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hannigramislife · 11 months

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Sometimes, I truly think Jiang Yanli was a good sister to Wei Wuxian, but not Jiang Cheng, and it pisses me off because I feel like I'm being the kind of petty person anti-JC people say we Jiang Cheng fans are–

But I can't help but think of numerous occasions where Jiang Yanli was there for Wei Wuxian, yet none come to mind for Jiang Cheng. I can think of many times she broke up their fighting, but none where she sided with Jiang Cheng.

And that moment in the donghua, where Jiang Cheng hugs her and she seems almost surprised?

When will the people Jiang Cheng loves see him as more than his mother's son?

#the untamed #mdzs #mo dao zu shi #jiang cheng #jiang yanli #wei wuxian #cql #i feel immature even as i say this #but jc was the youngest #he needed their support #and yet he was the one always chasing after them #unfair af #jiang cheng deserved better and yes i'll die on that hill

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jomeimei421 · 5 months

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Felt a bit nostalgic watching RT shut down…Here are the og faves again for old times sake 💙

#rvb #agent washington #agent Carolina #lavernius tucker #michael j caboose #epsilon #my art rvb #ahhh a lot of feelings…of course I stepped away from rt as a company a long time ago #but RvB is special to me!! it was my first fandom experience ever #and the community here on tumblr specifically was so instrumental to me growing up #I really could not have asked for a better community of artists and writers to grow up in. I know it sounds like platitudes when I say #that everyone was super nice and talented but REALLY. People were so kind to me and somehow I became well known despite #my art and writing and me in general still being immature and hashtag cringe #I found my creative legs and #people would respond to my stuff with walls and walls of support in the tags and we would do exchanges and events every year #I made my first lyric comic and it’s still doing extremely well on YouTube even today!! my dad who passed away recently always loved it #and my favorite RvB writer came out of hibernation to write me a bunch of text wall asks about it #I’ve never had another fandom experience quite like RvB #I still keep in touch with many of my friends from that time period even though we’ve all moved on the other things #these guys will always always have a place in my heart #so long reds and blues….

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seasideoranges · 4 months

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idk if it’s just me but the whole “which atla kid in the gaang is the most mature” debates can get redundant and kind of exhausting at times. they’re kids. they’re multifaceted characters. they’re mature in some departments and immature in others. they have their strengths and weaknesses. also they’re kids lol.

#listen this is a probably a nothing burger lmao I’m just deep in my thoughts about what it means to be mature #because when talking about the cast what type of maturity are we focusing on yknow?#is it emotional maturity? spiritual maturity? social? maturity when taking up certain roles such as leadership?#and everyone has a different idea of what it means to be mature even in personality #take a comedic relief/goofy character for example #some may say this character is immature because of their goofy behavior #others might point out that being a jokester and taking the role of comedic relief doesn’t mean said character is immature #maybe my frustration just stems from people trying to assign parental roles to these tweens/teens lol #which I feel like can be an interesting conversation if we’re discussing #the traumas of losing a parent(s) at a young age and being forced to take up so much responsibility due to circumstances #but idk usually I see a lot of these conversations go sideways I guess #my conclusion #they’re just kids man they shouldn’t be fighting a war #they should be at the after school program #get aang to the computer lab now and make him a webkinz account #atla #text

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warning-heckboop · 2 days

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"Why did you make Peri mad at Dev instead of wanting to forgive him?" dunno. Vibes I guess

#Gifted au #Like I dunno #I know peri admitted to caring about Dev when he was dying #But like #Yourw going to say a lot of stuff you don't necessarily mean when you're dying #Trust me your body is way too focused on keeping your organs functioning to give your brain the energy to think properly #At least in my experience #Before that. Honestly #Peri never gave me the impression he actually cared about Dev at all #Just that he cared about his job as a god parent #Like he always seems so disinterested in Dev #Like when they answered the door at Dev's birthday. Peri looks so god damn bored even when Dev is excited #Hot take I guess: Peri was really bad at his job and honestly just not empathetic enough to be a god parent #Like yeah Dev screwed up too but he's TEN #Peri is in his twenties yet half the time he feels almost just as immature #Idk that's just my take on him #I think he can definitely grow and change! But it'll require effort and acknowledgement of his own shortcomings #I'm sorry if this pisses any of you off lmao sorry it's just my interpretation #fop a new wish #Fop #Fop peri #a new wish #Fopanw

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unsurebazookacore · 2 months

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hot take, mike and el arent in love, because they are fourteen

well i guess mike is fifteen but still like as someone who has been fourteen/fifteen

GUESS WHO I WAS NOT DATING:

A. THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

B. MY FUTURE SIGNIFICANT OTHER

C. ANYONE WHO I WOULD BE ABLE TO SAY "I LOVE YOU" TO AND ACTUALLY FUCKING MEAN IT

D. ALL OF THE ABOVE (the answer is D by the way)

LIKE Y'ALL THEY ARE FOURTEEN

THEY MET WHEN THEY WERE TWELVE

"I knew right then and there in that moment that I loved you" MY ASS

#byler #mike wheeler #like i truly need to stress this so much this is NOT mileven hate like this is putting any like feature or fact about their dynamic aside #they are children #and yes i know there are people who meet their partners when they're young kids childhood friends to lovers is a trope for a reason #but no one NO ONE (or at least statistically very few people cuz i know my ass was not)#is making for real love declarations at Fourteen (or Fifteen humor me)#and “oh rey then how can you ship lumax-” LUMAX HASNT SAID I LOVE YOU YET #LUMAX IS THE MOST ACCURATE DEPICTION OF AN EARLY TEENAGE ROMANCE IN THE ENTIRE GODDAMNED SHOW BECAUSE THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS ARE SO AWKWARD #AND ITS ADORABLE #AND THATS IT #THEY HAVENT EVEN KISSED SINCE SEASON 2 #YOU WANNA KNOW WHY??#BECAUSE THAT'S REALISTIC #BECAUSE THEY ARE KIDS AND KISSING IS GROSS #listen im not saying this with the intention that ohh kids are immature they dont know what true feelings are blah blah blah #kids have feelings no shit #but esPECIALLY when it comes to mileven it seems so goddamned performative #like it FEELS like they both just watched a bunch of romance movies and are now mimicking whatever they've seen the adults in those movies #(who are supposedly in love) do #like watch lucas's talk with max in the back of the like trailer thing where he tells her he wants her to stop pushing him away watch that #and then tell me mike's aMaZinG AnD drAmaTiC LOvE cONfESioN doesnt sound formulaic as fuck #like you wanna know how a teenager makes a love confession #they say smth emotionally vulnerable; want to die after saying the emotionally vulnerable thing; and then tell a shitty joke to salvage it #not “I don't know how to live without you. I feel like my life started that day we found you in the woods” no fucking teenager says that #and that is why lumax is as mr mclaughlin said himself: “real love”#damn i kinda cooked with the tags on this one #(also fun fact i learned that tumblr has a tag limit by making this post which is why half of the tags are at the 140 character limit)

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shoechoe · 7 months

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I forget how much of a little asshole Giorno is at the start of Vento Aureo. My friend watched the beginning and told me she didn't really like Giorno because he was "kind of a dick" and I see why. I guess it's like Josuke being a delinquent and Jotaro getting into fights and stuff

#rambles #giorno #vento aureo #giorno is interesting as a fairly static character in terms of morality #jojos usually start off as bad/flawed people and the parts tend to do different things with them #like how jolyne was pretty immature at the start of stone ocean and had her fair share of jail run-ins #and had to learn and grow throughout by gaining responsibility and protecting her loved ones while fighting a bigger threat #giorno straight up steals shit without feeling bad about it and doesn't really change or grow in his viewpoints #mostly because everyone in the mafia is worse than him. lol #i do find it a little annoying how giorno is established as a sort of moral authority with the ''you're a good person'' shtick #(with him even saying that to koichi... dude you robbed him.)#it gives him a very presumptuous air i don't think is intentional. i don't find giorno ''annoying'' per se but i can see why people do #what can you do though. middle schoolers are just like that #shoe watches vento aureo

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candy-red-river · 7 months

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I feel like the ranfren fandom reduced the source material to a temporary commodity rather than a fully fledged thing

not appreciating it for the surrealist artwork it actually is like with other works such as yume nikki

That's it.

#To be more specific #This is me just trying to say that I feel like the ranfrens fandom is highly immature #There's no headcanon posts or analysis #Even the fics on ao3 have incredibly brief and lacking descriptions #I'm never seen a fandom care so little for the substance of it's source material #Granted it seems more like an in between fandom that you'd check out waiting for more major ones but still #rant #ranfren #Tumblr isn't the place to ask for friends btw #Go to discord or yt

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moomeecore · 1 month

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on that subject, obsessed with today when i was like "hey guys, can you two stop playing the jumping game for now because it's giving caden a headache" and my 6 yr old cousin is like "you mean 'me'. it's giving 'me' a headache, because your caden". it's like yeah man ur right. my bad . and then they stopped jumping. it was awesome

#the thing is like. the jumping hurt my headright away #but i let them do it for a while before they told them to stop. and then they did #and i think thats part of it too. for somw things you have to wait and let kids have whay they want for a while before swooping in and #asking for them to stop #so they dont feel super controlled #and like. as an autistic person I HAVE TO DO THAT ANYWAY USUALLY #there's so many adult people out there who i have to put up witj their noises because i KNOW if i ask for them to stop theyll get mad #or even on a lesser extent. like as an autistic person w my sorta issues. you have to a let a lot of things go that are genuenly painful #and stressful. bc if u ask people to do things too much they often get upset. even if theyre overall nice #same with kids #but with kids you get to ask them to stop way more and you get to ask earlier than you would with most adults #like. ill be trying to put up with somethinf and struggling and get to the ppont where im visibly shaking and stuttering and on the verge #of tears #and the mere request of 'could you turn the tv ofd #still gets whole ass adults telling me im entitled and bossy #meanwhile child will hear 'thats making me feel bad' and theyll hear that and theyll think about it #and often times theyll stop #and even when they dont they dont insult you!#and people still say little kids are annoying????#when i tell a little kid 'could you turn the sound off on the video game or take it to another room the sounds its making are upsetting me #they LISTEN.#adults have a strong tendency to #use the ironicallt imature logic of ' i like this thing. so it dosent matter if it is upsetting you. i like it so i want to have it. even #though we are in a shared space together. i wont change what im doing because i want to do the thing i like. and thats more important than #not upsetting you. because doing the thing i like makes ME feel good.'#like. litterallt this mindset is easily more promient in adults than small children 100% . on god #and its just about the most childish thing ever.#its understandable. but its immature #and with something this simple its silly people cant let that go. its not complex at all. its stop making noise it is hurting me. easy

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jrueships · 2 months

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zesty lowkey just another way for str8 ppl to say faggot / faggy and get away with it

#and im sick of letting them #cus why my lil nephew not even ten yet saying that and 'acting 'zesty' ' with his friends #i hate sounding like a boomer like i value the upside of technology #but u give humans / ANYONE rlly a chance to relax and a lot will turn it into laziness / neglect just because they can #like it's good to spread awareness but it's maybe likeeee. Not a good thing to spread statements/stereotypes with no further explanation #and peddle it to CHILDREN #whose comprehensions skills are. surprise. that of a CHILD'S #i say this ironically. btw #'oh im so mature for my age' no bro ure an immature HUMAN whos being forced to immaturely consider urself mature #due to the nature of ur relationships and homelife (or more-so the lack/negatives of them)#like it's ok to be a little stupid #as long as u keep trying to improve instead of just sitting in fault #or acting like they dont exist #anyways this got off topic but ya. crazy #kids have been killing each other n crazy shit like that but lately the crazy murder stories have HEAVILY leaned into #a misunderstanding of materialism #instead of just 'i wonder what it feels like' it's 'she took my ipad & also i wonder what it feels like'#like the first was already scary enough & now we've got this shit???#empathy is going thru a downside and we need to adjust the scales back!!!#im not gonna act like this is some new never seen b4 onset of fear impacting a generation after mine #bcs it's not never seen before in LIFE.. it's just never been seen b4 in UR life. which can feel like LIFE LIFE bcs like. uve only got one #that u may be cognizant of or etc religion aspect insert here. the point is. history repeats itself. but the points of history #can vary in visibility. some events get more notice than others bcs history's voice is ppl & actions & sometimes that gets erased #this isnt some bastardization point of one generation. but it IS a flaw that can show up in any gen (usually the oncoming ones)#bcs changes can be comfort & discomfort & the one u'd usually consider negative isnt always #anyways what im trying to say is. we need empathy back up period. always. we need empathy #lack of it is concerning. end of argument

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kimetsu-chan · 13 days

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I went on a walk with my dad

#I’m so so so so so sorry that I keep complaining I’m really sorry if it’s annoying or bothersome or anything ask me to take this down and I-#-will; I don’t wanna bother anyone :(#But I went on a walk with my dad and after a bit of talking we somehow got to the topic of conversation on how me and H butt heads a lot #And the way he said made me feel like I was the problem and that because I am older I NEED to be the bigger person every time #And I told him I didn’t want to have to be the bigger person because I didn’t like how immature she is and he just deflected it saying that #-I’m going to need to because I’m older and more mature #He also said that I’m the one who’s always defensive or picking out the fight when that isn’t true #I don’t want to fight with her; I HATE fighting with her #And geez it’s making me feel like I’m always the problem and I’m the reason why we argue so much #That I’M defensive and immature when I know I’m not #He says I need to be more gentle with her and not expect her to get pissy and defensive bit i only do that(if i do that at all) because she #-yells and snaps at me for no reason so often! I expect her to act that way because it’s how she always acts with me!#I’m not that immature right?#And he says I need to put in the effort to fix it even though she probably won’t do the same #Why do I have to fix it? Why am I responsible? It’s not fair!#I don’t want to be the cool headed mature and bigger person every single time #If she hurts me with her words I should be allowed to make that known without her yelling at me!#🌾#again I’m really sorry for complaining to whoever may be reading this #It’s silly I know #I’m just dramatic I’ll get embarrassed for posting this soon enough and delete it #I don’t know why I’m like this :(#I don’t like it #Geez what’s wrong with me

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kyouka-supremacy · 1 year

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BEAST's time line not adding up is one of the major factors to why in my head currently beast sskk are in their twenties and adopted 5 cats in a quiet little cottage on the outskirts of Yokohama

Yeah this is the only valid take tbh

#Beast sskk mean so much to me. You don't get it guys. I'm literally always thinking about them and their happily married couple life #Beast sskk is like sugar in coffee. Also like the best thing ever #sskk #shin soukoku #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd beast #people asks me stuff #Beast sskk are married and living together!! No you don't get it I know them personally #Tbh. I should really post that one post on how post Beast canon sskk works out for me #The five cats thing is so cute tho #Nnnghhh please talk to me more about Beast sskk. Look to me I'm starving #Back to the matter at hand tho like... Beast Akutagawa is v v immature but so is canon Akutagawa.#That's why I can perfectly see Beast Akutagawa being as old or even older.#On the other hand Beast Atsushi feels so much more mature compared to canon Atsushi in a way I struggle to believe he's any younger than 20 #I'd say the Beast dilemma keeps me awake at night but that's not true I sleep soundly at night and dream of Beast sskk kissing #Sending kisses to you Anon (ㅅ´ ˘ )♡

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iftitah · 5 months

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#the more i stay around people the more i want to become like them out of spite #because i was so surprised these people are at least 24-26 years age some even did a minor bachelor's before coming here #some have completed post grad and then joined #like aren't you all too fucking old to act that immature #i grew so resentful of everyone how they keep on doing the worst low man shit and then victimize themselves #hypocrites full of shit they don't want to hear the truth #i know no one has the audacity to take a fight with me on here because they know im the youngest here #not because im the youngest but because im better #the girls frown upon me because i don't hear their low mindset humorless jokes and pointo out where they fall short #oh [my irl name] youre so stiff hamesha kami kyun nikalti rahti ho hamesha baat kaatne ki aadat hai learn to take a joke #mazaak hi to kar rahe hain kya yaar #ive cried so many times because i feel suffocated here and out of hate i want to act immature selfish hypocrite too so i do #i become self centered and look into my needs #but everyday bcg shows me how one stays firm in mindset even amidst surrounding of shit people #he points out to me all the time when i start acting like them he says why aren't you trying to rise above #i say ham bhi karte hai na unn chutiyon jaisa behave kyunki unhe unhi ki language mei samajh aata hai #achha ban kar honest banne se kuch nahi milta yaha #but he knows his stuff #he never does these things #however much i let evil thoughts take upon i get astounded everyday how he's practicing his rightful his honesty even tho no one's looking #it makes me want to cry #i hope he gets so ahead in life i hope he stands at the podium one day on a stage and deliver speeches where people actually can see him #like he sees the orator that come to attend our unis gatherings and says everytime kuch to baat hoti hai inn logon mei #i hope he achieves whatever he wants i hope he gets ahead of everyone all this fucking corruption #its not that he's done anything that im applauding he tries his best #and maybe teachers see that too all in class they're only looking at him and teaching they know #do you know how fucking hard it is not get corrupted in this uni and become one of those assholes that have done things unimaginable #im inspired everyday ill try my best to be like him #i do not just want to praise him i want to become someone he doesn't have to say fir tum bhi vahi karogi to kya farq reh jaayega #kuch bada nahi hota logon ki roz roz ki choti choti aadaton se pata chal jaata hai vo kaise hain

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jinglejanglemornings · 11 months

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google search how do i stop missing her so much i can't breathe

#she's literally not all that. i am 100% out of her league.#i cannot stress how much this girl does not deserve to have me pining over her and missing her and crying about her months after the fact #my standards are SO low and she did not fucking meet bare fucking minimum #and yet i'm still like. she could call me and ask me to take her back and i'd do it in a heartbeat #anyway lol i had a dream about my ex girlfriend ibn which we were back together (and also both working at an aquarium?? idk)#and now i'm like. ugh.#also imagine asking out a kind loving girl who is head over heels in love with you and would do anything for you #treating her awfully and breaking her heart AND NOT EVEN GIVING BACK THE FUCKING BOOKS YOU BORROWED!#i'm just saying lol. i wish someone felt about me the way i feel about her #and i wish she wasn't so unbelievably fucking immature #and i wish i had better taste in women #and i wish i didn't still think about her alll the time #okay i'm done i swear i'm so done #talking to strangers on foreign phones

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pardonmydelays · 21 hours

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Why don't you like Taylor Swift anymore?

cause she's a total opposite of everything she used to be

#i miss the old taylor #sometimes i think about lover era and it makes me want to cry #i genuinely cannot believe this is the same woman #also her new music is shitty but y'all already know how i feel about ttpd and there's no need to say it again #all she cares about is charts and money now #and being seen with her shitty boyfriend and problematic friends #she doesn't give a fuck about the quality of her music anymore = she doesn't care about her fans #i'm not the only one who sees it #also her behaviour is very immature sometimes but i don't even want to talk about it #there are many other reasons but i'm just tired and i don't wanna talk about her anymore #so here's your answer #anon #i saved every letter you wrote me*

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g0thsoojin · 16 days

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i love how my bpd brain immediately throw a tantrum as soon as i perceive any kind of rejection :)

#just because of all that #i started just saying stuff #and like for example one thing i have a tendency to do #is to call myself a bunch of degrading words #and be like oh i hate myself im a dumb bitch sorry for saying anything #and in my head im like yeah this will show them that i really regret it and i dont like myself either and im sorry #but in reality all it does is make me look so fkn childish and immature #and the other person will only find me immature and incapable of expressing my emotions like an adulr #so now i feel ashamed for that and i cannot even bring myself to check our messages lmao #i shouldn't have done that #but god i felt so fucking stupid i wanted to rip my own skin off #i wish i never spoke... why did i do that?

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lunar-fey · 1 month

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ohhhh my god. okay. so. my aunt does like, she buys random junk in bulk from retail wholesalers and then resells it on like, facebook marketplace and ebay and stuff. whatever. so my mom works for her. makes a flat $50 a day, regardless of the fact that shes disabled and doing hard labor for at least 8 hours a day, often 10+. and min wage here is $10 an hour but mom argued that $50 a day is still more than what she would make working the same hours at an actual job because of taxes...like girl that would be 50% taxes. you do not pay that fucking much. so thats already Bad.

but today mom shows me a video of a knife theyre gonna sell, and i watch 2 seconds and i realize its an automatic knife, and i tell her hey. thats illegal to possess in this state. let alone sell! and mom is like ohhh [aunt] knows what shes doing itll be fine.... we sell knives on there all the time she just doesnt put pictures and calls them something else on the listing to get around fb/ebays policies :)

LIKE. HELLO. THATS NOT BETTER. YOURE COMMITTING MULTIPLE CRIMES. *AS YOUR JOB.* and she was just like "its not a big deal she knows what shes doing." folks, this is the same aunt that, very illegally, paid me to sort through her clients confidential tax documents and bank records and stuff. because she works for a bank. and took the records home to sort them. i dont think she DOES know what shes doing, actually!

#why do both of my parents need to be so impressively incompetent. i like. cannot find the words for how . i feel about this #like. idc about crimes. go forth. be free. but maybe. just maybe. you should not make your job #“hi today i will post about how i am selling illegally possessed objects on a widely used public forum”#dont do crimes STUPID. yanno.#in other parent news. its now like. month 6 or so of dad refusing to get his insurance reinstated.#hes been on the same step (taking his paystubs to the dhhr office) for like 3 months?#anyway apparently he found out today/last night that when he was a kid he was diagnosed with gastroparesis !#which is like ! cool! you have a diagnosis AND ive been living with that for 16 years and can help you 🥰#but we were sitting there with mom (this was right before the knife thing) and she was like “well you gotta get your insurance now so you #can get on the right meds“ and dad was like yeah ill go....#and mom was saying well go in the morning when they open etc etc and he was like i will #and i pointed out that just two weeks ago i told him that too. and he didnt want to. bc hed lose money due to not being able to work #and mom was like well he doesnt work at 8am. and i was like yeah i know but i told him to go at 8am two weeks ago and that was his response #and then he proceeded to claim that this whole time he didnt know they opened at 8am.#folks. he doesnt start working until like...usually 10 or so. WHAT GOVERNMENT OFFICE DOESNT OPEN UNTIL 10.#PLUS. WE LIVE IN A RURAL HOUR. *BUSY* TAKES LIKE AN HOUR. MOST OF THE TIME YOURE IN AND OUT WITHIN 20 MINITES.#ive been fucking considering PAYING HIM to go get it.#and then he claims he didnt know it opened at 8am. when i have told him that. MULTIPLE TIMES.#WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BE LIKE THISSSS THEYRE THE MOST IMMATURE ADULTS IVE EVER MET AND THATS IMPRESSIVE!!!#IVE KNOWN PEOPLE WHO PAY THEIR RENT IN COKE OR WHO ARE ESSENTIALLY PROFESSIONAL PARTIERS. AND *THEYRE* MORE RESPONSIBLE AND MATURE THAN MY #PARENTS. SO WHAT GIVES.#also theyre 50 like cmon yall. youre not even 20 or 30. i think you should know how to not like. get your job shut down or die of lack #of medication.#did i tell yall one of the times a few months ago i was nagging dad abt getting his insurance #his response was literally. no exxageration.#he was like oughhh i dont wanna see doctors because then theyll find out somethings wrong with me #and ill have to go on a bunch of medication.#and then he actually for real. said.#“being on too many medications killed my grandma”#even mom was like cmon man. thats not even true. they misdiagnosed her and put her on WRONG meds. she wasnt even on that many.

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