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#sighs . we cope !
hinamie · 2 months
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色彩 [Shikisai]
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itafushi#fushiita#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#fanart#jjk fanart#megumi#yuuji#finally...some not angst.....#im worried out of my mind fr these two right abt now but we cope we cope :)#i woke up early n rushed to render this bc im leaving 2 catsit today n wont b able to spend every waking hour drawing like i have been#almost uploaded it without rendering megumi's ear and frgetting the sukuna scars so im sure ill find something i missed once i hit post smh#this pose fought me also >:( sighs why when i try to do not angst they do not want to cooperate . do they prefer being hurt#anyway !!!#i dont think any1 Listens when ppl put song links in the caption but if anyone is curious ! colours/shikisai galileo galilei#SO themcore im unwell i say that a lot but i mean it every time#speaking of colours i Love how these turned out but they ended up being a lot more cohesive than i intended GKHSDFK#wanted to have yuuji in warm and megumi in cold but that appears to have blended everywhere but their uniforms Oops#sighs these 2 and their sun/moon imagery r my cause of death. i die thinking abt it#resisted the urge 2 have a lmhs caption but let it b known. i amn Thinking it.#anyway i say ill b away from my drawing tablet but i fully plan 2 uber home one of the days so i can draw#i cant b slacking now the itfs reunion is nigh and i feel nauseous abt it i need to channel the nervous energy#have sketches.......just in case....but we dont Talk abt just in case >:(#itfs nation hold strong <3
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year
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Embrace the truth
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jounosparticles · 3 months
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i really am a bit worried they’re hyping this up to seem like the end of the manga. it feels very extreme i genuinely have no clue where the arcs will go on from here
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shoutout to those nights where the brain says We Literally Cant Do Anything Even Though We Really Want To <3
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I regret to inform everyone we're back in the white space. Expect the fire alarm to go off periodically in typical fashion of whenever it detects a steaming pile of garbage on the way. Like me! [i'll give a cookie to whoever recognizes where the sfx is from!!]
#hand jumper#sighs#projected second taeho gyeon tag on ao3.....#where did i go wrong#we're so joever guys#we're so joever...#mandatory plugin for the hand jumper discord server because i think the culprit wouldn't want to own up#or even has tumblr idk#but just know they're on my hitlist and i hate[/pos] them#also yes it's more cell 3#if i had to summarise think of it an evil version of the halloween fic#except even worse#honestly though if you're able to JOIN THE HJ DISCORD SERVEEEEEER#SOMEONE WAS COOKING FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!#it's like that one bromie on discord said if 3 guys came to the same conclusion at radically different intervals then maybe it's something!#or eveyone's on the same drug#BUT I CHOOSE TO BELIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVE#and so in orderly fashion what do i do when i really wanna poke and prod at them more?#throw them in the torture nexus#granted it's not really a torture nexus because the bet is everytime cell three appears in a chapter i delete and start the draft over agai#it is.#but that's not my problem!!!#it's future me who'll fret over tuesday's episodes problem!!#also it puts it in a perpetual state of agony because if what if the day we say“i'll finish tomorrow p much done” is the day cell 3 shows u#ctrl+shift+del+seethe+mald+cope#also i'd say compared to finish in three days it's the most lenient artificial deadline ever#because either cell 3 or cell 3 mentor appears and i win by getting more food to improve the work#or i hand it in as is if they don't and shoot myself when they do after i just finished#also if you ever want to ask me to drop/drop the hj memes i made in the server just holler#because i forget to post here chronically!!!!!!!!
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dazais-guardian-angel · 5 months
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This post made me realize that with the Walking Alone episode, I can recreate what Aya probably looked like during the new chapter...
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...and maybe the next chapter...
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But most importantly, what she'll hopefully look like many chapters down the road from now :)
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kavehater · 2 months
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I mean this from a social perspective not a health one : why does everything feel weird right now. Like yes I’m heartbroken about the reality of my position in the lives of my so called friends but now I just feel confused. I don’t understand why I’m not important and why I can’t change to be important to others, nor what makes a person important either.
#like okay yeah I’ve been lowkey crying in the middle of the night because of how unimportant I feel but that’s down pat now we get it#I just want to know why am I not ? like am I doing something wrong ? I could’ve sworn I’m trying my best to not be annoying frustrating and#to be there but the reality of things is that I can’t always be there given my condition#sometimes I wonder how hard it is to ask me a simple ‘are you okay’ or ‘how are you’ or god forbid that I am missed lmao pls fniesksn ignore#the last one I think that’s too much but at least the other two#I don’t want to tell people to ask me these because then it feels fake and that they’re doing it just for the sake of getting me to shut up#about it but I don’t know#dora daily#a reason why I hate insta with my whole life because it just never fails to prove how worthless I really am#like I could’ve died yk … and it’d still be the sahara desert there#anyways I like being alone a lot something I’ve found out about myself#(I hate it actually but I only like it because I cannot make myself do anything like even talking seems so very exhausting so I can manage#with the loneliness when I’m ill but I can’t cope with it when I’m even a smidge better)#sigh.#just sigh. where did I get my friends from and why does everyone seem to love their friends so much but I cannot#don’t get me wrong I talk about how much I love them to everyone and if I don’t I obsess abt them in my head but it is not reciprocated to#be honest. not at all#and that’s what makes me sad. I still love them because I love unconditionally it seems#but from a conditional viewpoint they do not cut it#and that makes me disappointed#that’s why I’d kill to be loved or heck even remotely liked the way I like others even half of that yk#I am not a good person in my eyes but I would do so much just to be liked like that I wish I knew why I’m not worth being liked only worthy#of being tolerated.
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hinamie · 4 months
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summer is coming so i'm giving them the beach day they deserve
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dietrichs-fanclub · 2 months
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alright im sure we were all eagerly awaiting an update on my life <3
in the past three days my car has been totaled from a minor accident, my toilet broke, my ac broke, my new drivers license is still lost in the mail so we can't get a new car...
...and to top it all off apparently my mother in laws lung cancer is back! :)))))))))) just fuck me I GUESS JUST FUCK ME I GUESS
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theloveinc · 2 months
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i don’t know whether to laugh or cry at how bad this ending is….. like nothing changed… hero society is the exact same…. also i’m confused as to why it took EIGHT YEARS after graduation for deku to be hero again….. also gran torino (& honestly most of the other heros) being alive while toga & shigaraki are dead feels so wrong to me lmao my expectations were low but good god… (ANYWAY HI GORGEOUS I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU & I’M GOING TO GIVE SHINSO A HAIRCUT JUST FOR YOU MWAH)
-oc anon
oc anon I love you with my whole entire heart and brain, you are so right. EIGHT YEARS to become a hero again……….if that’s not the proof in the pudding about nothing changing, idk what the fuck is like… not even his friends wanted him on their teams? At their agencies? Like we have to be tripping balls this is ridiculously insane. And a whole (supposed) sequel to accomplish what. TEN YEARS IRL couldn’t get hori to write? I’m SICK. I’m UHEHSHUEURKFKNA . Disgusting !!!!!
And fucking soooo true about the league like. We didn’t even get to see any of their corpuses and yet… we’re supposed to believe a 95 year old outlived them? HORI IF THEYRE DEAD SAY IT WITH YOUR CHEST! bc the thing is… if he’s just using this as an opportunity to bring them back (even dabi and etc)… I’ll be even more mad. Which seems impossible considering the state I’m in now but. THIS IS FUCKING UNBEARABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God. I really have nothing nice to say except I’m glad we both agree. And that I LOVE U MISS U TOO BEAUTIFUL ALWAYS THINKING OF U FORVEWR and I appreciate u trying to fix him for me I hope Ibiza (and you) gets a new bae soon :( AINCE HORI IS KILLING HER OLD ONES
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arcaneyouth · 2 months
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theyve gotta stop doing this to me
#spider right up next to my bed again :/#vent post#negative#its whatever. it didnt reveal itself to me a terrifying way this time so im not freaked out more just annoyed#and theres no other spiders in our spare room so i can sleep there#its just stupid?? like come on man. stop that#kinda tempted to ask that we get rid of the top bunk of my bed#which would mean i dont.... get my nice comfy lil bed cave anymore#but it would mean i no longer have to be terrified theyll yknow. crawl onto my face again.#i dunno if i could give my bed cave up tho its so nice#ill have dad check out the sealing on my window first before i think about that#cause i knowwww those lil shits are coming in from there#they pretty much always spawn in my room from there#unless its the lil babies in which case they try to fall on my computer from the vent above me#but i can handle the lil babies i can put those ones outside theyre literally tiny#tho it might be fuckin useful to put the damn vent cover back on my vent finally.#gaugh. i hate summer. i hate that my fucking room is a spider magnet. go awayyyy#i think that last spider encounter tho may have been genuinely traumatizing tho#cause i can HANDLE spiders. i cant get rid of them but i can cope with them existing#if theyre out of sight theyre not my problem!#but i like. couldnt handle not knowing where this one was. i needed to be sure or i wasnt gonna rest#and when i did find it it was in kind of a bad spot so the shit im scared will happen again was totally possible#so while normally it wouldve been Fine the moment it went out of sight#this time im sleeping in the spare room. sighs loudly#whatever. the spare beds comfy and i managed to grab all my stuff so im all set up#just annoyed
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cursed-elo-images · 6 months
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Hi I’m sad so I decided to make this super elegant edit…
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hobisexually · 11 months
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#hm its time for a rant again <3#but my roommate has a date again and that makes me feel…….. extra mentally ill snsnsnsn#I’m a little bit upset because I spent this entire year trying to rebuild right. rebuild my social life rebuild the me I used to be#and every time I think I’m almost there shit derails me?#like okay first my dad and I. collide in unprecedented ways#then my back problems got worse than ever before#then I try to recover from not speaking to said dad and work throws a blow in my face that I quite frankly still haven’t really gotten over#then new body problems arise!#then we find out I definitely have pcos and can’t ignore it any longer#then everyone in my life is. moving on to a life phase I can’t follow to#but I had it all under control I was taking it in stride I was Coping#and then ……… I catch covid again#and it really triggered 1) my anxiety again in ways that. Sigh#and 2) im still not okay? it’s been three weeks and I’m still dizzy every day I have a headache all the time I am So tired I can’t focus#and my eyes are being weird#and idk that happened in the last week and also my neck is FUCKED and my shoulders feel like concrete#and last time my eyes were weird and I couldn’t focus and had a headache all the time it was also my neck#but I just…….. am 1) terrified it’s long covid I am so so so scared#2) how can I live life normally if this. keeps happening.#but mostly 3) I am so tired of it being blow after blow after blow#I am too generally busy with work or therapy or physio therapy or FUCKING pelvic floor therapy#which is a whole different kind of hell I can’t even begin to discuss on this website it makes me so uncomfortable#that I. can’t even date.#like where do I have the energy to.#I am about to turn 32 and what the fuck do I have to show for it#and what if this is it#what if? this is it?????!!???!#I don’t know if I can live with that#ugh this doesn’t even touch the root of it but I am Deeply Upset and I don’t like complaining or acting like a victim (im not!) but Jesus#I for once would just like to. be carefree. instead of feeling like I need to fix 29292993 things about myself before I can Live. fuck.
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arcticsilver · 1 year
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*just reposted something, saying something about putting gegg in an orbie squisher*
GOD DAMNIT NOW I HAVE TO FEED YOU FOOLS
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macabremoons · 9 months
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still find it funny when I see the take that fandom is bad at diverse platonic relationships and always defaults to pesky, pesky parental relationships. God, I really can't think of a single reason many people seeking escapism would craft positive parental relationships from their media... can't think of a single justification as to why people want to see random man be a good father.
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aperfectsonnet · 7 months
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had a bad day at work today… somebody take me to a bar to drown my sorrows…. :(
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