHARACTER IS SOOBIN mark a close second but LORDDD YOU MADE HIM SO ME. HES SO CUTE AND SHY BUT ALSO HIS ABILITYS SO COOL AND lord you did his character soso well 😭 n’ the way he is constantly looking out for yn and is so attached to her and is always so jealous AUGH ESPECIALLY THAT ONE PARAGRAPH IN CHAP 9 where u said like “the more ppl the more soobin feels pushed to the side” AGH heart AcHed for my boy AND I CAN IMAGINE JUST HOW HES FEELING 💔 ajsnkjsn im sorry if this is overhwleming and u do not have to reply to this i just want u to see it and know i appreciate ur writing sm !!!! TAKE AS MUCH TIME WRITING THE NEXT CHAP AND WRITE WHATEVER U WANT CUZ I WILL LOVE IT ANYWAY <333 🫶🫶🫶‼️‼️

oh my gosh anon T.T this is so fucking sweet i read this, cried, and then I wrote the rest of chapter 10 for level infinity T.T

you don't know how much i love love LOVE when i get messages like this, it inspires me to keep going so i'm rlly glad you send this, and yes, you did overwhelm me, but you did in the best way possible, i made sure to stay up past my usual bedtime to finish writing chapter 10 bcs yall deserve it fr yall are so nice to meee T.T

Oh, and UGH ur so right, I miss Mark, Y/N, and Soobin trio i lowkey want just them three back LMAO

Soobin and Mark are also my fav characters, I do have trouble writing for Beomgyu and Taehyun in this story, though, so if they don't seem well thought out, I'm sorry :( im trying to include every character and have them all have a big part in the story, but we'll see if i can rlly get them in like i want to!

Anyways, after I post this, I'm going to go ahead and post chapter 10, so be on a look out for that!! Again, thank you so so so so so much AHHHH

[otrtbs]

Okay hi hello it’s me again, I sent an ask about a week ago complaining about the 3 Uni deadlines keeping me from reading art heist. Anyway, uni work is done and I read the last three chapters in one sitting and I feel as if my heart is about to explode within my chest.

I am just in awe of your writing and all the different ways you portray scenes, how you so skillfully manage to go from soft melancholy to a fucking car chase to everything speeding up and slowing down and taking me through a whole rollercoaster of undiscovered feelings honestly.

When James asked whether Reg liked Rothko? And Reg said some people look at it and are brought to tears. That was me when James was in the car, looking at the sky and grass and the colours blurring together and I was in that Rothko painting with him and I was right there in tears.

I cannot even begin to describe how these past hours have felt. It quite literally felt like I was idk sitting in front of a fireplace with a warm cup tea, which sounds corny as hell written out but yeah only way I can describe it really.

There’s so much I could still say, let me tell you I’ve written a total of 35 pages for those Uni deadlines in the past week and I could write another 35 just detailing every single thought this impossibly beautiful fic occupies in my mind, but that’d be a bit excessive I guess lol

Also, one last thing, I love art and art history, it used to be something I wanted to surround myself with for a good majority of my life & unfortunately had to part ways with that path some time ago. & then I never could bring myself to get back into it, so reading your fic and tumblr and seeing your passion for all things art is honestly, idk really lovely to see

Again, thank you for everything that you do, everything that you give us & everything you are

oh my goodness, this has made my heart so incredibly full :,) <33

first, congratulations on getting through all your Uni work!!! ayeee 😎🎉 it’s always so rewarding to just be done w all your tasks haha

ahh thank you so much! sometimes I worry about giving the reader whiplash w the way we switch gears so quickly but I’m so glad it works!!

the Rothko!! Ahhhh oh my gosh this is the highest compliment I will ever receive I swear haha!! <333 sometimes I would like to jump inside a Rothko and just be for a moment tbh (I’ve actually never seen a Rothko in real life , I’ve had to live through projections and computer screen renderings)

SITTING MY A FIREPLACE WITH A CUP OF WARM TEA??? Stop!! I’m tearing up that is so sweet :,))) im gonna comBUST

Also I will say, that regardless of life paths, art will always be there even when you explore other options!! Even if it’s just printing a funky little picture out to hang on your wall 😋

Thank you for sending in this wonderful and thoughtful ask, it has made my entire night/week/month/life <333 and thank you for reading my fic!! I positively adore you <333