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does anyone know any good one-sided killugon fics?
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If anyone wants to send a bitch some angsty Armand fic recs, I'd be ever so grateful
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10 year ticket will be my entire personality from now on, so please blacklist the tag. i will now bombard the tag with the angstiest shit.
#2 episodes in and i am making a set#i crave pain#y'all should know that by now#see ya in a few hours when i drop this pure angst
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erm he’s right behind me isn’t he
#docm77 fanart#poultry man#hermitcraft#grian#docm77#my art#the buttercups#hc 9#I CAN FINALLY DRAW WITHOUT WRIST PAIN YIPPEEEE#my soul craved creation for my favourite skrunklos :’)
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I need zayne to come up behind me, lift his arms in front of me, slowly, his left hand wrapping around my waist, rubbing small circles into my side with his thumb, his right hand lifting up and across my chest to rest on my shoulder as he pulls me into his chest, burying his face into the crook of my neck, letting all the stress and tension of the long day melt away, cause right now, he's not Dr Zayne, who is precise, serious, and stem, but the soft, sweet, and clumsy zayne we know and love, cause right now, in that moment where it's just us in our quiet bedroom, he can be himself
#love and deepspace#l&ds#lads#love and deepspace mc#zayne love and deepspace#lads zayne#love and deepspace x reader#zayne x mc#zayne x reader#zayne fluff#dr zayne#dawnbreaker and i feel the same pain of not being able to actually hold the one we love as they don't exist in our world/time#the domesticity of it all#i crave his touch#i need his hands on me#no words
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They didn't deserve such a fate.
#9#shane acker's 9#9 movie#9 shane acker#my art#fanart#stitchpunk#sometimes I think about if 6 ever had visions of his and everyones deaths#like the pain of knowing such a thing for so long but not being to tell anyone#I crave that angst
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Keep up your happy face
#rvb#felix mcscouty#isaac gates#red vs blue#my art#hipstersoulgushers art#figureing what to caption this was painful bc imagining felix actually telling you to smile more makes me crave death#perhaps the point#i was listening to the song ‘happy face’
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vampire bats share mouthfuls of blood to other bats they’re close to if they weren’t able to feed and now i need old vampire!ghost sharing a bloody kiss with fledgling!soap, giving him mouthfuls of blood bc his fresh fangs are too sensitive to bite with
it’s been so long since he was turned that ghost’s forgotten the deep ache that comes with growing fangs and he almost worries when johnny goes to bite into the meal he’s brought him only to whimper and pull back; only the slightest pinpricks of a bite left in the man’s neck, barely enough to bring blood to the surface
it’s only when johnny whines and massages at his gums that ghost realises his oversight; crooning at his sweet mate in reassurance. he’s not upset that he couldn’t feed, at the unintentional rejection of his offering. he’ll make the pain stop
ghost pulls the man to his mouth and sinks in his fangs, sucking in a heavy mouthful and drops the now paralysed prey back to his feet; his throat steadily gushing with blood and spilling over his body
he cups johnny’s face, looking into his eyes, teary with pain and hunger, and purses his lips to carefully drip the blood into his mouth. the pain immediately vanishes from his eyes, replaced with pure bliss as he opens his mouth wide; curling his tongue to catch every drop. ghost presses his mouth to his in a hungry, blood-filled kiss; tongues twining together as they share the taste
johnny sucks the last of it from his lips and ghost guides him down to lap at the prey’s neck; licking up the blood he was too weak to draw himself. he’s ravenous with it, his whole face covered in red as he licks up the spill and suckles at ghost’s bite
ghost’s filled with an overwhelming pride at having provided for his mate in an even deeper way than just hunting for him. he spilled the blood johnny’s drinking; fed him in the most intimate way their kind knows and he’ll do it a hundred times over for his love
#pet peeve time i hate the vampire ‘licks a bite to stop it bleeding’ trope bc it biologically doesn’t make sense#if anything a vampire’s saliva would have an anticoagulant effect to /stop/ a bit from clotting so they can drink more#anyway back to bloody kisses lmao#thinking about the actual biological difference between humans and vampires and how much it would /hurt/ to grow a pair of fangs#like the human mouth isnt meant to have teeth that big or muscles strong enough to to support them#or the increased bite force they need#so not only are they growing new teeth theyre also growing bigger muscles and their mouths are having to adapt to them#that would cause so much pain#you ever grown in a wisdom tooth? it sucks and that nowhere near this level#on top of all that youre also starving and have an unquenchable need to feed#the intimacy of a sire feeding their fledgling from their own mouths#weaning them off their blood but still so dependent on them#and even after johnny can bite and feed on his own he still craves the closeness of being fed from ghosts mouth#and ghost never denies him#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod#save post#we’re a team. ghost team
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House's tendency to rationalize feelings away and being frustrated at himself for still feeling them. It's hurting me 😢
At the end of 05x04 Birthmarks he did a paternity test... And even after it turned out that John wasnt his father, he was still drinking his whiskey, because it didn't mean anything that John wasn't his biological father, because things are still the same.
He's still sad, he's still depressed. The dipshit of a man passing still made him sad. And the thought that he can't even rationalize it away as hatred upsets him. And so he drinks.
And to that Wilson said no one can choose their parents... Because House rejects John as his paternal figure and yet deep inside, House still called him his dad.
#i think everything he said at John's eulogy was real. he meant every word#of course if his mother wasnt there he would be a lot meaner#but he meant it.#house pushes people away because hes scared of being hurt#hes an asshole because nobody connects with an asshole and thus everyone is at arms length at best#and yet when people leave him he still mourns#his ducklings from season 3#wilson in season 5#and even that dipshit of a man john house#and idk its. it makes me sad#it just doesnt have to be this way#i want him to chase happiness and i want him to be happy#instead he just refuses it because happiness is associated with pain#because everyone leaves him in the end#im so sad#house md#gregory house#greg house#doctor house#not to say that people cant reject their parents and feel no remorse for their death#its just that house... that sensitive man#that depressed fearful man#he cant do that. because deep down he craves that connection#he wishes his father were better. he wishes he was the man his father wanted him to be#which makes it even more painful to observe
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Can you believe this little thing felt like he was his best friend's shadow and gave up on his dream because Shanks shone brighter than him? Can you believe he spent his childhood staring at his best friend from a distance because he thought he couldn't reach the stars by himself? Can you believe his dream was taken away from him and he lost his ability to swim and his love for the sea when he was just a child?
#SOMEBODY FUCKING SEDATE ME RIGHT NOW#i love him so damn much i am sobbing#look i am crying#don't reread chapter 1082 folks#death i crave death please#this is too painful#i can't do this please#one piece#buggy the clown
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Eagerly waiting for the day we get to find out one of the archive staff from tma is a big 'orrible avatar in tmagp. Who's it gonna be-
Actually, you know what? Poll time;
Personally, my bet goes to Melanie or Tim. Tim for the shock/surprise value, and Melanie for the fun of seeing her as a full and proper Slaughter avatar (or just a fucked up horror being in general).
It's also a possible explanation why Celia sought out Georgie, but we haven't heard hide nor hair of Melanie yet. >.>
#tmagp#tma#tmagp spoilers#tma spoilers#spoilers#the magnus archives#the magnus protocol#the magnus protocol spoilers#the magnus archives spoilers#polls#there would be a certain whump value/respectable pain in seeing michael get fucked over again though. I have to say.#much as I personally crave some normal human michael shelly content/honestly just want to enjoy his hella good voice actor putting in work
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If I think about the fact that Siffrin got hit by almost every member of the party Ill cry, no matter what happens Siffrin is always being hurt by their family and no one can do anything about it because Siffrin won't talk about it
#Isat#In stars and time#Isat siffrin#In stars and time Siffrin#Do y'all think about the fact that Mirabelle slapped Siffrin Odile uses Craft on Siffrin and Bonnie has slapped Siffrin's hands away#Do y'all think about the fact that Siffrin craves touch from everyone but the only person they initiated with pushed them away#Do y'all think about Siffrin telling his family important parts of his history specifically about the universe and stars and they tease him#Do y'all think about the fact that Siffrin has been hurt BADLY by their family in multiple ways that don't get resolved because of the loop#I just. I think about how badly Siffrin has been hurt and I can't bring myself to be too mad about the failed friendship quests#The trauma they've faced that doesnt have to do with the constant disregard from their family by itself makes it seem less bad#But add on the constant reframing and pain that comes from the families disregard or hurtful comments in the loops#And suddenly all I can think about is Siffrin saying ''if you want to yell at me'' and how that's not actually that much of an exaggerated#Thought to have when you have ample evidence that that is what happens! You get yelled at or hurt! If you hurt someone else!#I just think about it a lot cause most people... Don't bring up the fact that I think almost every party member has physically harmed Sif?#I just. Dear god. The guilt the pain.
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Thinking back to that line in Go To The Mirror? when Cecil’s mom says “why are you crying when you don’t even exist?” and how it plays into the current arc in the way that things are being explained away to seem like they never existed in the first place and how she was supposedly Prophetic and-
#welcome to night vale#cecil gershwin palmer#cecil palmer#cecilsweep#I’m sorry but I just can’t stop thinking about Cecil angst#i want more mirror related stuff so bad you have no idea#come on Lubelle dig up more details from Cecil’s tortured past I crave them#i really want this arc to dial it to 100 on the pain#PLEASE#wtnv#carlos the scientist#wtnv 221#janet lubelle#the university of what it is#go to the mirror#wtnv 171
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I love the bruises and marks, tracing them with my fingers and remembering how they were formed. Knowing who left them there feels twistedly romantic, a painful yet beautiful reminder of our connection.
#hurtm3#bd/sm masochist#masochist kink#masochistic#masochist sub#break me#pain k!nk#pain slvt#pain play#sadomasochistic#sadistic#bd/sm sadist#hornyposting#hornyyy#i want this#wanna suffer#craving pain#bd/sm kink#queer bd/sm#queer nsft#relationship goals#s/m#bd/sm dynamic#sadist kink
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explaining being just a little suicidal to someone who hasn't experienced it is so bizarre like i had an evaluation today and was trying to explain that i'm just a little bit not very and was like "y'know i don't have a plan or think about doing it myself it's more like how sometimes you fantasize about breaking your leg or whatever" and she was like "oh so you want to be harmed" and i was like "no i really do NOT want to be harmed" and of course she was baffled because i guess it does sound strange to say you want to be dead but don't want to be harmed. like it was not computing for her
#like i don't want to be hurt i just want a break from feeling tired and sad and scared and like i'll never not be tired and sad and scared#like what's not clicking#personal nonsense#suicidal ideation mention#it's just like. it feels like a misunderstanding to think that that means i'm craving pain when like i'm in pain now and want not that#is the situation#like there's an internal logic to it but she seemed so confused by it
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Character conflict
Only thing I will say here is this:
The most terrifying villains
is them knowing they're in the wrong...
#FINALLY STAR BOY LET ME KINDA KILL HIM#He is now “suffering” hehe#feeling freaky#<3#<333#Btw I am just exploring on how star boy getting stabbed would play out so this might or might not be cannon but whateverrr#wishverse#disney wish#wish star#wish movie#magnifico#maggy#star boy troubles#star boy#king magnifico#artwork#artists on tumblr#digital art#illustration#Something I noticed among all the other Mags is that he doesn't think that what he is doing is wrong (for most of them at least idk)#For TKORAT Mag he has inner tormoial of either killing this star (which will give him the satisfaction but he will then crave more violance#Or not (which will actually heal the pain he endured and finally move forward in life instead of just gathering hatered for years on end)#the kingdom of roses and thorns
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