#hello my loveeeeee

[canideadmeow]

oh how i loveeee heart shaped mugs-animal inside the mug mugs-little wonky mugs-wavy mugs-smol mugs-large mugs-pride mugs-little creative mugs-you ain't a hoe, you vincent van gogh mugs-little wordplay mugs-MUGS.

[lizzieislife94x]

This Girl (e.o)

Requested <3

 LizzieG!PxFem Reader

As always requests are open babes hope yall enjoy 😉  again damn i say requests are open and all feedback welcomed ALOT haha) all feed welcomed good or bad 

Y/ns POV: 

I look at my dress in the mirror happy with how I look I groan when I hear my girlfriend yelling for me to hurry up "I'm coming baby chill" I say as I head downstairs as she frowns and grabs my waist kissing me a few times "god I don't know how it takes you so long to get ready but damn you look good" she whispers against my lips making me smile "I didn't take that long youre just a drama queen honey and thank you" I say giving her a quick kiss as I grab my purse and head out to the car looking over my shoulder innocently "well arnt you coming baby whats taking so long" she shakes her head and laughs as she grabs the car keys and follows me out gently slapping my ass, we get into the car and make our way to lizzies sisters house for their birthday party we listen to music as lizzie rests her hand on my thigh it's something she does everytime we're in the car I think it's a comfort thing for her and it quickly became a comfort thing for me even if we're fighting and end up in the car she always holds onto my thigh and I love it, before I know it we're outside MKs house "you ready baby" I nod and smile looking at lizzie "oh course do you have our gift" she points to the trunk and smiles as we make our way inside as mk and Ashley greet us "oh my goshhh hey you guys are here!" They say hugging us both tight "lizzie some of your old friends are in there waiting to catch up" I pout as she looks super happy whenever she's around any of her friends She doesn't pay me any attention she's to busy talking goddddd this sucks "I'm going to get a drink" I say walking to the drinks area grabbing a vodka and mixer and a beer for lizzie I make my way back into the party and over to lizzie with her friends "here you go baby" I smile handing her a drink "hey guys this is my girlfriend y/n, y/n this is the old gang" I smile and say hello to everyone before they fall back into a comfortable conversation forgetting I'm here I rest my hand on her lower back rubbing gently moving my hand to her ass leaving a gently squeeze she leans over and whispers in my ear "y/n stop it" i furrow my brows and take my hand off her ass after a few mins I smirk and pretend I need to get another drink I purposely squeeze past lizzie making sure I grind my ass right against her member I hear her groan as she grabs my waist moving me out the way not breaking the conversation. 

It's been an hour and a half they're still laughing and talking I decided if lizzie won't pay me any attention and at least dance with me ill go Dance with someone who does want to dance with me I look fucking amazing tonight and she's spent the full night with her friends not saying a word to me I don't care she's with her friends but she could have included me she could have wrapped her arm around me or included me in the conversation or filled me in about whatever they where talking about but no she ignores me and tells me not to touch her ass which she wouldn't mind in any other situation and I'm pissed, I spot a cute guy talking to Ashley and walk over "hey Ash mind if I steal this cutie for a dance?" She looks at me confused but agrees "hey I'm y/n let's dance" he smirks and nods as I lead him to the dance floor "I'm Eric by the way" I quickly wrap my arms around him as we sway to the calm music he rests his hands on my lower waist as the song changes to S&M by Rihanna making me scream "oh mygod I loveeeeee this song" I quickly start to dance in time with the music letting it consume me I sway my hips sexually as I grind against Eric I feel him grind against me holding my waist I lift my arms as I continue to dance I look up and see lizzies eyes burning into me I give her a sweet innocent smile before turning my attention back to dancing against Eric "you wanna get out of here" I hear him moan into my ear i turn to face him "no thank you I'm just looking dance" he looks away embarrassed as he excuses himself I think I got him a little hot and bothered I laugh and go grab another drink, as I down it in one I make my way to the dance floor and dance alone not for long though an older looking guy comes over to dance with me not old but in a hot older way so I happily dance with him everytime I look over at lizzie her eyes are burning into me but I don't even care she couldn't even spare a few minutes to dance so why not dance with people that want to dance with me, I feel him wrap his arms around my waist pulling me tight against him as he sways grinding into me I feel someone pull me away from the guy and look up to see lizzie "oh hey baby so you can actually pull yourself away from your friends oh my god" I say sarcastically as I roll my eyes letting her know I'm pissed she quickly pulls me out of the house into the car. 

"Really y/n dry fucking random guys" I roll my eyes at her "lizzie you never said 2 words to me the full the night you didn't even include me in the conversation you didn't even hold me while you where talking you couldn't spare 2 fucking minutes to dance with your girlfriend so I found people who actually wanted to dance with me you made me feel like shit we came to your sisters party together to have fun and you fucking ditched me 60 seconds after we arrived" I say louldy letting out an annoyed groan crossing my arms leaning back into my seat "no y/n they wanted you to grind against there dicks so they could get off" i turn away as she starts the car I could tell she's full of jealousy but she should have paid me a little attention I feel her hand on my thigh as we drive off after a few seconds her hand travelles up my thigh as I feel shivers run over my body before I know it she's teasing my clit through my panties I can't help but close my eyes and moan "take the panties off now" she growls as I pull my dress up and remove my panties in one swift movement her hand automatically goes back to my now dripping cunt fuck "mhhh baby" I moan "im still fucking pissed at you but fuck that feels good"  i whisper moan as her fingers run through my wet folds to my entrance and in one quick movement she slams 3 fingers deep inside me I grip the seat and let out a loud scream of pleasure as she thrusts her fingers faster her attention never leaving the road "so close baby oh fuck" I cry out as she smirks she curls her fingers perfectly as she repeatedly hits my gspot I clamp my legs trapping her hand "legs open" she commands I instantly open them wide as she continues her finger pounding I feel my orgasm about to ruin me as she stops all movement "oh no honey you don't get to cum till I say so you've been a bad girl" I pant and glare at her "please lizzie I need to cum you have a cheek to punish me" I whine as she smirks sliding her fingers out my pulsing cunt "so fucking wet slut,suck" she says as she pushes her 3 fingers into my mouth I moan and suck them clean and smirk when I hear her moan, I look down at her bulge almost bursting from her pants and moan she removes her fingers from my mouth as my spit comes dripping out attached to her fingers I don't know how she's doing this and driving perfectly "oh my fucking god!!!!" I squeal as her fingers slam back inside my greedy cunt I open my legs wider as she thrusts her fingers slowly knowing fine well its torturing me "faster baby please I need to cum lizzie please" I whimper "my sweet babygirl I said no" she laughs and thrusts a little faster as my head falls back pants and moans leaving my mouth I roll my hips to her pace and moan as my orgasm is so close she must feel my walls tighten because she stopped again "naughty girl think I can't tell when your gonna cum baby I know your pussy better than you" her words make me feel things as I sigh in frustration I feel tears stinging my eyes as my orgasm is denied again "baby please please please I need to cum" I say looking at her tears running down my cheeks her fingers still deep inside me "sweet baby should have thought about that before grinding that perfect ass against random men"

I lean my head against her shoulder waiting for this ride to be over every once in a while her fingers thrust driving me wild finally we're home and she pulls her fingers out getting closer to me as she sucks my juices from her fingers "oh fuck" I moan as she smirks getting out of the car I follow behind her as we head up to our bedroom she slams me against the door as she rips my dress off in one swift movement leaving me completely naked as I didn't wear a bra "mmmh they might have got a few hip sways from you but they'll never get to see this sight they'll never get to touch you or make you feel amazing" she hisses into my ear as a moan leaves my lips "please daddy I need you" I say seductively as I unbutton her pants and push them down along with her boxers I grab her dick and rub my hand up and down her shaft as she moans into my neck spinning me in one fast motion so my front is pressed against the door she quickly kicks her pants and boxers away followed by her top as her hands rub my ass "mmmh baby please I need you" I whimper as she spreads my legs rubbing her tip against my entrance "you ready princess" she whispers making me smile "I'm ready baby" before I know it she slams deep inside me pushing me into the door both of us moaning her moans in my ear turning me on more "shit daddy so..fucking big" I whimper as she starts to thrust her hips slowly but hard hitting every spot inside me my eyes roll as my orgasm approaches fast "please daddy can I cum" I beg as she starts to thrust faster "you can cum baby but I'm not stopping we have a long amazing tiring night ahead of us" she groans as she bites my ear and my orgasm smashes over me making my legs shake uncontrollably she smirks and sucks on my sweet spot her thrusts getting faster and harder she continues to brutally fuck my cunt for 10 more minutes before she fills me with her cum both our sweaty bodies pressed together panting "mmmh fuck princess 3 times before I came once" I giggle as she picks me up taking me to the bed throwing me down gently. 

"YES YES YES YES" I scream as I bounce up and down on lizzies dick my god knows how many orgasm crashing over me I look into lizzies eyes knowing she's close so I continue to bounce harder and faster both us moaning eachothers names never breaking eye contact "fuck princess I'm gonna cum" she moans biting her lip as I grind on her the way she likes after a few seconds she explodes deep inside me as I cum all over her dick "fuck baby that was perfect" i moan as my body slumps down on hers I love our skin on skin contact it feels amazing "mhh I don't wanna move can you keep your dick inside me while we cuddle" I whisper into her ear I feel her smirk knowing she loves when I cock warm her she rubs my back as I lay ontop of her falling into a peaceful sleep.

AN: hope you like it a few coming today babes 😘 hope everyone's OK and having a great day/night all feedback welcome and to the regular people who vote on my one shots I see you! Thank you for voting on everyone I post ❤

[mymelodymia]

HELLO, hope you're having a great day. can I request a loki x daughter reader (age 16) where she has many insecurities and worries and he realizes it and helps her? If this is a hard limit, please ignore it 💘

Here for you // Loki laufeyson x daughter reader

Summary: loki comforts you after finding out your insecure :(

Warnings: insecurities, hating body, being mean to loki (kinda),

Age: 16

🩰˚˖𓍢ִ໋ ♡🎧✧˚.🎀༘⋆+•°+💕*°•+

You frowned as you lifted your shirt up slightly in front of your mirror. Turning to see your side profile. Staring at your stomach.

You thought no boys/girls would ever show interest in you if you looked like this. Although your body was completely normal for your age. Sighing as you felt a tear fall down your cheek.

You continued staring at your body, to which you hated, when your father, loki, suddenly burst through the door. Usually he'd knock and you'd have a second to jump into your bed and put on a fake smile. But you didn't this time.

You took in a sharp breath, whipping around to face him. With his eyebrows scrunched, he tilted his head in confusion as to what you were doing.

"Ww-What are you doing?" He asked as you felt your cheeks turn red. With your head downcast, you felt tears come to your eyes. You backed up slowly until you sat down on your bed.

Your father walked over and sat down next to you. placing his hand over yours in order to comfort you. "What were you doing darling?"

You sniffed before letting out a small sob, loki threw his arms around you as a reflex to this. You continued to sob into his chest for a while. He rocked you back and forth as ran his fingers through your dark wavy hair. Shushing you from time to time.

Eventually you calmed down. Pulling away from your father, you looked at him tearfully. He looked deep into your emerald green eyes before asking the question again.

"What were you doing?" He asked in a soft tone, his asgardian accent ringing in your ears. You took in a deep breath before confessing.

"I...really, hate the way i look." Loki looked surprised at this, brushing a strand of hair away from your face. "Why?"

"Im afraid that if im too fat I'll never get a partner...and if i dont loose some weight no boy/girl will love me..." you said sadly. Your father again, looked shocked at this.

"Y/n, darling, your not fat, your not even overweight in the slightest...did, someone tell you these lies?"

"No, not really i just...i want boys/girls to like me, and i just, I just dont like the way i look. Its ugly and-"

"I beg your pardon?" Loki interrupted, 'Ugly' he hated that word. "Tell me, why in the world you would think that?"

"I dont know! Okay!?" You shouted, "i dont know why i feel this way! Just go away!" You yelled in frustration. He placed a hand on your shoulder. Remaining calm as your mood switched quickly.

He sighed and pulled you close to him, you again started to sob into him. He pulled away from this gentle touch for a moment to lie down on his back, extending and arm to invite you in.

You rested your head on his chest as he held you close to him as you both continued to stare at the ceiling.

You allowed yourself to drift off in his arms, your chest rising and falling as you slept.

He had a maid draw you a warm bath when you awoke from your deep slumber. He also made you your favorite meal when you got out of the tub.

Over a few weeks, you felt at peace with your body, with your soul, with your mind.

🩰˚˖𓍢ִ໋ ♡🎧✧˚.🎀༘⋆+•°+💕*°•+

A/N: i hope you liked this loveeeeee! P. S, please ignore my inactivity lol

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[joyousscamperer]

Shopgirl rewatch tbh I kind of despise the movie but i loveeeeee jeremy so much so I'll watch it a billion times anyways..

its just so fucking ridiculous you can choose between A.) old scary dude who fucking? Lied to your workplace to get your address (aka stalked you) or B.) kind of awkward guy who's heart is in the right place but he's a little weird and greasy. What the hell why was the old stalker what she went with initially??

BUT as usual jason schwartzman makes it all better i love jeremy so much even though he only gets 3 seconds of screentime he's literally me and I love him and i wish they hadn't given him a clean arc because I liked when he was greasy and dirty a little better but its ok he slays either way hello jeremy shopgirl my favorite animal ever

[keirawantstocry]

Hey, if you still accept ideas, here's one.

Fit and pac having cooking lesson with Ramon but Surprise! - tubbo is here, he can't cook at all and actively being The Menace™

I am always accepting requests babe especially from you <3 

its not my best since i've been busy all morning and evening but enjoy the little bits of shenanigans <3

“Just use the spatula to flip it around. Yeah, exactly like that.” 

Ramon grinned at Fit over the heat of the stove. In his hand was a spatula he had pressed against ground beef. Earlier that day Ramon had mentioned wishing he could cook and well as soon as Fit and Pac heard that, they ran to make it a reality. They both stood around carefully watching as Ramon stirred and flipped the beef in the pan. 

“You're doing amazing Ramon!” Pac praised as he watched the young boy.

“Obrigado, Pai,” Ramon signed, a grin spreading across his tiny face. 

A loud crash was heard in the distance and they all turned, almost in sync to face where the noise had been heard.

“Hello?” Fit called out. 

Moments later a sheepish Tubbo appeared at the opening to the kitchen. "Heyyyy guys."

“What the fuck was that crash?” Fit asked incredulously. 

“Don't worry about it!” Tubbo said in a cherry voice before sliding up beside Pac. “What are we doing?” 

“Cooking!” Ramon signed, with a smile. “Want to help?” 

Fit started to say no but before he could Tubbo went, “Absolutely king! Let's do it.” 

The next hour went by in the fastest most confusing blur of Fit's entire life. Somehow at the end of it all, him and Pac were standing at the corner of the kitchen gazing upon an entire sink full of dishes, a bag of flour completely dumped on the floor, jelly on the ceiling, and a single peanut somehow perched in Tubbo's fluffy hair. “Where the fuck did half this shit even come from??” 

Pac laughed at Fit's pure exasperation and confusion as Tubbo and Ramon grinned at them both. “I think we learned a lot, Fitch! That was quite helpful!” 

Fit side eyed him but sighed in resignation letting himself enjoy the moment. “Okay, Pac. We sure did learn a lot.” 

"You should boss him around more often," Tubbo said with a wink in Pac's direction. "So much more fun when he just agrees with you."

Fit rolled his eyes, crossing his arms as Pac howled with laughter. "Oh shut up you two."

"You loveeeeee us," Tubbo said in a teasing voice, pulling the peanut out of his hair and pelting it at Fit who dodged it easily.

"Sadly I do," Fit said, resigning himself to more uproarious laughter.

[bi-writes]

Hello! I hope you are having a lovely day.

I wanted to ask if you have any tips for writers trying to explore out of their comfort zone (I usually only write silly things).

Do you have any tips for writing smut or angst or fluff?

Thank you for any tips you have! Have a lovely rest of your day!

i'll be honest, most of my writing stems from my moods after watching movies/shows!

i wrote the arrangement fic after watching fallout. then i listened to vintage oldies and smashed it out <3

i wrote MOB after watching mean girls. idk it put me in a good mood :)

i wrote my knight!au after seeing some art and then i put on some music for the vibes.

so i loveeeeee those videos on youtube that are like "going for a drive at 3am" or "vintage oldies playing in another room" or something like that. it really helps put me in the right mindset to write what i want, and it'll help get you in the mood to write whatever you want, whether that's angst or fluff or smut.

yeah, my advice is music/setting the mood with videos, shows, movies, etc. it helps a lot! <3

[writersdrug]

HIIIIII, I LOVEEEEEE YOUR [uhh English is not my first language so sorry:((] CONTENT(??? JAJAJAAJAJ idk I’m sorry I’m just a really awkward person, idk how to talk to people in general. even if it’s online and no soul knows me, even with my friends. ANYWAY SORRY FOR TALKING? typing too much???, idk but I hope you have a great day tomorrow cuz is like night…well anyway thanks for all those stories??? I eat them for breakfast.

👶

HELLO welcome welcome and I'm glad you enjoy the meals!! Lunch and dinner coming up soon (courtesy of Firefighter!Soap and Bartender!Simon)

[moonstruckme]

hello my love!! i’m sort of quick reading before bed, which is why i’m spam liking to save to properly read and reblog in the morning lol, but i loveeeeee your writing so much and your characterisation is just incredible and so comforting and i’ve never wanted to date the different marauders even more than i do now (and i was already down bad) you’re amazing!!!🩷

I'm so glad you're loving it angel! It's genuinely so much fun for me to think of you reading and enjoying them <3

[hellokittyybaby]

Hi guyssss! Its Shanzaeee!! Im rlly nit new to tumblr! I have like 10 acc lol! Im 19. My real name os shanzae!! Im a lantina and asain! I LOVEEEEEE hello kitty!! Not cuz its now a trend. No i grew up with this shitt!! I love kpop im a stay and an army..! So hi! Im here to make friends!!

Here are i few things i want to say.

I love god. But i still suport lgbtq+

Im bi!

Yeah... thats it!!! I LOVE U GUYSSSSSSS

[seeingivy]

when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers/mutuals (positivity is cool)((feel free to ignore this and just take the positivity :D)) 💕

ronnie my dear! it's been so long since I've popped by to say hello! hope everything with you is going well, sending you all my love and stellar vibes as always! also, I feel like you and I have similar music taste and I would love to see the 5 songs you pick for this (no pressure of course). mostly I just wanted to say hi ❤️

hello my sweet baby!!!! i hope everything is going well with you too!!! this is the best question ever because i LOVEEEEEE my music. here are my picks:

frances by role model (on the top of my on repeat currently)

stop this train by john mayer (been super sentimental about getting older lately)

the other side of the door by taylor swift (been imagining emo stuff)

teenage dream by olivia rodrigo (ALWAYS!)

we find love by daniel caesar (my ultimate pick me up)

thank you so much for asking!!! love love love you

[astarionsilverbough]

You’re BACK!!!! Congrats on going back to school! I just started my MA in fantasy literature this fall AND I’m teaching the freshmen to write lol… I’ll have to schedule in my fanfic reading time now but I’ll make sure to have a slot just for you. It’s been great to see all the nice things you’ve been posting about!

💜 💜 💜

-LitAnalAnon

(And one more 💜 for the road)

MY LOVEEEEEE E HELLO!!!!

Thank you SO much my dear! And HUGEEEE congrats to you, that’s so beyond kickass 💕💕💕 you’ve GOT this shit but also remember to take care of yourself, okay? I feel like fic reading is massive self care, luckily 💕🥰 I shall endeavor to provide a bounty for you.

Thank you thank you my dear, I’m SO glad to be back and I missed this space so much, and you!

xoxo love u 3000 😘

[utterlyotterlyx]

Hello, me again :)

I read through your first Rhysand fic and I absolutely loved it. It slightly unlocked something in me and so I want you to know, if you’d like to write the request made about the reader losing her memory and gets kidnapped etc with the pairing of Reader x Rhysand instead then I definitely don’t mind.

As always, love your writings!

Hello my loveeeeee

I got you! I’ve already started writing it with Az in mind but I can always do another version with Rhys later on 🫶🏻

[zeibei]

Hello! If you dont mind, would love to hear your top 5 megaman ships and why! I hope work goes well.

I show up and be like top 5 is all freezeice

But aaaaaahhh I appreciate it a lot anon! Just working the usual nightshift, but getting closer to my vacay and just trying to take it easy!

Here’s my current list (I usually rotate so besides the obvious, its whatever haunts the mind):

FreezeIce: I loveeeeee love love their interaction in Mega/Gigamix so it really did some damage to me. I could talk about it all day, but I love how much of a dork Freeze is when interacting towards Ice and being a fanboy and Ice being his senior. There's a bunch of little interactions between em in the background and just in general in descriptions and in other games. (SORRY I AM TRYING NOT TO TALK TO MUCH ABOUT EM BECAUSE WELL BE HERE ALL DAY)

FireElec: I kinda indulge back on it every so often but I enjoy the interactions between them mostly with that Mega/Gigamix and that with Powered Up. But I can very much see the appeal between them hehehe

10s Polycule: this one is a little bit more trickier to explain since this involves more of an established polycule hell of the mm10 robots brought from the mind of my partner @/pumpmans but i heart big blue bitch

CrashHeat: I like how they are, just like painfully explosive in nature in the both of them so match made in Hell.

Arhghghh I have zero clue because this what I got so, wheeeeeeeee but I don’t mind switching out pairs quickelec and trying other flavours

[svnflowermoon]

lucccccccc my loveeeeee I need a media to consume recommendations pleaseeee?? Books, music, tv all welcomeeee

hello my loveeeee

honestly i haven't been reading much lately (or watching anything new lmao my netflix rn is just rewatching the same comfort shows and movies over and over again bc i'm so stressed 😭😭)

but i have music!! i always have music!! i can give you a list of recs or i can make you a playlist or whatever you want hehe <33 i love giving music recs!! just lmk if you want a playlist or just a list of general recs <33

[saexy]

Hello I’m just here to say I love you 💖

MARQ!! IDK WHATI DESERVE TO GET THIS SUPER SPECIAL TEXT THAT MADE ME UWUWUWUWUWUWUWUWUWUWU TO COREE.. But IM SNUGGLING INNN AND HOGGING IN YOUR NECK LILE PERMANENT RESIDENCY- THATS MY NEW ADDRESSS <333 I LOVEEEEEE YOU TOOOOOOO

[lordeemailarchive]

OUR SUN SETS — tour reflections edition

(28/03/2023) (Solar Institute Bulletin No. 21) (From Auckland)

She emerges! by Aleks Zaric

Hello darling friend, Whoaaaaah it’s been a minute since I wrote. Something died inside my laptop, and I’ve been putting off the repair for a few months (stubborn refusal to form a relationship with another bit of tech?), but the realisation that I was actively not doing my job due to not having one made me bite the bullet. How have you been??? Last time we spoke I was in South America, just about to turn twenty six, at the tail end of a big year of shows. Got off the plane in New Zealand and torpedoed straight into bed with a fevery cold, emerged a week later into the chaos of December, typically the start of the beautiful summer days here, instead that of several months of storms and humid rain. I wrote this, back then: “I’m playing this song my brother showed me, Mariella, over and over. It sounds like how I feel these days, soft with some pain, the voice of someone who’s touched a lot of beautiful things. This year has wrung me out. I’m a rag. I’m the t-shirts and underwear I hand-washed in so many hotel sinks. Christmas is a tall wave and I haven’t bought anyone gifts.” Always amused by the drama of the past self! Had some lush swims between the storms, cooked a lot of fish, set off on the Aus/NZ tour feeling relaxed and unwound.

Off grid bb.

A couple days ago, we played the last official sundial-and-eight-band-members show for Solar Power, the last of 70 shows in 20 countries (!!). I feel actual pride in myself, something that’s extremely hard for me to let myself feel, not just for completing it but for loving it, relaxing into it, feeling really open and free and not tight and fearful like tours past. I want to thank you for your part. I’ve always felt that pop music is a collaboration between artist and audience, that a pop song isn’t truly finished until listeners add their voices to it, and I think the same goes for your participation in the show. You show up and you sing every word, and all of our voices is what we all hear. At this stage in the piece I feel there are no casual fans, just people singing extremely loudly and clearly for 100+ minutes, and the commitment and generosity of this is not lost on me. The final show in Perth was an encapsulation of how special and right this tour has felt. We played at a beautiful grass and stone amphitheatre outside the city. I cried at soundcheck thanking the crew, overwhelmed by the love and care behind this group of people working so hard to get it right for me. At showtime the stars were clear and you could smell eucalyptus mixing with the smoke machine. We did the show for the last time looking over at one another and smiling, savouring all the last times we’d do things. I took my place for Royals and in the first flash of white light I saw a silk thread. In the next flash I followed the thread down to find a thick black spider, maybe an inch and a half long, two feet away from my eyes. I gasped and drew the microphone towards me, watched it slowly travel all the way back up the truss. Some kind of special omen.

Touring this record changed how I heard and saw the album — I wonder if you felt this too? — showed me that a work is constantly shifting and in progress, the definition changing all the time. Looking back yesterday at some of your pictures from the show, sourced by the very dedicated and special twitter account Lorde_fix, I realised that you give me the opportunity to see myself in states of power, glory, grace, sides of myself I don’t think I’d be able to access or see as clearly if not for these nights together. 

Your pix I loveeeeee <333

I said onstage that night that making and touring this album has set so much right inside me, I truly think it’s bought me decades in this bizzzzniz, can’t wait to show you what I mean. I finish this chapter feeling for the first time not like I need to get away from the world but like I want to get deeper inside it, more countries, more flavours, more life. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Here’s a little Aus tour diary, by Aleks Zaric:

Moments after coming offstage in Perth

Levitating!

Makeup removal, and a scenario with MUNA that I cannot fucking explain -so special to have them join us on this run

11:52pm: standing on the stage in Sydney after you all went home.

So. Where to now? [REDACTED] I guess I’m not telling, not for a while. I’ll send you an update from time to time though, now that the laptop’s back online. Special books I’ve read recently: Notes by Eleanor Coppola My Phantoms by Gwendoline Riley Getting Lost by Annie Ernaux Second Place by Rachel Cusk Life’s Work by David Milch Dinner With Lenny by Jonathan Cott Books I’ve ordered: Love Me Tender - Constance Debre The Nature Book - Tom Comitta Small Fires - Rebecca May Johnson Animal Joy - Nuar Alsadir Alma Mahler’s diaries The People’s Hospital - Ricardo Nuila Idra Novey - Take What You Need Gwendoline Riley - First Love Jenny Odell - Saving Time

Oh, I had a party in December and made a really nice punch based off a post I saw from Stissing House. I’m copying the loose/made-up recipe here, give it a try if you like! 1 cup gin 1/2 cup chartreuse 1 1/2 cup green tea 1/2 cup pineapple 3 cups soda water 1/2 cup citrus (lemon/grapefruit/lime) Lots of fresh mint Topped up with extra citrus as the night went on.

Leaving you with a beautiful bit of fan art, basically how I envisioned the SP universe, a fitting way to say — for the last time — serve the bees… wear sunscreen… thank you and goodniiiiiiiiight! I love you so much. Speak soon, from somewhere, E

PS. BONUS SECRET CONTENT::: The pillow I commissioned from Bode for my dressing room before the tour started, feat. all the things that make me feel calm — grapefruit fruju, hibiscus, kissing, Pearl, books, bud.

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