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[thebravecreature]

The Rose 🌹 The Dagger 🗡️

[wineauntharry]

i just wanna talk / h.s.

“I just want to talk.”

It was 3:36 in the morning and I was standing at my door face to face with boy that had completely shattered me 1 month prior. I was wearing nothing but an oversized t-shirt and fuzzy socks. His eyes were rimmed with red and were glossy, a dead giveaway that he had been up crying for some time now.

“You never just want to talk Harry.” I replied in a sour tone, partly from being woken up at such an early hour and partly to keep myself from crying.

“No. You don’t understand. I really need to talk to you Y/N.”

I had never heard such desperation in his voice. He was always confident, every word he ever spoke he was sure of it. But this time was different. He undoubtedly didn’t have the right to feel hurt, but he did, and I felt bad for him.

“Alright, you can come in. But this isn’t going- “

I wasn’t even given the opportunity to finish my sentence before I was overwhelmed with his lips. One hand was on my hip guiding me towards my bed, while the other swiftly shut the door.

He was at an advantage, and he knew it.

It was like I was drunk off him. I couldn’t focus and I couldn’t get around to stopping what was happening. His lips sent me into a haze. This time it was different.

“I want to show you how much I love you Y/N. Please let me, please.” His voice was shaking while his words were casually interrupted by the occasional cracking of his voice.

“No.” Slowly my arms found their way from Harry’s hair to his chest, giving it a quick but gentle shove.

“You came to talk remember?” I spat at him, mostly to convince myself that I shouldn’t cave, as I have many times before.

We sat there staring at each other for what felt like an eternity. Me, staring at him with hot tears running down my cheeks as a silent plea for him to say something, anything, and him standing there, lips slightly parted with his arms folded loosely in front of him. I was beginning to run out of patience when I heard Harry begin to speak softly.

“I understand that I am the last person you want to see right now. But I just came to tell you that I’ll never love anyone the way I love you, and I mean that. No one compares to you. No one will ever take your place. I’m sorry for all the nights I was away and didn’t even call you to let you know to not wait up for me. I’m sorry for not treating you the way you deserved. And I know you don’t love me anymore, but just know that when I leave, and we never see each other again, you always own a piece of me, that’s all.”

I couldn’t speak, so I just looked down. I could still feel Harry’s eyes on me and there was nothing I could do about it.

“Please say something Y/N” He pled

“Why are you crying Harry? You did this.” My words caught him off guard. His face was frozen with this look of shock, as if he didn’t see this coming.

“I didn’t fuck this up. I didn’t allow my girlfriend to come home and find me naked in bed with another girl. I didn’t give up 2 years for one night Harry. I didn’t do any of that”.

“Y/N I-“ He tried to defend himself but I quickly cut him off.

“Actually, you know what? I’m sorry. I’m sorry for ever thinking you could commit to me. I’m sorry for seeing the best in you and ignoring what everyone told me. I’m sorry for putting up with all your shit. And I’m sorry for ever falling in love with you, but at least I know now that none of it was real, right?”

I was screaming at this point and Harry was just standing there taking it, until he decided to speak up.

“You know I love you, so don’t ever say I didn’t.” He spoke quickly, as if he was afraid I was going to cut him off again before he could get his sentence out.

“I hope you stay up crying at night, wondering what you did to make the one person you gave everything to, not love you anymore. You deserve to feel worthless, you deserve all the heart ache. And guess what, it’s gonna hurt so fucking bad because I’m the one and you know it.”

I was breathing heavy. Tears were still coming down my face but they had slowed dramatically. All Harry could do was stare at me, there was no way for him to defend himself so I didn’t expect him to say anything.

“I’ll leave.” He said with his voice so low I could barely hear him.

When I didn’t respond, Harry began making his way to the door. I couldn’t move. It was like my feet were suddenly apart of the floor, and no matter how bad I wanted to stop him and tell him everything was going to be okay, I couldn’t.

So, I didn’t.

The slamming of the door brought me out my haze and back to reality. It was finally done. The end of an era. No more Harry and Y/N.

Harry taught me a lot. He taught me that beds were meant to be shared. He taught me to appreciate little things, like hand written letters or smiles from strangers. I needed to learn how to be alone because our bed turned to my bed, our couch turned into my couch, our bathroom turned into my bathroom, and our apartment turned into my apartment.

But lastly, I turned back into me. I wasn’t his girl anymore.

I was me. And my heart was my heart, once again

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YALLLLL I AM SO HAPPY TO BE WRITING AGAIN!

This is an old repost from my old account but still i am just so happy. i recently graduated college so i have more time to write whatever you guys want! thank you for taking the time to read this its an honor.

SEND ME REQUESTS!!!!

all the love, kitt

[imsorrryifyourelivingandyoure17]

me acting like i went to hslot la n15

[ama-nda-antonia]

Harry Styles. Kia Forum. 1/29/23. Inglewood,CA. Night 15.

[wcndcrland]

HARRY STYLES LOT 2022 RESIDENCY TOUR STICKERS BY MARTIAN ILLUSTRATION

hey cuties! i just made these bc i love the tshirt design for the residency tour!

these are $3 CAD

can be found on my etsy shop !! likes and reblogs are really appreciated!!

LINK HERE

[sthabit]

Love On Tour, Los Angeles Night XV 01.29

[whitemancumslut]

Daddy’s Girl

“Daddy!” She claps proudly that her father noticed her stance out of the thousands of people around. A huge smile spreads across her face as she watched her father dance around stage with a smile as big as hers. Y/n bounced her daughter in arms to the rhythm of Late Night Talking.

She giggled a high pitched ‘Daddy!’ when her eyes glow bright with the lights that reflected off her father’s moves.

She had her pretty pink large ear protection headphones of for her sensitive ears.

Her little heart beams when her father sends her a little wave every now and then. Her eyes are big as she stares at the big screens and back down at her father who looked so small from the view she had— but he was still there.

“Look at him, mama!” She clapped, following the beat of the fellow song.

“I see. I see, baby,” She pressed a soft kiss on her cheek. Y/n adores the way her daughter adores her father. She watches as Lily’s smile gets larger and is never knocked off her face.

When the show was over and Y/n walked the two backstage. Her legs kicked as they stood waiting for him to exit the black curtain and when he did her eyes grew two sizes.

“Daddy!” Struggling to release from her mothers protective hold, Y/n let her down as she realized her mission. Baby ran into her fathers arms, each step filled with anticipation to be in his arms. Little squeals with each step she took. Harry met his daughter half way, cupping her armpits and swinging her up onto his hip.

Harry pressing his lips against his daughters cheek, attacking it with kisses. “You did so good, Daddy!” She scrunched her nose up as he left the last kiss on her temple. “Did I now?”

Lily put her arm around his neck as he walked her closer to her mother. Y/n stood with a smile watching her daughter

“Y’looked so handsome!” She cooed to him making both of her parents laugh. “Why thank you, darling,” Harry chuckled sweetly, kissing his daughters cheek one last time and pecking his wife’s next.

[purplehammy]

The AMOUNT of angles we have of this lmaooo

[aguacerotropical]

ppl who say “classic lit” meaning “19th century literature written by europeans” give me a headache

[wellbealrightipromise]

if i had a nickel every time harry edward styles used a pride flag as a skirt to cover a rip in his pants, i’d have two nickels, which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it’s happened twice

[quirks-of-a-fangirl]

[lovlahoruriys]

is anyone going to any of the residency shows?

[ama-nda-antonia]

[wcndcrland]

HARRY STYLES LOT 2022 RESIDENCY TOUR STICKERS BY MARTIAN ILLUSTRATION

hey cuties! i just made these bc i love the tshirt design for the residency tour!

these are $3 CAD

can be found on my etsy shop !! likes and reblogs are really appreciated!!

LINK HERE

[andscene-if]

I was wondering if you could spare some facts about our dear parents👀

the parents have actually been very open about their lives to MC and their sister , so here's their story!

mom:

she grew up performing in small shows, school plays etc

she's from the countryside (you can choose which country or state!), so her parents would spend a lot of time driving her to different auditions all across the country

once she hit mid teens, gigs started to dry up, & with no money, her parents weren't able to fund the travels and such, so her dreams unfortunately came to a halt

didn't go to college after hs, and instead started waitressing while attending castings on the side

dad:

just like MC's mother, he got into acting at a young age

landed a commercially successful main role in a teen flick at 16 and subsequently dropped out of school (regrets it). unfortunately that seemed to be his only successful role for the next 5 years that followed

during those 5 yrs, he worked at his dad's garage & well it was pretty miserable for him

for his 21st, he didn't really celebrate, he simply got into his car, and drove w/o a destination in mind, until dawn. he then pulled up into the small restaurant Mom was working at

aaaannd that's where those two met. they immediately hit it off & Dad started eating out so much, he essentially became a regular. but when he was only 22 & Mom 23 she got pregnant with MC's sister.

it was tough, they were very terrified and also kind of excited, but the timing couldn't be any worse: Mom had just convinced Dad to take another chance on acting and she was also landing a lot more roles.

after a lot of talking, they decided to put their plans on hold for 2 yrs. but then those turned into 3, 4, 5... and 9 yrs later, they were a little family of 4 w MC being 1, & their sister 9

that's when things finally started changing. one night, after tucking the kids in, Mom & Dad kinda just had this epiphany: it's now or never! so the next two months, they got everything ready, emptied all their savings etc and boarded a plane to LA

things were very difficult at first, especially if they're from a different country, but with the already pre-existing connections that they had, they were able to get their foot into places it would've been a lot harder to do w/o. Mom actually decided to stay at home with the kids, while Dad went off driving to every single casting he could get his hands on.

about a year later, just when their savings were about to run out, Dad, at age 32, landed a main role in a small-budget sci-fi that would eventually go on to be one of the highest-grossing films of the year (nobody expected this). he got nominated for a Lumina award (didn't win), and things only went up from here. Mom made her film debut once MC entered kindergarten, and they've been dominating cinema screens ever since!

thanks for 1k btw!! :)

[sthabit]

Love On Tour, Los Angeles Night IX 11.11.22

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