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hexedrosel-arts · 5 months

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5 days

Catharsis

Alt. Universe where Ozzy kills Danner Cindy style

Applegate tomorrow, hope I magically get better at drawing 'teaching qualities'.

#rose-laced art #no main tag sorry #i'm so eepy lately #i dont feel like doing anything anymore #the rose counting

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ailokii · 7 months

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While cleaning my desk, I touched my art materials, and it truly felt like greeting an old friend. I've missed holding them and making something. But I think they'll have to wait a while longer. I still don't feel like drawing.

#its not even art block #i dont feel like doing anything anymore #i just prefer to rot on my couch and feel anxious about wasting my life #maybe one day ill stop feeling this way and draw again #for now #i rot #ailokii's thoughts #maybe im depressed...#who knows

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nexus-nebulae · 1 year

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shoutout to people who don't have a "before" the trauma.

shoutout to people who don't have any sweet or nostalgic childhood memories. to people who don't remember enough of their childhood to know what the before was like. to people who lost their innocence before they ever learned the word for it. to people whose pasts were too painful to keep around in any form. to people who only knew trauma, and don't have an idea of what life would be like without it. to people who can't long for "the better days" because there weren't any.

you deserve a good future. i hope it's there for you soon.

#trauma #ptsd #childhood trauma #sorry just. feeling shitty about not having a past anymore #and please i'm so tired please for the love of god don't tag this with self deprecating shit like 'but i dont deserve anything'#you're only feeding into your mental health getting worse and you're using other peoples attempted positivity to do it #its just mean to both you and the op

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musubiki · 2 months

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its been a while since my last summer mochi 🌺🏖️

#the cat witchs guild #the misc adventures of mochi and lime #tcwg #tmaomal #mochi #art #ocs #original #shy and pouty because coco coerced her into beach time and she cant go swimming #never wears anything so revealing ever #(a treat for lime he he)#i feel like i dont do a lot of solo character art anymore #but i wanted to doodle something tonight...#during the beach ep she stays on the sand under the umbrella the whole time #coco quietly to mochi: look fine you dont have to swim but the whole point is to let lime see you like *~this~*#anyway. lime stays there with her #mochi: if its too hot you should go swimming!! you dont have to keep me company!!#lime: nah im good (id rather die than be away from you wearing that swimsuit)#lime: (the hottest mochi ive ever seen and im gonna waste my time in the water????? hell no)#lime: if youre sweating why dont you uhh......take off the sweater #mochi shy af #its fine if she doesnt. he still has the lower body views

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cozylittleartblog · 24 days

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bug doodles so i can say i drew something

#oc #original character #alien oc #artists on tumblr #art #aliens #sketch #nyx #having a rough month creatively. and mentally. like a really really rough month. but i'm tired of saying that too #i made like three things this year i was excited about and that's it. where did the fun go. im supposed to enjoy it right #if i dont enjoy it then what is the point !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! of anything !!!! i dont enjoy Anything anymore even !!!!!!!!!#why is it already august. almost september. i dont even remember most of 2023 let alone 2024.#i got no drive to draw let alone to push through a drawing when it gets challenging or doesn't turn out right. i barely drew this month #just kinda hated everything. nothing is fulfilling #IF IM NOT HAVING FUN !!! THEN WHAT IS THE POINT !!! WHAT AM I DOING IT FOR #more and more i consider taking a hiatus from art. but what the fuck else do i do with my time then. what if i never come back to it #i got a list of stuff i could draw but either i try and i dont like it or i sit there and wonder why even bother because i wont enjoy it #guys im tired. im so exhaustingly overwhelmingly depressingly fucking tired and i feel no joy in my art #or videogames. or anything.#i need to go to bed

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greatestjubilee · 10 months

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bleh

#hi all. lucy here #i have barely been drawing lately because ive just been unable to #like i feel like i lost my spark. i dunno #i used to draw so much and make so many comics when i was absolute rock bottom mentally #like the funnier i was the worse i was doing #ive been better lately but i truly feel like ive almost sacrificed my ability to draw or create stuff for some more mental stability #i just....i dont know. i feel like i can't do anything i used to do with art. like im not funny or have no ideas or just think stuff like #oh ill just draw this because people will wanna see it #but i gave that up because not even i wanna see it anymore #i hope that i can feel like drawing again one day i just dont know how to get it back. it really feels like ive lost a major part of myself #this is my rambling here just to let you know i am still around just kind of laying low because im drained

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skunkes · 2 months

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longlegs fucking sucked 😭

#talkys #sorry for movie opinions post #i didnt know anything abt it going in other than serial killer and Mystery and i was soooooo so interested and enthralled #for a good chunk bc wow i like the framing the pacing the shots!#and then it gets to a point where its like oh...!#and then 📉📉📉📉↘️↘️↘️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️#like how did that movie feel like 3 hrs long #all that build up for the most eyerolly unsatisfying payoff #do u guys think its possible for horror movies to be Satisfying anymore?#saying dis as someone not as acquainted with the genre #we were talking about how like hereditary was Good but it wasn't...Scary....but its fine bc it was good #idek what im saying anymore but we regret seeing it we shouldve gone with our parents to bingo 😭💔#the main character rocked though...so awesome will graham #so extremely funny seeing ppl being like ''ummm sorry ur someone who thinks horror movies need to be jumpscares and dont like psychological #horror :/'' this was NOT psychological horror. it was a really interesting like Mystery for a good chunk and then at that Certain Point its #like oh. horror movie version of the ''and then he woke up'' cop-out to me. how boring. what a boring conclusion #not worth the whole previous hour of Good #i will say the shots of the hooded figure with the eyes unnerved me tho i had to look away 😭#MY SISTER LITERALLY FELL ASLEEP LMAO but at that point i was still very interested and hopeful #and then.

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ef-1 · 8 days

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🍷<3

#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad #and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything #i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing #but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT #and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing #and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over #and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop #and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me #and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it #again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that #so I felt guilty throughout #anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely #and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods #heres to healing ❤️‍🩹

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vaugarde · 24 days

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i know we joke about mirabelle being the beloved token cis because of her quest, but tbh there’s something there maybe about a trans person who doesnt wish to get surgery and feels like they have to to be taken seriously as a trans person…. idk is this anything

#tangentially related but eve’s posts about potential intersexism in vaugarde have me liking intersex mira….#im not trying to distract from the aroace focus of her storyline btw #like thats still the main takeaway altogether #but idk… something to be said about the pressure a trans person feels to ‘’validate’’ their identity in the eyes of other people #maybe a bit tmi but i see a bit of myself in that bc i felt like i had to want top surgery to be a good nonbinary person #(even tho i didnt hold other people to that standard at all (hey mira also does that lol)#but it was something i always felt anxious about and didnt really want to do. and i stressed bc i thought it made me a fake trans person #because if i dont want the surgery then am i even valid in my identity?#to be clear: thats not an issue for me anymore ive moved past it #nor do i think its like. a trans issue to ‘’pressure’’ people into getting surgery bc thats dumb #i feel like that pressure comes more from cis people who dont consider you ‘’really trans’’ til you have surgery #except theyll also get pissed if you have surgery bc trans people cant win with these idiots #its not a 1:1 allegory or anything and i dont think it was intended or anything the same way the aroace stuff is #but idk. theres something there i think #echoed voice #isat spoilers

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lucalicatteart · 7 months

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A new sculpture! Finally... I feel like I never sculpt anymore since I'm always sick or have some 500 other things going on or projects to finish, but I'm trying to schedule time to do it more often this year hopefully..! Just a generic fantasy creature as usual, but did try making the eyes a little more sparkly this time.. hrmm..

#sculpture #fantasy art #fantasy creature #art #elf #lol what are the tags I should use... I still never know.. EVIL social media.. hate the idea of tagging anything ever anyway. but alas..#I also would ideally like to start selling them again and open up custom commmissions and stuff again once I can hopefully get paypal #stuff sorted out. and find like.. a good way to do things.. etc.. I did still want to sell them through auction instead of agonizing #over setting prices being afraid they're either too high or too low. So being able to just be like. Here. this is $50. or more. or less.#negotiate. the worth is whatever you feel like it is so i personally dont have to make that decision. etc. lol... But etsy doesn't let you #do auctions or like pay what you want type stuff so.. then I was thinking ebay? but idk.. ANYWAY.. I want to set things #up so I can sell stuff again hopefully. I still haven't fully recovered from the costs of when I had to take my cat to the vet and put #them down last year and etc. So it'd be good to sell a few things. perhaps.. maychance... perhamble... so on and so forthe... ANYWAY #I was going for whiter more milky sort of hair that blends in closely with the skintone but after the paint dried it seems more yellowy kin #of. which is fine. But just not exacltly like my mind vision lol..#Also it's like... wow... someone with face spots and elf ears and a half open mouth with a gap tooth and wavy hair and kind of downturned #eyes... revolutionary... never been seen before... every sculpture I have ever made surely doesnt look licherally exactly like this... LOL #but maybe it's just a style. so what. People have their motifs lol.. Im just getting back into sculpting. I shall sameface in peace. huzzah #Just like the only thing I ever carve out of avocado pits anymore is eyes. Because that's just whats fun to do. I'm going to accumulate lik #25 similar avocado eyes and have nothing to do with them. I was thinking of stringing some together into a necklace of eyes or something li #like that but.. hrmm... ANYWAY.. Love to do the same things repetitively. :3c

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grzybjek · 1 year

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Stuff that I wont finish and doodles that arent worth posting on instagram. Enjoy these tumblr i love tumblr

#i literally can post whatever I want and i dont feel anxious about it #i love sharing my art even if its unfinished ans i dont like it #i cant bring myself to finish anything recently by thr way. im awfully art blocked #i literally think everything i make recently is so bad and i struggle with the simplest drawings. idk what to do anymore honestly #but i had fun drawing these things today #not to mention like other 30 sketches i made today that are just outright BAD and i hate them

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highoncatfood · 4 months

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a million years late to this meme but hey. i missed them

full image cuz i put way too much effort into it. plus the original in case u dont know it

#rain code #yomiakou #yomi hellsmile #yakou furio #this is like... ooc squared cuz even in this au i dont imagine them like this but im doing it for the joke #mdarc #master detective archives: rain code #catfood art #raincode au #ive been feeling soooooo weird the past few days idk why and thinking abt it makes me sick to my stomach #i dont even wanna post anything anymore #uhhhm #itll pass

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lucid-daydreaming-art · 4 months

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this is like the third time ive had to post something like this but you guys need to stop treating unodum like a celebrity or fangirl over him or act like its some sort of gift to be talked to by him or especially treat his friends weirdly because they talk to him regularly. ive gotten word that his friends are being treated as special just because they have connections to him and being asked to like say stuff to him or whatever??? which is legitimately very very gross behavior. cause its not only really uncomfortable for uno but it gets very awkward and uncomfortable for me and his friends. im aware my popularity in the regretevator fandom is largely because im associated with him and in all honesty from the START that concept has made me pretty upset. neither me nor his other friends want to be seen as special just because we’re close to him. its part of why i didnt make much outside of the blog AND why i just abandoned the blog and the fandom altogether. i think a lot of you guys are a younger audience and are still learning internet etiquette and social boundaries, but this needs to be a lesson in how NOT to treat others on the internet, especially content creators. this isnt to say dont attempt to build friendships with people you think are cool and feel like you have things in common with, but you cant go into that with the mindset of “i worship you notice me.” you need to understand that no matter how popular your favorite creator is, theyre literally just a person. thats it. just a person. not a god, not a character, just a person. im really fed up

#these kinds of posts come from me mostly because i am his qpp and feel pretty concerned about his safety and comfort #and you guys reallyyyyyyy test me sometimes!!!!#i dont even like posting all that much anymore because of this #if i dont post something that has to do with knl or uno then nobody cares #i dont feel comfortable riding on his success or just being seen as the person always doing stuff with uno #it was fun when the blog was like a collaborative thing because it felt like both of us were making the content #but more and more i realized the posts that were more drawn by him or in his style were the ones people liked more #and people just also kept assuming he was the only one working on the blog when my username is right fucking yhere at the top #and its just infuriating to see people literally kissing thr ground he walks on #all you guys fucking care about is what unos next move is i swear to god #fucking stalkers all of you #i KNOW some of yall r just gonna say oooh youre just jealous because hes more popular #but dog we have talked multiple times in dms about how hes not cool with this either #thats all whatever this isnt gonna fix anything but what can i do

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lee-hakhyun · 8 months

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i see people thinking that the side story is the bad ending for kim dokja. and don't get me wrong, he doesn't come back after the door opens, but that is because kimcom CHOSE that.

they had the option to open a door where kim dokja woke up, but they chose to go through the door where he doesn't wake up because they know that first door is a trap (like 49/51), and they want all of kim dokja. and when they go through, kim dokja is gone, but he's left a note. he is STILL OUT THERE (and part of him is with lhh right now. it's complicated)

anyway this is just to say KIM DOKJA IS BACK IN THE SIDE STORY. he is just not with kimcom *yet*. i need to make this clear because i keep seeing people saying things that sound like people think he's gone for real in the side story.

#orv #and even then. i don't think it's possible for kimcom to get '100%' of kim dokja #what even is 100% of kim dokja? what is 100% of a person?#you forget things. does that mean you're not 100% of yourself anymore?#do they need to kill the reincarnated fragments to pick up those story fragments left with him? do YOU need to die to bring back kdj?#look at my url for the reason why i am passionate about this subject. i like the side story and where it's going with this #feel free to send an ask about anything i will answer and clear any possible misinfo you got #especially from tiktok i hate that place #i'm not forcing you to read it but just. give it a chance if you are curious even a little #it's cheap. vapolunes on twitter has season 1. i have season 1 + over half of season 2 translated. i can send you a guide for purchasing #please please dont use the wattpad tl its actually worse than mtling it yourself #orv side story #orv spoilers #side story spoilers

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nostalgicsneeze · 7 months

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this is the only website i post art nowadays and i’ll keep doin it but DAMN…

#is there anywhere thats GOOD!!#and i just really dont like twitter anymore or anything with the same set up (bluesky)#its just so bad for art because there is basically no tagging system and everything is too fast paced for me #like im curious artists/writers where do u actually enjoy posting these days ?#tumblr is the only place where im actually happy to be and doesnt make me feel like my brain is rotting and YET…#but honestly what big site isnt selling your data #oh well i’ll be here unless it fully crumbles #i think i’ll start posting on youtube more this year too because im just sick of all these fast paced social medias i wanna take it sloww #and none of this AI shit pleaze #anyways ill be on here and youtube posting art whenever i have it ❤️👍 we’re taking it slow from now on forever and always #dont let all these places get to u. be human or whatever #give ur art a kiss

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potatobugz · 1 month

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is anybody else, like, disappointed about cassandra's introduction in season 3? forgive me if im missing something but in s2 cassandra went by they/them and was written and implied to be nonbinary, only for them to retcon that in the next season.

like dont get me wrong its their character and they can write them however they choose but still... it kinda sucks :(

#d20 #dimension 20 #d20 fhjy #fantasy high #cassandra fantasy high #cassandra fhjy #rambles #i cant be the only one right ?????????#like. u cant have a character go “im neither the old goddess nor the nightmare king anymore. im something in between. like neither of them”#and then go “oh theyre cis actually”#like. they can do that. but i dont like that they did that #i feel like im missing something but the more likely scenario to me is just that #it had been years since they finished s2 and probably just forgot #so from my perspective i remembered that fact bc ive been binging the series lately & didnt have to wait years #im not crazy right. does anybody else remember that #ive had this drafted for a little bit and im scared to post it bc i dont want people to be mad at me but like #im still thinking about this. euughhh #no spoilers for junior year pls i am not finished with it yet #i find it more confusing than anything. why'd they do that

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