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flyolai-brainrot · 6 months

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I have had this fanfic idea rot my brain all week.

TW: for death and grief, (Poe and Ranpo).

Imagine this: Ranpo dies.

And Poe can't cope.

So he begins trying to write Ranpo as a character in all of his books.

So that he can visit the stories and see him again.

But it's not Ranpo, and Poe can tell, he can feel it.

And his previous obsession with Ranpo becomes a new, different, obsessive one.

He begins by researching who Ranpo was when he was alive.

He reads all of his old cases.

He even talks to cops, victims, and more.

He begins visiting the detective agency and interviewing everyone nonstop about Ranpo.

He maybe even tracks down his hometown and his parents.

But no matter what he does, the Ranpo in his novels isn't Ranpo.

And so he chases the idea of creating a perfect Ranpo.

And he writes and he writes and he writes......

But it's never Ranpo.

It's just imitations of him. Shadows. Mimics.

But also....

The better he gets at writing Ranpo, the shorter the novels last.

Cause the faster the Ranpo imitation can solve the murder mysteries.

So the closer he gets to his unattainable goal of replicating Ranpo.

The more he loses him all over again.

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itzr4v3n · 4 months

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I was looking through murdle 2 until I found the iron tsar's icon SO...

What if...

He was a sad-looking pigeon

With a sad little pigeon face behind all the armor

Whatcha think? >:3

MY LITTLE SAD BOY AAAAUGH

YES.

DO IT

#murdle #ask #the iron tsar #SAD PIGEON BOY #I'm getting cuteness aggression just from thinking about it #I am not okay lmao #then again my mind is a completely different thing in the evening-

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simpystarrr · 1 year

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If I had a nickel for every hot bird man I liked seeing get hurt, I'd have two nickels.

(I need help)

#helluva boss spoilers #helluva boss #helluva stolas #cw injury #cw hospital #cw blood #hb spoilers #sillyposting #bird men getting hurt #I am not okay lmao #HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

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whisperofthewaves · 1 year

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I made the terrible mistake of listening to I Want To Live at work during the break and the only positive atm is I don't have to talk to anybody rn and working from home means nobody can see the mess I am currently

#I am Not Okay lmao #*she says as she replays the damned thing for the 4th time*#bg3 #the heartwrenching trope on not being given enough time #oh gods

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psychfalls · 2 years

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is pass by catastrophe true because if so I’m taking one for the team

#/j mostly #i hate exams #Tw suicide joke #I am not okay lmao #might fail freshman year not even kidding #haven’t turned in science fair paperwork„ they don’t review paperwork over break„ I have human subjects that take a while to approve #oh and topping it all off it’s due Jan 6th iirc #and a huge chunk of my grade because IT’S REQUIRED #oh and failing 2 classes so I’m going to be under academic supervision because IB.#fuck my life

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bacchuschucklefuck · 30 days

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typical tavern scene

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhjy #fabian seacaster #riz gukgak #adaine abernant #kristen applebees #figueroth faeth #gorgug thistlespring #got my version of this in lol. I feel like this is mandatory if u draw fh art #trying to remember whats on the menu at a typical swensen's. its been years since I last was at one #tho I am so absolutely unfamiliar with like elmville level of town scenery. just immediately drew from my own experience lmao #I used to think malls are the same everywhere.... but then I hear from my US friends and. wow they sure are not #mm. good day to reminisce a little bit. but I am now sleepy #not a lot to say abt this I think most of this is pretty straightforward. I did use this to test out some overlays in SAI2 #that I never really touched. the talisman on fig's guitar case takes from the house protection talisman you'd put on the front door #and also I think kristen slipping while fully sat down is very funny and special. she means so much to me #okay. alright. I should really go to sleep. and tomorrow I should take my dang walk... see the sun #have a good night lads! enjoy ice cream

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zivazivc · 9 months

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I feel like I have some of the most random headcanons. but I am lowkey obsessed with the fact that John Dory is so much older than Branch that he potentially could have dated their friends'/peers' parents, and/or anything else funny and possibly entertaining that the large age difference entails lmaokskssbcdsbcjdh

edit: part two

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secretagentspydetectiveninja · 6 months

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posting this with absolutely no context

#am i a cryptid now? i log on like once in a blue moon to post cringe and then leave again #ace attorney #apollo justice #tikki #random stuff #my stuff #ooookay okay okay okay. anyone reading the tags can have a LITTLE context‚ as a treat #so. sitting on my ao3 currently is an unfinished fic with exactly this premise #i want to finish it so bad. it haunts me every day. people leave such nice comments and everything #but i just have no motivation. trust me i've tried #i thought that perhaps drawing it might finally kick my brain back into gear #i'm so sorry readers i'm sorry i WILL finish it i promise it's not abandoned #it was so much fuuuuun #tikki are you seeing this. cringefail author who keeps playing video games instead of writing lmao #anyway goodbye friends i am gone again. logging off once more

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kinnbig · 2 months

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Jeff Satur | The Paradise of Thorns (วิมานหนาม)

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meamiiikiii · 3 months

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silly comic based on a time i struggled to read live on stream :thumbsup:

context clip compilation below ASDASDFASA

(cw for brief mention of hospitals/strokes)

#in stars and time #isat #isat odile #isat siffrin #isat spoilers #<- not big ones but the convo this stems from occurs on 3rd floor before king act 2 so #cw hospital #cw stroke #<- brief stroke talk in the clip thats why #odile i am so sorry for making u deal with the fact that i cant read #or just input words?? where there arent any??? i dont know why i do that????#these streams have made me realize i sometimes just autofill words when reading SAFADDA #also random side headcanon i was thinking of while drawing this #is odile speaks alot with her hands?#idk why i just think its fun?#and kinda makes sense as someone who has travelled a lot thru different countries?#personal observation but you can convey/tell a lot without knowing a much of a different language via body language #as someone who grew up with family who spoke a different language that i do not speak LMAO #especially hands!! those say a lot!!#reading body langauge/tone helped me a lot when guessing if what was being talked about a good thing or not #tho tone to a lesser extent since uh it can be hard to tell at times i think ASDFDA #so it makes sense to me???#the art of pointing in general location is a universal skill i think?? yea #to a lesser extent i think siffrin might do this? but more subdued/under the cloak so #the cloak ends up getting in the way 90% of the time so no one can actually see that lmao #okay tag talk over #no stream time today because weather boooooo storms

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lightbulb-warning · 1 year

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saimatsu week day 3 not on day 3: reunion

they do be sobbing

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chalkrub · 1 month

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saw some mangy dog on the outskirts of town

#my art #oc #els #werewolf #furry #anthro #illustration #you would not believe the hassle this gave me lmao....i want to do more with it but i have to wipe my hands of it #idk if this looks good but it has to be finished i have to be finished with it #WORD OF ADVICE that allows a small glimpse into the horrible time i've had: PLAN YOUR COMPOSITIONS #GOD. initial drawing of els: 1-2 hours at most. trying to find a composition that doesn't suck: 100000 hours and ongoing #i think my problem is this els looks better zoomed in but finding a way to keep it zoomed in....mission impossible #i love this els face though. i will admit. i had to persevere to get SOMETHING that at least vaguely worked so i could show off this els #okay. okay. anyway it's greengage season again. big ups to greengages for making life just that much brighter #also the owls are goin crazyyy outside my window rn they are speaking and i am listening. in a delirium

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thedeathdeelers · 6 months

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#🥲#netflix #julie and the phantoms #lockwood netflix #lockwood and co #i’m blanking on the other shows lmao #anne with an e #everything sucks #1899 #i am not okay with this #shadow and bone

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bacchuschucklefuck · 4 months

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soon it'll be dawn again

transcript under the cut ⏬

page 01

Fig: no way? - you're still up?

Riz: Wh– yes?

Riz: Why'd I not be.

page 02

Fig: I me~~ean - that took.

Fig: whole day.

Riz: Yeah?

Fig: 'm beat.

Riz: you should sleep.

page 03

Fig: nah. my guy's still up

Fig: I wanna hang out.

page 04

Riz: That's really nice.

Fig: Hah! - Nobody ever expects an Archdevil rockstar to be nice.

Riz: … yeah. - 's just budget work tho. (the stuff I'm working on) - I've heard it's boring.

page 05

Fig: yeah, but you do it…

Riz: It keeps things going, right? - Nothing happens if nobody sits down and - does the thing.

Fig: That's right… - though. Yeah.

page 06

Fig: sometimes it's someone else who - doesn't want the same thing to happen.

Riz: … - mm.

page 07

Riz (off screen): …It took me a long time to get that not everyone likes doing what I do. - 's probably because you guys are so nice– - or. - kind.

Riz (off screen): to anyone too, not just. - the people you /love/.

page 08

Riz: that's not how it is elsewhere. - The world's– not. hostile. - but 's not like it's kind.

Riz: So I'm doing as much as I can now…

page 09

Fig: Hey.

Riz: ?

Fig: Go dig some dirt with me.

page 10

Riz: [blank speech bubble] - oh you meant like - actual dirt. (not incriminating information)

Fig: o yea.

Fig: there's clay in the backyard soil. - sometimes when I'm sun deficient or something I go touch dirt for a bit.

page 11

Fig: here u go

page 12

Riz: uh

Fig: now we make a thing! - 'm pretty good at freehanding a bowl.

Fig: I'll show u

page 13

Fig: just– yep, flatten that out as evenly as u can, then–! - actually ur nails'd be so good at cutting out the strip. [larger than usual space] wait. - wait. wait u can carve patterns with them! we HAVE to try

Riz: uh - What. do I carve?

Fig: anything!!!

page 14

Fig: and– yep just seal the inside uh. seam?

Fig: yep that works - okay time's up! all contestant hands up

Riz: [blank speech bubble] - okay - wh. what's next?

Fig: haha - watch this.

(sound effect text): FWOO—MP

page 15

Riz: WH– DON'T JUST DO THAT???

Fig: Now it's fired!

Riz: THAT WAS NOT SAFE

Fig: (actually it's just dry. if u add water rn it'll dissolve)

Fig: ok catch!

Riz: [blank speech bubble] - careful!!

Fig: dw no need haha

page 16

Riz (thought bubble): oh - it's warm…

Fig: now I want you to throw this.

page 17

Fig: u gotta do it - c'mon

page 18

Riz: wh– - It's like 3AM right now

Fig: oh it's not /fired/ fired it's not gonna make a loud noise

Riz: And then just? leave a pile out here?

Fig: pour water over it & it'll be gone I told u

Riz: but

page 19

Fig (off screen): RIz.

page 20

Fig: I've done all this before.

Fig: Can you trust that at least?

page 21

Riz: no, I– - I do. - I trust you.

page 23

Riz: okay what happens now

(sound effect text): glob

page 24

Fig: we do it again!

page 25

Riz: wh. [larger than usual space] What do you mean. (this clay's too wet also)

Fig: see! you're already learning

Fig: [blank speech bubble] - there are flows that are futile to fight. - The world changes.

Fig: Things change.

page 26

Fig: I've learned my lessons with "forevers". - But - as an artist

Fig: I can give you one thing: - You can always do it again.

page 27

Fig: most of everything depends on the rest of the world, - but this. - making new. - that's yours as long as you want it.

page 28

Fig: So?

page 29

Riz: Yeah. - Yeah! - let's make another one.

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #riz gukgak #figueroth faeth #technically no spoilers in this comic but listen. I Will be gloating in tags. I will Never Shut Up #for the record!! this was fully conceptualized and sketched Before the finales. I started sketching this after the boat fight #and when murph closed riz's arc this season with ''maybe it's okay to change and welcome new things'' I pogged irl #I am simply the best at reading comprehension what can I say! (<- grown ass man with roughly the same perspective on teenhood as the player #fucked up that this became so long (almost 30 squares lol) that it took me this long to finish #lmao I say all that but. genuinely I am delirious and my feelings abt riz's arc this season are so big... I was getting psychic backlash #for a While lol. it was scary!!#had to sit down and do therapy on my own ass for a bit. the teenage apocalyticisation is real. that word isnt tho Im pretty sure #truly anything you do at that age feels like that's it that's all you've got going on forever. and its not true! its simply not true #you'll be okay my guy. you love your friends so so much but also there will be more to love out there #this one goes out to fellow aroaces and also folks leaving somewhere theyve called home for a long time #nothing lasts forever but that means new things come by too! ur ability to make new is infinite!!#there's no magnum opus people leave but new people come by too etc. I am too sleepy to remember what I wanted to say uhhh #well. thank u for looking at my art. I think thats the one pack it n ship it boys

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nymphaforesta · 3 months

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when will men stop asking if i wear a wig and keep calling my hair a perm 😄☺️🙂

#get in the bin #''ahahah next time i won't compliment you ahah jk''#okay then don't lmao #i am not here waiting for you to say how pretty i am #i know i am

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almondcroissantsandink · 4 months

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i feel the need--the need for speed!

#top gun #pete maverick mitchell #nick goose bradshaw #top gun goose #top gun maverick #pete mitchell #nick bradshaw #this is NOT military propaganda i PROMISE #i ended up liking these movies way more than i thought so bear with me but know i'm not drawing these like #oh huzzah us military because i am NOT :)#we watched the first top gun and i went into it with the only thing i knew was that goose died and if i hadnt known that spoiler i wouldve #been DEVASTATED he was such a good character #also the first movie was...okay i guess #the amount of french kissing was FRIGHTENING and my entire family screamed and covered our eyes lmao because wtf was that #also i realized maverick tossed goose's dog tags into the ocean in the one scene but that means rooster lost his father and doesn't even #have his dog tags to remember him by?? idk that was whack mav lol #top gun fanart #digitial art #artists on tumblr #illustration #csp #clip studio paint #tom cruise #anthony edwards

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