#his vlives calm me down like every time. not only him singing and talking which does that too but... the way he talks abt things

[jinlix]

His vlives are really the best...

[nakamoto-aesthetics]

Period | n.yt

synopsis: just know it got really sexual out of nowhere

genre: sexual, fluff in the beginning

pairing: boyfriend!yuta x female!reader

warning: nipple orgasm, heavy mentions of period blood and period sex, also yuta knows everything.

a/n: this story went way farther than I thought it would but it’s okay. please enjoy :)

word count: 4.1k

‘ding’

you pull your eyes away from the tv as your phone lights up. it was a text. the contact popped up as ‘yuyu🐙❤️’ a.k.a yuta.

‘gonna be late tonight, don’t wait up. I love you angel <3’

you press your lips into a thin line. that was no good for you. you wanted to be cuddled up with your boyfriend and feel all of his body heat radiate onto you. you press the camera icon that’s next to the message bar and hold out your phone so your whole face was visible. you stick out your bottom lip, creating a pout. you press the circle button at the bottom, capturing the picture. you look at the pic for a few seconds and decide you were satisfied with it. you press the done button and accompany it with a text. ‘okay :( I love you too yuyu <3’ you press the send button and shut off your phone, sighing.

‘you’ll see him soon, it will be just fine’ you say to yourself in your head, trying to put your brain to rest. you’ve been craving yuta all day, desperately waiting for 7 pm (the time he gets out) to come around. you did all that just to find out that he was gonna come home late. usually, you were never this clingy but considering you were on your period it was much, much different. you weren’t having cramps or anything you were just super-duper clingy.

‘ding’

you quickly pick up your phone. ‘1 image’ you hurriedly unlock your phone, eagerly wanting to see the love of your life. your eyes are met with a picture of him pouting his lips, hair sticking to his forehead from all the dancing, and his eyes still managing to shine brightly. you could tell he’d secretly taken this from the way his phone was held from a downward angle, and he was looking down at the camera. you smile and move your eyes down to the caption.

‘your so cute baby, I can’t wait to get my hands on you later :) but I have to get to work :( see you later my love❤️❤️❤️’

you bite your lip softly and send three red hearts, finishing off the conversation. you press your phone to your chest and close your eyes, letting your mind wander to him. yuta was your mr. right, he always knew how to make any situation better than it was. you absolutely adored him, with his big smile and shiny eyes. he kept you smiling all the time. damn did you miss him right now. you lay your head back against the couch and release a long breath.

you put your phone down on the coffee table and lay down on the bed, pulling the comforter atop of you. you figured a nap would help ease your mind and push you closer to seeing yuta. you close your eyes and try to stop the random thoughts popping in your head. your lips press into a thin as you try to go to sleep but it doesn’t work considering, that you were laying there for multiple minutes on end.

you heavily sigh and open your eyes grabbing your phone, you knew just the trick. you open the vlive app, clicking on the NCT tab, then on the star board, scrolling down to one of your favorite lives. you smiled when you found it, the title was ‘everyone, thank you so much!!’ (yuta’s vlive from february 24, 2020) you clicked on it and there he was… the love of your life. you pressed the icon in the corner and it full-screened the live so then yuta was taking up your whole screen.

you sighed in relief trailing your eyes over every feature on his face. he was beautiful and you reminded him of that every day in different ways. ’this would have to do for now’ you thought. you turned up the volume on your phone just so you could hear him talk, his voice was so calming and therapeutic especially when he spoke in japanese. oh, how you loved it when he spoke japanese. you didn’t understand most of it but it was still a huge turn-on, and at the same time it made you feel so relaxed. yuta truly had a healing soul and there was no doubt about that.

you watch the vlive for a few minutes before your eyes started to feel heavy. you close your eyes immediately fall asleep, no random thoughts in mind once-so-ever.

only the thought of yuta and his healing being.

yuta walks into the house, at an earlier time than expected but still later than usual. yuta pulled off his jacket and took his shoes off.

“angel?” he says loudly. he doesn’t get a response and heads to the first place he knew you would be at. the bedroom.

sure enough, he finds you there, sleeping peacefully. your back was facing him so he couldn’t see your face, it didn’t matter to him though. he leans against the doorframe and watches you for a few seconds. he wanted you to have a few more moments of solitude before he broke it. he couldn’t see your face but he knew you were sleeping. he could hear your soft breaths drawing in and out. he wakes up before you all the time and this gave him a lot of time to memorize your breathing patterns. sure, it was a little weird but yuta didn’t care. he paid attention to the small things you did, observing and analyzing them. it sounded a little creepy but to him that’s wasn’t the case at all. he wanted to learn all about you, if he could take a class on you he would’ve but for right now all he could do was talk to you and observe you.

he decided enough was enough and walked over to you. the first thing he noticed was his face on your phone. it was his vlive from a few months ago, the volume wasn’t too loud which is why he hadn’t heard it until now. he smiled softly, feeling so warm in that moment. he looked at your face. you looked so soft and adorable making him smile further. he pushes a strand of hair behind your ear and in return, you shift and pout softly.

yuta couldn’t wait any longer, it felt like his heart would burst right then and there. he crossed his arms and pulled his shirt up over his head. yuta knew how much you loved to feel his skin on yours. he turned off your phone, putting it to the side, and opening up the comforter to get inside. you whine in your sleep and naturally move over, making room for him. he slips inside and pulls you towards his chest gently. you stir a little bit but end up with your head pressed to his chest and your hand laying flat against his warm skin.

“baby” he softly says, caressing your hair with the back of his hand. you whine softly and slowly stir awake. he continues to caress you softly, moving his hand down to your cheek. you lean into his touch, still half asleep, slowly turning your lips up into a smile.

“hi,” you say softly and cuddle more into his chest. you look up at his face but only visible see a little bit of it. you connect your lips to the bottom of his jaw.

“hi princess,” he kisses the top of your head. “did you miss me?” he grins.

“yes I did,” your cheek flushes against his chest. “you're so warm and cuddly” you move around to wrap your arms around his waist.

“so are you” he bites his lip softly and rubs your back softly.

“how was practice?” you press your lips to his skin and kiss it softly.

“tiring as usual. how was your day?”

“boring. I missed you the whole time” one of your hands move to grip his bicep.

“aw, you were on my mind too. I had to imagine singing and dancing for you to get through the practice” you chuckle and lean up so then you can see his whole face.

“you’re too cute” you smile widely and peck his lips. he immediately connects your lips again and grips your chin, holding it in place. he kissed you sweetly, not too fast and not too slow, it was… just right. you smiled against his lips, making him bite your bottom lip softly as he pulled away.

“you’re a tease” you pout and cross your arms.

“and you missy are on your period don’t forget that” he kisses the tip of your nose. you pout and sigh.

“you could still fuck me though,” you pretend to be interested in your nails. “all you have to do is wrap up”

“yeah, no” he strokes your cheek. you shift your eyes onto him.

“I know you wouldn’t mind it… yuta you inserted a tampon into me once. period blood doesn’t disgust you obviously”

“you're right it doesn’t disgust but doesn’t mean I'm gonna fuck you” he chuckles and kisses your forehead.

“but it gets rid of cramps” you pout and peck his lips.

“nice try, you don’t have cramps” he pecks your lips.

“how do you know?” you press a kiss onto his lips.

“because you would be curled up in a ball with a heating pad pressed to your stomach, some chocolate, and your phone so then you can watch friends,” you widen your eyes and he chuckles into the next kiss he presses to your lips. “and then you would be texting me to get more chocolate on the way home”

“you're wrong” you look down at his chest, not being able to look him in the eyes because you knew he was in fact, right.

“am I? you can never look me in the eye when you lie” he tilts your head up and smirks.

“why do you know everything about me?” you narrow your eyes at him.

“because I pay attention” he smiles and kisses your cheek. you huff and lay your head on his shoulder, looking up at him. the atmosphere got quiet after that. you were looking at yutas face as he was looking at yours. it was like you both were in a trace, taking in the features of the other.

“you were watching my vlive to fall asleep?” yuta breaks the silence. you hum and nod at the same time. “did you miss me that much?” he smiles softly.

“more than you know” you shift your eyes down to his lips and stare at them.

“your adorable baby girl” he rubs your back and flashes his pretty smile. that was the last straw for you. you sat up abruptly, making him furrow his eyebrows. you heard him utter a ‘what's wrong?’ but you ignored it and continued to hoist yourself upon his lap.

“y/n what are you doing?” he rests his hands on your hips. you don’t say anything and rest your hands on the sides of his torso, pressing a firm kiss to his lips before moving down to his neck.

“babe what did I tell you-” he gets cut off by your index finger against his lips signaling him to be quiet. you nip at his sweet spot and hear soft breaths from the boy under you. you smirk against his skin and move down to his collarbone creating a few hickeys. yutas hands squeeze your waist a few times letting you know that he’s enjoying it, you could also hear soft moans leaving his mouth. your hands grip his biceps as you move down and his hands slide up to your upper back. your lips were hovering over his pec, one of your favorite places on him.

you licked your lips and pressed a few kisses along the outline of his left pec, making a few hickeys here and there. after you finished kissing all the skin you moved down slightly to his nipple. you looked up at his face, you wanted to watch this. you dipped your tongue down and lapped at his nipple once, you knew how sensitive they were once he got turned on. it was always a beautiful sight, to say the least.

yuta let out a sharp moan, throwing his head back. you stared at him in amazement, biting your lip softly. you connect your lips to his nipple and start to suck on it. you move your other hand to his other nipple, you play around with it a bit. you squeeze it between your thumb and index finger. you then take your hand off his nipple and squeeze his whole pec.

one of his hands grip the sheets and he looks down at you, he watches the way your lips move but that doesn’t last long because he throws his head back as soon as he looks at you. the sight was too hot for him, he swore he could cum right then and there from just watching you. a string of moans leaving his mouth as he felt a knot forming in his lower stomach. that’s right he was indeed about to cum untouched.

yuta looks down at you once more. his mouth releases a mix of profanities and throaty moans, his hands reaching to your hair and pulling on it harshly but it didn’t disturb you. you were pretty used to it from all the other times you guys have had sex, it turned you on a bit. you sped up your pace, sucking harder, and played with the nipple roughly. you watched his face contour beautifully, his eyebrows were knitted together, eyes squeezed tightly shut, nose was scrunched up, and lips parted with whiny moans falling from them.

“i-i’m g-gon-” a pornographic moan rips his throat. his back arches, catching you off guard for a second but you continue to suck, letting your other hand flick his other nipple. you feel his body convulse and his lips widen further as he throws his head back.

he’s panting after that and you take that as a sign to detach your lips and hand from his nipples. damn, you got to see all of that. you watched him intently, lips parted and eyebrows raised slightly. you couldn’t believe that just happened, you’d never seen something so lewd. porn couldn’t even compare to what you just saw but god damn was it hot, you swore you almost creamed your pants when he was cuming. you let your mind wander for a bit, thinking deeply about what just happened.

‘wait did he just-’ you shuffle down to his lower half and go to open his pants but not before a hand stops you.

“I need a second” a voice mumbles out, making you look up at him. he looked toasted after that orgasm. it must’ve been powerful as hell. you’ve never seen him orgasm like that before, it was very intense, to say the least.

“I’m not gonna suck you I just wanna see something” you lift the waistband of his pants now looking at his boxers. you could already see a prominent wet spot formed on the thin fabric. you then lifted the material and was met with a huge white sticky mess. “yuta” you softly say and sigh, looking at him.

“mm?” he hums, his eyes were closed and his body was relaxed as if he were going to sleep.

“you made a mess,” you huff. this catches his attention and he opens his eyes looking at you.

“what are you talking about?”

“in your pants, you made a mess in your pants”

“so? what does it mean to you?” he shrugs.

“I'm the one that has to clean you up”

“no you don’t, just come cuddle me” he opens his arms to you. you deny the offer, shaking your head.

“I can’t do that knowing that your sitting in your cum” he sighs at your statement and drops his arms.

“so how do you plan on cleaning me?”

“we’re gonna take a bath” you smile.

“but you're on your-”

“oh, I’m sorry, as, in we, I mean you. I’m just gonna be the one washing you up from outside the tub” you grin. he pretends to contemplate it when in reality he’s already made up his mind.

“okay,” he smirks and walks over to the bathroom that’s inside your shared room. you follow him seconds later and see his pants and boxers are already off.

“damn that was fast” you look him up and down and move around him. you bend down to plug the drain, then you turn the knobs to the temperature you knew he liked. as you waited for the tub to fill up you felt hands slip onto your hips, stroking them lightly. you close your eyes and sigh feeling so relaxed under his touch. you swore nobody could compare to the way he touched you. his hands glide up your sides, slipping under the thin shirt you were wearing he rubs the bare skin gently and trails over to the front of your belly. you stood up completely and rested your body against his tall frame. yes, you could feel everything but you didn’t mind it one bit, letting your eyes shut and your body relax.

you loved the physical connection you and yuta shared, you could feel his love through his touch. you were proud to say that was something you’d never felt with anybody else. you and yuta had been together for a year and a half now and every single moment up until when you first met him was amazing. you were sure that he was the one which is why you let your guard down with him. you’ve never shown someone so much of your personality because you were afraid of being hurt. you trusted yuta that much that you allowed yourself to be vulnerable in front of him.

“baby it’s done” he kisses the crook of your neck softly but doesn’t move from his place. you open your eyes and sigh bending down to turn off the water. his hands moved from your stomach to your hips and he gripped them before he moved from his place and stepped in.

he sat down slowly and relaxed his back against the tub. you got on your knees next to the tub, resting your forearms on the edge. you dip a finger in the water and swirl it around, watching him as he breathes in a deep breath and slides down in the tub, going all the way under the water. soon he comes back up and pushes his now wet hair up and out of his face, wiping his eyes. he then opens them and looks at you.

“damn” you whisper, the wind gets knocked out of you from just looking at him. yuta was undeniably pretty.

“what?”

“you’re so… sexy,” you say in awe. he doesn’t reply to that and instead, slowly turns the corners of his mouth up. you can’t help but to smile and look down. you hear the movement of water and soon his finger is under your chin and tilting it up.

“thank you princess” he leans over to you and pecks your lips.

“for what?” you smile.

“for everything, the compliment even though you're sexier, but for being my girlfriend, giving me a bath and giving me the best damn orgasm of my life holy shit” he shakes his head and smiles.

“you’re welcome and wait can we talk about that orgasm because holy shit yuta, I've never seen anything like that from you before” you widen your eyes and picture it.

“I know it was so intense, maybe because you weren’t touching me but I didn’t even know I could orgasm like that. is that how girls feel?” he whispers the last part making you laugh loudly and throw your head back.

“I don’t know about other girls but for me, it sure looked like it” you shake your head.

“well damn,” he laughs and shakes his head.

“wait but like, the noises you made really turned me on. they were so pretty,” you say in a slightly shy manner.

“oh really?” he smirks and leans in close to you. “maybe I should just start moaning in your ear randomly,” he says in a seductive voice, right next to your ear.

“no, no there’s no need to do that,” you gently push him away. “wait actually-” you give it some thought but then get cut off by a small gasp.

“you naughty girl,” yuta says with a smile and lightly hits the back of your hand. “your so lucky im in here because I would spank you” you stick your tongue out at him like a kid and presses his tongue to his cheek. “oh you’re in for it tonight. I don’t have to use your pussy I could just use your pretty mouth” his thumb reaches to stroke over your bottom lip.

“okay sir” you hold his hand and press a kiss to it before you stand up and grab the washcloth, putting soap on it. “stand up for me” he does so and you start at the top of his body and slowly work your way down. the whole time all you could think about was how perfect his body was, you would kill for a body like his.

you got down to his dick and released a breath, hesitant to touch it. you looked up at him for some type of permission. he looks down at you and furrows his eyebrows.

“you act like my dick isn’t yours, you can touch it whenever you want baby I hope you know that” he laughs loudly. you chuckle and nod, grabbing a hold of it and washing it. you can hear soft breaths coming from him and in an instant, his dick starts to grow.

“yuta” you sigh and let go of him before looking up at him. he looks down at you and releases a sharp breath.

“just like that, keep looking at me” his hand keeps your face in position, he’s looking at you with heavy lust-filled eyes.

“no” you shake your head. “after” you grab him in your hold and finish washing the rest of his body. you heard occasional grunts along the way. once you were done you pull the plug releasing all the water from the tub. you grab a towel and wraps it around him, helping him out of the tub.

“there, all done” you smile and kiss his shoulder, walking him to the bedroom. “sit down please” he does just that, sitting on the bench right in front of the bed.

“your gonna dress me?” you hum in response and grab clothes from his drawers. once you were satisfied you set them on the side of him, grabbing the towel he had on and drying him off. you slip his boxers on and then grey sweatpants on.

“perfect” you lean in and peck his lips a few times before pulling away and putting the towel back in the bathroom. you return to him laying in the bed and go lay beside him. “aren't you gonna do something to me?” you stroke his chest with your index finger.

“yes” he turns toward you and pulls you up against him. your breath hitches at the abrupt movements. his hand slides down the curve of your hips and to your ass, gripping it harshly.

“what are you planning to do?” you saw the dark look in his eye like he wanted to do very bad things to you. usually, when he gave you that look it meant you were gonna be sore for a whole week.

“I’m gonna fuck you that’s what I’m gonna do” his hands slide between your bodies and his fingers graze over your clothed clit making you gasp and lay your head against his chest.

“b-but im-”

“it’s day 4, there's barely any blood there” he cuts you off. you sigh, he was right, you weren’t gonna get out of this one.

“then why didn’t you let me get in the bath with you?”

“you could’ve got in, I wouldn’t have cared and you know that. I was gonna ask you to get in but I got lost in you and forgot” he kisses your head and tilts your chin up to his face. “are you gonna let me fuck you?”

“yes,” you say slowly, feeling intoxicated by him. he smirks and presses his lips to yours gently before flipping you onto your back and hovering over you. his dark eyes changed from soft to harsh in a matter of seconds and before you knew it your arms were above your head.

“you're my slut tonight baby” he smirks with a sinister look. you were in for it tonight.

NCT Masterlist

[lovelystay]

Tʜᴇɪʀ s/ᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛʜᴇʏ’ʀᴇ ᴀ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ - sᴛʀᴀʏ ᴋɪᴅs 🎬

ɢᴇɴʀᴇ : ʀᴇᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ , ғʟᴜғғ , ᴀɴɢsᴛ

ʀᴇǫᴜᴇsᴛ : ʏᴇs !

ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢs : ɴᴏɴᴇ

ꕥCʜᴀɴ

He had a pretty rough day

The only thing he needed was you and your arms to hug him

Ran to you as soon as he got home

Snuggling into you

You sat down together before bed and talked

He told you about his worries and problems

The second he finished talking you told him how amazing of a person he is and how he is a beautiful person with a good heart

He shed some tears and hugged you

Tears of joy

Having you by his side was the best thing to happen to him

ꕥMɪɴʜᴏ

In the group , minho is usually the one making the members improve their dancing skills and he often help them learning the choreographies too

However , with this one , he kept struggling and it was frustrating

He decided to stay practising until he gets it right and perfect

You were with him the whole time

And it kind of hurted watching him like this

Clearly mad

Starting to hate what was supposed to be a hobby for him

You asked him to take a break and calm down a little

When he sat down beside you , you took his face in your hands and made him look at you

Your told him those beautiful words that he deserves to hear

His heart beats faster

After hearing what you said , he couldn’t hold back his smile

Minho got motivated after your complimented him

He felt in a good mood again and eventually got the choreography right with your help

ꕥCʜᴀɴɢʙɪɴ

Those were the perfect words changbin wanted to hear

It’s been a pretty long time that Changbin didn’t felt very well

Nothing felt good enough

He was always tired and felt like a nuisance to the group

You hated seeing him like that and asked him to talk to you about everything

He felt lucky and thankful to have you

Changbin didn’t want to tell his worries to his members thinking he was just going to annoy them so you were glad you were hear

ꕥHʏᴜɴᴊɪɴ

Because of the stress caused by the comeback

Hyunjin could get irritated over small things

Which led to have an argument with you

You didn’t do anything wrong so you didn’t understood

But he kept shouting and blaming useless things on you

It is probably the first time you get to see him that mad so it was a little scary

You didn’t want to keep arguing with him so you went to the bedroom , thinking that If you let him calm down by himself , everything will get better

But after 10 minutes

Hyunjin came in the room , cheeks wet and eyes red

Judging by the way he looked , he clearly cried

You ran out of the bed to hug him

The argument didn’t really matter right now

Your significant other is crying for whatever reason

He held you close to him and cried in your shoulders repeating again and again how sorry he was

Hyunjin felt horrible , the stress took over him and instead of calming himself down he got angry at you

You petted his head and told him that it’s okay because you know that he is actually a beautiful person with a really good and big heart

It made him stop crying

He kissed you on the cheek telling you that he didn’t deserved your love

Which was extremely false

ꕥJɪsᴜɴɢ

Han was nervous and couldn’t really pay attention to the music he was supposed to make

The song he was doing has already been rejected 4 times by the company

They told him to change little things every time

Which end up with Han feeling like everything he was doing is bad

He didn’t want his teammates to help him ,he wanted to show that he could do it himself without any help

But jisung was struggling

You were visiting him today and you wanted to cheer him up , you knew about the situation and felt bad for him

He was the most precious person in the world for you , you just couldn’t stand seeing him like that without doing anything

When you entered the studio he had his face in his hands looking tired and exhausted

You kneeled beside him and stroked his shoulders in hope to make him feel like he wasn’t alone

He asked what you were doing here not knowing you were going to come

Tears started to build in his eyes

« I came to see my favorite person in the world , that is talented Incredible and perfect . Why ? »

What you said made him laugh .

« Stop~ » he said patting your head

You later brought food to him

Eating together always made jisung happy

ꕥFᴇʟɪx

Practicing singing was something Felix recently tried

It wasn’t very easy

Even though he have an angel-like singing voice

The way he couldn’t get some note got him frustrated

But thankfully you were here hehe

During his whole singing practise you were just beside

Everytime he ended singing something , you were clapping and telling him how pleasing his voice was to hear and how incredible of a person he is

Which , even though you two knew each other for a very long time, made him blush

ꕥSᴇᴜɴɢᴍɪɴ

Vlive comments are recently not the best

Seungmin got numerous remarks about his personality or/and physique

It of course made him sad and stop doing a lot of lives

Some fans were sad but seungmin thought it was better for stays

« You’re not doing that much vlives recently ... » you said while eating at home with him

« I just don’t feel like it » seungmin said

« Stay must miss you a lot »

« They probably don’t haha » his fake laugh was so obvious and what he just said wasn’t funny at all to you

« They do »

« No »

« Why wouldn’t they miss the Kim Seungmin ? The stray kids member with amazing vocals a gorgeous face and an adorable personality ? »

You made him hide his face in his hands , probably trying to hide his smile

You got up to stand next to him

« Come on I know you know I’m right »you said starting to tickle him

His day and mindset definitely got better

ꕥJᴇᴏɴɢɪɴ

Being an idol is hard

Being an idol in a relationship is even harder

The heavy schedule that jeongin had to face is the reason why you two don’t see each other very often

Dates weren’t an option anymore

You felt lonely while he was busy

Of course it wasn’t his fault , you felt bad for him too

But spending the day by yourself and sleeping with no one besides you still hurted

Jeongin always thought about you though

Messaging you everytime he can , checking up on your health etc

Today his mood wasn’t the best and he felt like he owned you an apology

He sent it by text hoping you would forgive him

You didn’t wanted him to apologise, it is not his fault so you weren’t going to accept it , you just couldn’t

When he came home this night you immediately ran to hug him

« You don’t have to apologise honey » you told him hands tightly wrapped around him

« You’re an amazing person that works very hard for his group , i know you love me you have a good heart and a beautiful soul , you don’t have to prove it or apologise because you don’t have a lot of time with me , I completely understand your situation , so no worries okay »

His eyes were wide open

It’s the first time you told him things like that and honestly he loved it

Jeongin was glad you understood him too

But the second his schedule gets less heavy he’ll take you out on a lot of dates

[inliar]

small shreds of love

word count: 1.9k

minkyun-centric

a collection of small moments where minkyun falls a little in love with the world.

inspired by this tumblr post that for the life of me i cannot find the link to, but here’s a link to an instagram post that screenshotted it.

a/n: 2/3 of posts i put on my ao3 that have not made it to my tumblr.

1.

‘the best and worst part of mangwon-dong is the strays,’ minkyun decides as he walks around the area. best, because he gets to see, pet, and feed all of these animals every day after practice; worst, because he knows all of these animals are not getting proper care. strays are smart and wily and more than capable of fending for themselves, but minkyun firmly believes that just because they are able to do so does not mean they should have to.

he worries about them every day. worries when it’s cold, worries when it’s too hot, worries when it rains. minkyun is a very small person who can only do very small things, but he tries to do his part regardless. which means making rounds to feed as many strays as he can with the cat food container he has in his hand.

he knows most stray cats congregate around the alleys beside convenience stores (probably hoping for the crumbs of the people who eat around it) so he heads to the first convenience store he sees. sure enough, there’s a cat sitting by the corner. it’s pitifully thin, a fact that makes minkyun’s heart clench. it’s also been thoroughly ignored by the past two customers who have walked out of the store. “you’d think they would at least spare it a glance,” minkyun mutters, dryly.

he is maybe fifty meters away when he sees a well dressed woman kneel in front of the cat. she produces a treat out of seemingly thin air and offers it to the cat, who eagerly accepts. when the cat finishes it, she pulls another one out of her pocket. ‘oh’, minkyun realizes, stopping in his tracks, ‘her pockets are filled with cat treats.’

for just a second, he falls a little in love with the air of kindness that seems to viscerally surround her. she’s dressed like an office worker and looks to be his mother’s age, but she’s taking her time where she could be working or resting to feed the stray cats. he hasn’t met many adults who would do the same. maybe minkyun is a very small person who can only do very small things, but knowing that he is not the only small person in this very big world brings him all the comfort he could ever need.

2.

minkyun is reminded, once again, that he works in an industry where viewers find pleasure in his misery. he hates, hates, hates haunted houses. always has, always will. but this is one of their first vlives after their debut, and he figures that running away sobbing will not make a great first impression. at least he isn’t alone, though, since he has jaeyoung to accompany him. brave, reliable, jaeyoung, who will most definitely have to stand in the front because there is no way minkyun is going to brave the unknown first.

jaeyoung, to his credit, is exceptionally patient with minkyun. he dutifully ignores minkyun’s protests of how he can’t go in there and talks over his very loud thoughts with miscellaneous thoughts of his own. “hold on, i have to film us both,” jaeyoung says to no one in particular. “should i hold the camera? you can hold the box.”

minkyun doesn’t grace him with an answer.

jaeyoung frets over turning on the lights to show their faces and angling the camera to show their faces before managing to adequately sort it all out. “alright, let’s go.” he says decisively.

“no, i’m not going.” minkyun says, in a last ditch attempt to convince himself that he has the courage to stay behind and disappoint his group, fans, and agency. he doesn’t, but self preservation is a nice thought.

“i get it, but there’s nothing we can do. let’s go. stay behind me.” jaeyoung says, not unkindly, and minkyun has no choice but to agree.

the further they go, the darker it gets, and minkyun is not a fan of how every offputting sound seems to be amplified by the eerie aura of the facility. all he has is a flashlight that the leaders hinted would be useless later on, and a camera for video evidence if anything goes wrong. he also doesn’t like how desperately his hands seem to grip at the back of jaeyoung’s shirt, but he can’t find it in himself to let go.

‘you’re okay, you’re okay, you’re okay,’ he silently chants to himself as jaeyoung makes small talk with the camera while some mystical recorded voice explains their mission. he nervously looks behind him every few seconds, but that’s more of an anxiety thing and less of an actual threat. but his nonexistent composure gets shot to pieces the second something makes a funny noise.

minkyun is nothing if not wonderfully responsive so he screams. loudly. all his little dumb brain can process is a never ending stream of ‘panic panic panic’ and who is he to override his baser instincts?

it only gets worse from there. more things start to make funny noises and more indiscernible shapes he can barely see start to appear out of nowhere. his mind screams louder, ‘PANIC PANIC PANIC’ and it’s only fueled by all the unfamiliar stimulus. he is not safe, there’s too many things happening at once, his heart is pounding to some terrible off kilter rhythm and the air is thick and heavy and he’s drowning in the soupy fear that’s latching his jaw shut as he blindly edges forwards and -

thud.

for a long, horrible, moment, it’s too quiet. then -

he doesn’t quite process exactly what he sees, only that it’s unnatural and frightening and suddenly all he knows how to do is scream and scream and scream as the fear paralyzes him. if it wasn’t for jaeyoung faithfully tugging him along, he never would have made it through the stupid corridor.

the rest of the mission is all a hazy blur. he figures that his mind did him a favour and deleted the memories from his head right afterwards, and he’s not complaining. and if he’s not quite right for the rest if the day, that’s nobody’s business.

he watches the reuploaded live on the very next day. he hates himself a little for how weak and cowardly he seems compared to all the other members, but all of the comments seem to call him the funniest idol they’ve ever felt sorry for while watching. minkyun wonders, again, if he should be proud of providing entertainment or resentful for what he had to go through to provide it.

his bitter thoughts are cut short once the biggest scare occurs. video minkyun is screaming like some sort of unholy banshee while video jaeyoung is screaming like a normal person, but video jaeyoung braves on. “it’s okay, i’m here, hold on,” video jaeyoung mutters, over and over again. it’s a soothing mantra and minkyun can almost see his recorded self calming down a little, settling into something outside of his raw, unadulterated panic. it doesn’t last for long, because video minkyun seems to always find another thing to cry about, but video jaeyoung is steadfast in his patience and reassurances as he keeps the two of them going.

real minkyun falls a little in love with the overwhelming sense of reassurance and comfort that video jaeyoung exuded. he had never fully recognized that side of jaeyoung before. the feeling passes, but minkyun thinks he’ll notice that part of him a lot more from now on.

3.

minkyun is not a stranger to busking. he was in a short program about busking with the rest of his group, and he’d seen people busking on the sides of streets before. he’d even been brave enough to sing a short tune on a street, but that was before he was an idol and before anyone knew his face. not that many people know his face now, but he has to act as though everyone does anyway. he’s seen what the media does to provide entertainment to the masses, and, despite doubting that busking could do him any real harm, doesn’t want to take the chance.

but that doesn’t stop him from pausing near any busker he comes across, listening or watching whatever the performer has to offer. it takes a certain caliber of courage to put yourself out there in front of an audience who didn’t ask to see you, and minkyun will openly admire and respect that whenever he can.

today is a good day. it’s as quiet and peaceful as the streets in korea can get, and he’s enjoying the cool autumn breeze as he walks towards the company building, cat food in tow. he was running low on food for the strays, and he happened to wake up earlier than he needed to for his afternoon vocal lesson, anyway. by some rare tendril of luck, minkyun can afford to enjoy and prolong his walk for another hour or so.

he’s halfway to the company, approaching an intersection, when he sees a boy in a high school uniform fiddling with strings on his guitar. the crotchety old man inside of minkyun protests - this kid should be in school, it’s class time, he’s not even trying to hide it - before it deflates and dies down. minkyun has so many friends who delayed or skipped high school altogether to become idols. even the ones that did “attend” missed a ridiculous amount of days. he should be the last person to complain.

minkyun almost misses it when the boy begins to sing, caught up in his conflicting thoughts. but once he hears it, he halts altogether.

it’s been a while since he’s heard someone sing so … honestly.

minkyun has spent a lot of his life learning the art of composure. he’s been taught time and time again how to correct his breathing, or how to widen his range, or how to emphasize the right notes at the right times to convey the right emotions. once he gathered some semblance of the basics, he even began to notice it in singers he hears on tv. this one turned her sustained high note into a vibrato by relaxing her throat. that one decrescendoed at the end of his phrase to give more finality to the note. even with professional singers who were supposed to be masters at conveying profound emotions, all minkyun heard was an amalgamation of techniques.

but this boy. he has no technique whatever.

without intending to, minkyun begins mentally critiquing his choices. he should have held that last note for at least half a beat longer. he should have emphasized that syllable. he should have -

‘no’, minkyun thinks, and this thought is louder and more final than the rest. he shouldn’t have done any of that. he shouldn’t have to do any of that. this boy’s voice, his clumsy guitar, and the honest and genuine emotion it conveys, is perfect the way it is. rather, it’s perfect because it is. it’s refreshing to listen so mindlessly and yet so carefully to a song, for once.

minkyun falls a little in love with the way the boy sings, but more so with the music he provides. it’s been a while since he’s felt this way about a song. it’s been a while since he’s remembered why he wanted to become an idol in the first place.

he dumps all of his change in the boy’s guitar case and walks away.

[kpopcotton]

Simply Soft ~ NCT DREAM

a/n ~ i love them and can’t stop thinking about them, so here’s what activity they enjoy doing with you • Prompt: doing dishes and wanting a cute boy to help me out (spoiler) • Genre: platonic fluff, bullet point scenario, ot7 and nct member!reader • Warning(s): heartache, desire to have a friendship like the dreamies do, one curse word • Reader Gender: gender-neutral

==≎==

Mark

duets? duets.

doesn’t matter when or where, mark wants to hear your voice

either singing or rapping

sometimes acoustic, sometimes with music in the practice room where you can also dance together

basically, mark just wants to spend time with you so he is able to praise you for everything. he knows how quickly you can get self-conscious

very proud of your singing ability and always starts yelling about getting chills when you hit a note just right

loves hyping you up when you get out a good rhyme or when you rap along to his parts in songs

though with such busy schedules, you sing together more often than anything else

you both find a nice corner and he starts strumming the chords of his guitar and boom, magic

there are countless videos of you two singing together to the soft melody of the stringed instrument

one time you invited chenle (he always finds a way to bring it up during vlives) and he played the piano for you guys while you all sang a sweet love song

the amount of clips and memes made from your duets is immeasurable

you find one on your feed at least once a day 

sometimes you find cute aesthetic edits of screenshots where mark is giving you heart eyes while you sing, but most of the time they’re short videos of you and mark unintentionally being sexy while dancing or rapping 

the captions for those usually rant about you both being rude or disrespectful with the rare “i would let them ruin me” 

it always makes you guys feel super flustered in the beginning though you end up laughing it off like school girls and making the hard stan tweets into inside jokes

but all in all, mark just loves giving you the confidence he knows you deserve

“yo! dude, oh-ho shit! that’s my best friend! go best friend!”

==≎==

Renjun

you’d think renjun’s favorite thing to do with you is dance, or sing, maybe even draw

nope

honestly, people think you guys hate each other since you are rarely seen interacting

fans freak out when you give each other even the most simple skinship like a pat on the shoulder or put an arm around each other for a group picture

or when you happen to touch while posing for photoshoots

but what people don’t realize is that you and renjun are roommates at the dorms

neither of you sleeps in your own bed alone, ever

your room stays cold year-round so it’s better to give each other warmth under the safety of each other’s blankets, or at least that’s your agreed upon logic

so skinship is super common between you, though he doesn’t like to be all over you in public or in front of the other members because they love to tease

renjun’s absolute favorite thing, though he’d never admit it, is getting to stay up late with you, watching horror movies and having deep talks about time travel or aliens

he feels the safest when he is in your shared room with you, sitting on whoever’s bed seems the comfiest that day

it makes the stress of idol life melt away because he knows he can talk to you about anything

sometimes (these are your favorite moments) he gets very a little paranoid from a horror movie or is in a cuddly mood because he’s tired, and shyly asks to lay on your chest to listen to your heartbeat while you play with his hair

“can you maybe scratch my scalp?”

==≎==

Jeno

it’s no secret this boy is jacked, ripped, muscular, however you want to say it

so, it’s obvious he likes working out with you, right?

wrong

two words, video games

no matter how busy you two are, you always find time to play at least one round of some sort of video game

waiting for your stylists? just one look and you’re already pulling out your nintendo switch to play a few quick rounds

the winner of rock, paper, scissors gets to pick which game it is

which means you always get the choice and you always pick smash bros

things can get pretty heated between you both as well 

you both get very competitive when it comes to gaming together

you never yell at each other, only dance your hearts out when you get annoyed

fans find it funny because they know exactly when jeno lost and exactly when you lost before a stage

though you don’t always get upset 

you could never truly get upset with jeno and neither could he with you

he’s your puppy and your his teddy bear

jeno finds the growls you make when you’ve messed up super cute so he starts smiling

you find his samoyed eye crescents when he smiles terribly adorable so you obviously start smiling too

and, you both end up hanging off each other, nuzzling the other’s cheek and giggling like children

then maybe gag a little at each other for being so sweet

“you’re so cute! i can’t stand it!”

==≎==

Haechan

he’s the type to do the most

you know how he acts with taeil and mark? yeah, it’s at least ten times worse with you

lingering touches, flirty comments, pet names

the works

you’ve gotten so used to it that you don’t even react anymore

oh, his arm’s around your waist? when did that get there? you can’t recall

his favorite thing to do is cuddle with you or when he’s feeling extra playful, he’ll wrestle with you

hyuck is almost always laying on you and/or looking at you like you’re the only person in the world though to all the members, you are their world

one vlive, you wanted to be a brat so you started spoiling something that was coming up which caused the guys to start yelling at you to stop

you didn’t

so next thing you knew, haechan was on top of you in two seconds flat, holding you down and covering your mouth

chaos ensued shortly after

you licked his hand and retaliated, leading you two to roll around on the floor while trying to pin the other 

jeno was laughing with chenle, who’s joyous dolphin laugh was almost drowned out by the sound of him flailing his arms and legs

jaemin was scolding you both, saying you were being too loud

jisung was trying to save hyuck from your wrath 

renjun was staring into the camera like he was on the office while sighing and shaking his head

when you all finally calmed down and started talking about what you were supposed to be, you and haechan were cuddling with him sitting between your legs and your arms around his waist

“yeobo~ your embrace is so warm!~ hold me forever!~”

==≎==

Jaemin

the domestic boyfriend we all know and love

so of course, he loves doing the little things with you

like grocery shopping, or waking up the other members when you all have early schedules to treat them to breakfast

homemade of course

his favorite thing to do with you is experiment with food and watch cooking shows, however, he prefers to watch holiday baking competitions to get ideas for treats to make for the other members

it’s almost always cookies

but if the boys are lucky, you and jaemin hunker down to bake a cake

after you wash your hands, he insists on tying your apron for you like a gentleman, but he expects you do it in return

always grabs your hands when you finish tying and pulls them forward to get you to back hug him 

you always comply and bury your face in his neck while mumbling something along the lines of “you’re welcome” to get him to either let go of you or regret having initiated the situation in the first place

contrary to popular belief, you both stay mostly clean throughout the whole process

unless the other members join and help, a.k.a. the cast of chenji’s this or that

jaemin always has to swipe something onto his son’s jisung’s cheek which makes the younger boy protest and fight back

chenle cackles childishly and wants to join, but once you wrap an arm around his shoulders and praise him for being mature, it instantly convinces him otherwise

he likes seeming mature and sophisticated in front of you

you get a rag to clean both of the messy boys up

jisung will protest every time, saying he can do it himself

jaemin gives him THAT look and he quickly lets you clean him up

will move to sit down for you to clean his face, just so he can have you stand between his knees and be in arms’ reach

the younger boys cringe when he gives you his signature fan-sign stare and rests his arms around your hips, asking for a kiss when you finish

will throw a fit if you don't peck his forehead

heart cookies are a must, jaemin will never not make cookies in the shape of hearts for you and the members

not valentine’s day? who cares, the cookies will always be hearts

“it’s how much i love you in the physical form of my sweetness!”

==≎==

Chenle

chenle: my nct bias is taeyong

you: *walks in the room*

chenle: taeyong who? i only know y/n

he’s literally your biggest fan

always finding reasons to call you or hang out with you

it is hard to find him without you or you without him

chenji’s this or that needs a special guest? always you, the managers and staff have no choice

you have a specific concept photoshoot with the older members? chenle is your plus one

again, the staff and managers have no choice

he is always talking about you like you’re some higher being

he loves video chatting you while you both go about your days

he likes being able to look over and see your face or having the subtle background noise of your breathing

will cry when you haven’t talked in five minutes a while

he’s that attached to you

usually, the one to call first, but when you call first he melts into a puddle of pure joy

his favorite thing to do with you: sitting 

together obviously 

though it doesn’t actually matter because if you aren’t around he’ll just call you to do the same thing

if you have your license, he will always ask if you guys could go for a drive and listen to music

but if you don’t, the couches at the dorm is just a good a place as any

he sits right next to you and usually holds onto your arm while resting his head on your shoulder

becomes so calm in your presence, people wonder if he’s sick or feeling sad

nope, he’s just relaxing with you after an eventful day

when he has to go home, he always whines and pouts. he almost throws a fit sometimes and you have to calm him down by promising to video chat him as soon as he gets home

asks his mom to let him stay the night a lot, though she rarely lets him

sometimes, when he does get to stay, he wedges himself between you and renjun in bed

renjun complains, but you shut him up quick

the bed is already pretty small as is, but you three make it work by snuggling up close to one another

chenle is in heaven because most times, both you and renjun wrap him up in your arms and he’s just sandwiched in a loving cuddle

the sounds of your shallow sleeping breaths give him the best sleep of his life

“never leave my side, y/n. i need you to relax.”

==≎==

Jisung

the sweetest boy for you

and only you

the other members get so petty when they see him trailing after you like a baby duckling after its parent

always commenting on how he can’t stay five feet from you ever 

though they’re literally the same way?

you may not treat jisung like your baby, but that doesn’t mean he’s not your baby

always right there when you’re cooking, waiting to be your taste-tester

when he’s feeling upset, you’re the first one he reaches for

always offering to help you when he thinks you need it

even if you don’t need it, he’ll still stand by you and watch you complete the task

that being said, his favorite thing to do with you are chores

your turn for laundry? there he is, struggling to fold the t-shirts

you want to tidy up the bedrooms? has a trash bag ready for you in his hands

his favorite chore is doing the dishes

to him, you make it so much fun

you share an airpod with him and turn on some hyped playlists to dance along to

you wash and he dries

the smile on his face never leaves

will laugh uncontrollably when you start messing around with the bubbles from the soap or sing into a pancake turner

sometimes you pull him away from drying for a quick duet

most of the time it’s you spinning him around and dipping him like they do in the movies

he’s such a graceful and talented dancer, but he becomes a flailing beanstalk blowing in the wind when you dance with him

always trying to get back to the job at hand, but you don’t let him until you’ve had your fill of dancing to the music

when you finish the dishes and put them away, you always give him a high five and a hug to thank him for helping you

you think that’s why he always comes back

“a-are you sure we can dance in the kitchen like this? yah, we might break something!”

[sparklingskz]

don’t talk, sing | bang chan

▸ genre: fluff

▸ description: just two people spending time together. few words spoken, many lyrics heard.

▸ word count: 1k

▸ a/n: this is just me being soft for chan :( pretty inspired on his “chan’s room” vlives! thanks for requesting

It was finally time to go home.

You had finished the last of your exams for the semester, and you couldn’t wait to just put your mind at rest for a little while and reward yourself for all the hard work you put into studying.

As you were walking out of the classroom, you shot a quick text at Chan.

you (16:50): finished the last exam, are we still on for hanging out at the studio today?

channie (16:51): ofc, get yourself over here when you can!!!!

You sent a heart after giggling due to his over use of exclamation marks, proceeding to lock your phone and head to the studio.

Some people would have probably preferred to be alone, sleep or party after finishing their exams, but you were just looking forward to spending the evening with Chan. You hardly had a chance to hang out together these last few weeks, so having some quality time with him would most definitely make your heart happy. Hey, it always did.

You made your way inside the building where Chan’s studio was located, taking the elevator towards the correct floor. Once you reached the very familiar door, you knocked on it twice before hearing a muffled “come in!”

You softly opened the door so you could make your way inside, and your eyes instantly landed on Chan’s figure leaning over the keyboard and staring profoundly at the screen, clicking on his mouse and paying close attention to what he was doing.

“Are you working?” you asked, putting your things down next to the door.

“Was, I just finished so my attention can all be on you.” He turned his head in your direction to throw a quick smile at you.

“I like the sound of that.”

He clicked on a few more things to save the track he was working on, before fully turning to face you. "You can bring that sofa closer,” he said, nodding his head in a direction behind him.

You did just as he said, moving the piece of furniture in the space he made next to him, and sat down.

“Before anything else, want to listen to some music?“ he said.

"Always want to,” you answered with a playful smile.

He opened the music app on his computer, and quickly asked, “Any recommendations?”

You thought for a few seconds, trying to remember one of your many favorite songs at the moment. It appeared that suddenly your entire music library had disappeared from your memory, but when looking at the screen you spotted a song that you remembered Chan had played some times, and you liked. “How about Talk by Khalid?”

Chan smiled. “Nice choice.”

He played the song, and as the music started flooding the room through the speakers, you finally took a good look at Chan. He was wearing his classic black sweatshirt and black cap, managing to still look stunning in casual clothing. It was one of his many traits, to be honest.

He noticed you were looking at him and a faint blush covered his cheeks, and he laughed before asking, “so, how was the test?”

“I’m confident I didn’t do badly, but talking about school isn’t on top of my list of priorities right now.” You pouted.

“Well, stop pouting so we can talk about something else.”

And that’s how you managed to fall into an easy conversation, the topics ranging from how you both were doing these last few weeks, Chan’s projects and the cute puppies you saw on your way to college that very same morning.

When the song that was playing came to an end, you both would take turns on picking the next one, like you always did. It was something that helped you both to discover new songs and delve into the other’s music taste, which, in all honesty, you thought helped you become closer to the boy. Additionally, it was funny how you both could easily switch from playing EDM one second to listening to an emotional ballad right the next one, but that was what made this whole deal exciting.

When you hung out with Chan like this, there were always times where you didn’t talk at all, and just enjoyed the music and the other’s company. That day was no different, and, being completely honest, it was one of your favorite parts of spending time with him. You loved the fact that something as simple as listening to music could become so calming and healing.

At one moment you closed your eyes and leaned back on the chair, not quite falling asleep but getting to that state where you’re resting and not really paying close attention to your surroundings. The only thing you could make out was the music coming through the speakers and Chan’s voice singing along to the lyrics, or humming when he didn’t quite know them.

Oh, Chan’s voice. Yes. You loved the way he could effortlessly produce the softest harmonies and be right on tune with the singer, creating the most pleasing atmosphere in the room. You would happily listen to him sing forever, his voice bringing you the peace you needed. The more you listened, the images of school notes, text books and responsibilities vanished from your mind, being replaced with nothing but his voice. And that’s exactly what you wanted.

That’s also exactly what you needed, to just be focused in the present, to forget about the world for a while. All your worries for the future melting away, at least in that particular moment.

You heard rather than saw Chan changing the song to Lego House by Ed Sheeran. You knew this one was one of his favorites, as his voice instantly started singing along with Ed. It was so beautiful you had to open your eyes for a bit, your gaze being met with the sight of Chan swaying along with the melody, eyes closed.

Breathtaking? Yes, that’s one word for it.

You closed your eyes again, thoughts revolving around how happy you felt in the moment flooding your mind. This was definitely one of those instances you would treasure the most, and you were happy you chose to come here to spend the evening. You knew you could count on Chan to make every moment special, because you knew he was going to be right beside you, playing the next song.

[kunderdogs]

KNK As Dads

Thank you to the anon who requested it! I know it’s kind of sloppy but I hope you like it! :)

I tried to keep them all the same length but it’s hard to tell lol

Jihun

When you tell him you’re pregnant, he will fall on the floor

SO DRAMATIC

“WE WERE SO CAREFUL? OMG MY MOM WILL BE SO HAPPY!”

Buys five yards of bubble wrap to “baby proof the house”

You have to explain to him that’s not how it goes

He’ll ready every parenting book like ever

“Did you know that babies have nails in the womb?!”

“Please...it’s three in the morning...Go to sleep, Jihun.”

So affectionate

Wants to cuddle with your belly all the time

“Sorry babe, you’re my number two now. She’s my number one love.”

As soon as his daughter is born, he’s bawling

Uncontrollably

The docs have to calm him down because they’re afraid he’ll start hyperventilating.

Will not let her leave his sight for the first few months

Will be soooo dramatic when she learns to walk though

Bouncing off the walls when she takes her first step

“BABE OH MY GOD DID YOU- DID YOU SEEEEEE HER?? SHE TOOK HER FIRST STEP. GET THE C A M E R A!”

Made her a college fund when she was 5 days old

“It’s never too soon to start saving for college.”

Hogs all the baby time

Wants to feed her

Refuses to let anyone except you and him hold her until she’s maybe four months

Calls the other members her “weird Uncles”

Proudly announces to everyone her first words were “Dada” even though you were pretty sure she burped

At nights, he’ll sleep in her nursery

He’ll grow out of that habit around when she enters school

As she gets older, he’s always supportive

Definitely wants her to try singing

Knows she’ll sound like an angel

Wants her to do whatever she wants in life

Wants a lot of kids because he loves to spend time with them

Literally she’s his princess

The type of dad to have tea parties just cause his daughter loved them

“Tea party? Only if I can wear the purple tiara this time.”

Glares at any little boy that shows an interest in her

“EXCUSE ME. Keep your hands to yourself, thankyouverymuch.”

“Dad, I’m twenty and this is my boyfriend.”

“boYFRIEND?! You’re grounded, young lady. No dating until you’re married.”

Seoham

Panic

“What- you’re-?! !!!!”

Faints when you tell him you’re pregnant

Once he comes to, he’ll start crying

Very emotional the entire pregnancy

Even more so than you are

Experiences pregnancy sympathy pains

Has morning sickness right with you

You’re spending the majority of the first trimester taking care of him

He’s always apologizing lmao

As you get bigger, he’s in awe

Cannot believe he’s going to be a dad

Will always look at you like you’re the most beautiful thing in the world

Tearfully tells you he loves you at random times

And then you cry too cause the damn hormones

The member to gush to his fans about your new baby

(on VLIVE) “If it’s a girl, what name should we give it? Tinkerbell always has good ideas and suggestions...Boy name suggestions too!”

Will try to get you to quit your job when you get to 7 months

Is so nervous for the delivery

Coaching and holding your hand the WHOLE TIME

He’ll be your voice to your doctors (we love a king)

Crying as soon as he sees your son’s full head of hair

“You did it, baby, oh wow. He’s so beautiful. You did so well, love. I love you so much.”

Is a mESS

“Mommmm~ He’s healthy T-T come as soon as you can.” Sobs

Glares at anyone who tries to take your son from your arms

Will 100% give the doctors a hard time if his son is crying for “too long”

As he gets older, Seoham is the perfect father.

Loving, caring, and stern when he needs to be

But he’s sooooo soft

Hates to discipline him but knows he needs the correction

The type of dad to watch with love in his eyes as his child is running around the yard.

Threatens the members not to show him any bad words/actions

Reads and sleeps with his son (even tho his long body cannot fit on the red car bed)

Cries at almost every milestone (walking, talking, eating solid food, first hair cut, first day of school)

“He’s just growing up so fast, babe. Soon, he’ll be married and having kids of his own. What am I going to do then?”

“Seoham, this is his third birthday party...Get it together, baby.”

Not going to push his child into anything but encourages him to find hobbies or sports his likes

If your son likes sports, he’s at every. single. event. Practice, games, any of it

Records all the games and when he goes to college, he’ll make a highlight reel

Inseong

When you tell him, you’re pregnant, he won’t believe you

Not to mean you’re a liar

But he just cannot grasp it rn

“Ha ha, very funny, babe. I know you’re on the pill.”

Once you hand him the pregnancy stick, he’s all 

O_O “o-oh shit”

Needs to sit down cause he’s lightheaded

Doesn’t want to show you but he’s scared outta his mind rn

Smiles nervously

As time goes on and you start to show, it’ll finally become real to him

He’ll cry that night when you feel the baby moving and put his hand on your belly

Will hide all his worries and concerns from you and instead will ask the members 

Eventually he’ll speak to you about how nervous he is but he reassures you he wants a baby with you

He’ll feel better after talking to you

Very gentle with you when you’re pregnant and will get you any cravings you need

Schedules regular massages for you so you’re comfortable

Literally has hearts in his eyes when he sees how big you get in the last trimester

Doesn’t care what gender your baby is, just wants it healthy

Soft smiles and kisses when the doctor hands you a chubby baby boy

He’s crying but trying to put on a strong front for you

Wants to be your strength but eventually breaks down when he takes a step back and sees how you look at your son in your arms

“The most beautiful view I’ve ever seen...”

Fully bawling when you ask him if he wants to hold his son

Won’t stop calling the child “my son”

Taking pictures and videos of everything

Soccer dad FOR SURE

Has snacks and juice ON DECK 24/7

Supports their kid no matter what though

Hates to be the one to discipline and will even leave when you’re scolding your son

Screaming at the top of his lungs when he learns anything new

“HE COUNTED TO 10 OH MY GOD HEEJUN DID YOU HEARRRR THAT”

Affectionate :))))

Will pout if his son doesn’t want to give him kisses when he leaves for work

Dongwon

So so so so happy

Smiling so wide when you surprise him with baby converse.

“You’re not joking? You’re really pregnant? We’re having a baby?”

“I’m going to be a dad?”

Literally so excited!!!!

He gets to have a family with the love of his life!!

Immediately tells all his family and friends once he gets the okay from your doctor

Plans a gender reveal party and is wearing a pink shirt because he wants a lil princess to spoil.

Wouldn’t mind a boy, but wants to experience the “daddy/daughter” bond

RUNNING UP AND DOWN YOUR STREET WHEN HE FINDS OUT YOU”RE HAVING TWIN GIRLS (like on maury)

!!!!!! You’re like 0-O “does this say TWINS?!”

Feels like he hit the jackpot

Kisses you all over, hugging you gently and when you pull back, you can see tears in his eyes.

“I love you. Thank you for giving me two babies.”

He’s very sappy the entire pregnancy

“How’s my girls doing? Need anything, mama? Come here, I’ll rub your feet, baby.”

Takes you on a baby moon to wherever you wanna go just to pamper you before you give birth

Anything you want, he will give you

You could tell him your phone speaker wasn’t working and he’ll go out and get you a whole new phone

Watches you with hearts in his eyes as you sleep

Unfortunately, you can’t give birth naturally due to labor taking too long so the doctors have to preform a c-section.

A mess of nerves and tension as he holds your hand in the operating room

When he hears two cries, he nearly collapses next to you in relief. “You did amazing, love.”

Crying as he watches the doctors put both little girls on your chest

He strokes one of the twins tiny head, lips trembling as she softly cries out

“I never thought my heart could beat outside of my body.”

100% the overprotective dad

Down to play any girly games for them

Brings them to sporting events against their will

N O BOYS E V E R !!!!

NO EXCEPTIONS!!!!

ok maybe if they’re knk fans

MAYBE

Heejun

Terrified at first

Heejun is young (my age lol) so I feel like he wouldn’t particularly want kids until he’s in his late twenties-early thirties

He warms up to the idea of a child quickly because he LOVES kids

ESPECIALLY if it’s his with the love of his life

Not one to keep it a secret

He’ll call everyone in his life and give them the news

lowkey wants a boy because he doesn’t know if he can relate to a girl

But honestly as long as the baby is healthy, he’s over the moon

When he does find out it’s a boy, he’s buying matching clothes for him and his son

Tells everyone “I’m having a son T-T”

Is usually composed during the pregnancy - wide smiles and cheerful expressions

Will get you anything you want, no questions asks

(He’ll complain to the boys that your cravings are weird as hell tho. Who eats cheetos with peanut butter and power-aid? Disgusting)

Won’t ever say anything negative because he wants his child to grow up in a positive environment

Refuses any help in building or assembling any of the baby furniture or toys

“I have to do this. I’m a dad now. Dads build things.”

Only cries when he’s able to hold his son, wrapped up tightly like a burrito in the hospital.

You’d be passed out on the bed with the nurses busy by you, and he’d just sit with your son in his arms, tears flowing freely with a smile on his face.

“Hey little one, I’m your daddy.”

IN LOVEEEEE

YOUR SON CAN DO NO WRONG TO HIM

He’s a precious angel, even when he turns two and terrorizes literally everyone and everything in your house

Wants only the best for your son so he’ll make food and turn into a chef pretty quickly.

Eventually when your son shows how picky he really is, Heejun will give in and give him chicken nuggets

Play fights with him all the time

You still don’t know which one broke the bathroom window and they refuse to tell on the other

Very proud of his son’s accomplishments and will praise him for every little thing he can

Bribes him with popsicles and ice cream to get him potty trained

It worked so you couldn’t say much lol

His kid is his ride or die

Nothing will ever get between him and his son

Wants your son to be better than he is - and will push him to do well in school, all the way up to college

When you have a daughter, him and your son are full on body guard mode

“Hands off the models.” He says to Inseong as the older one plays with your daughter. 

“PRECIOUS CARGO COMING THRU.”

“Ten feet distance at all times, thank you.”

[carnationdoe]

Talking about you (Hyung line)

Just to make it clear, this --> «Korean» means that they are speaking korean and when using “English” they are speaking English

Kim Seokjin ‘Jin’

“So, the last time we talked, you guys were at the billboard music award where you won Top social artist and top group, so first congratulation on that” Ellen announced, once the seven Korean guys had introduced themselves. “Thank you very much, Ellen” Namjoon said on behalf of the others and they all gave her a sincere smile. “But you – RM – also brought something up on the red carpet.”

“So…” Ellen started before being interrupted by the loud cheering from the audience once again. “I haven’t even said anything” – “are anyone of you dating someone?” Ellen continued, as the cheering from the audience died down.

All seven of them whined, as they all dreaded these kinds of questions. However, Jin couldn’t help but feel his face becoming hot and red and he wasn’t the only one who noticed.  “It looks like Jin has someone speciel in mind, yes?” mischievous smile curved up the corners of Ellen’s lips.

“What?” Jin asked with a thick accent, playing dumb. “Are you dating anyone at the moment, Jin?”. At that moment he knew that he had been caught red-handed which made his face flush even harder. 

“Just friends” Jin managed to say without too much stutter. Ellen smiled even bigger than before, not believing a word he said. “A friend you want to date?”  She emphasised the last four words, earning ‘oh’ and laughter from the audience. 

That was all it took to break down Jin’s walls down, before looking at Namjoon and saying; «We enjoy each others company». 

“He says that...” Namjoon began to translate after making sure that Jin knew what he was doing, “that they are friends who are enjoying each others company.” before he himself began adding a few facts so Jin wasn’t singled out. “We are actually all friends with each other and enjoy a movie night every now and then when we have time.”

The rest of the group were nodding once Namjoon finished talking, trying their best to make it more believable, even though it was true. But it seemed that Ellen didn’t quite believe them.

“But it seems as if,” she shifted in her seat, placing a hand under her chin as if to think, “Jin is enjoying her company more than the rest of you. Am I right?”

A smile had found its way to Jin's face before, the words slipped past his lips. «We’re... she laughs at my jokes and we cook together. What more to wish for.» and then he chuckled awkwardly and looked down at Namjoon who was shaking his head.

“Sorry, I’m not translating that” Namjoon announced before anyone could get the chance to ask.  

“Does it really make a difference, since it will be translated later on anyway?” Ellen protested, which simply made the seven boys smile. 

“Yeah, let's wait for that then.” Namjoon said with a chuckle, and the other six boys joined while Ellen let out a sigh. 

Min Yoongi ‘Suga’

You and Yoongi had been talking to each other for a few months and things were slowly developing into more than just friends. You were being a bit hesitant about officially calling it a relationship; because of how hectic Yoongi’s schedule was and you didn’t want to jump into that kind of relationship without being sure that that was what both of you wanted. 

Today was no different: Yoongi was in London, United Kingdom to perform at Wembley together with his six group members. He was sitting in the makeup chair having his makeup and hair done and as soon as he was finished, he jumped down the chair. 

He was walking around aimlessly backstage when his ears picked up on the frantic screaming from the audience on the other side of the black curtains.

He suddenly became nervous, and when Yoongi became nervous, he showed it through silence. He clenched and unclenched his fists, before walking away from the spot he had been standing and found an empty room.

“Yoongi?” He could hear the softness in your voice through the phone. He couldn’t help but smile. “Hello Y/N-ie” – “I’m sorry for calling.” He could almost hear you rolling your eyes as he apologised for waking you up. 

“mmm, don’t be. What do you need, love?” He knew that you wouldn’t let it go before he told the reason behind the call; “I don’t kn-… I’m nervous” He stuttered out the last three words. 

A light chuckle could be heard through the phone. “Yoongi, no matter what you do you do great and even if, if you made a mistake ARMY and I will still love and support you.” You said genuinely. 

“Thank you” He said shyly, before you ended your call with ‘goodbyes’ and kiss through the phone.

“Who were you talking to?” Jimin asked and a blush quickly found its way onto Yoongis face. Jimin couldn’t help but think that Yoongi looked genuinely happy.

 “Y/N” Yoongi said and shrugged as if it was nothing special, but Jimin looked right through it. 

“And who is this Y/N?” Jimin asked in a sly manner. It caught Yoongi by surprise; “I mean what is they to you?” Jimin continued.

“We need to go on stage” Yoongi tried to deflect the questions, but he didn’t succeed.

Jimin took hold of Yoongi’s arm; “Hyung, it wasn’t meant like that. You just seem so happy”

Yoongis characteristic gummy smile found its way on to his face, as he thought of you. It didn’t go unnoticed by Jimin.

“I’m happy Mochi... She makes me happy and calms me down when I need it the most”

Jung Hoseok ‘J-Hope’

Earlier that day you had received a text from your boyfriend, Hoseok, informing that he would be at the dance studio with the others; training for the next concert. It wasn’t as if it was anything new. He had been spending every single day at either the dance studio or the studio, so you hadn’t been seeing much of him these days.

It had become a habit of yours to enjoy the mornings by yourself in bed and later studying for your exams, but today were different. You had come up with the brilliant idea that you would be visiting Hoseok at lunch.

You were leaning up against the doorframe. Your eyes only focused on one of the dancing forms before you. He was in his element; it was easy to see. You hadn’t realized that the music had stopped and so had the people before you.

“Hey Y/N” The six other Korean boys yelled, as Hoseok walked towards you. He pulled you into a tight hug as he withdrew, he gave you a cheeky smile “Why are you here?”

“I missed you, Hobi” you stated and showed off the paper bag in your hand “I even brought pajeon. It should be good for you since you are training so hard and…”

Hoseok gave you a quick kiss on the lips, which made you stop rambling. “Sorry” you mumbled, embarrassed.

He simply chuckled and whispered a thank you to you. “Yeah, thank you Y/N” the six others said with big smiles on their faces as they began to eat.

“You need to marry her” Yoongi said with his mouth stuffed with the homemade pancakes you had brought to them. “Or else I might do it, cus this is amazing!” Jungkook continued where Yoongi had left.

“That’s not gonna happen, Jungkook” Hoseok gave him the ‘evil eye’ “Y/N isn’t into babies” Hoseok continued in a serious manner, but had a cheeky smile.

“She is into men” Hoseok stated. He couldn’t help but break into a little dance still with a cheeky smile plastered on his face; “A man like me-e-e-e!” he sang happily.

They all broke out in laughter and Hoseok joined them. 

Kim Namjoon ‘RM’

“Guys, I will answer ten questions and then I will go to bed. Our schedule tomorrow is packed, I have practice in the morning.” Namjoon gave the web camera a tired smile, trying not to yawn.  

“When will you run for President?” He busted out laughing as soon as he had read the question out loud “I heard about this from my friends. I want to change the standards of society, but it will be as an idol” He took in a breath before continuing in a more playful manner; “I’ll be the president for all army’s!”

He read through the comments and kept smiling. Quickly dismissing the comments which wasn’t questions, when he caught sight of your name being mentioned multiple times. He could feel his face heat up and he tried to cover it up with his hands – in a natural way. However, it didn’t do him any good, since the audience had already noticed his change in posture.

When he found a question, which didn’t include you in anyway, he let out a deep sigh. “When will you release the next album?” – “We are actually already working on it”

He was in the middle of replying a question, when you barged through the door singing out his name; “Namjoonie!”. It made him stop dead in his tracks for a few seconds – his cheeks flushing bright pink once again - before he turned around in the chair. He tried to cover you up with his body and the chair; blocking you from the camera.

You raised an eyebrow because of his reaction. “I’m live on Vlive” He explained. As soon as the words had left his mouth you realized what you had just done. 

“Oh shit…  I didn’t know… s-o-o-rr-y” You stuttered. You took a deep breath before rambling: “I thought you wanted company or something like that. Sorry… Eh, you know what, I will just… I will just go now. See ya”

You left the room before Namjoon could stop you. He turned back around and was faced towards the computer and the camera once again. 

He tried to pull of the ‘just-friend’-card with you, but he was easily to see through. The comment section was blowing up. Some comments were stating that he wasn’t being truthful, and others were commenting on how cute you were.

Namjoon couldn’t help but have a stupid lovestruck grin on his face as he read the compliments his fans gave you. 

“She is one of the most amazing persons I have ever meet” He regretted the words as soon as they had left his mouth, but he had now opened up the pandora box.

“She understand me on a whole other level; she actually wants to understand what I’m doing” – “I will introduce her to you another day, but I will have to go now before she talks the ears off the others” Namjoon said with a dumbfounded chuckle and ended the livestream.

[littlenonamesblog]

They don’t know about us

They don’t know about things we do,

They don’t know about: “I love you”.

Seonghwa looked at getting on his breast Hongjoong and stroked his silk hair smelling Pak’s favourite shampoo. Omega got more comfortable and snoteled sweeter sometimes sniffing. Well, alpha couldn’t stop looking at his treasure. His, only his.

Yesterday evening was very hard, leader had been so exhausted in a few hours that he had slept all night, and now all morning, like a baby.

Hongjoong for Seonghwa isn’t like everyone else. He always smiles, wrinkles his atypical for Koreans sharp nos, laughs at unfunny jokes and behaves like a child, but only with the alpha. Everyday He listens to music of “One direction”, sings their songs about love and Dreams of the same. He would like to visit their concert, but: “ 1) They took a break in 2016; 2) No time; 3) No company”. He swears at donsens, when they offer to drink and relax, but in the end spits on all of this and drinks more than other. For Seongwa Hongjoong is the most extraordinary.

Park brushed his hair back from his relaxed face and smiled as Hongjoong wrinkled his nose again. Yunho's head appeared from behind the door, announcing that the Manager would be arriving in an hour, and that everyone in the Dorm had been up for a long time, except the hyuns. Seonghwa nodded, thanked him, and kicked him out, saying he was disturbing the leader's sleep. Junior laughed, but left, knowing, that hyun can throw something, for example, the slipper that once flew into San's face because he interfered with Kim's sleep.

-Hongjoong~ie, get up, - he sang softly in Kim’s ear and licked the shell of it. Omega grimaced, smacked lips and continued to sleep. - Manager Will be here soon. You don’t wanna be caught, do you?

-No, - Hongjoong opened his eyes and looked at alpha sleepy. That laughed with junior’s cute-looking and smoothed his unrule pink hair.

-So, get up, wash your face and drink medicaments, because my smell stuck to you. We can be caught,- Seonghwa gently kissed his cheek. Hongjoong reached out and kissed Park’s nose, smiling contentedly.

-But hyun, it’s too warm with you, - Hongjoong was sad.

Park sat up and turned head. Omega pouted and made the face of the chief sufferer. Seonghwa kissed him again and left the room.

Just one touch and I was a believer,

Every kiss it gets a little sweeter.

Fifteen minutes ago all sat at the table and ate breakfast, which was carefully ordered by San. Guys laughed and discussed plans for the day. Rarely Seonghwa looked at Hongjoong. Junior talked to Mingi. Under the table Park clenched his fists until his knuckles were white. Certainly, Mingi had Yunho, but raper really liked to flirt with leader.

-Our plans for today sharply changed, - angry manager flew into hall like a storm and broke the vase. Wooyoung buying it was visibly upset. - Seonghwa and Hongjoong must go with me, others go to the training room.

The Boys looked at each other. Their manager was so cheerful and happy, but now he threw lightning bolts at them with ne look and could kill, if someone made a noise.

-Well, - Hongjoong’s voice was full of nervousness. Were they caught!? It couldn’t be.

But I bet you, if they only knew

They will just jealous of us.

Tension hung in the air of the car. Seonghwa nervously fiddling with fingers warm sweater. Hongjoong tried to disappear from the country, because he remembered one unpleasant moment. When they had a drink, San turned on the live, where Boys played spin the bottle. Somebody’s kiss was too intimate (later they decided to retire, but the camera took it and it hit the net. Millions of people saw it. Seonghwa drunk more than Kim and he didn’t remember it. In the morning, the whole Internet was full of their photos. Good thing they hadn’t checked the networks yet.

Baby, they don’t know about, they don’t know about us.

The Agency building greeted them with a chill. Omega cringed, but Seonghwa put his jacket full of his smell over Kim’s shoulders. It calmed him down a little and restored his sanity. Nothing, they are strong and will get out of this damn situation.

They can say anything they want

Cuz’ they don’t know about us.

***

The encounter left a huge residue in Puck's soul. They took a taxi to get home. Nothing broke the silence, only omega’s quiet whimpers. Kim buried his nose in alpha’s shoulder. After living in the same room with Hongjoong for several years, Seonghwa learned that his tears were a protective regime. When it is hard for him or he is looking for protection, it works. Often at night omega wraps himself in blankets and cries quietly so that no one can hear. Only Seonghwa protected Hongjoong from cockroaches in his head and depression. Why then did Kim often sleep in the same bed with Park?

Certainly, Kim’s life isn’t sugar. He does not admit that he is an omega at all. Seonghwa tightened his arms around Hongjoong. For all he represented beta, saws suppressants, but not for members. They were the only ones who knew about the secret.

They don’t know about up all night

Seongwa moved sleeping leader in the bed and went away. Now, only Kim was in the dorm.

They don’t know I’ve waited all my life.

***

It was a quiet evening in the Dorm. Hongjoong was introduced to himself. It was made clear to him that today he must hold a new broadcast, where he must set all the points. After drinking the pills, he settled on the couch, took a breath and went to Vlive, where he immediately started the live. It was very crowded. Everyone was waiting for a confession from Hongjoong.

Seonghwa watched this live too. It was really Hard to Jim to see his lover’s tears, but he couldn’t do anything. As director said, Hongjoong must do it himself. Alpha had an another way to support.

When tears glistened in Kim's eyes, he decided to act. Seonghwa sent him one video and waited for omega to watch it. Hongjoong said goodbye quickly enough and passed out. A few minutes later, Park’s phone rang. It was Hongjoong .

-Seonghwa, this cover is very beautiful. I love you too, very-very, - whispered omega with a happy smile. - Only in the word know k is not read, - he laughed. Seonghwa didn’t need more, he wants only hear his Joong~ie’s happy laugh and see his smile.

Baby, they don’t know about, they don’t know about us.

So everyone found out about them

[agustdef]

Here & Now - Chapter 21

Pairing: Yoongi x OC

Genre: Fluff; Chill romance

Word Count: 2,452

Warning: Cringey attempt at lyrics because somehow that became important to the chapter. I’m deeply sorry. 

Banner Marker: @dee-ehn​

I’d been sitting at my desk double-checking the papers in front of me when my phone started to aggressively ding. In the group chat with the boys and Hals, there was a countdown going.

I couldn’t help the smile that came to my face as each of them sounded off and then Yoongi delivered the final word:

Rise is out!

The chat descended into anarchy as we all sent gifs and memes of celebration for the mini. As well as the group promising a listen and then to return back with thoughts.

As I opened Spotify my phone buzzed again and a message from Yoongi popped up. My immediate reaction was to roll my eyes.

Listen to ALL of it.

I ignored it and found the mini, pressing play on it without the shuffle so I could experience them shifting in the order they were meant to. We’d tried our best to make sure they flowed easily, while also making each distinct.

Why? I could just listen to the super-secret one. It’s the only one I was forbidden from listening too.

Sometimes I just felt like being a little difficult. I could guess that he was rolling his eyes at me.

Just do it.

please

Even though I knew I was already listening the guilt still hit me, making me want to start something I was already doing. He’d been using please a lot lately and eliciting that feeling from me.

You know I already am. Will report back soon

After that, I exited the app and restarted the first song. Leaning back in my chair I relaxed, focusing solely on the music filling my studio. It was the softest of the songs we’d worked on, but still couldn’t be considered soft. The bass alone ensured that.

One song poured into the other and each one growing a little more in its intensity. He was pouring out his feelings, but none of them were on the level that the first Agust D mini; thankfully.

Hearing them while not in the studio making them made them sound different. I was less worried about picking things apart and could actually enjoy them. When it came to the end I was kind of sad it was over, but I also knew I had one more song left. The one I’d been banned from hearing.

There was a long pause and then a very soft sound started playing. It sounded like the piano and after several seconds it was confirmed. It was very beautiful and I got wrapped up in it as it continued on with nothing else. What shocked me was that as it grew softer again the sound of a cello rang out. They paired together and played off one another. Though it wasn’t something to be terribly shocked by, it was the fact that the piece playing was by me. I’d allowed him a few of my recorded pieces to hold on to.

As I pulled myself together, I realized that it had gone on well over a minute with nothing besides the instruments. Unlocking the phone and glancing down at the time total I gawked at the nearly six-minute length.

“Holy shit.”

I wanted to message him and question it, but remained still and listened. After several more moments, there was a throat clear, but before I could question its place there was singing. It was soft and a bit rough, but it worked well.

Yoongi’s voice fills the space after, his style of rap soft and a little rough; almost singing.

You don’t expect them to step in

Alter your feelings and your focus

Make you feel different

Realize you’re whole

That they weren’t the cause

but they complimented it

That you loving yourself worked

And now as you love them it’s pure

Not you becoming dependent

Like you were before

It went on and I just sat there opened mouth. The lyrics were surprising and vastly different from the rest of the mini. Those coupled with the beautiful instruments in the background brought me to tears.

After the song ended and the mini restarted it took a bit to collect myself. Once I did, I remembered I was to report back. The group chat was on fire, everyone announcing how much they loved it. I came in just as they were getting into the bonus track.

Kook: So that’s the track you were hiding?

Jimin: It was different and so good

Hobi: Told you it would be

Hobi: His inspo was too strong. Speaking of

He must have pressed send before he could finish it, which gave me time to slide in before he could finish. Ever since we’d talked about the whole awkwardness he’d been laying on the implications thick. It was worse when they’d come back to the states for some shows. I’d been bombarded that morning about finishing work early and coming to hang out with them.

It was great. I’m a little biased, but everything sounded better than I imagined it did. And the bonus song is great, I didn’t know you were going to use the cello piece.

Hoseok’s typing stopped and that made me feel better, but then Yoongi started.

It just felt right.

Not a word else was said and no one appeared to be typing anything. I had no clue how to proceed, my feelings about the last song hadn’t even processed yet. And they were taking longer since Hoseok mentioned Yoongi’s inspiration. I was never one to assume something like that was a grand gesture for me, but the thought had planted itself in my head.

Joon: Anyways… Yoongi went live and that’s why he’s quiet. And stay off Twitter Ken, it’s not as bad as before but the bad always seem to climb to the top of your mentions.

Part of me wanted to look, but I decided against it.

I will. Got some things to work on so I can leave.

With that, I sat my phone down and turned back to the paperwork in front of me. It was a large stack, the sudden change to the contract having come in a week ago. It was a lot and very different from what I expected when I started the process, it made me so excited though. It was a new chapter and a great step.

I made sure both copies were signed and then closed it back. Just as I finished my door was opened and in came Marcus; he looked stressed.

“Did you finish?” he asked.

“Yeah, but uh are you okay?”

He nodded, expression unchanging. After a moment he sighed and I could see the tired in his eyes. “Yeah. Well, I will be. Just a lot going on with work and other things, so I’m trying to stay on top of it. Just a few more things today and then I’ll be clear for a reasonably calm weekend.”

Part of me wanted to press, but I knew well enough that holding him up would make the anxiety he was probably feeling worse.

I handed him the papers and with a quick bye he was off and I was alone again. My eyes glanced to the phone, but instead of picking it up I just stared.

All that I could think about was the song. With the instrumental alone it spoke to me. The piece that was used had been a random mish-mash of some other pieces I’d been practicing. I’d wanted to pair it with another string eventually, but hearing it with a piano felt so right.

And then there were the words. They spoke to me as a person who wasn’t into the chaoticness of love and relationships. Being comfortable with myself and being able to care for another was all I ever wanted. I’d experienced not being able to profess my self-love and worthy and loving another so wholly. It wasn’t the wrong way per se, and I learned to accept me during the relationship's duration but it always felt like I was putting in so much work to make us both happy.

The final nail in the coffin for it was the possibility that it could be in reference to me. He could have been talking about anything or past experiences, but he hadn’t let me see any of it. I’d almost heard a single second of it one day and he nearly had a fit.

Groaning, I rested my head on the desk. We really needed to talk. The longer I was left unsure the more my mind raced and lingered on things that I would normally brush over.

So after several minutes of agitation, I came to the conclusion to wait until his live was over and then see if we could meet that day.

Grabbing my phone I unlocked it and went to the Vlive to watch. He’d been on for a bit and seemed to not stopping anytime soon, so I just sat and watched.

He was chatting animatedly with those in the chat about the mini. How he’d decided he wanted to do another one and how to proceed with it. Everyone appeared to be happy and loving it. Many saying that they were still playing it in the background as they watched him.

“Well, once I had some lyrics and an idea I talked to Joon and he recommended Sailor V or Kendall as many of you know. I loved what they did for his song so I got in contact. Things worked so well and I’m very proud of where we got the songs. She worked on every song, even the last one even though she wasn’t allowed to hear it until today. The strings you hear is her playing the cello.”

The bonus track was so good

i lovved the whole mini

The cello sounded good w/ piano

she plays cello!??!??!

why not just have Adora help

IT WAS SOOOOO GOOD. WILL WE EVER GET THAT SONG LIVE?

I knew he saw the comment about having Adora produce with him, it was the way his lips almost pushed down into a frown. He played it off well though.

“Live? Well, that would be up to, Kendall. She loved the song, but she might still be a little miffed that I wouldn’t let her here it all these months.”

He wasn’t wrong. I was feeling salty about that.

Adora could have helped

please get her to do it, it would be awesome

Why didn’t you just work with Joon?

it would have been just as good if not better with Slow Rabbit pd

Stop being mean about Kendall. She did good and seems nice

Do you think Yoongi wants to see hate to his friend

“I really don’t,” he said.

It was an obvious mistake on his part, but that didn’t stop him from running with it. I think he’d reached a new level of fed up.

“Kendall has been a great help to me and a great friend. She’s accepted this project and my friendship all while knowing how chaotic some can get with hate and accusations. When it hate and messed up comments came her way she stayed, when we all would have understood her dropping out. She’s helped so much with the direction of the mini. Made sure to accommodate me, while also pushing me on things when I’m refusing. She’s been a great friend to me and the other guys. Nothing she’s done has warranted this hate.”

He paused, closing his eyes and I thought he was done. I was very wrong.

“For you all to sit here and disrespect her because of her race or getting close to us or even rumors of us dating isn’t okay. She is undeserving of the hate. And you show your true nature when you attack her for these things. If me possibly dating someone or getting close to a woman bothers you so much, then that’s a problem. I’m a human being and I’m allowed to experience happiness whether it be platonic or romantic.”

Another pause and this time his hand moved towards the screen as if he were going to end the live. “Please think about your behavior. No one should be attacked for something like this. It’s not what we as artists stand for.”

And just like that he was gone. There had been a flurry of pleadings to not leave yet before the screen shifted, but obviously he hadn’t heeded them.

A good chunk of me felt bad, I didn’t know if what he’d just done was okay. It was rare for artists to call out their fans, even when it needed to happen; like during fan wars. But part of me felt relieved and that Bang wouldn’t be too bothered. He’d shown that his own tolerance for nonsense was waning over the last year or so. Call outs and lawsuits came real quick.

I waited a few minutes and then called him, hoping he was alone and didn’t need to rush to do anything.

“Hi,” I said when he finally picked up.

“Hey,” his responded, voice gruff and clearly annoyed.

For a moment I remained silent, knowing what I wanted to say but unsure of how to say it.

“So I saw the live, well the last chunk of it. I’m sorry it was tainted by weirdos, trolls, and antis. Today was supposed to be a great day for you.”

He sighed, so loud that it made me jump and pull the phone away from my ear for a second.

“It’s… it’s fine. I expected them. It was just going so well and I just kind of forgot. And I’m just so frustrated so everything spilled out. So much build-up and I just feel like I can’t get it all out. I’m tired of holding in all these emotions. I just…” he trailed off.

The longer it was silent the more my stomach began to churn in discomfort. He sounded how I felt and I wasn’t even a hundred percent sure that his little tangent was about us. It felt like there was nothing I thought I could offer in the moment. Any words of comfort I could give seemed futile.

“You just what?” I tried to ask gently.

Another sigh and then the line went dead silent. Pulling the phone from my ear I noticed he’d hung up. My mouth went wide, shocked that he’d just leave it like that. I had no clue what the hell I did to deserve such swift dismissal.

Before I could figure out how to proceed my phone vibrated and then a message appeared on my screen.

Please meet me at Hals

[hollyhomburg]

BTS as your boyfriend

A/N: Is there supposed to be an order to reactions?  some of these features specified occupations of the reader and there are touches of smut and angst but this is mostly fluff 

W/C: 2.1k

Seokjin

Takes cooking classes with you but half of the time the two of you get distracted (you tease him by grabbing his thighs and he retaliates by gripping a handful of your ass)

“This tastes good- but not as good as you” is one of his favorite things to say and you’ll often take turns saying it, (ie you’ll say it over breakfast, and then he’ll say it a few days later at dinner.

Doesn’t let his family intimidate you by bringing you around for a surprise visit so that you can see his parents in a more natural form and not their “Miss Korea and CEO” glory. Because to Seokjin- they’re just mom and dad.

Will literally drop everything if you say that you just need to get away for a little while. The two of you will often pack a suitcase and just go to the airport for a weekend- not quite sure where you’re going to go until you get to the airport

king of pet names. 

Is literally the most caring prince whenever you get sick, rubbing down your sore muscles with his strong hands aided by vapor rub

Called up your mother to find out how she used to make soup when you were sick.

Regularly makes you apart of his Vlive’s.  

The fans request that you two do a competition of who can stay silent the longest and you make him laugh within seconds.

So Seokjin has to make you your favorite meal because you won and the entire Vlive is just you making puns out of things in the kitchen

You hold up an onion and say “onion-haseyo” to greet the fans. 

You Throw a roll at him “I’m on a roll” 

hold up a piece of meat “the tur-KEY to cooking is a good attitude!”

You distract him so much that the sauce burns.

Wakes up early to cook you breakfast foods.

Yoongi

Both of you keep really strange sleep schedules. 

Some nights you’ll call him up and you’ll go to the Local Park and play basketball together to work off some of your energy.  

And he thinks it’s hilarious and adorable how competitive you get

Hears you humming one morning while you’re getting ready and records the sound on his phone only to use it as the hook on his next song (And it ends up being kind of an anniversary present)

Sometimes when he’s away and he can’t sleep and you’re not awake because of the time difference he’ll just play it to hear a little bit of your voice.

And it will lull him easily to sleep.  

Complains about how needy you can get but at the end of the day it’s always him making grabby hands at you for cuddles or holding your hand tighter in crowds.

Puts his hand on your thigh while he’s driving. lots of back hugs. 

God forbid any man show interest in you he’ll let all his Dageu swagger show. 

lovingly calls you “punk” 

 both you and Yoongi enjoy quite a lot- you both have a tendency to get overstimulated and overwhelmed by the world.

When you’re having a bad day you’ll curl up on his couch in his studio and he’ll turn the lights down low and pull you into his lap,

And you use his soundproofed headphones to block out the noises of the world while he works on his laptop.

And Yoongi can periodically comfort you by running a hand down your calf and watch as you slowly relax, your body becoming jelly next to him.

He’ll wake you up with soft kisses on your cheeks and his low grumbly voice asking “better?”

Hoseok 

Will try to teach you how to dance no matter how many times you’ve kind of…failed at being taught? Hoseok loves to spend time with you regardless.

Loves to guide your body into movements, he’s got a thing about control

Defiantly one of the kinkier ones in bed, he has a little thing for bondage and sensory deprivation; both giving and receiving.

He is absolutely whipped for you and would do anything to please you.

He likes to buy you flowers, sunflowers most of the time. 

Spends late nights with you staying up talking about your future, he’s actually the one out of all the boys that will probably ask about marriage first. (After Namjoon and Jungkook)

Thought it will be more of a thing that the two of you discuss rather than him just springing it on you.

He’d want to make sure you were on the same page as he was; every step of the way.

The two of you talk about everything- and plan out your future meticulously even though you know things rarely ever go to plan.

You go back and forth arguing about whether you’ll want a modern vs American style house, 

about possible pets and how big of a backyard you want (though you defiantly know you want enough space for a garden.)

You argue about kids’ names and whether or not you’ll try to push music and the arts on your children.

You know it might be foolish to dream, but Hoseok tells you that it’s just as foolish not to daydream, - without a plan for your future how do you know where you’re headed?

but Somehow Hoseok thinks he’d always know the way to happiness if you whereby his side. 

Namjoon

 Loves going to cafes to read with you. Takes picnics in the park just so you can sit and draw’s each other (even though he can’t draw for shit)

He keeps one of the doodles you drew in his wallet; right next to a picture the two of you took in a photo booth. 

Takes pictures of things when he’s away and sends it too you with captions like “this reminded me of you.” sometimes it’s a cute animal and he says “this is you in pet form!” 

Likes to do little crafts with you once he realizes finds pleasure in working with his hands- it helps him learn to control (no god of destruction tendencies anymore) and calm down his over-excitable nature. 

 Helps you repaint one of the rooms in your apartment and ends up having a paint fight with you. (Gives you handprints on your ass) 

 Always leaves a romance novel with you before he goes away for a stretch of time with a little notes saying that the romantic lead will keep you company until he gets back. 

Loves to hear you singing in the mornings softly under your breath- almost like you don’t realize you’re doing it. 

Pulls some strings and gets you to meet your favorite author for your birthday.

 You spend half of your time hiding behind Namjoon too nervous to meet them, but afterword’s you end up launching into a discussion about charters with the author and completely forgetting your boyfriend next to you

 But at the end of the day, that’s why Namjoon loves you-you're so passionate.

Jimin

This boy loves matching everything! Matching pajamas, matching designer shoes, he’d even tried to convince you to dye your hair pink with him once but that was where you drew the line. 

Gets matching couples necklaces. 

He’s your best hype man, taking photos of you for your Instagram and always making you feel praised. 

Jimin loves how you’ll blush and get embarrassed- maybe a little too much, he has a little bit of a praise kink himself. 

Does this thing where he’ll put his full weight on top of you and then refuse to move, saying that you’re too comfy. 

He’ll start to fake snore, and then giggle and thrash when you start to tickle him- queue a mutual tickle fight that he always wins. 

Secretly Kind of loves the jealous looks people give the two of you- because you’re the “it” couple and you both know it. 

You guys don’t talk about your feelings much, but some night’s he’ll come in from a particularly difficult day and he won’t be able to meet your eyes when you say his name.

You’ll drag him into the bathroom. Sometimes you’ll shower together and other times you’ll just slowly clean his face of makeup and run a cold cloth over his arms. 

You’ll stand in between his legs and tell him about your day, and by the time you’ve applied his skincare regime he’s lost that far away look in his eyes. 

Then the two of you will spend a little while winding down watching a movie or something before you fall asleep against his chest. Listening to his heartbeat.

Jimin wonders what he did to get someone as caring as you in his life.

Taehyung

Asked you out during the Seoul lantern festival, you were all bundled up in his jacket and his scarf. He loves seeing you in his clothes

Wrote, “I wish you’d be my girl” on a lantern for a wish, and then slowly turned It so that you could see it while hiding his face.

When the two of you let it go he watched you with baited breath, until you nervously pulled him in for a kiss. 

 Asks you to put on fashion shows for him. but always end with him sighing and saying, “I still think you look best in your birthday suit“ and you’ll slap his arm but let him pull you in close for a steamy kiss. 

Make out sessions everywhere- backstage, in the studio, in the hallway closet. 

Will buy expensive lingerie for you literally just to make it dirty

Supports you in designing your own clothes and making alterations to make it fit you and your style.

You’re kind of known as the hot topic fashion designer with the idol boyfriend.

Wears one of your pieces to an event and when asked who he’s wearing he proudly proclaims “my girlfriend!”

Can be the tiniest bit possessive of you- and if you ever get angry at him he’ll just put his hands on your waist and say

“Do you think the Louvre would ever let a Picasso go? The world treasures and protects masterpieces babe which is why I feel the need to treasure you.”

Absolutely loves it when you run your fingers through his hair, you’ll go to his performances and he’ll get all sweaty and between sets

And all you have to do is run your fingers through his hair and he’ll get this pulse of sexual energy

Fansites will be talking about it for weeks. And meanwhile, you’ll know that every smirk was just for you.  

Jungkook

buys you a lot of makeup (practically all of Sephora) and all the fragrance collections- though he does have his favorites.

He often pulls you close and smells your neck and asks, “Which one is this? You smell like candy!” 

But loves how you smell after sex- how you smell like him- the best.  

Really supportive of your choices and your hobby of making makeup tutorials on youtube. And you end up becoming a Makeup Mua (one of the most popular ones in the world) 

Even does a video with you where he lets you do his makeup? And it ends up being one of your more popular videos. 

And then he does a video where he tries to do your makeup and he does a terrible job but you just end up laughing. 

He see’s a tutorial “how to make your girlfriend a makeup bench” on youtube and tries to make it for you, almost staples his hands and ends up getting sawdust everywhere.

And ends up asking for your help picking glass out of his hand- he broke a light bulb. 

And you’re torn between being serious about the glass or laughing over his pout- because he really wanted it to be a surprise but he’s in so over his head as he has zero experience in carpentry 

You think it’s so sweet that he would try to make it himself instead of just buying it for you. 

Harmonizes with you when you sing in the shower- no matter what song it is- even if it’s let it go from frozen he’ll put Elsa to shame. 

Sings you to sleep at night when you can’t sleep. 

He’s also one of those boyfriends that’s just a stereotypical gentleman

Always holding open doors for you, hand on the small of your back, offers to carry everything for you

It’s not a misogynistic thing he just does it because he just wants to treat you how you deserve. 

Proposes to you on your first anniversary, “I might not be good at making things, but I know something that was made for me when I hold it. I was made for you and you were made for me- I’m sure of it, there is not a woman in the world who could make me happier.”

[femikpop]

BBMAs

Tittle: BBMAs Words: 1.8K Pairing: Sou/Yoongi; 8th Member of BTS Summary: Sou’s thoughts on BBMAs. 

Sou started to brush her hair as she was waiting for her vlive to start. There were already few hundred people, but she wanted to wait for more to come, so they wouldn't miss any of the livestream. She would look from time to time to get phone, smile and say great fans from other countries, trying to say 'hello' in as many languages as she could remember.

'It's been a while, isn't it?', Sou said to the camera, taking her phone and walking out of the bathroom. She switched the lights and walked quietly to her bed. She sat on one of her pillow, leaning her back at the head I the bed and covered her legs with blanket. 'I'm actually really great, thank you.', she said after one of the fans asked her how is she. Sou bent her knees and placed her arms on they so they could see her better, even if it was pretty dark beside small bedside lamp, before she started talking again. 'I know, that one the group vlive I was a little quiet and almost absent, but my eyes were barely open and I was so tired. It was a long day for us. But for some reason I'm wide awake after taking the shower. So don't be too worried. When I'll get tired, I'm gonna go to bed.', she said, smiling to the camera.

The next few minutes, Sou was talking the the fans, answering the question. She was very flattered with every comment any of the ARMYs would say. Even if it was dark around her, everybody could tell she was blushing. They all loved to see her all natural and cute. Everybody loved sassy and tough Sou, but when she got cute and nice it was their favourite Sou. There was a lot of things that happened that night. A lot of good things, that made her really happy, but also things, that made her feel uneasy and, just like when she joined the group, unwanted.

‘I just wanted to come here and show my face, because I know there were some trouble with it during the performance.’, Sou said, raising her eyebrow. She saw many tweets and comments from fans after the performance. Apparently she was cut from her solo and when she was supposed to be shown on the screen, many celebrities were instead of her. ‘I know, that some of you were, or even still are, mad about it, but everything is okay.’, she added with a smile. 

Even if deep down, Sou was very sad about what happened, she didn’t want to show it. She didn’t want the ARMY to be sad and prefered to make them believe, that it doesn’t bother her at all. Even if after the performance she wanted to cry, when the comments started to come. Sou loved to come to America and see all the excitement from fans. It’s like she had big soft spot for them, because they knew how to somehow take all her walls down. But she also knew, that most of the people were excited about the boys and not her. They were excited to see hot Korean guys, who can sing, dance and rap and not a female dancer, whos also a rapper and a singer. And she’s not even full Korean. It bothered her a lot, that she was excited and a lot of times that made her want to cry and just be done with everything. But then three seconds after that, she’d see some ARMY screaming her name and Sou would say to herself, that it’s worth it.

‘I actually have my own room, but I’m sleeping in Yoongi’s one. He has extra bed and I don’t like to be in a room alone.’, Sou said, smiling and looking at Yoongi, who was sleeping in his bed. ‘I think they gave me separate room, because they thought, that I’m in some relationship with one of the boys.’, she lughed, but then covered her mouth quickly, not wanting to wake her roommate up. Sou smile to the camera and mouthed’ gross’ to the camera, making comment section blow up once again. ‘What’s Suga doing? I mean, what can he do?’, she asked herself, moving camera to sleeping Yoongi. ‘Grandpa is sleeping as always.’, she sad, laughing and turning camera to her face.

It was really nice for Sou to see supporting fans. Through the whole day, she’s been kept away from them, because of the award and now, that she had some time to herself, she was so happy to see their reaction. The fact thet there was no mean comments or asking about other members was something, that she was shocked about, but didn’t want to complain. Sou saw a lot of people being concerned about the fact, that she was sitting alone of the award or comment from Taylor Swift, but wasn’t sure if she should even start that topic. She knew that either her company or Taylor’s label won’t be too happy about it.

‘I know I don’t have a lot of lines in ‘Fake Love’, but I’m grateful, that I could rap there and choreograph the whole thing. I’m a dancer after all, right?’, she said, smiling to the camera. She saw Yoongi stirring few times in his bed. Sou looked at him and after she made sure, that he’s asleep she kept talking. ‘I know you’re mad about the whole seating mistake, but please don’t be. I’m fine.’, Sou said with a smile to the camera. ‘I’m really fine, you don’t need to worry about it. Although when Jungkookie told me, that he missed me it made me sad.’, she said, feeling tears coming to her eyes. 

She closed them really quickly, not wanting to let them go out. She wanted to be strong, but somehow couldn’t hold it anymore. Sou laughed and felt tears streaming down her face. She quickly started to brush them off so nobody would see anything, but Sou was fully aware, then they saw it all. They could see every little tear and even small sad face, immediately sending supporting comments. She laughed, through the tears once again, trying to calm herself down and read comments from fans.

‘You’re okay?’, Sou heard Yoongi raspy voice. She looked at him with red eyes and nodded quickly. She knew,  that he probably wasn’t able to see her clearly, because he just woke up. But what he could hear was her sniffing her nose from crying. Sou heard how he groans and after few moments he was next to her. Yoongi went closer to her and put his arms around her shoulders. He placed his head on Sou’s shoulder and, with still closed eyes, asked what’s happened. He almost looked like a koala bear glued to a tree.

‘But at least I had Yoongi, holding my head through the whole show. I didn’t felt as alone there.’, Sou said, sniffing again. She tilted her head, placing it on Yoongi’s one. He hummed as an answer, clearly still asleep, but when he heard Sou’d breath going faster and more sniffing, he picked his head up. 

‘It was a long day.’, Yoongi said opening his eyes and looking to the camera. ‘But I just wanna say, that if you ingored Sou today, I feel so sorry for you, because she’s literally the best person in the whole world.’, he said, pointing to the camera.

After those words fans went crazy. Everybody started to comment at how cute they are and thankful for Yoongi to support Sou in that moment. Both of them tried to keep the light mood of the livestream and fans happy. After few more minutes both of them decided to end the vlive and say goodbye to fans.

‘You’re okay?’, Yoongi asked, when Sou placed her phone on the bed. She closed her eyes and leaned her head on the wall behind them. She shook her head and felt tear falling down her cheeks again.

‘I’m useless. I’m so useless in this group.’, she said, almost choking on her tears.

‘What are you talking about?’, he said, sitting up and looking at Sou confused. He’s seen her in many states, but never like this. Sou was usually very confident and knew what she wanted. And to see her broken and in tears was a weird and though picture for him. ‘In which moment you’re useless to us? That’s nonsense!’

‘Can’t you see it? They all ignored me through the whole award show, throwing themselves at all seven of you. I wasn’t in the shot on my own solo during our comeback song. They put me away from you. Other celebrities are shading me, because I’m a little different. People treat me like I’m some total idiot, that doesn’t know how to communicate in English, they ask the stupidest questions possible. And that one, that told me that I’m a little too dark for being in a Korean group?’, Sou said on one breath. She wipped tears away, trying to stay strong, but more of them started to come. ‘Can’t you see it? Everybody hates me here and they’s prefer if I wasn’t even there, so they can have hot Korean boy band on the red carpet.’

‘What kind of Korean boy band would we be, if the hottest member was gone?’, Yoongi said, making her laugh through the tears. He put arm around her shoulder and brought her closer to his chest. ‘I know it’s hard and I saw how they were treating you. But you also have to remember, that you’re very important to us, no matter what a fucking interviewer is saying to you.’, he said, stroking her back and trying to calm her down. ‘Beside ARMY alread took care of it, have you see Twitter after our performance?’, he whispered and Sou just nodded, giggling a little. Tears were still on her cheeks.

‘Thank you.’, she whispered, still holding into Yoongi’s chest. It was good half an hour before they moved from the position. They didn’t move much though, only to cover themselves with a blanket, because there was no way Yoongi would leave Sou in that state. Even if she was calmer, then few moments before, she was still sniffing her nose and shaking from time to time. Sometimes she would also brush away more tears, that were escaping her eyes. ‘Yoongi?’, she asked, after long silence. He just hummed as an answer, half asleep. ‘When we go back, will you go to the studio with me?’

‘Anytime you want.’, he answered, hugging her closer to his chest and falling asleep.

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[scripturient-kpopfan]

Hello! I was wondering if you could do a scenario of Twice Sana watching her bf (idol also) do out of character aegyo in a show theyre both in and her teasing him about it in private after?😂

The Masked Aegyo Singer

❄Pairing: Sana x Male!Idol!Reader

❄Genre: Fluff

❄Warnings: none

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Sana nodded her head along to the beat of the music. This guy’s singing was good. He had to be an idol of some sort. His voice was too beautiful to not use it. The man behind the mask starting getting more and more into the song. He started to express himself a little bit more. With one hand on his chest, he belted out the last note of the song. It was high and long. When he finished, he set his mic down. The audience was stunned before erupting into applause.

‘This man,’ Sana thought, 'is not a normal contestant. The man who had performed went to sit down and watch his opponent sing; his mask was still on. Sana, being one of the judges for this episode King of Mask Singer, sat and listened to each and every song attentively, critiquing them or complimenting them whenever it was necessary. It was fun, but she wanted nothing more than to know who they were behind the masks. The first singer, who wowed everyone with his melodic, slow song, wore a fox mask. The other contestant wore a mask with a bee and some flowers on it.

“I thought your voice sounded really nice! I would, however, liked it more if you had added a bit less vibrato during the chorus. Nice job!” Sana said after the Korean flag sang. She gave them a cute smile and clapped for them. The singer with the fox mask scoffed, mumbling a few choice words under his breath as well. “I would also enjoy it more if I knew who you were.” Sana quickly added on.

“Sana really seems to want to know who these people are.” One of the hosts laughed at her curious nature. Sana nodded with enthusiasm. She would be lying if she said she hasn’t been constantly asking the girl beside her who she thought they were. Sana let out a giggle at the thought.

“Well, can you blame her? These guys have some serious talent! They’ve got to be an idol of some sort.” Another judge chimed in. Everyone mumbled in agreement.

A few minutes had passed by before the judges decided that it was time to reveal who had won this round. “And the winner is.....” They held the audience in suspense. “THE HAPPY HONEY BEE.” (idfk just go with it ajaokjahg) The audience showered the winner with a grand applause. Once the audience quieted down, the host went back to announcing the next event. “And now to reveal the masked singer.” He motioned towards the fox. The fox turned around. “BEGIN THE COUNTDOWN!” The audience chanted together as the fox took off his mask.

“5!....4!.....3!.....2!.....1!”

The singer turned around, and there Sana saw him. It was a pure shock to her. “The masked singer is the famous idol, (Y/N)!” Sana’s face instantly lit up. Along with all of the other judges, she whooped and cheered her boyfriend on.

“Hello, my name is (Y/N). It’s nice to see you all.” (Y/N) bowed and smiled at all of the people in the audience. His smile made all of the girls swoon, and Sana couldn’t help but feel her pride swell. Everyone wouldn’t stop talking about how good-looking this man was, and it made Sana feel even better.

“Hold up! Hold up.” The host got the audience and the judges to calm down. “Now, (Y/N), we have something we need to clear up. Is it true that you’re dating one of the judges?” The entire crowd let out a ‘ooooo’ at the mention of his relationship with Sana. Not many people knew of their relationship; they had only recently started dating. 

(Y/N) let out a chuckle before nodding his head, and motioning towards his girlfriend. “Yes, I am. Her name is Sana, and I think she’s the most beautiful woman in this entire world. You know what? Scratch that. I KNOW she’s the most beautiful woman in this entire world.” Following his statement, the crowd and judges let out a string of ‘awww’s and ‘that’s so cute!’. Sana smiled down at her feet, feeling a tint of red creep up onto her cheeks.

“That’s so sweet! Sana, anything to say to your boyfriend?”

“Hello, jagi. I.... miss you... and I really love you. I can’t wait to see you soon.” She gave a little wave to him, which made his heart melt. 

“Sana, what kind of boyfriend would you say (Y/N) is?” The host asked.

“Well, did you not just hear what he said? He’s super smooth. (Y/N) has this charm about him, which draws other people towards him. He’s super cool as well!” Sana gushed.

“I see. Do any of the other judges want to say anything to (Y/N) before he goes?” After the host asked this, the female judge beside Sana raised her hand.

“(Y/N), I’m a huge fan! I really love your work. I was wondering if it would be possible to see your aegyo? You never seem to do it on any talk shows, or on any vlives.” The crowd turned their attention to (Y/N).

“Well, (Y/N)? What will it be?” (Y/N) let out a soft chuckle before shrugging.

“I mean, do I even have a choice?”

“DEFINITELY NOT!” Sana shouted out as she giggled. 

“If the lady says so, I guess I’ve got to do it.” (Y/N) prepared himself for the embarrassment that was to come.

“Alright... 3, 2, 1!” The host counted down.

“Noona, saranghaeyo. ” He adds in a few hand hearts, and jumps around on stage, acting like a little kid. The crowd erupts in cheerful fangirl screams. (Y/N) looks into the camera with loving eyes. “Noona. Noona!” All of the girls squeal while the guys cringe. (Y/N) puts his head down into his head; his face was clearly bright red. 

“Awww, (Y/N)~.” Sana teased. She couldn’t stop laughing at how cute he looked. It wasn’t how he usually was. He was usually cool, handsome, and even suave. She had never seen him like this before, and to be quite honest, she really liked it.

After the show had ended, everyone was set to go home. Sana wanted to see (Y/N) one last time before she had to go back to Twice’s dorm. She knocked on his dressing room door only once before he opened it up. “Hey...” he said upon seeing her. He turned pink when he remembered what she had seen earlier. 

“So, about earlier...” Sana started out. She smiled when she saw the pink gradually turn into a red. 

“Yeah, let’s not mention that.” (Y/N) covered his face with one of his hands.

“Why not? You looked really cute! Aww~ are you embarrassed?” Sana said in a teasing voice.

“What are you talking about? Of course not!” He rapidly waved a hand in front of his face, probably trying to distract Sana from the fact that his face was turning into a crimson shade. 

“Are you sure? Your face is turning a nice color.” She tapped his cheek lightly with her index finger. 

“You’re so cruel to me, woman.” (Y/N) rolled his eyes. He took his hand into hers, and played with her fingers. “You know, I really enjoyed having you there today. It made me feel a lot better. Seeing you in the audience.... you’re so beautiful, Sana.” Sana smiled, and let out an adorable laugh. 

“Hey, you know I love you, right?” Sana asked as she wrapped her arms around (Y/N)’s neck. She gave him a light peck on the lips; her smile growing bigger. 

“Yeah. I love you too, Sana. More than anything.”

~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~🌸~

Can you tell I haven’t seen a full episode of King of Masked Singer? Anyway, lovelies, I’m terribly sorry for the late update. Hopefully this makes up for my unexpected hiatus? Requests will be closed again until I get caught up. Thank you all for being so understanding!

Also, thank you so much for 300 followers! You guys are so wonderful. Honestly, thank you!!

🌸 Dalia🌸

Requests closed!

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[florenceisnottrash]

10 reasons to stan The Rose

 I can’t be the only one that’s been completely obsessed and mesmerized by The Rose since the day they debuted with “Sorry”. Such a strong debut! Since then, I can’t get enough of them and decided to be the one to make content about them since there isn’t much at the moment considering they’ve only debuted in august of this year.

Be prepared to fall in love with those 4 dorks and lovely band, enjoy!

A/N: expect a lot of woosung cause goddamn he keeps posting stories on instagram where he kisses plushies and I die a bit more inside everytime. why u do dis to mi woosung?

Let’s start with some basic info about the band! They’ve debuted on august 3rd under J&Star entertainment as a rock band consisting of 4 members : Woosung, Dojoon, Hajoon and Jaehyeong. Woosung once said that their group name “The Rose” is named this way “to show that there’s music that coexist between the flower and the sharpness of the torns” (How poetic is that, 11/10 would already stan at this point). If you are like me, which is a complet trash about The Rose, well well wel,l you can call yourself Black Rose as it stands for the fandom name!

The Rose Official Accounts : Fan Cafe: TheRose_JNSTAR Twitter: @TheRose_JNSTAR Instagram: therose_jnstar Facebook: @bandtherose YouTube: theroseofficial (Woosung’s personal account is iwoosung where he covers songs)

1- Woosung’s aethetic on instagram

Woosung once said that if his career as a singer had not worked out, he would’ve become a interior designer (Coco’s vlog). And oh god would I let him decorate my house because he is SO TALENTED, he posted some picture of his room on his ig and it’s absolutely gorgeous! While you are going through his instagram wondering how can someone with such a great smile exists on the same planet as you, follow him and show a lot of love! (I’ll take more in depth about instagram on the last reason)

a gif of Woosung’s smile would certainly not hurt anyone right ;)

2- Hajoon’s cute laugh asdfghjkl

I’m a hugeeee sucker for cute laugh because…. Who doesn’t love seeing their faves being all happy and giggly??? 

He has the kind of laugh that makes you laugh as well, like it’s so contagious i’m extremely soft even while thinking about it. I don’t have a video to prove my point but in every vlive you’ll find him laugh for sure with his chubby cheeks i really can’t he’s too cute bye.

cute Hajoon at your service. Be delighted.

3- The habitual roses they bring on every stage

Ok.

OK.

I’ve never seen anything like that and I find it so clever and original! On their wrists or on their mic, they never forget to attach a rose to show their love and respect for their fandom during performences. It’s not much, but this simple and sweet habit can genuinely make a fandom proud and loved. My lovely The Rose, We don’t deserve your love.

They even have their own “colors of roses” for each members. Wousung is a white rose, which signifies purety (I’m sorry I have so much unpure thought about him while he claims to be pure I don’t deserve to stan). Dojoon is red for passion. Hajoon is blue to express miracle and Jaehyeong is pink for romance ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) hehehehe yes dear.

We can see the roses I was talking about here!

I CANT CONTAIN MY ATTRACTION TO JAEHYEONG SOMEONE COME COLLECT ME 

4- They can speak english

International fans! You can stan them without hesitating! They talk in english a whole lot on their vlive and such, you won’t miss out on any inside jokes, cute comments or info! How cool is that?! Woosug used to live in the US and Dojoon lived in New-Zealand for 5 years! Jaehyeong is also making a lot of effort by talking in his cute engrish and Hajoon is as well. They even have english name: Woosung is Sammy, Dojoon is Leo, Hajoon is Dylan and Jaehyeong is Jeff.

5- Their friendship with other idols

I was so surprised when I watched a vlive of The Rose and Woosung got a call from Jae of Day6 to ask them to sing their fav Day6 song, but I should’ve known since a lot of idols that lived in the US became friends in Korea. They are close to Day6, KARD and Hajoon is friend with Chahun and Jaehyun from N.Flying (Expect a post about them soon btw). Woosung is also close with Coco from CocoSri, we can often see them together in her vlogs on her YouTube chanel and I low-key ship them hard lol.

Me: *types furiously on keyboard “How to become a dog”*

Coco is extremely pretty I ship a king and a queen

6- Jaehyeong is so fkg beautiful how is it even possible? Scientist can’t tell

Is there a need to add anything more?? I don’t think so

stob it please

bye i died.

7- Jaehyeong ideal type is realistic

I’m kind of fed up with idols always describing their ideal type as a cute and skinny girl with big round eyes and a sweet and calm personality. I know it’s cultural and I shouldn’t judge, I know. But when idols differ from the usual ideal type, it makes me really happy as a women. 

Jae describes his ideal type as someone who stares a lot at him (lol hi) from afar and with a lot of cheek fat! He also wants someone that he can talk freely to about anything and understanding. How chill! I stan and ult the right men. 

Who fits in his ideal type???

8- Dojoon voice in “like we used to”

I get goosepumps EVERY FKG TIME. It’s just… so… wow? I don’t now what to say more? I’m sure people who listened to it can understand. It’s like magic mixed with more magic and really can’t describe it. Make sure to watch the MV and cry like I did.

And he’s cute

Like we used to M/V - The Rose

CUTE

HANDSOME

9- Incredible acting skills lol

I legit broke down crying and my lungs were rolling on the floor when Jaehyeong told us about what happen in an enterview with pops in seoul. Hajoon, Dojoon and Jaehyeong all appeared in a drama called “entertainer”, it was bigs roles, but still it could at least give them some screen time and exposure. WHAT IS FUNNY is that the one and only line of Jae was cut out of the drama and he’s still self-conscious about it. Like in the enterview, the guys made him say his line THAT WAS LIKE 3 WORDS LONG and after he said it, all members were poker faced and Jae said: “Thats why it was cut out lol”.

Go watch the enterview I was rolling on the floor.

The enterview is here.

10- THEY ALL HAVE INSTAGRAM YESSSSS

For your daily dose of cuteness, talent and beauty, go follow them on instagram! 

Woosung: @ iwoosung

Dojoon: @ Parclassic

Hajoon: @ l_hajoon

Jaehyeong: @ qud0011

BONUS - THEY. ARE. ALWAYS. EXPOSING. THEIR. CHEST.

At this rate, their fans will all be DEAD so they better keep their chest covered because my nose is bleeding and I can’t continue like that fuck.

RUDE

RUDE AF

ROOOOOOOOOOOD my chubby boy

BONUS 2 - THIS FUCKING LOOK # Snacks

(You thought it was over right? hell no I have more love to share)

THIS V NECK WITH HIS BLACK HAIR STYLED BACK

CAN YOU SEE WOOSUNG IN THE BACK?? THIS HAIR OH GOD DELIVER ONTO ME THE SWEET RELEASE OF DEATH I CRAVE. AND THIS LEATHER JACKET?????!!!! STOP

This is before… and now the after…

BYE.

[chaekkung]

o wormie? u? in a lot of love? perfect i don't think i've asked u yet but (if ur free) could u talk about why/how you started loving changkyun/hyungwon (or both :-D) ?? pls ramble as much as u like!! read more exists 4 a reason and . i love reading ppl b soft and in love it's cute!!!!! i love u have a good night/day ! 💛💛

o holy shit thats a lot ok im gonna write about changkyun since i Havent... :( and ill copy pasta one of my hyungwon essays for u to read!!!! the changkyun will be under it :^) this is gonna be Super Long im sorrie in advance LMAO BUT HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT TOO!!!! :D (also theres prob gonna be a lot of typos bc im Dumb but.. bear w/ me)

mister chae:

honestly i don’t even know where to start?? uhh i guess with his looks first since,, this is describing or smthing,, anyways yeah hyungwon is just… fucking beautiful. he has the most handsome and visually attractive face ive ever seen in my whole life??? and i’ve stanned a lot of groups in my past before but hyungwon is honestly one of the best looking man i know :( im not even being biased,,, anyways yeah there’s that. and he’s like naturally a model, i mean he can legit wear anything and do anything and he’ll look like he’s posing for a high end magazine, not surprised if he’s been modeling since he was like, born. also he has the most beautiful and endearing smile and laugh…. when he smiles he really goes from :o -> :D like!! please!! you are too fucking cute,,, :((( he really lights up the entire room solely w his smile im jusT?? wow?? like when his smile lines by the sides of his nose down to the corner of his mouth come out i just,,,, really… need 2 calm my heart. he has like the closed mouth wide smile, and the straight up whole face smile!! and i.. love both.. so much,,, and yeah anyways his lips are like the first thing people notice about him and big mood?? they’re so plump and … kissable.. and soft.. but my favorite feature on him are his eyes tbh…. idk he has really beautiful eyes? idk how to describe it but like, they’re so…. kind? and bright.. it’s just i want to look into them all day long and im just… so in love with his eyes. like,, they really hold all the stars in my universe wtf!!!  :( OH AND I DONT TALK ABOUT THIS ENOUGH BUT…. HIS EARS ARE SO FUCKING ADORABLE WTF I WANT A MOLD OF HIS EARS ON MY DESK,,, idk about others but i personally find his right ear cute as fuck?? like the extra folds in his ears.. i would d*e for them………. godksj why is everything about him so cute i just?? want to kno …

ok now im going to talk about him!!! so his personality, is what i really fell in love with,, (god this all sounds so.. cliche. but it’s.. true, also unrelated but every time someone talked about,, love cliches and shit i was always like ‘sounds fake’ but???? after hyungwon i really?? believe in all of that..) if i had to use one word to describe him it would just be ‘kind’… like he!!! is!!! the king of being considerate and compassionate and wonderful and he’s just a really good person.. :( he’s the one you can always count on and lean on. he’d always be on your side and makes you feel safe and comforted,, like he’s really full of love??? even the members said he’s a really good listener and they chose as him as someone they go to when they’re feeling down because he makes them feel better about the situation (god, i wish they were me,,) and he has the most beautiful heart… like, he’s been wearing the Sewol bracelet since as long as we’ve known and he has never missed a day. you can always see it during fansigns, vlives, whenever he’s out, and he even wore it when he was modeling under his clothes… :(( he went from the charm, to the rope bracelet thing, to the clip on and now he’s wearing the wristband!! :(((((( he says he will always wear it to remember the incident, and he has been for over two years… he’s doing it out of the kindness of his heart and not to show anyone… he said he felt so helpless during the time, and watching every thing unfold before him, and has worn the yellow bracelet which symbolizes ‘hope’ :((((((((( god,, real emo hours,,, i love my angel so much wtf !!! ok next,, (sjdhaj at this point im going to write a whole novel wtf but im gonna,, stop soon i swear .) hyungwon is really fucking hardworking and ?? he’s so dedicated to his career and making sure that we, his fans, are always satisfied and proud to stan him.. like he’s constantly saying he will work hard to show us something better next time, that he’s not going to stop trying to improve himself. every single stage he puts his all into it, but he pushes himself even more to show us a even better one. he’s always worried and thinking about his career as an actor and a singer. he wants to promote the group in any way that he can, whether it’s through modeling or acting :(( what a King… he’s… really always striving to do the Best and he won’t ever settle or be content with it because he’s just naturally an ambitious and super hard working person… like. he’s so dedicated to what he does, no matter what it is. uhh one more thing he’s actually a really sentimental guy!! not like in a bad way, but in the best possible way. he’s really sweet, and gentle.. (he would be the Best Boyfriend,,, im just saying..) he’s the type to give handwritten letters… and surprise gifts.. (he said so!!) he said he cant cook but he want to cook for his gf he will try his best and it will be full of love… god.. i wish that were me. he’s the type to keep quiet… but take silently notes on what someone likes/dislikes, and will reveal it unexpectedly with a gift or when he says something and it will! make the other person! so happy! :((( he doesn’t put his emotions Out There, he’s not rlly good at it,, but he honestly has so much love in him,,, he tries his best to show it ok!! it’s,, good effort it’s so cute when he does… ah.. pls.,,, he’s always like ah, i don’t know if i can properly show my appreciation and sincerity for you guys, but i hope you guys know how thankful i am for you. LASDHFJAK GOFD,S,,,, IM FUCKIGN EMO THINKGIN ABOTU IT AGAIN… HE HAS A HEART OF GOLD AND HE’S SUCH A SWEETHEART I JUST WISH MORE PEOPLE WOULD SEE IT.. :(( HE DESERVES ALL THE LOVE IN THIS ENTIRE UNIVERSE AND I REALLY HOPE ALL MY LOVE FOR HIM CAN COUNT AS SOMETHING FOR IT ALL.. UGHFJASHJSAALSJF yeah ok let me,,, stop… sorry to everyone who has to scroll past this LMAo,, :(

ok i was gonna stop but i forgot to mention how he’s so fucking talented!! i mean this boy does it ALL. the whole package or w/e. god,, i love my whole ass talented man wtf! he sings, dances, choreographs, models, acts, DJs, is multilingual, and a world class poet,, cmon. ANYWAYS he excels in all those areas nd,, no argument there.. his voice is angelic as fuck ,, just like his personality.. and his dancing.. god,,, like . his dancing his so on point, his every move,, and it’s so.. fluid.. and natural. and it’s harder for tall people to dance esp ones w like long ass limbs (hyungwon.,,) but he still looks fucking amazing and pulls everything off so perfectly????? gofdj,,, can he like . Stop being so…. perfect.. and lovable… :((( he just puts so much passion into everything he does!!! and his heart is pure Gold ,, i just.. love him,,,,,,, everything about him …. ok lmao let me stop !!! if u actually read all this wtf,, im sorry nd i’d die for u

mister changkyun:

okay wtf icb i havent talked about changkyun that much on my blog.... anyways this is gonna be a mess and unorganized bc im Dumb but here goes,,, ok we can start from the beginning kinda,, so originally wonho was my #2 bias and then mh i think like i love changkyun but i wasnt like IN LOVE you kno?? honestly i started to notice him more firstable bc he and hyungwon are so frigging cute together?? i just couldnt ignore it and next thing u know im IN Love w my lil koala :(((( hes sO CUTE ..... LIKE.. IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT I REALLY JUST WANNA BE AROUND HIM ALL THE TIME!! his sense of humor and his personality in general is so?? positive?? and fun??!!! like i would spend every second of the rest of my life w him... and he’s so cheesy as we all know ,, and i find it so cute but also he makes me so stressed bc he’s so mushy aijsdgfhdjs but he rlly Love us wtf.. and hes so funnie... he makes me smile and laugh all the time :( and he genuinely Loves every single one of his fans so much... he’s so sweet with them and he makes them feel so loved and special, and like they’re the only person in the world at that moment :(((( this boy gives so much love and i only want to give him a million times more back... 

HIS LAUGH.. OK.. HIS LAUGH!!!!!! MAKES MY HEART MELT LIKE LAVA WTF SJDFUDJS HES SOSOSOSOOS CUTE WHEN HE LUAHGS HE LIKE.. PUTS HIS ALL INTO IT.. IT SLIKE HAHAHAHA FR... PLS,,, ESP WHEN HE GOES CRAZY AND ALSO STARTS CLAPPING,... LMAO MOOD.. HE SOS CUTIEJUJIiajsdfudj and WHEN HE SMILES THE CLOSED-MOUTH-WIDE-SMILE AND HIS CUTE ASS DIMPLES COME OUT.... HOTLT FUCKIDUFD THERE GOES MY SOUL AND GALLONS OF HEART NUT... ITS THE CUTEST SIGHT IN THE WORLD AHHH HIS DIMPLE ARE ADORABLE AND HIS CHEEKS!! I WANT TO SQUISH!!! i wanna . reside in his dimples. build a home there and alll....... omg.. :’(( every time he takes a selfie or smthing i rlly Lose it. every single selfie is his Best selfie. wtf.... king of angles fr... AND KING OF FOOT SELFIES TOOOSJFDK LLISTEN AGAIN HES SOSOOSOSO HANDSOME AND GOOD LOOKING OKAY!!! HES REALLY A VISUAL?? IDK HOW PEOPLE CANT SEE IT BUT LIEK THIS BOY IS F  I  N E ..... HIS FACE IS SO BEAUTIFUL AHHHhhhHHHHH  AND HE NEVER HAD A BAD ERA.. HE WAS HOT SINCE NO MERCY WTF !!!!! UGJFSUJDJS I HOPE HE KNOWS HES FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!! :( ANF HIS BEAUTIFUL NOSE,, AND HIS EYES!!!! OGM!!,,, GOD AND HIS PERFECTLY SHAPED LIPS.... HSI JAWLINE,,, BITUCSHJ,,,

OK HES SO LOVABLE IN EVERY DAMN WAY LIKE,, he’s Weird but its a cute Weird he’s so special omg there’s really no one else like him :(((( like...... he’s a treasure fr... he’s So Many things and once its hard to pinpoint his personality but like ??? i love it so much?? he’s a mystery and i dont know what he’s thinking like most of the time but.. i rlly love him omgdsj he’s so special :’( like fr !!! everyone LOVES him!! :(( most people wouldnt see him as the maknae if they dont Know,, but like he really is... and he’s really mx’s babie :-( they spoil him so much and love the heck out of him,,, he’s really the most loved maknae out there wtf... honestly... i love family... they really Adore him so much ugh what a big ass fking MOOD! :((

AND HIS VOICE!!!!! THE VOICE OF THE HEAVENS AND ANGELS AND HAPPINESS AND ALSO NUT!!!! WTF!! HIS VOICE IS SO SEXY AJSDFGDUJIS LIKE... PLEASE... NARRATE THE BIBLE TO ME HOLY FUCKSIFDU, YOU KNOW HIS VOICE ONLY V LIVE... HOLY SHIT MY EARS NUTTED SO HARD omg.... i just wanna listen to his voice All Day.... and dont even get mee started on his rapping .... he starts his bar and sets me on fucking fire w half a syllable . and did i mentioned he fucking amazing at rapping yeah . he Does That. and hes so charismatic, especially on stage... :((( ugh omgfisjd i wanan d*e when hes being so h*t on screen fucksdf,,, and like . his mixtapes he’s working on... king... pleas.e.... End me. just end me with ur talented ass wtf... 

SIJDFJD I NEED TO SHUT UP BUT LISTEN IM SO PROUD OF HOW MUCH HE’S GROWN IN THE PAST 2+ YEARS... LIKE HE’S COME SO FUCKING FAR!!!!! IN SO MANY WAYS!!!!!!!! GOD,,,,, I LOVE HIM SOSOSOSOSO DAMN MUCHSJIDFUDS HE MAKES MY HEART CONTINUE BEATING... THATS REALLY MY BABIE !! MY FUCKING CINNAMON APPLE!!! :(((((((((((

ok let me stop thank u,,, also... if anyone actually made it here hi wow uh ur great ily wtf :--(

[dreamerology]

anon…..…u asked for it heres 1.2k on Some of the reasons why i love minhyuk :(( 

oh my gosh i dont even know where to startdsjfgjdfj i guess i’ll talk abt what i was gonna talk abt the other night which is how minhyuk is literally made for the stage?????????????? he looks so Alive whenever hes on stage…..he just glows and hes so happy and ecstatic and his eyes sparkle a bit more and u can just tell how happy he is to be there!!!!!!!!! like the fancam of the rush comeback stage where he smile the whole time? GOOD SHIT!!!! u can just see how much he loves it!!! he gets like. Extra Confident when he’s performing……sometimes he just goes tf off,,,hes so dangerous he truly thrives on stage and i love it. i cant wait until they come to canada and minhyuk kills me behind a tim hortons

i cant believe im abt to expose myself but also i feel like i might have talk abt this before kskjdfhksjdhf do u wanna hear abt the worst thing thats ever happened to me and im never gonna be allowed to live it down?? so…….i associate minhyuk, the human personification of the sun, with the colour yellow ofc right….this took place like when the teasers for beautiful were dropping i went on a trip and i Cannot handle plane rides i get motion sickness nd claustrophobic mixed w the usual anxiety so its always a bad time. Anyways i had taken not only gravol (which my friend calls me a lightweight……half of one can knock me Out usually but it wasn’t working so i took a full one) but i also took ativan when i started to have a panic attack like half way through the flight…..I WAS SOOOO OUT OF IT THAT NIGHTJHSDJFH BUT so we got to the place we were staying and i go to my room and the bed sheets were yellow dsjfhdsfhj so i started texting my friend (who knows nothing abt kpop) abt how it was a sign and mh was watching over me dsfjhsdjfhkjhdfh bc clearly yellow = minhyuk. i passed out right after that i forgot everything abt that night until i got home like a week later and she brought it up and i had no memory of it djfshdjfhsjfhsdh that was months ago and she still teases me abt it i hate me dkhsdjhfkjhdfkhd

anyways minhyuk is the literal sun???? ? hes always positive and happy and just the complete opposite of me in every way tbh,,,,i just rly love that abt him like no matter how many things get him down hes able to get back up and try again and keep going and keep a positive attitude and i know ive said this before but he genuinely inspires me to be a better person…..like im such a pessimistic person but i wanna be able to be more positive and radiate warmth he Never fails to cheer me up like watching videos of him being bubbly nd happy makes me so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope hes able to feel that happiness forever he deserves every second of it!!!! i feel like it has to be tiring being that positive for that long but somehow he does it and it amazes me??? his personality was the first thing to draw me too him….its true opposites attract

AND OH MY GOD HES SO CARING!!!!! like it sorta goes w the positive attitude but hes so observant of the others nd makes sure theyre ok and he’ll make sure theyre included nd hes just a pillar of support for them!!!!!!!!!!!! i love family!!!!! i remember wonho saying he wasnt confident enough in himself and he didn’t feel comfortable unless minhyuk was next to him :((((( and half the time he  wouldnt even have to say anything minhyuk would be the first to approach him and ask if he was ok nd offer comfort and :(( it just makes my heart rly warm. like he makes sure hes there for the others and makes sure theyre comfortable enough to approach him and is just there to love and support them… i love a caring man :((( reason number 3532 why minhyuk makes me want to b a better person!!!!

also i absolutely adore how goofy he is sjfhksjdfhjdsdf hes like literally a 5 yr old……what a fool i love him. one of the things in the beginning that i found rly…..endearing??? thats not the right word but i can’t rly think of it rn is that fuckigndsfjhs dolphin noise/high pitched squeal he makes when he gets rly excited sdkfhskjdfh s like its????? So Cute idk why its also hilarious and literally never fails to make me laugh but….yeah i love it hes so weird. and yeah hes smart but that boy can say some of the Dumbest shit dskfjhdkjfhksdhfjh anyways im gonna just leave it at that for now but yeah. hes so funnie he always makes me laugh and cheers me up!!!

i saved the best for last (not that this is a complete list but….i doubt anyones actually gonna read all this to begin w so….ill shut up after this but. this is my fave thing abt him i think) I COULD RLY TALK ABT THIS FOR HOURS BUT. his voice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh ym god my favorite sound it the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (mayb only second to his laugh which. Dont even get me started i could write an another entire essay just on his laugh n smile) ANYWAYS HIS VOICE…it was the first one i was able to pick out when i first got into mx. its rly distinct and its just. So Calming to listen to?????? like idk if its weird but a lot of the time if im rly anxious or cant sleep i’ll just listen to some of his solo vlives…..like his voice is rly pretty and i could listen to him talk for hours. he can be so Loud sometimes but it can also b rly soft when hes not yellingjghjshdjfh and no offence but he’s rly got the prettiest singing voice too…..not 2 b biased but hes got the best voice in mx?????? god idk if its bc im fuck deep in l*ve but lately whenever one of his lines comes on it just knocks the breath out of me!!!!!!!!!! i just,,,,immediately start tearing tf up whenever i hear his voice now!!!!!!!!! hes improved so much its so crazy to hear??? like rewatching no mercy u can just Hear how much his vocals has improved…like he was good back then but now!!!!!!!! holy fuck i love a man hes so talented and hes got the most beautiful voice in the world. also in this vlive when he was just singing along or humming it after without the lyrics……i love a man my heart is so warm nd soft hes so cute :((

this isnt even half of it i didn’t talk abt his smile or his laugh!!!!!! or how cute his ears are or how much he loves mbb or how cute he looks in a hat or glasses or how humble he is or how full of love he is and how he never misses a chance to shower his members in love :(( hes so sweet i love him so big im gonna shut up and go now i cant believe i just wrote 1.2k on why i love lee minhyuk the Actual Angel instead of writing my paperdsfjdhsjfs it b like that sometimes

if u actually read all this sappy rambling………id die for u