#helluva boss ramblings

[a-little-ray-of-fantasy]

"Stolas isn't wrong for choosing his own happiness for once after years of abuse and depression"

and

"Octavia isn't wrong for feeling betrayed by her father and fearing she's been only an obligation to him"

are two concepts that can and should coexist.

[shadebloopnik]

Stolas' Light Stolas' Heart

Blitzø's Light Blitzø's Heart

[hazbinshusk]

I don't know what is more precious, that moxxie made cookies based on blitzø's scribbles of them as horses, or that he made one to include stolas because he's family too.

[lost-romantique]

I love how Blitz completely melts into this kiss...

But he still has enough self-awareness to make this impressive landing.

The fact that Blitz purposely takes the brunt of the fall, and still manages to cradle Stolas in his arms using only one hand, while the other carries a sword- impressive.

Like Blitz makes sure to carry Stolas in a way that guarantees he doesn't feel the impact or the rough landing.

The funny thing is Stolas was bracing himself for impact, only to be left surprised to have not felt a thing.

It's moments like these that really remind me that, yeah, Blitz is a professional at what he does. He may be an idiot, but his protective instincts are always on point. Goddamn.

[hazbin-hotel-aesthetics-quotes]

Nailed it! 🙃

Now I want to cry.

I was thinking about the white marks on the Imps.

I don't remember if it's confirmed by Vivzie that the white marks on imps bodies are in fact scars, but if that is true...

Blitz has a lot with scars, the biggest on his face, torso and forearms. Notice he still has the black mark on his right eye.

But you know who is so much covered with white spot that I didn't realized that MAYBE it was not clown make-up but his real skin?

Fizzarolli.

Fizzarolli, like Blitz, as a child presented no white spot, only red skin. But now...the only spot not white his skin is the upper lip/nose.

Where he wore his clown nose as a child and presumably, as teen/adult while performing.

It make sense that not only his limbs and horns but also his skin suffered whatever event lead to his injury. And it must have happened during a performance at the circus.

Why it's not make-up?

In one of the sneak peek for season 2 we see this image of Fizz, presumably in Asmodeus's house, in casual attire. In this occasion he doesn't need stage make up and we see a speak of red skin on his shoulder. So we can say his white skin is not make up but...just his scared skin.

[the-amazing-blarl]

yk I was wondering how everyone was getting so much Blitzø hate merch but actually this makes perfect sense

[anothergameofwickedgrace]

Love that Blitzø spent his morning just piling stuffed horses on top of Stolas while he was sleeping.

I'm sure it was a way to try and comfort him. His plushies make him happy, so maybe they'd help Stolas feel better too.

[blitzy-blitzwing]

Sisters. 🥺

[shoutmon1v1]

GET MY GIRL OCTAVIA AWAY FROM THIS WOMAN AND BACK TO HER DAD PLEASEEEEE

[timkontheunsure]

Queer secondary adolescence and Stolas

(I keep forgetting to put this up here)

Ok, so Stolas being teen dad is one of the reasons I get annoyed when people say he's too horny with Blitz. Or that his relationship is too dramatic and teenager-y.

He's a queer guy who never got to be a teenager, didn't get to have a first boyfriend, or explore who he was. Or do any of the normal stuff most straight teenagers get to do.

His family stuffed him in the closet, forced him to have child, and gave him an abusive wife as jailer.

(He around 36, with a 17 year old daughter. 36−17=19 when Octavia was born. Likely married at 18).

He's got some chatting up to do.

Up till now his whole life's been about Via, and mitigating Stella's abuse to hid it from Via.

That's left him barely hanging on, taking an increasing amount of antidepressants; and singing lullabies about not being sure he'll make it till Via's grown up.... 🙁

There's this thing called second adolescence that alot of queer people experience, when they come out later in life.

It happens when they're weren't allowed to do normal teenage things at the right age. So things like having crushes, go on first dates, have extremely anxious dramatic relationships. As well just be a normal horny teenager.

Stolas got to do none of that. So he's doing it now.

He's also pretty obviously an autistic guy (separate post ), who didn't get well socialized as a child.

Blitz appears to have been his first and only really friend.

Stolas is not great at social cues. (He's so happy to be able to help with his special interest, but does realise his tone is upsetting Ozzie).

Even with Via he struggles to understand her. She needs to tell her dad flat out what she needs.

When she tries to be subtle, and snark he assumes it's just her being a moody teen. And that she'll enjoy loo loo land when she loosen up a bit.

Because of this lack Stolas mostly fills in gaps in his social experience with masking.

Such copying Gabriel hairstyle from helluva novella to get ready for his first ever date.

Following Blitz's lead of what to do in an uncomfortable situation.

And trying to match the energy of how Blitz first came on to him.

(He's definitely getting better at it from Blitz reaction).

There's also an idea in CBT called reparenting your inner child. Which about giving yourself some the support, and experiences you missed out on because of abuse.

Stolas needs to go through his secondary adolescence as part of his recovery from his abuse.

So let Stolas be a little horny weirdo. 😛

PS this one will brake you heart. Stolas is standing fully in both these pictures.

You can see how much he's grown by her light switch.

Kid hasn't even reached his full adult height yet when he had to have a kid.

[a-little-ray-of-fantasy]

Blitzø made a mistake and lost his family and previous life in the fire...

...Stolas made a mistake and lost his family and previous life in the ice.

[shadebloopnik]

I do not support suicidal tendencies but

"Do it, Pussy."

Had NO right being as fucking badass and hot as it was

[hazbinshusk]

STOLAS HAD HEART EYES WHEN HE WAS LOOKING AT BLITZ DURING THE SONG ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!

[lost-romantique]

I lowkey find it hilarious that people were talking about how Stolas moved on from Blitz...

To be with one of these guys...

Only for Stolas' love for Blitz to be so goddamn strong he was willing to lose his own life to save him.

And he did this fully thinking that his romantic feelings weren't being reciprocated.

~~~~

When Stolas said, "I'll fucking die alone if this goes wrong," he meant it.

Stolas, really and truly meant it...

Even after one whole month of being apart and being away from Blitz, he still couldn't forget about him, couldn't get over him, couldn't come to hate and demonize him.

Despite Blitz breaking his heart in the most cruelest and stupidest way possible...

Despite all the shit Blitz spewed at him in the beginning of Apology Tour...

He could never forget the little clown boy that he spent the day with...

He could never forget the imp assassin that reinvigorated his life...

He could never forget all their stupidly fun times together...

To Stolas, it was Blitz, and it was always going to be Blitz

... and I find that so romantically tragic and endearing.

[the-amazing-blarl]

does anyone even know how healing platonic love is?? it's literally life saving you guys. why aren't people making a bigger deal about platonic love??? we need to shout about it in the streets I think

[anothergameofwickedgrace]

Blitzø would be so proud of Stolas just fucking decking Andrealphus.

And then proceeding to beat the ever-loving shit out of him.

Blitzø would be in the corner like