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ggigigoode · 2 years

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now you’ve seen her rolling her eyes at me this is her giggling when i tell her she has the lesbians in a chokehold </3

#no like the way she’s looking down at me with that smile </3 #i fully cannot function #how can i be normal #how can i ever get over this #😫🥵 help #the way you can literally see her smile get bigger #the way her mouth twitches #oh no can you tell i’ve rewatched this video an ungodly amount of times #thank god my bestie filmed our entire interaction both times i met her <3 #her smile lines i CAN’T 😵‍💫 i’m #daya betty #rupauls drag race #rpdr #rpdr 14

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dollya-robinprotector · 4 months

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"Okay, please allow me to ask WHO THE FUCK IS PISSED WITH YOU???"

"Like why every time your wife lays some eggs somebody just gotta steal them?? Also can't you just check them if they're "alive" or not? You don't need to risk your life just to take back some unfertilized eggs, right?"

"I don't know either! But I gotta take these back. Alive or not, Robin laid them, and even if they won't hatch I'll bury them in our backyard".

Chimera Lyah and his friend Harpy Azazel of my friend Noir Luna, facing some egg stealers, while Robin is worrying sick at home. Those eggs are blank, she knows, but her hubby insists on taking them back.

#“I promise when you need my help I'll do the same for you I'll help you defend your eggs too.” “My wife does NOT lay eggs!”#dol pc #dollya art #dol #original character #other people's pc #dol robin #robin the orphan #harpy transformation #degrees of lewdity #To me the Demon transform sometimes tingles with some harpy's instincts so Lyah cannot fully function them both #Especially when he hides the Demon one to avoid scaring his mate like sure being a chimera brings many benefits and physical advantages #But being a Demon is BAD right and it's scarrrryyyyy

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hellenhighwater · 10 months

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Hmm....how hard can large scale mosaic possibly be? I feel like my plans for the room I'm working on could use something really shiny and impactful and maybe I want to make a fold-down cutting table and maybe I want to do it out of mosaic, even though that will be ungodly heavy.

It's a fun idea. I'm not sure if it's a good idea.

I haven't done mosaic since a one-off high school art class but I feel like the component skills are ones I already have, sooooo....

I have been keeping to a blue and gold celestial theme for both my guest room and my art workspaces, because if and when I move those spaces are likely to be combined. Cutting table, even though it would be for a different room, falls in the same vein, so I'm thinking something with a nice dark night sky and maybe some branches or leaves...

#if nothing else #I am likely to bleed less on my project than I did on the one in high school.#i sliced my arm open and bled profusely and never quite got all of it out #the third bedroom in my house is basically a junk room rn because the layout is awful #and i have been rotating that room in my head for weeks trying to see how it fits together in a functional way #it's going to still be storage but also my digital workspace/home for my modern tools #aka four ink printers #the laminator the 3d printer the laser engraver the cutting mats the paper storage #and also random crap like luggage and wrapping paper.#i think im settling on a library/bindery vibe #so loooots of built ins.#on a budget level i cannot afford to start this room for a while yet #and the same is also true on a time management scale #but for each project like this I tend to prefer to have everything fully realized in my head before i start #so im doing that now #mentally putting together lumber cut lists and figuring out if im going to have to buy a jigsaw

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bunnihearted · 14 days

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being too weird and unlikable and off putting and always being shunned and turned into an outcast everywhere i go and not having felt the connection and healing friendship has on you for so many years has really done a number on me

#irl mostly. but even online. i cannot connect or find communities or support systems the way most of u can #even if i do have found great connections and one connection in particular im more than grateful for #but i have had so much of my humanness torn off for so long that i am awkward and useless in handling it #but yeah idk :/ im just so profoundly jealous of how everyone can just fit into a slot #even online when ppl talk abt being anxious and stuff they still have ppl to talk to #or ppl irl to hang out with and im like.. wow... i cant even do that :/#it is just so lonely in general. and it has made me confused and incapable of knowing how to be a human #and fully realise and actualize the one connection i do have #if i had gotten to learn and now know how to be a human and a person i would've... been a person #but now i feel so removed and far away from that idek how...#like im at a point where i cant even have simple and shallow conversations online bc im like so useless #maybe only other ppl with avpd and who have been socially rejected and isolated and alienated can fully understand what i mean #it is so scary and weird and i feel such deep envy for how people can just like... talk to eo. irl and online. i dont get it #and like the connection i do have that i mention bc it is so important to me.. that does all of those things #but it is like im so not used to anyone even keep wanting to have a connection with me #that i feel like bambi on ice 💀 for lack of a better metaphor #and inside of me idk how to dare to open up to it bc i've been numb and shut off i just dont know #i dont know. but i want to but idk how.#ahhhhhh wanna scream bc just trying to describe it so i can make sense of it is frustrating!!!!#it also sucks bc other ppl really dont seem to get how fkn weird and scary it is to feel so removed from humanness #and not even be able to do most basic human people things most ppl who are mentally ill or anxious do.. i cant even do that idk #talking and communicating is the main thing like ppl do not understand how fkn hard it is for me to even have a simple convo #and i cant explain it bc theres no way someone who doesnt feel the same and have avpd could get it...#but idk. i just hate all of this and i wish i had a normal functioning brain. i just wanna be like everyone else #even ppl w social anxiety are capable of having friends. and im terrified of losing the only connection i've somehow been lucky to get #in my hands??? im so scared of losing that but idk HOW to be a person and idk!!! idk!!#other ppl dont even think abt these things im so fkn jealous lmao #anyway whatever 😔

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solitairechimney · 5 months

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Me two seconds ago: Eddie's obviously going to go out with fake Shannon

Me when Eddie actually goes out with fake Shannon: 😮

#the way this woman has catapulted eddie into insane territory in such a short amount of time #should be a very fun storyline though #i dont know how i feel about it fully yet and will have to see more #but shannon really has been a lingering ghost for him like he cannot have a functioning relationship because of shannon #so i love that we're really gonna dig into this #911 spoilers #911 abc

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mommytimmy · 10 months

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what do you mean people can make posts on the internet without knowing anything about what they're talking about? 🤯

#this is not vaguing . my brain just cannot let go of that post #that post about adding pause options in games for accessibility (valid and correct)#and then mentioning soulslike games #i dont know about other souls like because i don't play them #but DS/dark souls/bloodborne at least #have the stable ground feature that functions as a live save system #its a strategy to quit out of the game to reset enemy positions (TO MAKE THE GAME EASIER BTW)#and it doenst make you lose any progress #and quitting out requires so few buttons you can do it in a split second when u need a moment #it only really resets bosses (which is a feature not a bug)#and sekiro HAS a pause function afaik--because its fully single player + the stable ground feature #the greatest problem of the fromsoft-souls francise is gamers treating is as gamer cred for its difficulty #when the real appeal is the unique narrative and the fact that you can fine tune your own difficulty experience with different routes #routes-mechanics-and weapons #THATS the reason challenge runs are so big in those games--but what challenge runs don't tell you is that #you can choose to make your game harder #but you have the same control to make it easier #exactly as you want it. not just by changing HP scaling and damage as is the standard- but by changing the game experience itself #and theymay not be games for everyone. but no game is ever for everyone #but in terms of actual accessibility i believe fromsosft games ARE accessible because of their simple controls that can be easily bound int #easily bound into any controller might suit the player's needs best #while offering an experience that is exactly as challenging as the player chooses

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randomravager · 5 months

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dude I hate being antisocial whenever im overwhelmed like im avoiding all human contact sitting in a corner with all my work around me like some sort of demonic summoning circle getting up in the middle of class to “go to the bathroom” which is code for walk around in circles and go full on flappy hands and then I feel bad because ive been pushing off my friends but like socializing and being a blubbering whiner is NOT something I have any energy reserves available for

#blippity blap #nothing particularly bad but I always feel bad when im unable to do anything #like in terms of emotional functioning #barely mumbling along and a (more obvious) anxious mess #and like im usually self-conscious about physical affection in front of larger groups of people #but I fully cannot reciprocate #properly #eugh i was a mess today #a social failure #I apologize to anyone who has/will be subjected to me <3

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knowlesian · 1 year

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“what if i made this website even worse and way less functional, would people give me money then” was a super hilarious question elon asked himself, for the first time well done buddy no notes

#not only is the search function on twitter fully fucked you can’t even look at hashtags anymore while logged out #he wanted to be god of the posters and he broke the site #that’s comedy gold. love it #i guess thanks accidental comrade elon???#truly the dumbest man no notes on his choice to let the world know what the bay area was already aware of #dude was only ever the Money Man turns out daddy’s apartheid emeralds cannot buy him a clue

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ssaalexblake · 2 months

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the concept of a high school science fair always throws me on american tv

#i assume the One Smart Kid who always makes a fully functioning robot that can idk #bring in world peace bc they're really smart is a tv invention #i mean all school classes have that one super smart kid #but mine wasn't the robot making type #and y'all having art exhibitions actually lol #now i Did have one but only bc i did the subject beyond the mandatory years #and while parents could technically go it was mostly for the sake of grading exams being easier #with everything in one place #my parents did not go and i felt 0% negative emotion about it it wasn't a ~thing #also to be clear i'm not knocking the concept of the fair i just cannot imagine it being a thing

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letlionslie · 3 months

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i think the sequence of events has gone like this:

-strain wrist in a creative fervor

-be unable to draw or play with pens because of wrist

-become increasingly discouraged and sad because of lack of hobby time

anyway hopefully my wrist is better soon and will ease my case of ill defined but pervasive sadness and discouragement.

#personal blogging #original content for a certain definition of content #also i am extremely sleepy but i don’t think that has anything to do with my wrist #i want to nap but if i do i will be up all night #which honestly would be for the best it’s 1000 degrees #but unfortunately for some reason the rest of the community insists on functioning during the day #so i cannot become the fully nocturnal creature that i want to be

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queer-omens-in-the-archives · 1 year

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when will our DMs come back from the war (Tumblr randomly deciding we need to "verify" the exact same email address we've been using since we signed up for this godforsaken webbed site in 2012, without actually sending us a verification email.)

#saltposting #if you can no longer send us direct messages: this is why and I am very sorry.#we also cannot access our conversation history anymore.#mutuals: you may send in an ask to exchange Discords -- still willing to receive and send Tumblr posts #even if we have to go off-platform for this to happen.#tumblr is a fully functioning website that has no technical issues whatsoever. (/lies.)#we have emailed support about this for the record. it has been a mere two days. (perhaps three? what is a passage of time.)

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cosmicfoole · 5 months

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literally so me core rn, for day 3 of this stupid af cold:

#its fr sucking all my energy so u can count on me to be fully active when i revive out of this nasty shit #earlier it seemed better but LOL NO it got worse. my ears have been clogged my eyes are unbearably water and itchy.#i cant breathe from my nose its so stuffed tf up #the pressure in my ears??? its driving me mad i SWEAR #u dont realize how good u got it until ur mfin ear caves are clogged and it has u dizzy af and out of it all day #u cannot even function as a human when ur ear caves are clogged i stg its crazy #yea ! ear caves ! lmao #i am so grumpy bear rn i cant i just need to punch the mf who gave me this in deadass 95 degree weather too. only then i'd feel better !!#ok sry for getting violent on main<3 #i get so dramatic when im in pain LMAO

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aria0fgold · 8 months

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Treating the lil Childe shimejis like labrats as if I'm a scientist observing em in their natural habitat which is just my desktop.

#aria rants #i havent slept yet. and i feel like im in the boundary of sleepiness and being fully awake #which just means i can function. but i cannot think. my brain is basically lagging #anyway ive gained valuable info from my observations and its makin me feel a liiiil confident that i can indeed make a shimeji #its a matter of duplicating layers. consistency. and a large bucket of dedication. also creativity. cuz tbf...#i havent rlly thought as far ahead as figuring out what actions alec and ray gonna have for the shimeji. thats for another day

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quodekash · 2 years

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well. that. that happened.

um. the show is over now.

it took me until 2am to finish it, again, and who is surprised? that’s right, no one.

anyway. uh.

soundwin kissed first and im dying.

and im not okay because attachment issues + graduations in any media = full blown mental breakdown

but like its fine

um. i have commentary on the episode but at the moment i need to process the fact that a) all of that actually happened, b) soundwin actually kissed, and c) the show is now over entirely and theres no more friday nights/saturday mornings of happy feelings from happy high schoolers in their happy band

and by ‘process’ i mean i need to go to sleep.

also i wouldve been content with the little cheek kisses we got BUT THEN THEY FULLY KISSED AND THEY KISSED BEFORE TINNGUN

WHICH MEANS, AS PER USUAL, SOUNDWIN DID IT FIRST

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beeapocalypse · 1 year

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oh tma is nipping at my heels. i miss the extinction

#admittedly almost all of my love of the show now is FOR the extinction and that is bc the idea of this nascent burgeoning embodiment of--#--the apocalypse seeping into reality and ppl walking into raw ugly glimpses into it is SO good. it is so interesting to me #like the way the extinctions influences from other entities is so much more obvious than the other fears bc it is still a baby and still--#--more Blended into them than the others which have established themselves enough in humanitys fears to have shit like avatars and--#--beasts. god !#gary boylan as this proto avatar where HE was not the victim but instead him+his obsession was the weapon wielded to obliterate others #<-- how freakyfun is that. he pokes around and ends up running w the cult of the lightless flame for a bit mistakenly thinking That is-#--what happened b4 both him and jude both have this epiphany and realize theyre dealing with something WAY different. if jon annoyed jude--#--just a tiny bit more she wouldve sent him to gary instead of mike lol #very funny that almost every extinction detail is crystal clear in my head but i just had to look up judes name bc i forgot it. all is ash-#--except for the extinction and a couple of funny jon moments in my memory #hope that tma2 has some extinction stuff in it bc the resolution for it in tma1 was SO boring. what do you mean a baby suddenly elevated--#--to the power of every other fear in The Change just became a fully formed and functional entity. so much missed potential there of the--#--eye not properly predicting the effect its ritual would have on the extinction bc it is a thing which CANNOT be known bc it isnt even in-#--existence yet. all seeing rather than all knowing you know. an inability to predict the future

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coffee-without-anesthetics · 1 year

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oh this is No Bueno.

#the transitory phase after a long-ass hyperfix/obsession is the worst thing in the world #without obsession i cannot function fully btw. i am optimized to solely work under those. the touch of the 'tism && allat #i can feel bsd leaving my brain a bit more every day. it's been in there since end of april. what the fuck do i do now huh #post anesthetics posts

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