#i do enjoy talking about music i just get self conscious about it lol

[infiniteseriesofhalfways]

As someone who only knows a couple songs, can you recommend some jimmy buffett songs that get missed a lot? I like margaritaville and come monday and it’s 5oclock somewhere but other than that I don’t know a lot

My mom and I made a playlist of our favorites back when he passed last year:

Spotify Link

But in no particular order my favorites are:

Changes in Latitudes, Changes in Attitudes

Breathe In, Breathe Out, Move On

Tin Cup Chalice ("I wanna be there/ Wanna go back down and and get high by the sea there/ With a tin cup for a chalice, fill it up with good red wine")

Little Miss Magic (which was written for his daughter Savannah)

Bubbles Up (which actually came out last year)

Cowboy in the Jungle ("24 hours, maybe 60 good years, it's really not that long a stay")

He Went to Paris

Trip Around the Sun ft. Martina McBride

I Have Found Me a Home

Tonight I Just Need My Guitar ("Don't need to feel important or famous/ No limos or my little Nash car, one lucky man/ With my feet in the sand/ Tonight I just need my guitar")

A Pirate Looks at Forty

Coast of Carolina ("And the walls that won't come down, we can decorate or climb/ Or find some way to get around, 'cause I'm still on your side/From the bottom of my heart")

Son of a Son of a Sailor

One Particular Harbor

That's What Living is to Me

Live Like it's Your Last Day

I could keep going, like Come Monday is certainly up there as well but you named that. I also went with more 'serious' songs since my initial point was to expand beyond the 'party' songs. But I'm of the opinion that his best songs are a bit of a mix, the vibe that he's relaxing and hanging out because that's what brings him peace, and peace is all he's really searching for.

[obsessive-valentine]

I know that yandere farmer is mostly tech free but how would he feel about darling asking for a radio or something like that to listen to music from

Maybe then dancing together to old country love songs

I’m loving this idea so much lol, like mentioned before he’d definitely dance with reader and he has a radio or two that he uses regularly. If darling like specific music he’d go out and get a record player or something like that where he can buy specific albums and artists for reader. But he personally has a soft spot for oldies and definitely country music, any that the radio is playing is fine for him to whistle along to as he works or drinks his coffee. Since that last similar ask I’ve thought of more similar scenarios like this and got to add to it. Have this short scenario, thank you for the inspo ❤️

TW: darling definitely has Stockholm syndrome, mentions of being kidnapped, fluff otherwise.

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You stir in your sleep half conscious as you feel the bed shift and the pillow under your head deflate a bit from the withdrawal of his arm. You’re to tired like most mornings to acknowledge him as he quietly tiptoes around the room gathering his clothes and leaving the room, carefully shutting the door behind him after giving your sleeping self one more glance.

He goes about his usual routine quietly then finally lacing his boots and grabbing his old but trusty portable radio, taking it with him out on the farm. That how you usually find him, when you stir awake you can almost instantly tell just where he’s about. You can hear the country music playing but not loud. So he’s not near the house but also no as far as being up on the fields.

It’s already late morning you gather as you pull the curtain open, the suns out and it looks calm. You decide to go outside to enjoy the calming warm breeze, you’ve nothing that interesting to do in here anyways.

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You make it onto the porch and are greeted by some of the dogs, you struggle to move past them without giving them all a head pat first. You make your way down the porch steps and onto the grass, you scan the fields where the music is coming from and doesn’t take long to make eye contact with the owner of the land.

He stands leaning against one of his old trucks that holds the hay bails he’s distributing, you realise he’s been watching you loving on the dogs, waiting for you to look his way. He gives you a wave and toothy grin, though you can just about see it since he’s way up on the field, he’ll intentionally hold eye contact with you every now and then -you think it’s his way of letting you know he’s watching you.

You’re about to wave back and make you’re way to the barn like you usually do, but stop yourself and decide to go and talk to him. Maybe you missed him a bit, he was to tired last night to make much conversation with.

“did you sleep okay?” He helps you climb over the short fence in between you both, and steadies you with his hands on your waist as you set your feet on the ground. “Yes...” you took a moment to pat the dirt off that you collected by climbing the fence “I’d sleep better if you didn’t get up at an ungodly hour every morning” you joked bringing your attention back to the man still holding your waist.

“Well, I need to keep on top of things around here. A stitch in time saves nine -ya’ know” he retorted in a similar joking tone before getting a bit more serious “M’sorry love, here I am thinking I was being quiet enough -sneaking around the house in the early hours” he starts swaying to the music in the background, bringing you along with him.

“I’ll be quieter than a mouse next time” he jokes again in a hushed voice, making you laugh a bit. He turns to the truck to twist the old radio dial, turning the music up, the cows watch on curiously waiting for the hay still sitting in bails on the back of the truck.

“They can wait, they’re spoiled cattle who can learn some patience” then without another word he takes waist once again and begins a rather badly formed slow dance. Right there in the middle of a field surrounded by curious cows, beautiful mountains and trees, a fresh breeze and devoted kidnapper lover.

The music continues to buzz on hitting some static now and then due to the age of the device. He’d hum along to some familiar choruses and pick up the pace into a jive like dance depending on the song playing. You both did this for a while, talking about mundane things ‘whats your thinking for dinner tonight?’ ‘How’s that painting coming along?’.

So domestic and pure, for a while there’s no complexity or inner battles about your situation. It’s just you and him sharing a fresh space with calming music and untainted emotions. Maybe if this is what life is now, you could learn to love it, to want to live your life on this quiet farm and have a committed domestic relationship.

Moments like this give him hope, that you won’t always resent him or have to fear him to stay put. Moments like this he discovers he’s okay with letting down that toxic masculinity a bit, and being soft and uncharacteristically fulfilled. He’d never thought he’d be dancing to the radio instead of working but here he is.

Moments like this does he realise his main drive of fulfilment isn’t working hard and being all powerful, but rather pleasing you and having you want him just a fraction of how he wants you.

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Headcanons to how Emily (Corpse bride) would react to GN!darling drawing her? Like having several pages just full of drawings of Emily

I love her so much and the movie <33

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~She is completely and utterly whipped for you.

~Knowing you're just as completely and utterly whipped for her makes her giddy and excited.

~Expect a lot of kisses and hugs because of this.

~Sometimes, she can grow a bit insecure about herself- she knows she's very pretty, but her eye, the decay, the visible bones, ect. can make her overthink about her looks sometimes.

~Seeing you draw her so often fully convinced her she's pretty.

~Will happily pose for you if you ask her to.

~But she might get a bit giggly and amused, expect her to move sometimes without thinking, or talk while you're trying to paint or sketch her.

~Not that she talks a LOT, but she gets excited over the attention you give her.

~Her Maggot may tease her around and try to make her feel self-conscious, so Emily may feel silly posing at first.

~Hasn't gotten her portrait done in years, so once she gets used to staying still for a pose again she's the perfect model.

~She's a very lovely model!

~If she ever found that you've been drawing her already even before she knew about it, she'll feel SO touched.

~Might even get a bit emotional about it!

~Very often compliments your skills and brags about how good you are.

~Now she purposely tries to look extra pretty in case you're around with your sketch pad.

~Which sometimes can lead to her doing something silly and clumsy by accident because she's trying too hard LOL

~May need a reminder that she's pretty when she's simply existing, that she doesn't need to TRY to look pretty.

~She loves having an artist for a partner!

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[allamericansbitch]

i want to preface this by saying that i became a fan of taylor after lover (which is ironic because it's one of my bottom 2 albums by her) but honestly i don't really care for taylor anymore, i saw her in july last year and enjoyed the concert and everything but again that was mainly because of the experience of it being my first big stadium show and the vibes of everyone dancing and singing along. and i'm really glad that i did have that experience. but i literally listened to ttpd once and i can't stand midnights for the most part, and my dislike for the music coupled with the way she's acted in the past year has really turned me off of her.

that being said, i think it's fascinating how taylor coopts whatever is big in the moment as part of her aesthetic for that album. like for lover era she was huge on politics and activism and lgbtq/women's rights because that kind of advocacy was really mainstream and popular at the time. and now it's been like four years since then and she doesn't really outwardly express any political sentiment one way or another. for folklore and evermore she really leaned into the quiet/homey/cottagecore aesthetic that was so popular during quarantine. and for midnights and the poets album she is really leaning into that whole depression/mental illness vibe that's really popular on social media right now, especially with the i'm just a girl rhetoric that's huge on tiktok. i can't really articulate that link super well but i feel like it's definitely there lol

all that to say, taylor's choice in aesthetics are so varied and that's fine in some cases i guess , but in some cases switching up like that out of nowhere is outright harmful - like her not caring about politics anymore, or romanticizing the "mental illness aesthetic" like she's doing right now. i don't know what i'm trying to get at here, but i feel like she wants to make sure she's as "in" as possible without considering how with such a large platform she is actively offending hundreds of thousands if not millions of people. and sure maybe she's disconnected from reality because of her fame so she can't really understand the impact of her actions (personally i don't think this, just a counterargument) but what i really don't understand is why someone on her team or a friend doesn't just say this to her. does no one care?

i totally agree and while reading this i may have thought of a possible reason she does this. i feel like this trend you're talking about really kicked into high gear with lover and making the entire theme of the album involve something very hot in the culture at the time, and what also kicked off at the time was Taylor being worried about her aging out of the industry and not being allowed to be successful anymore, like her talking about lover being her last chance for a hit album. so i think she, consciously or not, wanted to make sure she was keeping up with trends and being young.

and like you said this extends to now where it's very obvious she's not learning what the actual mental health terms mean and is more using them in a trendy way, she's not giving them any weight or making it known that she's serious, because serious mental health conversations aren't trendy, using them for dramatic purposes is. calling yourself 'delusional', 'manic' or having intrusive thoughts for comedic, dramatized purposes is what everyone is doing and now she's including herself in this trend of casual ableism and has also now crossed a line into blatantly using it for aesthetic purposes.

again whether this is a conscious choice or not, she's really just coming across as so un-self-aware and has no feet on the ground whatsoever, to the point where she'll just go with what's trendy to fit in with the young generation and make them like her and it's gotten to the point of no return it feels like

[hughiecampbelle]

Howdy howdy! First I just wanted to say; Congrats on 10,000 followers! You deserve it!! Your hard work, creativity and dedication are so present in everything you do, and it's so inspiring. I wish you lots of luck in your future projects ☺️☺️

May I please ask for a romantic ship for The Boys?

I'm 22, non-binary (AFAB, if that matters) pansexual/romantic, and polyamorous (no preference for gender)

General personality stuff:

MBTI is INFP

Ennegram types 2, 4 and 8

Zodiac: Taurus sun, pieces moon and rising

Hogwarts house- Hufflepuff

I'm in college- Women and Gender Studies major with a Queer Studies minor

My goal is to go into harm reduction/community + advocacy work : )

Dreams for the future; ideally a semi-active lifestyle where I can pursue my interests- I'd like to have a home gym, a gaming set up and a crafting room one day. The work I'm going into will likely be very emotionally draining so ideally I'd have the free time to relax/recharge by playing games, doing art, and hanging out with my partner. Something I'd really love to do one day is get really high and go into an aquarium or planetarium

Favorite places I've been; Costa Rica, Italy, Santa Cruz/Monterey (specifically the boardwalk and aquarium)- I'd love to visit France and Japan someday

Pet peeves; I strongly dislike when people have an inflated ego and genuinely don't care about/respect others. Hate capitalism/pro-capitalist arguments and People who don't recognize larger underlying issues or who choose to ignore key information when looking at an issue

I hate when people are condescending and cruel. I get super annoyed with people who don't follow road safety or who are just rude drivers

Appearance: I'm 5'3, chubby, and kinda muscular. I have lots of scars on arms, chest, and legs. I have mid-length brown hair that I usually wear in a half-up style. I like dying it but bc I'm working right now, the ends are just bleached. I have dark brown eyes, some freckles/moles/scars littered across my face, and round cheeks. Fashion consists of graphic tees (with puns, memes, and trippy art) and jeans or shorts/cargo pants. I'll wear lots of different kinds of jewelry, including fun earrings, chains, and chokers. My style is casual/comfortable. I put effort in, but prioritize comfort lol

Hobbies/likes- theatre/acting, going to the gym, roller skating, playing video games, listening to music (and singing along.. Badly), smoking weed, watching TV shows and movies, drawing/coloring hanging out with friends, Writing, reading, going to museums/amusement parks, taking care of/watching animals, making bracelets/jewelry, surfing/swimming

intellectual interests; extistentialism, law/politics, current event/media analysis, anything to do with space or the ocean, animals/environmentalism, studying languages

Positive traits: my friends have told me that I'm smart, funny/goofy, sarcastic, polite, thoughtful, strong, patient, trusting/trustworthy, empathetic and compassionate. My friends generally come to me for advice and I've been told I'm a good listener. I also like make myself useful (doing dishes, wiping down counters, laundry, etc) I'm passionate and very excitable and it makes me pretty talkative (when I want to be). Sociability depends on my mood. Sometimes I sit back and enjoy group dynamics, other times I participate more in conversation

Negative traits: I'm pretty self conscious/ insecure, and indecisive because of it. I definitely have a tendency to be envious. Bad habit of taking stuff personally and dwelling on issues that I should let go. can get annoyed/frustrated easily, especially if I'm overstimulated. I'm also jumpy and gullible. Communication is very important to me in all my relationships, but when I get depressed, I tend to isolate.

I show my love through acts of service and prefer words of affirmation. I enjoy doing things for my loved ones and making sure they can relax, feel safe, and be happy. I'm not exactly sure how to describe my type so I'll list a couple characters I simp for lol- Wolfwood (trigun), Aki (chainsaw man), Percy (Vox Machina), Levi (attack on Titan); I guess how I'd describe them is- sarcastic, closed off but vulnerable, funny, brooding, obsessive, sensitive

Misc stuff

- Right now, some of my favorite media includes The Boys, Trigun, The Office, Gravity Falls, Rick and Morty, Adventure Time, Breaking Bad, Hollow Knight and Arcane.

- Games I usually play include Overwatch, League (I'm ashamed), Hollow Knight, Pokemon and Harvest Moon

- Currently Attempting to get through a book called The God Problem. Super interesting but goddamm it's thick

- I collect a lot of stuff. I have a Ton of comfort items- my posters, stuffed animals, collectible figures, etc.

- When I first meet people, I'm overly formal and will crack a few jokes, but once I'm familiar with someone, I cuss a lot and enjoy playful teasing, but I always encourage to set boundaries if they need to.

- I'm a big over thinker. I can be pretty independent and self sufficient (sometimes) but I'm also very very insecure and doubt myself a lot. I've got lots of vocal stims and am pretty fidgety.

- I listen to a lot of different kinds of music but I think the main genres I listen to are indie and alt rock

- some of my favorite artists include khai dreams, Hozier, Mitski, Maneskin, Queen, and The Weekend, and I really enjoy musical/cartoon scores and soundtracks (especially Adventure Time and Steven Universe)

- Fave songs right now are Stress Relief (late night drive home), Good Luck Babe (chappel roan), Don't Look Back (kotomi, Ryan elder), First Time (Hozier), and Die For You (the weekend)

I did my best to flow along with the rules you laid out- hopefully I didn't miss anything- I apologize if I did. I know this is really long, so I apologize if it's overwhelming. Please don't feel pressured to answer. Take care! 💛

-thatstonedwriter

Marvin loves your intelligence. Whether you're talking about politics and law or the best way to undermine Vought, he's absolutely blown away by your thought process. He's always bragging about how smart you are to anyone who'd listen

Everyone else you work with (maybe there are one or two exceptions) tends to think about what they want and act on it compulsively. You're level headed, thoughtful, something he wasn't used to at first, but instantly fell for

You and Marvin are constantly doing things to make each others lives easier. You might wash the dishes one night while he folds the laundry. Showing up at the office with coffee and something sweet when he pulls an all-nighter. Small gestures that mean so much and that show your love

Dealing with Butcher means being told hurtful things and being expected to brush it off like it's nothing. Knowing it'll hurt you deeply, Marvin makes it clear to him (in private of course) that you're off limits. He can be an a--hole to him all he wants, but he draws the line when it comes to you, no exceptions

Marvin definitely takes inventory of all the things you collect (posters, trinkets, etc.) and, no matter what, finds something to add to it. He finds tons of small, cute things that remind him of you. They're left on your desk or on the counter in the kitchen where he knows you'll see. Usually there's a little note attached in his pristine handwriting, always with a heart by his name as if you didn't know it was him who'd left it there

I hope you like it my love!!!! :D Xoxoxo💜💜💜💜

Want to request a ship?

[allthingsfook]

Hey there! I’ve been scrolling through your page and love it here lol I just saw you were doing ships and wondered if I could get one! But also stopping by to say hi 💖💖 (nsfw things are gladly welcomed for this ship as well lol)

I’m 24 years old, a double cancer, 5’4”, with short brown hair with bangs, I have some tattoos and piercings and love wearing lots of crystals on my necklaces and rings. I’m a thicker, curvier kinda gal.

I’ve been a modern and contemporary dancer my entire life and occasionally teach workshops and classes, I love what I do so much. I also play piano and ukulele in my spare time, but am too shy to play in front of a crowd. I love swimming in the river, hiking, camping, anything outdoors really. Also love crocheting when I’m not feeling like going out and doing anything. I love all 60s/70s music (The Doors is one of my faves)

I’m an extremely and deeply sensitive/emotional person. I cry a lot about everything lol. I also consider myself a deeply spiritual creature and practice yoga and breath work regularly. but I also love making people laugh and tend to be the comic relief in a lot of my friend groups.

That’s all I can think of. 💖💖

Hi!!!! So glad you stopped by my blog and you are curious about your ship!!! I hope you enjoy what follows…. 💕💕

I ship you with 🥁🥁🥁

Danny 🥁❤️

Of all the boys, I think Danny would be the most attracted to your aesthetic, personality, and hobbies! I think all the boys are enamored by beautiful curvy figures, but Danny…. That hits different for him. God would he worship you! Close your eyes and imagine his calloused hands caressing your thighs and skimming across your stomach. While you may or may not be self conscious about certain parts of yourself, Danny would touch you in such a way that rewires the way you view your body. What a special thing to do.

Danny would be immediately attracted by your tattoos. When he first sees them, it would reveal a kink he didn’t know he had. And every time you sleep with each other, he’d kiss your skin where the ink is imbedded. Where alt meets natural, you exist. Danny would swoon over your crystals and jewelry, and probably steal some of your crystal necklaces.

He would love that your a dancer, constantly begging you to show him your moves. Once you finish your latest routine, he’d stand, make his way to your, wrap his hands around your hips and graze his lips across your neck. Trailing his kisses up your neck, he’d whisper into your ear, “you are beyond sexy.” All his teasing movements climax to a heated round of sex on the living room floor. One thing that is special about Danny is when he is with you nothing else in the world matters. Dropping down to the floor, he has zero regard for the drapes being open and the lights on. He also has this odd yet perfect balance of showing you off but letting everyone know you are his!

I believe Danny would be the best at protecting and serving your delicate soul. Always supporting and caring for you. He’d be dedicated to boosting your confidence, validating your feelings, and talking your through hard times. Being with him for a few months would have you feeling like a strong, fierce, kickass woman!!!!

I can see you and Danny share a lot of hobbies. I could easily see the both of you taking a trip into the mountains, pitching a tent, hiking all afternoon, and taking a dip in the river to cool off. That’s what Danny would say anyway, but once you have stripped down to your bra and panties and dive in…. It’s game on. Try keeping his hands off you. He’d tread over to you and run his hands over your body under the water. You’d giggle and wrap your arms and legs around him. Before you know it, his tongue is in your mouth and your bra is floating away 😉☺️

Finally, don’t think about Danny watching you do yoga. Manipulating your body into relaxing, soothing, sensual positions. He’d respect your time and wait until your done to come tell you he loves how sexy you look stretching out in your yoga fit. Soon you’d find him putting you into his own interpretation of yoga moves. Only this day, he wants to spice it up. He says he got something for you…. He presents you a silk baggy. You untie it to reveal an Indian Jade chakrub. You honestly are a little surprised but completely turned on. He’d go on to lay you out on your yoga mat and pleasure you with the crystal. 😍😍😍

Omg…… that was hot as hell 😲 I so hope this finds you well and you enjoy!!!! And most of all!!!!!! I wanna hear what you think of this so badly I will also include a collage and song ship for you as well 🥰🥰 Thank you for stumbling along my blog, hope to hear more from you!!

[zhengzi]

Talk about..... 16: ...the best party you’ve ever been to! and 26: ... things you do when you're sick!

16 Talk about the best party you’ve ever been to.

oh boy best party I've ever been to... a couple comes to mind. I definitely only really experienced a proper party when I started living in Vancouver from 2018-2020, it felt like i was in a college film, especially with the red solo cups since i've only ever seen them in films lol

a few parties coming to mind are my friend's birthday party at her place in like 2019, the parties during the student newspaper annual retreat on a remote island off the coast of BC (also in 2019), and the little parties I'd have with my roommates in 2020

so at my friend's birthday party, a couple of mutual friends were also there, one of them being one of my best friends to this day that I still keep in contact with. it was a little overwhelming so i didn't meet too many new people that night, but i did end up striking an extremely long conversation with someone i knew in passing from the dorm musical production that i actually met the birthday friend through. it really felt like my first proper college party and it was a nice time. i did get way too high towards the end of the night tho since i was both smoking joints and took an edible halfway through, i went back with my best friend and i was so paranoid about not being able to make it back to my place lmao

now for the student newspaper retreat, they had this thing where they would skip class on friday and basically fuck off to a remote island off the coast of BC for the weekend and we all stayed in this one house that was very remote with the nearest grocery store being a car ride away on the island. i was also dealing with a very serious crush on a coworker who was also on this trip at the time, so i was kinda suffering a bit as well. i slept on the couch in the house. anyway, we mostly chilled during the day, but we partied hard at night. now i didn't really drink so i was probably one of the very few people to stay sober (edit: ok i wasn't totally sober, i got high instead lol), while everyone else got really drunk. i played games, we all fucked around, someone did pass out. it definitely felt like i was in a college film. i think the enjoyment i got from this was kinda feeling like an anthropologist just being intrigued by witnessing an actual north american style rager, all of the tropes were there basically

now the little parties with my roommates in 2020 are my actual favourites, im still extremely close friends with one of the roommates to this day and i consider them a platonic soulmate. now the parties were smaller since it was during the pandemic so it was roommates only, but those were the parties that i actually enjoyed myself and didn't feel self-conscious about and didn't feel like an observer. we played board games, video games in the basement, i had a charcuterie board for the first time, we celebrated halloween together, we made apple pie once and my friend taught me how to dance in the kitchen. we'd also get high. these are the parties that i still think about fondly and would never want to forget

26 Talk about things you do when you’re sick.

well when im sick, i usually lay in bed a lot. i'd probably also have a soup or porridge of some kind as well. i also drink a lot of fluids. i don't do much tbh lol other than rest a lot and maybe watch stuff when im not sleeping

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[celesticlnstcrs-aa]

@momijiba asked: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14. 15. 16. 17. 18. 19. 20. 21. 22. 23. && 24 :3

you sent all of them-

When did you start writing on Tumblr? December of 2011!

Who was your first muse? On Tumblr It was Kanda Yuu from D.Gray Man hehe

Who are your longest rp friends? The people who have known me the longest are @infintasmal , @orecrowned , & @eraba-reta-unmei ! Met all these weenie's during my Magi days hehe

Favourite thing about roleplaying? I love being able to build up worlds and dynamics with other people. It does wonders to my mental health honestly. It also helps my creative juices come out.

Least favourite thing about roleplaying? The creation of drama over something so small. Like I need people to learn to communicate better if not just block and move on. Don't make a mountain out of an ant hill.

OTP for your muse? My biggest on this blog is MaoRitsu, which Elio is subjected to on a daily lolol. A new one is JingHeng

NOTP for your muse? I wouldn't say I have NOTP's just more of please don't be gross lol

What are some similarities between you and your muse/muses? This one works with Ritsu the best but I'm also a chronically ill person who struggles with old deep rooted abandonment issues. But therapy really does wonders haha. Also according to the internet Jing Yuan and I have the same Personality type same with Rei LOL

What are some differences between you and your muse/muses? I'm too self conscious to be clingy JFIOWFEJ

Would you be friends with your muse if they were real? Jing Yuan & Himeko 100%

Would you write with duplicate characters? How do you think your muse would react? I love writing with duplicates! As for how they would react- it would really vary. I don't think Ritsu would like too see another him stealing his Maa-kun's attention.

Have you any old muses that you’d love to bring back? I've been considering Judal from Magi!

What’s one random headcanon about your muse that people mightn’t know? Jing Yuan enjoys having his hair played with. It relaxes him enough to fall asleep.

Who is an author that inspires you? Rick Riordan! I grew up on a lot of his books.

What do you look for in a rp partner? Someone who is willing to listen and participate with my brain rot. I tend to be more invested when people talk to me about our muses.

Favourite trope? You'll see the trend but Childhood Friends to Lovers.

Least favourite trope? There's not a specific one, but I get uncomfortable with the uh...weird ones.

Are there any AU’s you’d like to explore but haven’t had the chance to yet? Honestly I've done so many au's you don't even know-. But I'll always do Royalty, Single Parent, & Soulmate.

Do you listen to music whilst writing? If so, what kind of music? I do! I usually listen to MafuMafu soundtracks. If not him then character specific playlists I make.

How do you overcome writer’s block? I give myself time to do other things and then come back later! Forcing yourself to overcome it isn't going to help. Let your brain recover from overuse!

Are there certain characters that you gravitate towards? I would say no but my friends would say otherwise EWIJFIOEJ

Short, medium, or long threads? I prefer Medium and sometimes short cause my attention span is god awful. But I don't mind long ones when I get into the mood.

Do you ever get jealous when rping? How do you handle this? I used to during my earlier days of rping, but I just remind myself that my way of writing my muses is different then another person. There's no need to compare myself. You also can't force people to pay attention to you.

What about your muse are you most proud of? I do a lot of research into the muses I write! A lot of thought goes into each character I portray hehe

♡ Munday Meme ♡ ;; accepting

[marshmallowprotection]

Hi there! I hope you are doing well and safe. I was wondering if I could request and have a romantic match-up with a male Mystic Messenger character except for Yoosung and Vanderwood. Don't get me wrong, I like the two of them, but I do not see them in a romantic way. I really like your writing and analysis, so I am quite curious about which character you think would suit me the best. Please take your time doing mine if you have got a lot on your plate. >//<

I will begin with the basics. I am a consistent honor roll undergraduate student and a scholar in one of the top universities in my homeland, currently taking up a pre-law course. My zodiac sign is Libra, and until now, I am skeptical about my MBTI and enneagram results, so I will not mention it. As for my outward appearance, I would say I am average looking with a short height and a petite figure. My clothing style is hyperfeminine because I love pink, hair barrettes, ribbons, jewelry, and high heels, but I only present myself like that when I feel secure and comfortable with who I am with, otherwise I opted to dress up cozy and casual for my safety. I have friends, who are usually the leaders or the top students in my class, but I find myself struggling to maintain close relationships because I do not like interacting too much with others, so we eventually drift apart from each other. I never had a boyfriend or engage in any casual dating because aside from it being too much of a bother, I am quite reluctant to let anyone enter my private space and inner peace.

Proceeding with my personality, I am a routine-oriented homebody who enjoys being around familiar people and places and staying in my cozy private space doing my own thing and a career-oriented individual who has a tad of perfectionist tendencies and is conscientious when it comes to my goals and responsibilities. However, I am an idler and indifferent on matters I am not interested in. I am also quiet, restrained, conscious, and reserved with strangers and people I do not vibe with but very understanding, carefree, bubbly, chatty, expressive, affectionate, and humorous with my friends and other people I like. I unconsciously become ignorant of my surroundings once I found a person I like talking to or being with because my whole attention tends to only focus on them.

One of my negative traits is that I am a chronic people-pleaser who has self-sabotaging tendencies. I learned in my childhood to make myself low-maintenance, so I would not be a bother, put a burden on anyone, or make things worse. I have many moments where I please others just to fit in or not to be left out during situations I should not be. However, I am now trying to fix it myself, lol. I have already established healthy boundaries, asked others for help, and taken a risky step despite my fear and self-doubt, which is studying law. It is my childhood dream, after all.

In terms of hobbies, interests, and dislikes, I love reading fictional novels, especially the romance genre, gaming, especially MOBA and simulation games, listening to music, plushies, docile cats, and having out-of-nowhere insightful and meaningful conversations. Since I have a cold intolerance, I like wrapping myself in a warm and thick blanket. Once in a while travels are good too as long as there is a plan because I am not fond of spontaneous outings in a place I do not know very well. I do not like messy things, dirty environments, nosy individuals, people who jeopardize group activities through their incompetence or laziness, and tardiness.

In a relationship, I prefer compassionate love, nurturing, and simply just being each other's safe haven, comfort, and rest in this tiring world over a passionate, whirlwind-type romance. Hmm, I am quite a private and low-key person as well, so I will like it if we both have hidden sides and many moments that we only know. My love languages are physical touch because I like cuddles, being hugged, like that big hug where I can bury myself on their chest or neck, and hugging people while caressing their hair, words of affirmation when I am comfortable telling what is on my mind, and surprisingly quality time. After all, once they enter my private space, I feel like I will absolutely love doing almost everything with them, even the simplest and most mundane things. In addition, my ideal type is someone who can protect, motivate and support me, bring out the best in me, and help me grow and become a better individual. Someone who is a good listener, devoted, trustworthy, and attentive, and I can rely on because I lack common sense sometimes. Lastly, someone who is at least knowledgeable about a lot of matters and topics and is willing to teach and assist me in learning them without making me feel stupid and incompetent.

I think I ended up telling too much, so I apologize if you find it lengthy to read. Thank you so much in advance!! ^^

I match you with...

Jumin!

You're the type of person who knows what you want in a conversation. That's what means the most to you in a relationship. You want the firm debate and chase that comes from having somebody who can keep up with you. Who better to do that than the one person in the RFA who wants the same out of a relationship? Jumin wants a partner who can start a conversation and flow naturally into the next one as if it were the back of hand. The two of you can truly spend hours getting lost in different discussions. It may seem silly to others but to you and Jumin, it's a relief. It's hard to find someone who gets it.

He can bring you a side of you that gets to relax and speak your mind without fail. You don't have to worry if you're with him. He knows what you mean when you share it and he divides your time to figure out the best way to help you decipher what makes the object of your conversation tick. Even if you don't get what he's getting at when he speaks, you'll be affirmed by him every time in knowing that he wants to help you understand what's going on and how to apply your opinion to it. How could you not love someone who wants to put his time and effort into seeing you learn more about the world and gain insight and opinions that weren't readily available to you yet?

The only difference you have is love language. His love language is acts of service and gift giving. But, yours is touch. He learns how to appreciate a warm hug when he returns home from work after a long and grueling day, and you learn how to let go of the unease you may harbor over being taken care of in a world where you might value your ability to take care of your own needs. He plans ahead and learns the best way to be your husband and you get to see how committed a person can become to doing the right thing by their lover. What more could you want in life than knowing that you always have someone to turn to that will never let you down? Or, for that matter, stop fighting for you and your heart.

[astroismypassion]

At first, i just wanna say that i love the way u explain astrology. It's amazing how u can get so many informations at a post, and stuff that isn't easy to find on internet at all. (New to your blog hiiiiii)

While i can't make my whole chart with u (send help to brazilian monetary situation lmfao), could you explain a little one plz?? I have a heavy cancer influence on my Groom asteroid: it's in cancer, at 4th house, 4° degrees. I would like to know a little bit about this one. Thank you!

Hello dear,

ahh thank you, your words really touched me deeply. <3

I attribute this to my Virgo MC. All of feedback I get from working on readers' chart interpretations is often that it's really detailed and in-depth. Because I also talk about degrees and aspects. But I really enjoy it, so detailed? I think this really plays a big part in my manner of working, I like it to be very precise, straight to the point and methodical. (Though, my style of writing was not as appreciated by my teachers, which made me quite self-conscious about the way I write. But you know, you try to outgrow that.).

Now, welcome in our astrology club! Here at astroismypassion we drink coffee and tea, eat chocolate croissants and discuss astrology!

I do agree, when I started researching Composite and Synastry charts for example, the internet was really not as useful, I felt like there was a void, lack of information online about the topic.

"send help to brazilian monetary situation lmfao" I laughed so hard at this part, you are really funny. Well, I emphatize with your situation. From time to time when I have more time, I put out a post with a free natal chart reading submission, so I can work on yours. I do paid readings, but I always take the time to do a few per year that are gifted. I also try to give out back to the community as much as my time allows me.

Oh I love Cancer Groom, I wish I could have that (lol stuck here with Aquarius Groom, well at least is in the 2nd house haha, you can't have everything).

"my Groom asteroid: it's in cancer, at 4th house, 4° degrees"

Woah, this is a strong Cancer Groom! You might experience a proposal in your home, like you two would just be roasting chicken or prepare a meal together and later when you two finish eating they propose to you. Or it could happen in your home town, when you are visiting parents or when you are near a body of water. It could be at a picnic as well. Even a significant holiday is possible, like Christmas. You might also really enjoy music, could be playing in the background. Might be "your" song. I also think you person will give a long sentimental speech or even perform a poem with a guitar. They could also be your best friend or someone you grew up with. This person might be your childhood crush or friend. Or you know them since childhood. Or they are your childhood friend.

@astroismypassion

[narrators-journal]

Can I get a hunter x hunter match up!:)

I want a male character

Im a girl

So basically how I look physically , I wear bangs on my face and have a pony tail on the side with all my hair going down but sometimes I like having two buns or two pig tails cause I like looking cute. Im asian , 5,2. Black long hair , I like to wear scrunchies or hair bows and I like girly dresses , skirts and crop tops. Im have social anxiety , its very hard for me to make friends cause it scares me , Im artistic(I like to draw and sketch) and I like anime.

I like eatting candy and I like stuff toys so I guess you can say I am a bit childish.

Im a bit chubby cause I like eatting but its not noticable

Im introverted and Im not interested in talking to most people cause I find them boring but I have a close friend group , Im usually stand off-ish with people but if we are close I make a lot of dirty jokes and im very playful and light hearted but again half the time I will be introverted. I like deep conversations , talking about feelings and philosophical things and Im self conscious of how I look and im insecure but I dont tell anyone unless we are close. I like deep emotional connections , Im an INFP

I really like physical affection , I like PDA.

I'm idealistic and I day dream a lot about romance and etc but Im not a hopeless romantic.

I have an inner world in my mind.

I like helping my close friends out.

I don't like small talk.

I want to make friends but my anxiety is a lot

I get jealous of others a lot and I need to be nurtured

I want someone to focus on me than other people and don't forget im there when im around people cause in groups Im quiet.

I want someone to care about me and nurture my feelings a lot and I like feeling valued.

I make very lewd jokes and I make some other jokes others may laugh at or find me weird

I really like positive people because I look up to them and I think their cool but I want someone with emotional depth to talk about deep inner emotions

I can also tell when someones upset or sad simply because I can based off of body language.

I like being there for others even though sometimes I dont know what to do , im very emotionally nurturing , I like spending time with people I love a lot.

I also live in a fantasy world in my mind and I love music and I like making people see me as attractive or act playful and bubbly cause it boosts my self esteem and makes me feel hot

Sometimes I can be too quiet but it depends on my mood , I dislike most people cause I view them as "Normal"

I tend to procrastinate

(15 and I dont care who you ship me with cause I drool over guys like hisoka any day but dont ship me with gon or killua cuzz thats not gooood)

Oof, this came out longer than I originally planned. Oops lol.

So! This was dangerously close to being Hisoka since he'd very much like your childish habits and quieter side. However, Hisoka is a stray cat at best and he's an absolute manwhore. He likes powerful people and monogomy just does not fit that energy.

So, instead you get Leorio! Leorio is goofy and childish enough to match your dirty humor and not be put off by stuffed toys, PDA, or anything like that, but he's also got a ton of wisdom and compassion within him. He's seen some fucked up shit, and he's still fighting to be a doctor to help those in similar situations to him and his old friend, so he's got plenty to discuss.

One downside is he probably wouldn't stick to you in a crowd if he's having a lot of fun. He's a bit of an extrovert, he enjoys going out and chatting with people and making friends, so he can sometimes get caught up in that fun. However, he wouldn't completely forget you. So long as you stick near him, he'll give you openings to be included, and he'd probably help you to meet new people too.

He's also, naturally, very capable of being nurturing. He's got very much a big brother energy honed by his friendship with Gon and his desire to be a doctor, but on top of that he's just very good at helping you grow. Keeping you on task to stave off procrastination, helping with self-confidence, helping you make friends easier, all of that. He's a good match for you.

[silver-heller]

Hello! I wanna know who's Clarence is, like his overall background and relationship to Charlotte? (I love how Clarence and Charlotte being a annoying couple lol.)

Also I am wondering if Clarence is a Maine coon breed? I re-read the fanfic 'Mister Clarence' that his features is described as a lion kinda? (My mind must be playing tricks on me but idk.)

And how does Sliver and Mordecai thinks of Clarence who's dating Charlotte.

What Charlotte and Clarence favorite activities to do during pastime?

And what does Wick thinks about Clarence? (If he knows or not.)

Yay, someone asking about my OCs! Thank you, my HP has been restored! /pos

I imagine Clarence grew up in St. Louis. Growing up, he was taught to be the "perfect gentleman". Which, in this case, essentially meant being a rose with thorns. Clarence was taught to be polite and make connections, but also remain sharp, in control, and unafraid to use those connections when need be. Clarence is dating Charlotte, the two most likely meeting and "falling in love" at the Lackadaisy during a dance. (And thank you very much, I do too!).

To be honest, Clarence really is just based on drawings of anthro white lions. A white main coon is fitting for him though:

Source

Silver thinks manipulative and sly Clarence is perfect for someone like Charlotte, who is more worried about her social status than a genuine relationship. Mordecai thinks Charlotte is a bit in over her head with someone as seemingly influential as Clarence. But, he won't say anything as long as that influence doesn't become an issue for Atlas.

Charlotte and Clarence enjoy both dates that are seen as refined but also cute. This includes going to the theatre or musical performances, dining out, fancy picnics, romantic boat rides, you get the picture.

Wick has probably met Clarence at some point. Wick finds Clarence a bit too "perfect" and refined, making Clarence intimidating to Wick. I think Wick feels a little self conscious because, by dating Clarence, Charlotte is showing she has the confidence to "play the game" and up her social status through dating, something Wick can't really make himself interested in.

Thank you so much for the ask, I love talking about these two! /gen

[margellaine]

In my early 20s

I haven't been writing much as compared to when I was in college. I still have that skill for deep reflection and gaining insights in my day-to-day life, and basically making sense of things but as I grew older, I became more quiet and discreet about these thoughts. It's kind of conflicting actually because a part of me wants to share wisdom and wants to inspire other people but then the other part of me is telling me I should just keep it to myself. I'm very big on my daily affirmations and manifestations and one of them is still to inspire other people and impart wisdom. I processed where this fear of speaking up came from and I think it was because I kept telling myself before that I wasn't really good at writing. I am good at speaking, I feel I have the charisma for it and I have had a lot of exposure from it but writing seems kind of daunting for me because when you do write, there's an evidence of what you've said and if you were to say something wrong, people can still come back to it and judge you. The fear of being perceived, the fear of being wrong, the fear of failing. Well, as someone who is very persistent at getting better all the time and someone who has a lot of thoughts lol, I think i'll just start small. I feel like this is a good platform because nobody here really knows me personally and people here are more carefree than in any other platforms.

Anyway, enough about that. Today I wanted to talk about how I am navigating through my early 20s. I am 24 btw. As compared to most people, I've already figured out what I wanted to do in my life early on and so goal setting and decision making was quite easy. I know people keep telling me to enjoy my 20s, well I am enjoying my 20s, just not in the way people imagined. I am in a field that I actually love, I enjoy my jobs both part-time and fulltime job, I enjoy my graduate studies, and basically I enjoy everything that I'm doing right now. Although I am mostly busy, I work 7 days a week, 5 days for my full-time job and part-time job. I don't go out as much as other people because most of my day is occupied with work. Of course, I get tired and burnt out too because my work entails listening to people about their mental health issues and well-being but overall I feel fulfilled with my job. I feel a sense of purpose and I have a strong drive to grow and learn everyday. Work-life balance, I am working on it. I'm making conscious choices to rest more. I'm making it an intention to have a day free for myself to rest. I'm also including it in my monthly plans to do something creative or do something new. Right now, I would say I'm struggling with my search for a 'community'. I grew up being involved in a lot of communities, civic organizations, community organizations, school organizations, creative groups and when I graduated, I had less and less of that. Of course I have my new community, my workmates from both jobs but well, that's work and I've learned that relationships in workplaces are quite complex. I feel like right now, I need a community where I can just be my creative and passionate self. I used to belong to a number of communities in music, theater, and arts but right now, my life is quite different that I can't imagine yet going back to that kind of lifestyle as I know that when I do go back to those communities, I become very invested to it. So i'm thinking maybe this is the time for me to explore new things too.

Speaking of exploring and trying new things, it brings me to the topic of insecurity and social pressures. I was listening to a podcast earlier where they were saying that people in their 20s right now experience more pressure than people in their 20s before. The pressures came from of course, social media. They said that because of social media, you get to see what other people are doing and it gives you the idea of what you could be doing too and there's so many pressures out there, so many information, so many options, that you feel more pressure to actually "enjoy your 20s" that you end up not enjoying it at all. I found that insightful because it verbalized one of the reasons why I've withdrawn so much from social media. I used to be all over social media not just for personal purposes but also professional purposes. I was a performer then and had a bit of influence in terms of music and performing. It was fun at first putting out your creative self out there, opportunities came left and right, getting appreciation from people until the effects of being in the limelight affected my self-esteem and mental health. Along with other personal traumatic incidents, I had to go under the social media radar. It was hard at first of course, but the more I stayed away from it and found other ways to spend my time instead of posting and scrolling on socmed, it became easier. I'm proud to say that I don't ever feel the need to know what others are posting anymore, I don't feel the need to let other people know what I'm doing too, and overall socmed is just very easy to remove from my day to day activities at this point. My use of socmed now is more intentional and I'm able to filter what content is best for me to consume. I love that. Of course, most people now don't know what i'm doing in my life. That's okay. I'm content with my interactions with people now. I am able to set healthier boundaries. And well, it's kind of cool to be lowkey and mysterious lol.

Anyway, all I'm saying is I'm proud of how I'm handling my 20s. It's not perfect and I still feel pressure too but it's more of pressure from the real world, not from what I perceive online. I'm proud to be part of the "outliers". My lifestyle right now helps me function more on internal values rather than external circumstances. Sure, I get insecure every once in a while but because I'm already sure and set on what I want for myself, it's easier now to get back on my real purpose, my sense of self, and decide based on that. In effect, less likely for me to stray from my path. Paired with my highly organized but also flexible way of goal-setting behaviors, it's easier for me to achieve things and do things that really contribute to the life that I've envisioned for myself. Many people may not understand my methods and it's effect on my behavior and relationships with them, but that's okay. I've recently learned that that's a good thing. It helps me recognize the people who will really appreciate me for who I am. It may be isolating sometimes, but that only challenges me to confront myself and the insecurities that my arise from that. It helps me sit with myself and not run away from myself, take accountability of my actions, be more responsible, and contribute more to the things that really matter. Wow, I actually love my life and I'm content with what I have now at the same time have it in me to keep pursuing a better life for me and my loved ones. Although my path may still have bumps and obstacles along the way but it's clear and sure and that helps me enjoy the journey even more. I should cherish this more.

[agrandes]

OKAY so the crush i have is on my coworker, her name is claire, and i’m like 80% sure i have a crush on her but i rarely have crushes so it’s really hard to tell what feelings are like bkbdkabkja i had this random crush on this guy who i was talking to/kinda flirting with at a party in september and i still don’t know what to make of that because i felt genuinely possessed for three days (he has a girlfriend and likes to talk to girls at parties that’s how that story ended eh oh el) but this isn’t like that so it’s like ... do i really like her ?? but i think i do

for one she’s very pretty and i must’ve said as much to multiple friends lol and two we get on really well like i saw her at this intern lunch we did and i was like “oh i gotta talk to her” and we ended up doing a similar program so i talked to her about it and then we just got to chatting during this lunch and while our work hours don’t align at all i would start leaving work late to catch her on her way in and we would talk for a few minutes and one time we had this twenty minute impromptu talk and it was so fun and the next time we saw each other she asked for my number so that we could talk more about work and other things and my stomach flipped ALSO during this period i forget we would always give each other nice compliments on outfits and stuff (which is regular girl stuff i feel like) but we have very good eye contact like sometimes we’d look and then if the conversation died down a bit we’d keep looking and then we’d laugh and it was all very sweet ANYWAYS

so she got my number in october but we were both very busy that month and then i hardly saw her for reasons i still don’t know but then we finally started getting lunch together in november and that was really fun so now it’s a weekly thing and it’s usually at a dining hall bc we’re broke but we’re going out to a restaurant tomorrow bc she ran out of meal swipes but also i’m excited bc our lunches are usually an hour and a half long but we’d get interrupted bc one of us was busy or she had a meeting (for our first two lunches she’d realize she was about to be late and at the second one she apologized but i was like touched at the idea that we were having so much fun that she lost track of time) and this weekend i suggested doing something special like dinner and a movie for our last hangout because i’m graduating and she was really excited about it !! we’ve also said during lunch (especially her) that our dinners are really nice so i know she likes to talk to me and i really like talking to her 

the thing is i don’t know HOW it is bc if i was doing any of this with a guy anyone would go “oh those are like dates he likes you” and i would be so happy to have her as a friend, really, the idea of us not talking in a few weeks makes me more sad than the idea of not dating her, but then i’ll do silly things like react strongly to seeing her and being sad when she’s not there and being so self-conscious about drinking water of all things at lunch and always dressing up a bit and that’s as much as i’m willing to do without point blank saying “oh i think i like you what do you think about the idea” but my supporting evidence is a) she asked for my number first b) she’s best at asking me if i wanna hang out sometime (she asked two weeks in a row and i still feel bad but i was in france in a terrible mood this weekend rip) c) she always says how much she enjoys our chats which is SO sweet and d) THIS MORNING i was snooping on her spotify playlists bc she has excellent music taste and she made this new driving playlist called “songs of the semester - reminiscing about the people i love” and five of the songs were beyonce songs i introduced her to from the playlists she knows i made for her (there was also a lana del rey song next to them and when i brought her up a few weeks ago claire said that she didn’t listen to her but i can’t assume that’s a reference to me) like there’s a strong chance that’s associated with me especially since we talked about three of them only a few weeks ago and i am thrilled at the idea of her thinking about me during her drive but am i a person she loves as a friend?? we’ve been friends for three months like WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS IT and while we don’t text a ton which makes me a little sad sometimes bc i always wanna know what she’s up to the final piece of evidence is like e) idk i feel like there is a vibe there? but i would also be happy being friends but the idea of her dating someone makes me TERRIBLY sad and i think she’s very cute and would like to kiss her so like idk what do you make of all of this and if you think i’m being overdramatic that’s okay too lol bc i probably am !!

[cosmiccottage]

For the ask thingy! <3 Sorry it’s a lot, I was at least nice enough to copy and paste the questions versus just putting the number down 🤭

5: are you self-conscious of your smile?

18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up.

22: are you a morning person?

23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?

24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? 

32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.

37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?

40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you?

43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?

44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?

45: do you trust your instincts a lot?

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?

50: what’s an odd thing you collect?

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?

55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point?

61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received?

65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with?

73: what are some of your worst habits?

76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t?

79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?

80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?

89: are you close to your parents?

91: where do you plan on traveling this year?

98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?

99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.

100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?

I always feel like I'm talking about myself too much when people send like more than three at a time hahaha.

5: are you self-conscious of your smile?

Very.

22: are you a morning person?

God I wish.

23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?

Read or write.

24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? 

A few people.

32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.

Nothing good happens after midnight lol.

37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?

I like it clean.

40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you?

My snowflake necklace. It was $4 at walmart but it's still my favorite piece of jewelry ever. I only wear it after the first snow, each year. It snowed yesterday so I'm wearing it currently.

43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?

Myself

44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?

It's been a while.

45: do you trust your instincts a lot?

About 89% of the time.

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?

I LOVE records. The last record I bought was a Chet Baker album.

50: what’s an odd thing you collect?

POSTCARDS!!! I LOVE postcards!!!! I have so many and my friends always get me postcards when they visit places!

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?

Yes to all! I love going to Rocky Horror shows!!!! The Heathers musical is top notch! Michael Keaton is the bomb (Beetlejuice). AND Yippe ki-yay, motherfucker. :)

55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point?

Lol. So in high school, I did photography for 4-H. You were judged for photos. There was this one judge that was awful and gave everyone red ribbons or worse, instead of blue. My grandmother told me not to go to him if I could help it. Well, I could have gone up to another judge but I went to him, knowing that he was going to give me a red ribbon and my grandmother is an absolute KAREN. She went to the board, complained, and got him fired. :) #NoRegrets He was a dick.

73: what are some of your worst habits?

Not eating.

76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t?

LOL. I should be cleaning so I can put out Christmas decor, but I'm writing and scrolling tumblr instead.

89: are you close to your parents?

No.

91: where do you plan on traveling this year?

No where this year. London next Winter.

98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?

This summer. Yes! I love hiking!

99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.

ummmm.... "Riptide" by Vance Joy, "All Your Love" by Jakob, "Surfer Girl" by The Beach Boys, "Orange" by CLAY, "Little Dark Age" by MGMT

100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?

Neither. I don't wanna go back. And I want to enjoy my life rn.

[elius-learns-to-write]

Getting Our Groove On

SECOND STORY OUT OF 4 LET’S GOOOOOO. I was Listening to a playlist called french songs that bang when writing this lol I don’t know why I thought at was necessary to add but oh well, have fun reading <3 This is honestly so short I am so sorry.

Summary: Dance Party In the kitchen at 3 am? Yes please.

You were often awake late a night 

It lead to a lot of interesting encounters with the rest of the team but you enjoyed all of them

“Hey bird man” you whispered as you slowly made your way into the kitchen, your feet dragging behind you making you look like a zombie. “Evening sleepyhead, can’t sleep?” he replied looking back at you from his place at the window where he had been staring at the night owls of the city drive past in their cars or walk down the street, it was funny how small they looked from this high up. “What gave it away,” you joked “another nightmare?” you questioned as you made your way to the fridge grabbing a glass as you went, “how could you tell” he repeated back to you. There was an unspoken rule that unless he openly expressed the want to talk about the thoughts that caused havoc to his sleep schedule then you wouldn’t ask instead distract him in whatever way you could think of. “Do you think that raccoons get self conscious?” you spoke, sipping the milk you had got yourself, handing him a glass as well. “Thanks and I can’t say I have thought about it before” he said, sending a questioning look your way, trying to figure out where you were going to take this “but like if one had a longer tail do you think the popular raccoons talk shit about it?”

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You watched silently from the couch as Wanda glided around the kitchen, gathering the ingredients needed to make hot chocolate, humming as she went. The wiggly woo woman tended to hum when she was sad and like Sam she had a different way of communicating what she needed. It had taken you a while but you had figured out what it was: when she made brownies she was angry, when it was cookies she was missing someone and when it was hot chocolate she was sad and needed a hug. So as she handed you the marshmallow topped mug and sat down on the empty space next to you, you snuggled into her side, looked up at her and smiled “you are so loved and cared for, you know that right?”

Everyone had different needs so late at night (or early in the morning depending on what way you wanted to look at it)

Everyone was up for different reasons, most being nightmares or the fear of drifting off so far into the clutches of sleep that they would never wake up or the rare occasion they just couldn’t sleep

As the towers resident insomniac you made sure to care for and tend to them when they were up in any way you could

It was rare that everyone was up at the same time however when someone decides to play music a bit too loud that tends change

You jumped around the kitchen, arms flailing about in an attempt to dance and let your worries go. You had always loved the way music could make you feel but never dared to play it so loud at so late in case you woke up the others. Tonight though all worry of disturbing people went out the window as your legs moved on their own to the music and laughter slipped past your lips as you tripped yourself up and fell onto the floor. To anyone else you would seem drunk but to Steve, Nat, Loki and Bucky who had all woken up due to the racket you were making you just seemed carefree and happy. “Come on Doll you can do better than that” Bucky chuckled tiredly as you jumped at the sudden interruption to your late night rave, “oh my gosh I am so sorry I didn’t wake you up did I?” you spoke quickly, hands waving in an attempt to express your concern and surprise. “You did but now we’re up let’s teach you how to dance” Steve joked as you turned red at the thought of them watching you jump around, walking towards you as Nat changed the playlist to party songs, the Macarena turning on straight away. “Oh god here we go is everyone ready?” you giggled as you all got into a line (even if Loki was adamant that he didn’t know this song or it’s dance). As you got lost in a sea of laughter and music you had failed to realise that the rest of the team had gathered at the shore line of your party, waiting and watching in amusement (Tony was 100% not at all filming this). You spun the music getting ready to start again as you saw the remaining few of your teammates beckoning for them to the party, who were they to refuse?

So as the songs changed from YMCA to 500 miles and Mr Bright side you learnt more and more about your teammates

Like how Loki knows all of the cringe party songs

Nat has an angelic voice

Vision and Bruce can dance?

Even 100 year old super soldiers know the lyrics to Hey there Delilah 

And Thor cannot for the life of him dance but enjoys it anyway

That's why no matter how many expensive holidays you go on or how many late night trips to the shops you go on 

Dancing with the avengers at 3 am will always be your favourite thing to do