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I’ve already said it, I’ll say it again, Mal du Pays is such a visceral and clever word to describe Siffrin’s Sadness. When I first saw it in game it genuinely made me pause like. Yes, it translates to homesickness. But it has the literal word for country in it. “Country sickness”. For a guy whose core problem is that his childhood, his culture, his country is missing. One could argue it’s a twisted pun. I’m obsessed with it.
#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#isat mal du pays#isat fanart#my art#in stars and time spoilers#isat headcanon#not done yapping: like you meet mdp at a point where the Big Problem is the loops and siffrin's fear of being abandonned by the party#and then Mal du Pays shows up and it hits you#thats the core of every fucking issue Siffrin has#his country and how it fucked everything for him#his bad memory making him forget too much and making him feel like a horrible friend and making him think that surely#hell also be forgotten#because hes a bad friend and a mess and is missing half of his fucking life#he holds onto the party with everything he has but also feels an infinite amount of shame about it because Hes A Bad Friend#hea so scared to forget whats important to him just like he forgot his past#just#ough
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Travelling for Day 4 of SpeSilverWeek! going to Mt. Silver to visit "the extended family"...
#I might just have completely forgotten but we never properly got to see mr silver in the manga right?? a Tragedy it's my fav place#spesilverweek#pokespe#pokespe silver#pokemon#sneasel#my art#I only meant to do that second drawing but then I was feeling the art comfort so much I wanted more...#I wish they looked nicer together as a set but oh well#I might not have time for Day 5 now but I'll see dsfhkud#also everyone's been writing such nice tags the past days and I'm going all ;; over it thank you;;;; like so so much;;;;;;;;#I'm so excited to be back at it hell yeah !!!!
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@aroace-get-out-of-my-face @thefallenangel2008 @ravmycupine
just wanted to add some thoughts to the memory vial/brain dead au (or whatever we're calling it)
because of course ford's guilt about using the memory gun on stan is so much worse than it is in canon, not just for the obvious reasons but also because like
this wasn't the plan
Stan agreed to have his memories erased—of course he did, the whole thing was his idea. But he didn't know he was going to die. Granted, I feel like Stan probably still would've been willing to make that sacrifice if he had known that. But I don't think Ford would've.
Ford just thought he was turning his brother into an amnesiac, and even then he almost couldn't bring himself to pull the trigger. And of course he knew it was going to hurt, having Stan look at him like he's a stranger, but at least that's the outcome he was preparing himself for.
He was not prepared to see Stan's body topple over on its side, his unblinking eyes staring blankly ahead. Ford rushes to his brother's aid, grabbing him by the shoulders, trying to rouse him, calling his name (except, he wouldn't know his own name anymore, would he?). Stan's not moving. He's not breathing. Oh God, he's not breathing. Ford glances at the memory gun on the ground next to them, and horror washes over him as he realizes what he's done. The gun erased more than just memories, it erased everything. Stan's brain was a floppy drive and Ford was the magnet, wiping it clean and leaving it broken beyond repair.
No, no, this wasn't the plan. Time to call off the con. This wasn't supposed to happen. Stop, cut, abort mission, abort mission!
But it's too late. What's done is done, and he can't take it back.
Oh God, I killed him.
Sobbing now, Ford mutters choked-out apologies, first to Stan's body as he holds him tight—and again at his grave after he's buried. And the apologies start up anew every time he visits.
As the years go on, Ford is haunted by all the what-ifs that might've saved his brother's life. What if he had thought to type "Stanley Pines memories" into the memory gun instead of just "Stanley Pines", would it have kept his essential brain functions intact? Hell, what if he typed in "Bill Cipher"? Would that have been enough to kill the bastard and still let Stanley keep most of his memories and, more importantly, his life?
Ford doesn't know the answer to that question. And he'll never know. Because as much as he longs for it, he'll never have that chance to go back and do it differently.
#gravity falls#stangst#hiiii :3#memory gun au#brain dead au#side note i do wonder a lot about the semantics of the memory gun#it bugs me a little bit in the society of the blind eye episode how ivan just typed in 'summer'#when he was getting ready to erase the memories of the mystery twins and friends#like i feel like that would've erased more than just that specific summer#hell would they have forgotten about the very CONCEPT of summer?#like ok the memory gun isn't a genie. it isn't going to spitefully twist your words to create an unexpected outcome#but also it's just a machine. and machines take their instructions literally#the machine doesn't know you're only concerned with their memories of this one summer IVAN#and then there are all those aus where ford uses the gun on stan#but stan doesn't forget the chunks of his life that he spent under an alias#cuz he typed in 'stanley pines'. not 8-ball alcatraz or any of the others#i just really wanna know more about how the prompt thing works#and if mcgucket thought to program in a character limit#or if you could just type the entire bee movie script into that thing#and what would happen if you did#what happens if you make a typo or a spelling mistake
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You know you've become old when you rewatch Digimon as an adult and realize that you are not indeed one of the kids. You are this guy
#p.m. arts#digimon#digimon 02#oikawa yukio#honestly i had completely forgotten what his deal was until i rewatched 02 recently#honestly a fantastic character#somehow the creators managed to make him both creepy and sad but also funny as hell at the same time#also he was like. the villain through all of 02 instead of having a bunch of different bad guys like adventure did#so easily the best villain in the adventureverse imo#i should maybe make a serious art including him instead of constant meme shitposting but we'll see
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#yugioh#ygo dm#yugi mutou#pharaoh atem#blindshipping#<- sorta. not sure. but such is the being aroace etc#whatever it is thats going on with them is worse than all that etc#idk why this happened straight up I was drawing something else. why did I draw this. whadda hells...#''ok Im done hatching shit now I should do a less inked thing to refresh'' - me when I lie#you know. rereading the first series made me realize how extremely aromantic it is. every romance thing either doesn't work out#or is so fucked up it generates villains. attraction is either stock or used to signify gender for half a second before being forgotten#meanwhile friendship is magic the whole way through. man I do love ygo tho huh Im realizing lol#(also was liveblogging slash doing a gender reading of the whole first series at friend yumi last month so maybe Im just. dense)#(well.)
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havent drawn in a while again, here's a leon
#late 20th anniversary doodle i guess <3 cant believe og re4 is only 2 years younger than me thats so crazy#also ive forgotten how to draw. who the hell is this#resident evil#leon s kennedy#allyart
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made a meme at 3 am, this anime is older than me, and i'm old too 🙃 Send help 🙃👍✨
#meme#kkm#kyou kara maou#kyo kara maoh#king from now on!#omg tagging this will be hell because its a forgotten anime#3 am ramblings#yuuri shibuya#yuri lowenthal#wolfram von bielefeld#conrart weller#conrad weller#send help this guy has too many names and no tags to speak of#Gwendal von Voltaire#gwen#gunter von christ#yuuram#murata ken#yosak#Günter von Christ#Josak Gurrier#ConYuu#JozaCon#idk many ships so i had to look em up#GwenGun#MuraYuu#ShinMuken#etc lol#Kyou Kara Maoh! God Save Our King!#apparenly thats also a name
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A radioapple AU is ghosting in my brain where Hell itself decides it will have Alastor as its new Queen and not only claims him as the new Hell matriarch but also thinks he is the perfect partner for their sad King and tries to do sth about.
Ensue the fabric of a dimension itself shipping that strange demon and fallen angel and trying its damnest to get them together.
Bonus points if everyone but the two of them realize whats going on
#radioapple#appleradio#so many AUs in my brain#Al being oblivious as to why everyone keeps looking more and more at him and not realising that a literal crown is materialising on his head#and his hair and clothes changing minusculy#and everyone is like -nah i will NOT be the one to first point this out and trigger his wrath#even more so once its clear it Literally is shoving Al and luci together like that one meme that goes now kiss#hell is smart enough not to do the whole crown thing in front of Lucifer tho#also i love the headcannon that Al sort of embodies Spring/Life in hell and without knowing can sprout flowers/grass in hell where he steps#and everyone is stunned bc most have forgotten what not hellian plants are like#how soft and green gras can be#and how flowers are soft and smell really nice#hell shipping AU
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Realized for the first time today that Luna and Naenia have matching bracelets on their right hands 👍
#I'm sure this has been pointed out before#but I personally haven't noticed it or seen others point it out. or I've forgotten if I did#so I'm. whoa#what's interesting is that faustina doesn't seem to have these when she manifests in Gévaudan#so this connection is specifically between luna and faustina's malnomen form#also if the anime is to be believed wrt naenia then their bracelets are different colors#but this is still conspicuous as hell#vnc#the case study of vanitas#vanitas no carte#luna my beloved#naenia#faustina#luna#naenia my beloved#ID in alt text
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Does anyone else find it sort of upsetting how widely popular House M.D. has seemingly become in online queer spaces with how violently acephobic and intersexist it is? Like, I don’t want to pretend that it’s only queerphobic towards aces and intersex people, because the show definitely engages in its fair share of early-2000s-typical casual transphobic and homophobic language, and I do think it’s pretty biphobic that, from what I remember of the show, they made 13 (the one canonically bisexual character) a promiscuous party girl tm.
But the show is extremely vitriolic towards intersex and asexual people, and I wish that the people who treat it like a haha funny toxic yaoi show would at least fucking acknowledge that. The show actively reinforces the ideas about intersex bodies which are used to justify the nonconsensual mutilation of intersex children. And the way the show treats asexuality is abysmal. I saw someone on here once say that it’s “funny” that House is canonically aphobic, as if it’s just a joke that the House episode about asexuality actively supports the idea that asexuals are all either liars or medically unwell and in need of “fixing”. Why is pro-conversion therapy rhetoric suddenly funny when it’s directed towards us?
I’m not saying that no one is allowed to enjoy the show at all. Hell, I used to really enjoy it too, at least before I got to the asexuality episode (shortly after finding out I’m ace and before I had ever seen even a single other representation of asexuality in mainstream media). But like. Can people at least stop outright ignoring the absolutely detrimental effects this show had on the ace community and the intersex community?
#personal#ace#asexual#cw acephobia#it was a popular show! a lot of people who didn’t know asexuality even exists learned about it through this show that told them we need#to have our asexuality “cured” by a medical professional#I’m so so fucking sick of seeing others in the queer community treat acephobia as a lesser form of queerphobia#and we especially need to be doing better for the intersex community too because I am tired of#seeing other lgbtq folks throw intersex ppl under the bus whenever it’s convenient#(only to turn around and use intersex people as a gotcha against exorsexism)#not aroposting#I’m sure there’s also a lot more offensive shit in the show that I’ve forgotten because I haven’t watched it in a very long time#there’s definitely more that can be said about the intersexism in the show but I don’t know how to articulate that as well#someone who is actually a part of the intersex community could probably put it way better than I can#but hell. that incredibly intersexist episode was how I learned that being intersex is even a thing and I’m sure I am not the only one#I know more about the effects on the ace community (for obvious reasons) which is why I’m taking a bit more about that here but#I can’t even imagine how damaging House was (and still is!) to the intersex community
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You doing ok?
hi
#i'm alive. simply being chewed upon by multiple things#work is more stressful than i'd like it to be. for instance i'm hoping that i submitted my time off notification for tomorrow correctly#because otherwise it might read as a no call no show and i would . like to continue having a job#now to be fair. i do have it on the system that i requested it at the beginning of the month and i emailed my supervisor about it last week#so even if i didn't submit it correctly i'm likely in the clear#but nonetheless. i also got a firm talking-to the other day and now i am on ✨thin ice✨ for dicking around too much#because they track ur idle time at my work (computer) and mine was Quite High so my supervisor was like man what the hell is this#but even though she was kind of baffled at me spending so much time dicking around#she couldn't even really be all that mad in the end because i'm still doing good numbers and have made no (zero) mistakes#so she was just like. it's kind of impressive that your numbers look this good when you literally have 50% idle time#so she goes imagine what you could do if you weren't wasting so much time#and yeah i can whip out some Really Good Numbrers when i put the effort in.#so the problem is not my numbers it's just that i'm not spending long enough doing my tasks for the day#but i don't want to drag out those tasks intentionally so i've just been upping my own standards/goals#as much as i hate giving any more of my brain power than is necessary to giant corporations#it's still easy to feel smug after you get Talked To and then immediately turn around and show off#like yeah i coulda been doing this good the whole time. literally pulling up by 20 points. i just didn't want to.#trying to keep everyone's expectations low but accidentally toed the line of um. not working enough to keep my job#...anyway. EAS national weather system issued a . hi#i haven't forgotten about all of you i'm just having trouble tracking all my shit that i got going on ✨ yaaaaaaay#im gonna post things on AO3 soon. i promise. my weakness is that i get sidetracked trying to unwind from work#...i know i said 'soon' last time. but this time for real#asks#not sexy#anonymous
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more tmnt 2003, finally got up to the "Good Genes" episodes and ooouuuuggghhhhhh Dooooonnnnnn.
#tmnt#Teenage mutant ninja turtles#Tmnt 2003#sketches#digital#I like the og design for GG don! don't get me wrong#Having him look so much like leatherhead hits for me#But! I also think there are so many cool directions they could have taken the design besides gator or dino faced thing.#also somehow I had completely forgotten that the rat king in 03 was a bishop clone woa#having fun rewatching as always#splinters life was so eventful pre mutation#old as hell rat
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want to apply to cons this yr but tht means i have to actually make prints or sometjhing .
#ooohhh what i would give 2 have good taste and a hint of graphic design knowledge#im a solid color bg + static pose warrior . much to my detriment 💔💔💔💔#but i have a few things im working on rn .. :3 . hopefully they turn out#i just need to find where the hell 2 even apply to . likeb . hrmmm… ok.#i think im just on a weekend high. send me back to work on mon and this will all be forgotten#i also need 2 diversify my art .. not that i have to cater to anyone but if i just did what i wanted i would be#only sell elendira prints at my elendira booth wearing elendira shirt ygm#HAJAHA so i might start asking arnd .. i have a few arcanes / lols in my head#a fr trigun one i wanna do .. possibly a dorohedoro#ohh yeah dunmeshies and jjkays . fix up that one gravfalls for the two grunkle cosplayers i always see#what else#aerrmmmmm
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Finished replaying Apollo Justice and I forgot how truly GAY Klavier and Apollo are for each other
#apologies for the poor photo quality my switch was not responding to my phone#but Klavier!!! Man fell head over HEELS for Apollo the moment he saw him JDBBSH#it’s been five year since I’ve played Apollo Justice so I forgot how much they simp for one another#especially Klavier Jdbsbsj like he mentions ladies love him a lot as a rock star but he also keeps talking about Apollo DJNSNE#ace attorney#klavier x apollo#klapollo#ace attorney apollo justice#also the ending!! I’ve forgotten how easily Klavier turns against his toxic brother Kristoph to find the truth#he’s like hell yeah Apollo let’s find the truth together and take my insane brother down 🤝🤝#like only romantic partners can successfully take down a toxic brother/mentor together KDBSBBEHE
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The fact there's more tracks missing from the Merlin Soundtrack than just the S5 ones is incredibly frustrating.
There's so much good music in the show that isn't on the playlists and arghhh it's soo frustrating because it would be so good to listen to!!! Especially for writing, sobs.
#bbc merlin#merlin#give them all to me give them allll to me#im mostly thinking about the tracks that play close to the start of S3Ep5 and the track that plays a few times in the show when Arthur is#doing cool leadership things but the first time it appears is in S2Ep13 when he asks who wants to volunteer to kill Kilgharrah#as far as I know this one appears twice more in S4Ep13 with the mouth of hell and S5Ep12 when Arthur gives his speech#there may be more ive forgotten#actually with one of the two I'm talking about in S3Ep5 the first one that plays also plays in S5Ep13 when Arthur wakes post wound#the second one Im talking about plays immediately after that one and idk where it plays again if it even does#anyway frustrates me to no end that there's more tracks than we were given and just give themmmm the ones that are missing are literally#the best ones shdfghsdfg#also ive been procrastinating writing to write this post and these tags which yes i did fact check myself which required looking at episode#lol
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im trying not to sound like a broken record but my GOD I swear this game stays fresh even after replays. I thought I was done playing HFW but after seeing this cutscene i think I’m gonna have to schedule a replay of it this year…”I only wish that I could hear your voice again” AND SHE DOES!!!! SHE FUCKING DOES!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAA 😭😭😭😭
#horizon zero dawn#horizon#hzd#just you wait Gaia Aloy’s comingggggg 😭😭#I didn’t get a chance to replay HZD before FW came out but man#playing HZD after FW still opens your eyes to so many things mentioned in the sequel#I had completely forgotten far zenith and the odyssey are mentioned here#as well as the utaru and the tenakth!!!#junk#im also trying not to stop and post after every cutscene I see because I have many thoughts#otherwise I’ll never finish this run lol#ALSO watching all of this unfold again just drives me crazy thinking about#how the hell they’re gonna fit all of this in the movie#ugh maybe a series would have been better instead#the horizon world is just too damn big!!! so many things to explore and talk about!!#that movie better be at least two hours long
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