#home also i cannot go

[malinaa]

if i think about the hunger games in peeta's perspective i WILL start sobbing

[vaguely-concerned]

just had the thought 'in the end the most important thing varric taught rook was how to make a home for, with, and in other people' and then I had to go lie down on the floor and clutch at my head in unceasing agony for a few hours, as you may well imagine. hawke and the kirkwall crew........ in the end you kind of saved the world a bit in the most characteristically indirect and chaotic of ways. not by anything in particular that you did or achieved or accomplished (lmao imagine!), but just by -- having existed, and by the love that was always there, despite it all, in all its imperfections, even when no one was saved by it in the end. you're not here right now and you're not quite haunting the narrative but I hear your voices bickering and arguing and laughing from the other room. (and so, I think, does varric. all the time.)

'did you think you mattered, hawke? did you think anything you ever did mattered?' yeah actually, varric says with da2 and keeps saying through the series. you were here. and I loved you. and as it turns out that mattered more than almost anything in the world, no matter how long it lasted or how fucked up it was at the time or what else happens, because varric manages to pass that feeling, that intangible... home, that echo of you all as you were together, that love, hopefully the best parts of it, on to someone else for them to bring with them on their journey, with their family. and maybe the world will be kinder this time. you never know. merrill's line of 'Everything affects everything. We were born, a bunch of things happened, and now we're in a mess with our friends.' varric's greatest fear of becoming his parents. even through the wreck and the ruin of the world, ghosts upon ghosts upon ghosts of love -- malcolm hawke, who we never even see, but his life touched hawke's and hawke's touched varric's and varric's touched rook's and rook is passing it on to the family they're creating. the unbroken legacy of love shines through in ways that are stronger and stranger than any magic. help

[honey-bisc]

WOOHOO COTL @bamsara STICKERS!!! the lads!!!! 😈🙏 thank you so much for this!! side note, I hope you're feeling better and have a quick recovery!! 😭

[witness2caesar]

Working on it.... I unfortunately can't turn my brain off with the amount of ideas I have for them. My wallet is screaming at me, guys

[cyanistes-caeruleus]

have severely slacked re:posting - term happened. it was a lot. finished up my last supervision essay of term this morning. since my last post i've nailed down three chapters of my dissertation. nine essays + a dissertation in an eight week term isn't for the week. hence my absolutely pathetic posting consistency

fingers crossed i'll have more time for tumblr-ing over the easter break. term ends on thursday, i go home on saturday. there is indeed a light at the end of the tunnel! yippee!

[camellcat]

I do think it's so funny how giles is like these r my daughters buffy and willow :))) and their.... boy.....friend.......xanderrr. who they keep bringing around and won't go home :///

[attyhat]

if Poseidon’s jealous of the affection Zeus still receives as a human,Dondon should just turn into a human too

he’ll get extra smooches

Let's just say Posy doesn't want kisses and has no interest in transforming into a mortal to receive some. He decides who gets to kiss him...

[quatregats]

Also I have to say that while the whole Jack missing Stephen like some kind of lost dog arc is great, I think the best part is when there's nearly a full page of text about Jack thinking about mundane ship's affairs in which he makes no mention of Stephen at all which ends with "...If the Spaniards caught Stephen Maturin they would shoot him for a spy." (ellipses original). Like damn. Way to show that he has not stopped panicking about him at all

[someone-else-entirely]

Okay I just reblogged a post about Carol Holiday and now I am having Thoughts (definitely thoughts that have been articulated by other people, but even so):

-When Noelle made the paper snowflakes, Carol brought them to her home (despite Noelle wanting her to bring them to work). -It's repeatedly emphasized that Carol keeps important things at home, so Carol clearly considered her daughter's creations to be important. She CARES about her daughter... -...But then she encased the snowflakes in metal, and made Noelle cry. -By trying so hard to hold onto the snowflakes forever - preventing them from ever getting torn up or damaged - she only ended up negating their original purpose and fundamentally warping their very nature, to the point where the sight became a source of distress. -This is 100% definitely going to come back in a BIG way re: Dess.

[frostedpuffs]

[gazes longingly at mobile/manufactured homes on zillow and sobs in "i cant even afford that"]

[thistransient]

The guesthouse auntie told me to take the bus from Ernakulam but did I listen, nooo

[moeblob]

Ohiwe

After Oh is split into two, their power is halved/divided. But! Other traits are not necessarily divided evenly. So she holds all the romantic love (unrequited) for Ymber. She also has the rhythm/ability to dance while the other half cannot keep a beat for the life of him.

[hyacinthsdiamonds]

Some of y'all: Max doesn't care about racing!!!

Also, some of y'all: how dare Max fight for the win?

[twoheadedoddity]

ok when season 3 was teased this summer everyone seems to have made bingo cards and i think we need to bring that back (i am so so late to the party but i made my own drawtectives s3 bingo card)

[th1smf]

OKAYYY so these are all my thoughs about the teaser this morning :)

they better not hurt him guys im screaming. my son better be safe

ok so obviously the lights in hollys room were flickering… why THE FUCK would she be absolutely wailing after coming downstairs. which one of the wheelers are being hurt / dying. i cant do this

best believe will is gonna say “um, guys?” after seeing something ud related 😭 or he is being vecna’d and is having a vision here PLS GOD NO. why else is he walking away from the group and looking up, mindue. its giving that one arcade scene in season 2. im also just suprised mike hasnt noticed hes walked off yet like GO GET YOUR BOYFRIEND BRO. 😭

ross is literally showing him how to choke you can’t convince me otherwise. possessed will is coming home yup 🙂‍↕️

why are they both sobbing. why am i sobbing. i cant fucking deal with this. (but also… MIKE ANGST💪) hes definitely opening up to some extent here.

ofcourse we have this. BYLER LOOK SO BOYFRIEND THIS SEASON I CANT DO IT I NEED THEM. im absolutely loving mikes hair as well it looks so bookie ☺️

(ik these were pap pics but still)

who fucking hurt him. byler tending to eachothers wounds when??? i cant wait

theyre holding hands here mike told me himself 🤗

okay thats it guys i am going insane thankyou

[leverage-ot3]

hozier starting to sing take me to church and then unfurling a pride flag healed something in me actually

if you listen closely you can hear me yell ‘oh my god’ when he does it