#her face expression here and when she looks back at akane is so :((

[tb3ih]

BLOOMING SEASON (pt. 2), kamisato ayato/reader.

SYNOPSIS... people like Kamisato Ayato who are not like the seasons do not have hearts that can withstand the test of time OR perhaps at the end of the day, you are well-deserved of change (or Sora says so).

⋆ warnings, kamisato ayato & fem-presenting!reader, gentle angst, hehe in-laws, THE CHILD (sora), introduction of reader's family, + comfort for once :) [making a part 3 bc i want a better happy ending tbh]

⋆ notes, thinking about how i was just sobbing my eyes out to 'nobody gets me' by sza for no reason

⋆ tags! @stellakito @iiyumii @neverlandlostchild @hotgirlshit5 @jureminha @yunniemai1 @iamnotobsessed @irisxiel @lumpywolf @mrs-heelshire @kunikuzushisbeloved @pineapplesneedrights @kiyoomiwo @hyunromi @simplyhumanlol @esthelily @chiisananingen

"Y/N-CHAN?" you know that voice too well, all the might in your body you used to hold yourself together wavering at the simple honorific.

your twin brother looks half asleep, deep burgundy hair lopsided and unstyled, black yukata not even properly tied, and eyes hardly able to remain open. even the guards at his chamber doors appeared startled.

you choke out his name, unable to even make it a step before your throat starts burning and closing up. gou wastes no time in rushing forward in that instant, vision alight and a worried emotion in his eyes as he pulls you into him.

for once in your life, you are grateful for him having grown into such a tall, well-built older brother, his arms firm and unyielding in the way they hold you against his chest. if you remember correctly, this was the way it had always been when you as the only daughter of the hayashi clan took the brunt of the elders' prevailing orders, from attending events in place of your late parents to managing foreign affairs for the clan.

or even giving yourself away to kamisato ayato in hopes of civilizing relations between the clans.

arms tightening just a little as you continue your sobbing, his eyes fall to akane who stands a little distance back carrying your resting daughter.

"anata? is everything alright? who's out there at this hour?" emica, gou's bride and perhaps one of your most cherished people, steps out from the bedchamber as well. gou is hesitant to let you go, but he does, allowing you to collect yourself just a little to face your sister-in-law. "y/n-san? you're—oh archons! come here, sweetie!"

you waste no time rushing into her arms, the smell of peach blossoms and the ocean filling your senses as she envelops you. if your loveless marriage had brought you any sort of joy (other than your daughter) it would be that gou was able to marry for love. kaedehara emica, oldest sister to kazuha and named matriarch of her clan in absence of her brother, she was a samurai to be reckoned with. albeit her brazen attitude towards the elders of the hayashi estate, she was kind and always ready to welcome you into her arms.

"gou, honey, bring sora to the twins' room and let her rest in there," emica says, her hand soothing against your back as she allows you to weep on her shoulder. "poor lady akane has had a long night and doesn't need to hold her anymore."

gou nods, "of course, dearest." another attendant appears to guide the three away down another hallway.

it takes a few minutes for you to recover, but emica is patient, never faltering in comforting you. after all, having been engaged only a few weeks before your parents would pass, she too would come to witness the cruelty of the elders and their treatment of the only daughter of such a highly regarded clan. she would scowl at the thought.

emica hums, "y/n-tan, are you hungry?" you meet her eyes, her expression soft and warm. "i bet cook will make his favorite patron some omurice if she were to ask~ hm?"

you laugh a little, throat a little hoarse from crying. you were a little dizzy, so you supposed some food wouldn't hurt. plus, chef was perhaps second to only your mother in terms of authority figures in your childhood. it would be a shame if you didn't stop by to pay respects to him. "i suppose you're right..."

your sister-in-law giggles, slipping an arm around your waist to walk beside you to the kitchen. "of course i'm right, i'm always right."

"I'LL kill that bastard, i swear it to celestia," gou seethes, setting his cup of tea back on the table. "how dare he speak in such a manner? has he forgotten his place?"

you are currently on your third plate of omurice, eyes observant as you watch the couple before you take in the information you have just set before him.

emica laughs softly, "now now, dear i'm sure even y/n would like to push war as one of the very last options of action. i'm sure she's at least thought of something more civil which might resolve the conflict at hand. y/n?"

you clear your throat with a sip of milktea. "divorce. seeing as how the yashiro commission had much to gain from this union, we have nothing to lose except friendly relations." you take another bite and speak once more after swallowing. "besides, had it not been for the hayashi clan, the raiden shogun would not have even considered a pardon for the yashiro commission all those years ago."

gou snorts. "i'm sure there are many things this whole damn city wouldn't have had, if it weren't for the most gracious hayashi clan." he sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose before once more meeting your stare. "your solution would definitely be opposed by the elders, is that something you're willing to take on?"

emica takes your hand squeezing it lightly and offering the warmest smile. she turns to her husband. "even if it isn't, she mustn't forget the simple fact that she won't be alone and never again will be."

the thought has you smiling softly to yourself. in light of all the struggles and conflict within the noble clans of inzauma, you were happy to find a home within the people you cherished.

"AUNTIE! auntie!" two giggling and nearly identical figures come running up to you, hugging at either of your legs. akio is the one who exclaims out, asking "when did you come home?"

kentaro, tugging gently on the skirt of your kimono on your left, though curious, refrains from being as loud as his counterpart. "is everything okay, auntie?"

you kneel down, embracing the two in a tight hug, ruffling their burgundy hair just enough to get them to exclaim out. you supposed they were at the age where they liked to keep up appearances, even if just a little. "now now, didn't your mother teach you it's rude to bombard guests with questions all at once? hm?"

reaching out to poke him lightly on the cheek, kentaro makes a frown, mumbling a small "told you so" to his brother, who in return sticks his tongue out. you let go of them, opting to hold their hands instead.

"auntie and cousin sora are going to be staying here for a while, there's some building going on back at uncle's mansion. is that okay with the twins?" you feel a small pang in your heart at the mention of your husband, whom the twins hardly ever see.

the two nod, akio once again speaking first. "that's okay with kentaro and akio! i hope the building gets done soon!"

kentaro hums in agreement. "as long as auntie is comfortable in our home."

"akio! kentaro! where are my little boys?" emica calls them from the entrance of the courtyard, waving lightly to you. the boys respond accordingly, going to run off to their mother, but not before kissing you on either side of your cheeks and racing off.

standing up once more, you wave back to your sister-in-law before she heads in with the boys, reminding you of why you came out to the courtyard, to begin with. "okaasan?"

sora stands behind you, a couple of sakura blooms in her hands, the beautiful pink petals still crackling a little with electro. you smile warmly, holding your arms out to catch her in your arms and hoist her on her hip.

"having fun?" sora giggles, nodding and showing you the bloom in her hand. her vision glows on her headband, lavender strands of hair threatening to spill out from behind the hairpiece.

"akio and kentaro were showing me around the garden and i thought okaasan might like a sakura bloom!" her smile is proud and chuckle.

"well, it's very beautiful, thank you." the two of you watch as she brings her powers to life, electrifying the petals only to scatter them in the air above. "where did you learn to do that?"

sora giggles. "guuji yae! i finished my lessons at the shrine early and she said to practice this so i could show you." pausing, she continues the next part a little softly. "okaasan's been sad lately and hasn't been playing with sora..."

an ache pulls at your heart. "awh, my sweet, i'm sorry," you apologize, pressing a soft kiss to her temple. "it's true, okaasan's been a little sad lately."

her small hands go to twist lightly at your hair. "does okaasan's heart hurt? sora's heart hurts a little when she's sad too!"

oh, my little sora...

"y-yeah... okaasan's heart hurts a little." you watch her expression carefully, her violet irises continuing to be attentive to your hair.

she taps her chin, as if to think. "hmm, kentaro says to get better from being sad you have to say 'farewell' to the things that make your heart hurt." sora smiles as she lets go of your hair, seemingly satisfied with her styling job. her eyes focus on your own.

"sora loves otosan, but if okaasan is sad, sora thinks it's okay to say bye-bye."

the pink sakura petals have begun to rain down, floating slowly with the absence of wind. sora cuddles softly against your chest, yawning softly. you think back to when ayato had called you naive to hope for love. "sora loves okaasan too."

you stare at the falling petals, the courtyard shifting in hues with the setting sun. it is quiet where you stand holding sora, the trees mute and the clouds watchful as they pass a mother and daughter from overhead.

your chest does not feel heavy when you weep this time, but rather, the ache seems to lessen as you cry softly with sora against you. it smells like spring all around you and you are comfortable in your kimono in the early evening. there are potted glazed lilies that have begun to peek out to watch you, the naku weed glowing softly around the perimeter. perennials all around have also begun to fill the greenery with pretty colors.

just as seasons change, you thought, so should you.

part 1 ! | part 3 ! | part 4 ! | part 5 ! (still in progress)

© tb3ih mmxxii all rights reserved.

[haunted-xander]

The survivors of the Killing School Trip didn't all wake up immediately. Their minds had to reconnect to their bodies properly and accomodate for the new memories they gained during the program. They all woke up slowly, and each in their own degrees of distress.

The day after the program's shut-down, Sonia woke up. Her eyes were glazed over as Chiaki helped her out of the pod, barely comprehending the world around her. By the time she'd been carried out of the pod room and into the open world, Sonia had finally collected herself enough to speak,

"...Nanami-san... It is you... is it not? The real you... the one I attended classes with, the one who... did everything for us. Our class rep. That is you, correct? I... am so very sorry for everything. I- no, we have caused so much trouble for you, and yet you stay here and assist us, saved us. I do not have the words to express my gratitude in full. ...Thank you so very, very much." Sonia's voice cracked as she could no longer keep her tears from running down her face, feeling the despair and hope all at once.

Chiaki patted her back comfortingly as she let Sonia cry it out. "...It's alright. I'm just happy to see you back to being yourself again. I missed you all so much, I would do anything to bring you back. ...And I did. You're back. And the others will come back too, eventually. I'm sure of it." Chiaki felt tears welling up in her own eyes as well.

Happy tears, for the first time in a long, long while.

Two days after, Fuyuhiko woke up. Unlike Sonia, who woke up as composed as she could be, he woke up screaming. The moment he was out of the pod and had regained the ability to move, he clutched at his lost eye and rushed over to stand by Peko's pod. He immediately leaned over it and cried as he looked at her unconscious face. "Peko... I'm so sorry, I never should've let it go this far. I-I couldn't stop it and I... I almost gave up. You gave your life for me and I almost threw it away like it was some fucking broken toy. I'm sorry, Peko, I'm so, so sorry..."

They weren't able to move him for hours.

It took three more days for anyone else to wake up, but when the day came, Kazuichi and Akane woke up at the same time. Kazuichi broke out into loud cries the moment he was out of the pod, having a hard time dealing with the weight of his actions as a Remnant and the still fresh memories of the Killing School Trip.

Akane on the other hand, woke up completely silent. Chiaki had expected her to start yelling and run around aggressively upon waking up, but instead she calmly walked over to Nekomaru's pod and stared blankly at his sleeping face.

She didn't make so much as a sound until the next day's breakfast.

After five more days, Izuru -or Hajime, whichever it would be- still had yet to wake up.

As much as she hated to admit it, a part of Chiaki was beginning to loose hope. She started to spend more and more time hovering over his pod, each passing day making the helpless feeling in her chest grow stronger.

At this rate, she would start to despair.

"...Nanami-san, Monaca-san. I have brought you some food. As you both skipped breakfast, I believe it would be best for you to eat now. Komaeda-san and... Hinata-san would want to see you in proper health." Sonia, sweet, caring Sonia, had made it a habit of bringing them food whenever they skipped meals to sit in the pod room. Even if Chiaki was hardly in the right mindset to appreciate it fully, she was truly grateful for the kindness.

"...Thank you, Sonia-san. I'll make sure to eat it. ...Sorry for skipping so many meals."

"No no, it is quite alright. I understand what you are feeling. ...Part of me wishes to watch over Tanaka-san as well, but... he would not be happy to see me in such a state. I am sure he would wish for me to take care of myself while he is... absent. ...I believe that Kuzuryu-san and Owari-san are of a similar mindset. They wish for those dear to them to wake up and see them thrive, to see them overcome the grief over losing them." The princess' words were solid, steady. She had absolute confidence in her statements. Chiaki was a bit jealous of that confidence.

Not long after Sonia had left and Chiaki had finished eating did she heard the soft hiss of a pod opening.

Izuru -or Hajime, she still had no idea which it'd be- was finally awake.

She jumped up and immediately rushed to the pod's side, eagerly awaiting the moment the man opened his eyes and looked at her. The man seemed to take a moment to gather himself, as he grumbled and squirmed before finally opening his eyes and revealed a mismatch of red and golden-green.

His eyes immediately glanced over to Chiaki, and a relieved yet tired smile showed on his face. "Nanami, it's you... you're really here. I missed you so, so much." He barely got to sit up before Chiaki launched her upper body at him and hugged him tightly around the neck. "Hinata-kun, you're finally awake...! I've been waiting so, so long for you! I missed you so much, Hinata-kun! I-I was almost beginnign to lose hope of you ever waking up, but here you are...! You're... finally here..."

Her voice trailed off as her eyes welled with overjoyed tears, the heavy feeling in her chest dissipating immediately.

"W-woah, Nanami...! I didn't know you could squeeze that hard! I-I missed you a lot too!" After a while of flailing his arms about, he finally hugged her back and held her so tightly she almost felt like her bones would break.

She didn't mind one bit.

It took a good long while for the tears to stop, but they still held each other close. The newfound silence didn't last long, as Hajime quickly spoke up again, "...Man, I need a haircut. How the hell did I deal with all this hair for so long!? I know Izuru Kamukura doesn't have feelings or whatever, but surely even someone like that would get annoyed by all this damn hair dragging about!"

Chiaki couldn't help but giggle at his frustration, finding the hair the least troublesome change he went through. "It's alright. I'll help you cut it. I'm not a hairdresser though, so I can't promise it'll be perfect. ...Or maybe you can do it yourself? You should still have all those talents... probably. There's probably an Ultimate Hairdresser up there somewhere."

"Yeah, I think so... But I don't really like dealing with my hair myself, so I'd much rather you do it. I don't care if it's perfect, I just want it short again. Ugh, even as Kamukura I hated dealing with my hair myself, it was always you or Komaeda that brushed and washed it. Stupid hair. Brushing it is so-" Hajime suddenly went quiet, not wanting to say the last word.

'Izuru' isn't completely gone it seems. Although the old personality of 'Hajime' was more prominent, traits of 'Izuru's' personality shined through.

Such as the problem with boredom.

It didn't matter, thought. Chiaki loved both 'Izuru' and 'Hajime' all the same, so it made her happy to know that 'Izuru' still lives on as a part of Hajime now.

[penguinkyun]

chapter 147 review

you all know the superstition of walking under a ladder right? well the other day I walked under a ladder and I think all that bad luck has been relegated to this manga specifically. lets get into it shall we?

anyways to quote samejima abiko: you turned my babies into idiots. how in the name of hoshino ai did ruby not recognise Kamiki Hikaru, known to look a lot like Her Brother of Eighteen Years Hoshino Aqua, to the point he is Literally Cosplaying His Own Father in the movie. YOU ARE TWINS. HOW DID YOU NOT SEE YOUR OWN FEATURES. the only explanation is that they both received face blindness from ai. the reason why aqua couldnt find kamiki for years despite looking a lot like him. he just did not recognise the fucker.

honestly this chapter really just framed exactly how badly ruby has been done as a character by this arc. the movie arc is from chapters 108-147. that spans 39 chapters making it officially the longest arc in oshi no ko. In chapter 108, she is in double black hoshigan mode, angry at everyone, and especially at aqua for revealing their secret and wanting to get revenge on the guy who killed both ai and goro. we progress through till the interpersonal audition mini arc where ruby is confronted with her past life as sarina tendouji, forced to face her issues with abandonment and her previous toxic mother and the story was setting up to give her an understanding with ai and have actually deal with her past life issues…and then aqua had to go and be a good brother. im kidding, but really, the reveal hit a reset button on ruby’s behaviour but in a way that somehow also did a 180 even on her previous arc self.

@all-of-her-light has a really good post on rubys character arc so i won’t go much into detail but, the arc has a lot of contradictions with her; when ruby says she’s been acting all her life, but that recontextualizes her actions in a way that feels utterly wrong to who her character was established as, someone desiring to be an honest idol and going very far to emulate that. every single one of these threads are dropped in favour of ruby emulating a 2010s little sister, leaving very little room for any introspection about ruby with kana, aqua and even ai (despite 134).

like in 134 she sees the suffering ai had to go through and decides she won’t be an idol like her mother and in this chapter she? wants to be an idol just like ai? I thought she already got past this! And since this arc is ending wow has there been no resolution for the aqrb. incredible. this is like the rbkn conflict again, with no proper resolution aside from them being friends again, because none of the actual issues have been addresses, such as ruby intentionally shoving kana and mem out in the cold and bringing herself into focus in public eye (which was handled by management in the same way ai and first gen bkom was and well. we saw how that turned out.).

anyway. in the end ruby apparently has returned back to square one on understanding ai, with no resolution for either of her relationships with aqua and kana and we’re only left with the tiniest glimpse into how she feels about her father but nothing about yknow. ACTING AS HER MOTHER’S CORPSE FUCKING HELL—

despite ruby’s parallels with yura katayose before her untimely death via kamiki (back with the milk) i dont…really think he was going to kill ruby here. His expressions in this chapter are nowhere near murderous, and look rather concerned actually. Even when looking at his hand, it doesn’t look like he was trying to push her down the stairs, but instead reaching out to hold her shoulder or something. also

WHITE HOSHIGAN???????? WHITE HOSHIGAN HIKARU?????????

important lives, lives of value, the weight of life…these things do keep cropping up with kamiki huh?

ALSO NINO IS BACK SHES HERE SHES BACK EVERYONE THIS IS NOT A DRILL

so. i had theorized that the reason akane was so absent was because she was off doing detective stuff on kamiki and the actual reason is infinitely funnier. my darling girl. akane. were you perhaps by any chance stalking him to try and catch him in the act of literally killing someone. did you not fear for your life at all. i'm just imagining she gives the same glare everytime kamiki catches her in the act of stalking, like this is somehow exactly where shes supposed to be. good for her. its even funnier that both nino AND kamiki are aware of this and have just. done nothing. i need a montage of akane stalking kamiki stat.

I DIDNT THINK YOU MEANT LITERALLY AKANE

finally. some kamiki pov. this is enrichment for me. interesting he says "pay my dues" regarding what? ai? the twins? something else? also that kaburagi mention,,,, implying that he was the one to push for kamiki to be anonymous and not kamiki himself. the secret villain kaburagi agenda grows…

side note: it always strikes me how much ruby with double black hoshigan looks like a horror movie porcelain doll.

girl you are terrifying

anyway wow we're really. we're really skipping past the rest huh. so no introspection on how ruby feels playing the corpse of her mama and finally knowing exactly how everything went down that day huh. okay. thats really just par for the course atp.

and now again. the timeline, especially for hkai is…are we even filming in order? i thought we finished filming melt already…

here it looks like the actual breakup and this takes place post concert where hikaru brings the flowers (with kindaichi the tokyo blade director…shrimptresting) in panelling but we're shown theyre still on good terms during murder suicide. so the timeline we have for us in the movie is apparently:

hkai meet and go on a date -> ai confronts airi and hkai actually begin dating -> hkai are still on good terms a year before dome concert when murder suicide occurs -> breakup occurs sometime after that (making it quite recent before ai's death, which would make the conversation they have on phone make sense, with hikaru asking if ai wants to get back together)

the issue with that is how did ai hide this from everyone, incl. her kids? while i do think hikaru wanted it hidden because he goes off the grid from 16-25 im still??? how??? this is so confusing (they might've filmed out of order but then its still ????)

and we didn't get two major things: The I Cant Love You scene and whatever the forgiveness was about despite it being mentioned earlier this chapter. also kamiki has not been shown to be connected in anyway to the murders other than the movie becoming The Kamiki Movie halfway through so…aqua's plans that he came up with as a toddler sure are confusing huh.

and again. we were utterly robbed of any introspection ruby could've gotten on, once again finally knowing what happened that day considering no one told her anything and she only saw the blood on the frosted glass. speaking of people who know what happened, if we're talking about aqua, who has a panic attack every time he remembers this and was not shown to be present, im concluding gotanda kicked him off set for that moment. hes grounded. forceful self care by your mentor making sure you don't make yourself have a horrific panic attack again.

god. ending this review on a good note that i enjoyed hikaru's pov and nino being back but it really served as a highlight to why this arc annoyed me so much and especially rubys character assassination

sigh. break next week on account of golden week in japan and then finale or pre finale arc. lets see what that brings us, shall we?

[skania]

Aqua, Akane & Chapter 98

I had a lot of thoughts about Chapter 97 and I've got almost as many about Chapter 98. No theories though, this is just the way I personally read their interactions this chapter lol

First thing that stood out to me is how recurrent this bridge is in Aqua and Akane's big scenes.

The way they have been saving each other over and over in this very bridge is remarkable, and I'm fully expecting them to have another big scene there if Aka chooses to go down the AquaKane route.

The second thing that stood out to me is the face Aqua makes when Akane says that she thought someone pushed her down the stairs.

It's like Aqua is seeing a preview of what could happen to Akane if he allows her to keep getting involved in his revenge. It makes him beg her to stop doing dangerous things (and we recently saw him beg Ruby to stop living her life for revenge in c122).

In my c97 thoughts, I said that I feel like Akane's wording and demeanor last chapter gave away the fact that she found Aqua's dad.

I feel like c98 indirectly validates that reading, because we now see Aqua's give away the fact that he knows what Akane is up to.

In both cases, Aqua and Akane read each other like a book because they have come to know each other too well. And so, Aqua knows that Akane is about to figure out just how he managed to get there in time.

Aqua's expression here is important because we can't see his face when he begs Akane to stay safe, but we can at least see the aftermath. To me he looks sad, contrite. And the placement of the speech bubble suggests that his expression also has a lot to do with what is about to happen.

You're really sharp, Akane

This panel is one of my favorites:

Akane's sharpness is a trait Aqua has always valued in her, and now it's one of the reasons he has to walk away from her. The irony is likely not lost on him.

That pause is Aqua getting ready to act emotionless. After this point, he will only show emotion once.

It also tells me that in Chapter 97 Aqua did already know that Akane was aware of the loophole. After all, in Chapter 95, Ichigo reminds Aqua that he is smart enough to realize his dad is still alive. Since Akane is so sharp, it goes without saying that such a thing wouldn't have been lost on her.

The GPS

I have to pause here because something that broke my disbelief while reading was... how could Akane immediately tell that the tracker was in the keychain? I know she's sharp but she's no sorceress lol

Only thing that makes sense to me is assuming that the keychain was a gift from Aqua. I feel this would explain why Akane zeroes it on it right away. However, I think the actual reason is that Aka literally came up with it on the spot and we aren't supposed to think that deeply about it lmao Same goes for Aqua being able to guess Kamiki's identity based on Akane's movements. Like all we see Akane do is a) meet up with fellow Lala Lai troupers b) cross a bridge. How in the world was that enough for Aqua to narrow it down to Kamiki? Either I'm missing something, or Aka just wanted to move things along asap without bothering with the details 😂

I digress though! In any case, I know that the tracker was a deal breaker for a lot of people. Personally, it changes nothing for me because of the time period in which he planted it. Aqua says that he installed it "some time" after LoveNow ended, and the fact that he doesn't say "Some time after Tokyo Blade started" or anything along those lines suggests that it did happen before the play.

Which means, it happened back when Aqua did intend to use Akane. But the thing is, he never gets around to using her the way he intended to.

Case in point, he himself says that he thought Akane "may be able to find something out". Except he gives her the information she needs only after he thinks his revenge is already over lol

For me the actual question is when does Aqua start using that GPS?

Technically, it should be anywhere between Chapter 95 and Chapter 98, so it is possible that Aqua was already using it by Chapter 97 and that when he calls Akane, he has already been tracking her. His "Are you up to something?" can indeed lend credence to this theory depending on how you read it.

Personally though, I can't help but think that he started using it after Chapter 97. The reason being that by the beginning of Chapter 97, Aqua has every reason to guess Akane is already aware of the loophole, but he has little reason to believe Akane has found his dad. I'd argue that Akane being aware of the loophole isn't enough reason for Aqua to start using the GPS; she has been aware of it for an entire year, starting to use the GPS wouldn't change anything at that point. Their phone-call, however, does let Aqua know that Akane has likely found his dad and that she is up to something, so it gives Aqua enough reasons to start tracking her.

Regardless of when it happened, I think the GPS ironically serves to establish a clear contrast between the kind of relationship Aqua intended to have with Akane and the kind of relationship they ended up having. The GPS was there so he could use Akane as a tool, yet the GPS ends up being a tool so he can free Akane from his revenge.

That's just me as a reader, though. Akane as a character is very much bothered by the GPS and I loved every second of it.

Trust & Choices

I have to thank Aka for letting Akane explain her perspective to antis not that they will listen. It's not that Akane "is fine" being Aqua's "pet" or "his property". She very much isn't.

It's that Aqua has never made her feel that way before now. The moment when Aqua could have lied to her to string her along, Akane asks him to be honest and Aqua complies.

He doesn't tell her that he wants to use her for something, sure, but what he does say is enough for Akane to read between the lines. Akane chooses to go along with it because she trusts Aqua's intentions. Since Aqua is inherently a good, kind person, Akane trusts him and wants to help him.

So the GPS shakes Akane for two reasons. On one hand, this is the first time she hasn't had a choice in her relationship with Aqua. I'd even go as far as saying that "Choices" are part of the very foundation of their dynamic.

Back when Akane was lost, Aqua didn't push his own wants and expectations onto her. He let her make her own choice, and once she did, Aqua did everything in his power to help her. I turn, Akane tries to do the same for him throughout their relationship, but this is probably a topic for another day lol

The point is, when it comes to Aqua, Akane has been deciding for herself all along. Aqua kisses her to trap her in a relationship with him, yet confesses that he doesn't see her as a woman and thus that their relationship is fake; Akane chooses to become his girlfriend fully knowing this. Later, Aqua confesses that there is someone he wants to kill and Akane chooses to help him. Lastly, Aqua kisses her for real and Akane chooses to date him.

Each time, Akane could have walked away. Each time, Akane chooses to get closer to Aqua instead. This is why she says that if Aqua had just asked her, she would've been fine with the GPS—because she trusts him. All she asks is that he trust her in turn—and Akane believes that he does, until now.

That's the second reason why she is so distraught over this. Since Aqua plants it without asking her and doesn't come clean about it while they're dating, Akane feels like she got it wrong.

Equals

Aqua can't even look her in the eye while saying that lmao

Akane thought that she had an equal relationship with Aqua, one based on trust (and choices). As far as I'm concerned, she is right. She was (and is) his match in every sense of the word, whether intellectually or emotionally.

But it wouldn't be in Aqua's best interests to correct her. After all, he needs to walk away from Akane. The less she thinks of him and of their relationship, the better. So, he focuses on exposing Akane's contradiction instead.

Akane says that she would have helped him in any way, but would she? Now that she knows that Aqua desperately craves freedom and that his revenge would ruin him, would Akane have allowed him to pursue it?

Her thoughts and actions betray the fact that she wouldn't have wanted Aqua to choose revenge, which brings me to:

What exactly was Akane planning to do?

Given her thoughts here, it doesn't feel like Akane is focusing on what she is about to do but on the aftermath. She says that she was just planning to talk to Kamiki and that she brought the knife "just in case", and I think this may very well be the truth.

But, the thing is... that shows Akane wasn't thinking straight.

I have no doubt that being able to talk to him would've let Akane gauge the kind of person Kamiki is, but... what then? Would she just walk away, leaving a literal knife in that bouquet of flowers for him to find? That makes no sense. Was she planning to egg him on enough that he would attack her, giving her the excuse to act in self-defense? That makes more sense, but it's also a terrible plan. Anything could have gone wrong. To say Akane was being reckless would be an understatement.

Whatever it was that she was thinking of doing, she clearly didn't think it through. She was as blinded as Aqua once was by his desire to be free of his revenge. In her haste, Akane doesn't stop to think about herself and her own well-being.

Which ironically means that she misses the forest for the trees.

Because Aqua would break if something were to happen to her, even more so if he is the indirect cause of her misfortune.

Contradiction

Since Akane won't prioritize herself over Aqua, Aqua takes himself out of the equation.

Akane wants to be together with Aqua, but she'd rather shoulder his burdens on her own than seeing him suffer. Aqua wants to be together with Akane (he says so himself, he doesn't want to let go of the days when she's by his side), but he'd rather shoulder his burdens on his own than putting her in danger.

This is both funny and sad, he really isn't suited for revenge lol Aqua could have walked away, could have let Akane have that last, terrible impression of him. But he doesn't. He once again asks Akane to stop doing dangerous things, looking sad while he is at it—the second time he can't help but show emotion during their conversation.

And now it's Akane's turn to point out the way his words are at odd with his actions.

Akane made herself into the perfect tool for his revenge, all on her own. Not only is she brilliant enough to find his dad for him, she is willing to throw herself into the lion's den for him. She is even willing to potentially kill for him.

And yet, Aqua walks away from her because he can't bear the thought of Akane putting herself in danger. This alone proves that he doesn't see her as a tool.

Aqua didn't want her to carry his burden, he just wanted her to be there by his side.

Akane desperately tries to fix her mistake, to fulfill the promise of companionship that she once made him, but it's too late and she knows it.

She knows that Aqua is about to ruin himself by pursuing his revenge, and she is willing to ruin herself right alongside him just so he doesn't have to be alone, but Aqua won't let her.

After all, not letting his girlfriend die is a boyfriend's job.

Black Stars

By saying that he plans to go to hell by himself, Aqua confirms Akane's worst fears: he has taken a wrong turn. He is turning his back on happiness and freedom—on the future—and chaining himself to the lonely, bitter path of revenge—to his past.

You took a wrong turn, Akane tells him. I know, Aqua confirms as he turns away from her.

The imagery is poignant, as so is the fact that Aqua only gets his black stars after turning his back on Akane. This right here is what stood out the most to me in this chapter, because Aqua doesn't get his black stars after finding out that his father is alive—he gets them only after walking away from Akane!

Why? Because as he says so himself, his happy days were by her side. The moment Aqua walks away from her, he is knowingly giving up on the naive thought of being happy.

This is extremely important—or at least, good writing says that it should be, even more so in light of all the parallels between the way Ruby gets her Black Stars and the way Aqua gets his—and it suggest that Akane may get her wish just yet.

She desperately wanted to save him, but she went about it the wrong way. If she had told him that she found Kamiki, there is a chance they could've worked together to catch him. But Akane messed up by taking the burden upon herself instead of giving herself the weight and importance Aqua himself gives her... and now Aqua is messing up by refusing to give his life any worth and by taking the weight of revenge squarely upon his shoulders.

It's also important to note that Aqua isn't choosing revenge because he wants to, but because he feels that he has to. He feels like he has no choice.

It makes sense. After all, he has come to realize that even if he tries to go on with his life, the people he loves will try to take revenge in his stead. Ruby. Akane. Even Ichigo.

So Aqua decides to doom himself and only himself.

To wrap this up, I can't help but to bring up the chapter title, "Going Astray". After all, Akane in this chapter represents all the good Aqua is walking away from in order to choose revenge.

So all in all, I feel like the stage is set up for Aqua to be saved from this burden—and for Akane to (hopefully) play a big role in making this possible.

[ngmn2002]

Ch 106: Random thoughts part 2

part 1

Really… he meant it when he said come play with me, huh? ~

And so, the game started! How fun!!! The dash she made with how she looked had me laughing hard. Love her expressions and words next, SAME GOES FOR TSU. He looks really silly... then cool! His face when counted zero… oh boy… he is enjoying himself too much. ♡ Just perfect!

Nene with Tsu!~ 1- ^^ 2- ^^ 3- ....

I did make a joke before saying Nene might end up running at full speed from Tsu... but this thing is way better!

Haha, how fun.

And… how adorable & funny he looks while he is searching for her… aww….

BOO! AHAHAHA. Love it. all of it. him chasing after her… OMG… too funny… lovely… cute… adorable… ahhh!!!

"I've got you N-ene-chan" WHY? WHY?! WHY was he cut of before finishing it, huh?! you don't know for how long I've been waiting for it to happen!!! Ahhh!!! Feel my happiness when he finally didn't refer to her with "that girl"!! ugh!!!

This thing has to be my favorite!!! AhAHaAHA lol, it reminds me of the time Amane hit his head with Akane's while chasing Mirai. Tsukasa… ah… I'm laughing too hard. It's all too funny. Though his state after the hit is better than Amane's. He seems to be not in pain at all. reminds me of that little moment between 4 yo Tsu and Kou in the red house as well. Alsooo.. wow. what a move you made, Nene-chan! Seems your training to be a perfect twister have paid off! ahh... the whole scene is so funny.

He is really holding back a lot, I believe he can catch her any time he wants so easily, hmm... he wants to go easy on Nene-chan and just have fun, huh?~

...and so, the chase kept on going. Too fun, hilarious and funny. So enjoyable.

Hmm...!!! Leave it to Tsu to make things so much fun.♡ it feels like this is his specialty. ~

XD

I wonder too… why? is there anything… causing him to be like that? And aww… sweet girl.

She is too lovely and too trusting… well…

wow! Is that what's meant by the rumor??? So this thing will take your time… I see… though… the place should be the boundary… not the clock, and not the time left... it seems its steals your own time until you're left with nothing and gone?

Good to see middle school Nene-chan again!!! Too cute and lovely!!!

♡

Yeah, that's the same guy.

How cool. ~ yeah, it looks like my wishes are coming true? I wished to see Tsu this way again, Tsukasa and Nene having fun FUN, dealing with a yorishiro together, Tsukasa making a face... cool.

And wow… love how this boy changes… from cheerful, playful, carefree… to being deadly serious and focused in like… a split moment. even while fighting he kept on going back and forth between these things! A thing to admire about him. Again, love it when he is explaining things!

AWWW!!! THIS! THISSSS!!! Guess who won the game of tag at the end??? ~ ^^ Now.... Oooh!!! little Nene-chan!!! ♡ wanna hold her!!! don't cry dear!!! she was into hamsters since she was so little how adorable!!! gotta love Tsukasa's surprised face upon finding her, same goes for his face when she is crying, and how he is covering his ears, haha. See, Nene-chan? you carried your plan just right. lol how he held her at the end!!! oooh!!!

Another wish of mine that came true... I did say before I wonder if Tsukasa would be making a face like Akane's in here... it's not really the same... but a bit similar.

Haha.

spot the difference. I wonder how Hanako would react to know not only the 2 left him behind… but also went to play tag. fear he would cry harder to find he was double betrayed.

AWWWW...

Uh... soooo... researcher T went through things like these?

Now I respect researcher T more than I ever did before. Thanks for all your hard work, dear researcher.

Hmm...

So now, you too… Tsu… need to bring the researcher T inside of you out!

Yes, good boy.~ Would love to see you taking care of her like T once did. That's going be really interesting. Looking forward to see it. ♡ He has a good record of taking care of other so far I think. Amane, Mit 2.0, and now Nene-chan!

So, yeah. a really nice and funny chapter. I enjoyed it a lot! looking forward to see ch 107!!!

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Would like to keep this thing as just funny and not go into any serious stuff like I always do. This chapter is made for me to juuuust have fun and enjoy seeing my little 2 cuties doing the same. ♡ ~ I'm so so so so happy to get this chapter. I wanted to see Tsukasa and Nene this way for so long!!!

My little dream came true with a game of tag. Unbelievable amount of beauty lies in simplicity. ♡ ~ How pleasant!!!!

Though, I will mention a little thing briefly, I expected Tsukasa at some point might take Nene-chan to No.1's boundary and have her destroy the yorishiro. I was right in there. didn't expect he would turn things into a little game of tag, though. This boy… always unpredictable, always so lovely.

still a bit sad Nene still keeps her guard up around him... but maybe this thing happening now might turn to be a push for them into the right direction! I'm all up for it! ~

[cyn-onym]

GYARU!! (Various!Tokyo Revengers X Gyaru!Reader) Pt. 2

Hoshino (Y/N) is a laidback, yet well-mannered girl who has little to no aspirations in life besides shopping, the newest trends, and having fun. Because of how she expresses herself she is what many people call a Gyaru.

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First Person POV -

The first half of classes ended as the bell chimed.

It was now lunch break, and I was rushing to place my supplies away like many of the other students. Once I put everything away, I took out my bento and wallet before rushing to the first-floor vending machine. As I surveyed the machine for a drink I spotted (F/D) and paid.

After inserting the coins into the machine I selected my drink and placed my wallet back into my pocket. As I waited for the drink to fall into the slot my phone chimed. I flipped it open to find a message from Nozomi.

— Zumi♢ — __________________________

We're on the roof whenever you plan on coming ♪('ε｀ )

12:30 pm

__________________________

As I typed my response, I bent down to collect my drink before walking off.

— Zumi♢ — __________________________

We're on the roof whenever you plan on coming ♪('ε｀ ) 12:30 pm Alright, I'm about to head up ( ' ▽｀) [ SEND → ]

__________________________

However, as I was about to send my message to Nozomi, I bumped into someone, which only sent my phone flying. I immediately apologized before bending down to pick up my phone. As I rose I noticed the someone I bumped into was none other than Tachibana Hinata.

Earlier in the year, rumors were circulating about her having a crush on some guy in my class, I think his name was Hanagaki.

Tachibana anxiously apologized to me as our eyes met "I'm sorry for bumping into you Hoshino-san." She could be timid at times but spoke up when needed. I shared a class with her last year but we were no more than acquaintances. I quickly brushed off her apology "No worries, Tachibana - Chan, I was distracted so it's my fault. Are you on the way to eat with Hanagaki?"

The girl's face began to turn red as she denied my question, "N-No I wasn't-t planning to eat with Takemichi-kun, I was j-just on my way to get a d-drink!!" I laughed as the girl stuttered, it must be nice to have a boyfriend, "Well, enjoy your lunch, it was nice seeing you again!" I said as I walked off in the direction of the stairs leaving the flustered girl behind.

After climbing the steps I pushed open the door leading to the roof. Near the railing sat Nozomi, Akane, and Chitose. Who were enjoying their lunches and chatting away. As I approached them Nozomi exclaimed, "What took you so long? Did you get dress-coded on the way here??"

I laughed as I set my things down, "I ran into Tachibana-chan and got distracted." Chitose perked up, "That girl from class 1 that's dating a delinquent?" This information was new to me, "I didn't know Hanagaki was a delinquent.."

Nozomi briefly stopped eating to chime in, "Yeah, I think I've seen him hang around a gang of weirdos dressed just like him too."

Akane interjected, "They're always wearing those lame pants twice their size." We all laughed and continued eating our lunches.

"Speaking of delinquents, let's continue speaking about your boyfriend, Nozomi." Chitose prompted. We directed our gaze to the said girl as she finished her lunch. "Oh yeah, Kiyomasa is in a gang and I'm positive you guys have seen him with me?" She stated before taking a sip out of her water bottle. The rest of us looked at each other in confusion. Nozomi had never introduced us to Kiyomasa, or any dude she messed around with. "Remember two weeks ago when that new cafe opened, and we all planned to visit, but I bailed last minute?" Nozomi stated nonchalantly.

Two weeks ago, before class, we planned to visit a cafe that had just opened nearby. Once school ended, Nozomi got held behind, so we were forced to wait for her. Then when she finally arrived, she stated that she had a date to go on instead of hanging out with us. We were all a little upset since it was last minute but the three of us still went nonetheless.

We nodded our heads encouraging the girl to continue. "That dude I rushed over to afterward was Kiyomasa."

As I recalled the events in my head a brief image of Kiyomasa appeared. Kiyomasa was tall and fit the description of a typical delinquent. However, one thing that I remember distinctly was the scar on his left eyebrow.

"I think the gang is called "Tokyo Manji" or something, I heard they're well known around Shibuya." She continued arrogantly.

Akane then spoke up, "I think I've heard of em', I once heard a story of them beating up a gang of high schoolers." This caused my jaw to drop, "which year are they?" I asked. "Same as us," Chitose stated as she took out her phone.

'Middle schoolers beating up high schoolers? That's impossible.' Most of the high schoolers I encountered were twice my size and arrogant. "Well make sure to stay safe," I stated anxiously as I finished my meal and drink.

The conversation didn't continue from there, as another topic began. Although it didn't last long before the bell rang, signifying the start of afternoon classes.

We gathered our Bentos and trash before separating again and heading to our classrooms.

As school neared its end, the teacher began to give a summary of the lesson before asking "Any questions?" To which they received no response, allowing us to be released for the day just as the final bell chimed. After placing all my supplies away I headed to my shoe locker to gather my outside shoes. After placing on my shoes, my phone chimed again but it was a text from my mom.

— Mom♡ — __________________________

When you're on the way home pick up anything you want to eat for breakfast and lunch tomorrow.                                                            I have to visit your grandma in Chiba and won't be home for the day.

3:20 pm

OK! See you when I get home

  [ SEND → ] __________________________

After texting back I headed the opposite way home to the nearest convenience store. As I walked I placed in my earbuds and continued my playlist from earlier. I then got a text from Nozomi, Chitose, and Akane, talking about random things and homework. After school, we continued talking through text since Akane had music club activities, and Chitose had student council activities. Although Nozomi wasn't in a club she tended to get a ride home or had a date to go on. 

Resulting in me going home alone. Joining a club never seemed that interesting to me, and going home late added to the list of cons.

I took my time walking to the convenience store since I wasn't in a rush.

I even stopped to get a crepe at a stand nearby. After paying, the stand owner told me to be careful and warned me about some delinquents meeting nearby. I gave them a brief thank you before finding a bench to enjoy my crepe. By the time I finished the dessert, it was 4:00 pm.I need to start heading home.

I stretched as I rose from the bench and brushed off my skirt. 

I then gathered any trash before throwing it out in a nearby bin. My journey was far from over but it wouldn't be long before I made it to the convenience store. 

As I walked, I passed the park stadium which was inhabited by a couple of delinquents who seemed to be leaving. I tried my best to ignore their conversation and mind my business but something caught my attention.

"You guys belong to the Tokyo Manji Gang, right? I'd like to meet one of the leaders"

'Tokyo Manji? Tokyo Manji is the gang Kiyomasa's in, maybe he's here?' I halted and decided to hide behind a nearby tree to continue listening to the conversation. With this new angle, I could see everything that was going on. There were 7 people total, but the one talking didn't seem as associated with the other 6. He had short blond hair and was covered in dirt and numerous bruises. 

Meanwhile, the other 6 didn't even have a wrinkle in their uniforms. Most were smoking cigarettes, and one of them even had a mask pulled down to his chin. 'It's hard to distinguish them from each other they all look the same.'

"Either Sano or Kisaki...I was wondering if that'd be possible somehow. Oh, if not, I understand." The blond continued sheepishly as he rubbed his head.

Something in the air changed as he finished his sentence and it wasn't long before the delinquent closest to the top of the staircase abruptly stopped. He then took his cigarette out before crushing it between his fingers, it wasn't until he turned around that I could get a look at his face, it was none other than Kiyomasa. 

"Bring me my bat", Kiyomasa commanded.

As soon as those words left Kiyomasa's mouth the others around him rushed to follow his order. It wasn't long before Kiyomasa began beating the blond with the bat and all I could do was stand and watch. I couldn't bring myself to move, I was frozen in fear, and I couldn't even tear my eyes away from the scene. Kiyomasa continued his relentless beating even as the blond mumbled out apologies. 

I thought it would never end but the delinquents surrounding the pair began to get antsy. "H-Hey...Maybe we should stop him soon." Another chimed "Uh, yeah..." Then a third, "Kiyomasa! Dude, stop! You're gonna kill him!"

But their words didn't stop the boy instead they urged him to continue. It wasn't until one of them grabbed Kiyomasa by his shoulder that the torture ended. Kiyomasa dropped his bat before calling out to the boy beneath him but he received no response. The blond splayed out beneath him fighting to stay conscious. 

His uniform was even more scuffed, and it was now covered in blood in addition to the dirt. His face was covered in scrapes and bruises and blood trickled from his head and nose.

"Wake your ass up, Hanagaki.", Kiyomasa demanded as he flipped the boy over on his back before stepping on him.

'So that's Hanagaki, Tachibana-chan's boyfriend. Does she know about this? Where is she, is she safe?' 

My mind was running wild with thoughts, but all I could do was stand and listen. Hanagaki began to rise, bringing himself up to a seated position in front of Kiyomasa. The scarred delinquent then crouched down bringing himself to eye-level with Hanagaki.

"The next time Sano-kun's name comes outta your mouth. You get it, don't you? I'll kill you." 

After finishing his threat Kiyomasa and the rest of his crew began to leave the stadium. Leaving behind the battered and bruised Hanagaki panting and crying. 

Once Kiyomasa's crew was out of sight, the boy attempted to run off but tripped. His left leg was sprained, I wouldn't be surprised if it was broken. But before he could try again I quickly left my hiding spot and called out, "Stop! Don't move!" The boy's eyes widened as I approached him from the top of the steps.

He tried to gather himself and brush off his tears but failed. "Ah, sorry I was just leaving, sorry if I'm causing any trouble." 

'Is he really trying to play it off?' I quickly shook my head before stating, "No need to act tough. I saw everything. I'm sorry I'm only now stepping in." Hanagaki was shocked but it wasn't long before a defeated expression fell on his face. "Oh...well don't worry about me I'm fine! Really!"

"As if," I stated before kneeling in front of him. I began digging through my bag for anything to help the boy and It wasn't long before I found my blue handkerchief, "Here use this to wipe your face." 

He reluctantly accepted the cloth before wiping his face. That was the only thing I could offer besides my school supplies, which wouldn't be much help.

Then it struck me, 'The convenience store, I was on my way anyway I might as well get some bandaids or something for him.' I quickly rose to my feet before gathering my bag. "Stay here. I'll be back, don't move."

I began running in the direction of the convenience store and eventually made it to my destination. As I entered the store, I made a beeline for the first aid. 

I picked up bandaids and antiseptic wipes before picking up some breakfast and lunch for tomorrow. I also picked up a melon pan for Hanagaki and some drinks.

Once I was certain I had gathered everything needed I made my way to the register. As the clerk scanned my items I took out my wallet ready to pay for everything. "That'll bring your total to ¥1,878."

I paid and they quickly bagged my items before giving me my change and bidding me "Goodnight". Swiftly grabbing the bag I made my way back to the park. 

I was relieved to find Hanagaki patiently waiting and his face wasn't as bloody thanks to the handkerchief. "I'm back, thanks for waiting." I said before taking a seat next to the blond, taking out the items I bought for him. 

As soon as he realized what I'd done for him, he became bashful, "Ah! You didn't have to buy all that for me..."

I shook my head, and took out one of the antiseptic wipes, "Don't worry about it. It's the least I could do. Could you turn towards me?"

Quickly following my instructions he turned his face towards me before suddenly turning away. "What's wrong?"

The boy quickly responded, "Nothing!" as his face turned red. 

"Well I can't treat you if I can't see your face," I stated as I rolled my eyes. He then turned towards me again with his eyes screwed shut. Ignoring it I began patching him up and disinfecting his wounds. 'I don't understand what the big deal is.'

"There, I'm done," I stated as I placed the last bandaid on his cheek. As the boy opened his eyes I put the leftover first aid back in my bag.

He brought a hand to his face before thanking me. I brushed it off saying that it wasn't a big deal before taking a water and melon pan. "Here." 

Hanagaki was shocked, and once again tried to refuse the items, but I wasn't going to take no for an answer.

"Like I said it's no big deal. You don't have to pay me back." I said as I shoved the items into his hands. It's almost 6 pm I have to head home before mom starts worrying. I then got up and began gathering my stuff as Hanagaki continued to ramble. 

And just as I was about to walk off Hanagaki shouted out. "Wait! Where are you going?" 

"I gotta get home, it's late. Don't get into any more trouble alright?"

"But wait! You didn't tell me your name!"

"Oh, you're right, my name's Hoshino Y/N," I said flashing him a peace sign. 

"Hanagaki Takemichi, nice to meet you."

"Well, it was nice meetcha you too, see ya tomorrow. Bye bye! I said before finally running off, leaving behind a confused Hanagaki.

"Tomorrow?" The blond wondered as he opened the snacks.

☆ Out of everyone in the group (Y/N, Nozomi, Akane, Chitose) Y/N is the only one who hasn't had a significant other. 

[hanako-san]

That's not a question, but a theory I'd like someone to tell me if it's believable.I heard many theories saying that Hanako-kun had already thought about asking God before meeting or becoming attached to Yashiro. I think Hanako-kun wishes that 4 year old Tsukasa had never saved her life. Because in my opinion I think Hanako-kun must have discovered this in the past and probably killed Tsukasa because she saw that he wasn't her brother and that he was dangerous.

I think it makes no sense. It's not credible for me.

First,Hanako-Kun's boy it's "his brother" I point out you got it wrong and it was confusing to me.

Second, I want to start by saying that I don't understand how Kou's words are more believable than Amane's behavior towards 13-year-old Tsukasa.

I think Kou's words need to be questioned because after Kou gave this thought after one day in the red house and Kou witnessed more when Hanako and Tsukasa were hostile to each other. Nene has seen much more than Kou.

So that I can fully answer you, let me first say that there is no fake Tsukasa and here's why I think so.

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Tsukasa from the red house and 13-year-old Tsukasa's connection is fire.

When 4-year-old Tsukasa decided to return, he set fire to the red house.and 13-year-old Tsukasa always appears surrounded by flames.

It's not a coincidence. I don't believe that. Tsukasa faced his second death as he burned down and returned home. I believe 4 year old Tsukasa grew up with Amane having memories of the red house. Tsukasa was literally waiting for the day his older brother would kill him being curious and wanting to know more about his older brother. This desire they awakened in him Nene and Kou and it was thanks to them that he came home. Tsukasa accepted that Amane hated him and they made him want to see him again. Tsukasa returned, but he came back changed. Yugi's mother was the one who noticed the change in her son and decided that something had replaced her son.

Yugi's mom took Tsukasa to the Minamoto Shrine to seek help because she thought he was "not her son". She was right to think so and the strange thing is that Tsuaksa was "perfectly normal" to them.

Tsukasa was shown to have something about him. The thing was talking to him inside his belly. I don't know what it is, but it became part of Tsukasa after the sacrifice, so this thing became part of him, which means that this thing didn't possess him. That thing became a part of him, and Tsukasa could live with that. It's obvious that Tsukasa came back changed. He gave himself… his own life for his brother, and yet, through the connection to that something, he was able to come home and grow up with Amane. But even so, he was still Tsukasa, changed, but he was Tsukasa. Tsukasa at the age of 4 was a person like Tsuchigomori.. supernatural studnet. Tsuchigomori is a teacher. The example of Tsuchigomori and Akane shows that supernaturals can live normal lives, and I believe Tsukasa was the same. Most importantly,

Amane's reactions to Tsukasa. In Chapter 95, AidaIro showed what Nene saw, and we didn't.

Amane looking full of admiration and love at Tsukasa, his eyes sparkling as He looks at Tsukasa. Those eyes are full of love and admiration. Amane is so happy seeing Tsukasa so happy. Those eyes, that expression full of Amane's love and admiration for his younger moon are proof enough for me that Tsukasa is real. I believe Amane because Amane is his BROTHER and TSUKASA is his Yorshiro which means Tsukasa is his most important person even from Nene. He is number one! It wouldn't make sense for the "fake" to be yorishiro Amane. And Amane just like his mother wouldn't be fooled, so I don't believe that Tsukasa yorishiro is fake! This is one example of how Amane reacts to Tsukasa emotionally, there were many such moments in the beginning, but this moment from p.p arc seen through nene's eyes is the most confirmed and visible how much Amane loves his real brother, who became his yorshiro

Yorshiro Tsukasa and Tsukasa from red remember Nene

Amane had no memory of Nene as a 13-year-old, and there is evidence that he forgot about her, unlike Tsukasa. Amane has this feeling of deja vu.

Only Amane at the tea party knew that Nene turned into a fish when she touched the water, but the other person was Tsukasa, and I believe Tsukasa remembers Nene and her ability to turn into a fish when he saw her in the red house. Why was he sure he would turn into a fish when the hyuuga held the aquarium. Tsukasa was sure, so at that moment Amane and Tsukasa, Nene shared this secret at that moment. It makes sense.

I believe that yorshiro Tsukasa and Tsukasa from red keep Nene's promise. They teach her about Amane.

Yorshiro Amane sent her to "Everywhere and Nowhere". He wanted to "get rid of" her and sent her to the place where they ended up in Amane's past. It's possible he actually wanted to get rid of her, but I think knowing about her time travel, it's possible he knew she'd end up in the past. But I'm not entirely sure.

Back to your Anon theory. I find that really unlikely because I don't think there is a fake Tsukasa, and killing Tsukasa must have been for other reasons than because Amane thought he wasn't his brother. It does not make sense. Anon, because Tsukasa as a yorishio is Amane the most important person, but also the person Amane wants to protect

Yorishiro Tsukasa is also the person Amane wants to PROTECT. If he actually wanted to kill him thinking it wasn't his brother, he wouldn't want him as a yorishiro and want to protect him. Well, that's out of the question.

I also think that Amane had other plans for Nene earlier. He wanted to use her and her death was not important to him, but that changed and he changed his plans for her life. And he wants her to live. He pushed back the good of his wish for Nene and her life. I'd like to see what his original wish was.

I'm not 100% sure, but it seems to me that Amane must have had a different wish before Nene's wish for life. It was known that little Amane wanted to meet Nene once again, and as a 13-year-old boy, he is shown to have no memory of her. I think he had one more wish. I wonder what that wish was. Maybe something related to Tsukasa?It is possible that Amane somehow found out what happened to Tsukasa and wanted to help him.

That's why I don't think your theory is credible. Tsukasa is Amane's yorishiro and the most important person in his life, more important than Nene and wants to protect him. And yet he wouldn't make a yorishiro out of someone He killed thinking it wasn't his brother. It really doesn't make sense. There's really no proof that what Kou said is true, and I believe Amane more than Kou.

[clanwarrior-tumbly]

Hi Clan!

How are you?

1) I read the FNAC 2 request you made for me, and I loooooved it!

Your fanfics are ALWAYS worth the wait. :3

2) Also yay! DRA and SDRA2 requests are back! So happy! :D

I would like to request a DRA one, which is Ayame x Male Reader, where she trains him after noticing he doesn’t exercice at all. At first he doesn’t want to, because he finds it boring and having trouble getting muscular, but she tells him it’s important, especially for males his age, and after a bit of convincing, and due to the fact they are stuck in the Academy during the killing game, he accepts, and he gets trained by Ayame. He slowly enjoys training with her, as he slowly gets muscular and thus a friendship is formed, with also Akane since she gives them water after training and talks with the two, happy they became friends.

Do you accept my request?

3) By the way, what are your thoughts on Jojo?

Hi! Ty for the patience and happy birthday!

...........

"[Y/n]! You should come exercise with me! It'll be fun!"

"Ah..thank you, Ayame. But..I'd have to decline."

As much as you hated to reject the Ultimate Track Star's offer, exercise was honestly the last thing on your mind, especially since you and everyone else got stuck in this killing game with no way out.

And besides, you've somewhat given up trying to get fit altogether. Even before any of this ever happened, you hit the gym a few times and quickly discovered that getting muscular was no easy task.

You didn't know how other guys your age stuck to their routines and turned out buff and strong in seemingly no time....while all you ever felt at the end of a long workout was fatigued and wheezing for air.

And you were convinced you must be doing something wrong, so you got bored of it quickly and stopped.

Maybe you're simply not built for this kind of stuff.

It didn't help that your talent wasn't exactly the most sportsy, either, as you're the "Ultimate Gamer" who would rather sit somewhere quiet and play on your device to escape the stresses of the world.

Of course, it's won you tournaments and enough recognition to get into this academy...but it winded up being a horrible, horrible curse disguised as a blessing.

Two people were already dead, and everyone's growing more and more distrustful of each other...

So when Ayame approached you the day after the first trial, you were surprised she even wanted to hang around you.

It made you wonder if she forgot that it was a guy who killed one of the girls, even if it wasn't his intention to.

Who's to say that won't happen again?

Not that you could ever resort to something like murder over a stupid "motive", but...shouldn't she be at least a little bit cautious of you?

Nope. She wasn't afraid in the slightest.

You could see the frown forming on her face, and you quickly averted your gaze.

"Look, i-it's not that I don't want to be fit and healthy, it's just..it gets boring after a while, I guess. And if I don't see any changes, I think I'm doing something wrong." Your shoulders slumped in defeat, seeing her expression not change one bit.

Sighing, you closed your eyes and prepared for the chastising that was sure to follow. "...if you're gonna yell at me, then get it over with-"

"Why would I ever do something that's not gonna motivate you?" She crouched down beside you, a sympathetic look to her eyes. "It's important for males at your age to get their daily exercise, so I'm glad you at least tried to stick with it. But maybe all you need is your own personal trainer!"

"...and that would be..?"

"Me!" She grinned. "We'll train all day, every day until we get out of here. Before you know it, exercise won't be "boring" anymore!"

You blinked in surprise, looking back up at her. She seemed so confident and hopeful, although you remained hesitant. "Are you sure that's a good idea? To hang out with me after what happened with Mitch and-"

"She wasn't even his intended target. Just a bad case of "wrong place, wrong time". But I never liked Mitch even before that...I was honestly ready to punch his lights out after he called you a "wimp"." She huffed, cracking her knuckles. "Trust me, if it wasn't against Monokuma's rules I would have-"

"Wait, that was directed at me?" You did a double-take. "I thought he was saying that to Yuki or Teruya..they don't look all that fit either."

Suddenly Ayame looked embarrassed.

"O-Oh, yeah uh....sorry.."

"It's fine..I just...if you're absolutely sure about helping me work out-"

"It's no problem! Really." She reassured, slapping her palm against your back. "Since we're trapped in this stupid academy anyways, we might as well build up some muscle! Whatdya say about putting down that console and coming with me?"

After giving it a little more thought, you finally agreed to go with her, putting your gaming device back into your bag before standing up. "Sure-"

"YES!! Let's jog to the training room to start off!"

"Huh?! But you're the Ultimate---aaaaand she's gone.." You sighed in defeat, watching her race (and definitely not jog) out of the room and leave you in the dust.

Somehow she seemed more excited for this than you.

'Welp, no backing out now..I better get going..'

......

"Whew! That was fun!"

"Yeah..and so was the last workout we did five hours ago."

Although you were damn-near breathless from the intense workout routine Ayame taught you, you gained a sense of accomplishment.

Now you were finally feeling the results.

It seems your efforts were paying off, as you've gotten stronger--being able to lift things and help out with investigations throughout the school with little to no trouble.

You even got compliments from some of your classmates, and it made you feel proud that you stuck with this and didn't allow yourself to get "bored".

You did, however, attempt to find loopholes where you could still play your video games while also training...such as running on the treadmill whilst trying to beat your current high score.

But Ayame would always insist you put it away or tried music instead.

She acted like a strict coach, though you began to value her as a good friend, who was looking out for your best interests.

As you both sat down on one of the benches, wiping away your sweat with a spare towel, you smiled. "I'm surprised the nighttime bell hasn't rung yet..I feel like we've been here all day."

"Yeah, but once we rest our bodies we can get up bright and early and do it all over again!" She beamed. "Or....at least until we get the next "motive", but still we should stay on top of it!"

After nodding in agreement, you heard the door to the training room open, seeing Akane step in. She smiled warmly, balancing two water bottles in her hands as well as extra towels.

Had it been anybody else--besides maybe Yuki--you would've been concerned that something bad just happened, though this was simply the Ultimate Maid engaging in her talent. You could absolutely trust her, especially since she befriended Ayame, too.

You stood up to greet her, thanking her for the drinks before sitting back down. "Oh of course!" She joined you on the bench wrapping a small towel around the back of your sweaty neck. "It's so sweet seeing you two becoming great friends."

"For sure. We've become great workout buddies." You chuckled, taking a sip and sighing at the cool and refreshing taste. "Heck, I might be strong enough to pick up Kakeru one day!"

The girls shared a small giggle at the mental image of you lifting up the strong yet shy lawyer with just a single hand, barely breaking a sweat.

Although it was merely a joke and you wouldn't actually try to pick up anyone, you could feel your confidence practically glowing as you continued chatting with the pair.

When you first came here, you were just that awkward gamer kid standing in the corner, not paying much attention to the trials and longing to get fit for the good of your health...to seemingly no avail.

Yet it's in this same place, where uncertain death could be waiting around every corner, where you discovered a new version of yourself--someone better.

And you owe it all to Ayame for being your number one motivator.

[suitov]

"Chiaki, I think I'm being... bullied?"

Chiaki sat up straight. She'd been half expecting this conversation. Expected it before this, really; Nagito probably had some idea about not bothering people with his problems. "What happened?" she asked. Best not to ask who just yet. She'd not seen a single person on the island be kind to Nagito, save for Usami, whom the students still treated with caution.

"He, uh, well... you see, it's... ah, it's nothing to trouble a prominent Ultimate about! I don't know what I wa--"

She took his hand before he'd fully got to his feet. "Please tell me," she said.

"I'm nobody you should be forced to bother with, Chiaki. Please forgive the intrusion and let me remove myself from your sight."

"Nagito..." Logic. He responded to logic, despite some of his premises being flawed. "If this person is bullying you, they might bully others, so it's in everyone's interest that you tell me."

A look of distress passed over Nagito's face. He swallowed, looked anywhere but at Chiaki, and finally said, "It's Izuru. He keeps saying... stuff. Mocking me. I think he knows I'm... he just keeps saying things..."

Chiaki felt actual irritation flare. After the effort they'd had to put in, salvaging both parts of that fractured psyche, was this how Izuru was going to act? Hajime would be so disappointed...

She got up, opened the lobby door and called to Akane, who was swimming laps. "Have you seen Izuru? I need to talk to him, right now."

"Uh, no, I think he normally comes out at ni--"

"I am here." He'd appeared from the direction of the cottages. "About what do you wish to speak?"

"Come in here," she said tersely. He followed her back to the couches. Nagito, catching sight of him, immediately blushed and shifted position.

"Izuru, what have you been saying to Nagito?" she demanded.

"Many things," was the typically useless reply.

"...tell her..."

"Sorry, Nagito, what was that?" She squinted in case that helped her hearing.

"Would Izuru please... tell Chiaki what you said to me earlier...?"

"'If you carried fewer boxes you would be less at risk of stumbling.'"

"Not that. Earlier."

"'You are welcome.'"

"I mean before that."

"'I shall help with those.'" Izuru seemed infinitely patient, as though prepared to spool back through the entirety of his day like a tape deck.

"Earlier. When we met earlier."

"'Oh, you are leaving.'"

"Yes! Right before that."

Izuru's expression didn't change; nor did his monotone, as he said, "'Your voice is rain. My parched ears thirst for it. I think about holding you as delicately as you hold that book. I wish to interrogate the breeze about the feel of your hair. Your eyes could drown me and I would...'"

Nagito, bright red, flapped a hand at Chiaki. "That! Th-that kind of thing!"

Izuru paused, poised.

Chiaki gnawed at her lip. She wasn't sure what was going on here. "Izuru, why'd you say that stuff to him?"

The answer was immediate. "Because it is factual, he did not know it, and it was pertinent to the situation."

"Ah..." Nagito's voice cracked. "Factual...?"

"Did you mean all those things?" she pressed.

"I am not in the habit of wasting time on falsehoods," said Izuru. "Surely this was apparent."

"Uh... uh..." Nagito was looking between them in a very trapped kind of way. Oh jeez, she was going to have to be the one to say it.

"Izuru, were you trying to flirt with him?"

A cock of the head. "Is it not obvious that that is what I was doing?"

"Not completely, Izuru," she sighed. "Nagito, are you okay asking him to stop it or do you want my hel..."

"Ah! Ahaha!" The laugh was quite wheezy and slightly forced. "I-I think I can handle it from here, actually, Ch-Chiaki! Yes... uh... but thank you! I mean, sorry! For... ahaha, how embarrassing for all concerned..."

"I'm not embarrassed," said Izuru.

"I'll just... leave you guys alone, then," she said. "Izuru, behave yourself from now on, please. If he bothers you again, Nagito, you can always come to me."

"Th... thanks," replied Nagito weakly.

Chiaki wandered back upstairs to where her handheld was charging. It was good she'd got that cleared up. Bullying was never okay; for one thing, if Hiyoko saw someone else get away with it, she might start again on Mikan...

When she passed back through the lobby, she was absolutely stunned to see the two boys kissing.

She must be better at conflict resolution than she'd thought.

[princesscolumbia]

Return to Recipient, Ch. 3 - Passing Notes

Now with ꊰꋬꋊꉔꌦ ꊰꄲꋊ꓄ꅐꄲꋪꀘ!

Summary:

After Ranma's latest secret comes out to one of her friends on accident, she's sure her social life is over.

Preview, as always, below the cut:

He's gonna make fun of me, he's gonna hate me, he'n Hiro're gonna tell the whole school and everyone's gonna laugh at me and Akane will hate me and Ukyo will try'n kill me fer takin' her chance to get in okay with her pops again an' Shampoo'll find out and renew the kiss of death and... She found herself desperately wishing she'd stayed in the classroom so she would have her schoolwork handy to work on to distract her mind from coming up with every possible worst case scenario.

She stomped her way out the doors, tears starting to prick her eyes as she made her way to the place she'd had lunch with the other two since they kinda latched onto her after she started at Furinken. She'd left the classroom with every intention to keep calm and just let what happened happen, but the more her mind mulled over what she was about to be facing, the more convinced she was going to lose the first of many relationships. She saw Hiroshi notice her approach and Daisuke turning to face her. She thought Dai might be saying something, but the blood rushing in her ears drowned out any sound. She came to a stomp with a frankly very petulant stomp, fully aware she was not behaving in a way that would be considered at all mature, and snarled, "All right, jerks, I'm here, so you can make fun of me in person." She glared at Hiroshi, "I bet Dai's been makin' you laugh at me behind my back for days now."

While Hiroshi had the look of someone who was lost in a jungle without a map and compass and discovered they'd stumbled into the den of a wounded tiger, Daisuke just sighed, stood, and put a hand on her shoulder. She tensed, ready for anything...

Daisuke's voice sounded like she was wearing earplugs, so loud was her heart in her ears, "Ranma, relax, I didn't tell him anything."

...anything but that, apparently. "Huh?!" All at once the tension in her body seemed to drop into the earth.

Dai grimaced, but not at her, "Man, did you not have, like, any friends before you got here? What kinda asshole would I be if I didn't keep my mouth shut when I knew somethin' private you didn't want spread around?"

Ranma felt like the ground was shifting underneath her, "...but...I mean...friends do that all the time. That's how it's always been."

Daisuke glanced back at Hiroshi, both with somewhat pained expressions on their faces. Dai turned back to her, "No...Ranma, that's awful! Friends can talk shit to each other, but they have each other's backs."

Hiro nodded, "Why do you think we made friends with you? You may be a himbo, but you're ride or die."

Daisuke rolled his eyes as he dropped his hand from her shoulder, "What the genius over there is trying to say is we don't mess around when it comes to our friends. Not sure if you noticed, but we don't go blabbin' to Nabiki when you tell us somethin'. 'course, if you think we would anyway, well, I guess you wouldn't tell us anything that important anyway. Point it, I didn't even tell Hiro, no matter how much he's been pestering me asking for a reason you're avoiding us. He wouldn't even've known I knew if you didn't spill the beans just now."

Face now hot from embarrassment, she flumped down to a sitting position. While not precisely as close as she normally would be, Ranma had quite coincidentally dropped pretty close to her usual spot in their triad. "Oh," she uttered in a quiet, almost defeated voice. She looked up at Hiroshi through lashes heavy with tears, "Sorry."

~~~

Read the whole thing at AO3

[zecretsanta]

Fic: Shrapnel

[AO3 Link]

To: @dcomexperiment

From: @lightphieric

Happy holidays from one Eric appreciator to another! The prompt was Eric going through horror and angst, and what could be more horrifying for him than dealing with his own guilt in the aftermath of that infamous grenade launcher ending?

Some content warnings because this is rather dark: Canon-typical violence, death, and gore, mental breakdowns, vomiting, references to past child abuse, and implied sex.

—

Eric dropped the grenade launcher as Mira pulled him out of the way, and with it, he let go of the power and confidence it made him feel. That was a high he would never achieve again. Cowering behind the staircase, he plummeted back down to small and powerless. The explosion left his hands buzzing with numbness; his ears whined and his vision was hazy. None of that seemed to fade as the dust settled.

“Now announcing the current casualties.” The mysterious voice warbled distantly. “C-Team: Carlos, Junpei. Q-Team: Q. D-Team: Diana, Sigma, Phi. These six are now deceased. As a result, six X-Passes will now be revealed: Fight, Jump, Bro, Red, Milk, Blue.”

Eric stood on unsteady legs. He felt weightless and too heavy all at once. Behind him, Mira pushed herself up. He was afraid to look at her, terrified to see her furious expression. Meanwhile, as he looked upon the destruction he’d wrought, the corners of his mouth automatically lifted in a smile, and he couldn’t pull them down.

“What an idiot!” he said thoughtlessly, before floating into the center of the ruined library.

There wasn’t much left of Q or his chair. One leg was twisted in the spokes of the wheels, and the rest of his limbs didn’t seem to be around. Eric averted his eyes from the flayed red void that used to be the old man’s face, swallowing down the smell of blood and burnt paper behind his smile.

“Don’t touch,” Mira said with a cough. She grabbed Eric’s arm. She had never touched him so forcefully, although it didn’t seem to be in anger. He thought he liked it, even though his arm was too numb to feel the pressure of her fingers. 

“Why would I touch them?” Absentmindedly, Eric took another step forwards. Mira pulled him back before his shoe glanced the blood.  

“Come on,” she insisted. “Let’s get out of here. Better not give Akane a chance to beat us.”

Akane. That was the name she noticed was omitted from the death count. Someone who was still a threat to them. Of course.

Eric stared at Sean as they escaped the library. He was drenched in Q’s blood, and his helmet was charred, with a piece of Q’s wheelchair having lodged itself in an eyehole. The kid had never counted as an actual participant in the Decision Game. His death meant nothing, but there he was, twitching with the last shreds of life he had.

Eric rubbed his eyes with shaking hands when he thought he saw Sean reach his arm out to him. When he opened them again, the library door was shut, sealing the dead behind the facility’s walls.

—

Eric’s fingers kept slipping off the keys as he tried to plug in the X-Passes. After misspelling the word “blue” three times, he needed Mira to sub in. She did it without complaint; what a relief that she didn’t seem to hate him. 

He dictated the passes for her, reading them off the scoreboard on the wall. Seeing the names written up there in that cold, clerical font, it hit him that six people had really died here. A bitter lump rose in his throat, but he swallowed it down as the rumble and shriek of the X-Door opening reminded him what that meant.

Mira took a step back as the door opened, and Eric caught her hand in his. She looked over at him hesitantly. He smiled back. It was okay. Six people had died, but it was all so Mira could escape.

Everything bad that had happened, had happened for her.

He ran out the X-Door once it was open, laughing with glee, and Mira struggled to keep pace. Their bracelets unclasped and clattered to the floor behind them as they ran, leaving all evidence of their ordeal squarely in the past. Now, the future was waiting for them. In the antechamber before the lift, they found duffel bags containing their wallets, Mira’s favorite necklace and other valuables they’d brought to Dcom, a change of clothes for both of them, keys to a truck, two plane tickets home to Nebraska and two keycards to a room at a nearby motel.

“Are you tired?” asked Mira, leafing through her wallet to make sure nothing had been taken.

“Nope!” Eric lied.

“Good. That means we can head straight to the airport.” She placed the keycards in her wallet and hid it in her back pocket. “The motel is probably meant to be a secluded place where the winning team can clean up. But you didn’t touch the bodies, so there’s no need for that.”

“What bodies?”

Mira smiled slyly. Beautiful. “Keep that attitude up and we should be fine.”

The night sky was cool and dry and huge and oppressive. Eric scrambled to get inside the truck when they found it waiting for them not far from the exit point. Something about the enclosed space was comforting.

Mira insisted that Eric drive. “There’s debris in my bra and it itches like hell. I’m getting in the backseat. To change.” She reached over him to angle the rearview mirror down and gave him a long, lingering look before slipping into the back of the truck. 

Despite how intently Eric focused on the path before him, there were no roads or signs in sight. Zero had prepared them for the endless desert with a map and a compass, but their directions scrambled into alphabet soup in Eric’s mind. Eventually, Mira begrudgingly hopped into the passenger’s seat, taking over navigation. After what felt like hours of aimless circling, they happened upon a road.

The hour was late and the road was barren. Cars still passed them occasionally, signs of human life that sent a shiver through Eric; under the eclipse, their shiny metal roofs looked soaked in blood. Eric could almost smell it.

—

The TSA were the reason Eric hated flying. They had a way of making him think he was guilty of something. He would always sweat under the metal detectors, convinced he’d somehow forgotten about the automatic rifle he was carrying or the dead body stuffed into his carry-on.

And now, it wasn’t just paranoia. He really was wilting under the airport’s fluorescent lights, and he was sure the agents could see that. He was shaking, like he had been ever since he saw another person step out of their car in the parking lot. And he was sure there was something, something staining his clothes that would make him unfit to be seen by human eyes, much less to fly.

Luckily, he had that unyielding smile to carry him. He stepped confidently through the metal detector, grinning so hard it dragged an eyeroll from the agent operating it. She waved him through after the beep and he barely kept himself from toppling forwards as he passed her, bowled over by a sense of relief. A sound like rushing water filled his ears, drowning out most of the airport’s ambient noise, and he could only stand there recovering until he noticed that Mira was still talking to the agent inspecting their bags.

Why would they be hounding Mira? She was the picture of innocence. Eric tried to look intimidating as he stormed towards them. His face was hot and red, but he feared his smile was undermining his image. Mira turned at his footsteps and gestured towards him with a chuckle. “My boyfriend. Can’t stand getting to the gate any later than three hours early.”

The agent gave a salute as she gathered up their duffel bags and beckoned for Eric to follow her into the terminal. “Enjoy Nebraska, folks,” he said with a grimace.

Mira offered Eric his bag, and when he didn’t take it from her, she frowned and slung it over her other shoulder. “We were just making small talk,” she said. “It didn’t mean anything.”

“But you didn’t do anything wrong, Mira!” Eric sputtered. “You’re innocent!”

“Yeah, and making small talk can help convince people of that,” said Mira. She spoke slowly, like she thought Eric’s hearing was impaired.

Which it was. The rushing sound was only getting louder. “They should just leave you alone. You didn’t do anything wrong.”

Mira grabbed his sleeve with a huff and sped her pace. She dragged him forwards for a while, before stopping in front of a deserted gate and double checking to make sure no one was nearby. She leaned in, her lips by his ear. So close. “You’re doing a shit job of acting natural,” she whispered. “Try to keep it together until we’re out of public, at least.”

“You’re a good person.” Eric couldn’t stop himself from babbling. “You would never hurt anyone.”

“Tell yourself that.” Mira grasped his hand harder and started again towards their gate.

Eric followed. If public displays of affection like this were part of acting natural, then he shouldn’t have a problem with it. Still, he couldn’t shake the feeling that a terrible mistake had just been made, that he was somewhere he wasn’t supposed to be.

They sat down at their gate, surrounded by people working on their laptops or talking or napping while they waited for the flight to board. The people blended in with the blue of the carpet under them and the sterile gray of the walls behind them. Eric knew they were all staring at him, like they hated him. Under their scrutiny, sweat dripped into his eyes and his teeth chattered. He flashed an appeasing smile at all the blurred shapes judging him, the same smile he’d been unable to shake for hours.

It finally fell as he set eyes on two people sitting rows away.

They were the only clear image in a sea of confusion: a young boy asleep, his head resting on the back of his grandfather’s wheelchair. The old man held the boy’s hand as he drifted off to sleep as well. Both of their chests were rising, falling. Peaceful, and alive. A hallucination. An impossibility, given that they were in the room with a killer.

He stood up like a shot before he even realized he was doing it. “Mira, get away.”

Mira sighed. “Eric, stop this.” She grabbed his wrist and tried to pull him back into his seat, but he shook her away like he thought he’d burn her.

“Get away from me, it’s not safe. I-I’m dangerous!” Eric swallowed painfully as the truth came crashing back onto him like a ton of bricks. He backed away from Mira into the thoroughfare, raising his voice so she could still hear him. “I killed them.”

“What are you talking about?” said Mira through grit teeth.

“Sean and Q!” He pointed at their analogues. “I killed – I fucking blew them up!” The boy and the old man remained asleep, but for the other passengers, Eric’s pointing arm drew a line straight to him. “God, fuck… I…” He brought his other shaking hand up to his forehead, wiping away the sweat stinging his eyes, then grabbing a fistful of hair. He pulled hard enough to tear away some strands, but he couldn’t feel the pain. He couldn’t feel anything but the blast of heat from the explosion on his face, the ringing in his ears as Sean screamed, a tug in his gut as he remembered the gaping holes in Q’s torso where his limbs used to be.

The only thing in his stomach was the beer he’d drank in the lounge, but it was enough. The alcohol burned its way back up his throat. Eric was thrown to his hands and knees by the force of his retching, and brown bile splattered onto the floor.

His fingers twitched against the soiled carpet, his left index finger gripping the cold trigger of a grenade launcher, the rest curling around a skinny neck, squeezing against the neckline of a helmet, snapping an arthritic spine. “Q… Sean…” He felt hard tile under his knees, vomit and overflowing water soaking into the fabric of his pants. “Chris…” Even though his legs had given out entirely, he imagined standing up and seeing his reddened face in the bathroom mirror. He saw Dad’s haggard beard and the wildness in his eyes.

Eric would avoid mirrors for the rest of his life if it meant never seeing that.

A kindly hand – thick-fingered, no long nails, not Mira – touched Eric on the arm. Eric thrashed as he brought his hands up to hug himself, shaking the stranger off. Other bystanders were not so charitable. He heard the beeps of people dialing their phones. There were footsteps, running back in the direction of the TSA. So many people gathered, ready to see him get tasered, arrested, committed, shot.

“I did it to protect us, Mira. Zero said ‘Kill one’ so I did!” He couldn’t stop himself from confessing, confessing, confessing. “But I was so angry… that little shit, he made me so mad. It was his fault!” A body appeared before him, small and covered with no blood, but lifeless all the same. Its face was blond and familiar. “It was Chris’s fault!”

His voice gave out on his brother’s name, rasping into a whisper. He’d been shouting and hadn’t even realized it, attracting a massive crowd which closed in around him. With no voice left to defend himself, Eric melted into violent sobs. The TSA arrived and he had no strength to resist them as they hoisted him up by the shoulders and dragged him away. He hung loosely in their grasp, just barely finding the strength to lift his head and catch what was surely his last glimpse of Mira, distant, disappointed and hating him.

Then a stabbing pain entered his neck, and the image of Mira turned to blackness.

—

He felt his whole body as he woke up. He wasn’t in pain, just very heavy. Denial couldn’t be the wind under his sails anymore. His voice rasped as he groaned, overwhelmed by the feeling of humanity returning to him.

“Hmm. You’re awake.”

Slowly, Eric turned his head. “Mira?” She sat next to him, regarding him coolly. The wall behind her was a warm white, the seat under her a rich cream. A small window framed her face, wisps of clouds floating by in the background. She was angelic, saintly, even; he felt like she’d saved him and taken him to heaven. “We’re on the plane?”

“Private jet, actually.” Mira gestured around her and Eric turned to look. The cabin was small and the rows were empty, besides them and a man sitting in the very back. He wore a red and black suit. It wasn’t clear whether or not he was watching them behind his sunglasses. “Pretty nice, right?” said Mira. “Free the Soul really came through. Dressing up as TSA and tranqing you was brilliant.”

“Free the…” Eric groaned and pressed the heels of his palms into his eyes. “I’m sorry, whose jet is this?”

“I’m not really sure, to be honest,” said Mira. “No one ever explained to me how these guys worked. Hell, you just murdered their leader. For all I know, this jet belongs to you now.”

Eric cringed as he remembered. He was a monster. He’d ended the Decision Game by killing two people. Some would say it was the right thing to do; someone had to have died or else none of them would have ever gotten out of there. But now he was out, and for the rest of his life, he was going to be a person who had killed. With that guilt weighing him down, his breakdown at the airport would not be his last.

He hoped she was kidding about the jet being his. The seats were the softest things he’d ever sat on and it looked like there was a fully stocked bar. Not to mention the beautiful woman in the seat next to him. All things he certainly didn’t deserve.

He looked at Mira with a pleading grimace. “Mira,” he said, “do you hate me?”

Mira exhaled through her nose and rolled her eyes. A laugh. “Hate is an awfully strong word for me,” she said. “I don’t think I’ve ever hated anything.”

“But are you mad at me?”

“I mean, I’m still a little annoyed.” Mira sighed and flicked a strand of hair over her shoulder. “But really, it’s on me. I have practice making myself look guiltless. You don’t. I should have coached you before we got to the airport.”

“The airport?” Eric bit his lip. She couldn’t have forgotten already, could she? “No, that’s not what I mean. Mira, I…” Now that he was lucid, it was harder to get the words out. “I killed two people.”

“One.”

“Huh?”

“Sean isn’t dead,” said Mira matter-of-factly. “Maybe ‘broken’ is a more appropriate word. He’s a robot, Eric. I put it together.”

She was inscrutable. She’d said a lot of weird things like this before, things that Eric had assumed were jokes. He’d genuinely thought she was the funniest person he had ever met, with her imagination and deadpan delivery. After the things Eric had seen the day before, he was starting to believe she had never been joking at all. “Oh,” he said. “That does kind of make sense.” It didn’t.

“He might be worth going back for, actually. See if he’s at all salvageable. And I guess Akane doesn’t deserve to be trapped there either… Stop pouting, Eric. I’ll spell it all out for you in simple terms later.”

Eric bit his lip and turned his head. He’d been so afraid of Mira despising him, but at least that would have made sense. She was looking at him with this calm, gentle, almost pitying look, and his brain couldn’t reconcile it. “But Q… Q is definitely dead, though,” he muttered. Did she not believe that either? Did she love Eric so much that she could ignore it? Or was she just that heartless?

“It’s funny that you’d think I’d care.” As Eric was starting to worry about what kind of woman he’d fallen in love with, Mira’s hand shot out and landed on his thigh. The touch was new and intriguing, the last thing he’d expected. And it made all his worries flicker out of existence. “You’re certainly not the man I thought you were. But the most surprising thing is that I think I like it.” Her other hand went under his chin, moving his head to meet her gaze. “You’re ruthless,” she said with a glint in her eye Eric had never seen before. “It’s quite something to see.”

Mira kissed him then with more passion than she ever had. Tongue, too. Eric worried for a moment about the man sitting in the back row, but eventually the world around them melted. Their surroundings didn’t matter anymore. The past didn’t, either. He smiled against her lips and let himself forget once again.

—

They got back home and made love for two days straight. Mira was commanding and intense, everything Eric had ever wanted. At the same time, her stark lack of experience eased his own insecurities. She tested out several pet names for him; as she purred them into his ear, he felt like he was worth something for once. They paused only to cook breakfast together, watch the new episode of Mira’s favorite reality show that she had missed while in Nevada, and sometimes just to rest and chat. Mira would lay her head on Eric’s chest, listening to his heartbeat, and mention things like Q or Sean or the Decision Game. 

But none of that mattered. The past was all a dream. Nothing existed but her and now and domestic bliss. Eric would just laugh when she tried to bring up anything else.

“What happened to you?” Mira asked him. “How did you get to be so… happy?”

It wasn’t happiness so much as it a delirium. But it was a good one. In Eric’s eyes, Mira’s apartment was awash in pinks and gentle yellows and she was haloed in a soft, hazy blur. His head felt stuffed with cotton and he could hear those distant waves behind his eardrums. It was a trance. It was wonderful. He never wanted it to break. 

As their two perfect days wore on, Mira’s eyes dulled with boredom. She lamented, “You have more important things to teach me than this.” Eric supposed he knew that this couldn’t last and that soon they would have to get back to their lives. But that life would be perfect, too: booming careers, a happy family, and so much love, forever and ever and ever. They were happy, and nothing would be able to stop them.

Not even a knife across his throat.

[hoshi-y]

May I request one where we see a flashback of how the reader / s/o met Amane, and what the "meet cute" was like? (A "meet cute" is when two characters meet for the first time in a story). I wanna see an adorable Amane somehow instantly fall for the reader, and it's so so obvious to the audience, but not to the s/o in the story, if that makes sense? But of course, Amane doesn't quite know how to express his feelings 🙈🤭.

Is it ok that I keep asking for these?? 🤭😅😆 I love them so so much! I can't get enough!!

Be my only one

Genre : Fluff

Character : Yugi Amane

TW : None

A/N : HIII I LOVE THIS REQUEST, Imagine he starts slurring over his words AHHH So cute, Everything abt this request is cute and I'll gladly write about it

I hope you enjoy :D

You are very cute..

The two of you have been together for 3 years now and still going strong !

You loved each other so dearly, Even though its been 3 years into the relationship

You two still act as if its been only a week of you two dating

Now tell me, How did these two starstrucked lovers met?

Lets go have a little backstory now shall we?

Both of you go to different schools

now how the hell did the two of you meet

Well, You were Kou Minamoto's Cousin, And he talks about you to Nene and Amane Everyday saying how cool you were

"WOW, Your cousin is so cool Kou-kun! What school do they go to? Are they here at Kamome too?" Yashiro asked with excitement in her eyes, But Kou shaked his head no

"They actually go to a school not far from here! Do you guys wanna come with me to visit them?" Of course Yashiro and Amane nodded their heads excitedly

So we see in this backstory, Kou played as the matchmaker oh my

The three of them set off to your school to pay a visit

Standing infront of them was a huge gate, and inside was the Academy you studied in

'Kitsune Academy' The home of the foxes

Kou gave you a call ahead of time to tell you that they were visiting, You give him the directions to the outdoor sitting area where you were waiting for them, The trio went in and is in awe of the architecture, layout, and the design

"This place is 2x Bigger than Kamome!" Yashiro said as she at the field "I know right? This has to be a University by how big it is" Amane chimed in eyeing the soccer players playing in the distance

They reached their destination and Kou saw you with your back turned reading something "[F/N] - Neesan!" Kou shouted running up to you with the following behind

Hearing someone calling your name you took off your headphones and turned around to see your cousin and two other people who must be his friends "Kou!" Standing up you give him pat on the head "Hey~ I hope the trip coming here wasn't a disaster?" You teased, cause the last time he visited you while at school he got completely lost

"I-I didn't get lost this time see?!" Yeah cause you gave him directions "Anyways, Neesan meet my friends! They are 1st years though.." Kou scratched his cheek with his pointer finger

You went up to the two and introduced yourself "Hello! My name is [L/N] [F/N], And I just want to say thanks for looking out for my clumsy younger cousin" Which you earned a deadpanned expression from Kou

'T-T-THEY'RE GORGEOUS!!! NOT TO MENTION SUCH SLENDER SLEGS!!' Yashiro sulked

Amane on the other hand was starstrucked by your beauty, as if time has slowed down (Akane????) around him, The way your pretty [E/C] Eyes shine bright than ever, The way you smile and talk to Kou and Nene made his heart race, Your soft [H/C] Hair dreaming the day he'll be able to touch to see if it's really soft

Amane snapped out of his thoughs looking down with a huge blush on his face as he clenched his chest 'W-what' s going on.. I just met them.. Although they are kind of cute.. '

"I-i'm Yashiro Nene! I am also a 1st year" Yashiro introduced herself, You looked at Amane who was silent throughout the conversation "And you are?" Amane looked back up, Everytime he looks at you he just starts malfunctioning

"I-im uhh.. Do— N-No sorry I'm Yugi.. A-amane.." He stuttered mentally scolding himself on what the hell was that for, Nene and Kou caught on with his strange behavior and started snickering and giggling making Amane glare daggers at them

You however, Have no idea what's going on "Okay! So yashiro, and yugi, Do you three wanna go to a canteen? My treat~" The three of them cheered for free food

You had an AMAZING time with your cousin and his friends

The four of you would plan hangouts everyday

Sad that you studied in a different school, But hey atleast they aren't that far away

But today you wanted to visit them at school

so you bought snacks at the convenience store for the four of to snack on while talking

You waited for Kou infront of the School gate, as you don't know where to turn to or which direction to go, not wanting to be like your cousin who got lost at your school—

"Neesan! Over here!" Turning your head, you saw Kou and Amane, But no Nene anywhere, walking up to them and greeting them "Where is Nene-chan?"

"Ah she's Baking daikons— I-I MEAN She's g-gardening haha~" Amane scratched his head his face turning red and you giggled at his cuteness "Oh she's in the gardening club? Also you don't have to be nervous around me you know, we've known each other for 5 weeks now and we're all friends here~" You said as you put your palm on your cheek

Kou looked at Amane's reddened face, It's so obvious he was crushing on you yet you don't notice, And this is where Kou had an idea "Neesan! I forgot I had to go do something! Amane can lead you to the rooftop Me and Nene-senpai will come there later" Kou said as he bid farewell leaving You and Amane alone under the shade of the cherry tree

"Oh Oh Amane, I wanted to tell you something About the—"

He wasn't listening, But not on purpose more like he was distracted, The cherry leaves fall perfectly around both of tou, as your hair swayed softly with the afternoon breeze, Were you always this gorgeous?

"You're absolutely gorgeous [F/N].. " He blurted out as he slapped a hand on his mouth "Did you say something Amane?" You tilted your head to the side, good thing you didn't hear it, or did you

"A-AH I WAS SAYING HOW FINE THIS AFTERNOON WAS! A-anyways let's go up to the rooftop?" He asked trying to calm his blushing face down you giggled at how cute he was acting

Kou and Nene purposesly excuse themselves so you and Amane can have some alone time

He wanted to scold those two but also wanted to thank them, because he wanted to get to know you more

You two would start hanging out afterschool, There was a time you found him waiting for you outside your schools gate

He had growing feelings for you ever since he laid eyes on you, But you never notice it

He would place down hints but ehh..

"Hey, [F/N] Did you know your hand and my hand fit perfectly?" Finding an excuse to hold your hand "Really?" You held out your hand as he gently wrapped his hands on yours

"See?~"

"Woaahh It does!" You shouted happily, Well that was a fail

Weeks turned into months

Its been 4 months since you two started hanging out, and he thinks it's a good time to finally ask you

Its either your friendship breaks, your cool with it but you don't like him

Or you know the impossible you like him too..

He asked you if the two of you can hangout at this planeterium he has been wanting to go to

And you happily accepted the offer

You two had a blast

Even went into this one dark room where it was projecting constellations and stars

Maybe this is the right time..

"This room is amazing! " Look around you, The ceiling and walls were civered with dots of white, some making up constellations

While you were enjoying, Amane was nervous, super nervous, He didn't know how to tell you how he feels about you and is scared that he might mess it all up

He gathered his thoughts, and took a deeo breathe "[F/N], There's something I'd like to telk you.." You turned around to face him "What is it Amane?"

He looked down, Should he tell you? No.. He might break your bond.. No, You aren't like that, and he is gonna tell you today and that's that.

"Amane are you alri—"

"I like you, [F/N]."

You smiled at him thinking it was just an I like you as a friend "Aw, Amane I like you too! You're my best friend afterall"

Ouch.. "No, [F/N] I like LIKE you" you stayed quiet

"When I first met you, time just stopped on itself, I would find my heart beating faster than ever when talking to you.. There were times I wish the day could go faster so I can see you, I start missing you even though you've been with me the whole day.." He was shaking "I Like you.. [L/N] [F/N].. And it's okay if tou don't reciprocate my fellings for you.."

Silence, That's all, Not a single sound and not a single word, He was starting to regret his decision of confessing to you "I like you too.. Amane.."

Is hearing this right?

"I also have feelings for you and was scared to tell you.."

He chuckled "Oh.. I guess you didn't get mt hints?" Oh now you felt guilty, he must've been dripping hints and you haven't noticed, You felt a pair of habds hold yours "Hey.. It's alright.. Let me give you a proper confession rather than the one earlier" You giggled as he put a strand of your hair behind your ear

"Be the Star who will light up my night sky, Be my moon whom I can reach, Be my only one.. And please become my eternity.. " You teared up a little no one has ever confessed to you like this, as you watched him kiss the back of your hand tenderly

"Yes.. I would love to become your eternity.." He was smiling from ear to ear, as he lifted you uo by the waist and spun you around making you giggle, He settled you down and rested his forehead on yours holding your hands

"I love you.. [F/N]"

"I love you too, Amane.."

😞😞😞

I dont know how to make confessions as I have not been confessed to before HAHAHAHAHA

[skania]

Thanks for replying to my GPS theory earlier!

You're correct, it should have been the next day when akane went out to kill hikaru. Or else why would she assume aqua is returning home from school?

I however don't find "I'll carry your burden together with you" a convincing explanation for him understanding that she's going to kill someone. This is because:

1- she was replying to his dilemma on "what should I do?" and reminding him that she'll support him in every action that he takes. She is reminding him that she promised to help carry whatever burden of his. She didn't promise to help him solely in his revenge. Plus she had said similar things to him before as well, "why do you take all the burden onto yourself?", "You can rely on me whenever you want". If I were aqua, I don't think there was any way I could have linked that one particular, fairly innocent statement to her going out to murder hikaru.

2- Aqua looked surprised when she said that, thus it might make sense to think that he realised it at this point . But if we go back a panel, when akane said "you're not my property and I'm not yours", he had the exact same expression. So I don't think that is 100% convincing either.

3- she said, "I'll carry your burden with you". But here she was trying to carry his burden "for" him and not "with" him.

I might be totally wrong about everything though. There might be something I'm overlooking...I'm extremely sorry if I am

Anon you have absolutely nothing to be sorry for! I don't think you're overlooking anything, either. Unless Aka comes out and breaks down the entire GPS timeline, all we can do is guess lol

Here between us, I don't think Aka necessarily gave the GPS as much thought as we are doing. I think he just needed a quick way for Aqua to know it's Kamiki without Akane telling him, and he needed this way to allow Aqua to break Akane's trust. It is fun to theorize about, though!

Back to the topic, I completely understand why you don't find it convincing. I can try and explain why it makes sense to me, but like I mentioned before, this is also just me guessing.

If I were aqua, I don't think there was any way I could have linked that one particular, fairly innocent statement to her going out to murder hikaru.

Akane's statement seems innocent in the surface, but I'd argue it's actually a direct call-back to this moment right here:

Since Akane was specifically talking about helping Aqua carry the burden of murdering his dad, her wording in Chapter 97 confirms that Akane is aware of the loophole.

To add to this, I believe the way Akane delivers the line has changed. In the first instance, Akane was talking about an hypothetical scenario. In Chapter 97, Akane already has a target and a plan in mind.

We see in Chapter 98 that Akane can tell that Aqua knows what she is up to by the way in which he begs her not to do anything dangerous. I believe Chapter 97 is Aqua's version of this, because he now knows Akane as well as she knows him.

So I believe that her wording coupled with the way she says it may have clued Aqua into the fact that Akane has found his dad.

Which leads us to:

But if we go back a panel, when akane said "you're not my property and I'm not yours", he had the exact same expression. So I don't think that is 100% convincing either.

You're right! But for me, what stands out about Aqua's expression isn't his surprise, it's the sadness that follows it.

Because...

she said, "I'll carry your burden with you". But here she was trying to carry his burden "for" him and not "with" him.

Exactly! If we assume that this is the moment that makes Aqua realize that Akane likely has found his dad, then this is also the point where Aqua understands that she is likely planning on acting alone—after all, she didn't come clean about the loophole nor mention his dad at all. Cue his sad face, because he now knows he will have to let Akane go.

This is just a very rushed summary of some of the things I mention in my posts about Chapter 97 & Chapter 98, but I hope I was able to explain my reasoning a bit better!

[muselexum]

@akagamiko​ sent:

"You aren't ugly," he said, concern bleeding into his voice. His brows were furrowed, far from an unusual feature from him, but his expression was incredulous. Shanks reached out, fingers brushing along her face to push her hair back. "Why would you think something like that?"

The thought was so unfathomable to him it hardly seemed a possibility. But he could see it now that it was drawn to his attention. The way she carried herself and let herself hide beneath her hair. He brushed as much of it as he could behind her ear then.

"You're beautiful, Akane." He still looked concerned. "You look like your mother," he paused. His gaze was intense, never leaving here, and his hand kept her from looking away. He needed her to know that he was serious. That he meant every word. "I used to think she was the most beautiful person in all the Seas and I've been enough places to know that was true." It had been so long since he had seen her that she had started fading from his memory. The thing that had brought her back to him, in so many different ways, had been Akane.

"You're the one who took that title from her, you silly girl. The moment I saw your photo on that poster–" The one still on the wall in his quarters. "I knew it was yours. And I doubt your ma'd mind giving up her spot for you." His finger ran along her cheek tenderly, giving a small smile. "And I'm not saying any of this 'cause I'm your dad. I'm completely impartial here. Plus you do look a bit like me, and I'd say that doesn't hurt." // daughter >:(

Her temper had calmed and she was all about ready to move on from the entire conflict that had transpired with a huff and roll of her shoulders. That was when Shanks’ comment hit her, his tone serious and concerned. It took her a moment to even realize what could have prompted him to say such a thing in the first place until she recalled what she had said during her rage-induced yelling.

Why would you think something like that?

The answer wasn’t a simple one and even if she was capable of forming the mountain of unaddressed feelings towards her own self-image into words, she wouldn’t know where to begin. When her curtain of hair was swept away to reveal the worst of her facial scarring, Akane corrected herself as she was sure that would be the easiest place to start. The metal arm that hung heavy at her side was an easy second.

You look like your mother.

Her heart gave a painful pang at that, her face pinching up as if to physically rebuke the comparison she felt undeserving of. The visual image of her mother had started to become faded as of late- a thing that terrified her, but a trouble best left for another day. Her image was faded, but Akane’s memories regarding her were not. Warm, loving, restrained, stern but kind, radiant. Akane may have begun forgetting a lot, but she’d never forget her mother’s eyes. Her eyes were a pretty blue like the sky or the sea and her smile was like hugs. The most beautiful woman ever. That was what Akane viewed her as, and to even compare her to her mother felt like a ghastly offense. Her mother was everything that Akane could never be.

She had never thought herself a particularly beautiful woman. She had enough self-awareness to know that her face was- or at least had been pleasant on the eyes. She remembered as a young marine she would sometimes receive an odd comment by men she didn’t know and though she couldn’t quite understand what was happening, her intuition did. The strange attention had always made her gut twist, and in those moments she recalled wishing that she’d be uglier to them so that maybe they’d ignore her. She had gotten her wish as she grew, making herself abrasive and unapproachable. It had been an attempt to make things better for herself, but it had only made the strange relationship she had formed with herself worse. Just act like one of them her younger self had said when trying to find her resolve, and so she had done well to bury the aspects the boys and men found appealing and replaced them with behaviours that mimicked their own instead. Her rage as uncontrollable and embarrassing as it was, also worked in her favour. Whenever any of them would witness such things, she could see the change in their disturbed eyes and knew that they’d henceforth view her as a freak.

Akane was anything but her mother.

The only thing Akane could never let go of was her hair. It was inexplicable as her hair drove the most compliments of all. Many times as a girl she had stood at the sink with a pair of scissors, but the thought of chopping her fiery mane would leave her sobbing with grief. Her relationship had always been strange with it even since she was child. Even if she had always been a bit insecure about the attention her hair had brought her, her mother and all the elders had adored it. It was beautiful. It was special. They’d always remind her as they put it up into pretty braids and tell her how pretty and blessed she was to have been gifted with it. She eventually gave up on trying to cut it and accepted that she could keep it, taking care of it and braiding it with the same adoration. If I may keep only one thing from my girlhood, let it be this.

“It’s fine.” She said, steeling herself enough to swat his hand away. Her hair fell back in front of her face and provided her immediate comfort. For as encouraging as he tried to be and how much the girl buried within her wished to burst into tears at the validation, her reinforced barricades surrounding the topic had only received a crack at most. She attempted to deflect his concerned attention off of her with some dry humour, “Maybe we’re both ugly then.”

Before he could retort she shook her head, allowing her expression to ease as she put a smile on her lips though it did not reach her eyes. “Something like that- it doesn’t bother me, otherwise I wouldn’t say it so comfortably. You don’t need to coddle me over this Shanks, I’ve never felt the need to be beautiful.” 

I’ve only ever needed to be strong.

[drrrsankai-blog]

Here’s something I was writing but lost interest in. Involves Akabayashi, Aozaki, Shiki, Egor, and Akane. Unfinished obviously.

Since the weapons deal was closed, Akabayashi had thought it'd be the last she'd seen of the Russians. But apparently, it wasn't. From what her subordinates had told her, their organization was looking to close another deal, and the Russian that'd had come back was the tall one. Would the young blonde one be back around as well? Akabayashi doubted it, considering the "mishaps" from last time, but who knows? Maybe that young beauty would want to try fighting her again.

"Hey, idiot."

Akabayashi blinked, straightening up in the recliner as she turned to face the only other person in the room.

Aozaki met her with one of her usual sour expressions. "Listen when people are talking to you."

"Ah? What's up?" Akabayashi asked nonchalantly.

"If you actually bothered to show up to your job all the time, you'd know."

Her chin rested on her hand, Akabayashi's own expression dulled, simply unable to find it in her to give a fuck.

"Sorry for the inconvenience, Aozaki-no-danna. I was busy."

"Being a space cadet or a lazy piece of shit?"

"Hmm."

Akabayashi arose from her seat, heading out of the room.  She heard Aozaki ask where she was going, but she didn't bother with an answer.

Well, back to work.

-

There is a mix of surprise and mild curiosity as she encounters the tall Russian in the hallway one day.

The usual formalities are exchanged. This "Egor", in perfect Japanese.

Akabayashi leans back on her cane, smiling slyly. "So you're back, huh. Here to do some sight-seeing this time?"

The foreigner chuckles. "Afraid not. Business as usual," is the short but polite and honest answer.

The redhead nods, giving the other another smile before carrying on her way. Well, there it is.

-

It's spring break soon, meaning the little miss would be hanging around the work place for a bit. Akabayashi doesn't mind entertaining her, even if there's work to do and Aozaki is already on her case about it.

They play together, talk together, and even do some drawing together.

On the way to the kitchen, where Akabayashi would fix up the young girl something to eat, the aforementioned girl suddenly tugged on the redhead's pant leg, having caught a glimpse of a tall shadow at the end of the hallway passing by...

"Nn?" Akabayashi glanced down at her, pausing. "Something wrong, little miss?"

The girl looked up at her, her lips curved into a small frown. "Nothing's gonna happen again, is it?"

Akabayashi frowned, squatting so she could get to the child's level. "No, of course not. Oichan's here to protect ya, got it?"

Voices could be heard in the distance. Ones unfamiliar to the young miss who still appeared uneasy. Akabayashi attributed it to that.

"Everything's just fine," the redhead assures her, reaching out to pet her head. "Oichan'll make sure things stay that way, don't you worry."

The girl nodded, and the two resumed their way towards their place of destination.

-

Akabayashi isn't exactly sure where the Russian might be staying. She's also unsure when and if she'll return to the building to discuss business, as she does not exactly have those details.

"Fuck if I know," Aozaki grumbles in response.

Akabayashi fake-gasps. "Dougen-sama hasn't told you?"

"Why would he," the larger growls. Sure, they dealt with the Russians a few months back, but it wasn't their call anymore. Dougen had taken personal interest.

"I'm shocked," the redhead says plainly.

"Get out. Your face is annoying me."

"All you have to do is ask, Aozaki-san."

The door shuts by the time something is thrown at it.

-

"And you believe I would know."

Shiki is filing things in her office as they speak.

"I was wondering if perhaps you had heard something in passing."

Shiki raises a brow. "And this concerns you because...?"

"Ah, you know. Was thinking of being smuggled into Russia. Maybe I'll make a living by wrestling bears."

Shiki snorts. "Mikiya-sama is not exactly happy that the offspring of a business partner had previously attempted to kidnap the family's daughter."

"But they are a business partner, so it's not out of the woods for them to be striking up another deal."

Shiki doesn't say anything, which Akabayashi takes to mean she is not happy about it either.

"I'll try elsewhere, then."

[ourlordandsaviour-nagito-komaeda]

I feel shy requesting since I don't express my sexual orientation online (◍•~•◍) but I had an idea for Nagito x Reader

Taking place in jabberwock island when diseases were put onto some students and the reader have a love disease and they cling to Nagito mostly. Whether Nagito still have his disease or not, can be your choice (if you accept my request)

ABSOLUTELY!!!

Despair disease nagito x despair disease reader

Tw:degration, yelling, obsession, kissing

Pronouns:gender neutral

Type:angst?❤️

Reader has lover’s disease

——————————————————-

-it was nighttime and you and nagito weren’t feeling the best so you both decided to go back to y’all’s cabins, or more of yours❤️

-nagito spent most of his time with you and spent the night in your cabin despite saying how he doesn’t deserve it.❤️

-it was a while before you both fell asleep uncovered by blankets as it felt hotter than normal that night.❤️

-you woke up to being alone on the bed, covered In sweat and began to panic❤️

-where was nagito? I need to be by his side at all times. It’s not safe for him to be by himself!❤️

-you rushed getting ready and walked over to the hotel restaurant in frantic search for nagito ❤️

-you spotted him! You noticed hajime and the others with worried faces before running over and hugging him as tightly as you could without hurting him❤️

-he turned in surprise but you didn’t expect the reaction he gave you❤️

-“huh? Ew get the hell off of me!”❤️

-you stood there in shook with your arms still around him❤️

-“I said get off me pig!” He screamed trying to pry your arms off of him❤️

-those words went through one ear and out the other and you kept clinging to him, even harder now❤️

-he gave up trying after a while, you just wouldn’t let go but that didn’t stop the insults❤️

-“what is wrong with you? Why are you holding onto someone as amazing as me with your filth?” ❤️

-you could feel tears well up but you weren’t sad, you started smiling. Small giggle could be heard from you while your face was buried in nagito’s shirt.❤️

-everyone was giving concerned and confused looks at the both of you. Both of you were never like this, nagito especially.❤️

-ibuki and Akane were also acting strange with akane violently crying about nekumaru and ibuki’s personality didn’t change much but she would blindly follow any order giving to her even after nagito said she should go die, and she happily responded with a “will do!” ❤️

-everyone’s eye returned to you and nagito when they heard you❤️

-you looked up laughter now more prominently heard from you, with a smile on your face you looked up directly at nagito’s eyes with a blush on your face❤️

-nagito gave you a disgusted look in return that only egged you on to be more clingy❤️

-how ever he started coughing violently with you loosing you grip thinking you were holding onto him to tightly ❤️

-nagito suddenly fell to his knees coughing and wheezing even harder but managing to speak so dearly of despair❤️

-“my this despair feels amazing!”

“Everyone should feel this!”❤️

-the last words he said before collapsing on the floor,foaming at the mouth❤️

-all blush and laughing from you stopped and was replaced with crying, screaming, panic ❤️

-you quickly fell to your knees grabbing nagito by the shoulders and gently shaking him❤️

-“nagito??”

“Nagito!?!?”

“NAGITO!”❤️

-everyone staring in fear as you started sobbing screaming for someone to help him but refusing to let anyone to touch him❤️

-Sonia and Chiaki holding you back while giving fuyuhiko and hajime the opportunity to pick up nagito and rush him to the hospital with mikan following close behind ❤️

-while screaming you also started violently coughing and they felt your struggling begin to cease moments before you passed out as well❤️

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-you woke up in a cold, empty room❤️

-you weren’t supposed to be here

-where’s nagito❤️

-you sat up quickly not caring about the IV in your arm or how weak you felt, or the pounding headache, you had to find nagito❤️

-after searching for a few minutes you found his room❤️

-holy shit❤️

-you quickly made your way to his bed pushing fuyuhiko out of the way and to your lover❤️

-he looked like he was on the verge of death❤️

-you felt you eyes burn up before tears came spilling out, holding his hand ❤️

-you look at fuyuhiko with the scariest look he’d ever seen even being a yakuza ❤️

-“what’s happening to him!? Did you do this!? Where’s mikan?”❤️

-you didn’t let him answer before looking back at nagito and mumbling incoherent words of love that fuyuhiko didn’t understand but he probably doesn’t want to understand ❤️

-you didn’t notice fuyuhiko leaving the room being to focused on nagito❤️

-all you wanted to do was hug him, kiss him, tell him how much you love him over and over but didn’t on fear of making his condition worse❤️

-both hajime and mikan came back with fuyuhiko leading them back into the room❤️

-“Y/N! Why are you out of bed you’re still serious sick!”

Mikan exclaimed out without stuttering❤️

-turning your head quickly with teary eyes and tear marks down your face they stepped back a little ❤️

-“what does it look like!? I have to be by his side, I can’t leave him alone. Go away!”❤️

-reluctantly they left leaving you and nagito alone❤️

-you pulled one of the chair to his bedside and sat laying your head on the bed clutching to his hand❤️

-you talked to yourself, hoping that maybe he just might hear you. You wondered what he was dreaming about before slowing falling asleep yourself as you mumblings of love slowly became quieter until there was silence ❤️

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-you awoke to shuffling with a sudden cold developing your now empty hand❤️

-you slowly opened you tired eyes to look at nagito who semi sitting up ❤️

-“What a joy! He’s feeling better!”❤️

-“goodmorn!-

-“shut up”❤️

-you stopped your speaking at once, not wanting to anger or burden your beloved anymore❤️

-“your talking gives me a headache,why are you even here? I don’t want your disgusting scent or face near me”❤️

-“I’m truly sorry but I’m afraid I cannot leave your side”❤️

-nagito rolled his eyes❤️

-moments after that hajime had walked in to check on the both of you ❤️

-nagito now fully sitting up his bed with you still the chair focused on hajime invading your time with nagito❤️

“Hajime, go away I hate being in the same room as you” Nagito spat ❤️

-you did nothing but glare at him not saying a word❤️

-“alright, alright I was just checking in I’m leaving” hajime said in an almost angry tone ❤️

-“yeah hurry and go, I don’t want to see your face anymore” nagito responded❤️

-you quickly shifting your attention back to nagito grabbing his hand once more and sat on the edge of the bed ignoring the pain in your head and back from the way you slept❤️

-“why are you sitting up on the bed? I don’t want you close to me”❤️

-you didn’t say anything but instead moved closer to him after he pulled his hand back from your attempt to grab it.❤️

-“stop trying to touch me, I don’t want your filth on me”❤️

-you just smiled in return, your heart ignoring the insults thrown you way.❤️

-you went to cup your lovers face and he didn’t try and move his face looked disgusted but his body language said other wise, in-fact he had leaned into your touch while giving you a dirty look.❤️

-you warm blush painted your cheeks as your hands slowly made their way to his hair and started to run your fingers through to his fluffy locks❤️

-the dirty look started to fade into a relaxed face but not all the way❤️

-after a few minutes his face completely relaxed and he yawned with a tiredness ❤️

-“aww are you tired?” You teased

-his eyes quickly shot open and a blush painted his face with embarrassment ❤️

-“no! I don’t know what your talking about.I hate this, I hate you” he pulled his head away a little just enough for your hand to come out of his hair but close enough that you could just put it back❤️

-and you did ❤️

-he relaxed once again but kept his eyes open for longer staring at the window beside his bed ❤️

-you went to hug him and he tensed up with made you pause before enveloping him fully❤️

-you were expecting harsh words to be thrown your way but non ever were he just excepted it ❤️

-you pulled him down onto the bed once more hugging him from the side. Remember how he was before you both ended up in this hospital.❤️

-you could tell nagito was exhausted so you didn’t speak but instead ran you fingers through his hair as you both layed in each others embrace ❤️

-you kissing him the forehead before letting your tiredness catch up with you❤️

-as much as you wanted him to get better you never wanted this warm moment to end❤️

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This took forever to write but this was a very fun request! I’m also gonna be honest it took me five minutes to figure out how to spell disease because i was too stubborn to look it up, but I did 😭

I hope this was to your liking! Pease send in any requests you have!