#headcanon spontaneously appearing lol

[sheliesshattered]

we’ve made it to Episode VII of our Star Wars marathon, and I’ve suddenly faceplanted into a brand new headcanon:

Poe Dameron has auditory processing disorder 

(just like me)

[pyjamaart]

My version of a Fully Charged Aquaman :D

You all know that Aquaman is one of my favorite robot masters. And since he didn't appear in Fully Charged, I spontaneously decided to imagine what he could have looked like. I had a vague color palette, the word aquarium and some free time, so I made it happen.

This version of Aquaman used to work at a water treatment plant (maybe even together with Waveman), but quit his job because he was following his dream of becoming a famous comedian. That dream didn't really work out, since all of his jokes were sewage related and most people couldn't stand them, leading to Aquaman being banned from pretty much any stage in the entire city.

With his hopes and dreams crushed, he started trying to come up with other business ventures to keep him afloat, which eventually led him to build aquariums for a living. But not just boring pet shop aquariums, no no, ginormous, fancy, if slightly tacky aquariums for rich people. Like in that show that's very similar to "cake boss", but instead of giant, shitty cardboard cakes they build giant, shitty aquariums. That's the kind of stuff Aquaman sells to people.

Eventually, he gets really into it, even though at the back of his mind there will always be jokes about shitting ones self.

Now you may be asking "Why does he keep fish in his body? Isn't this animal cruelty?" and you may be right about that, IF they were living, breathing fish, but in actuality, all the fish Aquaman puts in his aquariums are robot fish. Even the ones he always carries around in his body. They're like his little companions. They have different personalities, always judge him when he makes stupid mistakes... Like true friends.

Now for all of you people hungry for robot yaoi... You all know that I'm really into shipping Aquaman with Woodman. And even in the Fully Charged continuity, I'm gonna make exactly that happen.

I feel like they have a similar dynamic to their classic counterparts, as in, Woodman is the only person to laugh at Aquamans stupid jokes, which makes Aquaman fall head over heels for him. Though in Fully Charged, Woodman is quite the troubled individual (paranoia and trust issues), so it's probably gonna take a little time for Aqua to get through to him.

Aquaman also used to be friends with Drillman Sr., after spending many days building and maintaining the giant aquarium in his (former) company building, before he sold it off to Skyraisers Inc., who got rid of the aquarium shortly after they bought it. I feel like he exclusively calls "our" Drillman "Junior" or something, to differentiate between him and his old friend.

Aaaaand I think that's all I wanted to tell you about him. I have a few more ideas for Fully Charged versions of classic robot masters, like Needleman, Swordman and Flashman. Maybe I'll draw them some time in the future. But if I don't manage to do that, I could tell you a little bit about one of them here: So Needleman, for example. I said on a post here a while back that I think Drillman probably got his affinity for music from his mother, or in this case, his (second) dad. I also said that whoever his second parent was is not in his life anymore. Not because they died or anything, but because they were sick of Drillman Seniors shit. I mean, understandable.

Some time ago I joked that Fully Charged Drillman inherited the looks of Classic Drillman and the crippling depression of Classic Needleman, lol. So I decided to turn that joke into my actual headcanon.

My Fully Charged version of Needleman was a punk musician, who got his name from the studded leather jacket he always wore and the needles on his head that were arranged in a way similar to a mohawk. I imagine he and Drillman Senior had a loooot of differences, which eventually led him to leave the country to kickstart his career as a musician shortly after they had Drillman (Junior). Man, the fact that they both share a name sucks so much when I'm trying to write about them. But yeah, that's even more fuel to Drillmans already giant pile of daddy issues.

I've rambled enough again. I promise to deliver you more robot yaoi by the end of the week. Probably. (It's Fireman and Waveman btw.)

Jenny out.

[ryuichirou]

Apologies if someone's already asked previously and I've missed it, but as a fellow enjoyer of the threesome of Trey, Riddle, and Che'nya, I'd love to hear your general idea of the dynamic on these three as well as any headcanons you may have! (I'm someone who adored TreyRiddle first and am just genuinely surprised that it's such a far and inbetween ship in terms of popularity so it's always just very refreshing to see and hear other's views on it!)

I talked about both of these ships, but I don’t remember talking about them together! this is an interesting topic, Anon. Sorry for the wait, it took me some time to think about this.

I do have some headcanons! But I kind of got carried away a bit lol so the first three are focusing on the psychology of it all… in a way. I can’t help it, these guys’ brains are too fun to examine:( I ended the list with a couple of lighter/hornier ones though.

Also, it might seem like there is a Trey/Riddle bias, but it depends on how you look at it I guess. It’ll make sense after the first one. Hopefully! I guess.

Their dynamic is pretty balanced, but not really symmetrical: Che’nya loves Riddle, but he isn’t someone to be committed to one person or get jealous at all; and Trey has been in love with Riddle ever since they were kids and wasn’t able to move on even during the years of their separation. Che’nya wouldn’t mind stepping aside at some point and leaving these two together, but for that to happen he needs Trey to fully admit his feelings and directly confess to Riddle and ask Che’nya to leave. That doesn’t happen, so nothing is stopping Che’nya from having fun with Riddle~ Che’nya sleeps around, but Riddle is one of his favourite boys.

Their first time together happened pretty spontaneously, Che’nya pretty much provoked the other two. I picture something similar to this drawing, but these three had a lot of moments of mutual tension prior to this. Che’nya just started appearing at their dorm more and more often at some point and teasing Riddle, both to enjoy himself and to poke Trey towards facing his own feelings. What a friend!

Riddle is very confused about the whole thing and doesn’t want to think about it. Because if he starts to think, it falls apart in his head: he can’t have relationship with both Che’nya and Trey, he shouldn’t be doing these things even with just one of them, let alone both at the same time. Whenever Riddle is with them, he gets this nasty feeling in his heart that he is prohibited from having fun with them (ah nice memories), but at the same time, he mentally returns to his happy place… I’m not sure if this whole thing is therapeutic or traumatic to him lol It feels right, but as if it’s too good to be true. Thus, he just shuts his mind off whenever they start making out.

And it’s surprisingly easy for Riddle to stop thinking when he is with these two! It honestly surprised Trey and even Che’nya a little bit, even though Che’nya was like “of course he is like that, who wouldn’t melt when his chin is getting scratched?” as if what he does is exactly that… In actuality Che’nya just touches Riddle everywhere and licks his body with his rough tongue until he starts whimpering.

Riddle was very surprised when he got bitten for the first time, but he figured that it’s probably natural for Che’nya who is a beastman. What he didn’t expect is that he would find not only Che’nya’s bite marks, but also Trey’s. Riddle is usually to aroused to notice what exactly is going on, so he had no idea that Trey was biting his sides, arms and chest too…

Che’nya is kinky, and he knows that Trey is kinky too but is too afraid to scare Riddle away, so a lot of times he just starts messing with Riddle and pushing his buttons to show that even if Riddle protests and gets all red, he enjoys things that Trey would’ve never even considered as acceptable. Riddle also wouldn’t…… but there he is, getting all hot and bothered because he got aggressively tickled.

[ashenburst]

bsd era is back woo woo!!! I wuz curious how gogol and fyodor are when they fall in love. Like, how do they act when they start to catch feelingss. Answer whenever you can! You’re so amazinggg!!!

Hello dearie, thank you for the request <3 and I'm so sorry for taking a whole month! Anyway, if I understood well, this was meant as something general, some x reader thing, not a Fyogol thing. If it is Fyogol, however, do correct me, I'd be willing to write that too! Now onto the work!

This is how the headcanons will go: first, the cuter parts, then, the more somber parts which will be marked. Good? Good.

Fyodor

Fyodor is in love? He is both amused and intrigued. I believe these are some of the few states that move this rat to act more human than godlike (or the contrary? heh). This is why he’ll definitely do something about his feelings, unless they interfere with pre-existing plans, of course. Can’t have pesky feelings in the way! He assures himself, those will pass, they always do. But goddamn, it is difficult to ignore them. So, during the stage of denial or repression, he might find himself a far greater artist than before. No longer a consumer, but the creator. This vehement inspiration in such a mind could hardly be contained in artistic outlets. He’d realize he’d need to tamper with his muse. And so it begins!

The master manipulator should understand how to win over any heart. Yes, and he’d win over your heart but only if his verity is intact. This is pure love, done for the sake of love. It must be Christianly true. Therefore, he would not manipulate, he’d be himself. Cruelly sharp at times. Other times, innocent and gentle. It’s intriguing, really, the contradictory mien of a great mind in a weary body. How strangely the brain controlled it… one could easily say he had inhuman eyes because of all the world he saw and revealed to you. But no. It was all the same world, now merely embellished by his mind. And if your intellect bounced off of it right, well… Fyodor will be getting butterflies.

Around the person he loves, he exudes a calming energy, even appearing frail at times. That’s the lowered guard you see, and that bears potential for messing around. His sense of humor, wit, charm, they flourish, especially if your reactions are approving. Spontaneity increases and you learn to distinguish gentle genuine smiles from sadistic and scheming. But not only this. With the stripping of his mask, the ugly is revealed too. Fyodor can be moody, but luckily for you, when he is, it’s very obvious. If you know to avoid pestering him during those periods, things should go well. He wouldn’t tolerate much anyway. The fact he even fell in love with you in the first place meant you were nigh perfect in his eyes, only imperfect in some endurable amounts.

This leads me to another factor: Fyodor would likely want a self-sufficient, practical partner. Or at least come to this realization at some point. Yes, he is gentlemanly and he would love to help you, but he will not be putting up with useless, incompetent, and so, in his eyes, unreasonable people. He’s dealt with enough of those. He’d come to you to rest from them, even. From them and everything else, truly. You are his safe place. You are his home and his sanctity and he wouldn’t let anyone tarnish it.

Enough of the nice stuff. Next are the darker implications, the somber section.

If protecting you means going insane lengths, he would. He would actively do things without your knowing or consent. On a daily basis, he might record you through secret cameras or stalk you. Maybe you wake up in some random village in the outskirts of Siberia because he thought it would be safest to move you there. Are you at peace with this? He doesn’t care. He knows better and you should understand that (his words, not mine lol).

Indeed, for minds of his caliber, it is easy to lose track of reality and build another one in his thoughts. While he would never admit to it, and it certainly isn’t the craziest version of it, Fyodor might become delusional. Thoughts upon thoughts are like Mathematics – one can express anything in any order, in any tautology, even prove the impossible. Without an external factor to verify or comprehend it (without his thoughts interacting with reality), these easily complex equations and expressions would easily lose sense. Rationalizations galore. Once this point was reached, good luck escaping Fyodor. The only person who can change his mind is his own mind. Not even the heart. Only mind.

If you think Fyodor’s delusion is scary, check out that of this clown’s.

Nikolai

An adorable bundle of joy. Simply perfect – understanding, enjoyable, over the top happy, childlike but in the best manner possible. I imagine it’s easy to assume this, but let me expand that notion. The cheerful, supportive boyfriend who will follow you around like a dog, a golden retriever, to be specific; the sort to always have something to say, to always be able to ramble about whatever you bring up. He is truly inexhaustible! But not to insane extents, of course. He will also have his catlike moments, curling up next to you or on you at random times. Random, he really is random; expect tiny gifts and surprises throughout your relationship. His creativity is unparalleled when it comes to those.

That’s how he’ll most likely conquer your heart. With sweetness, tiny gifts, utmost loyalty. That sheepish, most adorable behavior of his. It can melt even the coldest of hearts. Oh, he is so much better at this than Fyodor.

Speaking of, there is a sort of a domestic energy to Nikolai that might be more apparent than with Fyodor, but it isn’t as easy to maintain. Nikolai might be one wonderful partner, but he is just a human, too. Cracks appear.

You will catch glimpses of melancholy in his demeanor, but if you ever point it out, he’d disagree. He hides any bad feelings. Yes, Fyodor might not outright state his troubles but he will at least be visibly moody and at least give some verbal indication when spoken to. Nikolai would never, ever do that. He would change the topic, he would pat your head, he would tap your nose… and he will gaslight you that everything is fine if you keep pushing it. That’s a bit disheartening. Yes.

But, I believe you can deal with this by not being too pushy and simply reminding him you are there for him. I don’t think the poor baby has had anything stable in his life before you. In fact, with how he is towards Fyodor, he certainly has sabotaging tendencies, and I believe they come from 1. a chaotic growing up with no stability 2. a lack of sense of control 3. emotional negligence 4. aaand the idea that he’ll compensate for it all, gain control over both actions and emotions, by recreating and monitoring the environment he is so used to. For the love of God, don’t you become Nikolai’s therapist. It’s impossible and could ruin the relationship (or even yourself; you don’t know what you could be triggering). Just keep the good vibes going, eh?

As for the dark version…

Let us begin with Nikolai’s desire to murder Fyodor and so liberate himself (in loose terms). It is highly likely that Nikolai develops a similar ideation with the object of his affection. You could be reduced to a prop in his imagination. A symbol generating a symbol when destroyed. In reality, you’d be another one of his failed attempts at overcoming himself. Even if he fully believes your death/mutilation/torture has fixed him, in actuality, it did not. The warmth he feels is that of your blood and your breaths and your tears, and the warmth is the orgasmic moment of bloodlust, and all of this… it’s just a traumatized butcher’s delusion. Then, the drop in adrenaline and the rise of coolness, the red pool growing in silence, as do his lungs, suddenly fuller than before, him fuller than before… now, all of this, it is just an addict’s calm after the storm. Everything too fresh. Whereas previous vigor was that of heat, now was that of cold, and as soon as it abandons him, well... in that boredom… maybe he will discover yet another pair of wings on his back to unchain. The self-serving self-ruining angel.

Do you know of this urge to squash anything cute? Nikolai would actually do that, but in the literal sense. Also, I see a huge yandere potential. The sort to lock you up and treat you like an object or a game, with just enough interactivity to make you think he can be reasoned with. Make no mistake – it’s impossible. He does this for his own sake, with immense cunning and resources. In fact, he will toy with you if you try outsmarting him, give you hope and then crush it.

After all, keep in mind that he knows Dostoyevsky well, and he still went against him. That is the kind of man you’d be dealing with. I wish you my deepest condolences.

[mayordea]

songwriting with meiko 🎙️

i have a few things to comment abt this which will be isolated under the cut so the post doesnt get too bloated :] mainly small hcs about meiko/kaito/miku hhhh

an idea that briefly popped in my head when i was brushing my teeth that i did not want to let get away. it was ambitious and i liked the concept of using my hc'd versions of the younger crypton vocaloids (miku's beta design and meiko/kaito's v1 designs) interacting with each other, so i went for it. i designed the general vibe of the background in animal crossing, ol reliable for these kinds of things, since i knew i wanted to cram as much detail in the environment as i could. i made a post about it on my personal account here since i was quite proud of this build.

as i was decorating, i kept spontaneously making headcanons for the younger meiko/kaito/miku unit in order to understand how to populate their living space with accurate clutter. i ended up totally overdecorating the whole thing and only referenced a small portion of the interior (like, why'd i go so hard on thinking about the yard? thats just what happens when i try taking this route) but i did like some of the ideas i came up with to explain my decorative choices. here's just a ramble.

oh yeah i guess i should get something i mentioned in the tags of that art i made w all the crypton gang's "younger" versions out of the way: i hc the character vocal gangs' "younger" designs to be their "IF" or beta designs. and meiko and kaito's younger versions are their V1 designs, mainly inspired by how they appear in the earlier project diva games (every time i look at them i just see them as awkward teens still trying to figure out who they are lmao)

also mentioned there that sakine meiko and meiko are one in the same and the fanloid and vocaloid arent separate entities. sakine meiko was meiko in her early music career as a relatable teen pop idol, with the "sakine" family name being made up to create that image. once meiko grew into an adult, she put the persona behind and just went by meiko, and around that time she met kaito and theyd be musical partners for a while

meiko sort of adopts miku into their unit when she recognizes her potential and serves as a mentor to her after then. kaito is the same but acts more as a supportive guardian in comparison. rin, len, and luka would come along later of course.

yeah i really fuck with the idea of the crypton gang being a little family :] i think it's neat! and this art/animal crossing build was a fun way to explore that hc a little

meiko is a physical media fiend, especially for music. loves collecting cds and vinyls and the like; they're littered all over the house. loves rock music too

kaito on the other hand has a knack for gardening and tends to the very modest garden outside their house. also collects a lot of art he finds in thrift marts and such for novelty's sake

miku always dedicated herself to improving her craft and finding her voice thanks to the help of meiko. she was also kind of a nerd at this era. very serious and dedicated

these folks did not know how to clean shit up, everything left lying on the floor ends up being an intentional decoration (probably not clear in this but i did like scattering stuff around to the best of my ability in the AC build)

ummm that’s it for now i guess i had less than i expected? but i’m glad to get this down somewhere lol feel free to share your own hcs if you wish, i love hearing them

[no-psi-nan]

4) Where do you find inspiration for new ideas?

hsfjdlshfks I generally don't go looking for new ideas, they just break into my house and start squatting there lol. Aside from the spontaneously generated ones, I actually take a lot of inspiration from other fans! Blorbo discussions especially tend to spark interesting thoughts that lead to headcanons and stories. Sometimes fanart (all kinds) causes me to go down a different thought path than before - like, I recently saw some truly banger torisai art that changed the planned ending of a WIP lol. It's never direct inspiration though, like I genuinely wouldn't bother making something that already exists unless I thought I could bring something radically different to the table. I'm making the stuff that I wish existed but doesn't!

20) Have you noticed any patterns in your fics? Words/expressions that appear a lot, themes, common settings, etc?

Lol. Yeah all my romantic stuff is sweet and cozy and heartfelt because I'm cheesy and love that stuff. Even my most deranged lemons are super affectionate <3 I'll leave it as an exercise for the reader to call me out on other patterns lol.

27) What is your most and least favorite part of writing?

The best parts are the initial concept & brainstorming, plus writing blorbo dialogue. I'm sure it's extremely obvious that I love writing Akechi dialogue in particular – the less hinged, the better!

Worst part is the post-posting creative slump, where I've gone through all the effort of creation & posting and then there's no feedback and it just feels bad. Hate having to wait out stupid human feelings to get back to creating. It doesn't always happen (I was actually really pleasantly surprised by the reception of the toilet blog lol) but it's just a real bummer when it does!

29) What’s your revision or editing process like?

Not too intensive for me since I kinda edit as I go along. Before I get started writing, I always go over the last part (sometimes all of it), to get back in my groove, and I'll tweak it if it needs it. Once I'm done writing, if I have a beta I'll send it over, and either way I'll wait a few days before giving a final read-through and posting. Naturally a few months later I'll be reading the fic on AO3 and find typos or grammatically weird sentences, but that shit happens to professional authors too so whatever lol. Update it and carry on...

40) If someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?

All fanart is definitely welcome lol, but generally the romantic fics are nearer and dearer to my heart so shippy drawings inspired by my fics would have a same-type-attack-bonus on my heart!

74) You’ve posted a fic anonymously. How would someone be able to guess that you’d written it?

The CSS/HTML probably lmfaoooo.

Otherwise, probably the pairing if it's one of my captained ships, and the way I write my dialogue and don't spend any time describing shit like settings or clothing lmao.

Thanks for the ask @hillbilly---man!! 💜💜💜

[Context] <- still open for these!

[fadinglights]

🩵 for junso & daeho WINK WINK NUDGE NUDGE

MUSE RELATIONSHIP HEADCANON GAME / accepting!

junso & daeho for @solisocasum

who curses more? they both do an equal amount, but only in private u know

who is more patient? daeho, without a doubt. bless his heart for tolerating junso <3

who does the driving? both do, but junso more often and he's more reliable than he appears i swear

who is louder? who is quieter? they can both be loud but junso is definitely louder, it takes time for him to warm up to people, but he's so loud after you'd start wishing he's mute :'>

who is more physically affectionate?  they both are incredibly clingy, it's (endeared) disgusting

who is more likely to tease the other? they both do but usually junso starts it lol

who is better with time management? daeho? junso is pretty good too, but he just acts more spontaneously now that his life isn't fully controlled by an agency anymore

who wins the arm wrestling matches? daeho lets him win :'>>>>

who controls the music in the car ride? they take turns and they like that it introduces them to new music since they appreciate e/o's music taste

who covers dinner when they order in? junso though i feel like daeho would prefer they split, he just likes spoiling the people he loves

who is more outgoing? who is more shy?  neither of them are shy per se, but i feel like they can be quiet at first before warming up to people and get really loud after lol. that said i feel like they can both be outgoing at least when it comes to people who interest them

who has the more outlandish fashion sense?  junso though they both take risks from time to time

who starts the tickle fights? who ends them? junso usually starts them, sometimes he wins and sometimes he doesn't

who has the darker/more “edgy” sense of humor? they both do tbh

who is more competitive when it comes to games? they are both competitive... it's just the result of growing up as 'gifted' and having to uphold that reputation lmao but junso is definitely annoyingly competitive

who has the bigger appetite? the bigger sweet tooth?  they both have normal appetite but junso with the bigger sweet tooth???

who is more likely to get in a confrontation in public? neither cause they've got an Image to uphold yknow

who hosts the parties/hangouts? who organizes them? i feel like junso would be the one to initiate it but most of the organising is done by daeho lmao

who is better at cooking? do they ever cook for each other? daeho is better at it and it's the One Thing junso will let him win (actually, it applies to all chores too)

who is more likely to engage in dangerous and/or illegal behavior? neither they're both good bois.... for the most part

who is more likely to notice when something is wrong with the other?  they both do, they're both very observant people i think and sometimes that quality of junso surprises people since some just assume him to be this pompous, cheeky kid

who does the talking in public settings (i.e. to the waiter at a restaurant)? they both do, but maybe junso does it more

who is more likely to extend a helping hand & provide emotional support? both!! but daeho does it more in the initial stages cause he's a bit more in tune with and better at handling emotions i feel

who is the bigger prankster? do they get the last laugh or do they suffer for it? junso is the bigger prankster but daeho isn't going to let it slide lol, he doesn't consider it 'suffering' when daeho gets him back cause it's just fun to push his buttons and corrupt him into a more chaotic version of himself lol

[imjustabeanie]

Matchup for @yvonne67

Your obey me match is....Solomon!

When I read your description I thought about all the party lovers like Asmodeus and Mammon but he can be controling in my opinion (style wise. Plus he is really judgmental). He just....lacks the chill that Solomon has.

If it was appearance only I'd have given you Mammon or Beel not gonna lie. You look amazing between ^^.

Solomon is overlooked but he loves going out too. How else would he have gotten 72 pacts??? But his type of outgoing is really spontaneous. He just goes, walk and explore. He joins parties he goes to bars. It's giving la bohème (I don't know how to explain it in english). He is immortal which means he just lives in the present. You two would've met on a party he went to or a night club. Your personalities clicked and you got in contact. At first contact was rather sparse but then he got more and more invested. A relationship with Solomon is more casual than anything else cuz it takes him time to get serious. Getting attached is painful when you're immortal.

He enjoys how protective and honest you are. He doesn't mind you being feisty and often chimes in with you if you're in an argument (it pisses off the other even more but Solomon would win in a fight no cap). He likes letting you speak your mind and would ask questions from time to time. He'd totally start debates with you just to see you getting all passionate.

While he doesn't curse, he doesn't mind you cursing. Hell you'd influence him into cursing more often but his insults are from the middle age. He enjoys all sense of humor and if you're interested he can show you how humor evolved with the centuries....I hope it's funny because I saw some 17th century jokes and they weren't funny in my oh so humble opinion.

When you show him your tattoos he'd just take off his shirt and show you his pacts mark tattoo (there was an artist who drew this headcanon and fuck it looked amazing!) I also think he got some symbolic tattoos besides the pact marks.

People often think that you're the one who they should be scared about because Solomon looks harmless and then they get hit by a spell/curse when they start being disrespectful. Poor ignorant souls.

Solomon doesn't give a fuck about how you dress as long as it makes you happy. If anyone has anything negative to say about it he'll have a word with them. Asmo would also join him on this lol (he'd be your bff trust me). Asmo also loves dragging you both for shopping (he loves making you two buy matching fits).

Anyways the relationship with Solomon is really adventurous. You both just live in the present and I believe he'd introduce you to lots of new things!

Toodaloo!

[stars-tonight]

hey you! i would absolutely love a romantic match up!! (preferably long lol)

my prounouns are she/her and i prefer to be paired with a guy !

my ideal partner:

puts effort into the relationship and is very loving

is fun to be around and constantly makes me laugh

tbh golden retriever boyfriend

about me:

im pretty outgoing and find myself funny sometimes :,)

i try to be as kind as possible to everyone i meet and i genuinely care about my friends

i love hanging out with my friends!

i'm a gemini

hobbies:

volleyball

guitar in my band!

art 

appearance: i have a short reddish brown wolf cut. my eyes are green and im like midsize ish? i'm also pretty short, 5'4  :,)

love languages:

giving: words of affirmation tbh

receiving: physical touch

thank you so much! i can't wait to see it 🤍

headcanons

🥛 bokuto would be such a golden retriever boyfriend

🥛 he's naturally just loveable and dramatically funny

🥛 would be your biggest fan

🥛 willing to do anything for you

🥛 a little too childish to be a gentleman but he does everything a gentleman would do

🥛 bokuto is really outgoing and adventurous

🥛 he'd be a really spontaneous partner and just do whatever comes to mind

🥛 just lives in the moment

🥛 if you're out shopping and he sees something cool in a shop's window he's dragging you into the store

🥛 would fall for all the marketing tactics stores use

🥛 lowkey uses girl math lol

🥛 "50% off?? we HAVE to get it! we're losing money if we don't! huh? of course we could use a claw machine at home!"

🥛 would laugh at all your jokes

🥛 kind of slow sometimes though

🥛 you'll have finished your joke and moved on to like a serious conversation and he'll just perk up and randomly shout out "i get it now!"

🥛 he was struck by your kindness when he first met you

🥛 he's like a big puppy so he's immediately drawn to how friendly and open you are

🥛 he'd probably ask you to teach him how to play guitar or draw

🥛 unfortunately he's not good at either

🥛 can't be precise enough to strum the guitar strings (sorry if this isn't the right word idk how to play guitar 😭)

🥛 same with a pencil

🥛 tries to draw a dog but it be ending up like a macy's thanksgiving day parade balloon

🥛 he'd love to play some volleyball with you though!

🥛 he'd probably ask you to jump some blocks lol

🥛 because akaashi is there to set to him and kuroo goes to a different school, he needs someone who can stay back and do extra practice with him / akaashi

🥛 even though you're 5'4 and jumping on a boy's net (if you don't know boy's nets are seven inches taller than girl's nets)

🥛 ⬆ when i jump on a boy's net btw (i'm a 5'4 girl) i can get like my fingertips to the top of the net -> in other words, no block at all

🥛 i mean ig it could serve as an ego boost if bokuto's ever feeling down bc he hit past all of your "blocks" lmao

🥛 the love languages was what sealed the case with bokuto

🥛 i forget if i've ever said this but bokuto's receiving love language is words of affirmation

🥛 literally what else would it be

🥛 when he's in one of his emo modes and you comfort or encourage him, he'll brighten back up immediately

🥛 i like the idea that his hair is a window to his emotions

🥛 sad = droopy hair, happy = owl hair

🥛 and bokuto's giving love language is totally physical touch

🥛 runs to you and wraps you in a bear hug after every win

🥛 even if he lost, he'll give you a big hug and drop his head on your shoulder

🥛 pls just praise him and give him so much love

runner up for you was hinata shōyō!

A/N: there you go, i hope you like it!

[meowzfordayz]

Hi! Could you do headcanons of Tanjiro and a reallly touch deprived reader? I just think that both of them crave the other’s touch and attention and just thinking about it makes my heart go *badum* it’s Friday where I am so I hope you’re having an amazing Friday!! I hope you had something by the way! (Like some water or food! ❤️)

HII THIS TOOK ME A WHILE TY FOR YOUR REQUEST AND YOUR PATIENCE. 💘 (once you read it you'll understand why it took me a while lol) It is now ~Tuesday where I am, but I vaguely recall that it was ~midnight on Friday when I originally received your Ask, sooo I hope you're having a terrific Tuesday ?? ☺️

Author’s Note: dayuuum everyone’s really just touch deprived, touch starved. 😭 Sending cuddle–hug-whatever-other-touch-anyone-might-be-craving-needing-wanting-as-they-read-this vibes. 💗💗💗

touch deprived

Kamado Tanjirou x Reader

Word Count: ~2,600

CW: mild sexual content

~faqs~

I feel like Tanjirou w/ a (reallly) touch deprived partner would be all about the little touches, quiet reminders, spontaneous grandiose displays of affection

With Tanjirou, you wouldn’t feel clingy or needy

Bc y’all are nurturing intimacy, ya feel?

Your partnership is an indefinite dance of reading the signs

Of dancing along the thread gleaming from his smile to your laughter

Your trust to his enrapturement

He knows you like he knows his favorite color (bc let’s be honest: who tf is that familiar w/ the back of their hand ?????)

In no particular order…

Gentle hip squeezes when nobody’s around: not necessarily sensual — intended to be more so reassuring and adoring, the kind of touch shared between lovers (altho obvi nothing wrong w/ friends who are comfy squeezing each other’s hips !!)

Touching noses (are these butterfly kisses or eskimo kisses ?? bc to this day I have no idea): y’all do the whole shebang where your foreheads press together, noses brushing, close enough that you can feel each other smiling, but not so close that you’re actually kissing — it’s sickeningly sweet 🥰

Loose hugs, suffocating hugs, quick hugs, disappointed hugs, grateful hugs: there’s a hug for every occasion — for when you’re alone and it becomes less of a hug, more of an embrace; for when you’re w/ friends, and either of you show hints of feeling overwhelmed (brief, appears almost playful to anyone watching, but really it’s a soft, “We can say our goodbyes, if you’d like?”); for when you’ve just completed, survived another mission — bleeding, bloodied, bruised (obvi not too tight, bc yanno, you’re injured ☹️); for when either of you are excited, bubbling, giddy (to soak in the joy, contentment, elation); for when words aren’t enough, the overlapping shadows bursting too loudly, too rapidly, too familiarly (these hugs transcend socializing expectations — if either of you clearly need ~a moment i.e. anxiety/panic attacks bc having PTSD as a slayer is canon at least it should be, then the other is immediate and protective in providing that moment)

Poking !! Mostly playful, sometimes ~annoying, usually aimed at ticklish spots — Tanjirou’s weakness is prob along his collarbones (they’re sensitive 😤) and behind his knees (a much tougher spot to sneak attack, but sometimes you’ll trap him under the kakebuton… def gotten kicked once or many times lol — you still do every so often tho bc he lets out the purest squeal)

Caressing (gosh I love that word even tho it’s admittedly a lil awkward ??): at the risk of sounding cliche (this totally sounds cliche 😆), time stops when either of you caress each other; feather light skimming of the backs of his fingers along your jaw; firm, worried tracing of your thumbs across his cheekbones; sometimes your eyes involuntarily flutter as you instinctively seek to preserve the delicacy of his warmth for as long as possible (stored in the tenderness of your memory); somehow, he knows exactly when to caress you again so you’re never w/o that safe, promising weight of knowing — he wants you as much as you want him

Fingers: a wordless language spoken by you and him (by a lot of ppl, sure, but you’ve got your favorite “words” that only he could ever understand); pinkies linking, not in promise, but in forgiveness (“we’ve got this, even if I kinda wanna punch you right now… lemme just hold your pinky w/ mine instead”); fingertips tapping, a warning, a signal, of stress, frustration, barely holding it together (when they don’t even tap, simply tensed, curled, very faintly trembling… that’s when you know it’s bad — that’s when you wrap your own fingers around his (or his around yours); it’s another word for “I’m here” and “I’ve got you” and “I need you”)

KNEES (was lowkey gonna write just “KNEES” to confuse y’all, but nvm 😃): they’re so underrated imo, bc like; nudging his knee against yours, yours against his; teasing out breathy giggles as you ghost your fingertips over his kneecap; a steady palm to ground, calm, tether each other (while sitting, obvi, bc it’d be a lil awkward to try and rest your palm on his knee standing); mindless patting (again, while sitting), subconsciously maintaining a point of contact (y’all are too cute ahhh 😭)

Also elbows ahaha for when Tanjirou’s being a nuisance: your jabs are lowkey adorable and vaguely, hardly malicious (you elbow him primarily when you’re cuddling and he refuses to let you go, “Do you really want me to pee on you? Because I will. If you don’t let me go. I HAVE TO PEE. Idiot.” — aka my irl partner @ me when I cling to them in the morning lololol nooo don’t leave meee); you’ve def tried at least once to lick his elbow w/o him noticing (you failed); he’s also tried (he would’ve succeeded too if you hadn’t suddenly moved to grab something, promptly jamming your elbow into his mouth #ouch 🤕)

Sitting on each other’s laps !! Idk how frequently y’all do this bc it’s highkey PDA**, and I don’t think Tanjirou’s huge on PDA, like, most of these hcs occur in snippets of time belonging to just you and him (excluding fleeting shoulder squeezes, and you certainly hold hands when you stroll somewhere together), but when you’re savoring a moment alone, on a rooftop, under a tree, heck even on a doorstep if there isn’t anyone around; you’re absolutely sprawling a leg over his lap, or he’s leaning w/ his back against your thighs — you cherish the comfortability implied in such casually uncasual proximity

**Assuming your relationship is public, which, it 100% is bc you may be shy bundles of sunshine, but DAMN y’all glow so brightly together, so why tf would you wanna hide that ?? P.S. Isn’t that kinda odd how sitting on someone’s lap platonically is almost more acceptable than sitting on someone’s lap romantically? Like, there usually has to be a ~reason to sit on someone’s lap, otherwise it’s “icky” orrr you’re #gross bc PDA ??

Tanjirou 11/10 loves to pick you up and spin w/ you (he’s polite ofc and asks first tho!): and if you’re able to, then he 11/10 loves to be picked up and spun too!

PIGGYBACK RIDES: tbh hardly ever out of convenience/necessity; they’re ~just because (just bc I love you); the pattern of his gait, the broadness of his back, the curve of his shoulder blades; everything about him is a soothing, luxurious balm; falling asleep as he carries you, arms locked lazily around his neck, head lulling slightly, is the ultimate treasure; and as w/ picking up and spinning, you do your best to return the favor

Long story short, Tanjirou w/ a (reallly) touch deprived Reader is the epitome of #relationship goals

Except what you’re creating together is real not staged for social media 😌👀💀😂 (okayokay but no genuine shade throwing intended 😅)

Tugging at your bottom lip when you pout at him is his favorite pastime

Hugging him right after training, sweat, grime, and all—as he protests weakly bc apparently “I smell bad” Shut up Tan, you smell delicious and he can tell that, for whatever reason, you’re telling the truth ??—is your favorite way to fluster him

And he doesn’t take you for granted

Doesn’t take for granted how willingly you cross your ankles w/ his as you fall asleep together

Doesn’t take for granted how, on foggy evenings, you ask for extra kisses

Doesn’t take for granted how you devour, crave, adore him

Because he knows it wasn’t, isn’t, easy

He knows the strength, fragility, wonderment, of letting someone in

Of telling someone, “I need this. Can you help me?”

That fear of rejection

Not because the person doesn’t want to help

But because they can’t

He’s grateful every day as he kisses your ear, nibbles playfully at your fingertips, twirls you in close before releasing you extravagantly

Grateful he can help you

Grateful he gets to purposely step on the backs of your heels, just to be ~extra special

Grateful he gets to speak with you in more languages than uttered words

I love you he spells into your wrist with his finger

I love you you spell back into the crook of his elbow

READY FOR A SURPRISE ??

The surprise is that that ^^ was my 2nd attempt at writing this request, and below is my 1st

Did someone say two-for-one ?? Yup

Someone is me

Two-for-one !!

Okie dokie I’m all about control and logic and order and organization (literally all of my clothes are folded and stacked rainbowellically #fml #I have problems #teehee)

Sooooo let’s do this!

Starting from: the top!

Hair

Touching each other’s hair is definitely a love language between y’all

Bc there are so many different ways to do it!

—In the morning, waking up together: you, unable to resist his bedhead so fluffy and so precious, rewarded w/ sleepy grunts of contentment as you run drowsy fingers through his wayward strands | Tanjirou, mesmerized by morning’s glimmer highlighting your messy tendrils so breathtaking and so enticing, basking in your soft mewls as he nuzzles into your scalp, inhaling deeply smells like home

—Briefly, as you go your separate ways: an adoring tug on one of the many strands framing his determined expression | a smoothing stroke as you rush past him, easing the hustle in your eyes, the resulting frazzle of your hair

—Leisurely, when you’re stealing a moment together: you, attempting to braid his not-quite-long-enough locks as he sits lazily between your knees, palms resting on either one | Tanjirou, switching positions with you to return the favor once you’re satisfied with your handiwork, humming to himself as you rub various sized circles into his thighs

—Worriedly, in hopeful desperation: you, clinging, pulling at his wild tangles, reluctant, unwilling, fearful, to let any slip through your fingers to let him slip through your fingers | Tanjirou, much more steady outwardly than he feels inwardly, trying his hardest to memorize its exact color, texture, scent to bottle the warmth it grants him

—Heated: you, fixated on how pretty he is, his glistening hair swaying back and forth as he moves passionately above you | Tanjirou, drunk on how angelic you are, hair haloed around your flushed face as your back arches, mouth parted and undeniable

Forehead

Sooo 😘 many 😘 forehead 😘 kisses

—“I’m proud of you!” forehead kisses: you, when Tanjirou cooks something that actually makes you go back for seconds (Idk how his cooking is canonically, but Imma go with… not terrible, but not usually seconds-worthy either 😋) | Tanjirou, when you groggily roll out of bed to train w/ him, bc he knows you’d reeeally rather go back to sleep (you’d just rather spend time w/ him even more 😌)

—“Go to sleep,” forehead kisses: you, as Tanjirou’s head nods, snapping upright again, plate nearly slipping from his grip (Tan *kiss* I can wash the rest *kiss* Go get ready for bed *kiss* | Tanjirou, as you stubbornly try to finish reading your book, eyelids drooping (You said “one more chapter” three chapters ago *kiss* You need to sleep *kiss*)

—“You’re gross and sweaty and I still want to kiss you,” forehead kisses: you, marveling at his glowing physique as he pauses training for lunch, greedily licking your lips afterwards, faint taste of salt from his sweat | Him, initially watching you from a distance, before spontaneously planking in front of you so he can kiss your sweaty forehead every time you come up from a push up

—“Do you want attention? Bc I wanna give you attention!” forehead kisses: you, unabashedly peppering his forehead when he returns from missions (You should get that checked out, Tan *mwah* Once I’m done *mwah* Of course *mwah*) | Tanjirou, assuming you’re mad at him (he’s unsure what for 😅 you just seem grumpy ☹️), bc why communicate when you could *showers in kisses* instead?! (disclaimer: communication is very important, so for this scenario just assume something silly — maybe you tripped over his zori earlier bc he put them somewhere inconvenient aka left them in the middle of the floor and he was like #oops my b)

And affectionate head bumps!

Only you do those tho

Bc the first and last time Tanjirou did

Err

You didn’t exactly cry, but you did do that thing where your whole face scrunched up as you tried your absolute best to not curse him out, eyes bright with pain

He felt like 😫, inwardly scolding himself for not thinking that action through beforehand

*cue more forehead kisses !!*

Bc obvi successful forehead kisses make failed head bumps better! ❤️‍🩹

Nose

Ugggh noses are so 🤗

But like, whaddya do w/ noses?

Nose nudges, I suppose ??

—Sleepy nose nudges: you, breathless, sweaty, unfocused—another nightmare—nudging into the firmness of Tanjirou’s shoulder as he slumbers—blissfully unaware—grounding yourself in his scent, his thereness | Tanjirou, blinking tiredly as you stargaze together, nudging into the sweetness of your neck, dramatically fake snoring (he doesn’t mean to ruin the moment 😬, but he doesn’t want you to have to carry him either)

—Jealous nose nudges: you, standing behind him as he chats pleasantly with the woman at the flower stall, your arms loose around his waist as you nudge his nape—[y/n], look! You peer around his bicep Do you like them? He’s holding a delicate assortment of flowers, their stems wrapped carefully in newspaper They’re for us! You blush, realizing he’d simply been chatting about which flowers to buy For us | Tanjirou, nudging the back of your head with his nose to distracting you from your ~intense debate with Inosuke—Tan? He nudges you again, ignoring Inosuke’s mocking 🤢 face My haori’s purple, right? “Of course it’s purple!” Inosuke… I TOLD YOU SO! Inosuke retreats in disgust (obvi Tanjirou’s going to agree w/ you 🤬) You okay, Tan? You giggle as Tanjirou nudges you a third time “I’m perfect” And he is, now that he has your attention to himself (this may seem ooc/possessive of Tanjirou, but like, he’s human !! it’s normal for him to feel/behave insecurely ~sometimes !!)

—Cute nose nudges: you, randomly nudging his cheek as you walk beside him, body leaning into his—”What was that for?” He noticeably reddens Because I love you He stops and points to his other cheek “Make sure you get this one too!” You roll your eyes (dw! ofc you nudge both of them 💘) | Tanjirou, randomly grabbing your hand, nudging it repeatedly—So… you’re a cat? He huffs, nudging exasperatedly That’s exactly how a cat would react You snort “I love you” You offer him your other hand too How unfair that this one hasn’t received any loving He happily nudges it

Tanjirou especially enjoys nudging you w/ his nose bc he gets to indulge in your comforting scent w/o just creepily and constantly sniffing you

He does keep a few of your shirts, just as you keep a lot a few of his

But nothing beats you

#fresh from the source

#drink Poland Spring

#actually Idk any water bottle brand slogans lol

#P.S. whenever possible, use a refillable/reusable bottle 🌱

Cheeks

Alrighty time for a lil switcheroo bc I’m hitting writer’s block trying to keep up the above format for these hcs lmao

—Was I overly ambitious? Yessir 😆

—Am I finally going to cut myself some slack after procrastinating these hcs for ~days? Yup! 🥳

(aaand then I started writing pt 1 aka draft 2)

[spaceyflowerswriting]

AAA i love how you wrote the middle school goo drabble!!! <33 once again, i hope you dont mind, may i ask for goo date drabble/oneshot or headcanons that he'd do when hes on a date w his gn!s/o? (like where their date would be, be it a restaurant etc, does he give gifts etc.,?)

going on dates with goo kim

details: general canon au, gender neutral reader

a/n: hehe glad to hear ^_^ <3 !! thanks for another lovely request, heres some headcanons :]

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> dates with goo are always lots of fun! but are also often speedruns into getting unintentionally banned from a place or arrested lol (well. not really the second part because either you guys outrun the police and they give up or goo pays hush money 😭)

> he's just messy like that and finds causing trouble + looking danger in the eyes fun <3 he makes sure you're safe though, of course!

> prefers outdoor dates to stay-at-home dates, so he'll usually take you around to many places. sometimes they're the classic 5-star restaurants, other times they're places like the museum or zoo, as well as some luxurious places only rich people have access to. and last but not least, extremely random dates like crashing/sneaking into a wedding full of strangers

> doesn't really like sitting still for long; he's got to be doing something on a date. although he still likes movie theater dates, as long as you let him talk during it 😭 often times you two just watch movies at home for that reason because he knows the general public doesn't appreciate his "necessary commentary" (he's got a big ass tv at his place anyways)

> somehow he makes his wild dates still romantic... not sure how it works, he's just charming like that <3

> he doesn't mind dressing up, but he hates stuffy formality and anything strict. any of that "date etiquette" he tosses out the window in favor of doing whatever he wants, and he encourages you to do the same!

> if you do put effort in your appearance, goo makes sure to show appreciation for it~ if you don't, oh well, you're still cute ^_^

> gifts from him are always spontaneous or they come right after he notices you having your eye on something. sometimes gifts are what he greets you with before a date starts :]

> his card is entirely yours to use on shopping mall dates lol

> he loves trying out new things with you! like eating new foods or some activity like sky diving; won't force you to do anything, of course. if you just wanna sit back and watch, that's fine with him as long as you're having fun

> obnoxious as always. will try to not put you in the spotlight if you're uncomfortable with it, but otherwise he's cheering and clapping for you whenever he can on dates. he just loves bragging about you, so if you're in a situation where he gets to watch you do something, expect lots of him shouting, "did you see that?! that's my partner, they did that!! aren't they so cool?!!" to strangers nearby

> also reacts with this kind of behavior if someone flirts with you while you two are on your date; makes sure that person KNOWS you two are a couple

> takes a good handful of photos. usually couple photos, but sometimes only of just you <3 wants to make lots of memories!!

> dates are pretty frequent, especially if he has time and you're saying yes to them. they're usually also not planned; he can just be sitting around and then think, "i wanna hang out with my darling!" so he calls you up and if you agree, he makes reservations for a place or whatever if necessary and then off you two go~

> as long as you're smiling, so is he, and that's a good date in his book 💖

[fruit-sy]

OMORI SPOILERS

Song : "【Omori Song】 Endless by @OR3O ft. @Kuraiinu"

YT link : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xVBbnJZjJ3s

Spotify link : https://open.spotify.com/user/khfje5c59z3ip8hq65302fqy8

Original game : "OMORI" by OMOCAT https://store.steampowered.com/app/1150690/OMORI/

Level editor from "Rhythm Doctor" by 7th Beat Games

https://store.steampowered.com/app/774181/Rhythm_Doctor/

None of the images used for backgrounds are mine (Except for that Blackspace image). Characters are from the game "OMORI", and their sprites in this level are made by me.

Under the cut is just my ramblings in the making of this WIP (Warning : LONG and rambly lol)

A project I hyperfixated on for a week before I dropped it and came back months later having no clue what I just did in the "coding" aspects of it lmao

I dropped it due to the fear of legal issues regarding the use of assets of the game/screenshots as the BG (I asked someone about it, and they said I should avoid using assets directly for the game and I backed off. Well, I still used the Otherworld sky and the Sunny's room, but I'm not distributing the level nor am I profiting off of it)

The Rhythm doctor community is one of the nicest, most welcoming community I've seen, and I honestly respect the amount of discipline it comes with custom levels and the permissions side of things. It takes a lot to get your work recognized somewhat in the non official custom levels community, and from what I saw in their discord, the quality control is pretty good.

This however *chuckles*... is probably not going to be on par, and won't be for a long time. I'm not sure if I'm even cuing things correctly, (People were appalled at one part of the beats I put lmao, I figured a lot of my other beats were probably "illegal" (meaning bad/unfair or not very fun to play) but I was too much of a wuss to ask for more feedback ;_;)

To make a decent level takes a lot of practice, and also decent knowledge of rhythm games and how Rhythm Doctor works as a game. But, as you've heard a million times, I had fun in my high.

Doing the sprites were pretty fun! Well, fun in the beginning when I thought about making this AwEsOmE level, fun in the end as I looked at the work I did, but absolutely hair pulling when I was actually doing it lmao.

The official guide was lacking in resources I needed to pump out these custom character sprites (I attempted to look into trying to code them in manually, matching it with the one on the guide, but as you may have guessed, I never got too far lol). The RD discord is a saint and sent a link to a convenient .json maker and many hours were spent on me messing up the sprite placement, constant revisioning of sprites because I missed a pixel or two like a dumbass, or I had a spontaneous idea and wanted to do some funky things with the sprites.

I used Aseprite's lite version and had to do some bizarre things to get around their "no export" limitations before I learned there was a way to make a free version of it.. somehow. Someone once again on Discord gave me a pretty in depth guide, but I've long since logged back on Discord again and it's probably burried under thousands of messages now. Thanks anyways guy.

Lore notes :

For any of you who's concerned as to why Omori is smiling, it's because I had a headcanon at the time that Omori was originally some sort of self insert/Mary sue character. Sunny hated his own identity, but he still wanted to escape back to his friends again, just with a different name, appearance, and personality.

Omori, Sunny's new identity felt elated at first in the dreamworld. But maybe Sunny regularly experienced breaches of Blackspace more often and was sometimes even stuck in it. He became more jaded as time went on, as more loops happened. He found that the best way he found to numb the pain was just burying it. Not acknowledging the darker parts of his mind when it's all locked away somewhere far away. Omori then sort of evolved as a concept, and what was once under Sunny's control turned into an uncontrollable impulse/habit to run away and bury his problems.

Why did Omori stab himself in the fear sequence and not in White Space? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I couldn't think of a better transition lol

Anyways, I was in love with Rhythm Doctor, both in its story and gameplay, and I was kinda obsessed with Omori too, so I attempted to mash 'em together and called it a day. It's got a lot of flaws, you might think it was a random as hell crossover (on brand as always lmao). Dunno if I'll ever pick it up again, but I think it's still an entertaining watch 👀

[youlackconviction]

*hugs* thanks for answering, what about his ideal traits and relationship deal breakers

ideal traits for a companion or partner?

hmm. this will necessarily be supposition because LOKI himself is presently unavailable for comment, lol. and i’d prefer to have his opinion straight from his mouth than presume to speak for him. but my guesses and reasoning for such might include... • intellectual - so that his mind could be exercised and he wouldn’t constantly feel frustrated at being the only “adult” among children • quick witted - another form of intellect and essential for verbal sparring • playful - i think he has been starved of this for a long time, and it’s more important to him than he perhaps realises • kind/empathetic/compassionate - he needs someone who has the patience to really SEE him. and he is so empathetic, he needs people who are careful of others’ feelings • generous - he would give the worlds to those he loved, and he deserves the same in return, though he would probably argue he doesn’t deserve it • courageous - LOKI deserves people who would take a stand for his sake or have his back for his sake without being fearful of their own interests • loyal - all the things he offers to those he loves are, i suspect, the things he most wishes people would return to him • affectionate - again something that LOKI seems desperately starved of and would treasure from his partner or close friends (if he had any) • logically minded - his intense frustration with the peers he grew up with is so apparent; they seem to make every decision based on archaic principles or personal preferences/mood swings and not on logic or reasoned argument

relationship deal-breakers?

sadly for LOKI he doesn’t appear to have many healthy boundaries around toxic treatment that he will refuse to accept from his family - and even his subordinates (servants, non royal acquaintances). he might distance himself from his family to avoid their indifference or cruelty but they still have that unbreakable emotional power over him.

so, if a person somehow managed to achieve for themselves the incredible and immense privilege of capturing LOKI’s true affection, there probably wouldn’t be anything they could do to break their emotional hold over his heart, once established. he is far too generous towards those who should have loved him but hurt and wronged him instead. and that’s so sad for him... his only defense against further mistreatment is simply not to let anyone new get close in the first place. because, once they have his heart, he wouldn’t have a hope of getting it back - even if they deliberately shattered it.

i don’t believe LOKI would allow someone to get close to him (aside from family) who mistreated him, shut him down, made him feel foolish or weak or irrelevant, mocked him, misjudged him, criticised him. those people would have his barriers up, as you see with his interactions towards thor’s companions.

and this is why i’ll never align myself with the headcanon that MCU LOKI and sif were ever involved. it is ALSO why i refuse to accept the premise that was presented to us in the series season 1, that he would fall in love with someone so consistently hostile and toxic to him. he would certainly fight to protect and even help them just as he did for thor’s companions “in his youth”, but generate spontaneous feelings of romantic affection? i’m not buying it, sorry marvel. you failed to earn that plotline, for me. in LOKI’s own words “i just want you to be okay.”

note - all these answers were given in context of MCU LOKI only. not norse LOKI, not comic LOKI.

[bloodpenned]

Maybe more of your floris oc headcanons? ( is it really headcanons when you created them? lol )

anon; pls tell us more about floris,,,, i am begging u maam anon; more floris contect pleaaaaaaaaase 🥺🥺 greatdate; Can't believe nobody's shown interest in your doctor. Mayhaps I just have a doctor fetish but he's my fave

cw: incest (cuz it’s floris TT), implied drugging, implied noncon

I waited soooo long to talk about him more, so as a little ‘apology’, have a longer post abt him!

He’s stoic. Quiet. Floris has a stiff, methodical way of approaching things, which is useful while working, but a lot less so while socialising. Spontaneity is not in his vocabulary. His work comes before most other things in his life, because he simply doesn’t have much else. (Though he’s known to be quite the character at the local book club.) If there’s anything he’ll get chastised for while working, it’s for failing to make his patients feel at ease. A look of disinterest is permanently etched on his face. It’s not intentional, and he’s not negligent in his practice, but he still appears cold. He has found a sweet spot between politeness and standoffishness, never being rude but always keeping distance. In one word, he’s unapproachable.

Contrary to this, you are his one weakness. He still prefers to listen rather than talk, still isn’t the most emotive. But Floris and you have known each other for ages, and he can’t just not feel comfortable around you. You can get him to crack a genuine smile or even snort, even if someone else making the same joke wouldn’t have gotten his lips to twitch. To you, he’ll sometimes complain about the stress of his work or how much it bothers him that his dog keeps getting hair all over the carpet. Silly, nonsensical things that he wouldn’t feel like mentioning otherwise. He doesn’t like to do anything without having planned it out beforehand, but you can ask him on a trip out of nowhere and he’s already jumping in the car. He’s all wrapped around his younger sibling’s finger and you could get him to do whatever you wanted to.

He jots down details from your conversation as soon as it’s over. In a typical doctor’s handwriting, it’s completely illegible to anyone except himself. Floris’ memory is good enough that he can recall what he talked about, but he always has a quick look at them before seeing you again. Just in case. To make up for his own personality, he makes sure to circle back to previous conversations to show that he listens and cares. In general, he’s always looking after you. Constantly leaving you little (and large) gifts that he insists you don’t have to pay him back for. Whatever you need him for, really. Floris gets excessively fussy if he notices you aren’t taking care of yourself. He doesn’t like using his phone all that much, but you’re getting a stream of reminders. Would show up to your place with cooked meals if you aren’t eating well. Depending on how ‘bad’ it is, he could try and convince you to move in with him to look after you.

Floris is a total hypocrite, though. He tells you he doesn’t trust another doctor to treat you as well as he would, so he gets you to stay. It’s all free of charge too. But he gets his payment in other ways. His checkups are always a little too invasive- Touches that linger too long or his face that gets too close to yours, a barrage of questions you don’t really want to answer to your brother. Worst of all, though he loves you the most out of all his patients, he treats you the worst. It’s never with anything that would threaten your health in the long term, however, he’s caused you some purposeful discomfort. The most prominent example being giving you sugar pills, to have you return to him again with remaining symptoms.

(And just… Just don’t think too hard about the times you wake up with gaps in your memory. With bruises the shape of finger tips in weird spots and a soreness inside you. Why would you ever suspect your nice, normal brother?)

There’s nothing that bothers him more than people asking him why he’s single. Telling him to get dating already, to find some pretty lady and settle down. He wants you, and he can’t have you, so that’s that. If you It’s not like he wouldn’t let you date anyone else. (Even though there’s a decent chance he’d continue his behaviour still. Whoops.) Floris… Wants you to be happy. He knows he’s fucked up. Whoever you’re with will have to abide by his high standards however, or else they aren’t going to have the best time.

[eleanorbloom]

Marry My Lover (Bryce x Eleanor Proposal Headcanon)

A/N: Well, I thought I wouldn't do it because I was too invested with this fic, but I've been thinking adult life is so fucking hard that maybe I'll never find the time and inspo to finish this fic, so... well, why not realease it to the world as headcanon/very-poorly-written-fic. If later I find the inspo, maybe I'll write it, maybe not, but I think posting this will lift a heavy weight off me.

Please forgive me my grammar mistakes and poor english, I mean, I know it's not poor, but I went really basic here, other way I would've never finished writing this lol

Tagging my WYR readers, in case you're interested in reading this @curiousconch @romereadingshop @utterlyinevitable @lahellacute @chocopeppermintcake

Also this is sumbission for @openheartfanfics Weekly Trope Challenge, week 2: Weddings & Proposals (@openheartheadcanons)

Marry My Lover

Bryce had wanted to propose to Eleanor for a while, considering both spontaneous and prepared ways to do it.

One of the first ideas was proposing on a visit to the Isabella Stewart Gardner Museum, as it was the place of their first date. But none of their shifts let them assist for a couple of weeks, so he decided to look for something less complicated.

As he saw their annual meeting with the gang was coming, he decided he would propose on that occasion. Surrounded by friends, the people who helped them get together and supported them in the most difficult times both personally and as a couple.

So he would propose at Donahue’s. With a song, no less. Marry Me by Bruno Mars. A cheerful song, Eleanor loved Bruno Mars and simply matched with the tone he wanted to have on the proposal. Happy and spectacular. He wanted to make her feel the luckiest, most loved woman on earth.

So when he decided what he would do, he shared the news with Sienna so she could help him orchestrate the event. He would arrive a bit later than Eleanor, Sienna would keep her distracted, and then whoop, Bryce would appear at the center of the bar singing the song.

On the day of the meeting, Bryce was in the locker room when he received a text from Sienna: “All set, B! We’re waiting for you”. He breathed deeply, excited and a bit nervous at the same time.

They had talked about marriage, about a life together thousands of times, but it was different just taking the step and doing it, of proposing marriage. Marriage. Damn.

But at the same time, it was just a confirmation of the love they had for each other. Their love that had grown exponentially, to unknown highs and depths in the three years they had been together, and he was sure that their love would keep growing and getting stronger with each day.

After getting ready, he texted Keiki: “Hey Keiks, are you there already?” “Oh, yeah, hidden in the parking lot, super spy.” “Awesome, I’m coming out of the locker room I’ll be there in five” “Okay”

Bryce didn’t want her to miss it for the world. Keiki would kill him if he let that happen. Luckily for both Bryce and Keiki, she was studying close to home, more than close. Cambridge. BS in Physics at MIT, so as she was living just a few minutes away from Boston, they saw each other pretty regularly, once a week or once every two weeks depending on how busy the three were.

Keiki was excited about it, but there was just this strange smirk on her. Bryce thought it was just the fact that her brother would propose to Eleanor at last.

Once at the bar, he greeted their friends, Elijah, coming from Chicago, Jackie, from Baltimore, and Sienna coming from New York. Aurora was the only one living in Boston, working at Brigham and Women’s Hospital as attending and part of the new Diagnostic Team there.

Everyone was happy but at the same time with this strange smirk, like they were hiding something.

“And Elle?” he asked.

A few moments after the question was made, a guitar started to play. He looked at the center of the bar, and found Eleanor, on a yellow dress, and matched hatband playing guitar and singing: We could leave the Christmas lights up 'til January And this is our place, we make the rules And there's a dazzling haze, a mysterious way about you, dear Have I known you twenty seconds or twenty years?

Bryce couldn’t believe his eyes. His ears. His skin. How a shiver ran down his spine, making tingle every inch of him; how his stomach fluttered at the sight of her there, beautiful and singing and… Surprising him.

It was Lover by Taylor Swift, because, how not, his girlfriend was a Swiftie since High School, so once a Swiftie, always a Swiftie.

Bryce knew almost every song of the last two albums she had released in the last couple of years because they had blasted the speakers of their home for weeks. Can I go where you go? Can we always be this close? Forever and ever, ah Take me out, and take me home You're my, my, my, my lover

After singing the chorus, Eleanor handed the guitar to Rafael, who continued with the melody, and took the mic in one hand, singing the second verse as she started walking slowly towards him. We could let our friends crash in the living room This is our place, we make the call She took his hand on hers and softly pulled him to the center of the bar

And when Eleanor sang “And I'm highly suspicious that everyone who sees you wants you”, both chuckled knowingly, because they knew how true that was, wherever he goes, he enchants.

I've loved you three summers now, honey, but I want 'em all

It had been three summers indeed and nor he or she couldn’t imagine a summer without each other.

Eleanor kept singing, every word with meaning, it was like the song was written for them, especially “I take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover” Because who else on this planet was a magnetic force but him?

Bryce was beaming the whole song, smiling, laughing, biting his lip, showing how happy, flattered, incredulous and in love he was.

He couldn’t believe his luck. To this day, after more than three years, sometimes he still couldn’t believe he had the chance to love so much and be so loved. So happy, so free, so understood. And he would probably live this luck, this love, forever and ever with her.

When the song ended, Eleanor took out something from the pocket of her yellow dress. A velvet box. When she opened it, a silver ring with a diamond at the center shined under the multicolor lights of the bar. Eleanor took his hand in hers and kissed his knuckles softly before asking: “Bryce Lahela, mi amor, we both know we want to spend the rest of our lives together. In these three years you have made me nothing but happy. The happiest luckiest woman alive. I want that for the rest of our lives. Would you marry me?”

“Yes,” he said, eyes sparkling, shining so bright with emotions, with love, with adoration, with happiness, “Yes, babe, yes! The only thing I want is to spend the rest of my life with you!”

Everyone cheered, Sienna was crying, Kyra too, and even Keiki had shed a tear.

Eleanor put a ring on his finger and both kissed sweetly in the middle of the bar.

After a few moments, Bryce kissed her hand and chuckled, “Well, now it’s my turn.”

Eleanor stared confused at him, and when she heard him shouting “Música maestro!” she understood.

Eleanor couldn't believe it either. When the notes of Marry Me by Bruno Mars started playing, she covered her mouth with her hands just like Cecilia Bolocco when she won Miss Universe in 1986. “No way, love!” she squealed.

After a few verses, Bryce took her hand and turned her to the wall, where a video was playing. Videos of colleagues, nurses, even patients, with thumbs up singing along “Don't say no, no, no, no, no, Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah” Then, her parents showed up in the video, beaming as they sang along too. Even her grandparents from Chile, Ricardo and Ofelia, appeared in the video asking the same.” “Oh my god,” Eleanor couldn't hold it anymore and simply let the tears fall. Tears of joy, of happiness.

Then Bryce started to walk around the bar, singing with a persuasive tone, asking the patrons to join him in his singing, as if he had to convince her to marry him. Friendly patrons would nod and show their thumbs up and sing along for a couple of seconds.

Once the song ended, Bryce bend on one knee and took the velvet box out of the pocket of his pants, where a beautiful rose gold ring was there, with a round diamond at the center and smaller at the sides. “Well, you won me. This was my idea too, but you were faster, or maybe you had friends who took your side and decided to help you instead of me.” Everyone chuckled. “Or maybe she just asked before you did,” Jackie teased. “Either way, I’m honored and flattered, but I couldn’t miss the opportunity to propose to you. I mean, I’ve dreamed about this day practically since I met you.” “Awww, mi amor.” “I want all summers with you and all winters, especially winters so you can keep me warm on snowy nights.” Eleanor giggled, her eyes full of tenderness, “Of course, my love. Summer, fall, winter, spring, all of the seasons and all of the years I have left on this planet.” “Good. And you, Eleanor Andrea Bloom, would you marry me?” “Yes, my love, mi amor, sí, sí, yes!” Bryce put the ring on her finger, and again, people cheered and clapped. Keiki and Jackie whistled.

When Bryce and Eleanor got off the stage, the gang approached them, filling them with congratulations and hugs, and just love for the happy, recently-engaged couple. they disclosed how everything had happened -Eleanor indeed had asked help first, she had been practicing guitar for more than a month with the help of Rafael.

After a while, Bryce took Eleanor’s hand and led her to a quiet place so they could have a moment for themselves. They smiled and laughed without saying anything, still processing what had happened and trying to understand the happiness they were feeling. their hearts were simply overflowing with happiness and love. “You know? I can say people, mostly women, have asked me a lot of things in my life, some of them shocking, some of them rather cute, but never had a woman proposing to me, so this is a first. You're definitely a keeper.” “Oh, that's why you're agreeing to marry me?” she asked, feigning offense. “One of the four hundred million reasons, babe.” Eleanor smiled pensively, earnest, “You deserve everything, my love, everything. And that includes being proposed, because, damn, we’re too far from gender stereotypes and toxic masculinity.” “I agree.” “And because I really wanted you to know that I wanna marry you, and spend the rest of my life with you, just as much as you do.”

Completely spellbound by the sincerity of her love, now and always, Bryce simply bit his lip and leaned to plant a sweet kiss on her lips.

There was nothing else to do but be happy.

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Ps: Here pics of Bryce and Eleanor engagement rings. I had the idea of a collage, but it would've also taken me a day to finish it, lol sorry

Thank you for reading! ❤

[spookyheaad]

Any random Tesoro headcanons?

Oh yes I do! I have a bunch written down and some just floating around in my noggin!

Some are gonna be Tesoro/Stella , and go into the “if Stella lived” AU.

One of my biggest headcanons that I’ve spoken about briefly pertaining to other headcanons is that he’s somewhat of an ambivert; he likes being around others, but also gets very drained from being around people for too long. He also tends to self-isolate at times (not relating to his ambivert tendencies) usually if his mental health is suffering. It’s apparent from “Film Gold” that Tesoro rarely makes offstage public appearances, simply by the fact that when he appears in the VIP room the background characters are shocked to see him.

So I do think that Tesoro mingles with his staff/stage crew/and obviously Tanaka, Baccarat, Dice, and Carina, but not many others (unless he has to, AKA the arrival of Celestial Dragons, or if he’s just trying to swindle some poor folks).

It’s very hard for me to believe that he ever had love for anyone else aside from Stella. Yes he has the pool girls, but they’re there to simply fulfill a need; not for any meaningful and honest connection. I genuinely think Tesoro is a walking shell of a man after Stella is gone, because I see them as being partners until the day they die. Finding someone that gives you love where it’s been absent for one’s entire life is deeply special and intimate, and Tesoro & Stella found that in each other. With that being said, that’s why it’s so upsetting to see Tesoro’s left ring finger void of one of his gold rings; in my head, he had every intention of marrying Stella; and living out the rest of his life with her by his side.

One of my favorite things is that Oda made Tesoro an Aquarius (his bday is Jan. 24th) and that is so funny to me because Aquarians are described as ppl that act like aliens trying to assimilate into human society, because they just act very cryptic and weird. They’re like Aries lite.

I say Aries lite because us Aries (my ass is an Aries lol) are balls of anger, stupidity, and spontaneity that very much can come off cryptic. Sometimes we just do weird shit. Aquarians aren’t angry, they’re kinda like, weird, yet perceptive robots. Idk all I’ve seen about the Aquarius sign is that they’re insanely cryptic.

On the topic of Zodiac signs, I think Stella would be a Libra or a Gemini, mainly because Libras and Geminis are very compatible with Aquarians. Still not sure which sign I’m set on making Stella, though.

I think I’ve talked about this briefly in another Tesoro/Stella headcanon post; they both are incredibly gentle towards one another. They yearn to touch each other, to feel each other’s warmth. It’s an extremely gentle affair between the two of them.

One thing I think they very much like to do when alone together is to kiss each other’s scars. The action of doing so is not only a show of intimate affection, but they are silently telling each other that they are still beautiful and worth being loved. Tesoro and Stella are both very self conscious of their scars around each other; it reminds them of the past, their insecurities, their lost time. I headcanon Tesoro as being very keen of physical touch. As much as some tactile actions frighten him, he yearns for it; sweet and thoughtful caressing of skin, soft admiration, and the feeling of another warm body. This is also why I believe him to be a big hugger/cuddler; he will try to hug Stella whenever he has the chance, and they both like to wrap themselves up in their bedcover while they fall asleep in each other’s embrace. A safe little cocoon.

If Stella lived, Tesoro would’ve been a very kind, quiet, and humble man while offstage. I wouldn’t exactly say shy, but he would act different around guests and strangers, apart from if he were around his subordinates, Carina, Stella, or his band. He would’ve kept his friends very close, and Stella even closer.

Some general headcanons that can apply with or without the AU or the Tesoro/Stella ship. Some more standalone hc’s:

- Tesoro is an avid reader. He’s more street smart than book smart, but he is able to apply both quite effectively. He’s a cunning and capable man; a great problem solver, obviously very well spoken, and well read.

- I honestly think he is not very good at mathematics. I say this because 1. he ran away from home at 12, so he probably only had a basic education, if any at all due to how poor his family was, and 2. he is very much a liberal arts person, so the creative side of the brain is his strong point. So don’t ask him to do any complicated formulas cause it won’t happen lol.

- I personally don’t believe that he drinks in excess; he’s a responsible drinker, only ever has a glass or two of champagne when drinking socially. But I think he is like this because he used to drink heavily to numb himself. He’d get very drunk and have breakdowns. One instance he drank so heavily that he almost died of alcohol poisoning, so he stopped. He also currently refuses to drink too much because he doesn’t want to end up like his mother; a violent, abusive, nasty drunk.

- on the topic of Tesoro’s tumultuous relationship with his mother: it’s fairly clear to me through the concept art of Tesoro’s mother, that she was physically abusive while drunk; as she is depicted throwing a beer bottle across the room. Tesoro definitely had to steer clear of her when she went out to drink, probably had to mentally prepare himself to hear her go on rants and say terrible things about him.

- I also see Tesoro as an extremely lonely and insecure man. The happy persona is just a mask for his guests. It’s hard for him to want to interact with people because of his past, especially when he must greet the Celestial Dragons aboard Gran Tesoro. I honestly believe that he needs to bring Tanaka and Baccarat with him to meet the nobles as a sort of anchor, because having to greet and genuflect to them is no doubt extremely triggering to him.

That’s all I got for now, but I have so much Tesoro content planned, writing, art, and more!!

Thank you for the ask ❤️, feel free to hop in my ask box whenever you like!!