#gotta do everything myself in this household smh

[hinamie]

summer is coming so i'm giving them the beach day they deserve

[danielsarmand]

KIDNAP episode two

[chaotic-trav]

Tell me about your story

U mean the novel I'm writing or my life story? Cuz I think I should probably stop myself from talking about my life story, sorry. However my novel on the other hand is smh that I will happily talk about.😌

Haha, tbf with you I haven't completely figured that shit out. But I have a good idea of what I want it to be. All the MC's are a part of the LGBTQIA+ community 😌. No one is straight...except for a few people. Otherwise everyone is gay.

For the main characters you got, Livia, Melissa, Eduard, Alexade also goes by Jamie, Rigel and Corlac the twins, Scott, Jacy, Nora...should I count Marsina? I'm counting her.

So basically, there's this magical world, where everyone with magic and powers live. However people with non magical parents do exist, and it's some people's job to find them and get them there. Some people are magical, but there can be a bit of issue finding them, so sometimes they find you when your at like your adulthood. Two of the MC's get found at twelve and have magical parents and the other two at fourteen and have non magical ones. There's a bunch of powers in this world. Like kheimokinesis which is basically winter powers, Argokinises which is firepowers, Aquakinises which is water powers, Mentokinises which means that u can literally control the whole brain, Aestakinises which is summer powers and so many more. There's also magic, which is different from powers. Magic is just the normal stuff like moving things and spells. They could do the same thing with people as powers but it would take more concentration and effort on their part then someone who can do it instinctively. In a way it's the same way for everyone, because it's harder to use some other powers than your own. Especially if it's the opposite of your own. Oh and everyone needs to know spells, to do magic, in the beginning. Overtime their magic gets stronger and they can just easily with concentration do it.

Some people just have magic and no powers. Some people have two powers and are known to be extremely powerful. Some have powers, but it's like the opposite of themselves, which is a disease. Your powers are supposed to symbolise who you are as a person, they're supposed to symbolise certain aspects of your personality. For some people they don't, they are the complete opposite of who they are. It can be just a little bit harder for them to control their powers. Just a little tho.

There are also levels for magic, up to twenty. Level one is the second highest and level twenty is the lowest. The highest is level Virvanda, and people of that level only appear once a century. Of u get lucky they come twice. There are also cursed Virvandas. Virvandas throughout history have been someone who put the greater good above everything, who were ready to do whatever that needed to be done and were supposed to not care for mercy and be a bringer of justice. Cursed Virvandas are basically people, who cared more about the people than they love than the greater good, who were merciful and always ready to give a second chance. People would have loved them if somehow they didn't end up causing the demise of so many things, and themselves. So basically people hate cursed Virvandas, because in their eyes they are a bringer of doom....more will be told in the story on why that kept happening.

There's a war going on. But it's not like this side is wrong and evil and that one is right and good war. Because dammit I'm tired of seeing those. It's basically just that. A war. Neither side is fully right and neither is fully wrong. Not gonna elaborate anymore on that.

There's this prophecy, but it's like a dark prophecy. All of the MCs in the prophecy's words are supposed to be evil. But yeah the prophecy might or might not be defied😌. Well not all of the MCs. Livia who is also Virvanda level is supposed to bring them peace but she's also cursed and loves all of the other MCs alot so she'll probably give her best into defying the prophecy.

I'm going to now go on a ramble about Livia who's most definitely not the most main and most beloved for me. ( I am so sorry about all my rambling)

She's an atheist who grew up in a toxic and mildly abusive household, she is also bi but will discover this later on. She's like I said cursed Virvanda. she's going to hate being called that and just be like fuck u I'm Livia erelans, that's my name, call me by that. she also has anxiety and will get depressed as the story goes on. Loads of trauma for her. She wants to be an author. She loves reading and is in so many fandoms. Loves cats. Always there to help out. Does not work well under pressure. Got anger issues. She's also someone who's like always trying to hide their problems. Can be a indecisive. Badass and nice as hell. Won't hesitate to call you out on your shit. Chaotic mom friend. Can sometimes do things without thinking. She is kheimokinesis. Feminist. Insecure. Self deprecating. Cares more about others than herself. Will stand up for any cause that she thinks us right. Creative as hell. Gotta learn to love herself. Just so tired and done with everything but will still get excited about stupid things. She keeps fighting for what she believes in even after going through so much trauma and gives so many second chances. Loves to daydream and the colour sky blue and the sky itself. She also loves to stragaze and listening to music. Bad at maths and drawing. I absolutely love her and she is def my favourite character to write.

Basically that's my MC for u. A beautiful human being that I love....if I ever finish that book and if u already don't hate my guts after reading all this, then you can read that and find out about the others yourself....if u feel like reading the bullshit that I will write. If u don't that's okay too. Thank u for this ask tho, it made me extremely happy🥺🥺.

[unproduciblesmackdown]

first of all, somehow i have a lot of friends who are all into 1D, and i’m not Into it beyond knowing a few bops & having some general knowledge & not being the kind of ass who thinks popular boy bands or their popcultural clout are a joke, but also im always like. loving to entertain my friends interest here lol like. a case of I’m Not Into This But I Like Seeing How You Are

and whenever there (was) some shit going down i could @ any of various ppl and ask for their in depth knowledge

my old work friend who became a regular friend too was into it and i’d actually see her in person and come in to the shift and be like. so this latest 1d scandal huh lol. and she’d be like oh god i know ughhh

as a complete segue from that specific friend—we were only Regular Friends for like a yearish and hung out outside of work maybe three times i can think of? unless u include the parking lot outside work after we got done closing. but speaking of being a goofaround i could joke the way i like to around her and just generally felt like she’s fun and a cool person to be around and for me having a friend who i know i really like for real is great and rare b/c post-college i was looking back on some friends i had and realizing some of them i just never really liked For Real and/or some of them kinda treated me in a fairly fucked up way. which is good to realize b/c its better having no friends than genuinely shitty friends, tho both suck. and nowadays i can say no to one of those ex friends trying to get back in touch w me and know its for the better

but back to Real Friends and the work friend turned regular friend—it sucks coz i left my parents home overnight and went across the state so obvs we werent in the same area anymore and like. i was kinda secretive for a while in general abt what was going on and wasn’t exactly in touch w everybody (not many ppl, rip) and in the first place i’d been cagey and i’d never actually like, told her about living in an abusive household where i wanted to die nigh constantly etc etc coz that shit doesn’t really come up organically and also tends to feel like an embarrassing secret and also like whoa you just don’t dump that on ppl! unfair! tmi! sigh

she knows i’m cagey as fuck too lol that i never actually say whats going on but its like. first it was not talking abt abuse and depression and the really heavy shit that was part of everyday life for me and i dont know who’s gonna be around for the long haul coz i didnt know if *i’m* gonna be around for the long haul. and even after leaving my parents place, by the time i was kinda more in touch w anyone again, i was also homeless, so, there’s another thing that feels like Too Much to tell ppl. nowadays i’m not so much recalcitrant about it. i had various reasons to wanna hide how shitty shit is thru the years, and w being homeless its like well i dont want some ppl to feel guilty or awkward and i dont want anyone i was friends w at my new work to know and just, etc. but nowadays im not embarrassed abt shit and i don’t care if ppl don’t like me or wanna be involved and if u fuck w me you fuck w me and if not then i’m here for myself, i’m not here to try to please everybody around me anymore especially when i dont even get basic friendship out of it in the first place

but anyways i’d tell the work friend regular friend everything but its like thats the shit u kinda gotta sit down to talk abt for the full pic and we can’t even hang out anymore and probably won’t in the future and the point is its crap to have friendships that are actually good and real that get partly fucked over by sheer circumstance. turns out abuse and siucidleness and homelessness and the like dont really do any helpful shit. and its just so arbitrary who you happen to be around and who you don’t. theres various actual friends ive made over the years where some kind of crappy separation happens just because or because of some other outside factor smh

anyways. sigh. whats it like to have longtime friends eh

[flowercoasts]

1-99 😘

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?“Subway Car” by Marc E. Bassy, “Cruisin’ for a Bruisin’” from Teen Beach Movie, “Gotta Go my Own Way” from High School Musical 2, “Til I Forget About You” by Big Time Rush, “I Won’t Say (I’m In Love)” from Hercules, and “Honeymoon Avenue” by Ariana Grande2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?i wanna meet the robodog3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.“I hope no fish will come along so great that he will prove us wrong.”4: What do you think about most?my girlfriend5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?welcome to an episode of worth it6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?with7: What’s your strangest talent?i can wiggle my eyebrows like wavy caterpillars dancing on my forehead8: Girls… are amazing wonderful stunning showstopping gorgeoust 11/10; Boys… some of them are cute sometimes9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?not that i know of10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?…earlier today11: Do you have any strange phobias?not really12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?no but one time i had a marble in my mouth and i was choking on it but dont worry i swallowed it down with water13: What’s your religion?none at the moment14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?hanging out with my friends or cousins15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?depends but mostly in front of it16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?Big Time Rush. Beatles whom?17: What was the last lie you told?“im totally nOt GAy”18: Do you believe in karma?not really :/19: What does your URL mean?my psn was flowercoast but the url here was taken so i added the s20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?- cannot start conversations with new people for the life of me- im p easy going i guess21: Who is your celebrity crush?i started getting back into glee recently so.. Dianna Agron22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?nope23: How do you vent your anger?i either rant online or to my friends24: Do you have a collection of anything?stuffed animals! (an accidental collection)25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?depends on my mood but usually video chatting bc i like to see the other person and also i talk more with my actions than my words26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?somewhat27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?i absolutely hate multiple sounds including, but not limited to: nails scratching on chalkboards, the sound of utensils making the horrible scraping sound i love the sound of the ocean breaking, the early morning (5am - 7/8 am), the woods in the morning28: What’s your biggest “what if”?what if i had went to the same schools as my friends29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?yes and yes30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.my window and my phone31: Smell the air. What do you smell?my window is open and someone is cooking barbecue down the street32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?marin33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?west coast. i really liked east coast the times i went but west coast is still the best coast :)))34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?zayn 35: To you, what is the meaning of life?live life to the fullest bois36: Define Art.as long as it expresses feeling37: Do you believe in luck?sort of38: What’s the weather like right now?foggy and a little cold but not too cold by sf standards39: What time is it?4:1940: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?no and no41: What was the last book you read?Romeo and Juliet for my english class42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?no43: Do you have any nicknames?flower, sunnisides, eggs, nana (banana)44: What was the last film you saw?Guardians of the Galaxy 2 i think45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?walking pneumonia. WORST46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?nope47: Do you have any obsessions right now?not really tbh48: What’s your sexual orientation?bi babe bean49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?in middle school there was a rumour i had a foot fetish which i DO NOT SMH… even though i kind of started it but i was joking i s2g50: Do you believe in magic?sure!51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?depends tbh52: What is your astrological sign?aries/pisces but i relate to aries more53: Do you save money or spend it?…spend it…54: What’s the last thing you purchased?besides food, i bought my girlfriend an umbreon pillow55: Love or lust?love56: In a relationship?ohohoh heck ye57: How many relationships have you had?one 58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?i did it yesterday on facetime, my gf can confirm59: Where were you yesterday?at school bc finals ugh60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?yes, my perfume and my brush61: Are you wearing socks right now?nope my feet are finally free62: What’s your favourite animal?it changes but i really like the Bigg Cats like jaguars and cheetahs63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?charm the socks off of them by extreme flirting64: Where is your best friend?doin somethin wild probably65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.idk man soz66: What is your heritage?my grandma on my mom’s side is half spanish, and she grew up in a spanish household but otherwise i’m pretty filipino67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?facetiming my wonderful gf68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?Esteban Julio Ricardo Montoya de la Rosa Ramírez69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?……….. n…o……. REST IN PIECES PATRICIA70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?maybe? probably. idk71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?im saving the dog no second thoughts as soon like as i see that dog - i’m FUCKIN NYOOM72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?i would tell most everyone, i would do everything i’ve wanted to do, and i would be very afraid 73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.why can’t we have both? :’( 74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?any disney song ever, any song from BTR’s first album75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?991776: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?the memes77: How can I win your heart?you gotta be a Ukrainian horse goblin sorry i don’t make the rules78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?? idk79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?i have never made any good decision in my life ever… except dating my gf80: What size shoes do you wear?7 and a half81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?gg82: What is your favourite word?thrussy83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.being passionate about something84: What is a saying you say a lot?“why are you like this” or “i hate you all”85: What’s the last song you listened to?“Slide” by Calvin Harris, Frank Ocean, and Migos86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?yellow and pink :)87: What is your current desktop picture?my dog n cat together 88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?there are. too many people89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?OHOHOHO why dont yall ask n guess. you wONT90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?i find toilet paper and wrap myself in it bc i don’t wanna feel excluded, my n my mummy bois are havin fun tonight goodbye forever parents91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?shapeshifting as hell92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?my entire fifth grade year :’)93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?aahahahahha…. too many whomst94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?my girlfriend95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?i love New Orleans96: Do you have any relatives in jail?i don’t think so97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?nope!98: Ever been on a plane?multiple times now99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?this thrussy pops severely

[novapark]

Kelsey and the Contentious ones

So many comments! I can’t be lazy with you guys. :P

*thunks head on table* Aren't you boys here to win her heart, jeeze.

I maintain they all just wanted a cheap vacation.

gaiahypothesims replied to your photoset “Oh Kelsey.  “Why would you do that?! I don’t even know that I like you...”

There is a LOT of shenanigans going on here. ;)

And it honestly doesn’t slow down much for the first couple rounds. It takes her a bit to break into the friend zone with most of the guys. She just does wacky things and sometimes can be a little bitchy, lol. 

hureuf replied to your photoset “It’s not bullshit, it’s a respectful gesture is all. My family isn’t...”

Get your head out of the fucking hood and swoon this girl!

Or talk to each other at least! Instead they just awkward flirt. -.-’

hellokawaiipotato replied to your photoset “Man you guys really don’t wanna know how many versions of LP I’ve got...”

If only my computer could even handle caw worlds..

Aww I find some caw worlds run way better than EA stuff frankly. EA’s worlds can be thrown together pretty messy but it’s really a  hit or miss kind of thing. A lot of world creators like to give us everything which is awesome but hard on a computer. 

hellokawaiipotato replied to your photoset

gotta have those uni buckets

I think it appeared there when I exterminated the llama and I just was too lazy to remove it for like two rounds of eliminations, lol. 

aideybabessims replied to your photoset “They went to a bakery, Kelsey really loves bakeries. ”

Like her father <3

Oh yeah, that man and his cookies, lol. I really need to make sure he has a proper old man belly when he’s older in my story. No way he exercises enough to make up for his appetite and lifestyle.  

ciarasia replied to your photoset “Man you guys really don’t wanna know how many versions of LP I’ve got...”

omg i used to have different caw worlds that used LP as a base too! but eventually they all turned to shit and i stopped lmao.

Really how so? I mean all save files degrade over time. I used to just do custom save files cause my sims was the steam version for most of my simming and CAW wouldn’t open. I had one LP file that lasted five generations but that was before the ip patch, a lot of stuff went bad for me in that patch, lol. These I did myself of course and so far have run well. Didn’t end up using it for Raksha though, decided it was too much effort for a casual side challenge game. She’s kickin’ it in Roaring Heights. 

elisabettasims replied to your photoset “Most of the rest of the date consisted of Kelsey complaining about the...”

Your sims take their baked goods seriously. As well they should.

Well you know how much I loved to cook so pretty much all my sims sorta do. :) 

gaiahypothesims replied to your photoset “Hey Angelface, you sure are radiant this morning.”  “Aww thank you!...”

There are a LOT of very special creatures in this BC! lol

Sure are, lol. I did ask for it though and usually my BC’s aren’t like anyone elses.  I don’t mean to say that in a pretentious way at all, I just really want my sim to end up with who works best for them and their gameplay traits so I really push autonomy as hard as I can to see how my sim meshes with their options. The first one I did on tumblr for Francis, one of Bastian’s sons, the girls practically didn’t knowledge him half the time. Too busy bickering with each other. I ended it a little early cause the winner was so damn obvious, lol. She pretty much was the only one that liked him. He’s a massive pervert so it takes a special sort of girl and Cherry just happened to be the one. 

gaiahypothesims replied to your photoset “Well for the record you’re exactly what I’d hope you’d be.”  “You...”

THAT'S more like it Zeffer!

Hehe. He has his hits and misses. 

gaiahypothesims replied to your photoset “High five alright! ”

hahahah!!! Bromance!

Liam is friends with literally everyone. Like I think by the end of the first or second day I was peeking around their friendship sheets to see if there had been any drama while I was out and missed and I don’t think anyone in the household was under 30rp on his sheet. 

hellokawaiipotato replied to your photoset “High five alright! ”

and the two asshats decide to friend eachother

LMAO, you’re gonna hate all the boys by the end at this rate. “Girl should stay single.” 

hellokawaiipotato replied to your photoset “So how are you doing this lovely morning Kelsey? I hope you slept...”

Was that.. was that an insult?

I didn’t mean it to be. More like “you can imagine things but they rarely are what you think they’ll be” sort of comment rather than a slight on her. Liam’s like oppressively nice compared to the other guys. 

hellokawaiipotato replied to your photoset “Well for the record you’re exactly what I’d hope you’d be.”  “You...”

Hoe stfu you're girl repellent

BUAHAHAHAAA. I so enjoy your comments, thank you for the follow. 

aideybabessims replied to your photoset “Well for the record you’re exactly what I’d hope you’d be.”  “You...”

Yeah, I like him.....

I know it! haha, he is a fun dude. 

hureuf replied to your photoset “Hey Angelface, you sure are radiant this morning.”  “Aww thank you!...”

Lmfao don't worry no one is doubting your manhood

He’s the toughest mofo in that place... well maybe. There have been like six or seven fist fights and Kelsey was involved in all but one... so yeah. lol. Tough house. 

hellokawaiipotato replied to your photoset

when you try and don't succeed

Just hammer it the fuck in. 

the-shimmering-silwermoon replied to your photoset “Hey Angelface, you sure are radiant this morning.”  “Aww thank you!...”

OMW I can NOT with these men XD XD XD

They are all such troublemakers, lol. 

hellokawaiipotato replied to your photo

OF COURSE! *Waits for Zeff to fk shit up*

rotfl you’re like so against poor Zeff. He seems to be the most controversial figure so far in the peanut gallery overall though. 

belasims replied to your photo

'Good morning campers' lol...hopefully today will be a little better :)

We can all wish.. and then watch as all those wishes are thrown into the sun by Kelsey’s socially awkward trait. 

nonsimsical replied to your photo “Well that could have been better. ”

I'm lol'ing hard right now.

Hehe glad you’re enjoying it. Sometimes I feel like I trump up the exaggerated stuff a little to hard to the point my jokes aren’t funny but I still laugh at them and that’s what matters right? 

hellokawaiipotato replied to your photoset “So just look over here and tell us a little about yourself and why...”

GOD DAMMIT INTERVIEWER GUY STFU

The reality show people just like their juicy ass gossip. 

hellokawaiipotato replied to your photo “Umm.. Kelsey honey that’s not a healthy way to diffuse a tense...”

SHUT UP AND KISS ME DUCKFACE

“JUST LOVE ME ALREADY!!” 

hellokawaiipotato replied to your photoset “What the fuck is the matter with you?! You don’t just end an argument...”

I swear I thought the back of his jersey said "Harambe"

LOl I would have made a bigger point to show I think.  MEMES. SAPIEN SAPIEN MUST MEME. 

hellokawaiipotato replied to your photoset “What the fuck is the matter with you?! You don’t just end an argument...”

HER FACE IS HILARIOUS TO ME FOR SOME REASON

Cause it is! lol. I almost couldn’t justify keeping it in cause the dialogue wasn’t fitting originally but I forced it in there and it seems fine now. 

gaiahypothesims replied to your photo “Umm.. Kelsey honey that’s not a healthy way to diffuse a tense...”

She's just trying to make his mouth stop moving.

That is her favorite way to handle things when men say stuff she doesn’t like. Even when she despises them. Her dad didn’t date in front of her, like he kept that part of his life really apart from her, to the point she didn’t even know he had three other kids from another woman until she was a teenager. So I can’t imagine she knows how to handle romantic relationships well. Ti’s stance on her dating was essentially “over my dead fucking body.” 

gaiahypothesims replied to your photoset “Well that devolved quickly.  “Listen I’ve never met any of the actors...”

UH OH.... crash and burn!

Massively. Like I expected trouble but holy shit... 

gaiahypothesims replied to your photoset “Getting in Davy’s  wished chat.  “So don’t take this the wrong way but...”

CHILL out man... though.. if you get booted the Zeffy has a slightly better chance (SLIGHT because he's pretty failirific)

Let’s be honest here pretty much everyone is kind of at a disadvantage in this save, lol. Like I was saying in my last reply batch, I literally saw her friends with someone one moment and then one social run later they were in a fist fight. So she’s really good at putting people off when she gets into her bitchy mode.

  gaiahypothesims replied to your photoset “A might heavy handed on the foreshadowing with that last post eh?...”

DAMMIT ZEFF!!!! Wth is your problem??

I’m imagining she said something weird like.. “you’re really hot too, so how’s it hangin’ honey?” 

hellokawaiipotato replied to your photoset “ And she and Wyatt couldn’t even get past past an initial hello.  “I’m...”

*when your spray tan was supposed to attract the ladies*

BUAHAHAHAA. 

hellokawaiipotato replied to your photoset “Maybe things with Norris will go better.  “Yes I did do the piano for...”

This shet about to go awry real quick

It goes bad so quickly when it does sometimes, lol. Like a fucking avalanche.

 ciarasia replied to your post “I hit my upload limit. I don’t think this has happened since Francis’...”

omg 25 per day... i'm too scared of even doing 4 per day :D

LOL when I used to only post gameplay here it was like 20 posts a day every day for like the first year I was on tumblr, lol. I just figure people would unfollow me and sometimes I think they do, lol. 

ciarasia replied to your photoset “ And she and Wyatt couldn’t even get past past an initial hello.  “I’m...”

smh orange discrimination

Girl needs to get out of the woods more, meet people. Learn things, lol. 

msmidnightblonde replied to your photoset “ And she and Wyatt couldn’t even get past past an initial hello.  “I’m...”

Haha the poor guy! them darn inappropriate sims, saying and doing inappropriate thingssss.

LOL yeah they are the worst sometimes and the best... well not for themselves but for my amusement cause you know I soak in their failure like the loving and benevolent god I am. Earlier tonight Raksha was trying to hook up with fuckin’ Jarvis in my side game, he has that trait, their relationship was maxed but when she jumped into his arms he let her fall. I was like... “you fucking asshole,” had a good laugh, then proceeded to destroy his life. 

the-shimmering-silwermoon replied to your photoset “A might heavy handed on the foreshadowing with that last post eh?...”

LOL...men!! pfffft

And the ladies, we’re all ridiculous sometimes. Especially when it comes to romance. 

hellokawaiipotato replied to your photo “And now I’m swapping to my standard gameplay editing. My reshade...”

Pfft I don't edit at all

I didn’t for a long time but I think I’ve just been on tumblr long enough that the drive to have something shiny on my blog has really rubbed off on me, lol. 

[kth1]

he saw i forget to send you a morning yeontan pic and went i got to do everything by myself in this household smh

FOR REAL THO. HE WAS LIKE "WOW YOU'RE SLACKING? WELL I GUESS I GOTTA MAKE THE MONEY AND DO THE DISHES AROUND HERE" HAHAHAHA

[nebulousbrittany-blog]

10 Days Before Departure

[I’ve had this in my drafts for awhile. I’ve been in Japan for a little more than a month now. I’m currently writing about everything I’ve learned so far. I’ll be posting that sometime this week :) But so that I can have something on my blog I’ll be posting my pre-departure thoughts now lol I hope you all have a good day]

Time: 12:38 am-2:44 am

Date: 8/7/17

Location: Los Angeles, CA

~Mood~: Anxious/Excited (but mostly anxious)

 It hasn't really hit me yet that I'm going to be living in another country for a couple months. This whole time I've been really calm, but that's kinda a bad idea. I'm being passive about the whole thing when I should be pretty worried. This is my last week here. Next Tuesday I'm officially separated from my family and on Thursday I officially leave the country. I'm getting pretty scared man. I'm really going to miss all my friends and my family. I'm really dependent on them with a lot of things. I stay strong for my sister, my mom, and my friends so I'm usually trying to deal with my own things by myself and help everyone else. But it helps me to know that they're there. Not having that for a couple months just adds to the many challenges I'm going to have to deal with. It's good though. I know that. I've been trying to better myself since freshman year and to be honest I've come a long way. I'm proud of that. Going to Japan and facing the challenges of an exchange program will only add more character to my personality as well as necessary experience for the fore coming future.

Anyway, point is, I'm hella spooked. It's hitting me the closer the day comes and I am not ready. I'd like to say that I know what to expect, but I really really don't. Highkey, I'm stupid for not going to, like, Spain or something. But I already know Spanish. That's something I use with my family every day and will continue to use for the rest of my life. I could go to Spain and be just fine. The thing is that that's just too easy. The life changing experiences happen from stepping out of your comfort zone, not by staying in it. I've learned that. I've met amazing people and done really cool things by doing that. So I decided to choose an Asian country because 90% of the people I met during the AFS meetings were going to Europe, not Asia. Not that that's a bad thing or easier or anything. It's just that I feel like this is a once in a life time opportunity my dudes and I gotta do something different. Something hArDcOrE. Lmao no no in all seriousness I just want to do something extremely challenging. I am voluntarily putting myself in a hard situation so that I (hopefully) get more out of the trip and the people and the culture.

I'm really worried about a lot of things. I'm worried about my sister. She's starting high school my dudes. She's going to have a hard time and I feel bad because I'm not going to be there to help her out. My mom too. She struggles so much already. I hope nothing bad happens while I'm away; with my friends or family. I really don't want anything bad to happen to anyone. SCHOOL. Boiz, I should be glad that I won’t be at school, but it just makes me more anxious. I'm gonna be behind and my dumb dumb noodle headass chose 3 AP classes? Um? I'm stupid? 2+2=fish? I'll figure it out though. I've already talked to my dad and listened to his advice (bless his soul) about what I can do. I'm gonna email my teachers and explain to them what’s happening and hopefully we can work something out. It'll be fine. (Just fine).

School over there is gonna be hard. Language barrier and all. I don't know what to expect. I'm worried about any possible racism that might happen. I'm worried about the family I'm going to be staying with. I hope the men in the house are respectful and that nothing bad happens. I'm worried about the fact that I won't be able to express myself as freely as I can in English. I'm worried I won't make friends. Highkey Lowkey, worried about any possible wars that could break out while I'm away. 'Cause if I'm gonna die I'd rather die near the people I love man.  My dudes, I'm worried about a lot. I know most of it is just being over thought lol, but you gotta worry in order to care.

 BUT ASIDE FROM THAT, some essentials ya'll should know are that I'll be staying in a mostly male household. Single father, another dude (they didn't give much information about who he is. Just that he's an "independent adult." Like thanks very descriptive.) [edit: turns out that independent adult was my host mom LMAO I’m an idiot. I don’t want to change anything because I really thought I was gonna be with just guys but yes my mom is nice I love her man.] And the fathers kids. A five year old boy named Taiyou, a seven year old girl named Sakurako, and Asarato (the oldest boy at ten years old). They didn't send pictures or anything and I'm too spooked to ask for any photos. I'm gonna be staying in Okayama, Japan. I don't know what school I'm going to and I don't know my classes or anything. I know very very minimum Japanese. I literally only know how to say like 12 phrases and I know like 5 simple words (but smh watch it go up to 20 phrases and 15 words by the time I have to leave. That's my goal guys).

 Not all the feelings are bad though. I'm excited too. Languages are super cool and I think Japanese is a beautiful language. I'm ready to learn as much as possible. Especially, since I'm considering having a career involving languages. I want to be able to communicate with as many people as possible and hear them out. I don't know. I think it's cool. I'm excited for the school I'm gonna be going to and the people I'll meet there. I'm excited for the things I'll see. I'm excited for the food lol. My fatass is very excited for the food. My heart and mind are open for anything I might learn there. Like I said before, I don't know what to expect. I don't really want to expect anything. I want surprises and embarrassing moments and mistakes. I'm excited for the memories I'll make there.

 I think that's all I have to say for now. Not a very exciting post, but I think my thoughts post-departure are just as important as the ones after I leave. So, goodnight kiddos. Stay safe.

[hinamie]

Not trying to start anything but is there a reason why you want Yuuji to have kept his injuries so badly? /gen

a ! part of it is the fact that I spent so long figuring out how I wanted to implement yuuji's scars into the way I draw him, n now to have had all that effort be for naught is salt in the non-existent wound :'> there were so many of them that I was pretty proud of myself when I settled on something I was happy with,,,, not to mention they looked so cool cries i was ROBBED

but even from a non-petty non-aesthetic standpoint i have some thoughts on why i think yuuji should have kept the scars. SPECIFICALLY the right eye injury. don't get me wrong megumi having the facial scars that echo sukuna's mask does look cool it's nice and angsty he looks good i do Like it. HOWEVER. i think from a narrative standpoint, to have Yuuji be the one to lose the right eye or have a significant scar in that spot would have been Better visual storytelling. Not only does yuuji spend more time as sukuna's vessel comparatively but Yuuji as sukuna's vessel n foil is SUCH a key plot point (mans literally says "you are me" like>?>??????????) n i feel like the scars n what they represent in that regard are better suited to him. family resemblance if u will.

ik this isn't rly taking into account megumi's torso scars but personally i got no beef with those I think they make sense. he was punched out of sukuna, obv that's gonna leave a mark . "but by that logic couldn't you make the same argument for why megumi keeps the facial scars?", I hear you ask. and to that i say you /could/ but imo megumi's torso scars also carry a symbolism that makes it Meaningful fr him to have them. i'm mostly thinking here about yuuji being better able to Suppress sukuna's true form whereas megumi Couldn't and him having to wear the reminder on his body as a result. at the end of the day though my main gripe really just boils down to the fact that not only does megumi end up with /more/ sukuna-related scars than yuuji, but Yuuji straight up loses /All/ of his. As far as we know he has none now and that's SUCH a shame imo.

I think if megumi were to keep the torso scars + slits where the second eyes used to be (+ some other misc LEFT SIDE facial scars from the fight w gojo and the jacob's ladder attack), with Yuuji instead being the one to sustain the main right eye injury as a visual reminder of sukuna, that would be ideal for Me. Have megumi be an echo of the body, have yuuji be an echo of the face. That way there's good symbolism - the size/placement of their marks better corresponds 2 the nature of the time they spent as vessels + the weight of their respective relationships with sukuna. simple, effective, matching angsty bfs. AND they get to look at themselves and each other and be riddled with intense soul crushing guilt!!!!!

anyway scarred!megu nation we won but scarred!yuuji nation suffered for it and i'm not going to take that slight lying down.

[unproduciblesmackdown]

there was an ask list but instead of reblogging it im just doing the thing where i answer it all and put it here under a readmore

what mythical creature do you wish actually existed? idk i like griffins but i feel like thats boring b/c they dont like have any Powers...

soundcloud or vinyls? i dont rly use either lol

what book does everyone right now need to read? whatever they want i have no huge recs. i like the ashbury high / brookfield series & thats kinda unknown but thats it

do you like wearing other people’s shirts/jackets? its not much of a thrill...i guess im neutral but it has to fit me for starters

what was the best thing that happened to you this month? i donno. watched some stuff, had ppl compliment me

what’s a promise you’ve recently made to yourself? i periodically tell myself to care less about various shit

would you rather be the sky, the ocean or the forests? i guess the sky....clouds are nice. the ocean is full of heinous shit and the abyss. the forest can be kinda iffy too and also cut down

would you kiss the last person you kissed again? i havent kissed anybody romantically* so its not really an issue for me

do you plan your outfits? rarely

how do you feel right now? eh theres the usual undercurrents of misery and frustration but that’s just bg noise most of the time. im alright i suppose

what’s the last dream you remember having? well i was having trouble driving, which is a frequent dream, because it was a bus, which is an unusual detail. i think we were trying to take a roadtrip to a beach in another country, which is a thing that happens in my dreams lately. but then i suddenly found out i was in a play that was in like rehearsal/performance stages already, which is also common. my role was to act like i was real gay for some other guy character. i was like lol no prob

what are you craving right now? im usually a bit hungry i guess

turn ons/offs? i like people who can go along with a joke i suppose and who seem interested in other people and what they have to say. too many things repel me from other ppl to list

when was the last time you cried? why? i’ll cry super easily if im just imagining some sad concept

did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize? there’s some contenders there smh...but no

do you bite or lick your ice cream? lick....

favorite movie ever? i dont have one

do you like yourself? yeah im alright enough

have you ever met or seen in person a celebrity? not like an a-lister no

how many countries have you visited? just the one ive always been in

have you ever been in a castle? no

what’s the craziest/bravest thing you’ve done? i dont think anything too special. got in front of a car w someone but it was moving slow. proceeded w my stage entrance anyways even when a curtain cue got effed up & led the Improvisation of working around it, but that was dance so nobody had any lines to change

what’s on your mind right now? hoping it tstorms really dramatically later

what’s your zodiac sign? gay

name 5 facts about yourself. my eyes are blue, my pupils dont dilate evenly coz one is a bit less dilatable, im horribly nearsighted, i can cross one eye, i have sort of a unibrow

do you believe in karma? i dont believe in not karma

ever been in love? not romantically*

whom do you admire and why? a lot of activists, im interested in activism and volunteering but have rarely been able to actually be involved in things

what was your favorite bedtime story as a child? man i dont remember having bedtime stories, i dont think i did that much after learning to read myself. i read “pat the bunny” a lot for my little brother, that one was his fave

did you make someone laugh today? i dont think so

do you believe in ghosts? ive always liked hearing about ghost shit, i am not inclined to think that everyone who says theyve had Ghost Encounters is lying, i know ppl personally who have stories who i dont think are lying and it would be presumptuous to say like “well but they probably didnt REALLY x y or z,” and yet still i am always skeptical abt the whole thing. i am agnostic abt everything ever re afterlife stuff, but again—if we’re in a horror movie haunted house situation and shits going down, im going to assume ghosts and everything ive heard about them is true and act accordingly until we’re out of there, Greg The Adamant Disbeliever can have fun dying. and catch me not messing around w ouija boards or any of that shit either...im good.

if you could go back in time which time period would you visit? visit....damn i dunno.

would you want to live forever? why/why not? i mean if other ppl are doing it to then it might be fine. but like me specifically as things are now living forever, im not much interested. someone else can have my immortality

what makes you sad? shit like, life man

was today typical? why/why not? yeah i didnt do anything interesting

who do you trust the most? i dont particularly distrust anyone but i dont really have anything i’d need to trust anyone over

what did you have for breakfast today? i didnt

do you have any regrets looking back in your life? not really

what’s your favorite fictional universe? i dont have one

favorite tv show? i dont have one

share a favorite quote. i have some but i’ll never be able to think of one on the spot

what does your ideal day look like? ahh idk. doing something fun while being around other people

do you have any hobbies? i guess drawing / writing count. theres other things but i dont do them regularly / recently

share a small random book passage that means something to you. dont have one

what’s something you always wanted to do but were too scared? theres not really anything like that

do you usually date people your age or older/younger? neither

who means the world to you? why? any cat ive ever met b/c theyre angels

best books you’ve ever read? i guess i can plug the ashbury/brookfield books again

who is your favorite cartoon character? i gotta say lars dont i

coffee or tea? tea

would you rather be extremely rich or extremely loved? loved but like by multiple ppl right? gimme that magnitude in Widely rather than Intensely

are you a dog or a cat person? i feel like only dog ppl consider this to be a real Binary

what is your biggest addiction? biting my lip endlessly lol

do you ever think about the galaxy? sure

what’s your favorite color? blue

do you have a good relationship with your parents and siblings? why/why not? nah...my sibs and i are like friendly acquaintances i guess. thatll be an abusive household i guess

are you a morning or a night person? night

have you ever dealt with a mental illness? I Guess

how would your friends describe you? uhhhh people say im funny sometimes

do you consider yourself and extrovert or an introvert? bit of both

what’s something you love watching/reading but you are too embarrassed to admit you do? i dont think i have any secrets there

describe yourself in 3 words. extremes, thoughtful, Gay

best memory as a child? idk i always liked swimming and going to pools / waterparks

what is your eye and hair color? blue / brown, respectively.

do you like crystals? theyre cool

if you could change one thing in the world, what would it be? imperialism banned

what’s your hogwarts house? idk slytherin hufflepuff or smthing

biggest pet peeve? theres many..

would you rather go to a cocktail party with your best friends or stay home and read a book/watch a movie with your pet? well first i need the mythical best friend group but also can we be doing something more fun than a cocktail party

share a secret. I’ve Pooped Outside

would you rather live longer or happier? this might only be a difficult choice if it was live shorter or happier

who’s story is your biggest inspiration in life? why? nobody coz idk

do you wear glasses? yes

forest or river? forest

do you like exercise? its alright i dont like just straightup running though

do you like poetry? it depends on who the poet is. cishet white dudes shouldnt be allowed, for starters

any special talent that you have? i’m good at telling if lines are parallel lol