“James shot Lucie a dark older brother glare that almost made Cordelia giggle. She had always been a little jealous of the closeness Lucie and James shared, something she always wanted with Alastair but never had. It was nice that some moments they were perfectly ordinary.”
BITCH EXCUSE ME????? AFTER YOU SPIED ON HIS INTIMATE MOMENT WITH CHARLES????? THE FUCK YOU EXPECT? I know this section Cordelia doesn’t know what Alastair has done for her but what the fuck!!!!! if there’s anything Alastair loves in the world, it’s you girl!!! and he admires Thomas but he doesn’t really know it so let’s just put that away for now.
the reasons why Alastair has attitude is all of the things he has done to protect your childhood. the childhood he didn’t have. and honestly this is why I’ll forever be mad that the books aren’t in Alastair’s pov.
I think he, Matthew, (and Thomas but we do get his side more.), Christopher, and Ariadne are some of the most interesting characters in the series. I love more but I think these ones mainly Alastair and Matthew have these dark moments and those are the pov I want.
makes me roll my eyes when Cordelia is like “I wish my brother and I were closer.” hmmmm maybe don’t spy on him? if you should trust anyone, it’s your brother. I know I know, she doesn’t really know all he has done for her but the person who has protected you the most is Alastair. without a doubt, he’s always been there for you 🥹
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Rafayel, my beloved... 🐙💞
I'm going to fuck him AND Sylus, babey, I have two hands and three holes
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Your f/o is so supportive of you taking your meds. Especially if you’re new to it and feel like they wouldn’t want to deal with someone who takes them. You sadly admit that you do but they just pull you close and tell you there’s nothing to be ashamed of, you can’t help it and they want you to feel better. “If these are the things that make you feel better, then how can I do anything but love them?”
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