#i forgot i was gonna make a post abt them lol sorry

[caramelmochacrow]

*chucks my cringe ocs at ur face* i dont have names for them yet but here

[broke-on-books]

😍😍😍

[misc-obeyme]

CC 😭😭😭 lesson 30 was a rollercoaster huh. Tbh as a Beel lover, I wasn’t happy w how Belphie was acting here. I asked Beel what he thought of the Angel's Trial and Belphie just cuts him off!! And he made Beel sad and that is unacceptable to me 😤 (he says not to make him mad but no spoilers for og lesson 16 could make me choose not to be a petty bitch when I can) Beel is his own person and too sweet for this shit

Telling Sol his cooking sucks was :((( 0/10 I would've gently reminded him ratios are important especially in baking and just make sure he's not putting anything inedible in there. Or tell him to focus his creativity solely on the plating/presentation bc you eat w your eyes too or smt idk

I kinda found it funny when Sim basically told Luke he was an ugly crier. Poor baby, I hope the egg grants him that wish

I get this was setup for Levi's Little D arc but teasing the truth again makes me wanna bang my head on a wall. I know Lucifer suspects smt abt us. We know Barb knows something

Speaking of Barb, I choose to believe that the Little Ds are gonna be important later and that Beel did eat Number 6 but Barb uh, made sure that didn't happen actually

AHH anon, this lesson KILLED ME. I'm so sorry to everyone who had to read the unhinged post I wrote last night lol.

Okay, see, I was so wrapped up in the Solomon debacle that I forgot about the whole Beel & Belphie thing.

I get that Belphie is being protective, but I also felt like he wasn't really taking Beel's feelings into consideration! I think there's a fine line between being protective and being controlling. And Belphie was right on the edge of that line, imo. When you're being protective to the point that you're ignoring the needs of the person you're supposedly protecting well... it kinda defeats the purpose there, buddy.

I wonder if they're going to kind of expand on that at some point. Have the twins hash it out with each other. Because I think Belphie isn't normally like this, but I think he's still wary of humans. And his concern is overriding his usual consideration of Beel's feelings.

OKAY LET'S TALK SOLOMON AGAIN.

Listen, I've had a little time to calm down, but I am still UPSET.

Now, of course, it's best to remember that this is fiction and nothing in fiction happens the way it would irl. BUT if I had a friend (or romantic interest/boyfriend/etc) who really enjoyed cooking, but for some reason always made gross food, I probably wouldn't lie to them directly. I would do exactly as you suggest, gently remind them of how to follow a recipe and so on. I can't imagine that Solomon has spent all his life trying to learn how to cook and somehow keeps screwing it up? Like considering how much he does it, he should be getting better at it?

And apparently someone told him his cooking tasted bad in season 3 of the OG, but I don't remember that lol. If it's in the hard lessons, that's why I don't remember... I haven't actually finished all the hard lessons of the OG... oops I keep forgetting they exist my bad.

Anyway, my point here is that it doesn't make sense that someone doing something they enjoy all the time wouldn't get better at what they're doing at some point. I get that this is fictional and maybe they have a reason for it, but they need to tell us what it is because I can't take HIS SAD FACE. Normally I'd be like listen sometimes you gotta be honest or whatever, but not like this!! I would've been like what exactly did you do to make the cake taste this way, let's figure it out together... I would help him, not just be all sorry this is gross and leave it at that!

Sorry sorry I'm ranting again. I just love that silly sorcerer so much and his reaction just made me so sad.

I'm so curious about what Luke is finally gonna wish for lol. I feel like Simeon teases him the most out of everybody, he's just so chill and nice about it that it doesn't register as teasing.

I just don't understand why hiding the egg's existence was a good lie while telling Solomon his cake was good wasn't??? Ugh my heart.

AND OH YES LEVI.

I was very upset about that, too!! Like, no you don't understand!! I do need to leave, but I need to get back to you!!

I want to go back, but I don't want to go back! The stress of this is getting to me. Can we please hurry up and be done with this timeline nonsense?! Barb definitely knows something. I just want him to fix things! I think I'd have confronted him about it by now. I don't care what Sol says about not telling people we're from the future, I'd be like Barbatos, my true love, I know you already know, so let's hear it!! What is going on!?!?

I definitely think the Little Ds are going to be important later, too! Something about the fairies seems like it's going to matter as well, but I'm not entirely sure how yet.

Oh no poor Number 6! Even if Barb saved him, I would think being eaten would be rather traumatic lol.

[tonberry-yoda]

heyy this is anon that you matched with ukai again (you cant get rid of me im afraid)🫡 i saw requests were opened and i was wondering if i could possibly get a mini fic (with ukai lol)? it can literally be abt anything but i remembered when i saw you had put that in things you can add to your matchups i got so bummed when i forgot to ask lol T_T also i hope you’re enjoying your break from school!!<3

OMG YESSSS!!! bro i am so glad that you asked for this!!! I love Ukai with my whole soul so to finally get a request for him has me through the roof rn!!! also anon i love that you bombard me, it makes me super happy <3 and i am enjoying my break!! its so nice to just not do anything but write!!

Scared Me - Keishin Ukai

Pairing - Ukai x reader

Warnings - none!!

Word Count - 449

You woke up to the sound of keys jingling in the door. You were still drowsy, but whoever was trying to open your door was about to get kicked, and hard.

You quickly stood up and grabbed an umbrella, running to the door. Your heart was pounding. Who the hell could that be? You looked at your phone and saw it was 10:30. You assumed someone was trying to break in and you were about to go ham.

When the door finally swung open, you popped open the umbrella, hoping that it would scare the intruder. But instead, whoever it was just moved down the umbrella, making you sigh.

“Are you for real, Kei? You scared the shit outta me.” You dropped the umbrella and Ukai apologized, pulling you into his arms.

“I could’ve sworn I sent you a message telling you I was on my way home.”

You looked down at your phone and felt like an idiot. You had put it on ‘do not disturb’.

“Sorry,” you said, rubbing the back of your neck. “I mean I should’ve assumed it was you because of the keys. I just woke up though.”

Ukai just smiled at you softly and turned on the light in the living room. “Sorry I scared you. But at least I know now that you and your umbrella are prepared for any intruders.”

You giggled and grabbed the grocery bags that Ukai was holding. “I would’ve been more prepared if I wasn't so drowsy. So thank god it was you.”

You looked in the grocery bags and pulled out your favorite treat, looking at him with bright eyes. “Did you get these for me?”

“Yeah,” he said, pressing a kiss onto your cheek. “I was shopping as I always do and those made me think of you, so I grabbed them. I was having a stressful day and just wanted to see you smile.”

You beamed at him and jumped into his arms. “Kei, you’re the best, you know that?!”

“Oh, I don't know about the best.” He wrapped his arms around you and led you to the couch, where you landed on his chest.

“Shut up and let me be nice to you for five seconds.”

“Fine, fine.” He put up his arms in defense and giggled as you pressed kisses all over his face.

You jumped off of him and grabbed the groceries. “I'm gonna put these away. I expect you in our bed and in your pajamas by the time I get up there.”

He saluted at you and ran up the stairs as fast as he could. You loved him, even if he scared the shit out of you.

~~~~~

haikyuu masterlist --- pinned post

@tonberry-yoda

[maebyshifting]

Hihii, i sae ur post on like trauma and ‘policing’ in drs, and I just wanted to add a lil something as someone who was actually traumatised by a dr (sorry for the ask, social anxiety sucks 🧍‍♂️) (also sorry if i sound kinda rude/angry in this, unsurprisingly im a little emotional abt it 😇 no pressure in reading it or anything, just thought id add my lil thingy to this whole. thing i dunno 😚)

For one, I think it’s kinda stupid how people have started to think that suggestions are policing. Like, I get if someone comes up to you and goes ‘uhm, actually, u cant do that in ur dr bc i said so’ then yeah lol that’s definitely policing. But, if someone’s giving you a genuine suggestion in goodwill, then it’s in no way policing? Like, sure, you might not like it, but you don’t have to listen to it??

Secondly, completely agreed with the trauma thing. I feel like people just get mad that they can’t do anything and everything in their drs without consequences, like its some magical wonder world or sumn. I’m sure there’s probably some kind of reality or way to get around it, or something, but imo it’s not worth using yourself as an experiment over. This is literal trauma we’re talking about. Like, serious mental problems that will seriously haunt you quite possibly for the rest of your life. There’s also some level of like romanticism of trauma that could def play into it, but I don’t really know enough about that stuff to add it all in 🧍‍♂️

Last thing, I think it’s pretty stupid how people expect us to just. Not say anything about it. Like, again, coming from someone who got literal harmful trauma in their dr, you just expect us to sit back and watch as other people do the same thing?? Personally, i literally got said trauma because I was a stupid, misinformed kid who didn’t know what trauma really was. People can’t expect us to just be happy with watching people traumatise themselves??? I’m never gonna try and force someone not to make that decision ofc, because it’s their life at the end of the day and if they’re gonna make that decision, it’s on them. But still, it’s something that imo everyone should at least brush over at some point (not to mention that it’s actually a sort of interesting thinking point when it comes to consciousness between drs and all that, imo.)

Anyways, sorry for the little rant <3 I just wanted to say tysm for actually covering this on here, seriously. It means a lot to me and it’s a really good thing to educate people on this and help keep people safe from it. Anyone accusing you of policing is ridiculous and has no idea what they’re talking about.

i’m so sorry it’s taken me so long to post this, this past weekend has been crazy busy.

thank you so much for sharing your story. i really appreciate others perspective on the topic and will continue to talk about it because of how impressionable minors are in this community.

i thought i posted this days ago and i actually didn’t so im sorry i wasn’t ignoring i just actually forgot i saved this and didn’t post it

[makigorogoro]

disorganized thoughts on fionna and cake eps 5 and 6

(Spoilers!!)

ok ive only seen the eps once each and im going off of memory so a lot of this is probably gonna be paraphrased and mixed up but whatever . also this post is really fucking long lol sorry

-OK FIRST OFF THESE WERE SO GOOD RAAAAAH

-obviously we are in the farmworld, not surprised but very happy!!!

-also not very surprised fionna and cake immediately went along with simon’s plan

-the whole time they were talking about where to find a crown i was like lol. simon don’t look behind you

-cake bringing fionna a dead rat was really funny

-the versucci gag or whatever was also really good

-but what made me die was fionna talking abt how she’s played a lot of post apocalyptic rpgs and then it pans over to “man who has actually lived through the apocalypse”

-was really cool to see how the farmworld has developed after what happened with ice finn, i think it’s interesting how they’re more technologically advanced since the first time an ice age happened in this world they pretty much reverted to medieval times (does that make sense. you know what i mean)

-i was SO convinced jay was farmworld finn’s little sibling so when he said dad my heart stopped

-the name jay didn’t immediately click until bonnie was revealed to be one of his other kid’s name and i was like HOLY SHIT PUHOY???

-veeeery interesting since assumingely golb destroyed/erased the pillow world

-i guess you could just chalk it up to finn would have named his kids the same thing in any universe?

-but i mean speaking of his kids GOD he got busy with huntress wizard

-i mean it has to be huntress wizard. one of them looks just like human hunter wizard

-sucks that she died though

-simon’s ship of theseus thing was so fucking funny oh my god he’s just like me fr (i started talking about the ship of theseus in one of my assignments a few days ago and i was like. is this too nerdy.)

-i haven’t really talked about farmworld finn yet. a little sad he turned out so cold (pun not intended oops 😭) because of what happened to him when he was younger

-good on him for saying simon was a damn fool or whatever for wanting to put the crown on lol

-i wish they actually had a talk though

-cake saying fionna should kiss him while knowing he’s just an alternate version of her??????? girl

-also farmworld jake still being alive was crazy

-so it did turn out the crown was destroyed in this world, i honestly wasn’t sure since the crown from the main world survived direct contact with a comet lol

-the romeo and juliet style romance going on between finn’s kid and big destiny’s kid was really good

-finn showing up with bartram lmao!!!!!

-dude i love bartram, the bit in finn the human where finn’s mom says that they have to sell the mule and then bartram’s head peaks out from the bed in the corner is unironically one of my favorite jokes in adventure time

-i kinda forgot what happens between here and the end

-so did farmworld finn fucking die????

-idk what happened there i sure hope not

-i really don’t know if we’re going to revisit these worlds in any capacity considering the amount of time left but i hope we do now!! i feel like we need to see what happens lmao

-now for ep 6

-wasn’t really expecting it to open on “fionna world” as they started calling it

-i was wondering how they were gonna balance gumball and marshall yaoi with what’s going on with the main trio

-they did it really well though i think

-i also wasn’t really expecting to be introduced to winter king right away once we got back to the main plot

-he definitely gave me weird vibes right from the start im gonna be honest lol

-blaah i don’t really remember what happens between that and the winter wonder world sequence

-so ill just talk about that. holy fuck

-every review i read before the show came out was really hyping this scene up and i get why now

-was really cool to see the beyond the grotto animation again and the song was so good it’s still stuck in my head

-but the moment the winter king said he overcame the crown with sheer will i was like. um. im calling bs

-i was just thinking however it did happen though i have a bad feeling about! felt really bad for simon and when he said that he sucked i was like. oh no ☹️ dude

-the moment i saw little ice marcy pretty much cemented it for me i was like oh no something fucked up is happening here. tbh i still can’t really figure out what happened with that but given what the winter king said about making an ice betty. uhhhhhhhhhh

-OH YEAH cake once again saying simon and the winter king should kiss . GIRL WHAT ARE YOU ON

-i looooved crazy pb

-i remember when people were saying she was a marcy pb child lmao.

-simon saying that he wanted to “fix her” while the winter king just wanted to kill her was really interesting. im trying to figure out what it means lol. like we know that simon wants to be the ice king again but also now knowing he would want to fix and save someone from that madness…idk

-her song was really good

-her playing those ominous notes on her keyboard made me laugh

-i haven’t really talked about gumball (im not calling him gary im sorry) and marshall. i thought they were really cute!!! could definitely see marcy and pb meeting in a similar way

-the juxtaposition between gumball talking about his creations to fionna fighting the fucked up versions of them was really cool

-i hope gumball doesn’t take what the lemoncarbs said to heart . they’re just like that

-ok so. I was honestly more shocked that fionna kissed (a version of) simon than him disintegrating seconds after lmaooooo

-i have to wonder why he immediately died here when in betty (the episode) he was dying relatively slowly without the crown’s magic

-ive been writing down a bunch of crack theories and the first thing ive gotten right was the winter king transferring his craziness to pb lol lets goooo

-i was thinking that simon might’ve transferred it himself but then i was like nooo he wouldn’t do that….apparently he would do that

-idk despite how he seemed i think the winter king was still a little insane in the membrane.

-maybe the crown was still influencing him in some way? and that’s the message here? idk

-i can’t believe bi fionna is real

-back to gumball and marshall. gumball describing slumber party panic……oh my jod 🥺🥺🥺

-the baby world was so cute

-“and i’ll be cursed the right way” simon do you fucking hear yourself

Ok that’s definitely not all i have to say but this post is long enough lmao ,, god this show is SO GOOD i can’t believe it’s real. ok that’s all

[trashworldblog]

watcher ask game 🧍👁️👁️

20.) free space! 🕺 looks like you've met shane and ryan before; what was it like ??? (sorry if you've already posted abt this before! if you dont wanna answer it again here's an add lol: what's the most memorable moment you've had abt them? (irl or otherwise)

this is literally the best question cus it gives me the opportunity to yap about something that circles my mind at least once a week

theyre really really nice !!! and really down to earth. i was really nervous and it was hard for me to make eye contact and my brain was slow, and they were really graceful, nice, and didnt make a big deal out of it. i felt comfortable using my small pop it to fidget, and just felt comfortable to stim and be myself which was a relief. i gave them a canvas painting of the mural they had in their old office as a new office warming gift and they took the time to really look at it and compliment it, which is just the best feeling when you look up to a fellow creative person.

they took their time with every person even though they were running late because the sound system in our theater was weird. they did a general qna session before the m&g and that really helped me calm down from the pent up anxiety and excitement.

ill always remember how i asked shane if he could write down "if im gonna stop, this looks like a really wonderful place to do it" quote from puppet history because i wanted to get it tattooed in his handwriting, and he took the paper and book to the floor so he could write it down nicely, and he took his time with it. PLUS ryan said something like "puppet history quote? what quote do you wanna get from-??" and he read the quote out loud and was like ohhh ok, thats actually kinda nice. and we got to banter a bit back and forth a bit, which was very very fun

honestly ill also always remember the times i froze and completely forgot to speak and couldnt think. honestly shout out to lizzie for saving me from that though, she jumped right into the conversation and gave me time to have a single thought to say

ive never been to another m&g before, but i do plan on going again this year if i can cus i had such a great time

[minkkumaz]

AHHHH OMII TT

it feels like its been awhile,, (its only been a week.) since i interacted ^^;

how have u been?! i hope all of yungyus insta posts have been making you jump up and down with happiness LOL

a little confession, i always delete tumblr off my device when i go to school. I worry someone will recognize the app and find out im an avid fic reader.. but i forgot to redownload it for a while..

had to backtrack on what happened w/ the bonedo series u were working with; ill be excited when november rolls around!! an extra month to prepare for all of that angst.. BUT ON THE OTHER HAND, IM SO EXCITED FOR THE HALLOWEEN IDEAS U HAVE COMING UP!! whatever u write will exceed all of our expectations (as they normally do!!)

hopefully you were able to recover from ur sickness!! stay healthy omi, dont force yourself to write <33

-🍉

HI MELON!!

i've been good, and yes all the yungyu photos he's been posting have had me jumping for joy :,3 i literally have changed my pfp on discord multiple times hes just such a cutie.

AND ME TOO ! i used to have notifications on all the time but i turned them off and have gotten so secretive over my phone ever since i started my little tumblr career. i used to be super into fanfiction over quarantine with my other interests, but i only got back into it out of curiosity when i started liking kpop! then it only spiraled from there. my first story ever was a coffee shop au for seungmin hehe. i had such a crazy seungmin phase, and i have so many old stories for him that i haven't published!

and yes i feel so bad for putting them on hiatus but all of them will probably be around 6k words, and it has intimidated me so bad i haven't wanted to work on them! so i might just gradually release them for awhile, just know at least ONE of them will be released in january. so sorry abt that btw i know you were looking forward to them :( but i do have an idea up my sleeve for october so atleast one thing will be spooky themed aha.

i've recovered well from my sickness just a little cough :) i'm gonna focus on school for a bit, as i hate forcing myself to write! writing is something that is supposed to be a fun hobby to make me happy, and if i force myself to get stuff out i won't have fun anymore. but trust me, ill get back in my groove eventually, just waiting for thanksgiving and winter break LOL

[nightly-ruse]

Just wanted to check out the Sky Spoilers especially after I heard a few things and man.

(((Spoilers Below for the second book of ASC)))

Nightheart is just a little brat? Like I knew he was already from the first book which I read half of until I got too bored to finish but he’s so obnoxious. Straight up insults Jayf, Brightheart, and Alder who weren’t even being rude?

He’s like fine until he’s like “wait was that an insult to me, to poor me who’s just bullied all the time” and then is ableist! Like dude what??? From the thread he says Brightheart does NOTHING for the clan, Jay can only mix herbs bc he’s blind, and Smth abt Alder I forgot. But dude just insults all of them who haven’t done anything besides stop his bleeding and laugh about him getting bit by a squirrel. Also before this he snapped at Flipclaw who was just being joking about it and he knows his words hurt the poor cat.

I haven’t gotten much farther in the spoilers bc I don’t care that much. Bramblestar is acting kind of out of it which is even noted by the cats around him so maybe he is being written with some brain diffrence(sorry I don’t know how to explain this)? I’ve seen a few posts abt him having maybe early onset dementia which could be interesting for him tho I hope it’s handled well. Squirrelflight also seems to be doing quite a bit of his work. She does all her deputy duties but also is keeping track of the green cough info, handling meetings and trying to puzzle things out while also trying to keep Bramble alright.

Nightheart also just seems so annoying with how he’s like “atleast my mom’s brother likes me. At least one cat in Thunderclan is my friend and cares about me unlike everyone else who just hates me :\”

But he only notes this after insulting the poor guy? I just don’t enjoy him at all. Dudes so annoying. I’m def not reading sky bc I don’t care at all. I’m fine just grabbing fandom info and making cool things instead. This arcs just so pandering to Night and it irks me too much to read. His chapters just aren’t fun to read at all and make me angry. Frostpaw seems interesting and I love more focus on Riverclan. Sunbeam I enjoy she’s funny to me but I like fandom interpretations way more than canon her, I also like reading about Shadowclan and how they are. Still not gonna read it lol that’s just kinda my thoughts so far

[jadedrrose]

OHH tbh i always thought he was just going for a higher pitch (the dr. heart stealer song) and he's just really getting into it?? i agree though some songs are o o f,, but i never heard the aot ones so idk the comparison how he sings as levi

and oh no its not ur fault i totally forgot about specifying since im so used to the abbreviated version,, sorry about that! but it stands for shin megami tensei, idk if you know persona like persona 5 etc. but yeah persona is smt's spin off!! it's more popular than the original lol. but yeah it's a great game!! if u ever feel like trying it do tell i love that game yayayay talking about them how's it going with age of calamity? did u finish it? i never played that game is it like botw orrr older zelda games? actually is it old. i should search it up but im too lazy 🥰🥰 i 9nly played botw so i know nothing ‐ actually im just gonna search this sooga guy out of curiosity i imagine him with a tribal mask and idk height that rivals corazon so like gigantic (u. described him in a post i think but i forgor)

+ coming back after vacation with 2 of ur fics... m'lady i'm blessed i gotta read em later,, i actually have something for u the timing is impeccable

also i wanted to ask which timezone are u in?? cause like. when u post something its usually like. at 6 am or earlier for me lmao (also do u prefer these like. divided or is the long ask better? or is it the same — lol)

1- I forgot where but I saw somewhere that Law’s VA just doesn’t ever “voice act” when singing so I assumed they were right 😭 so maybe you’re right abt the just getting really into it lol. Either way he’s got a good voice tho!!

2- I do know persona! I’ve just never played it or watched anybody play it. But I’ll look into smt whenever I finish up this Zelda phase (which who knows how long that’s gonna take lol) which brings me to…

Age of Calamity is the “prequel” to breath of the wild kind of ?? If you know the older Hyrule Warriors games from the Wii U it’s that game setting just better imo. I did like the other HW’s when they came out but they never interested me as much as the “real” Zelda games. But AOC is set 100 years before botw when the champions are still alive. It’s got a bunch of cute cut scenes that show the champions/Zelda/Link all interacting together and it makes me so happy lol. Anyway: I still haven’t finished it, I’m putting it off lol. I have 1 main mission left and 1 mission from the DLC left. I’ve been playing a bunch of side missions on apocalyptic mode as Sooga for the past like… 3 weeks now ? And speaking of him… yeah he’s just like a super fancy Yiga blademaster from botw. But he’s got the hottest voice I’ve ever heard (rivals with Law’s voice… I go back and forth between who’s I find more attractive lol). But I just. Am so in love with him 💀 even tho idk what his face looks like, but I don’t even care that much bc he’s so hot as is. (Also the height thing- my stupid theory is that he’s not actually as tall as they show him to be in the game bc of the fact he’s just a random Hylian who was “adopted” by the Yiga as a kid, PLUS there’s that guy in Kakariko Village who used to be a blademaster and he’s not 1000 feet tall lol. I think they just make him look giant to make him scarier lol. Also Link is super short so… using him to compare doesn’t help lmao)

3- I hope you enjoy the fics!!! I have so many more ideas for cute Law stuff but I can never find the time to write anymore lol

4- I’m in the US eastern time zone!! I always end up posting super late into the night/early in the morning bc my brain is just…. More active during those times?? Idk why, I’ve always been that way tho lol. And I don’t really have a preference to how the asks are sent! Whatever you want works :)

[pepprs]

i haven’t posted abt my wobbledogs adventures in a couple days so here are my favorite dogs ive created recently! (this is gonna be the first out of 4 posts 💀 sorry for spam.. i might make a wobbledogs sideblog depending on how much i play it going forward)

this is beulah! her second head wasn’t actually like this i just screenshotted it when it was glitching upside down which it did a couple times lol. look at those little pawpads 🥹

this is soppy my absolute BELOVED!! they were my first dog w only two back legs and im trying rly hard to get a worm dog offspring from them but i haven’t been successful yet lol. they looked so cute when they slept.. i do miss their original puppy colors though (top left pic)

this is churri! i named him after churros bc i had to feed them to him to get the long achievement 😔 but he pulled thru and was very cute i love him

and this is sippy! he has no connection to soppy i just forgot i had a dog w a very similar name lol. i was kinda mad he didn’t have wings but i had fun w him! fun fact he got stuck in one of the little teleported tube things when he was in a chrysalis and i had to fight so hard to get him out of there he was so badly stuck and the game was glitching 😭

[victimofdiskjord]

hey all nko here so like. until something interesting happens later this is probably gonna be lle last post abt this whole ordeal --

so one. i got mentioned in that drama thread which is p funny

god bless yalls souls next, 2 even though it was like. very few people. for the people who sent me the support through ask on my new acc or even the OLD one. thank you

as much as i suck at emotions i really wanna emphasize that i really appreciate it

these "SUPER HYPER INTERNET BREAKKDOWWWN! XD" things actually. i go through them alot. sometimes it just gets dragged into my tumblr posts instead of my friends dms

im really sorry for the people who were harmed by what i posted those past few days. even if i didnt mean to hurt you, i really am sorry. i mean this deeply from the biggestesest bottomest of my hearts

--- regarding those two smr regs who hate me

i will admit, i **AM** obessive. I get even more obessive with trying to reedeem myself, to prove myself. It pisses me off when i hear and see assumptions made about what i do to people, even though id never do them even if i WANTED to. Im not trying to harm either of you, kagura and the other one. shingmeta?get?? i forgot the user sorry <:( i just. want yall to stop obessing over me and ill stop obsessing over you. literally everyone but you two forgot about the nkofrno thing and it kinda says something. idk what but.. it says something. just. leave me the hell alone..? stop making fucking rumors ?? stop trying to say i push people to self harm and theyll be no reason for me to even be typing this up rn

literally some batman joker shit.

--- "what do you mean by dragon family theyre pi- GUNSHOT"

my dragon family IS real though. ever since i was.. ^_^ ive.. hated people as a whole. these cute little dragon friends are my ultimate escape. a better family than my real ones ever will be. a better life, a better friendgroup, a better community. a community who wont hurt me, lie, and blame it all on me. friends. family. family who wont hurt me. i love my dragon family anyways, uh.. thats it, i think. until something interesting happens relating to me that isnt "HAHA! NKO BAD MENTAL HEALTH! SHE WENT CRAZY! btw it is a bait guyz LOL" i. ima just keep to text-shitposts and pesudovents as usual.

gn :)

[some-stale-bread]

which ocs are/would be best friends, why ?

which are/would be worst enemies, why ?

who is most likely to fake their own death, why ?

ooo ok

ok i think i said this already but Chronos and Eldar (fantasy ocs) are best friends, they run a tavern together and live together, before they opened the tavern they used to adventure a lot together. i think they'd be friend cause they have similiar problems (which i havent talked abt yet lol) and both of them never really had a family or friends to rely on so the rely on each other. sorry if this is a crappy lol

second of all the narrator (undertale oc) and ink/error are probably worst enemies. this is because no one rly knows what shes up to and what shes planning. ink has never talked to her but has seen the state shes left error in. (i think i mentioned this before but she and error have a deal kinda thing but she is horrible to error) error is her worse enemy as well cause she took advantage of him and uses him. oh forgot to mention she can easily undo all of error and inks work with a fick of her wrist. uhh theres prob more but my tiny doo doo brain isnt thinking so

finally who would fake their death. well i do have another fantasy oc that i havent posted abt who did in fact fake their own death. but im not gonna talk abt them, i would say that eldar probably would. hes rly dramatic and loves to play tricks on ppl (that go too far sometimes). hes probably faked his death for chronos before and they were just having none of it lol.

if any of this didnt make sense feel free to ask me abt it or just ask abt any of my ocs in ur free time

also i apologize for my horrible grammar lmao

[flwoie]

eh im actually kinda not okay but i will be 💞🥰 enhypen has rlly been getting me through it tho, they’re one of the few things that make me happy these days 🥺😊 (so yes, these wonnies are super appreciated 🥺 i watched his dance jam w seungie and it made me think of u and i~! wonnie and seungie biases just collectively crying over these cuties dancing to rover 😭💗)

okay i wanna unveil myself when i post the fic but…based on how it’s going it may be slightly past the deadline if that’s okay?? it’s a LONG ONE!! so i may unveil myself sooner so we can…discuss…some things? i’m tryna make it as customized to u as possible, so a lot of the major decisions the reader makes, i want to be decisions u would make urself! that’s why it’s taking me a bit longer to write it 😅💞

omg u have a few blogs in mind?? which ones lol im intrigued!! i won’t give it away but there are some things to note:

1.) we did not know each other before this event 2.) we have some groups in common but besides enha there were none we liked/knew abt strongly enough to be friends over them and 3.) i messed up and accidentally interacted w u OFF anon ON MY MAIN by complete accident so uh yeah. u prolly know unless u got a bunch of interactions that day and my acc got lost in them 😅

ooh that’s so cool abt ur name! i quite like the first one too hehe! it def suits the story. now that i know this next step…it gets even more interesting, im so sorry 😭

take care darling!! next ask i think i might unveil myself~ we’ll see tho! 👀 no promises 😉

qotd: how long have u been an engene for? were u part of their iland days too?

for me, i was there when iland came out but the show’s format rlly upset me and i lost interest in kpop for a hot minute. then came back and now look at me. i’ve never been so attached to a group before besides when i first found kpop 😭

have a good night!! i adore you~!!

-3

THREEE!! it’s fine if post it past the deadline, take ur time, i’ll wait 🫶🫶 and i can’t wait to finally see who u are 🤭🤭

well there were two blogs i had in mind, honour (skyjoong) and the one i’m writing for which i can’t say yet lmaoo, i’ll be surprised if you’re not the one i had in mind 😭😭 and i just saw the hints u gave out and i’m gonna look through my tags 🤨 #curious

and ooh i love a cliché story! is there gonna be a sad ending? i’m a sucker for those 😭

answering time!!

tbh i can’t remember when i became an engene 🤷 i was there when iland came out but i gave up on the first episode and i told myself i’d start stanning the final lineup THEN I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THEM UNTIL A YEAR OR TWO LATER, A FRIEND OF MINE WAS INTRODUCING ME TO THEM and yeah, that’s how i became an engene. not too long ago tbh cause i was a big moa during those times

it’s ironic cause i’m answering this at night but gn three <33

[kahvilahuhut]

😭, 🎂, 🙈, ⚾, ❇️, 🚆, 🌟, ❤️ (i did one from each group and I'm sorry, maybe this should go under a read more lmao)

wkdkfkf thank you omg this is gonna be fun 😂 and yeah i'll put a read more probably bc i can rarely write a short answer lol

i almost forgot abt it's existance lol bc i have the thing that shortens posts on dashboard 😭😂 oh boy

i'll do this one w/ dana 🥰

😭 CRYING - what makes them cry? do they cry easily?

They cry rarely. Partly because Dana has a "bad connection" with their feelings as in...they simply don't understand how they feel most of the time and doesn't deal with them early enough. That then leads to piled up emotions which is...not healthy, to be honest. They also prefer to do it in private, because they have an unhealthy mindset about not showing weakness. They also claim that they rarely cry bc it would ruin their eyeliner they had carefully drawn (they suck at makeup ngl)

Usually the reason why they cry is their job. Being (half unwillingly) chosen as the general of a new defence force squad already sounds like a hard job, and along with that come the awful bosses who don't really care about losses (bc most of the squad members are robots created exactly for this task) nor ethics, and who also love to push poor Dana to their limits (and over). It ain't easy, but it's worth it (a lie).

The second reason are the bottled-up emotions they're bad at taking care of. But usually it's both of these mixed together. There are other reasons too, but those are the most important ones.

Once resurrected in a robot body, she actually jokes about one of the best things of it is that crying is not an available function in this body. Bold of her to assume that makes her life better somehow.

🎂 BIRTHDAY CAKE - when is their birthday? do they like celebrating it?

To be honest I haven't chosen the date yet lol Might as well do it now! hmmm let's go with 10th of August 🤔

She's not into big parties, and instead prefers to have a very little party (or no party). She's kinda indifferent about it, but likes the gifts :)

🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?

I already mentioned it in the first one but...the vulnerable side (tm). Dana wants to be known for their achievements, their personality, they've done to help the world or what ideas do they have. And they're scared that acting like a normal person with bad days will stop people from seeing what they've done, and instead they will only be known for breakdowns and feeling bad over something. Good thing is that they Do Get Better at seeing vulnerability as a good thing and get a healthier life style (it only lasts a little but hey, it's still something ;) )

⚾ BASEBALL - can they play sports? what is their best position if they play a team sport? what's their strong suit (speed, power etc.)?

Dana likes playing badminton. She and Amal often played together as a way to procrastinate school/university tasks, and continued to play it once in a while in the working life, though more rarely than when they were studying.

She's also a bit into floorball, and always chooses to be a goalkeeper :3

OH AND Dana also does yoga sometimes bc their work would create them even more pain if they didn't do stretches. Though because of the work schedule they have, they usually do yoga sometime around 3AM 🥲

❇️ SPARKLE - what is their most prized possession? what do they value?

Their coffee cup. It was gifted to them by their parents, and Dana has used it ever since. It's beige and has pomegranates drawn on it.

Also their phone bc it has all the contacts they need in their life AND bc they value all the articles/book pdfs/other knowledge things they keep there and don't want to lose them.

🚆 TRAIN - what is their answer to the trolley problem?

Shut it's power source down so it stops. Throw rocks on the rails. Switch the rails to the one person part in case it won't work & run as fast as you can to untie them bc trams are Slow.

🌟 GLOWING STAR - what do they think about when they look at the night sky? is there someone they want to star gaze with?

In childhood it would be something like:

"So many planets, people and things to do out there! I wish I could travel more often, just to feel like I'm somehow a part of this universe."

Meanwhile as an adult:

"From all the star systems and planets that exist, hell, even the ones that we can see, and all of the living beings that live there, it's kinda weird to be the person who has so much they could do to affect the future of this sector of the galaxy. Winning a local lottery worth of 50 dollars would definitely feel better. I'm so tired."

She rarely star gazes in the literal way, because she simply doesn't have time to sit on a meadow and look at the sky. She does love looking out of the window of the spaceship just to see how beautiful space is.

❤️ RED HEART - their love language(s)?

Quality time 🥰 Their ideal moment spent with a loved one is cuddling on a couch or a bed while reading something, and/or talking with each other about life and random topics that come to their mind. Philosophical conversations are a bonus.

[wooahaes]

Pls don't ever feel sorry about replying late - if anything I'm the one replying super slowly >_< But I think we're also probably in different time zones and the messages are so long so I rlly don't mind if it takes a while<3

It's good you're not feeling too pressured!! I also saw you updated and I'm so excited to read~ Can't wait to bathe in the dino content hdsjhd

Yesss, Mozu is so good!! Honestly one of the best units, I also made her an archer and she slays! "I'm a healer, but..." really nails it djhdjshd He'd still have that gentle elegant aura, even when he's about to end you djfj (kinda thinking of Libra now, i mean they have different personality obvsly but libra also looks so gentle and graceful at all times)

I'm so here for sword/axe dino. it's everything fjdfhdj

"Give him a horse" Love that. But now that you said troubadour i'm kinda thinking. Maribelle from awakening. Wouldn't he kinda be male version maribelle hjdhfjdh

I'm rlly glad you're feeling better! Hope it stays that way<33 -layton anon

aaaa YOU dont feel bad either then!! u can absolutely take all the time u need if u ever wanna talk :0

thank youuu.... i finished dino's part and decided i'd just go ahead n post it. i literally forgot i needed to make headers for each member (i'll probs just keep the colorful one for poly ending) so i spent like. almost an hour rushing to do tht and edit them how i want sdkfhsfsd

shes genuinely SO solid tbh both as an archer and once u level her a bit as villager!! but shes defo better as archer imo. shes such a cutie too!! light of my life i love her sm her lil "you're a bad apple!!" is kshdf thats my GIRLLLL

literallyyyy. i feel like both shua + jeonghan would have tht strong "looks like an angel but can absolutely kill you" energy in battle lmao

sleeveless dino wielding his weapon for maximum darms... thank u. i saw tht vlive from idk how long go but it was def this year and his ARMS... is this ALLOWED...

seungkwan will always heal u but if u piss him off he'll purposefully hold back unless ur straight up close to death. then zero hesitation but he WILL hold a slight grudge outside of that. hoshi is like haha can i get some healing rn and seungkwans like :) no while thinking of at least three different instances in the past few weeks where he got teased/scared by him. he can get healing Next but hes gonna heal his best buddy vernon first despite him barely having a scratch-

aaa ty anon!! today was a lil more 'eh' but it came after several days of feeling fine so i think its something abt the way im sleeping lol i'll experiment w sleep positions ig <3

take care!!