#i deserve to be alone

[ghostlydeadcorpse]

vent 2

tbh I feel like me being traumatized is something I deserve, because ever since I was 14 years old I always attention-seek for help from my 17 year old and 18 year old friends yet i deserve it whenever they blame me and exploit me, it's like they hate me and want me dead so I did for them but they switched after that happened they hated me more and more then I began to call myself such a sorrow dirty fucker

like tbh I always deserve it, I deserve it. but I just have to act fine I am fine I don't wanna act vulnerable infront of people I js don't need any help or saving I can get through this I am fine. really, I am fine.

[lxst-in-thxxghts]

I deserve to be beat. Why am I so disgusting and greedy. I always want mores I don’t deserve to eat, be happy or have anyone care about me. I am a disgusting greedy vile person. I deserve nothing.

[mustymausoleum]

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[broflovski-brah]

vent tw

[hamartia707]

Rupi Kaur

[drowned-sun]

i think i should leave.

[the-stray-pup]

If only I felt like I was enough

[grungasgirlexistence]

I hate my stupid fucking life. Everyone needs to leave me alone so I can rot. I want to push everyone in my life away. No one should have to deal with me.

[4rtsymugzzz]

I wish I was dead because all I do is hurt people or get hurt by people

[caspertheconfused]

Currently letting the social insecurities win

[lxst-in-thxxghts]

God I need to keep my fucking mouth shut. I’m so greedy and disgusting I don’t even deserve to shed a tear over how disgusting I am. I deserve all the punishment in the world.

[bunnyboygirlgod]

I try so hard not to be toxic but I can’t help it I am so so stupid

[scorchporch]

The urge to distance myself from all my friends and loved ones bc I hate myself, know that I'm depressing, and I can't function like a human right now.

[snickerdoodl3]

the only thing i'm good at is killing the mood because i can't get out of my own fucking head long enough to just pretend to be normal and i get so fucking triggered that i can't even control my responses

i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself

[unstabull]

tfw everyone of your old aquantences stopped messaging back and youre the last one to have message all of them, so you go into chat and delete those old messages because it's obvious no one wants to talk to you and you need to get the fuck over it because you're better off alone.